"you made me hate this city" part literally gives me chills
@abigail.anteee2 жыл бұрын
samme
@msMuffet.2 жыл бұрын
fr goosebumps dude
@arldasfordas90432 жыл бұрын
yes :/ or^Cause you only listen to your fucking friends^ I'm getting goosebumps really
@alicesmith55482 жыл бұрын
@Liliana Johnson oh wow I dident know I had 800 likes
@abigail.anteee2 жыл бұрын
*_yes._* there's _so_ many moments here that just make me go "holy _shit"_ because of how POWERFUL they are
@TechTchno2 жыл бұрын
This song feels like crying sparkly deep red blood while sitting in a white dress in a light tower
@kayy32362 жыл бұрын
This description belongs in a book
@anhulsey49562 жыл бұрын
@@anhulsey4956 which one??
@ashwhitney49682 жыл бұрын
To me it feels like calmly drowning in a bath of water mixed with your own blood
@Ella-ft4rg2 жыл бұрын
@@ashwhitney4968 i think they’re just saying that what the comment said was poetic and that it should be in a book
@taylor-jm5qr2 жыл бұрын
@@taylor-jm5qr oh lol thx!
@ashwhitney49682 жыл бұрын
this song feels like having a lump in your throat and then finally crying
@noaupchurch2742 жыл бұрын
This
@7juxl2 жыл бұрын
…..accurate
@michelleobamafootcream92922 жыл бұрын
Billie described the second part being so cathartic for her
@monochromemadness83532 жыл бұрын
You might not believe me but I But I only cried five times in my life time that I remember and this made me cry all those time I didn’t I spent 8 hours crying because of this song
@annettelopez88652 жыл бұрын
@@annettelopez8865 gawd
@umerthefirst86242 жыл бұрын
this song makes you realise how much you’re keeping inside
@chaz8522 жыл бұрын
Ain’t that the truth😭
@takiuwu94572 жыл бұрын
Yessir
@buffeyelashes3154 Жыл бұрын
yah u dont even realize iy
@akito.281 Жыл бұрын
I'm currently holding in my piss it has been seven hours
@aruruuuuuu7 ай бұрын
Exactly
@TayisofflineeАй бұрын
just realised that this song is 5:55 minutes long, which is an angel number that means stay positive & confident no matter what life throws at you so keep your head up darlings :))
@purr8132 жыл бұрын
Cool
@halmittens2 жыл бұрын
ily for knowing this💕
@Jp-hl5pd2 жыл бұрын
@Gianna Lucina Toro I AM TOO (live in the uk) it's 222 rn
@saccharinesikare2 жыл бұрын
555 means "hahaha" in thai 😭
@user-em4he9uu1g2 жыл бұрын
@@user-em4he9uu1g does that mean the angels are laughing at my stupid ass? 🥺😭😩🤔
@Jp-hl5pd2 жыл бұрын
This song is like holding back every single feeling and finally breaking. The long nights of feeling nothing and the conversations you witnessed but were never a part of are finally catching up to you, and at 2:48 you feel it coming to the surface. You try to hide it, but you've been doing it too long. Finally, you just scream And it never felt so good.
@rachelwatches93182 жыл бұрын
ExACTLY
@shadybeashooketh19112 жыл бұрын
this is really accurate.... i feel like billie and i are on a similar page at the moment because a lot of the themes of happier than ever are really mirroring the energy i've been in as of late
@shadybeashooketh19112 жыл бұрын
@@shadybeashooketh1911 omg same
@rachelwatches93182 жыл бұрын
I feel this song more than I thought atleast the 2nd part
@EX3STINCE2 жыл бұрын
Yesss exactlyyyyyyyy 😭
@fromniya2 жыл бұрын
When she says “and i don’t talk shit about you on the internet” “never told anyone anything bad” “Cause that shits embarrassing you were my everything” reminds me so much of my most recent relationship. we were almost a year when i found out he cheated and he denied it to absolutely everyone when i have screenshots of him doing it. he also had the audacity to make fun of my parents (who passed away) my siblings and even me. it just disappoints me because i would NEVER do something like that.
@dakotacolon35622 жыл бұрын
oh my gawd thats horrible hope u doing ok now fuck that guy jeezz
@chitrarawat14792 жыл бұрын
I understand you.. I was in this relationship almost a year, I found out he cheated on me for 4 months and he never apologized or feel sorry/guilty. He said it was alla my fault if he cheated on me. It sucks..
@loveyall49352 жыл бұрын
@@loveyall4935 it was never your fault to begin with. he is a horrible person for trying to blame that on you. HE CHEATED. how is that your fault ? when he’s the one who did it. i bet you’re an awesome person and if he couldn’t see that then screw him.
@dakotacolon35622 жыл бұрын
That’s terrible
@EX3STINCE2 жыл бұрын
Omg what an asshole I’m so sorry this happened to you :((
@redxgrave2 жыл бұрын
the fact that this song LITERALLY describes my relationship with my dad
@myonlyangel61582 жыл бұрын
same
@yourbestamericangirl72452 жыл бұрын
Literally same
@sjjdjdsnnsnssh80872 жыл бұрын
Haha same
@Yellowkitty2 жыл бұрын
Same
@missteabubble57072 жыл бұрын
SAMEE
@m4htab_2 жыл бұрын
You always slow the songs perfectly like, not too slow and not too fast. At this point it’s Lustry supremacy 😌😮💨🎵
@user-lz8cl3kc9m2 жыл бұрын
finally someone understands
@lmaourdadhehehe60072 жыл бұрын
“when I’m away from you, I’m happier than ever”
@asya.32972 жыл бұрын
Th?
@ibrahimkhalid80762 жыл бұрын
"wish i could explain it better."
@wubbles__452 жыл бұрын
"I wish it wasn't true"
@broitsalex20752 жыл бұрын
"Give me a day or two"
@bebekoi44492 жыл бұрын
"to think of something clever"
@aashi33192 жыл бұрын
i wouldn’t dedicate this song to an ex, i would dedicate to my own father.
@luanagalego8062 жыл бұрын
me too. I hope things are getting better for you, don't give up, please.
