POV: you hate yourself {slowed sad playlist}
2022 ж. 5 Қыр.
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Non of theese songs in the video are mines and I’m giving credit to the owners of the songs in this video
Non of theese songs in the video are mines and I’m giving credit to the owners of the songs in this video
Timestamps >:)❁ཻུ۪۪⸙͎ (START) ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 00:01 - 03:08 // The Perfect Girl - Mareux ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 03:09 - 06:20 // Nobody - Mitski ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 06:21 - 10:53 // Fourth of July - Sufijan Stevens ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 10:54 - 14:15 // Leni - Crystal Castles ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 14:16 - 17:32 // Not Allowed - TV Girl ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 17:33 - 20:51 // Can't Handle Change - Roar (END) Btw this is my 2nd time doing this so if I got anything wrong tell me, I'll edit it.❁ Hope it helps ^^
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@@mymusic7512 wow, ty, ive never got pinned before ^^
Leni- Crystal Castles
The start time for not allowed is way off. Sorry i just had to point it out
@@magmatalon4449 oh ok, ty ill edit it
I just can’t love myself. It’s so hard. I find imperfections everywhere. Even on the days that I don’t feel like garbage, there’s always a voice in my head telling me that I’m worthless and undeserving of love.
I think that whoever is controlling our little voices is just evil. The voice will always see something there. I can't really tell someone else it's not true when I always believe the voice too. But, even though you may not be perfect, you are beautiful. It may not seem like it, but you are. I hope you can believe it 😁
agreed, with both of the comments
Hey don’t listen to those voices they are wrong you are worth a lot to many people I’m sure of it and you are very deserving of love
Then some random person on the Internet says you're pretty but they haven't seen you, their words are so empty. All words are empty.
You need a hug 🥺 Hugs**
I can't do this anymore. I hate myself so much and start to cry about it every night, because I try so fucking hard to be a better person but still I just can't and everything goes wrong and it repeats in a loop. I keep telling everyone that everything is fine but the truth is that I've never been so fucking miserable in all my entire life. My anxiety is so annoying, I hate my mind, my body and everything about me. I think everyone would be better if I just disappeared, and that's why I just keep getting distance of the ones I love, because I don't think I deserve anything good. I'll just treat them bad unintentionally because I can't handle myself, and I feel like no one will ever understand me because even at my therapist I feel so hopeless about my future. No, I don't want to die. But I don't want to live either. I just want to don't be myself anymore. I'm so sick of myself, so sick of my voice, my smile, my body, my humor, my jokes, my problems, everything. I just feel happy when I'm with my friend (that is also my crush), for a moment I forgot everything bad and just allow myself to have some distractions and happy moments. Maybe I love her, idk. Going to school is good just because of her. The only reason why I like to go there. Besides, I hate being home, because my mom always yell at me and says she's going to punch me if I raise my voice to her. Idk if someone will ever read this, but stay safe and take care.
holy shit, well make me the first. Dude are you like...okay now? if you need to talk still im always here... im sorry about all of that.
