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2014: Nightcore 2020: Yeah we'll do the opposite
tis called daycore! :P
Daycore, basically.
Vaporwave you mean? This has been around since 2014 too bruv
Because now we’re all depressed
@@cindyhua3951 Im definitely about to start calling it daycore now
Me : *getting ready for a sad song* Ads : lEt’S mAkE maCarOni
ikr
LMAO :D
LMAO true
LOL I LAUGHED
AHHAHAHAHAAH SAME I WAS SOOO IN THE MOOD FOR A SLOWED SONG AND I ALWAYS HAVE THE VOLUME LOUDEST (FOR THE SLOWED SONG CUZ IT HITS DIFFERENT) AND THEN STUPID MACARONI ADS COME LMAOOO
*“ Nobody even noticed . I saw them standing right there, kinda thought they might care”* Hits hard. I’ve related to this more times than I’d like to admit
Me too. It's hard 🙂
Can I get your contact anyway. I would like to share these kinda emotions only if u don't mind. Or anyone come whoever see this comment. I really in a nub state right now ....
Reminds me of some deaths in some movies/shows.
@@warandpeace8535 Yeah
Emotional words
I don't listen to Billie Eilish that much, but this song brings peace to my soul.
I've gotten to love her songs amd music alot. She's got some serious masterpeices, it pisses me off people only know of her because of bad guy
same
@@crazybabuskaman3923 same it’s like I ask them if they listen to her and they just say “oh yeah I like bad guy” and I’m like really 😑
😭
@@ShawnCoe3 I think I need learn english for understand Billie's musics and I want to do it 🥺
“They called me weak, like i’m not just somebody’s daughter” Damn billie stop making me cry
Misfortune what did she mean by that?
@@thisplaceisdeath_ often people will deem people who died of suicide as weak because they "took the easy way out". Usually insensitive people will say that without really knowing the actual situation
I read this at the same time she said it lmao
@@Clementineohclem same
@@Clementineohclem me too lmao.
ＡＳ ＬＯＮＧ ＡＳ Ｉ‘Ｍ ＨＥＲＥ ＮＯ ＯＮＥ ＣＡＮ ＨＵＲＴ ＹＯＵ Well that hits different:(
But what happens when they leave?
The letters remind me of a football logo or something JAJAJ
too bad there's no one here...
Kim Sunhee yeah my mama used to say it to me🥺✌️
I say that to myself because im the only one... Who can Save me... So i stay strong and if i need help i ask for it even if its hard... We All can do it :3
"Hurting someone is like throwing a rock in the ocean..,but you never know how deep that rock goes.."
Wtf💀
And you’ll never get it back…
“If i knew it all then, would i do it again?” Was always my favorite line. It reminds of me of my mother and how i think if she knew about my father, she would have never had anything to do with him. She would have been able to prevent a lifetime of pain for me if only she knew
You are not alone,remember i love you forever
That line reminds me of my mom as well, in 2015 she went down a path of heroin addiction. The managed to beat it in 2019 and is now in detox for alcoholism…
I felt the same way for my mother and myself..it’s like both of us were never deserve to find true love 😢
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I wanna give her a big hug🥺🖤
R.I.G.H.T. O.M.Gawd🥺
Sped ASMR 600th like yas
「 s t r a w b e r r i e ちゃん 」 I didn’t expect to get this much likes I’m scared
I wanna give a hug to everyone who relate to this song
Darksky ; gimme a hug bro🥺
“I kinda thought they might care” Wow... this hit hard
Yellow Beanz periodt
this part played when i saw this comment ahaa
Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.🙏 😘 💗
@@zeydakidd1437you what do you mean
@yellowbeanz1895
this song always hits me so hard, there isn’t a time i haven’t cried listening to this.
Yeah i listened it only today,and i Can confirm that u r right
Damm your right and it's o k to cry❤
It’s not ok to cry if you’re a guy.
@@dankcraft7386wdym
It's fine we all have emotions
"The saddest beat in the world is a heart that doesn't want to beat anymore" - a nobody
Can we talk about how slowing down a song gives it a mix of mystery, depression and calm vibe
Eilish’s Eilish im sorry ab that 😔 i can understand though because the meaning of the song reaches the surface better when its slowed down, as if its heavier and darker... so i get that too
**mystery But ikr?
belskr Yes! So perfectly and eloquently said :) That’s why I get so angry when people say “oh you’re just slowing down the track and reposting I don’t get why people listen to this...” yada yada. Keep doing what you’re doing! You’ve helped many and expanded the form and atmosphere of music for me! Pundits be damned, I love your channel so much 😊
3 this is so cute and sweet thank u so much for your kind words!! 💖 im so glad im able to help/calm more people this way, that truly makes me happy!!