@p0s3r882 жыл бұрын
i thought the same thing :')
@shortwhale72 жыл бұрын
me too
@andiena58012 жыл бұрын
same. sad to say but he doesn’t know i feel this way about him. when i was a kid he did drugs under the influence of others that spiked it, and would blast heavy rock while my sister and I cried. he changed but it still haunts me that i didn’t have a father to tell me everything is fine but instead he got mad at every little mistake i made which made me scared to be a wild kid….
@brookekupec57362 жыл бұрын
me too! i thought i was the only one. each and every word from the second part i relate to because of my father
@alliemenard33542 жыл бұрын
The sound is a psychological comfort.
@user-tu5tx7ij7b2 жыл бұрын
@billiemybeloved95412 жыл бұрын
@@billiemybeloved9541 3>
@user-tu5tx7ij7b2 жыл бұрын
I like how I’m seeing this before I’m listening to the actual song😭
@gabby59272 жыл бұрын
Wait are u Gabby from Pennsylvania?
@llt_85152 жыл бұрын
@@llt_8515 I was at Kalahari in the beginning of July ( few weeks ago), I don’t recall giving out any socials to anyone tho
@gabby59272 жыл бұрын
@J_ that was so specific 😭
@abdullahmuhammad14892 жыл бұрын
@@gabby5927 nvm I have a friend that's here in Pennsylvania 💀
@llt_85152 жыл бұрын
@@abdullahmuhammad1489 💀
@llt_85152 жыл бұрын
555 The vibration of angel number 555 is all about taking action and just 'go for it. Like many repeating numbers, 555 is also a sign to deepen your spiritual practices, continue asking the angels and Universe for help, and listen to your intuition.
@stephlikespizza2 жыл бұрын
Its 5555 not 555 😂
@vigt6oo696w2 жыл бұрын
@@vigt6oo696w it’s also 555 ! embarrassing for u
@ummm85722 жыл бұрын
@@ummm8572 mmm... no xd 😂😂 búscalo en cualquier sitio amigo JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA
@vigt6oo696w2 жыл бұрын
@@ummm8572 porque además el número 4 es necesario en ese caso para representar el "equilibrio". Como siempre vuestra arrogancia e ignorancia va un paso por detrás de cualquier país hispanohablante. Si tú ajustas el número para que te quede bonito el comentario y luego viene alguien que sabe de lo que habla y te corrige es tu problema, no el mío. Si no me entiendes búscate la vida, existe algo llamado Google translate ;) no seais tan vagos.
@vigt6oo696w2 жыл бұрын
@@vigt6oo696w it’s 5 minutes 55 seconds.
@stephlikespizza2 жыл бұрын
4:49 I’m obsessed with this part of the song
@Sparklyjumprope_queen2 жыл бұрын
IKR!!! That’s my favorite part
@aleyesand2 жыл бұрын
same omg
@sxfixxee48292 жыл бұрын
This described my relationships with my past friends.. I really wish I could forget about them, but those good ol' times remains in my mind forever.
@iii-i97552 жыл бұрын
Same.
@Gabi_a12302 жыл бұрын
@@Gabi_a1230 Sad :
@iii-i97552 жыл бұрын
@@iii-i9755 ya. But it's ok.
@Gabi_a12302 жыл бұрын
@@Gabi_a1230 Yeah, hope your doin' well. Take care too :)
@iii-i97552 жыл бұрын
@@iii-i9755 thx u too
@Gabi_a12302 жыл бұрын
The way she screamed in pain tho hurt..
@akuma78582 жыл бұрын
@Booper Dooper right? I think the screaming was like another thing added to the song like venting as you said. It almost sounds like if she was screaming out of not only pain but anger yk? Idk but it's like the cherry on top for me lol
@akuma78582 жыл бұрын
@@akuma7858 yeah i love this song.
@leaff1232 жыл бұрын
@@leaff123 who doesn't tho
@akuma78582 жыл бұрын
youre legit carrying humanity at this point lustry if you see this can you please slow+reverb down these songs if you haven't already 💖 -sparks by coldplay -drew barrymore by sza -je te laisserai des mots by patrick watson -white ferrari by frank ocean -summer depression by girl in red ILYYY
@nikkispickies2 жыл бұрын
?? they did? it doesnt show the icon of them
@xrkerr2 жыл бұрын
@@xrkerr i think because the writer of the comment edited it lustry's like is gone
@fariashabnam50472 жыл бұрын
@@fariashabnam5047 ohhhhhh ok
@xrkerr2 жыл бұрын
i love drew barrymore
@abigailxox70812 жыл бұрын
@@abigailxox7081 sameeee i have a massive crush on sza too 😫✌
@nikkispickies2 жыл бұрын
"People don't cry because they are too weak. They cry because they have been strong for too long." - Johnny depp
@anshikatiwari3812 жыл бұрын
Thank you for letting me know that- ❤
@arjumandtalat Жыл бұрын
That moment when you don’t feel guilty after eating anymore, don’t wheigh yourself everyday, don’t feel sad when you see your friends hang out without you, start listening to music, cleaning your room again, enjoy life and truly feel happier than ever. :)
@nelepajula51192 жыл бұрын
man i wish i could feel that 😔
@wubbles__452 жыл бұрын
@@wubbles__45 You will soon, it is not that good for me either anymore, it's getting worse. But sooner or later it will be okay.
@nelepajula51192 жыл бұрын
@@nelepajula5119 growth isn’t linear. But it takes a lot of strength and I’m proud of u :)
@midnightat3am2 жыл бұрын
I’m trying my best rn I’m 2 days clean from sh I have two whole meals today I know it’s not a lot for you but it’s a lot for me and I’m actually thinking of cleaning my room🙂
@killaxerc2 жыл бұрын
@@killaxerc so proud of u if someone hasn’t told u yet. Takes a lot of strength. You’ll get far :) . I know it and believe in u 100%
@midnightat3am2 жыл бұрын
this song slowed like this makes me happier than ever
@nellyaurelia2 жыл бұрын
yep yep i agree
@wubbles__452 жыл бұрын
This helped me get out the tears I’ve needed out
@sksksksjchdh49282 жыл бұрын
:(❤️
@Vonnie.r1112 жыл бұрын
same here
@abhirams5952 жыл бұрын
4:10 "I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did" Shoutout to my dad
@Korusann2 жыл бұрын
I thought of the same thing
@unknownuser92892 жыл бұрын
Shoutout to my mom
@All_his_little_things2 жыл бұрын
happier than ever: LYRICS~~~ When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to Be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware That you made me miserable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true You call me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fuckin' friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You made me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fuckin' sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends So I shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fuckin' leave me alone
@syriamusic_2 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU>33
@raniaimtiaz97902 жыл бұрын
Thank you sm for the lyrics 🙆♀️💗
@Rabbie_bie2 жыл бұрын
It’s literally on the video wtf
@J4k3s1mpp2 жыл бұрын
@@J4k3s1mpp give a fuck lol
@syriamusic_2 жыл бұрын
@@syriamusic_ Periodt Queen! 💯😂💕.
