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Jake Hill & Josh A - Suicidal Thoughts

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2017 ж. 24 Қаз.
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  • " Depression is like u don't wanna die , but also don't wanna exist "

    @hectictrolls6176@hectictrolls61763 жыл бұрын

    • good quote but depression is many things, not just that. not disagreeing with your quote just pointing out that its a mental illness with many expressions

      @yeetskeet1581@yeetskeet15813 жыл бұрын

    • Yup

      @iambackyo6803@iambackyo68033 жыл бұрын

    • Yea

      @azzerith6339@azzerith63393 жыл бұрын

    • @@yeetskeet1581 yea

      @animeedits3865@animeedits38653 жыл бұрын

    • @@alexdaniel5641 how did you talk to me

      @azzerith6339@azzerith63393 жыл бұрын

  • its funny how everyone who searches this song puts 'song' at the end to avoid some conversations lol

    @extcmusic@extcmusic4 жыл бұрын

    • I didnt

      @stevenpemberton1634@stevenpemberton16343 жыл бұрын

    • Nah

      @InsaneJumpscare@InsaneJumpscare3 жыл бұрын

    • 😅

      @fin6338@fin63383 жыл бұрын

    • I just put jake hill afterwars but tbh I would do that too

      @maritoguionyo@maritoguionyo3 жыл бұрын

    • Its not my case

      @zashinunes8191@zashinunes81913 жыл бұрын

  • When I was a kid, I thought crying out loud was the most pain ever thought of, but crying in silence is like killing yourself slowly of that which you have no control over.

    @Angelika131@Angelika1312 жыл бұрын

    • Well some people like to cry in silence and that some people is all of me I really want to cry right now it’s really hard to

      @anonymouseidk1466@anonymouseidk14662 жыл бұрын

    • that hit😔

      @pcmkx@pcmkx2 жыл бұрын

    • sooo deeepppp maaaannnnnnnnn😭😭😭🤙🤙🤙🤙🤙🤙😭😭😭😭😭😭🥲🥲🥲🥲😂🥺😂🥺😂😭😂🥺😂😭🥺

      @kami0@kami02 жыл бұрын

    • @@kami0 different typa heartbreak 😮‍💨

      @pcmkx@pcmkx2 жыл бұрын

    • don't commit suicide that shit kills you..

      @slewlovesu4408@slewlovesu44082 жыл бұрын

  • "I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright, but everyday I feel like dying." i relate to this way more than i should

    @alteringtherealities1522@alteringtherealities15222 жыл бұрын

    • Same

      @BirdTheCat@BirdTheCat Жыл бұрын

    • lmao stop capping

      @primisoda1400@primisoda1400 Жыл бұрын

    • Jesus loves you

      @alwaysawomanofGod@alwaysawomanofGodАй бұрын

  • "Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright" who else felt that? (-) yall aint alone 🙏

    @thegoldencompany4191@thegoldencompany41914 жыл бұрын

    • Me

      @snow9330@snow93304 жыл бұрын

    • ツSki Mɑsk eeeee I did.

      @MarioLord14@MarioLord144 жыл бұрын

    • Me

      @Toxic-dw4mi@Toxic-dw4mi4 жыл бұрын

    • Me.And my dads belt

      @mody4229@mody42294 жыл бұрын

    • Go play agario lol

      @nitrojengt7089@nitrojengt70894 жыл бұрын

  • Me:Gets depression Family: *its from being on that PC all day*

    @hahockey6842@hahockey68424 жыл бұрын

    • Poisonous Nightmare facts

      @dylanvanhorn9961@dylanvanhorn99614 жыл бұрын

    • Zpitting da factz

      @whatdoiputhere7025@whatdoiputhere70254 жыл бұрын

    • Fml

      @whatdoiputhere7025@whatdoiputhere70254 жыл бұрын

    • Fact

      @lucek9107@lucek91074 жыл бұрын

    • Why do they never realize that pc is to cope with other troubles

      @commanderkizza978@commanderkizza9784 жыл бұрын

  • Honestly, this is the most relatable song I've found in awhile.

    @CatPCgaming@CatPCgaming2 жыл бұрын

    • Listen to more music by him

      @echospace7347@echospace7347 Жыл бұрын

    • Listen to citizen soldier

      @VANCOF_NOT_ALIVE@VANCOF_NOT_ALIVE6 ай бұрын

    • Listen to bullet by Hollywood undead

      @abelmartinez3196@abelmartinez31963 ай бұрын

    • Yeah

      @damianmontiel6364@damianmontiel63643 ай бұрын

  • I remember when i first heard this song when it came out. I was this really positive kid who never had depression before but still loved the beat and the song. 4 years later and a lot of shit after i saw this song and started to cry for some reason. At that moment i realised i've suffered through depression for a long time now but i never realised it. The lyrics just hit so deep.

    @spikips9375@spikips93752 жыл бұрын

    • So true, once you read the lyrics then you will understand how he feels

      @alexanderbrenner6953@alexanderbrenner69532 жыл бұрын

    • I just did the Same shit, i cant live more , i am 18 and i been thinking about suicide everyday since i am 15 , i legit just want to die or cut my veins

      @marcombr8371@marcombr83712 жыл бұрын

    • the one thing I learned is that the person who has smiled the most times has also cried the most times.

      @jeffmcclelland3215@jeffmcclelland32152 жыл бұрын

    • You haven't gone trough depression if you need a song to realize it. You're not depressed if anything you may have small period where you are sad but youre definetely not depressed

      @raptix5619@raptix5619 Жыл бұрын

    • @@raptix5619 oh my god thank you, liteerally everyone in these song comments are dumping their 'life story' but somehow they all were just never depressed before???? i can't stand it. It's like they WANT to be depressed because it's like a trend or something. It's bullshit.

      @iwillbrb8723@iwillbrb8723 Жыл бұрын

  • "just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright “

    @slowedsongzzz1@slowedsongzzz15 жыл бұрын

    • We all want to

      @mrzwonderful6205@mrzwonderful62054 жыл бұрын

    • Something we all know we want but yet something we all know isn't real 😔😭💔

      @emelycorsino9791@emelycorsino97914 жыл бұрын

    • I looked at ur comment while it played in the song at the same time

      @slothboy591@slothboy5914 жыл бұрын

    • Its everyday bro yeah its everyday bro

      @jekjeklaron7008@jekjeklaron70084 жыл бұрын

    • FuryyyX every day i feel like dying

      @bisexualbonobo8616@bisexualbonobo86164 жыл бұрын

  • Roses are dead Violets are dying Depression aint no joke Many kids are crying

    @nosanitypx2282@nosanitypx22824 жыл бұрын

    • :(:

      @moodedits2882@moodedits28824 жыл бұрын

    • Yupp

      @closery2340@closery23404 жыл бұрын

    • I’m 11 and wanna die 💔*cries with fake smiles*

      @kevitamaster-brewkombucha5472@kevitamaster-brewkombucha54724 жыл бұрын

    • *_I started having depression when I was 8, I hate life, there’s NO way I’d change my mind._*

      @skylar7022@skylar70224 жыл бұрын

    • LOL

      @boopdeboop575@boopdeboop5754 жыл бұрын

  • This song is the definition of how I feel every day.