Ikr
I cry about this song after Billie explained what’s the song meant 😭
Tea has been spilt At this session where i needa see
What does it mean
Camiforever100 Roblox Billie had a dream where she killed herself by jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge and no one cared. Not even her fans. The only one who cared was her brother because they’ve been close for their entire life. She always could count on him.
@@5star.mayraa omg
Mary ! Yeah🤧
"I tried to scream, but my head was underwater" this part it's so good to hear 🥺
Dammm true
Growing up when you realize that you don’t fit anywhere It’s hurtful when you look back and find yourself all alone 🙂🙂
That hit me deep like falling into water from a very high point.. that feeling..
Oh im the star of school
I’ve struggled with depression a lot, my best friend killed himself a week ago and everyone forgot about him already. This really hurt in a different way
I hope your okay 💚
Pixel Films sorry for your loss ❤️
Sorry for all the dumb people who forget him
Pixel Films i'm so sorry this happened. i'm here for you if you ever need anyone.
I hope you are doing okay. Hang in there. 💝
“If they knew what they said, would go straight to my head, what would they say instead?”
Cutiecookiemsi think that’s the best lyric I’ve ever heard that I relate to
Relatable.. No one realises how much their words hurt, and think it's just a "joke", when to some people it means more.
People don’t understand,they destroy lifes with their words
This part is so tru tho T-T
especially family bro-- if they knew it would hurt that much would they change what they said? would they say the same thing?
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you.
You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- Vexin, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Love you,no matter who u r ,i really wish the best to u,all this energy pulled inside this comment,i received it,and i'm greatful and want you as too be who are ,to be ur best version,to believe to all the words you pronouced as well,cuz everything you said indirectly must be praticed by you as well, anyway thanks again virtual HUG🦾💚
Bro you can beat depression and anxiety. Don’t worry it definitely gets better 😊
This hits different when you don't have anyone to say these words to you....
Rimas DXD if you need anyone, im here
yep, it does.
If I could change the way that you see yourself, you wouldn’t why you hear, “they don’t deserve you.”
Hits deeper when you realize those who you call friends are there for only half the support so you have less to say it too
Wow. I feel this.
the loudest scream for help is the most silent one
Thick blood comes from a thin blade
yep, I’ve literally had that voice in my head scream for help before
Because the louder you try to scream the more silent it is. By that i mean, when you try to scream as loud as you can, it comes out as silent.
If i scream i get a headache, because im to tired of screaming each night. Silently..
mhm
”Suicidal people don’t wanna die, they just want their pain to end” -Anonymous
But cause pain for somebody else 😔
❤
It's crazy how much better slowing it down raises the level of an already amazing song.
let's admit it, when you're listening to this you don't really have any choice other than to: 1) *cry* 2) *stop crying for a second* 3) *cry some more*
yup🥺
You're wrong. Theres always the third choice of: staring at the ceiling while disassociating and thinking of how the world had gone to sh**
@@greenhouse_ghosts omg yes literally
There is also the 4th option. It’s listening to these songs in broad daylight and it not effecting you. Just me? Okay. 😂
I lost my ability to cry...
This hit hard 😔✌️
blurry.avakin it’s more emotional 🥺
whatever u might be going thru love u and u got this!!! 💖
belskr aww I thats so sweet ❤️
Nothing can hurt me anymore
Mia Wong bro why you being like that you don’t know them lol so how would you no?
"As long Im here no can hurt you " that’s making me my heart melt 😭
Billie Eilish = 🩹💔= ❤️🩹
“The worst feeling isn’t being lonely, it’s being forgotten by someone you would never forget”
I had this feeling over a stupid boy before
@@andreagallo1385 this is me rn
not me rn
@@andreagallo1385 hmph same
The fact that I feel these two feelings right now.
please take my phone from me. I've been listening to this song for the 100th time
LPS Sunflower SAME
same
Liza S same with me
Only 8 ? I must’ve listened to it a hundred times 😂
_the only song i've been listening to is everything i wanted since it was released_
The line "And it feel like yesterday was a year ago" suits me soo well
Crying because of my father and listening to this makes me feel better.
who else has listened to this song too many times? oh wait, there is no such thing as listening to this song too many times.
