Nessa Barrett - die first (official music video)

2022 ж. 22 Мау.
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stream/download 'die first' from my debut album 'young forever' 🕊: nessa.lnk.to/youngforever
in loving memory of Cooper Noriega
join cooper's discord channel: discord.gg/coopsadvice
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xoxo, nessa
Credits:
Director - Loris Russier @lorisrussier
Production Company - Radiance Pictures @radiancepictures
Executive Producer - Nuer Taqa @nuertaqa
Producer - Zoey Pressey @zoeypressey
Featuring - Patricia A Smith, Angelica Shalski, Rayna Lynn
Production Manager - Autumn Maschi @autumnmaschi
Director of Photography - Scott Siracusano @scott_siracusano
Production Designer - Jonric watts @jonricwatts
Stylist - Miso Dam @misodam
Editor - Olaf Woldan @olafwoldan
Color - Dante Giani @dantegiani
VFX - Retina Imageworks @retina_imageworks
1st AD - Marianne Amelinckx @kusalausa
1st AC - Theo Sturz @theosturz
2nd AC - Gabi Perez
Jib Op - Babak Mansouri @limitlessnow
Camera Intern - Destiny Gutierrez
Gaffer - Tate McCurdy @tatemccurdy
BBE - Colvin Ang @colvinang
Key Grip - Pablo Lopez
BBG - Collin Gallivan
Makeup - Vix McGrath @vixavage
Hair - Lovette Limones @lovettecandice
Art Director - Yingxi Wang
Set Dresser -Andrew Caso
Carousel Manager - Mitch Malone
Medic - Harout Klian
Truck PA - Lee Gonzales
Set PA - Sebastian Romero @sebbromero
Set PA - Alexa Caselle @
Set PA - Memetjan Semet @memetjan_semet
MoHo Driver - Pete Gomez
BTS - Jaysen Stewert
Snake Wrangler - Rick
Dove Wrangler - PePe
Lyrics:
You’re
All i ever wanted
So how come I’m still haunted
By these thoughts inside my head
You love me
but no matter what you say
There’s only one of two ways
that this is gonna end
Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies
i hope i die first
Cause i don’t wanna live without you
I don’t wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep you without you
Tell me what’s worse
Losing you now or later?
Maybe i can break the curse
And I can be in love forever
If i die first
I hope i die first
I can be in love forever if i die first
You’re my fire and my safety
You’d never mean to break me
And That’s why I’m afraid
Cause some day everybody’s leaving
You promise that you’ll stay
But that’s a promise you can’t make
Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies
I hope i die first
Cause i don’t wanna live without you
I don’t wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep you without you
Tell me what’s worse
Losing you now or later?
Maybe i can break the curse
And I can be in love forever
If i die first
I hope i die first
I can be in love forever if i die first
If I die first
I hope I die first
I can be in love forever
Love forever
Love forever
If I die first
Can’t escape it that’s how it works
Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies
#nessabarrett #diefirst #youngforever

Пікірлер
  • I can’t believe my debut album, young forever, is finally going to be yours 10/14!!! 🕊 you can pre-save it now: nessa.lnk.to/youngforever

    @NessaBarrett@NessaBarrett Жыл бұрын
    • Super excited you are so talented!

      @konnichiwa1981@konnichiwa1981 Жыл бұрын
    • yayy

      @glambylukee@glambylukee Жыл бұрын
    • God bless you ❤️

      @Me-ss9os@Me-ss9os Жыл бұрын
    • AWWWW SO PROUD NESSA SO SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!

      @drippyyy@drippyyy Жыл бұрын
    • We love you Nessa

      @avaluz@avaluz Жыл бұрын
  • I don’t care for TikTok singers, but Nessa has talent and creativity. She just doesn’t shit a song or 2, she puts thought and meaning in the words she sings. I definitely have respect for her.

    @SvnnyDisposition_@SvnnyDisposition_ Жыл бұрын
    • Fr she has a gift

      @briannam8230@briannam8230 Жыл бұрын
    • why does her platform of tiktok define her, just say she’s good and move on lol

      @jlppxx2280@jlppxx2280 Жыл бұрын
    • @@jlppxx2280 cuz she grew her fame on tiktok….and most tiktokers music suck?

      @SvnnyDisposition_@SvnnyDisposition_ Жыл бұрын
    • This song is amazing and how she did this for cooper

      @sahannatiana8422@sahannatiana8422 Жыл бұрын
    • TIKTOK MAKES ARTISTS LIKE HER BE KNOWN! I love TikTok artists the good ones atleast

      @DOOBISOFT@DOOBISOFT Жыл бұрын
  • nessa is the only tiktoker that can truly make music

    @libbie441@libbie441 Жыл бұрын
    • Nessa Barrett and Bella Poarch are the only ones

      @lumityofficial7794@lumityofficial7794 Жыл бұрын
    • no

      @wasanaljohani@wasanaljohani Жыл бұрын
    • No actually theres a few liv harland is one of them too there is a few it just depends on what your into

      @Vonepohh771x@Vonepohh771x Жыл бұрын
    • Jaden can.

      @natalie_rose2861@natalie_rose2861 Жыл бұрын
    • True.

      @Sara-eu8jt@Sara-eu8jt Жыл бұрын
  • This song doesn't remind me of a boyfriend, but a best friend. I don't care if she wasn't human, she was still one of the bestest friends I could have ever had. My beautiful calico kitty didn't come home one night after she went outside. I miss her terribly and we had an unexplanible bond. So to any of you who recently lost a pet, please know that you are not alone in it. ❤

    @JustaSWIFTfan@JustaSWIFTfan Жыл бұрын
    • I'm so sorry 😿💔

      @Marsuliini@Marsuliini Жыл бұрын
    • Thank you, and I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s truly painful.