@enhance_h.o.p.e85902 жыл бұрын
" YOU RUINED EVERYTHING GOOD ALWAYS SAID YOU WERE MISUNDERSTOOD MADE ALL MY MOMENTS YOUR OWN JUST FUCKIN' LEAVE ME ALONE " - UNINTELLIGIBLE SCREAMING
@albankurbah81602 жыл бұрын
“ dont say it isnt fair, you clearly werent aware that you made me miserable. “
@raspberrygirl3792 жыл бұрын
Literally describes my relationship with one of me “best friends.” I wasn’t even aware I was miserable, I thought it was NORMAL to second guess your every fucking move and never tell the truth out of fear they’d react badly.
@birthcanalfluids65412 жыл бұрын
360th like.
@iloveemmamyers2 жыл бұрын
I thought it's "you clearly WERE aware"
@aquapr901 Жыл бұрын
this song could be precieved as battling with your own insecurities and anxiety thats why billie is so good there is so many meanings behind her songs!
@purplesprite26782 жыл бұрын
3:16 Omg this version + this part = perfection 😭
@hnyoful2 жыл бұрын
i will forever love this song
@Hamdanic2 жыл бұрын
**billie’s best song noises**
@giuli12812 жыл бұрын
shoutout to my dad to making me relate to this song. ruined my image of Church, of God, of men/boys, School, Confidence, Mindset but also a shoutout to my dad because your title and you as person has shown me what i will make sure to look out for in a guy. thankyou for teaching me to do things for myself and to always look out for friends. thankyou for teaching me that bad things in your life isnt the end. thankyou for making me who i am because without you i wouldnt be who i am rn. thankyou thankyou thankyou. dw i would be sad and cry about the things a few years ago but not anymore. but rn idc do whatever it doesnt affect me anymore. im not the little girl that would cry about everything. ive learnt to hold myself up and lift my own chin up. even when things are tough. you taught me that someone out there could be going through even worse. lil rant
@wm-ez8ko2 жыл бұрын
Damn reading this makes me cry fr
@cxlliecxlde2 ай бұрын
god. this song. if my entire life, for the past 3-4 years has a theme song, this one's it. i don't wanna say a lot and i don't wanna traumadump, but i am constantly tired of being brokenhearted, betrayed, lied to, and seeing so many negativities in my life-whether it's my own life or witnessing others'. this song is the ultimate comfort and hits deep in so many levels and circumstances. i don't think i could even relate so much to a song until i listen to this. billie and finneas are phenomenal, as always.
@ISANTIZA Жыл бұрын
Hi I feel bad for you. For me I I just don't get my life 😕. And iam 13
@victoriapackiaraj1407 Жыл бұрын
YES DO ALL THE SONGS IN THE ALBUM AHH 😭😭😭 HAPPIER THAN EVER SUPREMACY THIS IS SO GOOD OMG
@kimc29362 жыл бұрын
I LOVE YOUR CHANNEL 😭😭😭
@pedrohenriquevalentimmiran75862 жыл бұрын
i so agree 🗣
@gemmadt65982 жыл бұрын
she's so poetic, i love her
@UHGiDONTcare2 жыл бұрын
This song is so clean. And by clean I dont mean like smooth, like clean, clean. Its really relieving and calming. Ily lustry :). Totally one of my favourite KZheadrs.
@vale-rc4sp2 жыл бұрын
I have this song right when I need it- there's someone in my life who is using me to feel better while they're alone and it's crushing me because I don't want them to stay or leave, so I'm completely torn between feeling better and depending on them because the real problem is _i still care_ I know I deserve better but I've been dying to be allowed to care this sucks
@elizagracew2 жыл бұрын
no one asked but cause i’ve had loads of similar situations happening to me i would advise you slowly distancing yourself if they do care at least a single but then they’ll try to reach out if you get no signs from them then just let it go hon you deserve wayyy better and being the second even third option from a person even if they mean the world to you won’t do any good
@annaevripidou73332 жыл бұрын
I have never related to anything this much before.
@luisbarrios65822 жыл бұрын
god, same.
@ilylino982 жыл бұрын
Been there done that honey, so I truly feel your pain, but trust me it’s better if you let go of them. If they’re causing you more pain than happiness it is not worth it. You’ll just end up destroying yourself
@immacryyowzah39232 жыл бұрын
wow, that’s so true for me. i said to him yesterday that i don’t wanna do this anymore but he is not letting me leave... like saying you know “i’m sorry, i hate myself for this” but man if you really cared probably you would text me more than you do
@svyatam38982 жыл бұрын
I'll never stop loving your content. I'm taking your slowed versions to my funeral and no ones stopping me.
@akuma78582 жыл бұрын
"I'm not scared of losing you, What I'm scared of is losing myself again like before"
@HoneyBee-ms3wm2 жыл бұрын
this song is so relate able when you're away from someone you love but they're the person who ruined you in and out, felt that.
@adiraa15602 жыл бұрын
When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to Be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you Made me miserable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true You call me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You made me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fucking sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends so I Shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fucking leave me alone
@mayzeraASMR2 жыл бұрын
Uhh the lyrics are in the vid
@landonjohnson44772 жыл бұрын
@@landonjohnson4477 the comment is for me to read while singing hahahaj
@mayzeraASMR2 жыл бұрын
@@mayzeraASMR the hell ok
@landonjohnson44772 жыл бұрын
thankss
@ky56572 жыл бұрын
@@landonjohnson4477 Not you having no vids
@dontfwavaaa2 жыл бұрын
how the hell can billie make such a great song, I want to scream it from the top of my lungs!!
