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"I wanna f*ckin' die, but I never say it" | Jxdn - Pray (slowed version) | TikTok version

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2021 ж. 29 Қаң.
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Jxdn - Pray (slowed version)
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  • Lyrics:Heaven only knows when I'm in hell None of my friends can even tell I wanna fucking die, but I never say it Sick of getting high, but I do the same shit I can't even cry, so I try to fake it I hate it I pray to God, let me die in my sleep I pray to God, let me die in my sleep You're as sick as all the secrets you keep But the truth is, I don't wanna be me I pray to God, let me die in my sleep Now I'm waking up and I'm not dead Living off the words I know you said I feel like I'm alive and I'm gonna make it Maybe if I cry I don't have to fake it I'm giving up my pain, so you can take it I hate it I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I'm as sick as all these secrets I keep But the truth is, I can only be me I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I pray to God I don't die in my sleep And now I'm sick of all the secrets I keep I pray to God, let me die in my-

    @tomatenmarc2070@tomatenmarc20702 жыл бұрын

    • Danke

      @florianpilz9989@florianpilz99892 жыл бұрын

    • This song hit me

      @flygirlfishingerica4808@flygirlfishingerica48082 жыл бұрын

    • Baie dankie

      @Elizebeth206@Elizebeth2062 жыл бұрын

    • You "were" Holy. You got holy name. What u thing?

      @monikalinertova6267@monikalinertova62672 жыл бұрын

    • "I pray to god let me die in my sleep."

      @jdevine789@jdevine789 Жыл бұрын

  • This hits hard at 1am on a late night bike ride

    @Stonerjohn@Stonerjohn2 жыл бұрын

    • Yeah...

      @kaffriders@kaffriders2 жыл бұрын

    • Same but its 3am now...

      @siili_hurja9877@siili_hurja98772 жыл бұрын

    • Ride safe bois!

      @triix1130@triix11302 жыл бұрын

    • Late night rides just hit different tbh

      @blurreaper1238@blurreaper12382 жыл бұрын

    • Im with ya brother

      @DeviousIntentVEVO@DeviousIntentVEVO2 жыл бұрын

  • A perfect song to speed though the highway Divider onto the wrong road for a final adrenaline shot to feel literally anything for the last time :)

    @playfullysadistic7903@playfullysadistic7903 Жыл бұрын

    • I feel that, if u got plans to do that plz lemme be in the passenger seat 🙏🏼🙏🏼

      @jaketheb8916@jaketheb8916 Жыл бұрын

    • Shit can I join

      @zombieslayerzoruto8366@zombieslayerzoruto8366 Жыл бұрын

    • Room for one more fellas?

      @LoneWolf-vk4mx@LoneWolf-vk4mx Жыл бұрын

    • @@LoneWolf-vk4mx yep

      @zombieslayerzoruto8366@zombieslayerzoruto8366 Жыл бұрын

    • @@zombieslayerzoruto8366 I'll bring snacks and alchohol!

      @LoneWolf-vk4mx@LoneWolf-vk4mx Жыл бұрын

  • This shit hits home. I've been doing better then a few years ago, but everytime a pure song like this comes on, I just see my life flash before my eyes. I see the bad, the good, and the mistakes I made.

    @dutchgamingvaultNL@dutchgamingvaultNL Жыл бұрын

    • My life is one big mistake and I'm only 20

      @Daundeadking@Daundeadking4 ай бұрын

    • @@Daundeadkingdon’t say that, your only 20 you still have plenty of years to make up for it

      @huhok5215@huhok52152 ай бұрын

    • Same.. I'm in a better place physically and financially... emotionally, mentally and physically? Idk.. lost my bbd summer 2023 but our son and step babies and my family push me to do better ❤️

      @TittzMcGee90@TittzMcGee90Ай бұрын

    • @@TittzMcGee90 I'm so sorry momma I will pray for you and I hope your situation turns around and you can make the most out of it for yourself and your little ones❤

      @huhok5215@huhok5215Ай бұрын

  • This hits hard when it describes your entire life

    @KyojuroRengokuonlywife@KyojuroRengokuonlywife11 ай бұрын

  • First time Ive heard this and Im really feelin it right now, damn this is hitting close to home

    @TheLawrence1999@TheLawrence1999 Жыл бұрын

    • Yea this hitting hard ;( I hear this song in loop since I found it

      @shirleysehn677@shirleysehn677 Жыл бұрын

    • Hey man, I dont know you but im praying for you. Be safe man I love you.