    @Thatcharmingjokester@Thatcharmingjokester2 жыл бұрын

    • If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it, If necessary search for help in the internet and If you can afford it call a therapist "ending your Life is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" so many People that tried to end it changed their minds and are glad to Be alive,. we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it by the way do not Be shy to call for help

      @alexdanieloliveira2294@alexdanieloliveira22942 жыл бұрын

    • @@alexdanieloliveira2294 I know. And thank you. I'm not gonna die, I can assure you that

      @Thatcharmingjokester@Thatcharmingjokester2 жыл бұрын

    • yep same here

      @BrailleGamer04@BrailleGamer042 жыл бұрын

    • Same

      @sharkloverlife4820@sharkloverlife48202 жыл бұрын

    • yep mee too

      @BrailleGamer04@BrailleGamer042 жыл бұрын

  • I wish I could close my eyes and open them again to find my self in a better world

    @lolichicken5373@lolichicken53732 жыл бұрын

    • I feel that

      @hayleyervin4116@hayleyervin41162 жыл бұрын

    • Dont we all man?

      @N._s67@N._s672 жыл бұрын

    • Same bro

      @justaguy919@justaguy9192 жыл бұрын

    • Me too

      @sethcook1517@sethcook15172 жыл бұрын

  • Me: **gets mild depression** Everyone in my family: its those pesky headphones

    @xtaniwhax9655@xtaniwhax96554 жыл бұрын

    • If you only listen to sad songs yeah its those pesky headphones ^^

      @yernef350@yernef3504 жыл бұрын

    • @@yernef350 that's not how it works, I listen to sad songs cause I can relate to them, it's not the music or headphones it's the shitty people at school and my messed up family

      @xtaniwhax9655@xtaniwhax96554 жыл бұрын

    • @@xtaniwhax9655 The music doesnt help it also puts you in a certain mood, theres actual research behind, for example a lower bpm will tend to make you sad and a higher bpm will make you happier. So it also does, i didnt mean its all of it.

      @yernef350@yernef3504 жыл бұрын

    • @@yernef350 it does help This is a sad song so I'll be sad and happy another time and if your such a no it all about happiness then what the hell are you doing here in this depressed side of KZhead

      @xtaniwhax9655@xtaniwhax96554 жыл бұрын

    • @@yernef350... Sorry

      @xtaniwhax9655@xtaniwhax96554 жыл бұрын

  • "I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright" i felt that

    @kenzieberwick7462@kenzieberwick74624 жыл бұрын

    • yeah same with all the shit going around the world and me fucking myself up even tho i keep telling myself to stop

      @beefboss4203@beefboss42034 жыл бұрын

    • @@beefboss4203 yeh

      @kenzieberwick7462@kenzieberwick74624 жыл бұрын

    • we felt that

      @robbidyrob3787@robbidyrob37874 жыл бұрын

    • @@beefboss4203 I keep telling myself to stop watching something inappropriate on KZhead. Every single time I do watch it I feel like dying. Like what the song said. ;(

      @mymom3373@mymom33734 жыл бұрын

    • I felt that shit at the bottom of my shattered heart

      @RAHHHHHHHH394@RAHHHHHHHH3944 жыл бұрын

  • Why are these songs not getting the recognition they deserve?

    @yemliha5170@yemliha51702 жыл бұрын

    • Yes

      @1th117@1th117 Жыл бұрын

    • @@1th117 Yes

      @gerardwayseyelash@gerardwayseyelash Жыл бұрын

    • that's because we apes value plastic more than gold.

      @glitchxoxo9313@glitchxoxo9313 Жыл бұрын

    • @@glitchxoxo9313 Facts periodt

      @gerardwayseyelash@gerardwayseyelash Жыл бұрын

    • because they are awful

      @agentkenaki6529@agentkenaki6529 Жыл бұрын

  • This fucking song hits home... Damn... 28 years saying fuck it I will stay. And now this song pops up and BAM I cry. This shit hit home hard.

    @Matteyjanable@Matteyjanable2 жыл бұрын

  • Nobody wants to die they just wanna be free from the pain...

    @shadowishere7115@shadowishere71153 жыл бұрын

    • Pills are better 😬!

      @cristianbarbu6347@cristianbarbu63473 жыл бұрын

    • Or just not exist...

      @stephensmith3184@stephensmith31843 жыл бұрын

    • ...

      @bxmbxr@bxmbxr3 жыл бұрын

    • I do want to be free from pain It's not even about someone abusing me (like my brother but it is one thing) the main thing that keeps harassing me the main thought... Is how I use to HURT my friends I lost control of my anger and harm them, looking at them... They remind me of myself (here come their names) I was as ignorant as Leo As Annoying as Molly As naive as Serena And as soft as Caitlin I could easily be hurt lost control and hurt my friends... I was ignorant and didn't realise how bad I was... I was annoying...I was a monster but im trying to improve and I did, but they don't see it... If they only saw or hear how much they mean to me... I hurt them so I tried importing ITS FOR THEM which I became better... For them! They don't know that... It was them who took me out of the darkness, now I just try to smile so brightly that it blinds the darkness so I will be here even if my friends turn against me... Everyone makes their own purpose of living... My one is to protect my friends even if it would cost my life, because they are everything to me... I wish I could tell them this but I can't... I just can't...

      @catkin8330@catkin83303 жыл бұрын

    • Ama bjk hala küçük kulüp 😭😭😭

      @user-ig6qc7pv6t@user-ig6qc7pv6t3 жыл бұрын

  • 2 mins. Silence for those who still can't find this song, after hearing 1st time by chance!!

    @ktqkudra4313@ktqkudra43133 жыл бұрын

    • B. I. G TROLLED

      @timiffyesknallt4556@timiffyesknallt45563 жыл бұрын

    • Yessir

      @MommyDaddy17@MommyDaddy173 жыл бұрын

    • i'd rather listen to half of this song

      @mintdrunk2981@mintdrunk29813 жыл бұрын

    • TRUE

      @lack_d3mon395@lack_d3mon3953 жыл бұрын

    • Yesss

      @corgifereza@corgifereza3 жыл бұрын

  • “Sleep isn’t just sleep anymore, it’s your best escape from reality”

    @car2see163@car2see163 Жыл бұрын

    • Felt that

      @TheVeryMrSirJosh@TheVeryMrSirJosh Жыл бұрын

    • yeah

      @taurushere6380@taurushere6380 Жыл бұрын

    • Sleeping is like being dead just without the commitment

      @art3m1z92@art3m1z92 Жыл бұрын

    • Jesus loves you 😊

      @alwaysawomanofGod@alwaysawomanofGodАй бұрын

    • I always look forward to Sleep it's the only way of knowing true peace.

      @KyleEvra@KyleEvraАй бұрын

  • this used to be my shit and years later, i’m still here lmao

    @luvvsammy@luvvsammy2 жыл бұрын

    • If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it by the way do not be shy to call for help

      @alexdaniel5641@alexdaniel56412 жыл бұрын

    • Sameeee

      @merlinwizardlizard8417@merlinwizardlizard8417 Жыл бұрын

  • when you want people to stop hurting you but then you realize you're the one hurting yourself

    @zoyanavidhassan@zoyanavidhassan4 жыл бұрын

    • Same

      @RavenGames224@RavenGames2244 жыл бұрын

    • Man😭

      @samiraarabella1801@samiraarabella18014 жыл бұрын

    • Than you also realize you're 12 and so is everyone replying

      @fifty6289@fifty62894 жыл бұрын

    • r/im14andthisisdeep

      @kai-1480@kai-14803 жыл бұрын

    • @@kai-1480 r/Iinvalidateteensmentalhealth

      @lovebite4748@lovebite47483 жыл бұрын

  • *Social anxiety has joined the server* and you can Never leave...

