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as of right this second, i’m on my floor listening to this song crying, broken, & beaten down yet again. i’m only 23 & i’m suffering from the tight grip of addiction. right now i make it a vow to myself to start my journey to my second attempt at getting clean. the first time lasted just a few days shy of 2 years. as of this second i vow to get clean & take it one day at a time. i’m sick & tired of being sick & tired. i know i can do it. i didn’t spend 9 months in a rehab facility back in 2018 for nothing. time to use what i learned again. thank you for your music man. send good vibes my way guys. ❤️
You got this!!!! I went to rehab 5 times almost died twice only thing that made me wake up was see my dad dying in the hospital I made a promise to him I would get clean and stay clean. 6 years sober now. Everyday is a struggle but I look back and think damn today's a little bit easier. You are young im 37 with two kids. If I can do it you can! Just think of the amazing life you are going to have. 💙💛❤💚💜
You got this keep your head up I was addicted to coke for 2 years
Don’t listen to the chad idiot. You got this keep working through it. I used herion an coke for 8 years 5 of those years where Iv use. Set yourself a big goal an a few little goals on the way to the big one! Keep on keeping on
@@chad4823 Are you stupid or something? Oh no im sure your just one of them snobs that think your perfect. Good luck with that. 👍
Stay strong Emily 💔 how are you today? You can always message me on Facebook.
Been clean for 8 years now, this song speaks to me. Everyday I fight the temptation but I’m stronger than that and so is everyone else fighting addiction! You can all do it!
Amazing John, congrats and much love ..!!!
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"If you never lived it trust me you'll never get it" real shit 💯 true life story God Bless you all i got clean year 19 1st time I heard this song was when I was homeless 😅
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"if you've never lived it then trust me you'll never get it." Gave me chills
❤️🙏🏽 much love
@@Colicchieiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Ll J The R
Facts!! Sending hugs to you & anyone else out there who truly understands this🤗
Im doing what it takes so my daughter would never see me hi is something I regret every single day of my life. Now here i am again homeless and my kids in a different state cuz I knew that was best for them still it kills me everyday I can't be with them until I get my head right and find a place to live for us to live together as a family❤ i dont usually even write on these comment thing cuz who really reads them but in case anyone does and would like to help even 1 dollar would help. $dleeds329 and please don't think im just out here on these types of songs and stuff commenting and asking for help cuz this is the 1st time and last time but ty for this song it's really amazing.
🤍Igetit!!
My daughter sent me this song to let me know what she was going through I didn't understand the painful things said the threats to hurt me but listening to this helped me to understand and I am so proud of the strength she found to be clean over a year now and I want to say how proud I am of her and anyone who over came this Praying for you all God Bless
Truly amazing, and thank you Dawn, much love
thanks its not easy 7 years off heroin
Your support and trying to understand is awesome. Prayers for your daughter. Its possible!!
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for one my name was never mary colwell she was post to live hear be for carrol baker chris
This song makes me cry every time. Lord watch over me and my brothers and sisters who struggle with addiction.
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It's good to know you have 💛❤💙💜💖💗💛
This one has ❤
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🙏❤️ Pray we all find a way for our broken selfs 😭
Only an addict can truly understand this song this journey.. I’m 5 years clean and will never look back ❤.. I’ve lost my brother and multiple friends to heroin if that can’t change my mindset nothing can. I still struggle daily with the devil voice in my head but I can and will beat the devil 👿 Lots of love and positivity to those who need it most you got this, Love and light ✨ from Scotland 🏴 ❤
My condolences Shelly, and thank you so much ❤️💔🙏🏽 much love
i totally agree those who feels it, knows ir........not a bachelor's degree reading text books and taking tests and passing. now they a casac smdh
Cant say more my friend.. clean for nearly 4 1/2 years. Ive finally found my soul mate & i seem to take ALL my demons out on the one most beautiful person ive ever met. Why do we do that? Try destroy what love wer shown? X❤
RIP to all the homies some ppl go to young
❤yes l no to alwys
After 10 years of addiction, overdosing over 17 times on fentanyl, and being clinically dead 4 times. I am proud to say i am 210 days sober. Thank you colichee for sharing your story with us, courage, perseverance and humility 🙏
Keep up the good work. Just wanted to share mine as I feel like there is hope in staying clean. 21 years of herion. 6 year of meth and 4 year cocain
@@dalehartnell6199 amazing Dale 🙏🙏🙏
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Only God above is why you still here hun.
God bless you..I feel you.. believe it.
Only those of us who been there can truly understand the meaning behind the lyrics. The messages are clear. Theres only 2 ways out and thats get clean or die. Much love my brothers and sisters. Im 108 days clean today.
Sincerely, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽
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u no it
God love you sweetie. I'll always love everyone of you.
Congratulations 🎉 I'm only 21... And well I have been in this Fentanyl addiction for almost 4 years now. Sadly I lost my Son's father, I was only 16 and he was only 19... He got murdered up the street from his own place.... And I was with him the night he passed away... Our birthdays were coming up in May, Him and I would always celebrate our bdays together since they were 2 weeks apart exactly. He was soon to be my fiance since he planned out asking me for our 3rd year anniversary 😢 Sadly someone took his life before he could get the chance to ask, he got murdered in 2019 the 15th of March... Just 2 months before our birthdays in May and 4 months before it would've been our 3 years.... Been dealing with the Fentanyl, Crystal Meth, & Crack addiction for quite some time now, I've finally gotten the courage to call a treatment place to get clean!!! I've already had 2 overdoses and both were just last year in October... I came to the conclusion that I NEED/WANT this in order to get my son back and be able to do the things I use to love doing and be able to do them with my son.
I shot heroin, coke and meth I've gone to prison 13 times. I was a prostitute and I use to lance my own absesses. I always said I was I gonna change when I got hemmed up (arrested). I lived/stayed in flop houses that had needles pushed stems and dirty unbathed people in them. But I surrendered I have 8 years clean but this song takes me back to those days and I can't help but cry
8 years is incredible. Truly.. stay strong Stephanie ❤️🙏🏽
First of all, please respect your people no matter where they are on this journey
You're inspiring, I was clean again after 30 or so tries, fell again, while talking about all the drug related deaths in my city, I'm getting back up again. Thanks
Wow I have 65 days clean
Great song, I came across this in my feed. Because I was listening to a new artist about drugs also. Similar song. Type in “Cold Reality” “My Drugs”. Deep song for real.