      @pandawithnojams2459@pandawithnojams2459 Жыл бұрын
    • @Pandawithnojams Thanks for understanding.

      @JustaSWIFTfan@JustaSWIFTfan Жыл бұрын
    • I’m so sorry. I just lost my dog. He was my baby.

      @shakyamarasinghe3911@shakyamarasinghe3911 Жыл бұрын
    • I needed this, a few days ago, I lost my bunny Willow she was only 3 years old. We had an amazing bond that no one else understood. That was the best 3 years of my life. I wish I could go back, I would fix all my mistakes❤ I miss you Willow, and I love you❤

      @willowthebunny7@willowthebunny710 ай бұрын
  • this is so chilling knowing this was written long before cooper’s passing unknowing that she would need this song later🕊🤍rip coop

    @user-xw4dx6vm4x@user-xw4dx6vm4x Жыл бұрын
    • We will think of him in our hearts ♥️! Also was coop jadens friend

      @elyj2837@elyj2837 Жыл бұрын
    • @@elyj2837 yes, his album and song tell me about tomorrow was about coop and his struggle.

      @clevy3555@clevy3555 Жыл бұрын
    • littterally my exact thought :( its so beautiful its my favorite nessa has released the meaning of it and the lyrics :(

      @drippyyy@drippyyy Жыл бұрын
    • Who cooper?

      @Jungkooklover-ie7nu@Jungkooklover-ie7nu Жыл бұрын
    • @@Jungkooklover-ie7nu nessa’s best friend that passed away

      @zain5459@zain5459 Жыл бұрын
  • Literally crying and then the “in loving memory of cooper” balling even more! Shes such an angel 👼🏻 coop watch over this girl, she has light & love in her heart please bless her so she can keep spreading her magic! this world needs her❤️❤️❤️

    @oliviadunne3736@oliviadunne3736 Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
    • Im so sorry for her

      @cristinakovacs6155@cristinakovacs6155 Жыл бұрын
    • This.

      @ashleerenee9314@ashleerenee9314 Жыл бұрын
    • Its aight-ish, but I wouldn't be crying over it. Do you guys actually cry over this menial shit or just fake it?

      @christopherlopez1436@christopherlopez1436 Жыл бұрын
    • same. and this is just it.

      @hads1806@hads1806 Жыл бұрын
  • 100% see why this was coop’s fav song. Honestly think it’s one of her best and meaningful songs

    @tumblrqueen8143@tumblrqueen8143 Жыл бұрын
    • Did Cooper get to hear it 😭

      @mirzamendoza6022@mirzamendoza6022 Жыл бұрын
    • @@mirzamendoza6022 yes nessa had it written and recorded a demo before he passed and he said it was his favourite song of hers 💔

      @tumblrqueen8143@tumblrqueen8143 Жыл бұрын
    • OMG COOP DID DIE FIRST HE TOOK THIS SONG LITT💀💀💀💀💀

      @barrydonnellycooper7882@barrydonnellycooper7882 Жыл бұрын
    • @@barrydonnellycooper7882 damn that’s foul, maybe they knew it could be either of em dying first. It’s eerie

      @osas5211@osas5211 Жыл бұрын
    • @@mirzamendoza6022 yes, he even has on tiktok on his acc lipsyncing it w nessa

      @natalielopez7431@natalielopez7431 Жыл бұрын
  • If all we can only do is just imagine how painful it is to lose our loved ones then imagine the pain and loneliness they will go through all by themselves without you. 💔😢💔

    @cathyyanes8719@cathyyanes8719 Жыл бұрын
  • I can't listen to this music without crying. I'm 40, this song is simple, and yet I think it's one of the most beautiful songs I've heard

    @agokone@agokone8 ай бұрын
  • Rest in Peace Cooper!🙏🤍So proud of you Nessa! Stay strong🌼

    @MileyandRileyYT@MileyandRileyYT Жыл бұрын
    • He will be missed so much Miley and Riley your even amazing for commenting. Rest In Peace coop 🕊

      @rileyflowers9180@rileyflowers9180 Жыл бұрын
    • omg lol I was just looking for the song from your edit and found it :)

      @-mila-840@-mila-840 Жыл бұрын
    • who is cooper?

      @asbzh9823@asbzh9823 Жыл бұрын
    • Is it okay if i use this song when posting a pic of mom who has a disease?

      @Alicia-hw9zx@Alicia-hw9zx Жыл бұрын
    • ЗА РОССИЮ ЗА РОССИЮ RUSIA

      @zvezdatiktoka@zvezdatiktoka Жыл бұрын
  • Nessa, I know Cooper is so proud right now. No doubt that he is smiling. I’m also so proud of you and I think that we all are. You’re so strong, in every way possible. I feel so lucky to have the opportunity to watch you grow. love u forever 🤍🕊

    @reysiesmith3070@reysiesmith3070 Жыл бұрын
    • @88GLAM boy why u commenting on every post talking down go play Fortnite or sum 💀

      @joshhh9605@joshhh9605 Жыл бұрын
    • @88GLAM bro u must have a sad life if all you do with your time is spam comment on other people’s channels who are more successful than you’ll ever be💀 hope you find some kind of happiness in your life that stops you from being so attention seeking on the internet x

      @user-tz3zy3bu4x@user-tz3zy3bu4x Жыл бұрын
    • @88GLAM Dude shut up, you don’t need to reply this on every comment. Have some respect, let’s see you make a better video.

      @emilyvaughn7189@emilyvaughn7189 Жыл бұрын
    • @@joshhh9605 LMAOAOAOAOAOA FR

      @car00linaaa@car00linaaa Жыл бұрын
    • @88GLAM no one asked for u to comment.