@leonardkzhnn2 жыл бұрын
3:39 it gives me chills every time i hear it
@f1cardigan2 жыл бұрын
"So don't waste the time don't have, don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about everytime that you showed up on time but I'd have an empty line cause you never did" DAMNNN BILLIE GET ITTT
@nayellialvarez57292 жыл бұрын
Greetings to everyone watching this video! I live in Turkey and the situation here is really getting worse. The fire that started in Antalya-Manavgat has spread to many parts of my country and the government is not doing anything. As a people, we can't do anything. Many animals and people die there and unfortunately we cannot prevent this. I have a request from you, my friends. Please announce the fire in Turkey to your relatives. We need your support! We love you, stay safe!
@userburdurlu2 жыл бұрын
im sorry you guys have to go through all of that :(
@barbie25272 жыл бұрын
@@barbie2527 Why is that?
@userburdurlu2 жыл бұрын
@@userburdurlu uh.. i was sorry for you guys because turkey is burning pretty bad? ^^; im sorry if i said something weird and offensive
@barbie25272 жыл бұрын
@@barbie2527 sorry my english is not very good i used google translate so i misunderstood the word i misunderstood the word sorry my friend
@userburdurlu2 жыл бұрын
@@userburdurlu no worries friend! of course i will😁
@barbie25272 жыл бұрын
I wanna say , i subscribed to you for more than a year now and I'm never disappointed
@regina20232 жыл бұрын
@lustry2 жыл бұрын
same! they never disappoint
@user-zc5bi1yj5g2 жыл бұрын
@@user-zc5bi1yj5g exactly!
@regina20232 жыл бұрын
Thanks!!!
@rainbowraven47672 жыл бұрын
@@lustry
@thehill44442 жыл бұрын
I'm crying so bad listening to this. Damn I just want a hug.
@parisinredxolapsse70982 жыл бұрын
*virtual hug* hope ur doing OK now.
@crazybabuskaman3923 Жыл бұрын
3:20 is when “you made me hate this city” comes 4 seconds after
@julianaluvsyou22742 жыл бұрын
I thought this song was already sad. Now it's even sadder.
@lmarnaw39372 жыл бұрын
Omggg stopppp this is my favorite song off the album you’re going to make me cry I love you 🥺😭
@kaysfilms55402 жыл бұрын
this really describes what happened to me a few days ago. the first part reminds me of how i felt months before, and then finally being tired of their bullshit and dropping them and saving 400+ people from their bullying by doing so. im proud but upset at the same time.
@miles0_2 жыл бұрын
this song is keeping me alive rn :))
@kai_soot98312 жыл бұрын
These days her songs hit hard on my life :")
@yussra97142 жыл бұрын
Ago this is the first time a song has gave me shivers
@user-qd5cp1fc5x2 жыл бұрын
this song makes you realise how much pain and hury youve been through looking back and finally letting go , whilst you feel different and happier
@islawest56602 жыл бұрын
i can relate to this song on a personal level
@isabellaa38192 жыл бұрын
oh, this makes it sound so dreamy..
@physicgardenia2 жыл бұрын
2:46 from here onwards is the best part
@lmay82692 жыл бұрын
Tears roll down from my eyes as I'm listening to this song remembering my cat that died in 2020 😔💔
@mommyjhalmuri2 жыл бұрын
I can understand you 😔😔 that must've been so painful right but don't worry, don't be too sad..your cat is in a better place now. Trust me
@ashdeepsidashi92782 жыл бұрын
I understand you and I'm sorry... me too... for my puppy🖤
@P.P.Isaac.2 жыл бұрын
3:20 is my favourite part, i love slowed songs:)
@amiszz172 жыл бұрын
I love the whole song but... the second verse just hits diff✨
@nayerz50952 жыл бұрын
yess
@sk8er9302 жыл бұрын
Hi guys I covered " Happier Than Ever " on my channel : kzhead.info/sun/qZuIfaWofqqHlqs/bejne.html Hope you like it
@nijatxaliyev2 жыл бұрын
@@nijatxaliyev good for u no one cares
@no-gj1fd2 жыл бұрын
this song makes me imagine myself driving away for a long time as far as i could, but at the end i go back to where i was because i have no choice.
@yourmom96802 жыл бұрын
I always come on KZhead just watch her videos mainly”happier then ever” this song just melt my heart every sec I watch I’ll never get tired by this song❤️
@chahatroka30272 жыл бұрын
I NEEDD Someone to make a fan edit of relationships gone wrong with this audio omg this version makes the song 100x times better, more dramatic and impactful. I love this so much
@randomstrangerontheinterne53202 жыл бұрын
*i could talk about every time that u showed up on time, but i’d have an empty line, ‘cause u never did* like damnnnn
@pineapple_queenn9142 жыл бұрын
the yell at the end never fails to give me goosebumps
@pau58152 жыл бұрын
Why this song is so perfectly relatable, and each line are perfectly settling down in between each situation!
@arshaan6385 Жыл бұрын
Billie sounds more emotional when she's screaming
@abrarsaleem99802 жыл бұрын
this song feels like escaping somewhere or something that made you become something you weren't.
@luvrvoid71812 жыл бұрын
everytime i find a song i need slowed and reverbed, lustry is who i trust🤞🏼🥲
@melanila7 ай бұрын
i saw my father cheated with someone and i knew that if i tell my mom it would break my family, i feel so empty, music is the only thing that could make feel again.
@excujime91222 жыл бұрын
i'm so sorry. i hope you get the chance to tell her
@user-vz5kf5dc6m2 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry! Hopefully one day you'll feel better. Always remember that even if its a stranger on the internet, there is always someone there for you. Be safe, have fun, stay happy.
@hunnybunnies_88032 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for u dear😔same thing happened to me too
@everythingaboutjimin28172 жыл бұрын
hey, it gets better, i promise.