    @levantinedoomer2317@levantinedoomer23174 жыл бұрын

    • Your everywhere

      @charlesstanley9825@charlesstanley98254 жыл бұрын

    • Charles Stanley he really is lmfao

      @x_blue9954@x_blue99544 жыл бұрын

    • True man 😭😭😭

      @vijayatman@vijayatman4 жыл бұрын

    • NICE NAME XD

      @ciuciz5323@ciuciz53234 жыл бұрын

    • @@charlesstanley9825 justin Y is the real account

      @shinobibeats1330@shinobibeats13304 жыл бұрын

  • they always say "talk to someone" when nobody takes you seriously

    @SidewaysNoob6268@SidewaysNoob6268Ай бұрын

  • The fact that it shows a suicidal warning just shows how powerful it is.

    @chinharry8746@chinharry87468 ай бұрын

  • What they say: it will get better What they mean: you’ll get used to the pain

    @thelunasalpha4338@thelunasalpha43384 жыл бұрын

    • That is very true and that's sad

      @torihoskinson562@torihoskinson5624 жыл бұрын

    • Hits different

      @18rxfi@18rxfi4 жыл бұрын

    • Yoongi makes me always smile.. (:

      @AyhamSpaceE@AyhamSpaceE4 жыл бұрын

    • Damn that hit

      @sleepyashie@sleepyashie4 жыл бұрын

    • It’s true but let’s try to love ourselves :)

      @introjkjm9350@introjkjm93504 жыл бұрын

  • I showed this to my grass now it's weed

    @FortniteKid@FortniteKid5 жыл бұрын

    • mine's dead

      @kleiton__@kleiton__5 жыл бұрын

    • kzhead.info/sun/aaihXbaElpGrgWw/bejne.html

      @oneasianman688@oneasianman6885 жыл бұрын

    • I am trying to figure the fuck out what you writong i am high af rn

      @ilai1215@ilai12155 жыл бұрын

    • Mine caught on fire 🔥

      @dxrk.mp4872@dxrk.mp48725 жыл бұрын

    • sTeAlEd

      @monashi1041@monashi10415 жыл бұрын

  • 2 years ago i was suicidal and used to hear this song a lot. But somehow i saved myself from it. But now, here i am, back again.

    @zealot1111@zealot11112 жыл бұрын

    • Same. But I have learned one thing. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem I heard those words from my therapist and we'll basically that's what has kept me going. So just stay strong and you will make it.❤️

      @johnthicc865@johnthicc8652 жыл бұрын

    • Me too. 2 years ago. But I'm good now. I never lost hope

      @subahanqutubuddini235@subahanqutubuddini2352 жыл бұрын

    • Hope you’re doing better now man

      @yazenalmafalani4138@yazenalmafalani4138 Жыл бұрын

    • Good for you my g

      @chadwickfan2987@chadwickfan2987 Жыл бұрын

    • you got this man!

      @kidkid6600@kidkid66008 ай бұрын

  • “I’m not suicidal I don’t wanna f*cking die just wanna close my eyes and feel alright’’

    @robertmacdermid456@robertmacdermid4562 жыл бұрын

  • I wanna die, but at the same time. I feel like, I dont wanna die

    @de4dg1rl73@de4dg1rl733 жыл бұрын

    • 🙇🏻‍♂️

      @zashinunes8191@zashinunes81913 жыл бұрын

    • youll get over it i did

      @discodude4231@discodude42313 жыл бұрын

    • Dont end it. What if there is nothing after? Make the best of what you can while alive. Be a good person and hopefully there is a god and an afterlife. But if there isnt atleast make what time you have here the best possible.

      @web9452@web94523 жыл бұрын

    • Don't

      @nteachristou3909@nteachristou39093 жыл бұрын

    • Same

      @nifou5677@nifou56773 жыл бұрын

  • I told my friend once that i'm depressed and he was just like "Just be happy" Smh

    @asrieldreemurr5073@asrieldreemurr50735 жыл бұрын

    • Cam L depression isn’t just sadness 😐

      @thevzil9462@thevzil94625 жыл бұрын

    • just smile lmao

      @jonipihvi@jonipihvi5 жыл бұрын

    • @@jonipihvi dont be sad lmao

      @legoyoda256@legoyoda2565 жыл бұрын

    • ikr? like OH WHAT A BEAUTIFUL ADVICE?? THANK YOU SO MUCH!! NOW I'M GOING AND BEING HAPPY :))))))))))))))))))))))

      @MagicNote@MagicNote5 жыл бұрын

    • See a fucking doctor if your depressed

      @yee2494@yee24945 жыл бұрын

  • 5 year anniversary and it still helps me cope

    @Bullmann55@Bullmann55 Жыл бұрын

  • Ive never been the emo type but this shit actually makes me feel better when im depressed. I even have a fee songs like this that talk about my depression

    @kalebcoco9066@kalebcoco90662 жыл бұрын

    • Few*

      @kalebcoco9066@kalebcoco90662 жыл бұрын

  • "I'll be running from myself now" Jeeeez that's a new level of depression.

    @SectionC970@SectionC9705 жыл бұрын

    • Ahmad Amjed oof

      @aalex6394@aalex63945 жыл бұрын

    • I have been for a while bruh get on my level

      @holidayodell5000@holidayodell50005 жыл бұрын

    • Ahmad Amjed Welcome to My Brain. Enjoy your stay.

      @radioaudio69@radioaudio695 жыл бұрын

    • I've been on that level of depression since I was 8, I'm 12 now.

      @imgay6885@imgay68855 жыл бұрын

    • @@imgay6885 holy... it seems I'm just out of this Earth cuz God dam your 8 to 12 depressed? Hope you feel good some day bud all support.

      @SectionC970@SectionC9705 жыл бұрын

  • *"Why do I even try?"* This speaks to me on so many levels

    @sonam9881@sonam98815 жыл бұрын

    • There's more hope or motivation

      @gabeblaze3769@gabeblaze37695 жыл бұрын

    • me too

      @brawlhallagaming2875@brawlhallagaming28755 жыл бұрын

    • I feel you here

      @beasty8554@beasty85545 жыл бұрын

    • Haha same

      @umargamer5550@umargamer55505 жыл бұрын

    • I feel this post

      @bigballerjerry1653@bigballerjerry16535 жыл бұрын

  • I don't think there will ever be a day I don't feel like dying. I struggle with these thoughts everyday.

    @samantharepass6767@samantharepass67672 жыл бұрын

    • Hey man, how’ve you been?

      @rpmstudios@rpmstudios Жыл бұрын

    • hey, you alright man?

      @Infact77@Infact77Ай бұрын

  • This is what my anxiety and my depression does to me it actually makes me feel numb and i hate it it makes me feel like i want to live i love this lyric though cause it kept me alive for 18 years so far "just wanna be able to close my eyes and be able to feel alright but everyday i feel like dying" also at the end of the day i have to cry myself to sleep cause of it :(

    @daisythereaper3336@daisythereaper33362 жыл бұрын

  • When my mom asks me whats wrong i just say im tired because i dont have the heart to say the lady who gave me life that i dont want it nomore

    @goranschkreblin8769@goranschkreblin87694 жыл бұрын

    • Bro,you destroy my heart right now

      @sosiiaa6371@sosiiaa63714 жыл бұрын

    • Goran Škreblin facts :(

      @ryahacorn806@ryahacorn8064 жыл бұрын

    • @@goranschkreblin8769 ik man just keep living it

      @daboiiz6266@daboiiz62664 жыл бұрын

    • same dude...we just waiting and waiting..but until when?