Yesh
julia brown hehe
The original was catchy as hell. Then this one came up to my recommendations-
julia brown this is probably my 1000000000000th time listening to this song. Billie ellish is my strange addiction
@@addisontaylor172 haha same
*my ears* *have been blessed..*
facts.
indeed.
.
I feel like everybody from my old school doesn't remember me anymore, but I remember all of them :( Does anyone else feel like this?
Yes, I'm like you, but everyone has a way
This hits deep when you have someone in your mind
*Welp.. Time to yeet myself to dunkin donuts meme - Rengoku 2023 meme*
Sad fact: this song is about billie having a nightmare about jumping off the golden gate bridge which is a common place for people to take their lives, in her nightmare no one cared about what billie did to her self when she woke up she told finneas about what happened and that is why the song says "as long as I'm here no one can hurt you" that is finneas talking to billie after she told him about her nightmare Edit: The song is also about fame it has another meaning to I just wanting to share this part about her brother because I love the connection they have, but it does have more then one meaning.🙂 Another edit: if you already know the meaning great you don't have to tell me if you think it's obvious or not
Nice
@@seth9577 no. not nice.
@@javierbennett5778 no. Finneas was there for her, it's nice
@@seth9577 oh yeah i forgot about that part lol
@@javierbennett5778 no, not lol.
I just emotionally tired and physically. School is so stressful, I don’t have much friends, my family is broken and all I have is my self. I just want to take a plane and travel somewhere beautiful and see the world and not be stuck in my room all day
why do i agree with this soo much i feel you we r in this together even though sometimes it doesnt feel like it its really hard especially now that im locked up and cant leave
feel u dude
Same problem:(
I felt the school part
I can feel the pain thats so me:(((😔
This is my comfort song 🥰😭
knowing the meaning behind the song makes the experience of listening to it so much sadder and more beautiful
why does slowed down songs hit different everytime?
ikr
Right !!!!! Like it will be metal rock slowed down and it be hitting different
our world moves so fast, slowing things down lets us feel again
I’m your 1000 like!!
@InFamousGigi lmao （＾ω＾）
This hits different at 3 AM when your home alone in the dark..
It really doe
me rn
😭😭
Yes sir
Or 2AM when everyone is asleep, in the dark.
This song is literally amazing, but the song slowed is literally a masterpiece
who in 2024😊
my two moods be like: slowed billie songs slowed doja songs
and the weeknd songs, they're hot
true
holy mood
Yessir
And melena Martinez there my favorite 💙
BRUH THIS IS EVEN SADDER I'M GONNA GET DEHYDRATED FROM ALL THESE TEARS
uhh YUP gurl same
uhh YUP i felt that
This song makes me cry :(
samee
i could listen to these slowed down billie songs for hours
just imagine running down a empty street at 12 in the morning with friends vibing, and just laughing.
imagine having friends
First I got to find friends
imagine having non-toxic friends that actually care and hang out with you. :(
@@michellesandoval9031 I only have one
Wish i could do that
“Cuz everybody wants something from me now, and I don’t wanna let them down “ Dude I just wanna give her a huge hug Like how can people hate on such a beautiful human being? How can people hate her music, when it talks about the real s**t that people go through and how no one talks about it. This song was about a dream of hers, as said, but to be honest I think it was a deeper meaning...