      @chickenstrips1164@chickenstrips1164 Жыл бұрын
  • I been listening to this masterpiece ever since it came out, Honestly this song will never be tiring. It's too relatable.

    @Juzexa@Juzexa5 ай бұрын
  • nessa, i know cooper is so proud of u rn!!! it mustve been hell loosing him and im so so sorry for your loss, i can feel the emotion in this song and its awful to have to loose someone you love when they were so young, someone who you spent hours with laughing, having fun times together, making memories in an instant, its heartbreaking. ur fans r always here and dont forget we love u sm!! and we're sooo soo proud of u girl! i hope uk that u help us in ways we cant even explain!!🤍🤍🕊

    @Taylivia.updatez@Taylivia.updatez Жыл бұрын
    • Agreed 🕊

      @ampworldfanpage.@ampworldfanpage. Жыл бұрын
    • I couldn’t agree more i get so emotional with her music

      @Poison_Syren@Poison_Syren Жыл бұрын
    • Agree

      @jdadams5487@jdadams5487 Жыл бұрын
    • losing*

      @shakiel7649@shakiel7649 Жыл бұрын
    • Why he is dead? For what reason+ a heart attack or something?

      @Ingrid-fi8xv@Ingrid-fi8xv Жыл бұрын
  • the fact this was his favorite song on the album is so heart wrenching. he should still be here with us. this song is so amazing i’m so proud of nessa and so is cooper❤️

    @courtneymeier9693@courtneymeier9693 Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
    • @@azsadzsoundz3522 dude shut up

      @sofiaaguilar3207@sofiaaguilar3207 Жыл бұрын
  • My best friend told me the other day she wrote this song about her best friend. Really adds to the reason I know love comes from just the promise of commitment. Love comes in so many forms. Sometimes love in many forms is confusing but it's love. Love is pure. But we as humans will never be perfect.

    @Astnovsag95@Astnovsag95 Жыл бұрын
    • she wrote it about her mum then she dedicated it to her friend when he passed

      @jacklee5133@jacklee5133 Жыл бұрын
    • I'm perfect

      @gorananakievski8729@gorananakievski8729 Жыл бұрын
  • I've been a huge fan of hers since she released pain. I'm so glad she's finally getting the recognition she deserves.

    @anna-ld6iz@anna-ld6iz Жыл бұрын
  • wow. This song is everything, it’s ours now to relate to however we can and want. But mostly it’s coopers. He’s looking down hyping you up more than he ever has before, while blasting this song in heaven. If I, someone who you’ve never met before, can be this incredibly proud of you, I can’t even begin to comprehend how proud coop must feel right now. Nessa you are truly a gem in this rotten world, let cooper keep the fire in you safe, make sure to never lose it. This song is a absolute masterpiece made by a beautiful soul for another beautiful Soul🎠🕊🖤

    @aysunlilith4389@aysunlilith4389 Жыл бұрын
    • i love this🤍

      @courtneymeier9693@courtneymeier9693 Жыл бұрын
    • ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

      @jdadams5487@jdadams5487 Жыл бұрын
    • I couldn't have said this better!🥺💙

      @graciewasson3279@graciewasson3279 Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
    • @@graciewasson3279 🖤

      @aysunlilith4389@aysunlilith4389 Жыл бұрын
  • this is a beautiful song💗

    @oliviarodrigoupdates@oliviarodrigoupdates Жыл бұрын
    • right!!

      @mulandraguns2536@mulandraguns2536 Жыл бұрын
    • РОССИЯ ТОП РОССИЯ ТОП РОССИЯ ЗА РОССИЮ ТОП ЗА РОССИЮ ТОП ЗА РОССИЮ ТОП ЗА РОССИЮ ТОП

      @zvezdatiktoka@zvezdatiktoka Жыл бұрын
    • @@zvezdatiktoka причем тут это ?

      @riley-rh4ro@riley-rh4ro Жыл бұрын
    • @@riley-rh4ro потому что Россия топ она лучшоя страна а не ваши Украины

      @zvezdatiktoka@zvezdatiktoka Жыл бұрын
    • @@zvezdatiktoka я из россии чел,владимирская область. тут россия вообще не в тему засунь себе ее куда поглубже

      @riley-rh4ro@riley-rh4ro Жыл бұрын
  • LYRICS You're all I ever wanted So, how come I'm still haunted by the thoughts inside my head? You love me but no matter what you say There's only one of two ways that this is gonna end Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn How to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die You're my fire and my safety You never mean to break me And that's why I'm afraid 'Cause someday, everybody's leaving You promise that you'll stay But that's a promise you can't make Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn How to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever Can't escape it, that's how it works Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn How to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever

    @SiddharthAggarwaldr@SiddharthAggarwaldr Жыл бұрын
    • Thank you!

      @annamullet@annamulletАй бұрын
  • her voice is like omfg i want to cry 😭

    @yusufkaya1393@yusufkaya1393 Жыл бұрын
  • I am beyond proud of nessa how far she has came in life, for the struggles and reality what she faces I know it's very hard to compete to but her music has inspired me so much and changed my ways just to live to here her music I hope she goes on tour whenever she feels comfortable to start doing that I would absolutely want to see the person who has made such a huge impact on my life and such an inspiratinal and motivator who provides us with such a beautiful and talented voice so unique and soft texture to her music is the moment and im in for it im so proud of you nessa love you.

    @breannamoore9144@breannamoore9144 Жыл бұрын
    • That's cool that she has inspired you so much!