It's crazy how it hits. No matter how long it has been, you can feel everything.
I appreciate it. Sincerely. Stay strong
15 years of addiction and this song has helped get me through. Today I am 1 year sober from hard drugs, I never thought I could do it like most of us. But don’t lose hope we can recover ❤
Truly amazing, proud of you, how are you holding up?
wen u lose everything 10 times over it finally clicked... 16 years using. clean from using last July.. it wasnt easy as u know.
Wow! I have 28 years clean and reading all these comments really hits home. Prayers for each and everyone of you struggling, hang in there I never thought I would see 57 years old but here I am a grandma and everything!
Congratulations to you Suzanne... Im 7 years clean now and already years older than I'd thought id get...
suzanne rouze amazing
That’s awesome!!!
God love ya!! U done it, I’m surgling, but I’m gona get there, I’m not repeating genurasion!! Bless x
Congrats
8 months clean off heroin and meth. This song helped me through it. Thank you Colicchi
Kris Davis, Still going??
Still sober
Kris Davis, Hell yeah!! I’m so proud to hear that…
Thank you. I appreciate that. 10 months on the 22nd
Kris Davis, Keep going!! You should be very proud of yourself. Do you do meetings? Church?? I quit smoking cigarettes January 5. Not even a puff!
This song saved me! I listened to it on repeat from 4am-6am 07/07/2022. I knew if I left and got more shit then I wouldn’t check myself into treatment so I played this song over and over. I’ve been clean since!
Almost ten years clean and I still tear up and get chills when I play this shit… I PROMISE WE ALL CAN RECOVER!!!!
Much love Joshua and congratulations..!!
Yes sir we all can recover 13 months clean
Addiction is real , I spent 6 years sticking needles in myself , my addiction costed 2 people their life's and 5 years of mine in a box , glad to be sober today, never again
Stay strong Anthony, we got this ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽
what changed for you what can I do to help my family member who is addicted he has hit rock bottom and says he just can't stop still how can some stop and he can't
Never say never
I’m glad I out it down, I was on H for 5 - 6 years put it down and built a life for myself.. made a little too much money and celebrated with coke.. next thing I know we are doing fent and my fiancé is being taken in an ambulance.. This shit is no joke and for those who have yet to try.. my best advice is, dont
Was shooting meth homeless living in a tent next to the river, literally lost everything, but 3 years ago I decided that something had to change so I got clean my clean date is 8-18-17 been clean every since got married had a son and have a daughter on the way. Thanks bro your truly a inspiration.
Fair play to you man
Appreciate it brother
Truly amazing. Keep it up. Merry Christmas. How are you?
Merry Christmas to you bro, you played a huge part in me getting clean you gave me hope that I could change my life and be a good father forever grateful 🙏❤ life is good. You doing good?
Keep staying strong I'll pray for you
I’m laying in a detox centre in the uk detoxing of methodone. I’m so sick right now! I’m tearing up writing this! I’m struggling bad! I’m at the point of getting worse feeling less sick is a way of yet! I want my life back. Must heard this a 100 times, but the lyrics are hitting me like a brick right now! Love brother. U hit the seriousness of this hard! I need to be hearing this more than u will ever no right now! Thank you❤
I had been on 120 mg methadone for 5 years and I got sick and tired of the clinic keeping a rope around my neck and I quit going and even though it bought killed me,I came off it and never looked back, it's hard but take it 1 day at a time and then when you hit a week, take it a week at a time and then a month and then you will shock yourself at how far you have come.
You (CAN and WILL) Do it! Using a friend's phone ! Suboxone. But I'm 12 years clean. MUCH Love. Remember Demand greatness. your worth it! Kristy Rubin 2023 Ps. Best song Ever! #1
What’s going on Shane, I really pray since you’ve written this comment that your life has improved so much, I know how difficult it is in the beginning, but it’s worth it..!! Stay strong.
Keep going brother! Life will be so much better when you’re clean!
Been on the shit for 10yrs now,I'm 42 an feel 50..Don't feel like I'll ever have the strength to kick it.Peolpe say its months of withdraw...That's a scary thought,it's all a fckn trick
Got a whole new set of feels listening to this song, while reading the comments. Thank you family. Your comments are everything. We do recover and we're fighting for our lives. You're my heros. Love u
Much love, thank you so much..!! Sincerely
im still in the fight however i always listening for ways out, spmetimes its a song that lets me kno theres someone out there like me and did it. and there music is talking aloud to me as if i wrote it. hats off to Colicchie
@@Colicchie no thank you. It's so real raw and beautiful. Thank u for putting yourself out there like tha
8/11/2023 my 21 yr old daughter just asked me from jail to listen to these words_ I KNOW EVERY WORD OF THIS IS TRUE FOR HER AND FOR ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE BEEN ON THIS DARK PATH_ I APPLAUD YOU FOR BEING THIS FOR MY DAUGHTER AND TO EVERY ONE THAT IS STRUGGLING PLEASE HEAR A MOTHERS HEART, YOUR LIFE MATTERS YOU DESERVE SO MUCH MORE AND JESUS CHRIST IN HEAVEN WILL COME AND HELP YOU. CRY OUT TO HIM ASK HIM TO HELP YOU AND HE WILL. I PROMISE YOU. I KNOW U HAVE TO DO THE WORK BUT I KNOW BEYONG A SHADOW OF A DOUBT GOD WILL SEND AN ANGEL TO WALK THE ROAD TO RECOVERY AND REBUILDING OF YOUR LIFE. I SPEAK HEALING LOVE COURAGE AND STRENGTH OVER EACH AND EVERY PERSON STRUGGLING TODAY IN JESUS CHRISTS HOLY NAME I PRAY AND CLAIM THIS FOR ALL THE SONS AND DAUGHTERS I LOVE YOU KATELYN CHEYENNE AMEN & AMEN
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Praying for healing and restoration in your life right now in Jesus name ty for your comment reading it rn when I did was by no accident god is using you forsure even if you don't realize your doing kingdom work so thank you so very much.sending you all my love sincerely, Your brother in Christ🫶✝️
Amen 💞 I Appreciate You Family 🙏💌🥰
Hey your comment really hit me in my feelings cause now I know at least someone else out there truly cares about my struggle….Thank you!!!🙏🙏
Amen 🙏💕
I am married to an addict who still hasn't found their way to a better life. Please keep inspiring others that addiction can be something you survive. Congrats on turning your life around, making better choices and now loving yourself. I'm honored to have heard this song! May your life keep bringing you joy and strength.❤
Much love Jennifer, I know the feeling, they can always reach out to me on Facebook
My dad's a addict it's not nice seeing him like it but I try to help I'm off it he's 50 now I'm 32 I got him listening to you now he's realising things
I'm sending you my love and support. I know the life you're living watching the one you love slip away is so hard. But please don't give up on them. They can't win this war alone
i hope your spouse is doing better
@@makka1550 just being there may not be enough, let's be honest here. But you are there, that *does* matter. So many go without even a kind word. You know this feeling, and your experiences have helped shape you. Well done, please keep it going. When it gets tough, that is when you push harder.