@tiana63552 жыл бұрын
this is amazing
@hsnalhmd87582 жыл бұрын
When I'm away from myself.. *I'm happier than ever* 🙁
@kayy32362 жыл бұрын
It's that day of drowning, here again, the cold wash only I can feel. I don't want to get up. I don't want to move at all. And in that moment it takes all the strength I have to make a good choice, to reach for an oxygen tank and take a breath - that's my good mood music playlist. It gives me the thoughts I need, that I am someone worthy of love and joy. The first tracks aren't easy. They show the tears in my soul, but without that how would the soul stay alive? So I let them call to me and bring the salty rivers. This is how I stay alive. This is how the universe reaches me and tells me good things are coming.
@hayaahmed7964 Жыл бұрын
Hey. Hey, you. Yes, you. You're the one reading this, aren't you? Well, let me tell you something. You need to know. DON'T SCROLL, please.. I know, I know I'm a stranger here on the internet. But, I guarantee you, you need to hear this. Are you in a dark place? You aren't alone. Feeling Suicidal? Please don't. I think you matter. Even if I don't know you, I still think you matter. You are the best stranger I've met. So, do something for me real quick. Drink some water. WAIT! DON'T WIPE THE WATER OFF YOUR LIPS YET! Look, see how they shine? See how they twinkle and glimmer? Even in the tiniest bit of light, you shine. If you want to take your life, think about something. Out of the 7 billion+ people on this earth.. Someone out there, they think you're perfect. They love you, so much. Imagine how much you'd hurt them if you left.. even if it seems unlikely, I can assure you. Someone out there, they love you. So keep fighting. You'll win, no matter how hard it is.
@gxthpeeps5952 жыл бұрын
ok
@abcdefg71392 жыл бұрын
I love you
@DeezNuts-vh9lu2 жыл бұрын
@@DeezNuts-vh9lu
@gxthpeeps5952 жыл бұрын
I love you.
@pratheeksha.o292 жыл бұрын
@@pratheeksha.o29 love u tooo
@gxthpeeps5952 жыл бұрын
i couldn’t relate to a song more
@lino7kino3312 жыл бұрын
3:00 TURN IT UP
@fartctrl2 жыл бұрын
Lyrics ✨: When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true, mm-hmm Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do, mm-hmm Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through, was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable, ooh So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you (when I'm away from you) I'm happier than ever (I'm happier than ever) Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better) I wish it wasn't true, mm-hmm You called me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You make me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fucking sad So don't waste the time I don't have Don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line, 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends, so I Shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fucking leave me alone Source: Musixmatch
@siddee39912 жыл бұрын
thank u
@amandaramdita24192 жыл бұрын
Imagine driving at 4am and listening to this song
@freepalestine52292 жыл бұрын
YESS MORE BILLIE !! 😭✨
@arianasponytail73282 жыл бұрын
you should do 'getting older' by Billie!!
@rainfall.2052 жыл бұрын
My long distance boyfriend broke up with me last year and this song makes me sad yet happy. He really broke me badly
@crybabyslittletears2 жыл бұрын
So sorry to hear that 💔 life goes on ❤
@Helazy252 жыл бұрын
✨ MASTERPIECE ✨
@apkibehna2 жыл бұрын
I WAS LITERALLY WAITING FOR YOUR SLOWED VERSION
@valerie59102 жыл бұрын
What a great track! I like that emotional outbreak in the 2nd part of it
@oOcitizenOo2 жыл бұрын
This is amazing, feels lile listening to the song for the first time again 🖤
@BevvyIsTheBest2 жыл бұрын
Listen to this while walking in the rain, it's amazing
@XboxVet2 жыл бұрын
this song hurts me as my 'eX' best friend left me for no reason at all and when I try to ask questions they just shut me out. and at the time, they would ignore me but say I didn't try to make conversation. they would constantly check my social media as a way to 'stalk' what I was doing and when they saw that I was happy with my other friends, they would get angry and literally talk shit about me behind my back, on snap, on tik tok, etc. they weren't even discrete about it but since they blocked me I didn't know what was happening. my current friends had to tell me what they were saying and when we went back to school, they practically gave me this reputation for using people and never giving back. anyways sorry for the rant i just felt the need to share this as a point. know your worth and don't let others control you.
@cecilia_04192 жыл бұрын
My tears just kept on flowing like a never ending river. At the moment itself, it felt impossible to try and live on. I had told myself that there wouldn't ever be someone as special as you, my dear... but.. there is. She has showed me so much love in just a week, more than you have ever shown me in those 3 years. Goodbye
@comfortpovs42762 жыл бұрын
«When i’m away from you, i’m happier than ever…» This phrase is so true 🙃
@djeinaa Жыл бұрын
BILLIE IN MY HEART FOREVER IN HER EVERY ERA
@user-jj4ym2pk9u2 жыл бұрын
The first part is like walking alone in the streets of Paris while the second part feels like a friends road trip blasting music in a convertible
@mariaimad13362 жыл бұрын
This is exactly how my friendship was like I never could find the right words for what she did to me but this explains it perfectly
"you made me hate this city" part literally gives me chills
samme
fr goosebumps dude
yes :/ or^Cause you only listen to your fucking friends^ I'm getting goosebumps really
@Liliana Johnson oh wow I dident know I had 800 likes
*_yes._* there's _so_ many moments here that just make me go "holy _shit"_ because of how POWERFUL they are
This song feels like crying sparkly deep red blood while sitting in a white dress in a light tower
This description belongs in a book
@@anhulsey4956 which one??
To me it feels like calmly drowning in a bath of water mixed with your own blood
@@ashwhitney4968 i think they’re just saying that what the comment said was poetic and that it should be in a book
@@taylor-jm5qr oh lol thx!
this song feels like having a lump in your throat and then finally crying
This
…..accurate
Billie described the second part being so cathartic for her
You might not believe me but I But I only cried five times in my life time that I remember and this made me cry all those time I didn’t I spent 8 hours crying because of this song
@@annettelopez8865 gawd
this song makes you realise how much you’re keeping inside
Ain’t that the truth😭
Yessir
yah u dont even realize iy
I'm currently holding in my piss it has been seven hours
Exactly
just realised that this song is 5:55 minutes long, which is an angel number that means stay positive & confident no matter what life throws at you so keep your head up darlings :))
Cool
ily for knowing this💕
@Gianna Lucina Toro I AM TOO (live in the uk) it's 222 rn
555 means "hahaha" in thai 😭
@@user-em4he9uu1g does that mean the angels are laughing at my stupid ass? 🥺😭😩🤔
This song is like holding back every single feeling and finally breaking. The long nights of feeling nothing and the conversations you witnessed but were never a part of are finally catching up to you, and at 2:48 you feel it coming to the surface. You try to hide it, but you've been doing it too long. Finally, you just scream And it never felt so good.
