Nessa Barrett - i wanna die (Official Music Video)
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Production company: YHELLOW
EP: Lorenzo Diego Carrera
Creative Director: Nessa Barrett
Directed by: Lorenzo Diego Carrera & Alex Bordoni
Producer: Shayna Gianelli
Prod. Manager: Ricky Palomino
Prod. Cord.: Cj Ciaffone
DP: Brian Beckwith
Editor: Lorenzo Diego Carrera
VFX: Elia Pellegrini, Edoardo Massaglia
Steadicam: Donald Turner
1st AC: Matthew Stanley
DIT: Sole Ermeti
Gaffer: Vahe Papazyan
Key Grip: Josh Anderson
BBG: Nam Le
BBE: Joshua Carrasco
Production Design: Henry Daugherty
Art Assist: Sam Woodall
Art Assist: Priyanka Podjale
FXHMU: Ashley Aldridge
BTS: Samuel Flores
Lyrics:
ur my jesus
ur my god
the one before
was just a fraud
he shut me in a tiny box and
told me i was hard to love
i wake up at night screaming
I was scared to shut my eyes demons
but with ur arms around me i’m as safe as can be
never been this happy so
i wanna die when u kiss me slowly
i’d be just fine if my blood stopped flowing,
my oh my
i’m terrified
i know the rest of my life won’t compare to these nights with u
i wanna die when u touch my body
every time u stop
my skin starts crawling
my oh my
u made my life
so someone better read my rights
i wanna die uh ahhhh
i wanna die uh ahhhh
i wanna die uh ahhhh
i wanna die
i wanna die
oh u saved me from a straight up crisis
wanna drink u like wine dionysus
everybody in my life got prices
too high to pay
uh oh
i wake up at night screaming
I was scared to shut my eyes demons
but with ur arms around me i’m as safe as can be
never been this happy so
i wanna die when u kiss me slowly
i’d be just fine if my blood stopped flowing,
my oh my
i’m terrified
i know the rest of my life won’t compare to these nights with u
i wanna die when u touch my body
every time u stop my skin starts crawling
my oh my
u made my life
so someone better read my rights
i wanna die uh ahhhh
i wanna die uh ahhhh
i wanna die uh ahhhh
i wanna die
i wanna die
i wanna die
i wanna die
i wanna die
i wanna die
I love this girls style. This album has been on repeat since release
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HEYYYYYYYYYYYYY NICCCCCCJCJDJSNNNSJSJSJS I FUCKING LOVE UUUUUUUUUUUSUSSJSJSJJSSJSJ #1 stan
Are we going to see you reacting to any of her songs?
gotta start posting the reactions to her shit nicholas come on!!!
Its not an album lawl
This song is so good mark my words she will win an award one day
Here, so we can come back when she wins one!
I agree
I love it when the notification shows up 'someone liked your comment' and "you have a new subscriber"'' ''
I uploaded my Face Reveal....
yep🖤
She opens her eyes on "I wake up at night screaming, demons". And she's talked about having nightmares about being dead (interviews and lyrics in Scare Myself). So this is actually one of her nightmares, and the only thing making it bearable is having someone with her that actually loves her for all of who she is. She really doesn't skimp on the details. Ever.
I have sleep paralysis and the music video + lyrics remind me of that. It’s because I’m a victim of sexual abuse.
The concept is so fucking good!! I’ve seen a lot of people hating on the video & song, because they don’t understand it. It’s artistically & creatively different, and thought provoking. Couldn’t agree more with what you’ve said!!
@@ceemeow0 It's all subtle so you have to pay attention, but the connections between all the lyrics and the details in the videos are there 100%. Her art requires thought. I really can't wait to see what she does with her first full length album.
@@laura9882 I have sleep paralysis as well, scary shit ever.
My name is Nessa too and I share the same fears as her but after watching her music videos makes me less scared I hope I find someone that loves me and I love them so I can cope with my nightmares
I'm worried about Nessa's mental health but i'm sure Jaden brings her all the love Ness needs and more
@bilishu aliss I love her music and is super underrated I can’t wait for her to be a big artist
Girl you need to edit this comment lol
Her music reveals how her mental health is for real
who else can’t wait for the grave mv
dude literally me i’m so excited
MEE
Omg no way😭🥺
Me
Me
I loved the creativity, he was making her feel alive again and slowly her scars and bruises faded away. 🥺🥺
Yes!!! I had to go back and watch it again because at the very end I was like wait she doesn’t look so dead like she did in the beginning of the video and then it all clicked! I was like holy shit what a great concept and idea!