      @Handygramps@Handygramps Жыл бұрын
    • Love this sm

      @renesbardoel@renesbardoel Жыл бұрын
    • @88GLAM wdym?

      @briannanicole1151@briannanicole1151 Жыл бұрын
    • yea

      @Marcus475@Marcus475 Жыл бұрын
    • Cant a soul compete with Nessa, shes a queen and nothing less. 🖤

      @themilkkmaid_@themilkkmaid_ Жыл бұрын
  • Wow, this is a incredibly well written song. I love the transition between verse and chores. It takes skills to make the transition so smooth even tho the mood in the verse and the chore is so different. I'm impressed!

    @margaretkvinnherad8952@margaretkvinnherad8952 Жыл бұрын
  • My younger brother committed suicide last weekend by overdosing on something. He was found with headphones on, presumably listening to something. This is his youtube account. He made a playlist containing 6 songs that was edited the day he passed. This is one of the 6 songs. With the method he used, he was dead after about 30 minutes, probably unconscious around 12 minutes. I like to think that it was peaceful for him with his music on. I love you Myles, I'll miss you everyday for the rest of my life.

    @linkinparkrulz2275@linkinparkrulz2275 Жыл бұрын
    • I'm sorry for your loss🥺😔

      @awheoiele3390@awheoiele3390 Жыл бұрын
    • awe i'm so sorry.. i hope ur doing ok..

      @kaleygauthier360@kaleygauthier360 Жыл бұрын
    • I am sorry for your loss😔 i can't imagine losing my little brother. You must be a very strong person.

      @ARIADNE204@ARIADNE204 Жыл бұрын
    • Rest in paradise to him🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

      @axelpena283@axelpena283 Жыл бұрын
    • ⚠️Guys it's not real, i went to the channel and found out that they lied. Honestly disgusting to lie about something so serious.

      @villain__9@villain__9 Жыл бұрын
  • Nessa is not like other tiktokers who pops up into music industry without having talent...she can really sing, dance and write those sick lyrics

    @kimber_bbyy6240@kimber_bbyy6240 Жыл бұрын
    • AGREED

      @luizablumberg@luizablumberg Жыл бұрын
    • why do y’all always have to mention that she came from tiktok? you don’t see olivia rodrigo stans always bringing up her being from disney. just enjoy her music and go. she’s talented so let her be known for her music and not some app.

      @imsugar@imsugar Жыл бұрын
    • @@imsugar i love how you addressed that

      @aidanquirk3410@aidanquirk3410 Жыл бұрын
    • @@imsugar because she gets a shit ton of hate for it. so people who like her music want everyone to know that she’s not just some social media star trying to make a cash grab. she’s genuinely talented and loves what she does.

      @abcdef-ry9hx@abcdef-ry9hx Жыл бұрын
    • Bella is good to🖤

      @billie149@billie149 Жыл бұрын
  • it's crazy how this song was made before cooper's death, it feels like a omen. so proud of you for struggling with this, we love u so much ness and this song is beautiful.

    @mhsaxv3372@mhsaxv3372 Жыл бұрын
    • True😟😭

      @myworldanecosta@myworldanecosta Жыл бұрын
    • exactly omg :( this song is so beautiful i get chills

      @drippyyy@drippyyy Жыл бұрын
  • 2:04 I love this part sm

    @Itzzolovelyme@Itzzolovelyme Жыл бұрын
  • This song is amazing!! I just love it! The lyrics , her voice , the video! She improved so much!! I am so proud of her hard work , the vibes are immaculate

    @famillensabimana7821@famillensabimana7821 Жыл бұрын
  • nessa you are such a bright light in this cruel world. your voice is so powerful. the lyrics to every single song you write hit home. your music heals me in ways nothing else can. i hope you are finding hope & happiness despite everything that has happened. you deserve all the love & support in this world. keep on shinning your light & don't let anyone take it away from you🤍

    @KMX@KMX Жыл бұрын
    • Amen

      @karlarivas2167@karlarivas2167 Жыл бұрын
    • truu

      @anamarshall7082@anamarshall7082 Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
  • Never would've imagined when this song was announced it would be in memory of a beloved human. We love you always Coop. 🤍 He's so damn proud of you Ness, as are we.

    @zoeysmiles940@zoeysmiles940 Жыл бұрын
    • the song was always written for coop just not in memory of him 🕊🖤🦋

      @kaileefox5072@kaileefox5072 Жыл бұрын
    • @@kaileefox5072 I thought it was about her mom?

      @user-tz3zy3bu4x@user-tz3zy3bu4x Жыл бұрын
    • @@user-tz3zy3bu4x she said it’s about both of them

      @angelinaclaro3970@angelinaclaro3970 Жыл бұрын
    • So it was never about jaden?

      @savannapierce9853@savannapierce9853 Жыл бұрын
    • @@savannapierce9853 no it’s about coop and her mom

      @D1ON1807@D1ON1807 Жыл бұрын
  • Im glad Nessa found her way in music. She is really talented!

    @Phd366@Phd366 Жыл бұрын
  • I lost the love of my life 10 months ago and just found this song 5 minutes ago. I write this with tears streaming because this song, these words are all the emotions I've been feeling since it happened

    @kimkoeb764@kimkoeb7648 ай бұрын
    • So sorry,hope you are good

      @samirmustafayev9829@samirmustafayev98298 ай бұрын
    • That's rough... life is really not kind to people.