Wow, im beyond taken back. This is beautifully painful. Raw and something some people will never understand. Definitely mad respect for you, stay strong brother, the devil aint got the grip no more🙏🏼
Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it. Truly
we all need a rapper like you to believe there will still be a future. I believe in you homie, best of luck to you and your wonderful family.
Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it ..!!
As a recovering addict myself , I just wanna say I’m proud of everyone who is trying to get clean and stay clean !!!! 💯💯🤍🤍
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Clean and free Seattle 2021
Thank you
This song deserves all the views but god damn its scary how many people this resonated with. Myself being one of them this shit is a problem
God bless ya ..all i am saying is i am fucked up but if i can stop just one kid going the way i went ,10 2 15 of my pals are dead .not nice..
Im 3 years clean myself im a single mom of a beautiful little girl. I left abusive relationships as well im doing so much better now this song also helps me remember i have over come my heroin and meth demons. If i can do it so can yall! I love you fellow ppl in recovery stay strong!
Much love Savanna, glad you made it out. We can do this ❤️🙏🏽
😅😅😮😅 ok😅😅😅 of😅😅😅😅😮@@Colicchie
How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do??????
Hope who ever is reading this has found their peace in life without addiction... i pray for each and everyone you daily as im on my own journey of sobriety... to the good times ahead of all of us... love each and everyone of you.. keep fighting we got this!
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Colicchie. I got 5 Years Clean yesterday. I'm doing what it takes so my daughter's will never see me high. I first heard your song when I was deep in it on the streets. I connected so deeply, I knew then I wasn't alone in it. Someone out there understood on a level no one else could ever comprehend. It gave me solace and touched me as if you were speaking for me, at the time I was lost, I had no voice. But your words reverberated through me, you gave me hope, you shined a light. So much gratitude 🙏🏻 thank you so much, keep it up man! We're all in this together. One day at a time ❤️
So amazing..!! Congratulations ❤️💪🏽💪🏽 I just released my new video “ Brielle Jane “ please check it out when you get a chance ❤️🙏🏽
@@Colicchie That's my daughter's name. 🥰 She is the reason. I'll check it out. Congrats and keep inspiring, the community thanks you. 👏🏻
I shown this to my brother, who has been smoking crack cocain for over 10 years. Now he’s just passed his navy training and is on phase 2 set to become a submariner, this song gave me strength and gave me hope for him, your never to far gone. Your just to far away to ask for help. Change before you can’t.
Truly amazing..!!
So he lied on the military application? Lol dont let anyone know about that shit. He can get kicked out for lying about his past
How did he get into the navy? After 10 years of using, pretty sure there’s a age cap on top of his history of choices
Facts nice bro
Some of our most authentic and dedicated Servicemen have stories like these! It’s because of their past that they are so dedicated to the future! I welcome a rebirth and am here to serve alongside!
4 years sober. I have been listening to this song for 4 years. Thank you for your music. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for being an example. Without God we can not do this life! Your music is powerful- especially this song. 4 years SOBER and in those 4 years I had a baby, and got married. Happiness, joy, love, hope, peace! We all have our daily adversity! Pray! Never give up! ❤
Truly incredible, keep it going ..!! We can do this 💪🏽🙏🏽
@Marlianna Miner kudos on 4 years clean and sober! Nobody will ever understand except another addict just how much willpower you have to put into not using and getting clean/sober and then how hard you have to work at at it to keeping it going 💪❤️
@@1janeyjewel omg thank you for your kind words. Thank you for reading what I commented. This means so much to me. God bless you! 💚
@@marliannaminer8303 you're welcome. I'm 10 years clean from heroin and crack. Well I had a 2 month blip about 4 years back when some bad sh*t happened and I just couldn't cope at the time. Got my head together again and jumped back on the wagon. Done great again ever since. On some meds still but hey I'm clean. Anyway take care and carry on the good work xx
Us addicts know this hits home.
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Today I’m sending prayers to anyone stuck in addiction you’re not alone and it’s okay to ask for help. Thank you Collicchi for showing your support through music.
Much love, thank you so much 🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️
I'm 48 years old , been struggling for over 30 years. Been to too many rehabs, jails, I'll ask wtf is wrong with me. I'm so tired of this misery but this obsession is real. It's been 2 days going through this withdrawal from whatever they putting in this heroin but this is my time and your music keeps me going to do this I am so lost right now as tears are running down my face. I just need some hope and I keep praying for strength. 🙏💕
❤️❤️❤️ stay strong Christine
You can do this mam you gotta want it. After 30 years of using I just got out of rehab I have 32 days clean today. I feel awesome better than I have in years. Fight man hit me back brother
You can do this .I keep failing but keep trying one time will work. Hope your ok and doing well
You got it stay strong
Keep going Christine💯👍🏽 I've been clean of H since 2007, clean off methadone since 2019. Yea, it's dam hard, but if u want to get clean, keep going forward & have faith. There is light at the end of the tunnel. 👏🏽
wow, this is the type of rap that gives you goosebumps if you can relate.
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The first time I heard it that's exactly what happened.
I mean like fr I have been here already I have been able to beat it. And I'm glad I did
My father showed me the song and I listen to it every day
For sure!