      @Homeslixe__@Homeslixe__ Жыл бұрын

    • Same

      @antonyhunt9700@antonyhunt97009 ай бұрын

  • Dam this hits home this how I feel everyday honestly 💯

    @austintate04@austintate049 ай бұрын

  • Been in recovery since June 2021 . I overdosed and almost didn't come back. It's been a hard struggle forsure. Devil is out tonight and fkin on one. Woke up from a nightmare crying and this song popped up. ❤

    @Steadyplot@Steadyplot2 жыл бұрын

    • Keep loving, keep fighting. Love, a sister in Texas missing her brother.

      @hnormizzle@hnormizzle Жыл бұрын

    • Good job babes keep it up you got this I'm struggling right now with addiction and we're all better than this but congratulations to you chin up always @alexis king Remember everyone is going thru something so your not alone be safe everyone👍

      @madisonmilano151@madisonmilano151 Жыл бұрын

    • Stay strong but the light is always brighter in the afterlife

      @Positivity337@Positivity337 Жыл бұрын

    • So beautiful

      @winstoninscoe6554@winstoninscoe655410 ай бұрын

  • Make a 20 hour version of the song

    @dustyfleming806@dustyfleming8062 жыл бұрын

  • This song seems to speak for my soul

    @justinpatrick9249@justinpatrick92492 жыл бұрын

    • Samee. Every word is true for me

      @gembertheetje_@gembertheetje_2 жыл бұрын

  • this hits so close to home. ive screamed so many times of distress no one knows what im going through as its only me left an terminally ill new fav song much love

    @a.p.contractorselitlemaste4157@a.p.contractorselitlemaste41577 ай бұрын

  • If it wasnt for the thought who id leave behind i wouldnt be here any more but yet here i am listening to this song

    @severride0190@severride019010 ай бұрын

  • I cried a bit… this song really got me to cry… I love this song and recommend it for everyone

    @rydanhalladay5387@rydanhalladay53872 жыл бұрын

  • Damn this is my first time listening to this and it really hits on some other levels 🕊️

    @josephmeans1104@josephmeans1104 Жыл бұрын

    • Exactly right here with you.. I was looking for a song for me … this is the 1🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 thnx to the creator … STAY PEACEFUL PEOPLE …. U ARE NOT ALONE.. 💯💛❣️💛❣️💛 HUGE HUGS

      @elainemarquez9344@elainemarquez934411 ай бұрын

  • This is such a beautifully existential masterpiece of a song!

    @aegon4@aegon4 Жыл бұрын

  • That hit different at 2am in a late night ride thx for this song bud

    @Ya_Boi_Jey@Ya_Boi_Jey2 жыл бұрын

  • Painfully good song. There is so much emotions packed in to one song if one can hear them will hear a lot more than how much the one who is listening but can’t hear.

    @NoOnehereAnymore@NoOnehereAnymore5 ай бұрын

  • This song is everything ❤️

    @Sublimechick84@Sublimechick842 жыл бұрын

  • Amazing.. I cry now

    @miaulookthedoor762@miaulookthedoor7622 жыл бұрын

    • I can't cry man

      @aggelosmpithasmpithas7926@aggelosmpithasmpithas79262 жыл бұрын

  • This song speaks works I can’t express myself!💯

    @shilos3907@shilos3907 Жыл бұрын

  • This is my favorite song in the entire world.

    @kristinaelaine4698@kristinaelaine46982 жыл бұрын

  • love this song cause I was once there and once believe this is who I was now I sing this song with my heart and soul happy as can be .

    @ronnierodriguez5011@ronnierodriguez5011 Жыл бұрын

  • For what im going through now, i dont wanna be here anymore, and i often pray that god takes me in my sleep, so i can quit living this fuckin nightmare im in

    @ashtonward4138@ashtonward41382 жыл бұрын

  • Found this on tiktok and first though.... Damn man.... ❤️💯

    @ronankelly4925@ronankelly49252 жыл бұрын

  • Truly the genuine thoughts of a suicidal person. U do it and ur happy then you start to get tired and it hurts and before u know it ur either dead or passed out waking up miserable

    @SqwuRTZnPerKss@SqwuRTZnPerKss2 жыл бұрын

  • That relapse at the end....damn.