      @kostass.1023@kostass.10234 жыл бұрын

    • @@goranschkreblin8769 it is😖

      @RogueWRLD999@RogueWRLD9994 жыл бұрын

  • Lyrics (from what I hear, if I'm wrong feel free to correct me) I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fuckin' die just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright, but every day I feel like dyin' every day I feel like dyin' Why do I even try, why do I even write lyrics about how I'm livin' the life when I'm battlin' pain and my demons at night trying to find a new outlet the devil pounced in I hear him howlin' my vision cloudin' man I tried to escape but there ain't no way try to be strong when I deal with the pain yah, but I'm ditchin' the coffin so my family has options gonna work till I'm dead so that they get the best don't wanna set up a bad example 'cause kids lookin' up can't live with shambles can't let them think clockin' outs okay so fuck suicide I'm here to stay tried to free my mind I don't know what's right wastin' all my time tryna find the light tried to free my mind I don't know what's right wastin' all my time tryna find the light I'll be at it runnin' I'll be runnin' from myself now gunning demons down find my way out of the cell now I'll be runnin' oh I'll be runnin' from myself now gunning demons down find my way out of the cell now I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fuckin' die just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright, but every day I feel like dyin' every day I feel like dyin' one too many bad thoughts inside me got a hole in my heart put the past behind me I'm pressed for time I'm stressed with life my breath is ice I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always barely stand to crawl down the hallways sink into my bed, with death inside my head That note you found, I didn't mean it just wish I had a better sense of meaning never meant to let you down I've been down and out erasing thoughts, I had to drown 'em out FUCK Never givin' in I swear to god no matter how many times I pray to a god that I don't believe in, just to see if I'll never wake up but he called my bluff tried to free my mind I don't know what's right wastin' all my time tryna find the light tried to free my mind I don't know what's right wastin' all my time tryna find the light I'll be at it runnin' I'll be runnin' from myself now gunning demons down find my way out of the cell now I'll be runnin' oh I'll be runnin' from myself now gunning demons down find my way out of the cell now I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fuckin' die just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright, but every day I feel like dyin' every day I feel like dyin' *I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fuckin' die* (distorted) *just wanna be able to close my eyes* *and feel alright, but every day I feel like dyin'* *every day I feel like dyin'* If anyone has suicidal thoughts or if you just don't think that you're good enough, please call the suicidal prevention hotline like the song says, "fuck suicide I'm here to stay" everyone has a purpose and a place in life, bad things happen to everyone and we just gotta fight through it! 1-800-273-8255

    @chrissuper@chrissuper6 жыл бұрын

    • Upvote

      @nesss99@nesss996 жыл бұрын

    • pin this shit!

      @farhantariq12345@farhantariq123456 жыл бұрын

    • I'll be runnin' from myself now gunning demons down, find my way out of the cell now Kinda sounds like this in the part where you put (IDK)

      @brandonmacintosh9698@brandonmacintosh96986 жыл бұрын

    • I think "but he caught me bluff" should be "but he called my bluff" at (2:00)

      @Zuignap@Zuignap6 жыл бұрын

    • Brandon MacIntosh Yeah now I can hear it, I fixed it.

      @chrissuper@chrissuper6 жыл бұрын

  • Thanks you so much jake. Your music has helped me cope through it all

    @cammmygaming1601@cammmygaming1601 Жыл бұрын

  • This song is a therapy for all of us.

    @BFGofficial2@BFGofficial25 ай бұрын

  • I'm not suicidal I don't wanna f*cking die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (dying...) [Verse 1: Josh A] Why do I even try? Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night Trying to find a new outlet The devil pouncin' I hear him howling, my vision clouded Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way Try to be strong when I deal with the pain (yuh) But I'm ditching the coffin, so my family has options Gotta work till' I'm dead So that they get the best Don't wanna set up a bad example cause the kids looking up Can't leave in shambles can't make them think clocking out's ok So f*ck suicide I'm here to stay [Bridge: Josh A] Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time, tryna find the light Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time, tryna find the light (nah, man) I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now [Chorus: Jake Hill] I'm not suicidal I don't wanna f*cking die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (dying...) [Verse 2: Jake Hill] One too many bad thoughts inside me Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always Barely standing, crawling down the hallways Sink into my bed, with death inside my head (Yeah) That note you found I didn't mean it Just wish I had a better sense of meaning Never meant to let you down I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out (f*ck) Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up But he called my bluff [Bridge: Josh A] Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time, tryna find the light Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time, tryna find the light (nah, man) I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now [Outro: Jake Hill] I'm not suicidal I don't wanna f*cking die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (dying...) (Muffled) I'm not suicidal I don't wanna f*cking die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (dying...)

    @thesaucehub@thesaucehub5 жыл бұрын

    • DoughNut BoB thx

      @traveler9331@traveler93315 жыл бұрын

    • Thanks. Now i can die in peace :(

      @RobloxxMania@RobloxxMania5 жыл бұрын

    • This song is me

      @Nova-hu7rt@Nova-hu7rt5 жыл бұрын

    • thanks

      @mxths@mxths5 жыл бұрын

    • Thx♡

      @user-kn4xu7ds1w@user-kn4xu7ds1w5 жыл бұрын

  • Singer *kills them selves* Fans "i wish we knew 😭🤧" The singers songs

    @nohjjgghju7uyh@nohjjgghju7uyh3 жыл бұрын

    • lmao

      @idkwhatmynameis7326@idkwhatmynameis73263 жыл бұрын

    • Theyre not wrong

      @cubanminions@cubanminions3 жыл бұрын

    • True

      @sebastianstory-camp2166@sebastianstory-camp21663 жыл бұрын

    • Yeah and it’s messed up.

      @cringyrochie7157@cringyrochie71573 жыл бұрын

    • @@cringyrochie7157 nah it's just deep

      @cristianbarbu6347@cristianbarbu63473 жыл бұрын

  • I listened to this song in 2019 it portrayed how I felt and now in 2021 I realize that I still feel that way

    @iridescencenankurunaisa9473@iridescencenankurunaisa94732 жыл бұрын

  • Cómo es que Josh y Jake no están nominados a premios por mejores canciones y mejor letra ? La verdad está canción es increíble 🔥🔥

    @ivcorporation@ivcorporation Жыл бұрын

  • Happiness has left the chat

    @raemavl296@raemavl2965 жыл бұрын

    • Depression has joined the chat.

      @NariNon@NariNon5 жыл бұрын

    • Death has joined the chat

      @Inseptex@Inseptex5 жыл бұрын

    • (edited)

      @nooraiwa4@nooraiwa45 жыл бұрын

  • This song speaks to me on a personal level because being depressed without a reason can be worse than having a reason because then you’re constantly searching for that reason then you find more causes and more and more until your first memory then realise you don’t know then think you’re just a joke so I relate to this song on a personal level

    @Maisxxn@Maisxxn5 жыл бұрын

    • Its the worst being depressed for no reason cause there is no solution that is clear, just lean on family and friends, they help a lot, your not alone.