That Feeling When Your Little Brother Introduces Colicchie To You & Within 3 Months He Dies Of A Drug Overdose. Rest In Peace Joe & #Colicchie Thank You.
I’m so sorry to hear that, my condolences 💔💔
This track Cutts me deep.what does not kill us makes us stronger.👊🏼
Much love and respect ..!! Sincerely
Wicked mate. Love this..❤
Being clean is easy, staying clean is a hell of a task!! Remember me in your prayers guys..🙏🏿🙏🏿.. gbu all...
Absolutely ❤️🙏🏽
I know I'm late to your post but I really hope you're still clean. I just lost my son Cody to an overdose and I know you're struggle is so hard. Just know I truly am praying for you bc you matter your life matters and I DONT ever want your parents or loved ones to feel this heartbreak that I'm feeling right now! Please stay strong and know that even though I don't know u I love you and you matter and my prayers are with you!! ❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
I pray for you to stay clean god watch over you........🙏
Totally agree. It's so hard when I still live in a small town, small town mentality does NOT help🤔😥
staying clean is definitely the hardest part. i’ve been “sober” since 2013. and i’m one bad day away from throwing everything away and going back on the run. I think about getting thrashed every day. sure, it’s easier to stay sober the more time I get under my belt. but I still don’t feel “normal” and I don’t even know if I can even legitimately be happy. but hey, at least i’m taking care of the shit I need to, eh?
No matter how many times I listen to the song I still get chills ... it takes me back to a place I never want to be again
Absolutely
We got this all of us
Feel ya' just don't forget that place ya' heard!
Man I got 2 years clean , 4 months and a few days took me 10 years looking everything to get here , still don't feel , as I did. Glad I'm off but man takes years to get straight just hold on.
Hey
When I faced my demons, I listened to you rap nonstop. I'm proud to say that I'm coming up on my 6th year clean. Thank you for being there for me when I needed it the most.
Much love Amanda, truly. How are you holding up this weekend?
Guy literally poured his heart out in 7 minutes. Deserves recognition. 3 years clean and sober
Much love and respect, truly. Thank you so much
*When you are happy you enjoy the melody, but when you are broken you understand the lyrics*
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That has to be the best statement out of everybody's comments
So true
U CAN FIX BROKEN THINGS
I'm sorry I'm happy....I feel for the ones still on the floor.
I was a crack addict for 14 yrs lost EVERYTHING!!!!! This April 20th I will be celebrating my 8th yr of sobriety!!! This song is definitely heartfelt!! Nice work continue be an inspiration to others including myself!!! 💪❣️💯
Truly amazing ❤️🙏🏽
Day 5 bro and honestly would rather feel better day by day then how those pills used to make me feel.
Fabulous going!!!! 🤗
Respect friend! 6 yrs myself from phetynal...
@@gramleaffirsttimegrowers2935 It’s almost a month for me now, clean from fentanyl brotha. You are truly a blessing for me to know I am not alone in this man.
"Always taught you don't gotta defend the truth"..... real 💯
first time ever for the temptation is gone as of right now.... thank u my Lord for helping me in my addiction only u lord can keep me strong and keep me from falling for i want to be with u in heaven ..
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4 years sober from heroin and crack addiction. This song speaks so much damn truth 🙏🏼❤️
Truly amazing, keep it up.. how are you tonight?
How did you get off the h
@Warren Johnson if you quit alcohol you can quit anything. Your not alone Warren hang in there man.
@Warren Johnson yo I’m right there with you except i still have to drink, you’ve got some special will power or something I can’t get out of the hole again either I know it sounds corny but you’re not alone bro, I’m headin for rock bottom again I hope everything works out for you. I’m tryin really hard this time cuz I just found out I have another child on the way and my four year old son has had to bring me back from the brink of death
@Warren Johnson I honestly know the feeling brova. But we never know what life's gonna throw at us buddy. .Please just hang in thare pal. Things are gonna get Better mate.
Dude , straight up needle fiend for 12 years running dope , veins shot , life on track ,,, been clean 15 years , no slippin , none.... this song made me cry . Your lyrics fn burn
Truly amazing..!!! Stay strong 💪🏽 we got this..!!
Well done, life is for living. Just go forwards with your life.
Me too, been to the bottom. Now I have a amazing woman in my life who understands and is so supporting. Now I'm living life not letting it pass me by. Stay strong my friend.
You will nevet move forward, if your constantly looking back
@@Colicchie hello colicchie man, it’s been so long since I’ve spoken to you, been lost a bit relapsing on weed and Valium but im back at NA just recently and I’m listening to your old tracks here now and it’s just fired my spirit up again, one thing you said is you always had faith and that’s the reason I’m still fighting with God carrying me when I’m weak. Anyway man I hope your well I’ve been seeing your posts of you and your family, A child is a gift, i have two girls. There the reason I never quit! God bless you all brother….#respect
I'm 12 year's sober .. I've lost my big sis, 2 nieces, 2 nephews and sister in law and lot's friends . Still have family using God I pray they could get sober. 🙏 Not easy but u can do it ❤
Amazing, stay strong ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽 congrats
This month I am going to be 5 years sober from meth and last month I decided to give my life to Jesus. Today I found this song and I feel so blessed to be sober!!
Truly amazing..!! Stay strong
My daughter sent this to me. To help explain her feeling's. My heart breaks for her. And any who walk this painful journey. Thank you, for putting words to what so many are going through. You are making a difference.
Thank you so much ❤️
@@Colicchie ive been starting to follow/learn your story as i wish to finally break free from these chains and come out on top as well. Your truly an inspiration and give me hope that i can finally do this and be able to look in my daughters eyes and not feel so much guilt along with many other things. Im so close to making that jump so maybe you will be the little nudge that i need to begin the journey finally and stop making excuses. Damn i hope so, ive never wanted it more than i do now. Thank you, thank you very much.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS
I sent this to my family to explain my feelings too this song is spot on. 👌
@@Colicchie Your song is saving my life
Been sober for a year and 4 months ❤ i am praying for all of you out there struggling. I hope you get sober. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I promise.
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It's takes one day at a time. Each year it will get better after a while you won't think about it no more. Later I have been dreaming about going down to the Bronx and coping heroin. But what happens in my dream when get down there is no real heroin it's all fentanyl and I end up going back home still drug free.