I’m sorry to hear that, I know how you feel. I try so hard to change but deep down I’m hating myself so much cause in my mind I’m nothing but a mistake to the family. But I know is that god is the only one who loves me for me and I know that god loves you for you. I hope and wish you happiness and healing in your future
@@sandracastro2292 god loves everyone. No matter what, but you might disappoint your family, but you dont disappoint the people around you. You are loved by so many and appreciated by all. The world is cruel. Cruel to everyone. But you need to push through no matter what because in the end you will always be happy no matter what
fr
i feel you
I wish I could have a person who really cares and loves me, or do I just think everybody hates me, do they really? or it’s just me the only person who hates myself the most? well I can’t answer any of these, just don’t understand why I always care about every little thing about every person I don’t have to feel this for, so confusing
the playlist is so good btw
hey, I am rlly sorry to hear that, I was in a similar situation, I had fake friends, backstabbers and toxic ppl in my life, but since I exchanged school and started taking care of myself I am feeling so much better, just be a bit more confident, take care of yourself and maybe find a psycholog to talk to? I am sure there is someone out there who loves you, and if not out there than I will be the first one if you are ok with that, also things will get better, just be careful, ^^
@@ariadna-8397 hii, I’m sorry to hear that you had something similar, cause I know how it’s hurtful, but glad you’re okay now :) I exchanged my school two years ago as well, that helped me a little bit, but not to make friends, just to change place, ppl still act like I’m not existing, I had I psychologist but, I wouldn’t trust her, I haven’t found one who I would really trust yet, anyway thank you for the support
@@sofyyaxx9896 no problem really, I'm glad things are getting better for u, and thanks btw, the situation rlly affected me a lot but I'm, good now hopefully, glad ur ok ^ ^
i know you domt know me and i dont know you but i care about you and your feelings i hope your okay dont be sad and i think everyone loves you in the world. Xx
I feel like I deserve all the pain I'm in. I sure do LOVE myself. Don't I! 🥰
Ugh, that feeling is the worst. Just feeling like you shouldn't cry because you think you deserve it, and someone out there has it worse? Or feeling like you can't have fun or do anything you enjoy anymore because you don't deserve it?
You don’t deserve this. Nobody does, your loved. I love you, sorry if that came out weird hah, I do tho. I hope you have a good time. Drink some water, eat a snack, read a book, watch your favorite KZheadrs or twitch streamers. Play games, talk to real friends. Listen to music, please do something that makes you happy. But don’t end your life. I know life is hard and you don’t want to take this anymore probably but please, whatever you do, don’t harm yourself or anyone! oh wait, I’m sorry but you dropped this! 👑, take care. - a content creator
@@Saturn.Gachaa Hay something for you 👑💐🌹💝 that you deserve
but I 😟😔dont love myself
@@amitywaybright_fanytkanalm8103 me neither. Maybe one day 😞
you know you have good music taste when you know all the songs in the playlist >:)
or that you are mentally unstable
Poyo
yes very much
I actually get a bit more worried than happy-
The fact that when I was 10 I was already getting so much pressure on myself, I wanted everything to be great, each time I got the answer wrong I felt like everyone will judge me for being dumb. I always called myself dumb or a pig but the most common word I used to describe myself was dumb and ugly. People were always saying I was the favorite student since I was the one who behaved well, so with other students. I did have friends just that I felt like I didn't deserve them. I always locked myself inside the restroom when I felt like crying. I really wanted to go back to preschool where everything was fun, when I didn't care what people thought about me. I couldn't believe, I changed from a happy person, to a sad person that pretends that they are feeling happy. I wanted everything to be almost perfect each time I did a wrong thing on it I would think negative stuff about my self. I thought if I tell my friends this, they will leave me and that they will bully me for it. I had so many trust issues that time later then my childhood dog died, it made stuff even worse I cried more than I did last year. I always told myself that stuff will get better but it just got worse, sometimes I cried myself to sleep. I always felt like everyone hated me including my sisters. I really wanted to be happy I wanted to smile, like back then. I'm really sorry that I had to go through that at a young age. Stuff got better now since I'm older, but I really feel bad for my younger self who had to go through all that pain by myself.
I relate to this a lot. I also feel like people might judge me, because I'm not perfect. No one is. And I don't know how to comfort people. I don't know how your day has been. But I hope it was really awesome. You didn't deserve to go through any of that. I hope you're doing better 😁😁
Too every person reading my comment: Some of u just wanna listen too sad audios and some of u just need music too cry ur eyes out bc ur going through a lot....But don't let this world break u ... ur special in every way... even if ur the person who's breaking others... ur going through a lot as well. Be strong,love urself,love others. This world may break u, but the world also has good plans for u, u can make a diffrence too this world in many ways. U can fix this world with goodness... Ur beautiful.. not broken . Many people love u. And I'll be praying for all of u. Believe in urself
tysm!! I rlly appreciate that 🥰🤧❤❤❤
@@ariadna-8397 np!
ty bro i needed to hear this
thanku, I really needed that ❤❤❤
I don’t hate myself. This playlist makes me calm down, when I’m calm I can understand who I am, therefore being to love myself. you should too.
same
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :) - Mila Martinees (not by me that’s the user of who wrote it just spreading awareness :))
You fricken made my day 😭
@@Dazzlingroblox867 Thats my Goal. Have a Great Day/Afternoon/ Night
It's been so long I didn't cry.. oh thank you for your sweet word and make me cry..