      @twincardinal5649@twincardinal56495 жыл бұрын

    • I honestly feel the same way for a while I though if it was just wanting attention or something but I know that’s not me so idk i relate to this song to on a personal level and don’t talk about it with anyone to seem like it’s just for attention cause idek myself what is wrong

      @gracenolikeu9969@gracenolikeu99695 жыл бұрын

    • #BillieEllie 😐 facts tho

      @shawnpiercd5329@shawnpiercd53295 жыл бұрын

    • What

      @mozard8304@mozard83045 жыл бұрын

    • me too, i lost a game in league of legends

      @stefankriminskiy9977@stefankriminskiy99775 жыл бұрын

  • I can relate to this so much, when I was 16, I tried to overdose on pills and it didn't work. Even though I feel depressed every day, 'fuck suicide, I'm here to stay!' Thanks josh a.

    @BrailleGamer04@BrailleGamer042 жыл бұрын

    • Dude I get it, I tried to OD when I was fucking 13. I discover his music about a week ago and I can't stop playing his music on repeat.

      @LoveYallWithMyLife@LoveYallWithMyLife Жыл бұрын

    • @@LoveYallWithMyLife nice bro!

      @BrailleGamer04@BrailleGamer04 Жыл бұрын

    • @@BrailleGamer04 Thanks dude, it takes skill to try and od 5 times in one week and then fake being okay in front of everyone.

      @LoveYallWithMyLife@LoveYallWithMyLife Жыл бұрын

    • @@LoveYallWithMyLife I know

      @BrailleGamer04@BrailleGamer04 Жыл бұрын

    • @@LoveYallWithMyLife you ODd 5 times?🥲 Never forget that your life is important, I know what it’s like and I struggle with some mental issues it sucks bro. We are both just trying to hang in there.

      @BrailleGamer04@BrailleGamer04 Жыл бұрын

  • Been listening to this banger since I was 13 and id listen and cry alone. and now I'm 21 and I still cry. I'm tired and although my life is different now, I still feel depressed even tho I'm on antidepressants and this crippling mental health issues keep racking up and I feel like I'm slowly going insane 🥲

    @Luna_Lilith01@Luna_Lilith01Ай бұрын

  • _i just want a hug •~•_

    @PuffDaGoat@PuffDaGoat4 жыл бұрын

    • Same

      @vmc300@vmc3004 жыл бұрын

    • I know it doesn't mean a lot, but here's a spiritual hug (◍•ᴗ•◍)

      @outis8159@outis81594 жыл бұрын

    • Puff -_- i just want this girl to love me the way i love her

      @hiddenkensho8780@hiddenkensho87804 жыл бұрын

    • Ghost hug, you cant feel it but it's there \^-^/

      @lucky_luke20030@lucky_luke200304 жыл бұрын

    • 🤗 here

      @Internetuser435@Internetuser4354 жыл бұрын

  • "Just wanna be able to close my eyes and just feel alright"

    @null8319@null83196 жыл бұрын

    • Fuck off

      @bigboy5393@bigboy53936 жыл бұрын

    • Fuck off

      @si3190@si31905 жыл бұрын

    • Bo Clowes a wot

      @user-yq9vf2gx2s@user-yq9vf2gx2s5 жыл бұрын

    • NoFoxsGiven a wot

      @user-yq9vf2gx2s@user-yq9vf2gx2s5 жыл бұрын

  • Just imagine if NF and Jake Hill collabed!!!

    @minnieshorts6969@minnieshorts69692 жыл бұрын

    • That'd be so cool

      @VICPLAY14@VICPLAY142 жыл бұрын

    • Wow couldn’t think of anything better

      @PhoenixMyth1@PhoenixMyth12 жыл бұрын

    • Dream

      @manharkumarbarad7505@manharkumarbarad75052 жыл бұрын

    • brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr that will be godly

      @real.l.lallll@real.l.lallll2 жыл бұрын

  • I hate the fact KZhead has a warning when you play this song but this song is about NOT killing yourself.

    @Simpson195@Simpson1953 ай бұрын

  • 00:13 her defasında ''Anasını satayım'' diyecek sanıyorum

    @engineer2323@engineer23235 жыл бұрын

    • LOL

      @user-sp9nq8of1d@user-sp9nq8of1d5 жыл бұрын

    • Artık şarkıyı normal bir biçimde algılayamıyorum çok sağol

      @selencivelek663@selencivelek6635 жыл бұрын

    • @@selencivelek663 geçmiş olsun sjshhs

      @engineer2323@engineer23235 жыл бұрын

    • @@engineer2323 ya akdlsjşflslfşf kafayı yicem virüs bulaştırdın resmen

      @kaangirgin3443@kaangirgin34435 жыл бұрын

    • AHAHHAHAJD

      @anarchyinthemonarchy928@anarchyinthemonarchy9285 жыл бұрын

  • Showed this song to my teacher Now he's my therapist

    @someguyinthecomments370@someguyinthecomments3705 жыл бұрын

    • Some guy in the comments Relatable

      @Xiroh@Xiroh5 жыл бұрын

    • Some guy in the comments that’s a good one lol

      @tuc07770@tuc077704 жыл бұрын

    • Some guy in the comments showed this to my girl just now. She probably gonna hug me and cry. Oops. But what can I say it’s a great song that I could relate to

      @leonung9789@leonung97894 жыл бұрын

    • Go Lol who u talking to

      @leonung9789@leonung97894 жыл бұрын

    • Go Lol he is probably young dude. My 5 year old brother watches stuff like that all the time. Y u gotta pick on him for the stuff he likes?

      @leonung9789@leonung97894 жыл бұрын

  • Still coming back to this. Yall deserve the best Josh and Jake

    @HaloReachWS@HaloReachWS2 жыл бұрын

  • "talk to someone today" hahahaa

    @Knozo-it1uz@Knozo-it1uz2 жыл бұрын

  • Everyday I feel like dying very very true

    @HelloImPhaze@HelloImPhaze5 жыл бұрын

    • Hang in there

      @KingofFray@KingofFray5 жыл бұрын

    • Same here

      @ripvanwinkle6832@ripvanwinkle68325 жыл бұрын

    • @@RiqzaR your nice

      @bobthe7thh@bobthe7thh5 жыл бұрын

    • @@bobthe7thh I appreciate that brot....

      @RiqzaR@RiqzaR5 жыл бұрын

    • Dude if you actually feel suicidal please call 1-800-273

      @fahalo5688@fahalo56885 жыл бұрын

  • **gets grounded for thinking about suicide**

    @11skylars@11skylars5 жыл бұрын

    • Wth , they need to be slapped

      @rawr9977@rawr99775 жыл бұрын

    • #relatable and for cutting

      @tylersinclair5167@tylersinclair51674 жыл бұрын

    • Yeah my dad just gets mad at me whenever I cut myself. That's why when I relapsed earlier I never reached out. I'll just get punished

      @some__kid@some__kid4 жыл бұрын

    • DUDE MY MOM TOOK MY PHONE AWAY FOR SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND CUTTING WTF

      @Eli-ld1vg@Eli-ld1vg4 жыл бұрын

    • @@Eli-ld1vg same. Love the name

      @tylersinclair5167@tylersinclair51674 жыл бұрын

  • Man the old depressed days 😞 this song always has a spot In my hart, I was lucky enough to find happyness again unlike others.

    @YourBasicPatriot@YourBasicPatriot2 жыл бұрын

  • Does anyone ever feel empty, invisible, or just existing?