Keep it up I’m proud of you
Struggling trying I make it through the days it's night time trying to sleep so hard been going 20 years now off and on but more on
I've spent most of my life in addiction. The last 10 years I was addicted to heroin fentanyl. This song really spoke to me. It described my last 3 years of addiction. I am so grateful that I ha e 3 years as of March 3rd 2024. I listen to this all of the time. It reminds me tlwhy I got sober.
Truly amazing Melissa, much love
GOD BLESS YOU BROTHER ❤❤❤❤ Hope every one that read this comment is doing Great in there life ❤❤❤
Much love and respect .. truly ❤️🙏🏽
I remember being strung out listening to this song summer of 2018 wishing I was clean and sober. Got arrested 3 weeks later and been clean ever since. Now I have my son back and I sing this song and smile towards the end. I made it out, thank you for making this song and helping me out of a dark time in my life.
Truly amazing, let’s keep it up..!!! How are you today?
1 month clean tomorrow after 30 years of madness, this tune has reinforced that it is possible, to everyone struggling give yourself a break you are worth it, one day at a time 🙏
Good job!! You got this! Keep up the amazing work on your sobriety!🎉
@@delorisjohnson4251 Thank you, 💙🙏
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hope you're still doing alright man! keep it up. it's worth it! i'm now 15 months clean, and things are starting to look up!
From the bottom of my heart, thank you, this is the only life we have and its never too late for a change, and for all of you that never walked a mile in shoes like this, its only a bad day away, a bad decision away, a bad friend away, and your walking these shoes without realizing it.
Thank you so much..!! I genuinely appreciate it Roy ..!!! Sincerely
I was a heroin addicted for years I’m 4 years sober the past two days it’s really been on my mind to relapse hearing this song I’m crying and blessed I have the strength to not go back thank you for making this song rip to my sis who OD on meth
"that's someones mother, someones uncle, someone's daughter, that's someones aunt, somesones son, and someone's father." Most the lyrics I feel..but these words though... ❤️ ❤️ I am a 92 days clean addict.. I am also a teacher and a therapist.. people think it is only others.. but that's what I thought.. till I went down a rabbit hole and ended on my butt. Anyone can get there.. I wish that was more recognized by society....
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No1 u collinchi
Started doing opiates at 25 cleaned up to get my kids back but then my mother nearly died ..told my kids were her only money source so after 5 years clean I went down another course smoked crCk every day and selling on the streets.. first my ass and then Crack and the opiates...complete me... learned to live as a functional drug addiction work two jobs and did three hours In the gym,but still society judged me for the mess that I was in Always saw my kids let them know the truth about me loved with all my heart but they still had to live without me ..for the most part any way but my daughter had a baby just the other day she's a month old ànd I haven't seen her yetbutmy na.ed her after me and said I finally get it .the drugs aren't who u are their just something that u did ..u taught me not judge and love with no conditions I couldn't have a better mother than I do and now my baby grandaughter has my name too
That’s one of my favorite lines of the song! Aunts, uncles, mothers, fathers, hell even grandmothers and grandfathers suffer from this disease. Addiction does not discriminate.
Exactly, people need to stop judging
4 years clean still a battle everyday always come back to this song to remind me off were i was and how far i have come . One life no second chance be who your meant to be.
Much respect Tony, we can do this 🙏🏽❤️
I'm proud for all y'all that have decided to go sober it's worth it in the long run and just remember that temptation is out there everywhere and just keep strong yall
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My mother and i are both addicts. Im currently almost 6 years sober. My mom is coming up on 5 years sober. Your music has inspired us more than you know ❤😊
That is awesome! Proud of you guys, sincerely
Been clean for 6 years now and this song still gives me chills and the motivation to keep going! Thanks bro
Amazing, honestly. How are you today?
kzhead.info/sun/ZJexl6-pipyeq68/bejne.html Motivation for u my good dude. Hope u get something out of it . Congrats on 6 months
Wow rite on how are you today
I was on crack and meth for years since I was 16 and I'm almost 23 and as of December 14th 2022 I'll officially be a year clean. Never thought I'd see the day that I could finally say I did it, but I finally can and am so proud of myself. This song helped me through the really rough times, thank you so much Colicchie 💗
Amazing Jade, proud of you ❤️ we can do this, regardless of how difficult it gets..!!!
Love this song. I've been a meth addict for 25 years been clean for one year. It's a every day battle but your song's help
It's hard but as soon you believe in yourself it's not hard so much
Respect 😘
Congratulations
I've been sober for years now and my life is amazing but this song will always hit home
Much love, truly
The fact I’m crying right now from this song I think it means it’s time to get sober
❤️🙏🏽 you can do this .!!
Almost 9 years sober and every time I play this song it’s like reliving the entire 6 years of active use in 7 minutes and 25 seconds because it’s so spot on. I think about everyone still struggling everyday...you are beautiful, you are strong, and you are worth so much more!!! Never lose hope! ❤️
7 years here and I go thru the same. Instant chills but im reminded of what i dont want anymore. I believe as addicts, no matter how many years clean, we'll always have cravings and see triggers that we've gotta fight. Everyday. Whether it be our addiction, or words from people belittling us for something we have no control over at the time. But that's what makes addicts strong. Like he said, god is our judge. And that's who makes the ultimate decision in the end. Congrats on your sobriety!!!
Kd Speece Thank you so much and congratulations on your sobriety as well! Addiction is a horrible disease and unfortunately so many people think addicts are the lowest people but I’ve seen many addicts be better and more caring to others than others that aren’t addicted. I wish people would become more educated on addiction so that maybe their loved ones that are struggling would be more willing to get help if they had the proper support! Thank you again for commenting and I wish you nothing but the best as you continue with your sobriety!❤️❤️
Itll never be completely understood by those who haven't lived it. I had a group I had to attend that was lead by two (lesbian) overeaters..( Haha stg no pun intended 🤣) and I km now addiction comes in many forms, but I personally didn't feel like they should of been even kinda comparing our withdrawals as heroin addicts, or anything, to craving fucking bacon and a fry milkshake. That, and i never got used to letting strangers hear about my embarrassing ins and outs of drugs for them to tell the rest the of the city. Lol Stay blessed. Stay fresh. Stay 6 ft away from me :D
Very true
Kd Speece haha intentional or not, that pun was amazing 🤣! Yes I completely hear you with the comparison being non comparable!! I understand that addiction affects the same part of the brain no matter what you’re addicted to but DRUG addiction affects every aspect of a person’s life in the worst way possible and comes with physical withdrawal! It’s funny that you don’t feel comfortable sharing your story with strangers because I’m the opposite..I can talk about my addiction to strangers all day long but if someone that knows me were to ask me about it then forget it cause I’m not telling them shit! I’d much rather be judged by someone that doesn’t actually know me than be judged by someone that knows who I really am!