Yellow Beanz me too i think shes tryna tell us somethin
lilly & reese it’s literally about how she had a dream she killed her self by jumping off the golden bridge and that’s why the background to the audio video looked like the golden gate bridge. “so i stepped off the golden....i tried to scream but my head was underwater” in her dream no one cared she died. “nobody cried...nobody even noticed.” and in the dream she got “everything she wanted” implying she wants to die which is heartbreaking. she also talks ab how when she woke up from the nightmare her brother was there to comfort her. sibling goals. and people say this song isn’t sad :(
I love her music cause I have sucicidial thoughts and her music makes me think that I’m good enough so I agree with yo
iv'e been listening to this on loop since 4:something,pm (Its almost 9:30pm) while doing my assessment and it was so relaxing, i only got a bit to go-
every songs by Billie Eilish are perfect. Listen in 8d or slowed is so beautiful
you have no idea how happy it makes you when someone genuinely tells you they care about you
I feel the same way. I cry just because my sister is genuinely scared for me and cares about me
You know how it feels to feel like this but then they stabbed you in back
Yeah he cares about me
I want someone that will be able to say it me every day without feeling pressured and really mean it
Never heard it from someone
i didn’t realize this was *everything i wanted* until i heard it. really needed this thank you
i’m sorry for my puns i’ll go home
lmaoooo ur welcome 💖
sophiikiing - oh yes it is
ooofly this song is very *lovely* i just wanted to join in i’m sorry. *goodbye* ha-
•mockingjay feathers• yes you’re always welcome to join in, but be careful you might get a *bellyache* in this minecraft server
The lyrics remind me of the time when a teacher caught me in the bathroom having a mental break down in middle school
I'm really sorry for you Be strong and learn to stand up for yourself and not listen to the song
@@idk-du5rb thx I appreciate it ^^
The instrumental is SOO GOOD BROO
"Nobody Cried" "Nobody Even Noticed" I FELT THAT EDIT: Wait a minute....I dont remember commenting this but thanks for the likes i gues-
as soon as i read that i heard that part of the song
audri Lewis same
@@sakura-hp1vb Dont we all?
@@sakura-hp1vb sameee
MHM same tho
I love this song, it's so good!! A little message to everyone: I know there are some people that are going through many things right now. You may be cutting, not eating, hating yourself or many other things. Please stop.. I believe that you can stop.. You are strong. You are beautiful. I love you even if you are black, white, homosexual, male or female or any other differences. I'm here for you. You are worth everything 💕
Man... That was strong! Thank you very very very very much for that message!
Zoë Varouxis thank you😭💞
Zoë Varouxis thank you lovely 💕
I cried while reading this.... But thx... You made me feel better even if you said that through a screen.... I love you,whoever you are that wrote this.... You was probably just thinking about others and wrote to make them feel better... You are amazing and if you dont see it I hope you can one day... Again,tysm...
i needed this so much
كل ماتحس بوحده تذكر أن في ناس تشتاق ل امهم وغير كذا أبوي مشغول عني دائم ومسوؤل عن اخواني انكسر متى ما ينكسرون أو يبكون الحياة احيانا تكون قاسيه بس مو يعني مافي أمل تتغير🖤.
@@si.0. اكيد🖤
يجي يوم ويكون الالم مجرد ذكرى
@@idk-du5rb أن شا الله
That ✨intro✨ tho
every time she says "they dont deserve you" it makes me cry and feel that pain :(
I love you, so much
:(
I love you I swear
nobody cried, nobody even noticed. me acting dead in the pool-
milktea_softie SAME
Lol
deadpool-
@@ghostprince9247 GASDHASDHAUHAHAH
@@aira8614 :>
I wish i had a copy of me so l can hug her and tell her how strong she is , how she deserves better , how much she is pretty , how she didn’t deserve what happened to her ,to tell her that i will always believes in you no matter what people say and how they didn’t deserve you you were too good for them you were always there for them when they needed you but they weren’t even near you when you needed them so stop crying about them you deserve s better
We are in another world when we put our headphones on❤
Guess what, My little sister that's 4 years old just drifted to sleep with this song playing.
That is the cutest thing ive imagined 🥺
🥺
-cries-
... *cry without wanting it*
awwwww, that's so cute
*_TO ALL THE SAD CHIRREN IN THE COMMENTS:_* sadness is like a big glass window. if you just keep looking out from it, you'll see the happiness trapped behind it. you gotta keep punching at the glass until something cracks a light in the darkness. let what little light seeps through flood your life, give you strength to push forwards with new vigor. be strong. if it makes you feel any better, here's MY story: i cried almost every day in intermediate school. people told me that i deserved to die because i was so annoying and weird. i had no friends, i wasn't MENTALLY SANE because i felt so TERRIBLE about myself. school ruined my life. school made me a sociopath and insane and made me develop paranoid anxiety. yeah thanks for that Horace Mane. (
FBI aka playlists n stuff i read this whole thing. thank you for sharing your story. i don't know how many people are willing to scroll this far down and find a truly remarkable story, but this...this is phenomenal. i mean, you're in seventh grade? wow. i'm in tenth now and i relate to some of this. although i won't share my entire story up to right now, i've been through hell and back, and if you have the strength and courage to (1) go through all that and be strong enough to write something like this and (2) share it with this world with vulnerability...you could really make it big, kid. keep inspiring your audience. i promise you have one.