      @POLARTTYRTM@POLARTTYRTM2 ай бұрын
  • This is no shade but just the reality, Nessa is not another tiktoker making music. She IS a genuine musician. She grew up singing and producing. Her father was and is a producer and her mom sings. She has knowledge about the technical and scientific side of music, a true passion for making music and a beautifully unique voice. She has only released under 20 songs, an EP and few singles but already has a very distinct and unique sound and she has massively improved from her first song to this one. She’s done so much in so little time. There is meaning to all of this for her. Deep meaning. The lyrics are clearly from the heart and very well thought out. The sounds she chooses all have intention and add value to the song. The visuals she imagines then brings to life all provoke certain feelings and have thought behind them. She tells story’s. This is real music, with real meaning and emotion behind it. Not just slapping together the bare basics of music because you have the money and a couple thousand online followers who will listen to it.

    @delena4evertvd267@delena4evertvd267 Жыл бұрын
    • SPEAK IT

      @loggedout8572@loggedout8572 Жыл бұрын
    • PREACHHHHHH

      @shelby8727@shelby8727 Жыл бұрын
    • YESSS

      @strykidz@strykidz Жыл бұрын
    • Facts

      @nicoleakers2445@nicoleakers2445 Жыл бұрын
    • Facts.only facts.

      @sofiabenchlikha6685@sofiabenchlikha6685 Жыл бұрын
  • The lyrics narrate the story of how she feels about a certain someone that she doesn't want to let go of that person or fall asleep without them. Because love is an illusion and breaks there is No Noise, No Pieces of the broken Object. There is only a feeling of emptiness, guilt and Memories of that person. A void that can't be filled. So she wills to 'Die first' not wanting that person to leave her behind .not wanting to let go of them or wanting her illusions to be shattered. When she enters the Shop she sees an object and starts imagining her there. Probably refering to that person or their memory with her and how she always wants to be them even if it means her dieing first.

    @ridakhaled@ridakhaled Жыл бұрын
    • This is Beautiful 😍

      @Poison_Syren@Poison_Syren Жыл бұрын
    • Cheers Geoff

      @hollohi6251@hollohi6251 Жыл бұрын
    • Nah pretty sure she wrote that song while being in that relationship and not after it ended lmfao

      @user_3330@user_3330 Жыл бұрын
    • @@user_3330 I think it’s about her mom and of course cooper

      @desi7427@desi7427 Жыл бұрын
  • I legit cried to this because I imagined one of my best friends died, and how I would listen to this since it would be relatable

    @mkmaster2256@mkmaster2256 Жыл бұрын
    • i dont have to imagine

      @someoneelse8295@someoneelse8295 Жыл бұрын
  • I cannot imagine what it is like to lose a close friend. I hope you’re doing ok Nessa ❤️ Great music as always ❤️❤️❤️

    @StinkRatMiraculer@StinkRatMiraculer Жыл бұрын
  • I don’t know what hurts me more: the topic this song’s about or the fact that there’s still people in this world that don’t appreciate Nessa’s talent 💔💔💔 Also I’m devastated that she released this song before what happened to Coop, she’s such a strong woman. All my support angel, u deserve the world 🫶🏽

    @lanafan894@lanafan894 Жыл бұрын
    • @mmpj twod rusia yes😝😝 AMERIKA NO😡😡😡😡

      @zvezdatiktoka@zvezdatiktoka Жыл бұрын
  • This song means so much to all of us. We will forever think about Cooper when we hear it. Thank you for creating something so beautiful I know he’s shining down and will be listening with us. 🤍

    @breatheinpoetry@breatheinpoetry Жыл бұрын
    • @88GLAM I still like the song!

      @breatheinpoetry@breatheinpoetry Жыл бұрын
    • @@breatheinpoetry who is cooper?

      @lostpeople6169@lostpeople6169 Жыл бұрын
    • @@lostpeople6169 Cooper Noriega was Nessa’s bestfriend who sadly passed away on the 9th. He was just 19 years old. 😞

      @breatheinpoetry@breatheinpoetry Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
    • @@breatheinpoetry Do you know what exactly happened to him? I hope it wasn't unaliving himself because we lose so many ppl that way every year, almost me. Rest In peace young man ❤

      @bluebree@bluebree Жыл бұрын
  • your so talented nessa i love your music your amazing!!!

    @ItsYourLocalMIA@ItsYourLocalMIA Жыл бұрын
  • This girl seriously writes songs like I've never seen before. She puts true meaning into her songs and appreciates her own creativity while doing so. This song has me balling my eyes out

    @addisonromaniuk8064@addisonromaniuk8064Ай бұрын
  • Admittedly this is the first song I have heard of hers. Wow! This might be my new favorite song. You're talented girl. I am so sorry for your loss...

    @alenamagusiak@alenamagusiak Жыл бұрын
    • Wow ur missing out she’s got it

      @mrmeseeks5731@mrmeseeks5731 Жыл бұрын
    • Sniff*EVERYONE MAKE SURE TO LIKE THIS VIDEO AND SUB right nowww!

      @bluexberry1346@bluexberry1346 Жыл бұрын
    • who died ??

      @holzz1426@holzz1426 Жыл бұрын
    • @@holzz1426 Cooper Noriega, her best friend

      @saraxmoony@saraxmoony Жыл бұрын
    • same here i already learned i started listening , to this yesterday and i know half of the whole song

      @niaaniaaniaa@niaaniaaniaa Жыл бұрын
  • I’m so sorry Nessa. I can’t imagine the pain you are going through. I hope you know that Coop is looking down on you and is smiling. He is so proud of you. I love you so much Ness.