Rest in peace Dad. I know you tried and have a bigger heart than anyone gave you credit for.
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Amen.
Amen
Amen
❤❤❤ much love to you and your dad! ❤❤❤ you might have a full circle moment in life where your dads struggles might be a lesson to you as a father , a brother , a son , a friend! ❤❤❤
There will never be a song that hit me like this one did . I heard it in rehab in may of 2020 . I heard it right at my straight rock bottom. I never thought I’d be what drugs made of me. I’m still working hard at my program. Thank you Colliche I play this song all the time bc it reminds me of my story from beginning to end. All my friends that I’ve lost the psychosis all of it. Still have a long ways to go. Plz keep me in your prayers. As I will keep every addict in mine. And Congratulations on how far anyone has made it! 1,339 days for me today. One day at a time. And to anyone that struggling try never to get complacent just when you think you’ve made it over the mountain there’s another mountain on the other side. Keep your heads up and stay positive.
Congratulations, that’s so incredible. Proud of you..!! ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽
This song is unbelievably graphic and I think that's a good thing. This is a way of life most will never understand.. If you made it out I commend you. There is a way out friends, never give up! 4 years sober and going strong 💪. Stay strong friends
4 years off heroin! This song gave me chills it’s amazing! There is hope as long as ur breathing
Truly amazing, let’s keep it going. How are you today?
I listen to this song at least once a week ☺️ sometimes every day because I can't forget we're this drug took me too.
Nice I'm sober for 17 years. cold turkeyed it at 23ish. Never looked back. Worst 7 day detox of hell ever!
I hope you're good 💯
I hope you're good 💯
Was addicted to fentanyl for almost 4 years Been clean off of it a whole year since last September now this song hit home for me 💯❤️ hope everyone gets clean it took everything I had my house belongings kids smh but doing better now! Lost so many people to it my bf my bestfriend this song opened my eyes!
Amazing Breanna, much love and respect. Congrats ❤️🙏🏽
How did you get clean I've been u using fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick of it wanna get clean but scared of the detox
You pussy😂I'm clean for 2 weeks@Melissa-kh8sn
Im sitting on the couch and on fentanyl withdrawaling bad ... And I'm proud u sober now .. I am here but mentally lost ...
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This is Jordan McEachern, still a great song. Also it was an amazing experience for some of my friends that you came down to the soup kitchen and gave us a great performance to remember. My sister bee was ecstatic to meet you, as well as my friends. You showing up like that was a day a lot of my peers will never forget. Thanks again for you dropping by Kitchener Ontario, at St.Johns soup kitchen
I genuinely appreciate it and you.!! I’ll be in Timmins, Ontario next month ❤️🙏🏽 thank you
I just found this song last night. July 1st, 2021 I celebrated my 4 years clean from opiates and hairon and using needles. This song hit me so hard I cried for 2 hours. Because of my drug addiction the house I was living in got raded by the cops. My Mom has custody of my 2 daughters. Thank you so much for this song. Much love to everyone.
Amazing Barbara, and stay strong. I know how difficult life can get 🙏🏽
Son is safe, and is well cared for.
Congratulations to you 4 getting clean. Drug's destroyed my life and I lost my precious youngest son to the damned government. But I am so glad to know that he's been in foster care with 2 Brilliant people. Both ambulance paramedics!!! My son is VERY LUCKY
We watched on the same day hope u keep it up
@@paultait6653 try methadone clinic it helps some people if you need to talk I've been on shit for 17 years
This song is a reminder of why I don't go back to using a rig. I've been off it for just over 2 years now. I refused to do a drug if I couldn't shoot it. I spent 15 years out of my 32 living like that. But I'm still dealing with the effects of it. It's a miracle any of us are still here. I hear about another friend dying to often. I hope you never stop spreading this message.
Much love my friend, we can do this..!! Stay strong
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Keep it up man
This has been the hardest year of my life. I'm coming out of a suicidal mind frame. But I'm still here. Good luck to all of yall. God bless
Stay 💪 strong
Your music is so important to me and my community. I'm from Humboldt County California...behind a beautiful Redwood curtain ..plauged by pain, isolation and drug addiction. This place is too beautiful to see this much pain.
Thank you so much, truly
Just over 2 months clean and never knew life could be this good
So amazing.! Congrats, let’s keep it going 🙏🏽❤️
Tears are flowing down my face.. I've never heard someone completely capture my life in active addiction so closely. I'm so grateful for these 65 days clean from meth and fentanyl
Thank you..!!! And congratulations
keep ur head up and stay on the right path it will be hard but fight and bite trought the tough days u will get where you need to be 💪🏻👌🏻
People need to talk about their own addictions it help. to cop with their own lives ..so they grow from the past ....if you stay stuck what are u gonna do..everyomes sickness and sadness it is there own and not the same as yours
Keep it going, I used for 10 years, never missed a day, the longest I went without using was maybe 20 hours but now I'm almost 3 years clean. Methadone saved me. Just know it can be done if you are ready.
Half the songs out there are about drugs or their downsides or even getting clean but they beat around the bush. I relate but it all sounds very much like painting over the cracks to make them prettier or romatisise the struggle. Colicchie speaks about the raw truth of the life and the emotions involved with recovery and loving addicts too. I find it hurts enough to heal, to be confronted with it outside of that upside down world that, you can not speak about if you havent lived it.
Brought tears to my eyes. IF YOU HAVEN'T LIVED IT, THEN YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO SPEAK ABOUT IT. That's ours, and only for us. Thank you for this song.
Michael Burseth amen ...