Yes yes ✨
Wow😻😣👑👑
broke up…
well this didnt age well cuz he cheated 😗
the fact she put jaden in the mv because he’s the reason for her happiness and their lil kiss in the end omg i love her sm🥺💕
I love this metaphore in video about how she felt almost dead and broken but jaden made her “come back to life” with his love and care🥺
Don’t stop making music NESSA PLS. Your voice is stunning, the lyrics are everything, you’re greatness keep working 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
OMFGGGG YESSS 💗💗
Yess
I JUST GLANCED AND THOUGHT YOU SAID FOR HER TO STOP MAKING MUSIC 😭😭😭
@@bayleighduckett9324 SAME
The fact Jaden is in this music video is precious. He really makes her feel alive again, I strive for this type of genuine love in a relationship.
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THIS
In the end he kissed her- ahh so sweet 💖
this was Jadens favorite song on the EP
I love how y'all didn't root on Maddie like this when she was with jaden
Jaden did a great job. The last scene was my favorite and I’m lovin this path Nessa’s currently taking. So underrated 🖤
She has the best music. And the fact jaden is in it too is even better. Nessa doesnt need music but music needs her
Holy f psychoanalyzing this a little: the lyrics where start off where her past relationships have effectively killed her - she feels dead, her body is just a shell that is bruised, broken, and killed. The mortician is taking care of her battered body and brings her back to life. Also THE CARESS HOLY FFFF anyways I love this. It was so simple, sweet, and fit the song's vibe really well.
A total NECROPHILIA moment
the mortician is Jaden!
Great metaphor, but if your mortician is attempting to resurrect the body, that's not a mortician, that's Frankenstein.
Nessa barret doesn't realize that she isn't only making our day better but our life better edit: thanks alot for the likes
She gives us hope
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@@csingiling6734 she guides us
cringe
True
Nessa’s music is so relatable to all of us battling our demons every day. I just love her
‘i wanna die’ is such a powerful statement tho, it’s really like “i’ve found what/who makes me happiest in the world, i can die happy” like, she’s confident that nothing in life, even in the future, can be better than “these nights with u” IM NOT OKAY 🥺😣😩😭😭
She so talented I don’t see her as a TikToker I see here as an actual artist 💙💙💙💙
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Yea that’s so true
tiktokers are artist as well, some tiktokers make fire videos with editing and stuff or showing their art.... some of them just are not so good at some things and only cause they are already famous they got millions of views.
@@kamiliaraujo779 yea
we all know jaden was like “uhhh so just brush her face?” but nessa video was amazing and you’re so gorgeous and so talented. proud of everything youre doing
Jaden is in love with her and she is in love with him
@@csingiling6734 trust me i know they are the sweetest more genuine people i’ve ever met
most^
@@pdruckenbrod ily :)
@@csingiling6734 crazzzyyy
her music has gotten so much better! i’m so proud of her.
Он научил её жить , и излечил её от душевных ран , безумно глубокий клип , обожаю Нессу и её творчество 🖤
согласна, несса лучшая просто!!!
согласна, Джей и Несса лучшие!
Этот клип не о чем
@@meowxw_ клип одно, песня, текст, смысл вот что тут главное
@@meowxw_ в этом клипе намного больше смысла, чем ты думаешь, хотя думать ты явно не умеешь))
one of her best songs on the EP, it’s a fact.
honestly so proud of this girl, she’s incredibly talented, and has never made a bad song🖤, nessa I love you
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The concept for this video is deeply profound. I love that she’s not afraid to take vulnerable risks in her art & music - this is fantastic.
Music very very good ❤
Moral of the story: josh treated her like shit and left her broken and Jaden healed her can the haters stop now and realize that josh isn’t as innocent as everyone thinks
My favorite comment ever!
This. I agree 100. People aren't always the way paps or media portray them to be. They can say one thing or act one way and be a whole other person behind the scenes.
Yesss
This
I agree 100%
Got that reminder set for sure. This beautiful girl is not capable of making a bad song.