    @emma54699@emma54699 Жыл бұрын
  • This song is so amazing and Nessa has so much talent

    @h3ll0KITTY3@h3ll0KITTY3 Жыл бұрын
  • The lyrics, the tone of his voice, his interpretation... everything in this song is AMAZING

    @letramusica2712@letramusica2712 Жыл бұрын
  • Only 3 hours until this comes out i cant believe you made it this far from being a girl doing tiktoks to a pop star I know cooper is so proud of what you became and what your going to become and I hope you have a wonderful release day knowing he loves you 🕊

    @SabaIicious@SabaIicious Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
  • I hope Nessa makes it really big in the music industry

    @rhearfl698@rhearfl698 Жыл бұрын
    • On the same time, I hope it doesn’t destroy her :(

      @Itshanoya92@Itshanoya92 Жыл бұрын
    • @@Itshanoya92 only destroyed ppl get into hollywood. 🩸

      @jss2256@jss2256 Жыл бұрын
    • 😡😡😡😡🤬🤬

      @zvezdatiktoka@zvezdatiktoka Жыл бұрын
    • @@zvezdatiktoka what

      @rhearfl698@rhearfl698 Жыл бұрын
  • This is my favourite song of hers so far. It’s very deep which I love, we don’t really have anymore. She’s so young, I’m sure she is going to make many more great music as she gets older.

    @nate2759@nate2759 Жыл бұрын
    • 5eufue

      @NessNotbabe@NessNotbabe Жыл бұрын
  • Never knew till now such a beautiful song exists lyrics are so good I'm crying

    @stressbytheidiotsaroundme9045@stressbytheidiotsaroundme9045 Жыл бұрын
  • Literal goosebumps. The lyrics "cause I don't wanna live without you"💔 ness we're always here for you. Coop, our angel boy will always be remembered. RIP.

    @efatarannum8287@efatarannum8287 Жыл бұрын
  • Nessa all songs are bomb , there’s not a single song of her that doesn’t fail to touch our hearts 🥰 her lyric are real deep and tough . This song really is beautiful as it is cooper fav and yours too . We love u

    @tenzin0314@tenzin0314 Жыл бұрын
    • Yes!

      @thalitabarbosadesousa4087@thalitabarbosadesousa4087 Жыл бұрын
  • 1:22 in love with this part

    @kittyui@kittyui Жыл бұрын
  • The melody of this song is so good. 😩🤍

    @Julianne_Nakazawa@Julianne_Nakazawa Жыл бұрын
  • Moving forward and pushing on for Cooper must hurt but he has to be so proud of the art that you are making and using to speak out to our generation. You’ve both been such a light. I hope you know that. I really hope you can continue to share your voice with us. We support you.

    @alexisjewell7135@alexisjewell7135 Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
    • Wtf is cooper

      @jenniewoo9517@jenniewoo9517 Жыл бұрын
    • ​@@jenniewoo9517 he's Ness best friend stupid and haven't you heard about the name cooper it's like any normal English name

      @roseamy1057@roseamy105711 ай бұрын
  • This song has taken on a whole other meaning. Although maybe this was its true meaning all along.. rip Coop 🕊👼🏼

    @sailormoongypsy@sailormoongypsy Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
  • I genuinely love this song sm, I love the whole meaning behind it

    @breyssi2421@breyssi2421 Жыл бұрын
  • i’m incredibly proud of nessa. she’s come so far from “pain” to “die first” . all of her projects are beautiful. this was coopers favourite and i know it will be for many others too. to cooper 🕊🤍 3:00

    @honey3777@honey3777 Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
  • PEOPLE WHO ARE TOO BRIGHT FOR THIS WORLD......LEAVE THIS WORLD AND BECOME A STAR🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

    @aestheticart1159@aestheticart1159 Жыл бұрын
  • Nessa I'm proud of you, EVERYONE IS PROUD OF U. stay strong bestie.

    @enviouslight3394@enviouslight3394 Жыл бұрын
  • This song got me crying especially the “in loving memory” Nessa you are so incredibly talented your voice is like an angel and you’re always doing amazing things this song is so beautiful and I know that copper is so so proud of you right now! Edit: omg thanks for all the likes!🎉

    @kiarabixley604@kiarabixley604 Жыл бұрын
    • @seiom jvony bro did you just copy and paste 💀💀💀

      @miraculouslykrystalrose9094@miraculouslykrystalrose9094 Жыл бұрын
  • i love nessa, she's just great , her music makes me fell like im out of this world

    @R74Gregorio@R74Gregorio Жыл бұрын
  • Wow, Nessa have talent, so many good songs. This one is special ❤️, the lyrics are beautiful. Keep doing this Nessa💖💖

    @jane2736@jane2736 Жыл бұрын
  • Nessa is one of the only tik tokers who makes music I actually listen to. Freaking incredible! Rip Cooper

    @Victoureeuh@Victoureeuh Жыл бұрын
    • Who is cooper? May they Rest In Peace 😞

      @kenziekane770@kenziekane770 Жыл бұрын
    • ***True love = the love of God!*** God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being Philippians 2:5-8

      @tomolo2619@tomolo2619 Жыл бұрын
    • Yeah same with jxdn

      @dansyopin1272@dansyopin1272 Жыл бұрын
    • @@kenziekane770 Nessas best friend!

      @Victoureeuh@Victoureeuh Жыл бұрын
    • @@dansyopin1272 agree!

      @Victoureeuh@Victoureeuh Жыл бұрын
  • “i could be in love forever” and her music video is a carousel that goes round and round “forever” 🥺🥺🖤

    @itsashleighhh@itsashleighhh Жыл бұрын
  • I love this song is my new favorite❤❤❤

    @recessremedies6473@recessremedies6473 Жыл бұрын
  • Love the song!!! My favorite song

    @teresam7198@teresam71988 ай бұрын
  • Cooper is very proud of you my angel, I can't stop listening to this wonderful song, thanks for that Ness 🤍

    @leonorsousaaa@leonorsousaaa Жыл бұрын
    • girl it’s not even out yet🤣🤣🤣

      @urdad2410@urdad2410 Жыл бұрын
    • @@urdad2410 the 30sec clip is out so...