I really needed this you saved mmy day
so... i am the problem?
Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you.
honestly, thank you. this made me cry, not in a bad way, well not really. i honestly just want to go poof out of existence because all i am is a waste of time and money. but, thank you. this helped me.
@@Silentknight89 No problem. Well, this comment can be copied and pasted if you want to spread some more kindness, and... don't worry, everything is going to be alright in some time. Hope everything bad in your life will be gone
Thank you I was going through a hard time and this just made me smile. 😊
@@pipermoore7496 No problem! I hope your bad stuff in your life will be gone as soon as possible, even tho I can't realy do anything about the future. I just hope you will have a wonderfull life :)
It's literally 1am here i'm in my bed awake and i got school thomorrow. Well who cares i'll anyways just stare out the window whole day. Yea i wish i had someone who'd care about me
to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s the night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s the day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s the evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you to a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and a great year.
solo tengo una pregunta cuanto te llevo escribir todo eso????
Holy shit… I really needed this. You’ve brought me to tears. Everything you’ve said is so beautiful. And I hope you’re doing okay as well. Thank you.
Thank you a lot. I also really like the song you recommended me. I needed this. A lot of things you said actually apply to me unfortunately. Thanks for putting this here. You're a good person for doing this. Take care of yourself. Until tomorrow, right? Well. I genuinely appreciate this. Goodbye :)
@@bens529 really, I cried..
thanks for this, i needed it, a true angel in disguise right here.
They bully you when: your fat your skinny your tall your short your ugly your pretty ect. what is wrong with humans this generation?
This is so strange. Why can't I love myself like they love themselves?
I really love this playlist. When I listen to it I feel sad and good at the same time. thanks for this
I feel like everyone hates themselves Its just that the group of people who thinks they don't are just lying to themselves and denying it, Avoiding the truth. but eventually it'll get to them. Its better to just be honest to yourself. You are the only one that will acompany you forever. The only one who won't dissapoint you. and.. yea :)
спасибо за плейлист, автор! конечно я ненавижу себя) я больше года находился в отношениях, где всегда был виноват. постоянно.. мой партнёр выставлял меня полным идиотом! он делал это специально, зная, что у меня проблемы с самооценкой. я рад что сейчас я один, но бросать меня вот так.. мне было больно.
Часто трудные моменты надо просто пережить
I'm listening to this while I'm crying for my little kitten, Venom Gloves, well, I'll tell you about him, he died, devoured by large dogs (I had a cat called Venom Gloves, I loved him very much, once he went away for a week, I grew fond of him, but some months later my older brother told me everything I cried a lot to confirm the next day I asked my mom if what my older brother said was true and if it was I cried much more than the day before (a whole break)
I'm not very good at this but: I'm sorry for your loss it must have been very hard very you , I'm sure it's still hard for you right now. But you need to know that what you're feeling is okay , so give yourself time to mourn as much time as you need . Losing a pet is like losing a loved one , so please do acknowledge your feelings. Remember that ,when you feel comfortable , you should contact someone who knew your cat or even just someone who can lend an ear . I'm here if you need someone to talk to
I’ve lost everyone one I loved because of me I’ve lost my motivation, happiness,emotions,even myself
your loved. I love you, sorry if that came out weird hah, I do tho. I hope you have a good time. Drink some water, eat a snack, read a book, watch your favorite KZheadrs or twitch streamers. Play games, talk to real friends. Listen to music, please do something that makes you happy. But don’t end your life. I know life is hard and you don’t want to take this anymore probably but please, whatever you do, don’t harm yourself or anyone! oh wait, I’m sorry but you dropped this! 👑, take care. - a content creator
@@Saturn.Gachaa I love you toooooooooooooooo
@@Saturn.Gachaa Hay something for you 👑💐🌹💝 that you deserve