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this whole ep is so slept on, killer song
I'm in love with everything Nessa does from her style to music and just the way she lives her life.
THE KISS AT THE END- I SCREAMED!!! I need a Naden type relationship in my life
Nessa is literally so good at creating her music video concepts.
i love this. the kiss at the end, so gentle, love you
it hits diff rn.
each next mv is better than the previous one!! so proud of u Nessa 🤍🤍
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he's so gentle with her omfg and the kiss at the end >>>>
he's so gentle and careful
I love it!! He healed her. They love each other so much. Just be happy guys!
Fun fact: I’m so so proud of nessa she’s a SUPERSTAR
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why do you love nessa and her songs so much: because the lyrics and she are fantastic and beautiful
and
yess
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Honestly you're so talented that everything you do is a masterpiece! Been obsessed with this album & everything related to it since the moment it got released🖤
Imagine how hard it must be for jaden to see her like that. at least she had her eyes open for most of it but if it was better intense acting it could’ve been kinda traumatizing for J. I lost my ex to an overdose so that’s why I am thinking about it like that
Nessa never disappoints with her videos. Love everything. Jaden was so delicate that it really fills your heart to see them together. And the way she looks at him. Omg. Butterflies are coming out of my mouth right now.
There's something about nessa's music videos that make me feel a type of way. They're just so unique and creative, something I haven't seen in a while
Nah fuck the music it’s the music videos are fire 🔥
i don't understand why she is so hated, her voice and music are so good
Umm Because she kissed her bf's friend and then started dating her best friend's bf
@@shrek1502 what?? I think u got it all missed up in ur brain…baby she didn’t kiss anyone’s bf…she moved on with someone better and not abusive
@@shrek1502 and there was no best friends
Because people see wrong in Everybody else's life but their own. Sadly.
@@sharoncrisostomo7859 ong bruh, people hate on nessa as if she killed their family and act as if they dont fuck up as well at some point in their lives
Baby I'm glad that he makes you feel alive, honestly I see you really happy with such a person, I didn't see you like that I'm glad💗🥺
Two music video in a week … I’m officially blessed 🖤🖤🖤
I love the way she expresses herself through her music
The talent and creativity this girl holds 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
When she first started putting out music, I didn't really see anything I liked or thought was unique, but stuff like this completely changes my mind. She's not afraid to be a little dark and experiment with her music which I really admire. This song and multiple others on her album are literally so good
Loving how much Jaden admires & supports her. She’s so talented 🤍
Fact: Nessa Barrett is making everyone's day so much better with her song
Ikr
lie detected
I love how haters love to watch the content like they're such fans but then they talk shit for no reason 😭
Well said
Not everyone*
Can't believe they broke up but happy they put themselves first
She's so talented literally I'm in love with her😩🤍
her voice transmits a lot of peace, i love her
she’s gonna be one of THE GREATEST ARTISTS OF THIS GENERATION
not THE but yeah one of
i love nessa but ye that was kinda a reach 😭
@@trangnhi6957 right ahhahahah
she's really good but that's too far babe
She's very pretty... Decent music, great lyrics, especially if she ACTUALLY writes them. I doubt every song, but that's not a HUGE deal. 😊 As for 'THE GREATEST ARTIST OF THIS GENERATION' Uuuuhm, 😬no🤦🏻♀️no🤣NO WAY!!! Sorry 🤷🏻♀️ LOL
the final part of the video stole my heart🛐❤🥀
I love how this song (IMO) is about how her past relationships has broken her & that it’s Jaden doing her makeup & is bringing her to life even tho it’s supposed to seem like she’s dead in the video. The music video is a metaphor.
Nessa never stops serving. The messages behind her music are incredible and so so beautifully meaningful.
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@luna FRFR
It just keeps getting better and better omg😩
I honestly wish she would make a movie with her songs so far combined....like MGK did with his album!!!
the kiss in the end is too precious, love the mv😍😍😍
fun fact: she is one of the few tiktokers who make amazing music
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Here’s the video explained: Nessa was left broken by josh and jaden healed her and covered up her scars and she wants to die because she loves jaden so much #Jessa
Perfectly said. 🤍
With a little NECROPHILIA thrown in between
@@laurenlane7150 haha 😂 it was too little could have added more
@@laurenlane7150 I WAS WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO SAY THAT !