Im crying even more now😭😭😭😭😭💔💔I hope you get better because thats what you and people deserve
💙
I’m glad there are people on the internet like you who aren’t afraid to be open and share their experiences with other people, I honestly felt like crying when I read everything you said. Cause it’s very much like how my life went around 11 was when I was most mean and angry but now I can decide that these bad feelings aren’t true and that we’re all worthy of love.
Ok sure as hell not finna be strong or not die
Omgggg I Love these effects ♡♡♡
It’s ok. Everyone is rooting for you in some way, just find it. It’s not time to give up. You and I both know there’s a reason you are still here. How about finding it not just for yourself but for that little you that is just wondering what you are doing now. Fight for yourself, fight for who you can become and fucking do it!!!! Whatever it is, if its long term let it be if its short term let it be and just fucking appreciate what you already offered to this beautiful world.
I love you
Who else lays in their bed all day because they feel nothing they do matters?
Yes
Omg❕ me rn 😶😐
It's prob a chemical imbalance but I just tell myself that I'm being lazy and get off my ass, it's the best I can do. Kinda feels good once you get caught up in whatever you're doing.
CIARA CASTIE i felt that :(
me lol.
"As long as im here no one can hurt you." but when you're here, you're the one, hurting me.
2 years later and this song still hits different
When i was 12 i got bullied till the point i was suicidle even the teachers didnt like me and i never understood why i was nice to everyone and they still used me blamed me spit on me i have autism teachers cared for me like i was a 3 year old thought i couldnt do sh*t i lockt myself up in the toilet stalls 5 times and 3 times they litterly had to take the door out in order to get to me otherwhise i would just sit there till school ended but u grow up and get to see other pple so i kept my problems for myself the 3 years after that where fun i didnt get bullied i got friends pple who exely cared for me i was 15 when my uncle died of cancer and ofcourse i had to have a fight with him the last day he was alive i never got to say im sorry. I got depressed friends didnt notice cause i put a mask on i laugh meanwhile im hurting inside 1 year later my aunt also dies of cancer 1 year after that my grandpa dies of cancer i got sleeping problems fear problems trust iseus and meanwhile all my friends where talking how fun a girlfriend is my only company was my pillow and my phone same year my grandma dies lays 1 week dead in her house ill never forget the smell when we walked her coffin to the car At this point i cant laugh anymore dont go outside have no job nor love wich i dont expect to come anymore no one is gona like a man who cant laugh sleep or work i tried suicide before went to the highway to jump infront of a truck but bailed cause im a weakling doctors put me on meds and sent me on my way cause meds are the only thing i need no calming voice who can comfort me no they prefer meds im 20 right now and a couple of weeks ago a friend of mine jumpt infront of a train she died 22 years old 3 other friends are depressed and expect me to take care of them like im Jezus or something meanwhile no one asks how iam they just assume im there to help them and let me rot away just like the other 13 ( friends did ) u help them u ask them for help and suddenly they never have time or will to talk i think ive seen enough i never expected live to be a fairy tail its hard and it always will be but whats the point of breathing when u can do nothing else then cry
Billie: I h a d a. d r e - Me: *like*
Your profile pick matches the situation lol
slowed music makes THE SONG BETTER THAN IT IS 😩
This will wake up your sleeping devil by her voice.
Ey man its a really gooooooood song thank you that you make this song 😞👍🏻
I'm sat here crying wondering when I will be someone's favourite for once. I feel so alone no body actually has contacted me since quarantine started. I'm alone
Butera Ari if you need someone, i'm always here hun 💕
Hey I hope you're okay
I hope whatever you're facing, please take care. Love yourself more, then love others.
💞
whats your insta bc i can talk to you all day i promise i won't betray you
i don’t show emotions anymore. I’m just existing at this point doing nothing at all.
Same
let's pretend we are numb - xxxtentacion
I've been doing the same for over 2 decades and I'm just so tired
Deus está com você!:)❤se quiser desabafar cmg estou aqui:)
10 months later and still the same
This on full volume headphones is FIREEEE 🔥
it’s been 9 months since he’s been gone and it’s finally sinking in that he is gone forever. god i miss him edit: this month is the year mark of his death date, crazy how this is the 2nd halloween without him and how fast things change. please hang out with and hug the people you love, anything could happen at any time
I'm sorry
I’m sorry for your loss .