    @conniehale7232@conniehale72322 жыл бұрын

  • So relatable...we all go through motions but we keep moving

    @LovingHisLight@LovingHisLight9 ай бұрын

  • This is top 1 song suggested I love it ❤ lots of support up coming

    @jakepin8294@jakepin82942 жыл бұрын

  • I don't think you could sum my life up with a better song!!!

    @alexanderseitzinger3665@alexanderseitzinger36654 ай бұрын

  • 2:08am and haven't heard this song since the last time when everything.. owell love ya 🥀🖤

    @ZED.616@ZED.6168 ай бұрын

  • this song hits hard

    @graceturley40@graceturley40 Жыл бұрын

  • Sounds like my life great song!!!!

    @kimlappin4922@kimlappin4922 Жыл бұрын

  • CHILLLLLLL

    @maltelb2694@maltelb26942 жыл бұрын

  • Good song to listen to on depressing quad rides

    @notwhistlindiesel8115@notwhistlindiesel81152 жыл бұрын

  • This song is amazing

    @kyrachapman5052@kyrachapman50522 жыл бұрын

  • Beautiful song ❤️🥺🥰

    @nutelladino6195@nutelladino6195 Жыл бұрын

  • This hits so haaard..

    @pratmedfrikk1572@pratmedfrikk1572 Жыл бұрын

  • 4 am and back to back bowls just found this and it's a vibe

    @gravitymusic7999@gravitymusic79992 жыл бұрын

    • felt

      @justinejones7133@justinejones71332 жыл бұрын

  • I pray to God he can heal my depression!❤️😔 Found this song after my mom had passed and just cant stop listening to it!

    @leannnewman1788@leannnewman1788 Жыл бұрын

  • Nice i feel that 4am

    @davidcz4578@davidcz45782 жыл бұрын

  • I'm just hearing this song for the first time ( on a loop now) and I feel this everyday. I'm not gonna get into my whole life and head space but fu**

    @joelburrell6362@joelburrell6362 Жыл бұрын

    • i hope your okay

      @pascalbloedow6153@pascalbloedow6153 Жыл бұрын

    • Felt that

      @TSL_Hellish@TSL_Hellish9 ай бұрын

  • Its beautiful

    @johnjessing8022@johnjessing80222 жыл бұрын

    • It is

      @kaffriders@kaffriders2 жыл бұрын

  • that hits hard at 2 am on my bed...❤‍🩹

    @Miss_moon883@Miss_moon883Ай бұрын

  • Suites my life perfect 👍

    @andysmalley4274@andysmalley42747 ай бұрын

  • Got someone that I love so much that willing to lose everything over her yet she keep fighting for someone that's hurting her. I can't take the pain shes sending me.

    @nathanmitchell6316@nathanmitchell6316 Жыл бұрын

  • I don't know what to do anymore, I can't see myself as anything other than a waste of space. I go through the motions and pay my bills barely make ends meet. I decided several years ago to live my life alone, but I can't let go entirely. My whole life I've known I would die alone. I just wish it would happen sooner. This life bullshit is way too long.

    @helpful_cancer@helpful_cancer2 жыл бұрын

    • Stay strong

      @Fragus97@Fragus97 Жыл бұрын

  • Love the song so true for me

    @addisonlocher9216@addisonlocher92167 ай бұрын

  • I've felt like the first verses for as long as I can remember.