Dudley Boynton Im fighting with you brother stay strong.
Michael Burseth i second that bro...nobody can know that life until they've lived it....nor judge one...cuz we al)lllllll have fucking vices
I'll speak on any topic I want to, thanks
Michael Burseth 💯 brotha
As a sister, daughter and friend, i know all too well of what addiction looks like and it truly is a disease that consumes you. Glad you're sober and alive, god bless you and your family ❤
Been clean 8 years in may I wake up everyday and thank God for a second chance!! This song hits home so hard!! Thank u so much for all your music
I just got out of rehab , this is the first song I came to listen too.. I will always come to this song to remind me of the bad times... thank you! This is the longest I've been clean
Thank you Brielle, I genuinely appreciate it. Stay strong, we can do this. Love your name also..!!
@@Colicchie thank you!! Still going strong💪 ❤
You got this! The fight is worth it by I promise!!! #wedorecover keep on fighting the good fight!! Congratulations!!🥰
@@briellejohnson9078 yasssss!! If nobody has told you I want you to know I’m proud of you 😊
Just got home myself from rehab today if this song sends you the message like it does for me to always remember that miserable time with withdrawal then keep listening god bless you I hope you are staying clean I know it's hard I am just a few month's behind you
"I'm doing what it takes so my daughter will never see me high" That hits deep
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Deep enough to hit me in the core of my chest! But still struggle! Why?
@@trentkasemeier8208 Coz ur human,an addict. Watever works for that addict. I think I hav to get clean for myself, then I can focus on being a better parent etc etc. As long as it keeps any1,sum1 clean and straight, they got to keep at it. Good Luck to u. Good Luck to u all.xox
Same here. My daughters 8…..and she still has ent seen me high. I ran amuck my whole life and lived this song. Thank you Colicchie.
I got chills every time I heard and say I'm doing it so my daughter will never see me high
I'm going through this with my older sons , please keep telling this young adults the truth.GOD BLESS u fam ..
I’m trying 💔💔🙏🏽
39million views. This track has blown up, I swear it was on 1million last time I looked. I don’t think we should have an anthem but this should be the go to song for every recovering addict.
31 days clean today after 19 month relapse. Listening to this feeling so grateful 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Truly amazing, keep it going 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼
as the mother of an addict, this brought me to tears. Thank you.
Much love ❤️ how are you today? If someone you love suffers from addiction you can always message on Facebook, I’ll do what I can to help
@@Colicchie this is master
@@Colicchie how are you today man I need some help
Hello I'm a addict who hurt his n she always thought she could of done more but trust me sweetheart there's nothing u can do apart from being there we don't do it on purpose or think f,,,k am it's hard to explain when I was scoring I did think of my loved one each n every time which hurt me I took more to stop the hurt I caused round n round x 10days clean today n colliche gave me hope plus it's nice to know he had been there lived it x hope ur child wins their battle x
@@rickyhall6179 me too
I’ve been clean off heroin and meth for 2 1/2 years now and this song gives me chills! It’s raw and real and takes me back to the desperation and insanity that my life was! Thanks for the reminder of the blessing we have today. And to anyone struggling-sobriety is POSSIBLE! I promise you this!
Much love and congrats, that’s so incredible .!!
Once a junkie not always a junkie. Relapse is part of addiction. You'll always be an addict. As myself. I'm struggling today. I stopped fighting my demons. I let myself slip again. About 3 months ago.. Addiction will always be apart of who I am. Addiction is 100% a disease. The best we can do is keep pushing one day at a time. Keeping the strength. Look for the good in life and push for that. Staying sober is so hard. Especially when the world around you crumbles. This song is deep bro. Keep doing whatever it takes. That beautiful daughter of yours deserve the very best. That you are 100% giving her bro. ❤🔥
Much love and respect, and you’re right. Thank you.!! We can do this ❤️🙏🏽
@Colicchie I hope you tour in Canada (Toronto to be specific) I'd love to see you live! ❤️
This song literally saved my life , 8 months clean from a 25 year heroin addiction....
Truly amazing, how are you today?
U good ? Still?
Congrats! That's a hell of an accomplishment!! 25 years..That's inspirational to me. I've been on methadone for 18 years. I'm 39 years old and became addicted to pain pills when I was 13 years old and went into methadone maintenance when I was a kid. You think there's hope for someone like me? Someone that's been on opiates for more of their life than they've been sober?? It seems impossible when I have tried to detox. It seems like the depression will never end...
@@michaeljohnston6290 I am much younger than you and have a lot less wisdom and understanding about drug addiction, however I am in rehab right now at 20 years old after a 2 year addiction to fentanyl pressed pills and I can tell you there is hope for ANYONE who has enough will power to leave it in the past. I’ve met people here at rehab who are in their 60’s and higher who are just now coming off of opiates after a life long addiction and you just have to want it enough. As for the depression, I understand how hard that makes it when quitting. All I can say is that it will get better the longer you’ve been clean. Stop isolating, engage in your community or with other people who understand what you are going through. Let yourself be vulnerable to others and tell them how you are really feeling. Get it off your chest and try to understand the root cause of your problems. Best of luck to you, I love you.
@@jayzayproductions5454 Thank you so much for taking the time to type that. This comment made my day! I Love You too, My Friend! :-) And congrats to you on your recovery!! It think you are very smart, strong willed, and you have a good heart. I see good things in your future! Go get em!!
The closest song I've ever heard that really describes this kind of life real shit
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Every single word designates with me in one way or another. It's crazy to me to hear someone sing about this and be so spot on about addiction
every word is true if ya been down are path .brings out in goose pimples what ya mans on about..thank God 1 of my kids is back in my life... LIFE saver for me any way..God bless all we are not bad people just fucked up..
Right?! Ain't no song on this planet that describes what addiction is really like. It's so amazing how he articulates it. a true artist.
I had my daughter the year this was released..i had been shooting heroin for close to 10 years..we blared this at the sober house i was in..my daughter hasn't seen me high thank god..i work in a treatment center helping other addicts today..thank you for telling my story when i couldnt.