    @noRanchnoService@noRanchnoService7 ай бұрын

    • Me

      @Fun-and-new16@Fun-and-new166 ай бұрын

  • its a shame that this guy and x will never collab, a big shame

    @lubomir8619@lubomir86195 жыл бұрын

    • thank you now im about to cry

      @d1rekt869@d1rekt8695 жыл бұрын

    • Стильный паркер awww they would have been a good collaboration 😪

      @corpseriot_@corpseriot_5 жыл бұрын

    • Sean Sparandero you cant call all feminists fucking idiots because 20 or so women and some men said he beat his wife,feminists fight for equal rights,extreme feminists are the ones that take it too far

      @tillyrobyn5763@tillyrobyn57635 жыл бұрын

    • @Sean Sparandero he actually did beat his wife 😂

      @jacobbaldridge4451@jacobbaldridge44515 жыл бұрын

    • Ikr X'C

      @nothing.9484@nothing.94845 жыл бұрын

  • im not suicidal, i dont wanna fuckin die! my fav line..

    @00au@00au6 жыл бұрын

    • I'm Suicidal I Want Fuckin Died My Fav Line

      @muldanrahmat8832@muldanrahmat88325 жыл бұрын

    • @@muldanrahmat8832 same

      @ritz2704@ritz27044 жыл бұрын

    • @@ritz2704 Sorry To Hear That Man It Be Like That Sometimes

      @muldanrahmat8832@muldanrahmat88324 жыл бұрын

  • My comfort song I used to listen this nonstop 2020-2021 and now I'm not sayin that Im free from struggling with my mental health just not as bad as last year. Whoever is struggling with their mental health now I hope one day you will found your lost soul that you've been questioning if you had one.

    @reb287@reb287 Жыл бұрын

  • I know a lot of people say they can relate but when I say these lyrics truly depict my life one a real level. I feel like I’m losing but I be trying 🤷🏽‍♂️

    @jamarclark4921@jamarclark4921Ай бұрын

  • This song hits different at full volume at 2 am

    @shaquiquijones2197@shaquiquijones21973 жыл бұрын

    • Ikr

      @ZIADD@ZIADD3 жыл бұрын

    • Listening this at 4am rn

      @Femtanyls_biggest_fan@Femtanyls_biggest_fan2 жыл бұрын

    • listen to gucci coffin, u might like it

      @LadySasha2115@LadySasha21152 жыл бұрын

    • where i am rn

      @XILEAYY@XILEAYY2 жыл бұрын

    • It is 4 :45 in India and I am listening it right now It gives me goosebumps

      @Satyammm247@Satyammm2472 жыл бұрын

  • I bought the album... if anyone has second thoughts... BUY IT

    @degre_5261@degre_52616 жыл бұрын

    • Brayden Degre it's not on Google play store so I can't buy it. Like come on that's garbage

      @zerowolfblade@zerowolfblade6 жыл бұрын

    • Zero Wolfblade that fucking sucks

      @degre_5261@degre_52616 жыл бұрын

    • Zero Wolfblade It will be soon. I set the release date way too early which means it probably won’t hit every store at the exact same time. Give it a few more days

      @iamactuallyjakehill@iamactuallyjakehill6 жыл бұрын

    • Zero Wolfblade spotify

      @Luis-ym9or@Luis-ym9or6 жыл бұрын

    • Brayden Degre don’t you have apple music? All music there is free.

      @bulten5275@bulten52756 жыл бұрын

  • Whoa. Odd how this almost perfectly encapsulated my own struggle. The thoughts are there but the intent isn't, and lots of people I've opened up to don't understand the distinction. Accepting the feelings, moving past them, and fighting every damn day to escape the mire in our minds. Good lyrics and flow.

    @Jibbzz@Jibbzz Жыл бұрын

  • Absolute banger of a song. Hits me on such an emotional level.

    @Xius_WoW@Xius_WoW2 жыл бұрын

  • [Hook: Jake Hill] I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (dying...) [Verse 1: Josh A] Why do I even try? Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night Trying to find a new outlet The devil pounced in I hear him howling, my vision clouded Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way Try to be strong when I deal with the pain (yuh) Put a bitch in the coffin, so my family has options Gonna work till' I'm dead So that they get the best Don't wanna set up a bad example cause' kids looking up Can't leave them in shambles can't make them think clocking out is ok So fuck suicide I'm here to stay [Chorus: Josh A] Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time, trying to find the light Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time, trying to find the light (nah, nah) I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now [Hook: Jake Hill] I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (dying...) [Verse 2: Jake Hill] One too many bad thoughts inside me Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always Barely standing, crawling down the hallways Sink into my bed, with death inside my head (Yeah) That note you found I didn't mean it Just wish I had a better sense of meaning Never meant to let you down I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out (Fuck) Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up But he called my bluff [Chorus: Josh A] Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time, trying to find the light Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time, trying to find the light (nah, nah) I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now [Outro: Jake Hill] I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (dying...) (Muffled) I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (dying...)

    @xjsmykxx_1240@xjsmykxx_12404 жыл бұрын

    • Thank you

      @horfallwest1865@horfallwest18653 жыл бұрын

    • Up

      @zashinunes8191@zashinunes81913 жыл бұрын

    • Thx a lot, for a french guy it's not easy to follow him ! 😅

      @quelquunquelquepart2845@quelquunquelquepart28453 жыл бұрын

    • (I don't even know if my sentence make sense... And same for this one... Yeah, french people are fuckingly bad in English...)

      @quelquunquelquepart2845@quelquunquelquepart28453 жыл бұрын

    • Quelqu'un quelque part effectivement ptdr , Même si mon niveau en anglais et quand même pas mal pour une jeune fille de 12 ans , j’ai du mal à entendre dans les musiques ou le son passe avant les vocalises si tu vois ce que je veux dire xD

      @takumi6216@takumi62163 жыл бұрын

  • [Jake Hill:] I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (dying...) [Josh A:] Why do I even try? Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night Trying to find a new outlet The devil pounced in I hear him howling, my vision clouded Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way Try to be strong when I deal with the pain (Yuh) Put a bitch in the coffin, so my family has options Gonna work till' I'm dead So that they get the best Don't wanna set up a bad example cause' kids looking up Can't leave them in shambles can't make them think clocking out is ok So fuck suicide I'm here to stay Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time, trying to find the light Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time, trying to find the light (Nah, nah) I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now [Jake Hill:] I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (dying...) One too many bad thoughts inside me Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always Barely standing, crawling down the hallways Sink into my bed, with death inside my head (Yeah) That note you found I didn't mean it Just wish I had a better sense of meaning Never meant to let you down I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out (Fuck) Never giving in I swear to God, no matter how many times I pray to a God I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up But he called my bluff [Josh A:] Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time, trying to find the light Try to free my mind I don't know what's right Wasting all my time, trying to find the light (Nah, nah) I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now [Jake Hill:] I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (dying...) (Muffled) I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But every day I feel like dying Every day I feel like dying (dying...)

    @blissconnect_@blissconnect_3 жыл бұрын

    • Thanks❤️❤️❤️

      @TwisteRpubg@TwisteRpubg3 жыл бұрын

    • thx 🖤

      @sasainyourarea2336@sasainyourarea23363 жыл бұрын

    • Dang good work!