    @iLovedWhatiHated@iLovedWhatiHated Жыл бұрын

  • I have been depressed 😔 and fuck life isn't hitting the same for me thank you for this song I'll always remember this

    @bick8960@bick8960 Жыл бұрын

  • Hits deep @ 0420 got stay high to keep alive

    @michaelhershberger954@michaelhershberger9542 жыл бұрын

  • I feel that too bro

    @davidallen6827@davidallen68273 ай бұрын

  • I told my wife how I felt and she just said sorry you feel like that 😢😂😅 thats been my prayer since i was 12 and still i gotta suffer life is something

    @codylane3119@codylane31193 ай бұрын

  • If your still here in 2022 your a legend and I hope you succeed find happiness love and forever peace

    @fated_blade8211@fated_blade82112 жыл бұрын

  • Everyday thoughts brought out in this song

    @michaeld8457@michaeld8457 Жыл бұрын

  • Dame I feel all this to the heart 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

    @AshtonBeyer-ht2sh@AshtonBeyer-ht2sh7 ай бұрын

  • nice THX geiler mix

    @Redblood123ich@Redblood123ich Жыл бұрын

  • Song hits when your speeding around at 2 am

    @Ash-qe4bl@Ash-qe4bl Жыл бұрын

  • This Will hit when i drive 160 kmh on my tuned rieju drac

    @Victor-sx6ff@Victor-sx6ff2 жыл бұрын

  • So many guys here they feel the same.... lemme cry for all 😓 love for you all... im so dead inside

    @larih.5124@larih.51247 ай бұрын

  • This hits when you playing warzone at 1 in the morning

    @amandadecker3874@amandadecker3874 Жыл бұрын

  • This songs so real

    @Sofia-6801@Sofia-68012 ай бұрын

  • This is where im thinking over hole my life

    @popmagamez28@popmagamez282 жыл бұрын

  • this hits hard at 3am

    @gabes4396@gabes4396 Жыл бұрын

  • Shii hits hard at 3:38 in the morning.

    @torchedondacouch@torchedondacouch Жыл бұрын

  • Concert at 1AM

    @powerstrokediesels7824@powerstrokediesels78242 жыл бұрын

  • Bro my life explained in a song ;( makes me cry

    @lizziecarlsen727@lizziecarlsen727 Жыл бұрын

  • This is how life feels right now 😢

    @deanralph7790@deanralph7790 Жыл бұрын

  • A friend of mine's brother used to be in this band, she introduced me to them, shit's fire

    @R420RBLXDE@R420RBLXDE8 күн бұрын

  • This is how I feel

    @angelbo1769@angelbo17692 жыл бұрын

  • Laying in your bed… Headphones in… Volume up… Staring at the ceiling…

    @tricknick_official@tricknick_official Жыл бұрын

  • w song fr

    @galaxy6631@galaxy663110 ай бұрын

  • This be awesome to use in my youtube videos

    @MrEazyS10@MrEazyS10 Жыл бұрын

  • Rip dad🕊🕊 i will join you in heaven soon

    @haydenthompson9717@haydenthompson97177 ай бұрын

  • i love IT when im on extasy 💪

    @envymk7695@envymk76952 жыл бұрын

  • Shes taken my energy, taken my clothes, my door, my self worth, my childhood and I hate her for it im fucking done but if i tell anyone in my life how I feel they’re gonna worry and try to fix me all i want is to wrestle away my pain but she’s trying to take that too

    @noahboxer8101@noahboxer81016 ай бұрын

    • yeah she took wrestling, weight lifting and more that was only the beggning buddy

      @noahboxer8101@noahboxer81014 ай бұрын

  • I absolutely hate that theres only like five lines total and still kinda slaps

    @whitedomino4870@whitedomino48702 жыл бұрын

  • This is how I’m feeling 😕😕😕

    @amymoore1876@amymoore18767 ай бұрын

  • Wish I could hug y'all because the state of mind I'm listening this in is really messes up

    @aryan6114@aryan61142 жыл бұрын

    • Still alone .That prayer is listened to by so many... still alone.

      @rogerlange3809@rogerlange38092 жыл бұрын

    • @@rogerlange3809 it's gonna be alright bro 🫂🫂

      @aryan6114@aryan61142 жыл бұрын

  • I PRAY TO GOD I DIE IN MY SLEEP TRUTH IS I CAN ONLY BE ME 💔

    @Forever-mz7tr@Forever-mz7tr2 ай бұрын

  • Fuck late night drives with this song... sittin alone, stoned and sad on yout couch while listen to this is the thing

    @M4s0nx@M4s0nx2 жыл бұрын

  • Tell it young man tell it

    @darrellbryant941@darrellbryant9412 жыл бұрын

  • Nice

    @isaacawad368@isaacawad3682 жыл бұрын

  • Deep

    @sunflower4568@sunflower45682 жыл бұрын

  • 🖤

    @JoachimIversen@JoachimIversen6 ай бұрын

  • This is song reminds of me bc I just hide my emotions from everyone

    @austingoolsby4301@austingoolsby4301 Жыл бұрын

  • I wish I could stop crying. I pray to god let me die every damn second of every day of the last 5 weeks.