Me : I haven’t cried in a week! KZhead : What did you say uh?
Pastel Pocky Crying is healthy so keep being emotional lol
I have not cried for since I was 6 and now I’m 11 *is that bad?*
@@reallynatya119 okay but how-
@@reallynatya119 so i cried for the longest time last night, im 11, and you havent cried since 6?
i'm scared of myself, I don't know anymore. I can't even explain what im feeling. It's so empty and foggy.
How are you now
If you ever need someone to talk to, let us know! 🥺
Bee Art x I’m glad you’re feeling better! ☺️💕
@@mollieblaylock If you ever need to let anything out again come back to this comment and @ me :)) i will be there for you, and I'm genuinely happy you're feeling better ❤❤ And remember, better times are coming!
Usually when it rains and fogs up, the next day is beautiful, you get to feel a different a different array of sunlight you wouldn’t get to feel if you weren’t here. I always tell myself that. You get to feel the earths energy in a different way each day.
This song has the way I feel
İ had dream..... İ got everything i wanted....🖤
respect your pillow because it catches your tears when no one else did -Anonymous♡
😭😭😭😭😭
AYEEE THANK YOU MR.PILLOW 😩😻
@@sadistfactory_ LMAOO
I can't even cry no more😐
Now this
>If you're skinny society judges you >If you're fat society judges you >If you're average society judges you >If you're short society judges you >If you're tall society judges you >If you're single society judges you >If you're taken society judges you >If you're lonely society judges you >If you're popular society judges you >If you're anything else in the world society still judges you... what's the lesson? Don't give a damn about those beauty and society standards -You are perfect as you are -You are amazing as you are -You are beautiful as you are -You are handsome as you are -You are unique as you are SO DONT ever change yourself for anybody else/society standards :) You are you not somebody else :) Remember you don't have to be like everybody else, you are your own unique best ever person. If you don't think that...Well You're wrong :) Because I think that and you should learn to love yourself bc you deserve it, honestly yes :)) ilysm stay strong
i luv u
@@joy7170 LUV U TOO
Listen to urself :)
this is so true. society is just never happy with anything, thank you for this comment ily
this song is like paradise when you're happy, but is the hell, when you're sad =(
This song reminds me of the memories of my dad. He sacrificed everything for me. I love you dad😢❤
(Edit: Out of character) This makes me cry. But why? I have so much in life: My family can afford clothes, food, a home. So why am I still sad? I feel so misunderstood. I'm always the smiley one in the group, why would I be sad? I question myself. What id my purpose here? I'm just going to work, make money, spend money and then die. Gone. Lost. Forever. Nothing. Where is the world going? Pollution, wars, hate, animals dying. What can I do about it? I feel so alone.
I feel you
JESSICA CHAMAILAK (JESSIE) FISHER Thank you. I hope you'll feel better too.
All of this will pass, just never ever let go please. You’re NOT alone ever , I love you. Please message me on Instagram I want to help you. @iqradar_
We could be best friends act the same way... :c
Anime Lover101 You wanna be friends? 😭
*billie songs are always the cure to my depression and anxiety*
mel where did you get that picture from it is creepy but cute
Love to anyone struggling today ♥️
Slowing down any song just strums my Heart strings
this is meant to be slowed down.
Andrea M. it is.
@@user-mu2hu6gc7m its just low pitched it aint slowed
@@ghost-xm4xf it's 47 seconds longer than the original
MicroNaught so?
@@aaliya8322 *so* it *IS* infact slowed down a tad bit.
*Remember being a little kid without any worries. Just being happy and playing outside with your friends and smile all the time.* How did I get 200 Likes???
Too late, I was already thinking about that.
@@b3he4ded87 Where? xD I'm sorry, I haven' seen yours...
ikr.Good old days!Why did no one tell me that life would be that hard as we get older?😔
miss those times
i wanna be a kid again
My tears omg I can't
Love this so much since I’ve listened to it so many times!❤❤
this is that type of song that understands me...
yup
Ikr
Yep
My favorite part of the song is the “as long as I’m here no one can hurt you”
same... It hits so hard
mine too
My sister tells me that whenever I'm having panic attacks
Same i feel that so bad
i wish someone can tell me that
Thank you i needed this ❤
Love it