      @breannamoore9144@breannamoore9144 Жыл бұрын
    • @@urdad2410 the song is out but the video isn’t

      @user-tz3zy3bu4x@user-tz3zy3bu4x Жыл бұрын
    • @@urdad2410 I live in Portugal so here I had left hours before

      @leonorsousaaa@leonorsousaaa Жыл бұрын
  • I can’t wait to hear an album from this girl. She’s got serious talent, great song!

    @ARIANNAandJ@ARIANNAandJ Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
  • i don't know why and i don't know everything but i really really love this song. i'm pretty sure if you've ever genuinely loved someone, this song will definitely meaningful for you. because so am i. thank you so much for making this masterpiece, nessa. for me, this song is an essential song for this world.

    @S_shinny_EN@S_shinny_EN Жыл бұрын
  • this song got me smiling crying

    @dawniedunkie@dawniedunkie Жыл бұрын
  • It sucks that it has to take her best friend passing for people to be nice in her comment section, especially on tiktok:( she deserves kindness at all times, I wish people weren’t so cruel she’s been through so much and deserves the world💗

    @user-tz3zy3bu4x@user-tz3zy3bu4x Жыл бұрын
    • @88GLAM nah this is her best music video!! the visuals are beautiful!

      @danasiaj2853@danasiaj2853 Жыл бұрын
    • @88GLAM i mean even if you thought the video was bad why would you say this? It’s such a touching song who gives a f about the video

      @lillllyweasley3237@lillllyweasley3237 Жыл бұрын
  • This is a musical masterpiece. so artistic and beautiful. Cooper would be so outrageously proud. I adore her and her creativity

    @lottie3853@lottie3853 Жыл бұрын
  • Nessa sempre entrega tudo nas músicas!! Amo essa rainha mano!!❤😍

    @ysauniterforeveraidanpayto3567@ysauniterforeveraidanpayto3567 Жыл бұрын
  • I love this songgg

    @Sandramartinez-ld6ov@Sandramartinez-ld6ov8 ай бұрын
  • The way her music describes exactly how I’ve felt/ feel, so pumped for this song. Huge stan

    @zlur@zlur Жыл бұрын
  • Thanks... For reminding me that I've lived and will die without anyone telling me anything close to "i don't wanna live without you".

    @imarealwitch1154@imarealwitch1154 Жыл бұрын
  • watching this after watching their mukbang together, tears just fell out of my eyes. ur forever angel cooper, and nessa is such a loving friend i hope she's okay 🥺❤

    @frendelina3@frendelina3 Жыл бұрын
  • Cooper is proud of u ❤️🥺

    @yogirlc1211@yogirlc1211 Жыл бұрын
  • This song will forever have a special meaning and place in everyone’s heart. Coop touched the world and thank you for sharing this song with us. He will never be forgotten and will live throughout all his loved ones🤍 I pray for healing for you all. We love you.

    @melanielaisla@melanielaisla Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
  • favv songgg OMGGG

    @pragyatimilsina283@pragyatimilsina283 Жыл бұрын
  • Nessa you are so strong, I just admire it. everything will be fine, i believe

    @nas7642@nas7642 Жыл бұрын
  • LYRICS: You're all I ever wanted So, how come I'm still haunted by the thoughts inside my head? You love me but no matter what you say There's only one of two ways that this is gonna end Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies, I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse? Losing you now or later Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die You're my fire and my safety You never mean to break me And that's why I'm afraid 'Cause someday, everybody's leaving You promised that you'll stay But that's a promise you can't make Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies, I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse? Losing you now or later Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever Can't escape it That's how it works Someone dies or someone gets hurt But if one of us dies, I hope I die first 'Cause I don't wanna live without you I don't wanna ever learn how to fall asleep without you Tell me what's worse? Losing you now or later Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever If I die first I hope I die first I can be in love forever, love forever, your love forever

    @shymbabang6484@shymbabang6484 Жыл бұрын
    • 🤩

      @nikva.sum_667@nikva.sum_667 Жыл бұрын
  • This is not a normal "tiktok" singer. This is a singer, who haves TALENT! She can sing,dance,write. The lyrics to the song is very catchy also. I love this type of music. And the creativity put into this song and her music is just wonderful. I would love to see more songs from her. (Edit) You know cooper is in heaven, listening to this song on repeat.

    @OfficialTiktokUs@OfficialTiktokUs Жыл бұрын
    • Fr she has so much potential to be a real singer (which she is) but not remember as tiktoker

      @mgueye2mgueye261@mgueye2mgueye261 Жыл бұрын
    • who's cooper

      @jeeyjayjayzsaid7650@jeeyjayjayzsaid7650 Жыл бұрын
    • @@jeeyjayjayzsaid7650 cooper was a tiktoker that died and was nessa’s Best friend

      @errortryagainlater5@errortryagainlater5 Жыл бұрын
    • I lost my grandmother too on Monday ❤😢

      @sarahroux387@sarahroux387 Жыл бұрын
    • You tried to sneak in that “dance”

      @hola-eg5qm@hola-eg5qm Жыл бұрын
  • good job ness, i am so proud of how far you have come!!! (: love you queen

    @preppysquad-rb8on@preppysquad-rb8on Жыл бұрын
  • this song gives me full body chills

    @devilishly0angelic@devilishly0angelic Жыл бұрын
  • I’m so sorry for your loss Nessa. This must have been very hard for you. Just remember that cooper always loved you and supported you just like you love and supported him. Rest In Peace Cooper

    @ishika129@ishika129 Жыл бұрын
    • @mmpj twod meeting Nessa would be a blessing 🖤😇