ExACTLY
this is really accurate.... i feel like billie and i are on a similar page at the moment because a lot of the themes of happier than ever are really mirroring the energy i've been in as of late
@@shadybeashooketh1911 omg same
I feel this song more than I thought atleast the 2nd part
Yesss exactlyyyyyyyy 😭
When she says “and i don’t talk shit about you on the internet” “never told anyone anything bad” “Cause that shits embarrassing you were my everything” reminds me so much of my most recent relationship. we were almost a year when i found out he cheated and he denied it to absolutely everyone when i have screenshots of him doing it. he also had the audacity to make fun of my parents (who passed away) my siblings and even me. it just disappoints me because i would NEVER do something like that.
oh my gawd thats horrible hope u doing ok now fuck that guy jeezz
I understand you.. I was in this relationship almost a year, I found out he cheated on me for 4 months and he never apologized or feel sorry/guilty. He said it was alla my fault if he cheated on me. It sucks..
@@loveyall4935 it was never your fault to begin with. he is a horrible person for trying to blame that on you. HE CHEATED. how is that your fault ? when he’s the one who did it. i bet you’re an awesome person and if he couldn’t see that then screw him.
That’s terrible
Omg what an asshole I’m so sorry this happened to you :((
the fact that this song LITERALLY describes my relationship with my dad
same
Literally same
Haha same
Same
SAMEE
You always slow the songs perfectly like, not too slow and not too fast. At this point it’s Lustry supremacy 😌😮💨🎵
finally someone understands
“when I’m away from you, I’m happier than ever”
Th?
"wish i could explain it better."
"I wish it wasn't true"
"Give me a day or two"
"to think of something clever"
i wouldn’t dedicate this song to an ex, i would dedicate to my own father.
me too. I hope things are getting better for you, don't give up, please.
i thought the same thing :')
me too
same. sad to say but he doesn’t know i feel this way about him. when i was a kid he did drugs under the influence of others that spiked it, and would blast heavy rock while my sister and I cried. he changed but it still haunts me that i didn’t have a father to tell me everything is fine but instead he got mad at every little mistake i made which made me scared to be a wild kid….
me too! i thought i was the only one. each and every word from the second part i relate to because of my father
The sound is a psychological comfort.
@@billiemybeloved9541 3>
I like how I’m seeing this before I’m listening to the actual song😭
Wait are u Gabby from Pennsylvania?
@@llt_8515 I was at Kalahari in the beginning of July ( few weeks ago), I don’t recall giving out any socials to anyone tho
@J_ that was so specific 😭
@@gabby5927 nvm I have a friend that's here in Pennsylvania 💀
@@abdullahmuhammad1489 💀
555 The vibration of angel number 555 is all about taking action and just 'go for it. Like many repeating numbers, 555 is also a sign to deepen your spiritual practices, continue asking the angels and Universe for help, and listen to your intuition.
Its 5555 not 555 😂
@@vigt6oo696w it’s also 555 ! embarrassing for u
@@ummm8572 mmm... no xd 😂😂 búscalo en cualquier sitio amigo JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA
@@ummm8572 porque además el número 4 es necesario en ese caso para representar el "equilibrio". Como siempre vuestra arrogancia e ignorancia va un paso por detrás de cualquier país hispanohablante. Si tú ajustas el número para que te quede bonito el comentario y luego viene alguien que sabe de lo que habla y te corrige es tu problema, no el mío. Si no me entiendes búscate la vida, existe algo llamado Google translate ;) no seais tan vagos.
@@vigt6oo696w it’s 5 minutes 55 seconds.
4:49 I’m obsessed with this part of the song
IKR!!! That’s my favorite part
same omg
This described my relationships with my past friends.. I really wish I could forget about them, but those good ol' times remains in my mind forever.
Same.
@@Gabi_a1230 Sad :
@@iii-i9755 ya. But it's ok.
@@Gabi_a1230 Yeah, hope your doin' well. Take care too :)
@@iii-i9755 thx u too
The way she screamed in pain tho hurt..
@Booper Dooper right? I think the screaming was like another thing added to the song like venting as you said. It almost sounds like if she was screaming out of not only pain but anger yk? Idk but it's like the cherry on top for me lol
@@akuma7858 yeah i love this song.
@@leaff123 who doesn't tho
youre legit carrying humanity at this point lustry if you see this can you please slow+reverb down these songs if you haven't already 💖 -sparks by coldplay -drew barrymore by sza -je te laisserai des mots by patrick watson -white ferrari by frank ocean -summer depression by girl in red ILYYY
?? they did? it doesnt show the icon of them
@@xrkerr i think because the writer of the comment edited it lustry's like is gone
@@fariashabnam5047 ohhhhhh ok
i love drew barrymore
@@abigailxox7081 sameeee i have a massive crush on sza too 😫✌
"People don't cry because they are too weak. They cry because they have been strong for too long." - Johnny depp
Thank you for letting me know that- ❤
That moment when you don’t feel guilty after eating anymore, don’t wheigh yourself everyday, don’t feel sad when you see your friends hang out without you, start listening to music, cleaning your room again, enjoy life and truly feel happier than ever. :)
man i wish i could feel that 😔
@@wubbles__45 You will soon, it is not that good for me either anymore, it's getting worse. But sooner or later it will be okay.
