I don't know what I'm doing with my life rn (and that's ok!)

2024 ж. 23 Нау.
8 148 Рет қаралды

wanted to give you guys a little update on what's happening in my life atm and where I'm at. I'm in my era of yoloing my life and untethering myself from everything I've known to try figure out where I really want to land and what I want my life to look like over the next few years, it's both scary and fun!! I'm also trying to figure out the most authentic way to share that process and journey with you all. love you always x
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  • HIIIII. I hope you all enjoyed this. it's something I've been wanting to make for a while and it's taken me a couple goes to say it in the way I wanted to! I'm hoping to share more with you on what being in LA is like and how I'm finding it, and also of course, a few covers and my own music too! xx

    @sarahclose@sarahclose2 ай бұрын
    • Congratulations on the decision! All the best!

      @Torsee@Torsee2 ай бұрын
    • Visiting LA has always been a dream. I wish I can see some of it through you!

      @thisispartaa@thisispartaa2 ай бұрын
  • Hi Sarah! I’ve been following you since I was a 17 year old girl, so since 2015! You were an inspiration to me then because I was not enjoying life or music at that time but you were, and I always saw you as a beautiful person inside and out 🌸 Now I’m older, commenting from another KZhead account, a lot has changed for me but I’m still growing up and always changing. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life either but it’s more fun this time. So I will for sure follow you on your journey, this time I will root for you even more 💕

    @BerfinTarhan@BerfinTarhanАй бұрын
  • This was so wholesome! I am at a similar point in life right now- I think we all are, especially after the pandemic. But yes I agree I think we actually never know what the f**** we are doing out here and figuring it out is part of the beauty of life! So thank you for taking us along the journey! All the love from Munich ❤

    @Zoe_EK@Zoe_EKАй бұрын
  • Love this so much and cant wait to see more from you and so so excited to hear your new music. You are an incredible person and deserve all the best, we've missed you! Much love 🫶

    @issy3047@issy3047Ай бұрын
  • Can't wait to join you on this journey! 🫶

    @enrique3787@enrique37872 ай бұрын
    • thank you! me too! i’m excited ❤️

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • Love this!! Welcome back xxxx

    @lucymoon@lucymoon2 ай бұрын
    • lucy you’re the best love you

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • i So feel this Sarah, im coming out of education and want to go into acting but have had no luck with drama schools so I'm sharing your feeling of uncertainty.

    @brereton_@brereton_Ай бұрын
  • That's amazing to hear, so happy for you 💕

    @TheBmw4545@TheBmw45452 ай бұрын
    • thank you ❤️

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • Loved this update!!

    @ras8031@ras8031Ай бұрын
  • I havent followed up on what U've been doing for quite some time now and just randomly saw this video but I wanted to say that I've always loved your voice and I hope you will find the place in life, you feel is right for you. There is ALWAYS hate on the internet, the more fame/success you have, the more hate there is. You just gotta find a way to ignore it or cope with it because there is so many more people who love you and your music, than there are haters!

    @twwraistlin@twwraistlinАй бұрын
  • Rooting for you Sarah, hope you thrive and reach your goals x

    @lucygoosey665@lucygoosey665Ай бұрын
    • thank you ❤️

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • i relate to this so so much!! thank you for sharing your journey - i'm so excited to hear the new "sarah as producer" sound 😎😎

    @laurareichert@laurareichert2 ай бұрын
    • i’m trying my best to share! i’m excited too

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • oh my god i'm so excited for you! that's a dream for me to produce my own music. i'm so excited for you to find yourself more in your music and inspire us too. love you! --- by the way sarah i've been following you for so long i sometimes sing the singing your songs video 2 randomly and i get surprised for still remembering it lol

    @ycan2195@ycan21952 ай бұрын
    • woowwweeeee you’ve been here a while!! thank you for sticking around :)

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • Miss you queen. Can’t wait to see your LA adventures!

    @CozynickyDiaries28@CozynickyDiaries282 ай бұрын
    • thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • It's normally around your age to go into the process- I did it too, and you will go through changes. It don't necessary mean good or bad is coming, but change and how it settles will vary. Hope it works out but the risk of life and in these processes of change can lead to new prospects but also realise where you truly want to belong.