      @ishika129@ishika129 Жыл бұрын
  • Even without watching the video, I can say that it's great

    @rexertanichan8701@rexertanichan8701 Жыл бұрын
    • this

      @abcdef-ry9hx@abcdef-ry9hx Жыл бұрын
    • ☝️

      @damianarag0n@damianarag0n Жыл бұрын
  • This made me cry I love it and I love you nessa💜 great song

    @jessicamarie4618@jessicamarie4618 Жыл бұрын
  • I really listened to this song so often now it’s just a memory for me

    @lucymax2178@lucymax2178Ай бұрын
  • You have immortalised his memory in this song, it’s out there forever now 💞

    @lils6537@lils6537 Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
  • “cause someday everybody's leaving, you promise that you stay but that's a promise you can't make” :(((((( this song literally made me cry

    @hayuki7349@hayuki7349 Жыл бұрын
  • Been a fan since 2019. Your music never disappoints

    @Nicole-rv9hs@Nicole-rv9hs Жыл бұрын
  • My fav song- Shes so pretty like gurl HOW ARE U SO PRETTY

    @carolinemacchione9190@carolinemacchione919011 ай бұрын
  • I hate the fact I’m so in love with a song from a tiktoker 😂 she honestly has a future in the music industry.

    @itsmissyann4478@itsmissyann4478 Жыл бұрын
    • She ain't just a tik toker

      @dalodaush7542@dalodaush7542 Жыл бұрын
    • Just cause her career started in tiktok it doesn’t mean she’s not a singer, that’s her title now

      @wearenotthewalkingdead@wearenotthewalkingdead Жыл бұрын
    • @@wearenotthewalkingdead yupp

      @Rain_9908@Rain_9908 Жыл бұрын
    • She has unhealthy obsession with death

      @natureclips5849@natureclips5849 Жыл бұрын
    • You guys are so ignorant, what’s the bad thing about being a tiktoker? I bet u wished to have half the fame she has on tik tok, stop being a hater and just accept that the girl’s talented, can sing and write ✍️appreciate!! For god’s sake

      @darlenisvaldez7931@darlenisvaldez7931 Жыл бұрын
  • I'm so sorry for your loss, Nessa. I know that Cooper is with you, smiling with you. And I know that he's so happy for you. He loved you so much, and will continue to. We all miss him so much and I know that you don't feel the best right now. You lost one of your closets friend that probably felt like a brother. But just know that we all love you and we're always here for you, love you ❤️

    @Jocelynn999@Jocelynn999 Жыл бұрын
  • I'm in love with this song🔥🔥❤❤❤

    @velibogdanova6985@velibogdanova6985 Жыл бұрын
  • This song is literally so beautiful sweet Nessa it really breaks me that Cooper hurt so bad such a pure soul that was so selfless I really wish addiction didn’t have such a devastating grip but he is in a beautiful place🥺❤️

    @emmawilliams1055@emmawilliams1055 Жыл бұрын
  • I don’t care what anyone says about Nessa she’s an amazing singer, creates amazing songs such as this one. And she’s been through a lot, and within all of the hate she gets she’s so sweet and caring. I don’t know how she didn’t cry while making this, I didn’t know Cooper or even watch him until he died which is very sad but true, fly high Cooper, you seemed very caring and kind you will be missed. 🕊❤️

    @sharonbinelli4624@sharonbinelli4624 Жыл бұрын
    • She made/filmed this way long before cooper died she was waiting for the right time to post it and since cooper died she made it for him ig

      @akilahsmith2722@akilahsmith2722 Жыл бұрын
    • What hate does she get? My first time hearing this? Who's Cooper?

      @PunkRockZombie205@PunkRockZombie205 Жыл бұрын
    • Cooper Noriega

      @theofficialscarygirl@theofficialscarygirl Жыл бұрын
    • @@PunkRockZombie205 she gets a lot of hate cos she threw it back to quran (muslim bible) and she also took her best friend's boyfriend among other stuff

      @emmabimon@emmabimon Жыл бұрын
    • ​@@emmabimonshe's also a cheater but her music is good that's matter here ig😅

      @Lady_NiNi@Lady_NiNi9 ай бұрын
  • i wasn’t a fan of her before with all the problematic drama but now i realized that she’s human as well and she’s walked away from that stuff and found her happiness, music. this song is really great ness 💗

    @scoobydoozers@scoobydoozers Жыл бұрын
    • What happened?

      @SilentxStream@SilentxStream Жыл бұрын
    • @s4lvatore she never cheated on anyone??

      @taylorrush9238@taylorrush9238 Жыл бұрын
    • To be fair she was 18 to 19, which is a really trial and error age

      @morgankingsley8711@morgankingsley8711 Жыл бұрын
    • @@morgankingsley8711 no excuse I'm 15 nearly 16 and I will never do that ever

      @angelmelly2165@angelmelly2165 Жыл бұрын
    • @@angelmelly2165 what happened

      @x.bottoms_up.x@x.bottoms_up.x Жыл бұрын
  • This is the best song I have ever heard ❤

    @Dimitraaaaaa@Dimitraaaaaa8 ай бұрын
  • Omg this is so beautiful I cry every time

    @ilomilo1146@ilomilo1146 Жыл бұрын
  • Nessa is a wonderful person who has gone through a lot of things in his life and struggles with it, while simultaneously releasing songs, nessa you are wonderful!!!

    @poluww.k@poluww.k Жыл бұрын
    • Finally it's here kzhead.info/sun/et6LltWBq2WHpHA/bejne.html

      @azsadzsoundz3522@azsadzsoundz3522 Жыл бұрын
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