    @crystaldenton4347@crystaldenton43472 жыл бұрын

    • I understand times are hard but you just - Keep fighting!!I I've had these thoughts for years they don't leave me. we only live once so just try to push through it. Remember to love yourself and take care.

      @koguchipower4816@koguchipower48162 жыл бұрын

    • @@koguchipower4816 my husband of 20 years died 2/19/22

      @crystaldenton4347@crystaldenton43472 жыл бұрын

    • @@crystaldenton4347 Sorry to hear your loss...

      @koguchipower4816@koguchipower48162 жыл бұрын

    • @@crystaldenton4347 it hurts so much cause its real love and its beautiful, i felt the same way when my mom died, over time i got to see the wierd beauty in the pain because it came from a love that is more real than anything, sorry to hear for your loss

      @billyogle1810@billyogle1810 Жыл бұрын

  • Scary how many times I was supposed to hit the oak tree going 90

    @lukebrooker6633@lukebrooker66337 ай бұрын

  • Sometimes songs like this needs warning labels music is very powerful

    @kimberlyagrusa1393@kimberlyagrusa1393 Жыл бұрын

  • Waiting for the day I can say "I pray to God I don't die in my sleep"

    @kittygirl7842@kittygirl78429 ай бұрын

  • This song truely relates to what my life is like. I wish it wasn't though.. 💔😔

    @BrianMathis-24689@BrianMathis-246896 ай бұрын

  • Great 👍

    @travickdemos390@travickdemos3902 жыл бұрын

  • Could we get a roll call to see who is still here? Just feel like everyone should check in so we know each other is alright

    @jessebaker9665@jessebaker9665 Жыл бұрын

  • Hits different at 2àm

    @tom-stars-@tom-stars-5 ай бұрын

  • Hir der text Heaven only knows when I'm in hell None of my friends can even tell I wanna fucking die, but I never say it Sick of getting high, but I do the same shit I can't even cry, so I try to fake it I hate it [Chorus] I pray to God, let me die in my sleep I pray to God, let me die in my sleep You're as sick as all the secrets you keep But the truth is, I don't wanna be me I pray to God, let me die in my sleep [Verse 2] Now I'm waking up and I'm not dead Living off the words I know you said I feel like I'm alive and I'm gonna make it Maybe if I cry, I don't have to fakе it I'm giving up my pain, so you can take it I hate it [Chorus] I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I'm as sick as all these secrets I keep But the truth is, I can only be me I pray to God I don't die in my sleep [Outro] I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I pray to God I don't die in my sleep I pray to God I don't die in my sleep And now I'm sick of all the secrets I keep I pray to God, let me die in my-

    @JojoMusic0408@JojoMusic04082 жыл бұрын

    • Hi wie geht's^_^

      @ricardosalvatore6095@ricardosalvatore60952 жыл бұрын

  • Yesss Rip Michael ray skinner jr. 10/21/83-05/14/21 Fentanyl poisoning killed my husband and I couldn't revive him so don't do drugs please

    @crystalmichelle4766@crystalmichelle47662 жыл бұрын

  • Me and the boys listen to this before every game

    @adamdaniels6552@adamdaniels65526 ай бұрын

  • Just wish I didn't wake up feeling like this

    @toxicchemicals6736@toxicchemicals673611 ай бұрын

  • Why hasn't he posted anymore videos or music I love this channel

    @amandadecker3874@amandadecker3874 Жыл бұрын

    • I'm glad to hear that :) I didn't really have the time and energy to do this stuff, so it kinda slipped into the background. Might start doing something again soon :)

      @kaffriders@kaffriders Жыл бұрын

  • I'm as sick as all the secrets I keep. But the truth is, I don't wanna be me.

    @dheasanday5301@dheasanday53012 жыл бұрын

  • Been here A LOT😢

    @delgill6821@delgill68219 ай бұрын
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