Tysm, this is my new favorite playlist
Awwww thank you
I hate the fact that I am hurting , giving pressure to other people with my anger issue and my mental health I HATE MYSELF CAUSE I CANT BE PERFECT FOR EVERYONE THAT I LOVE🙁
I'm gonna vent a bit here so if you're not interested please just don't read it. Life lately has been going kinda okay for me, but recently i just lost my best friend of 8 years, pretty sure she might've replaced me with someone else cause that's what i've been seeing, i mean i wouldn't blame her for it. We can't even talk or hang out anymore cause she's way more busy now, well that's what she claimed atleast and i absolutely believe her. I'm glad she's got tons of friends now but i'm, kind of upset in a way..?? cause i know for a fact i've been replaced within' only the span of a few days of them knowing each other, it just makes me feel sad i guess, i can't tell if she's avoiding me cause she no longer finds me fun to be around with or i'm just boring. Did i do something wrong? what did i do wrong for her to just leave me like that? Am i in the wrong? I trusted her, i really did and only her. I probably could never trust anyone ever again after what just happened, especially with an 8 year friendship. Sure we've been through some tough stuff, but we were surely put back together afterwards but.. eversince i've liked that one guy she just distanced herself from me but when i dislike a guy she likes, i never do that.. i know he did a lot of wrong stuff but he was so ready to change just for the sake of me and her friendship. it feels so unfair, is it unfair? i don't know. Now that i've lost her and my one and only other friend due to her crush liking me and she thinks it's my fault all of the sudden, i'm all alone. It sucks, i hate being alone so much, my thoughts are just eating me up now. I simply just want someone to ask how has my day been and i'd just tell them alll about it, someone who wouldn't be annoyed or tired or bored of me or maybe someone i could trust. I think i just need a friend who i would always be there for them and they would return the same favor rather than it just being me doing it, cause it now just feels like i'm just there whenever someone needs help, advice, comfort etc. I don't think life is going okay for me, but i still am staying positive as ever, cause all i can do is wish and hope for it to come true.
To be honest, I am from Russia. But I could not think that foreign people would be so comfortable! Sometimes I feel better on the English side of KZhead than on the Russian side. Thank you very much for this!
Понимаю..
Да внатуреб
Its not just me that hates myself, it feels like everyone hates me, even my familly, boyfriend and best friend. There's so many things happening, i just wish i could sleep until this end of these bad days, or better, until the end of my life. I feel like no one wants me near, and when they "want", i just stay there listening bc no one lets me talk. I just hate it, sometimes its not just myself, i hate everything and i cant stand it anymore. Sorry for the little "vent" ig?
I'm so sorry to hear that, theres no need to apologise for venting as it's absolutely okay to do that. Remember that nobody really hates you as you are an amazing person and nobody deserves to feel that way. I can personally relate to this bc I've experienced self-hate and overthinking. Just know that everything will be ok, just carry on being you 😊❤️
@@L3_NN2383 thank you so much
@@senpaikaeswoo1393 your welcome :))
I'm Also Sorry For U And To Hear That. Carry On And Move ON!
btw happy early halloween! 👻
it's 11:30 and I am laying on my bed crying again bc another person that I was so close with blocked me without saying anything..why? why again? what am I doing wrong? I am showing the love and affection..am I not enough? I am trying my best I swear.. why everyone leaves me..? Am I rl that annoying ? I just want to show how much I care ab some1...I swear I am trying but this is too much. Why me? I just want some1 to stay by my side and not actually use me.. am I asking for much? I just want to feel loved..
^ , same goes here
my friend call me a freak and left even tho I gave them all my love and never was mean or rude to them
but also same here
So f*cking relatable
I keep replaying this playlist. Amazing. These comments are very warm putting and help me work with myself with my surroundings.
Funny people keep asking why do you? but don't know the demons you have to face when your alone in your room letting the thoughts take you over.. This is def the playlist for that.