Or it’s not about past relationships it’s about hate that she got that made her feel like crap not everything is about josh
Not me getting asmr tingles from when he was brushing you 🤧🤧
cara, a nessa é perfeita
I want nessa's clips to reach over 2 million views
Yep
never fails to disappoint and look at her 😍
😁
This song has been STUCK IN MY HEAD for AGES
I’m obsessed with this album and you. Your style is my favvvv
This is so beautiful it really shows how much jaden helped her, they both deserve the best❤️
Stop- they both fit so well together they're meant to be.
I'm so in love with this mv and song. I've been meaning to listen to this ep. Finally am and it's so beautiful
the concept that he's coming her back to life, i can't
her songs are everything, love them sm.
This girl is going places with her music
Literally her music gives me chills this video is such a work of art .
Omg she's so amazing, in love with her whole album, such a talent.
i’m so proud of her, this song and the whole ep was absolutely amazing.
The fact that Nessa Barrett never disappoint us and never released a bad song
I just wish she could be a little more positive
@@masonkline2644 she’s writing about her experiences and her mental health. If she wants to be negative that’s fine. If you do t like it that’s fine but then she’s probably not the artist for you
@@masonkline2644 music is all about expressing your feelings. This is normal
@@willowprice8582 I like the music I just think if she was more positive she’d be happier even with jaden
@@masonkline2644 well when there are chemical imbalances in your brain it’s kind of hard to be positive
I keep coming back to this mv, it's just >>>
None of the comments about Jaden aged well lol.
Jaden and Nessa are so talanted. I'm so proud of them. I love you guys so much. Thank you for your music 🤘❤️
my God I'm so anxious
Damn, you put all the worst parts of a horrible "relationship" into a way that can be understood from an outside perspective. Favorite on the album💖
Seeing Jaden there just made me so happy ah. They seem good for each other.
I hate the internet because they turn people off for attitudes that people have already admitted they don't care because they'll say
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I have no idea what u just said lmao
@@kailajensen1021 girl same like wtf is she talking about
Huh
this comment thread is so funny ome
She puts a lot of effort in her music iam so proud of her
This is wow… I’m in the same exact spot in life and he’s helped so much. This vid gave me chills especially at the end
I love her and her music. She is such a sweet and genuine person.
This song is to die for!
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THE FACT THAT THEY HAD JADEN BE THE MORTICIAN I LIVE THIS WTF
Lyrics : You're my Jesus, you're my God The one before was just a fraud He shut me in a tiny box And told me I was hard to love I wake up at night, screamin' I'm scared to shut my eyes, demons But with your arms around me, I'm as safe as can be Never been this happy, so I wanna die when you kiss me slowly I'd be just fine if my blood stopped flowin' My, oh my, I'm terrified I know the rest of my life won't compare to these nights with you I wanna die when you touch my body Every time you stop, my skin starts crawlin' My, oh, my, you made my life So, someone better read my rights I wanna die, yeah, yeah I wanna die, yeah, yeah I wanna die, yeah, yeah I wanna die, I wanna die Oh, you saved me from a straight-up crisis Wanna drink you like wine, Dionysos Everybody in my life got prices Too high to pay, uh-oh I still wake up at night, screamin' I'm scared to shut my eyes, demons But with your arms around me, I'm as safe as can be Never been this happy, so I wanna die when you kiss me slowly I'd be just fine if my blood stopped flowin' My, oh, my, I'm terrified I know the rest of my life won't compare to these nights with you I wanna die when you touch my body Every time you stop, my skin starts crawlin' My, oh, my, you made my life So, someone better read my rights I wanna die, yeah, yeah I wanna die, yeah, yeah I wanna die, yeah, yeah I wanna die, I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die, I wanna die
i love this mv so much and this song and everything about nessa and jaden
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE. TURN IT UP!!
I'm so so so proud of you, your songs are so good and make everyone's day better, you have so much talent, ilysm babe 💓
she's came so far with her music and for the future music can't wait for the next masterpiece
then they broke up-
fact: all rights to my playlists are reserved to nessa
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so proud of u ness, this is amazing, you’re amazing!
I love this Mv I love how jaden was in it and then we he kissed her at the end was adorable
Rip cooper🕊😔