    @Henbot@Henbot2 ай бұрын
    • thank you. it’s for sure a very exciting time in my life and i’m just embracing all the change as best i can

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • we can’t wait to see more of your LA adventure !! 💗

    @amiehodgson2498@amiehodgson24982 ай бұрын
    • thank you !!

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • SARAHHHHH! HOLY. I haven't watched one of your videos in years, but I want you to know whenever the topic of music gets brought up OR artists that do great covers, etc... I ALWAYS tell people about you.

    @CodyG7592@CodyG75922 ай бұрын
    • this is so sweet!!! thank you!! you probably haven’t seen anything because i haven’t been uploading!! but that’s changing now ❤️

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • Oh that vlog was wholesome I missed your vlogs so much welcome back

    @makalameen3443@makalameen34432 ай бұрын
    • thank you 🥹❤️

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • LA has been one of the best and worst things I've done. Lived here for 5+ years and it's been... *an adventure*. At the end of the day this city is made entirely on finding a group of people you love, and who aren't just friends with you for connections or clout. This town is all about "what can you do for me?" It's the backbone everything is built upon and it fucking sucks. If you can find a group who isn't part of that bullshit mentality than it can be awesome, and I hope if you do decide to stay, that you find that group. Sending good luck.

    @InVerum@InVerum2 ай бұрын
    • it’s definitely a unique place for sure, it’s interesting! luckily i already have some really great friends here already who make settling in to this place easier, but i have encountered a lot of the ‘what can you do for me?’ a lot already and yeh, not vibes

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • I've missed you Sarah!!! :)

    @macarena.q@macarena.q2 ай бұрын
    • the feeling is mutual :)

      @sarahclose@sarahclose2 ай бұрын
  • Dear Sarah following since u appear on 2020 and wish and pray all the best for you my friend , glad to hear new song from you sooner

    @user-mo6uo1hw8o@user-mo6uo1hw8oАй бұрын
  • Your amazing Sarah I’ve always loved your voice since your early videos years ago don’t worry about people hating or anything less of that keep chasing your dreams and always follow your hear because there’s little of us that have the courage or confidence to do so your super pretty and talented the only way is forward your humble fan 😊

    @ianmata8107@ianmata8107Ай бұрын
    • so kind. thank you. ❤️

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • Been here from the cover days, through the caught up ep era, through the anws era, and now this seems like such a new exciting era. can't wait to hear more

    @jessica2154@jessica21542 ай бұрын
    • OOOHHH we’ve been through so much together !!!!!

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • more power to ya, i feel ya

    @d.b.cooper1@d.b.cooper12 ай бұрын
    • ❤️

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • Will miss the hometown London shows but excited for your adventures.

    @hannahbarham3432@hannahbarham3432Ай бұрын
  • Sarah welcome back

    @dylansousa5571@dylansousa5571Ай бұрын
  • Wow you're back!!!

    @Cavers@Cavers2 ай бұрын
    • i ammmmmm!!!

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • Sorry, to hear that's why you left. People can be right pratts sometimes!!!!! I have always enjoyed your music and your videos, and look forward to all of the new stuff Sarah. I think all of us are just making it up as we go along these days.

    @jasoncromwell4206@jasoncromwell42062 ай бұрын
    • they really can! but i’m over it now. i’m looking forward to posting more too :)

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • From Montréal, I wish you the best, Sarah. Used to listen to your music and then you kind of drifted off the radar. So I hope you find yourself and get to do what you want to do in life. As my wife would say 'Tu es fine, tu es forte, tu es belle, tu es capable'. Translate that and get strength from it. ;-) Signed : An old 50 years old fart who appreciates your music.

    @Snadon73@Snadon732 ай бұрын
    • montréal! i got to visit toronto for the first time a few weeks ago. such a beautiful place, i hope i get to explore Canada more!

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
    • @@sarahclose I have but the outmost respect for Toronto and all it offers but Montréal blows it out of the water in terms of charm. If you ever get around, let us know! I'd love to see you sing in person!