This playlist made me cry but I had a feeling earlier of hands rubbing and touching me it's gone away once I started playing this. thank you
Sorry to hear that
Have you ever become so invested in a show or video game where you relate to the characters and their world just seems so much better then reality that you start to forget what’s real and what’s not…
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listening to this while im sitting around waiting for the school bus is actually pretty nice
Do You Remember Those Old, Fun, Sweet Memories Of Ours? " I'd Asked Her, Having Very Sadly Tears In My Eyes. So While I Stood Their, Watching The Tombstone, I Thought About Her Warm Apperance, The Lovely Hugs She Had Gave Me, The Beautiful Way She Made Me Feel And The Birds & Butterflies. Which Surrounded Us When I Was With Her.. She Was My Savior From A Too Painful World.. She Made Me Joyful And Happy, No Other Person Could Make Me Feel Like This Again..., '' I'll Never Stop Loving You.. '' I Said To Her And At Her Old Tombstone, Crying Hardly And While My World Was Tearing Apart.. Braking.. And I Woundered If The Pain Would Ever Stop. Bevor A Thunderstorm Of Tears Would Rule Over Me.. And I Said My Last Goodbye. I Held My Flowers And Placed It On Her Tombstone. I Left The Graveyard Running While The Thunderstorm Of Tears Was Still Ruling Over Me. Why Did Cruel World Do This To Me? I Questioned Myself While I Was Running To Leave The Graveyard. I Stopped Running For A Momment To Fully Question Myself. I Looked Back At The Graveyard, Looking Back At Her Tombstone.. "I'll Always Miss You And Also Love You." Then I Looked Back Forward, Running back To My House And Leaving The Graveyard For Good.
I feel like I’m in the wrong life, like I suddenly woke up in the body of the person I hate and I just can’t escape no matter what I do. And the more I try, the more I ruin everything.
i feel numb and tied and sad all the time and this is perfect playlist for me
Love thisss thx for makin it🥺🥺🥺🥺
Запомните…никто не полюбит вас если вы не полюбите себя первыми..и меня тоже никто не полюбит…
It's a very good playlist, keep up the good work ~ ^ ^
Thank you, I will
POV: You wish that this was just a pov
i just wanna take a break from school :( ty for making this playlist
I wish I could've done something, been there, helped her, said something and now I can't do or say anything that will change that.. I hate myself for it, they made me do that "it wasn't your fault" but what if it was, "ew that's so gross" ok I'll try to change for you.. "I didnt ever care" oh.. Okay.. Why, why her, why me, why them.. Could I have even changed it a little?.. Nobody can change it, nobody can bring her back, no matter how hard I fight I'll never get her back. I wish it was me instead, I would give anything for her to be here right now.
Hey, I know you've seen this before a million times. And at this point you might even doubt it, but i promise its going to be okay. I don't know what your going through but i understand in some ways. I know its going to work out. Whether you have problems with your image, your family, your friends, or just finding and working on yourself. Its going to be okay. I understand depression and that my words by no chance will automatically fix what's going on, but i know that your strong. That your going to power through it. You've made it this far after all. Take a deep breath. You'll be alright. Your tough.
I love to cry to links like this it keep me from cutting my self
This makes me feel about the time I realized my childhood was over. Over too quickly :’)
I love when my friends make fun of my panickattack’s….):
I love myself, but this playlist is beautiful, especially at night❤️(I hope I wrote it right)
how please tell me your method.
I want someone to love me more than I hate my self
Bro HOW DID YOU KNOW I HATE MY SELF!!?? Btw..the best playlist i love ittt :D💓💓
I really like to her this types of playlist this the only thing that let me show my emotions and cry untill I fell ok again
tiny vent (tw: some gore-y descriptions) i just wanna isolate from this world for a year to take a break from everything and just do nothing inside my conscience because everything i have done. i HATE myself. i want to spill my guts out and crush and step on them so bad because of this hatred. i dont need my parents help instead i want someone to love me as much as i love this playlist. no, i dont want to, i NEED to. i NEED someone who'll take care of me when i cry or when im just feeling down. i NEED a person who has the same vibe as this part > 8:21 . and knows me like themselves. even now my parents dont know much about me. how do i know? she said it straight to my face. (im srry if its pretty random)
I hope ur okay, We have the same problem, but I believe it is slightly different. I've been depressed since I was a child, and my parents always fought in front of me when I was in preschool. I realized I was depressed in elementary school, and I've been concealing my feelings for 9 years, hoping that someone would understand me.