@@nelepajula5119 growth isn’t linear. But it takes a lot of strength and I’m proud of u :)
I’m trying my best rn I’m 2 days clean from sh I have two whole meals today I know it’s not a lot for you but it’s a lot for me and I’m actually thinking of cleaning my room🙂
@@killaxerc so proud of u if someone hasn’t told u yet. Takes a lot of strength. You’ll get far :) . I know it and believe in u 100%
this song slowed like this makes me happier than ever
yep yep i agree
This helped me get out the tears I’ve needed out
:(❤️
same here
4:10 "I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did" Shoutout to my dad
I thought of the same thing
Shoutout to my mom
happier than ever: LYRICS~~~ When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to Be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware That you made me miserable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true You call me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fuckin' friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You made me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fuckin' sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends So I shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fuckin' leave me alone
THANK YOU>33
Thank you sm for the lyrics 🙆♀️💗
It’s literally on the video wtf
@@J4k3s1mpp give a fuck lol
@@syriamusic_ Periodt Queen! 💯😂💕.
" YOU RUINED EVERYTHING GOOD ALWAYS SAID YOU WERE MISUNDERSTOOD MADE ALL MY MOMENTS YOUR OWN JUST FUCKIN' LEAVE ME ALONE " - UNINTELLIGIBLE SCREAMING
“ dont say it isnt fair, you clearly werent aware that you made me miserable. “
Literally describes my relationship with one of me “best friends.” I wasn’t even aware I was miserable, I thought it was NORMAL to second guess your every fucking move and never tell the truth out of fear they’d react badly.
360th like.
I thought it's "you clearly WERE aware"
this song could be precieved as battling with your own insecurities and anxiety thats why billie is so good there is so many meanings behind her songs!
3:16 Omg this version + this part = perfection 😭
i will forever love this song
**billie’s best song noises**
shoutout to my dad to making me relate to this song. ruined my image of Church, of God, of men/boys, School, Confidence, Mindset but also a shoutout to my dad because your title and you as person has shown me what i will make sure to look out for in a guy. thankyou for teaching me to do things for myself and to always look out for friends. thankyou for teaching me that bad things in your life isnt the end. thankyou for making me who i am because without you i wouldnt be who i am rn. thankyou thankyou thankyou. dw i would be sad and cry about the things a few years ago but not anymore. but rn idc do whatever it doesnt affect me anymore. im not the little girl that would cry about everything. ive learnt to hold myself up and lift my own chin up. even when things are tough. you taught me that someone out there could be going through even worse. lil rant
Damn reading this makes me cry fr
god. this song. if my entire life, for the past 3-4 years has a theme song, this one's it. i don't wanna say a lot and i don't wanna traumadump, but i am constantly tired of being brokenhearted, betrayed, lied to, and seeing so many negativities in my life-whether it's my own life or witnessing others'. this song is the ultimate comfort and hits deep in so many levels and circumstances. i don't think i could even relate so much to a song until i listen to this. billie and finneas are phenomenal, as always.
Hi I feel bad for you. For me I I just don't get my life 😕. And iam 13
YES DO ALL THE SONGS IN THE ALBUM AHH 😭😭😭 HAPPIER THAN EVER SUPREMACY THIS IS SO GOOD OMG
I LOVE YOUR CHANNEL 😭😭😭
i so agree 🗣
she's so poetic, i love her
This song is so clean. And by clean I dont mean like smooth, like clean, clean. Its really relieving and calming. Ily lustry :). Totally one of my favourite KZheadrs.
I have this song right when I need it- there's someone in my life who is using me to feel better while they're alone and it's crushing me because I don't want them to stay or leave, so I'm completely torn between feeling better and depending on them because the real problem is _i still care_ I know I deserve better but I've been dying to be allowed to care this sucks
no one asked but cause i’ve had loads of similar situations happening to me i would advise you slowly distancing yourself if they do care at least a single but then they’ll try to reach out if you get no signs from them then just let it go hon you deserve wayyy better and being the second even third option from a person even if they mean the world to you won’t do any good
I have never related to anything this much before.
god, same.
Been there done that honey, so I truly feel your pain, but trust me it’s better if you let go of them. If they’re causing you more pain than happiness it is not worth it. You’ll just end up destroying yourself
wow, that’s so true for me. i said to him yesterday that i don’t wanna do this anymore but he is not letting me leave... like saying you know “i’m sorry, i hate myself for this” but man if you really cared probably you would text me more than you do
I'll never stop loving your content. I'm taking your slowed versions to my funeral and no ones stopping me.
"I'm not scared of losing you, What I'm scared of is losing myself again like before"
this song is so relate able when you're away from someone you love but they're the person who ruined you in and out, felt that.
When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to Be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you Made me miserable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true You call me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You made me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fucking sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends so I Shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fucking leave me alone
Uhh the lyrics are in the vid
@@landonjohnson4477 the comment is for me to read while singing hahahaj
@@mayzeraASMR the hell ok
thankss
@@landonjohnson4477 Not you having no vids
how the hell can billie make such a great song, I want to scream it from the top of my lungs!!
3:39 it gives me chills every time i hear it
"So don't waste the time don't have, don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about everytime that you showed up on time but I'd have an empty line cause you never did" DAMNNN BILLIE GET ITTT
Greetings to everyone watching this video! I live in Turkey and the situation here is really getting worse. The fire that started in Antalya-Manavgat has spread to many parts of my country and the government is not doing anything. As a people, we can't do anything. Many animals and people die there and unfortunately we cannot prevent this. I have a request from you, my friends. Please announce the fire in Turkey to your relatives. We need your support! We love you, stay safe!
im sorry you guys have to go through all of that :(
@@barbie2527 Why is that?
@@userburdurlu uh.. i was sorry for you guys because turkey is burning pretty bad? ^^; im sorry if i said something weird and offensive
@@barbie2527 sorry my english is not very good i used google translate so i misunderstood the word i misunderstood the word sorry my friend
@@userburdurlu no worries friend! of course i will😁
I wanna say , i subscribed to you for more than a year now and I'm never disappointed
same! they never disappoint
@@user-zc5bi1yj5g exactly!
Thanks!!!
@@lustry
I'm crying so bad listening to this. Damn I just want a hug.
*virtual hug* hope ur doing OK now.
3:20 is when “you made me hate this city” comes 4 seconds after
I thought this song was already sad. Now it's even sadder.