      @itz_elliroblox7383@itz_elliroblox73833 жыл бұрын

    • @@Man-rx8ci lol I know I mean what the song says is how I feel

      @itz_elliroblox7383@itz_elliroblox73833 жыл бұрын

    • Thank you for this

      @misce_@misce_3 жыл бұрын

  • this will always be my favorite song by him tied with hiding in the dark matches be all the way through

    @johnjustus8128@johnjustus8128 Жыл бұрын

  • Right now im listening to this because i feel completely my family doesn't understand that my depression i feel is because im alone i never had that many friends in high school i used hangout with the goths and emos at my school most of us graduated but sadly im the last one standing even the goth girl i dated their all gone they were as strong as me even now day by i feel my strength fading i feel like joining them

    @Michaelbibby2018@Michaelbibby20182 жыл бұрын

  • I'm not usually a fan of rap but this is really fuckin good

    @no-mk1yc@no-mk1yc6 жыл бұрын

    • +1

      @derqu6463@derqu64635 жыл бұрын

    • no saame

      @raediostatic7597@raediostatic75975 жыл бұрын

    • Lol same

      @stephenfitzsimmons1752@stephenfitzsimmons17525 жыл бұрын

    • no.

      @anniethepiggie@anniethepiggie5 жыл бұрын

    • same dude

      @prodbywolfcanyon1119@prodbywolfcanyon11195 жыл бұрын

  • "I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright, but everyday I feel like dying, everyday I feel like dying..." I actually felt that.

    @HelpMe-pw8qu@HelpMe-pw8qu3 жыл бұрын

    • Help Me : same here to

      @MariaVasquez-ws3qp@MariaVasquez-ws3qp3 жыл бұрын

    • We’re with you on that one.

      @GhostBouDB@GhostBouDB3 жыл бұрын

    • Same dude

      @zxylon959@zxylon9593 жыл бұрын

    • I lost my best friend, he's dead, i don't feel anything i don't want to live anymore, i haven't motivation i don't see something good in life

      @emilygyulumyan4373@emilygyulumyan43733 жыл бұрын

    • normal people: "your fine, get over yourself, there is nothing wrong with you" me: your why i feel like this

      @malikirose979@malikirose9793 жыл бұрын

  • This song always makes me cry. One of those songs that is overwhelmingly accurate.

    @rayannathomas1@rayannathomas15 ай бұрын

  • Great song that reflects so many people’s thoughts. I hope it gets more exposure!

    @juliawilkinson@juliawilkinson2 жыл бұрын

  • The saddest thing is... the entire new generation is depressed but the past generation doesn't understand

    @crowsinaden742@crowsinaden7424 жыл бұрын

    • yeah, no, thats bullshit

      @user-qr2us8ib2g@user-qr2us8ib2g4 жыл бұрын

    • lol no

      @THATONEM1N3CR4FT3R@THATONEM1N3CR4FT3R4 жыл бұрын

    • @I like 2K sounds like depression to me

      @THATONEM1N3CR4FT3R@THATONEM1N3CR4FT3R4 жыл бұрын

    • @I like 2K No, many of kids, especially ones my age, romanticize things like depression and so therefore a great many are in this romanticized depression than a real depression. I hear "oh I'm so depressed" all the time though they seem perfectly fine and content with themselves.

      @newb2676@newb26764 жыл бұрын

    • I was lucky my dad had severe depression and took meds for it so he took my depression and anxiety very seriously

      @yourlocalstinkbug1145@yourlocalstinkbug11454 жыл бұрын

  • Showed this to my grades... They were an F and didnt change

    @contractorhomes@contractorhomes5 жыл бұрын

    • They're paying their respects to this song. 👌

      @m0thanimates@m0thanimates5 жыл бұрын

    • @@m0thanimates comment of the year

      @levantinedoomer2317@levantinedoomer23175 жыл бұрын

    • @@m0thanimates Best comment ever

      @tommyshelby8570@tommyshelby85705 жыл бұрын

    • Same here 🙁

      @zeynepozcelik5544@zeynepozcelik55444 жыл бұрын

    • @@zeynepozcelik5544 MEREBA

      @blacktotheblink9773@blacktotheblink97734 жыл бұрын

  • I love how it gives you a notice and a number to call that's how you know it's good

    @l0cal_L0vee@l0cal_L0vee Жыл бұрын

  • Listened to this song years ago here I am years later, it doesn’t get better u just get better at dealing with the pain

    @justinsofly__7630@justinsofly__7630Ай бұрын

    • When you said 'it' you mean life?

      @29th.@29th.Ай бұрын

    • It gets better if you try hard enough. I could be happy if I tried its easier then people think. I just gave up on trying

      @PolskaQueen-@PolskaQueen-Ай бұрын

  • "But I'm ditching the coffin, so my family has options. Gotta work till I'm dead, so that they get the best."

    @jennadurbin3538@jennadurbin35385 жыл бұрын

    • Meirl and probs us irl

      @SaiTheForgotten@SaiTheForgotten4 жыл бұрын

    • no its “put a bitch in a coffin”

      @Venlysi@Venlysi4 жыл бұрын

  • I'm not scared of death I've already lived longer than I expected

    @camillerivas5955@camillerivas59555 жыл бұрын

    • Are you ok?? Do you need some one to talk to?

      @cxnsist5314@cxnsist53145 жыл бұрын

    • Are you okay?

      @kslitz-2609@kslitz-26095 жыл бұрын

    • Same

      @HDelirousToonz@HDelirousToonz5 жыл бұрын

    • Same

      @spectregaming3537@spectregaming35375 жыл бұрын

    • @Paul Android Games there's nothing wrong with him.

      @hel2727@hel27275 жыл бұрын

  • Going through the break up can’t feel my soul anymore

    @highandlow908@highandlow9087 ай бұрын

    • Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. God wants us to change and grow into the person He wants us to be. All things are possible with God. He has your back and will help you through anything, all you have to do is have faith. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. this includes both the good and the bad times because it will eventually end. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, it is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. We get swamped by temporal concerns. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, You will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength. John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. Romans 5:6-8 For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. For scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

      @loveandfaithfulness4479@loveandfaithfulness44796 ай бұрын

  • Today is 2024 aint hear this song in so long man brings back memories

    @lamont5944@lamont59443 ай бұрын

  • 90% of comments are: "Sad gang where you at?" and "I'm not sad I'm depressed." 10% of the comments are: "Great song"

    @333doom@333doom5 жыл бұрын

    • Not even 10% tbh

      @guessimbishop9250@guessimbishop92505 жыл бұрын

    • @@guessimbishop9250 yeah maybe 5%

      @333doom@333doom5 жыл бұрын

    • Great song

      @pingupenguin1256@pingupenguin12564 жыл бұрын

    • And now it’s 0.01% of this kind of comment. Thank you for ruining perfect statistics.