@Max_ yeah sure :))
@Maxx :) nvm u have a boyfarts pfp
to all the pepole that been saying like "you are perfect" "I think you are amazing" if they if they thought the same for themselves they wouldn't be here
Friendly reminder to the person reading this (Ik this is long): You are perfect the way you are, You might be having hard times now or just went through a hard time and you are starting to recover from hard times, Don't listen to others, Be yourself, You are your own person and I believe in you, I am proud you made it this far in life, Have a good day/afternoon/evening/night/midnight
THIS IS WILL DO FINE TO MY COLLECTION
dear whom ever might be reading this i have a message for you ⬇️ you are worth it!! keep being the most amazing you, you can ever be. go do new things, try new foods, spend time with the people you love. life is short so make the most out of it. and if someone says something rude to you, dont care about what they say. because YOU are being the best you, you can possibly be. and even though im just a stranger on the internet to you i love you for being who you are. keep being the most beautiful/handsome person ever and be the best you ever!!!! {another small message down here⬇️) make sure to drink lots of water and stay hydrated if you need to vent, just vent let it all out even though im a stranger just let it all out.
Thank you
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@@CaseOhMuckbang awe yw, if u wanna vent ill listen
This makes ppl feel better but to me I CANT. I can't ignore the words they say or the judges. I'm starting to have social anxiety and have the fear to talk to someone cuz they won't believe me and think I'm seeking attention. I feel like I wanna talk but I'm scared to lose anyone else because I'm annoying. why can't I just be perfect. why can't I be normal. WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.
@@myriamgabriela2758 being normal is weird. dont try to be like everyone else. be yourself be who you want to be.
its really hard right now to keep going on
thank you for makeing this it helped me not hate my self
Que buenos temas, ahora los estoy usando para estudiar, siempre que veo estos tipos de playlist leo los comentarios, no se porque de alguna forma leer gente depresiva me pone positivo, la última canción fue excelente 🤤
i came here to cry but ended up laughing bc the first song made me remember that zoolander meme 😭 thank you for including that song lol
I hate my personality I try so hard to fix it and then one your annoying makes me crack my friend says I need to tuffen up and learn to ignore it. It’s so hard because usually the people calling me annoying are people I care about. I feel like I don’t deserve to be here but I failed and I’m going nowhere and I’m never good enough no matter how hard I try no matter how much I try and fix my personality…
Sometimes i wonder, if i just disappeared, would anyone miss me? Being told by others on the internet that you're perfect in your own ways feels nice because a random person actually thinks you're good enough. But if you think about it, those people dont even know how you act or look like. Would they act differently if they met you in real life? It begs the question, whether or not im good enough
The meaning of your own life would probably miss you a lot. You'll never figure out what you're actually here for if you choose to let go of everything. It's not worth it. In the end, all living things were made to live and not to simply let their lives go because of their awful surroundings. People don't define you, what you've been through doesn't define you, you define yourself. You choose who you want to be and who you want to become. Change is a part of life, although it can be very scary, it's always worth trying something new rather than giving up before trying. I love you so much, don't give up, you deserve to be here with us ❤️ don't treat yourself as your enemy, treat yourself as your friend, always ❤️ you deserve to be here for yourself, you're here for a reason :)
I just find it really sad how I finally managed to make a friend but he’s about as messed up as me. So, here I am, telling him that he’s loved and shouldn’t leave this world when I would never tell myself the same. I have to be the positive and happy one for his sake.