      @Snadon73@Snadon73Ай бұрын
  • I have been following you for several years now, I dont even remember when. When you first started to release original songs I was like "ok, yet another cover person that thinks can do good music" and I was wrong, your originals are awesome and I really hope you get all the success you deserve. Crazy kind was one of my most listened music for a while and the video clip is awesome (btw you have great video clips overall). Hopefully one day you go into an international tour and play here in brazil :)

    @chenriquev@chenriquev2 ай бұрын
    • aaaaaahh so kind thank you. i have wanted to play an international tour forever and ever, i really hope someday i make it to brazil 🇧🇷

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • Hope you get back to that Sarah & good luck with everything in America

    @LewisBWhite@LewisBWhite2 ай бұрын
    • thank you 🙏

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • Happy for you - hope you thrivee ✨

    @thewatev00x@thewatev00x2 ай бұрын
    • thank you ❤️

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • LA Music producer vlog era? I think it could be the move. Hope you're having a fun time dude

    @MyNamesChai@MyNamesChaiАй бұрын
  • follow your instincts Sarah. You gut instinct is usually nearly always right. If it makes you happy, keep doing it.

    @davepastern@davepastern2 ай бұрын
    • such good advice. thank you! i’m figuring it out

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • Wait, what kind of bottoms are on the pans you're used to using??

    @bboxsaidso@bboxsaidso2 ай бұрын
    • non stick!!

      @sarahclose@sarahclose2 ай бұрын
  • How would you go about moving there? Isn't getting a visa almost impossible unless you're a doctor or engineer?

    @paulwearo@paulwearo2 ай бұрын
    • i have many music friends who have got visas so it is possible! but it is a lengthy and expensive process for sure

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
    • @@sarahclose Wow that's amazing! Were they able to get it because of music? I've always wanted to try living in America but all avenues I've researched have told me it's not possible :(

      @paulwearo@paulwearoАй бұрын
  • You need to put a bit of oil or a smidge of butter on the pan to stop it from burning the bottom 😅

    @reyhanp.9155@reyhanp.91552 ай бұрын
    • I do!!! it still burns D:

      @sarahclose@sarahclose2 ай бұрын
  • Glad you’re back! Keep producing….

    @DMichaelBrown@DMichaelBrown2 ай бұрын
    • thank you!

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • SARAH you’re in LA!! i wanna be friends 🥹⭐️🫶🏼❤️

    @madlove4you@madlove4you2 ай бұрын
  • You are absolutely beautiful bud

    @25Dzone@25Dzone2 ай бұрын
  • 💜💜💜💜

    @lewis_g@lewis_g2 ай бұрын
    • ❤️ love ya

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • How long will u be in LA?

    @pikachu-hs5zz@pikachu-hs5zzАй бұрын
    • not 100% sure yet but i think around 2 months

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • Sarah, do a meet and greet!!!

    @vgppsr@vgppsr2 ай бұрын
    • i would love to!

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • Hey, i remember you 😮! From the Only one and The Hills cover from… 10 years ago!!!???

    @aR0ttenBANANA@aR0ttenBANANA2 ай бұрын
    • a looooong time ago now!!

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • you should turn to youtube, we'd watch your ads as well

    @ycan2195@ycan21952 ай бұрын
  • olive oil and or butter before adding food.

    @KennyWhite115@KennyWhite1152 ай бұрын
    • i do do that!!

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
    • it still burns 😭

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • 🤔 join you? 😒 I thought I was already in the car maybe not the front seat but at least on the roof or in the trunk 😔

    @reaebedbenyah@reaebedbenyah2 ай бұрын
  • *'Sarah very close to followers..🤘

    @Faruk_Abdagic@Faruk_Abdagic2 ай бұрын
    • yeppppp!!

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
  • the subtitles are doing absolutely nothing for anyone who would actually need them lol

    @user-jg7ki8dz7m@user-jg7ki8dz7m2 ай бұрын
  • did u also bring ur figure skates to LA and skate there? i love skating at different rinks when i’m abroad. ⛸️

    @chse13@chse13Ай бұрын
    • nooooo i didn’t, i didn’t have enough space in my suitcase. i would have loved to tho!!!!!

      @sarahclose@sarahcloseАй бұрын
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