      @slapstickcomedy7479@slapstickcomedy74794 жыл бұрын

    • Related

      @djtv5770@djtv57704 жыл бұрын

  • When Depression and Anxiety kick in the middle of class :)

    @tukii6159@tukii61595 жыл бұрын

    • Exactly. :)

      @yeah7174@yeah71745 жыл бұрын

    • All the time

      @nicoteaco4812@nicoteaco48125 жыл бұрын

    • I hope you're better now

      @kevinharmse8656@kevinharmse86565 жыл бұрын

    • @@kevinharmse8656 doesn't work like that

      @lickras@lickras5 жыл бұрын

    • And then you cant get anything done and then the teacher sends you to the office and it gets worse

      @nicoteaco4812@nicoteaco48125 жыл бұрын

  • Love how everytime I play this song KZhead says "might be triggering. U sure buddy?" Without fail

    @sunnythekitkat2651@sunnythekitkat2651 Жыл бұрын

  • Haven't heard this song since 2019. it used to be my favorite Jh and Ja song and it brings a lot of memories. Forever a masterpiece

    @deanjbwinchester2995@deanjbwinchester2995 Жыл бұрын

  • I’m not suicidal I don’t wanna f*cking die I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But everyday I feel like dying Everyday I feel like dying Why do I even try Why do I even write lyrics about how I’m living the life When I’m battling pain and my demons at night Trying to find a new outlet The devil pouncing I here him howling My vision clouding Man I try to escape but there aint no way Try to be strong when I deal with the pain Yah But I’m ditching the coffin So my family has options Gonna work till I’m dead So that they get the best Don’t wanna set up a bad example Cause kids looking up can’t leave in shambles Can’t make them think clocking out is ok So f*ck suicide I’m here to stay Try to free my mind I don’t know what’s right Wasting all my time Trying to find a light Try to free my mind I don’t know what’s right Wasting all my time Trying to find a light All be out here running All be running from myself now Gunning demons down Find my way out of this hell now All be running now All be running from myself now Gunning demons down Find my way out of this hell now I’m not suicidal I don’t wanna f*cking die I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But everyday I feel like dying Everyday I feel like dying One too many bad thoughts inside me Got a hole in my heart Put the past behind me I’m pressed for time I’m stressed with life My breath is ice I guess I might just bottle it up some more Just like always Barely stand I crawl down the hallway Sink into my bed with death inside my head That note you found I didn’t mean it Just wish I had a better sense of meaning Never meant to let you down I’ve been down and out Racing thoughts I had to drown them out F*ck Never giving in I swear to god no matter how many times I pray to a god I don’t believe in Just to see if i would never wake up But he called my bluff Try to free my mind I don’t know what’s right Wasting all my time Trying to find a light Try to free my mind I don’t know what’s right Wasting all my time Trying to find a light No, no I’ll be out here running I’ll be running from myself now Gunning demons down Find my way out of this hell now I’ll be running now I’ll be running from myself now Gunning demons down Find my way out of this hell now I’m not suicidal I don’t wanna f*cking die I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But everyday I feel like dying Everyday I feel like dying (I’m not suicidal I don’t wanna f*cking die I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright But everyday I feel like dying Everyday I feel like dying)

    @quickerblazelol4367@quickerblazelol43675 жыл бұрын

    • wow nc

      @00anemia@00anemia5 жыл бұрын

    • Thank you , that’s some long lyrics lol

      @Gracie_3271@Gracie_32715 жыл бұрын

    • Mermaid Elizabeth look at the song Suicide Forest and go down and you’ll see other lyrics I put there :)

      @quickerblazelol4367@quickerblazelol43675 жыл бұрын

    • youre a god

      @leondrelul@leondrelul4 жыл бұрын

    • TweaZy why thank you

      @quickerblazelol4367@quickerblazelol43674 жыл бұрын

  • I'm tired of life....but I'm scared of death also

    @amjkodaz@amjkodaz3 жыл бұрын

    • Same 😔

      @raviolipocketoli2122@raviolipocketoli21223 жыл бұрын

    • same honestly

      @kodavaldez2209@kodavaldez22093 жыл бұрын

    • 🙇🏻‍♂️

      @zashinunes8191@zashinunes81913 жыл бұрын

    • @*Insert a name* what?!

      @zashinunes8191@zashinunes81913 жыл бұрын

    • @*Insert a name* wait, what kind of pills?

      @kodavaldez2209@kodavaldez22093 жыл бұрын

  • I love that this now has the number for the good samaritans, youtube is aware enough of who is listening to know we ain't alright

    @shannonlunn878@shannonlunn8782 жыл бұрын

  • Been 2 years since I last listened to this Life comes full circle

    @TheQuietKidsBackpack@TheQuietKidsBackpack Жыл бұрын

  • 2 years ago I was in high school I put this song on repeat because it represented how I felt. I was filled with depression and anxiety and it gotten so bad I resorted to drinking at school. I would’ve gotten kicked out if it weren’t for the personal issues I was dealing with at the time. But now I’m learning on how to control my anxiety and depression and how to live with it instead of being constantly haunted by it. If you’re ever going through anything just know you do have the strength to continue on and to never give up and Stay strong.

    @itsyaboisoup4616@itsyaboisoup46163 жыл бұрын

    • How are you doing now

      @BaileesWRLD@BaileesWRLD2 жыл бұрын

    • Hey dude are you okay

      @joshuabatt137@joshuabatt1372 жыл бұрын

    • I hope your doing better now friend.

      @emilywilson1002@emilywilson10022 жыл бұрын

    • Exactly

      @stefhackgamatos5401@stefhackgamatos54012 жыл бұрын

    • Im in highschool too right now and i really feel this song. I have to do so many things that my life doesnt feel like its my life. I dont even know for what im alive

      @colorstorm4136@colorstorm41362 жыл бұрын

  • *Depression has left the chat* *wait...nevermind.*

    @helloworld4896@helloworld48965 жыл бұрын

    • Hello World happiness has left the chat Love is disconnected error 404

      @leahparker4607@leahparker46075 жыл бұрын

    • Monika.chr has joined the chat

      @KingofFray@KingofFray5 жыл бұрын

    • Yes it has and dont let is back in let happyniss back in

      @bdhshstuff9700@bdhshstuff97005 жыл бұрын

    • Lol what I literally think

      @redzclan8429@redzclan84295 жыл бұрын

    • *don’t keep it in*

      @tits4606@tits46065 жыл бұрын

  • Somebody had shared a video from a show they did and I loved the song and really felt it.

    @Glenny1289@Glenny12892 жыл бұрын

  • This is exactly how I feel right now. I don't want to actually die. That's not the goal. But it just too frequently feels like the only means left to an end.

    @quinneaton4466@quinneaton44665 ай бұрын

  • _Everyday I feel like dying.._

    @eRa_Zsh@eRa_Zsh5 жыл бұрын

    • @@gachasoapy7447 :(

      @eRa_Zsh@eRa_Zsh5 жыл бұрын

    • me too

      @the22attacker@the22attacker5 жыл бұрын

    • Best part of the music..

      @harunsoydas9739@harunsoydas97395 жыл бұрын

    • MetaSoldier R same

      @josesaldivar294@josesaldivar2945 жыл бұрын

    • ps4 is dying yes

      @warpsel6492@warpsel64925 жыл бұрын

  • I’m not suicidal I don’t wanna F%#$ die just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright.. Dangg that hit hardd

    @rileylena9350@rileylena93505 жыл бұрын

    • It got me everytime

      @johnsondasia7136@johnsondasia71365 жыл бұрын

    • It hit harder then my dads belt 🤣

      @MrcrispyYT@MrcrispyYT5 жыл бұрын

    • Mrcrispy bruh haha

      @rileylena9350@rileylena93505 жыл бұрын

    • 🤣sorry was that too much

      @MrcrispyYT@MrcrispyYT5 жыл бұрын

    • Mrcrispy nah it was funny dw 😂😂

      @rileylena9350@rileylena93505 жыл бұрын

  • This is the most bold and fascinating song I heard in long time. Thank you guys!

    @zzzane_@zzzane_ Жыл бұрын

    • Agree

      @TheVeryMrSirJosh@TheVeryMrSirJosh Жыл бұрын

  • Man I felt like ending it at night a few nights ago for the first time ever. I was crying for 30 minutes. But I got my way out. I feel better now. This hits home

    @machinegunc1325@machinegunc1325 Жыл бұрын
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