This made me almost cry in school🙁
It took me more than 5 years to figure out i actually hate myself without realize it I got way too used to it and I got way too used to not seeing myself in the mirror cannot recognizing or seeing myself and I still can't but to ever who reads this just know you're not alone and things will get better and hanging there that's what I'm telling myself as well
I’m really sorry. It’s hard.. just know your loved. I love you, sorry if that came out weird hah, I do tho. I hope you have a good time. Drink some water, eat a snack, read a book, watch your favorite KZheadrs or twitch streamers. Play games, talk to real friends. Listen to music, please do something that makes you happy. But don’t end your life. I know life is hard and you don’t want to take this anymore probably but please, whatever you do, don’t harm yourself or anyone! oh wait, I’m sorry but you dropped this! 👑, take care. - a content creator
@@Saturn.Gachaa Hay something for you 👑💐🌹💝 that you deserve
I wish i were the best for someone not just a second friend or the one that helps......
La vida es una obra teatral que no importa cuánto haya durado, sino lo bien que haya sido representada . Elige un trabajo que ames, y no tendrás que trabajar un solo día de tu vida . Nuestra mayor gloria no es no caer nunca, sino levantarnos cada vez que caemos .
Hey, don't hate yourself. Hey, love yourself because you are awesome n amazing.
I hate myself for being stubborn and not listening to the rules. I regretted everything I did at the end. :(
That's actually good, keep walking against the wind
🎶I wanna scream and shout and let it all out.🎶
“Did you get enough love, my little dove” No and that’s why I’m sad
It's so hard to love yourself when u know all the bad choices u did are your fault
Every day I’m compared to both of my sisters. They’re always better at something. Today it was my weight. I’ve always been so self conscious about my weight and how my stomach looked since everyone around me is always wearing cropped shirts. I tried to stop eating. My parents don’t even give a shit. I don’t feel like there’s a point in my life anymore. I can’t cry anymore. I guess I used all my tears. I simply feel numb. I don’t feel like I deserve anything. It would be better off If I was gone. I just wreck things for others. I hate everything about myself. How my nose and ears are too big, how I always have acne on my chin, my stomach, everyone’s tells me I’m perfect the way I am, and how I’m lucky to be alive, but I wish I wasn’t
people like me, they think im cool. But I dont, thats the problem. My mom says im really cool, my friends say I am, i dont feel it though.
these are my favorite songs
I love music it makes me feel better :>
I have come to terms with my mental illnesses, like to the point its scary. I used to be sad, and tired, but now I'm nothing. Like its genuinely empty inside my head.
i just-.....i cant be strong for ever you know!
This playlist is all my Life resumed in 20 minutes
i want to know how do you can love your self couse i hate my self
Me encantan las canciones de este playlist son perfectas para estudiar❤❤😊
I just want to talk about my problems to a good friend but the thing is i have no idea how, so I just leave it be and deal with it. And that’s the problem.
i start crying
I hope you all learn to realize imperfections and pain is simply what makes you human and that things will get better… not easier but better ❤
I am deku in real life.
Well I guess it's playlist for me one of best playlists o heard
Tahnks for this videos
The anger and ego killed me and it started hurting others which makes me hate myself
This. Is. The best playlist for me fr. I'm just laying in a cold bath rn and listening to this while wondering why am I so stupid to get an F in math today
I'm not somebody's favourite Pearson I'm always the second choice Ppl don't care if I'm ok all the time I vent with my friend the only thing she do is sending me a sticker it looks so hypocritical that now I can't show my feelings with no one
I want someone to really care about me, not hurt me and say it’s because they love me. Kind of like everyone else I’ve met
For everyone who's sad rn, please, hang in there, stranger. It gonna end one day,there is a end at everything , trust-me. Be patient , maybe find your religion , passions , do what you like and know that whatever it is,you don't waste your time doing it. We live once , try to smile more,to spend less time on social media, keep your reals homies by your side, trust God and His plans if you're religious..but please, keep TRYING, keep searching inspirations.Don't wait life to end or time to pass .You decide what you are , your actual life is the choices YOU did ; you choose to listen to "sad" music , but instead you can listen to your favorite song or instead of crying at it you can smile like you never smile? Maybe a friend ghosted you but instead of saying "what is wrong with me" say what is wrong with THEM for leaving such a good person like me?So choose well, stranger , I hope the best for you. Love
Sometime I hate myself, but sometimes no... Who am I?.. I want to listen this playlist at night, to cry.. Tysm for this great playlist >
People say it’s themselves breaking them down inside. I wish… everyone I know tells me I’m ugly, weird, or I look depressed almost every day. I’ve started SH now. Thanks a lot.