Omggg stopppp this is my favorite song off the album you’re going to make me cry I love you 🥺😭
this really describes what happened to me a few days ago. the first part reminds me of how i felt months before, and then finally being tired of their bullshit and dropping them and saving 400+ people from their bullying by doing so. im proud but upset at the same time.
this song is keeping me alive rn :))
These days her songs hit hard on my life :")
Ago this is the first time a song has gave me shivers
this song makes you realise how much pain and hury youve been through looking back and finally letting go , whilst you feel different and happier
i can relate to this song on a personal level
oh, this makes it sound so dreamy..
2:46 from here onwards is the best part
Tears roll down from my eyes as I'm listening to this song remembering my cat that died in 2020 😔💔
I can understand you 😔😔 that must've been so painful right but don't worry, don't be too sad..your cat is in a better place now. Trust me
I understand you and I'm sorry... me too... for my puppy🖤
3:20 is my favourite part, i love slowed songs:)
I love the whole song but... the second verse just hits diff✨
yess
Hi guys I covered " Happier Than Ever " on my channel : kzhead.info/sun/qZuIfaWofqqHlqs/bejne.html Hope you like it
@@nijatxaliyev good for u no one cares
this song makes me imagine myself driving away for a long time as far as i could, but at the end i go back to where i was because i have no choice.
I always come on KZhead just watch her videos mainly”happier then ever” this song just melt my heart every sec I watch I’ll never get tired by this song❤️
I NEEDD Someone to make a fan edit of relationships gone wrong with this audio omg this version makes the song 100x times better, more dramatic and impactful. I love this so much
*i could talk about every time that u showed up on time, but i’d have an empty line, ‘cause u never did* like damnnnn
the yell at the end never fails to give me goosebumps
Why this song is so perfectly relatable, and each line are perfectly settling down in between each situation!
Billie sounds more emotional when she's screaming
this song feels like escaping somewhere or something that made you become something you weren't.
everytime i find a song i need slowed and reverbed, lustry is who i trust🤞🏼🥲
i saw my father cheated with someone and i knew that if i tell my mom it would break my family, i feel so empty, music is the only thing that could make feel again.
i'm so sorry. i hope you get the chance to tell her
Im so sorry! Hopefully one day you'll feel better. Always remember that even if its a stranger on the internet, there is always someone there for you. Be safe, have fun, stay happy.
I'm so sorry for u dear😔same thing happened to me too
hey, it gets better, i promise.
this is amazing
When I'm away from myself.. *I'm happier than ever* 🙁
It's that day of drowning, here again, the cold wash only I can feel. I don't want to get up. I don't want to move at all. And in that moment it takes all the strength I have to make a good choice, to reach for an oxygen tank and take a breath - that's my good mood music playlist. It gives me the thoughts I need, that I am someone worthy of love and joy. The first tracks aren't easy. They show the tears in my soul, but without that how would the soul stay alive? So I let them call to me and bring the salty rivers. This is how I stay alive. This is how the universe reaches me and tells me good things are coming.
Hey. Hey, you. Yes, you. You're the one reading this, aren't you? Well, let me tell you something. You need to know. DON'T SCROLL, please.. I know, I know I'm a stranger here on the internet. But, I guarantee you, you need to hear this. Are you in a dark place? You aren't alone. Feeling Suicidal? Please don't. I think you matter. Even if I don't know you, I still think you matter. You are the best stranger I've met. So, do something for me real quick. Drink some water. WAIT! DON'T WIPE THE WATER OFF YOUR LIPS YET! Look, see how they shine? See how they twinkle and glimmer? Even in the tiniest bit of light, you shine. If you want to take your life, think about something. Out of the 7 billion+ people on this earth.. Someone out there, they think you're perfect. They love you, so much. Imagine how much you'd hurt them if you left.. even if it seems unlikely, I can assure you. Someone out there, they love you. So keep fighting. You'll win, no matter how hard it is.
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i couldn’t relate to a song more
3:00 TURN IT UP
Lyrics ✨: When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true, mm-hmm Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do, mm-hmm Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through, was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable, ooh So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you (when I'm away from you) I'm happier than ever (I'm happier than ever) Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better) I wish it wasn't true, mm-hmm You called me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You make me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fucking sad So don't waste the time I don't have Don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line, 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends, so I Shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fucking leave me alone Source: Musixmatch
thank u
Imagine driving at 4am and listening to this song
YESS MORE BILLIE !! 😭✨
you should do 'getting older' by Billie!!
My long distance boyfriend broke up with me last year and this song makes me sad yet happy. He really broke me badly
So sorry to hear that 💔 life goes on ❤
✨ MASTERPIECE ✨
I WAS LITERALLY WAITING FOR YOUR SLOWED VERSION
What a great track! I like that emotional outbreak in the 2nd part of it
This is amazing, feels lile listening to the song for the first time again 🖤
Listen to this while walking in the rain, it's amazing
this song hurts me as my 'eX' best friend left me for no reason at all and when I try to ask questions they just shut me out. and at the time, they would ignore me but say I didn't try to make conversation. they would constantly check my social media as a way to 'stalk' what I was doing and when they saw that I was happy with my other friends, they would get angry and literally talk shit about me behind my back, on snap, on tik tok, etc. they weren't even discrete about it but since they blocked me I didn't know what was happening. my current friends had to tell me what they were saying and when we went back to school, they practically gave me this reputation for using people and never giving back. anyways sorry for the rant i just felt the need to share this as a point. know your worth and don't let others control you.
My tears just kept on flowing like a never ending river. At the moment itself, it felt impossible to try and live on. I had told myself that there wouldn't ever be someone as special as you, my dear... but.. there is. She has showed me so much love in just a week, more than you have ever shown me in those 3 years. Goodbye
«When i’m away from you, i’m happier than ever…» This phrase is so true 🙃
BILLIE IN MY HEART FOREVER IN HER EVERY ERA
The first part is like walking alone in the streets of Paris while the second part feels like a friends road trip blasting music in a convertible
This is exactly how my friendship was like I never could find the right words for what she did to me but this explains it perfectly
my whole body has goosebumps.
I love this song❤
I LOVE YOU FOR THIS
الاغنيه تجننننن بيلي ابدعت 😩🖤🖤
Relaxing in a way can’t be explained
3:30 THERE YOU GO