To who ever needs this, You are not alone is this world. You just have to see the light and the people that do care. Being sad is a human thing. Crying doesn't make you weak, talking about your feelings doesn't make you annoying, self harming doesn't make you a attention seeker, an not talking does not make you a "emo fag". People are ruthless and jealous. You are amazing, I love your eyes your ears your nose your body your face and your hands everything about you is perfect. DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHER WISE!! Ok? Love all of you and be safe!♡
thankyou, this comment made my day
@@mooniewowo :) thats good ^^
this is the sconde time i say that . its doesnt help sorry and thex
Im loved by everyone. My family, class and friends (i am not popular). My crush likes me back and we’re close to dating. I have perfect grades, supportive parents and friends. But i feel stuck in this loop. Airplane mode. I feel like crying all the time, I don’t want to go the a therapist bc I’ll ruin my reputation with my parents, I secretly prefer being alone, i hurt myself, i pressure myself to do better, hoping for the best Instead i hate myself. So i am this playlist. I am sitting here writing my essay, the time ticking 2:31 am, the window is dark and everyone is asleep as i cry wanting to stop being the person i am today. I judge my body, looks and hair. I always need to have everything perfect and i end up breaking down.
I think this almost describes me pretty perfectly as well. It's crazy how f'd up life is to the most random of us... The judging everything about yourself, and having the supportive people.. who will tell you that you're perfect but you just can't believe it. I feel you. You're not alone, I guess is what I'm trying to say.. I'm sorry, I'm really bad at this 😅 I hope you can eventually love yourself. Even if I'm just a random comment that you'll probably forget about in a day or so (if you even see this lol)... ❤
I literally have no positive qualities. My friend is so pure and good I feel like nothing compared to her.
Vent. I fucking hate everything about myself. I hate my looks, my personality, they way I talk, the way I move. Just everything. I feel like I’m way too annoying for people so I distance myself from them so if they leave it won’t hurt that much. Now I am scared one of my friends will kill themselves. I hate it so much. I don’t wanna lose them but I also don’t wanna stay here as well. School is too much, I feel like I’m too much for my friends. I don’t smile so often anymore. I am more quiet now. People are worried for no reason. I just want all these people to forget about me, I wish I never even existed. I only caused pain to the people I know. I feel like I’m the reason people leave me behind. Like everything is my fault. I feel so judged in any way possible. I can’t take this. It’s getting too much.
I don’t even know if I hate myself, I’m just so TIRED. I’m noticing the APATHY towards things and the people I love, which is just making me hate myself even more. I want to be happy, I know my situation isn’t nearly as bad as someone else’s, but I find it getting harder and harder to even try.The feelings and thoughts have just gotten worse and no matter what I do I can’t stop them
It sucks when it isnt a pov anymore
Omori. That game.... It was awful for me. My Brother had a car accident.... you can guess why it was awful. Once I spoiled the story for myself I litearly could not play it because it made me think what could have happened.
I hate my reflection. Well, not really reflection but every time I see someone about to take photos of me that don’t just have my face, I get hella stressed, and freak out. It’s so bad I don’t even wanna see myself in photos, when people take them I tell them not to show me. I just wanna be skinnier, and have that perfect body. I don’t really think I’m ugly, but in photos I am. I don’t know what it is, but I just am. I hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, and hate, oh and HATE seeing myself in videos/photos. I look like a fat slob, and idk why. I’ve been getting better, but it’s still bad. I wish people understood, and wouldn’t take random videos of me when I tell them not to. I’ve also been exhausted lately, sleeping WAY more than I should or usually do. I’ve been so tired it’s draining, I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, and sleep. I’m not depressed, but I’m just exhausted from everything , and so much to the point I’ve slept way more than I should and want to.
i feel awful about myself all the time but I cant really tell anyone because then i feel annoying. and my trust issues would never let me talk to a therapist so i just kinda sit and rot away in my own thoughts