Amen brother 🙌🙏💯💪
How incredible, seriously.!!! Glad you’re doing well. That genuinely just made me smile
@Colicchie we love you here in the land..there is a group of us that got and stayed sober around that time..we all listen to you..all of us just respect the journey of recovery you are on..thanks for the reply
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Im 55 and ive been struggling for 30 years. This song is the truth and we all need to keep trying. There is hope.
Stay strong Pamela ❤️🙏🏽
You will do it bro there’s a light at evy tunnel keep listen to this song and his other one go get help and that’s you starting ther that’s your first steps hope your good bro
Glad you can finally admit that
My soul was demolished . Then ran into the wrong homie. It was the perfect storm. I tried to only do 10cents a day to kill the pain. In 2 months I was up to 150 a day again. This last run sucked ever single day. The shame guilt and pain really messed me up. My wife n I have been best friends since elementary. She's one of those very religious chics grew up in church. So I never tried to date her cause she was that one person I could call that I felt safe being what I thought was me. Ya know. I've always used drugs since as long as I remember. I lost a wife to cancer and lost first to heroin od. I don't get what she sees in my but I think feel and believe God blessed me with her to save my life. I never saw it like that. I do know. I have a new outlook on life and I hope n pray I can make this the last time I have to fight that shit. I'm in serious struggle don't get me wrong. But after all I've live through I feel I have a better purpose than just being an outlaw and a junkie. I used to be pissed I was still alive. Truly every bday I was really pissed. I never had plans to make past 18 21 and definitely not 30 40 and now 50. All I have to say is as long as I fall 100 times and get back up 101 time I feel I can do this . Sorry so long. This song jacked me up
I know I'm late to the party but I stumbled on this song. I'm 50 and been at fukin war with heroin for years. I have a beautiful family 3 daughter 3 boys 1 grandude 1 grangirly. My wife n kids gave me one of those interventions like that freakin show. That was 1 year and a half ago. I stayed clean for a year . Then the worst happened to one of my daughters that a father or a mother could ever imagine. I could not do shit about it. I couldn't go blow that piece of shits head off and do the world a favor. Only because he's in the millitary. After getting this news I couldn't think straight I didn't sleep for like 3 to 4 days at a time. I did not reach out to talk or use tools I learned In treatment. Then after 3 weeks of this my brain my heart
This is the song that my friend turned on while we were getting high and it caught my attention. I listened intently all the way through to the end. I was in complete tears breaking down. That's when I made the decision to turn myself into rehab the next day . I now have 18 days of clean time. My drug of choice was meth. I've been battling addiction since I was 13 years old and I just turned 49. I was dry once for 10 years and I was clean another time for almost 13 years. Don't get complacent in your recovery, you can lose it. We will never be recovered, we will always be in recovery, hopefully. We will never be cured. There is no cure. We will have to work on our recovery for the rest of our lives, because we are addicts. But always remember that you're worth it, and that nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy. Stay strong. Love you all! ***And a huge thanks to Colicchie and your music!*** 💙💙💙
Truly amazing, keep it up ❤️ how are you today?
Heroi n recoved me from alcohol ism. Have no desire none..however that needle still haunts me im sure it always will..sick sick shit we do to ourselves..u stay on top and clean..me too..everyone else who is recovering..Give thanks to God weather or not u asked for His help. If ur clean then somewhere God has provided a clean path for you..so dont get cocky or proud..YOU WILL FALL.!!!! no i want clean ppl to remain clean..and addicted ppl. To find a way to get clean..lots of pain .dedication. Courage. The ability to know where u came from is not whete to want to ever return to. My bros & sis' ..peace & love to all
good shit man thats something to be proud of unfortunately im still stuck in the addiction i need help but music like this and my son is the only reason im alive i got no one at all except my son and i dont want to die but this disease will kill , yall that are clean stay up please dont relapse i fucking hate my life you all know this life sucks stay clean STAY CLEAN STAY CLEAN GET CLEAN STAY FUCKING CLEAN cuz some people cant
@@Colicchie I am fantastic! Truly blessed to be clean! Working on repairing the relationships in my family. Breaks my heart how I alienated them. 💔 They are what has inspired me to stay strong, but now a couple of my kids that don't understand addiction I guess they are doing the tough love thing. All I can do is work on me and pray for them! Thanks for asking. Keep the tunes rolling! ❤❤
@@richardcoble9498 I am still haunted at times myself. I had a using dream the other night. Scared the shit outta me! I caught a meeting early that morning. One thing I am truly grateful for right now are these zoom meetings. I can find a meeting at anytime of day or night! The people in the rooms of NA will always be there for you! It amazes me to see the support I get from my friends in recovery when I post something on Facebook! Stay strong! Don't let Satan win the battle! ❤
I'm truly grateful for you and your music. I'm only 25 years old and am just now 11 months sober from fetanyl, heroin, cocaine and everything else. Youre a blessing.
I’m 9 months and 5 days today and love my recovery! You music is real and thank you for this! I have to live one day at a time cuz I know I could go back to that needle real quick if I get ahead of myself
How incredible, and much love .. thank you so much
I been using heroin for the last 15 years now, this has taken all that is good away. But I keep on trying, I'm on my 6th time trying to get clean. I have 5 days clean now and pray for it to stay.
5 days seems so far away for me. I pray you find your sobriety.
Keep going man, you got this!!!! It takes many times for many people.....keep on tying and learning..learn your triggers, love yourself first!! Dont worry about anyone else but YOU for now!! You are most important, without you, there is NOTHING!!!! Do what you loved at age 7!! xo Love from Vermont!! Outlaw802
Amazing, you can always message me on Facebook
If ya ever need I'm here bro
You got this!!! Trust me it took 2 weeks in a coma another month in hospital n losing some function on one of my legs to stop.... The feelings you get back are so worth it!!!
Bless. Grateful recovering addict. Great song....don't give up whoever reads this
Thank you Sophie
Its the best 10th day off my life new look on everything ✨ 😌 😍 👌
The struggle is fuckin' real.. it gets old trying to explain it. (It's like pissing up a fuckin'rope.)
@@LJCountry88 I lost my cousin to a drug overdose
Man.... this hit me so hard. The first time I heard this song my husband played it for me in the car on the way to work, we had been clean for a while and things were good and we were like wow this is amazing and threw it into regular rotation. About 6 months to a year later we were using again and both OD'd.. his was fatal.. that was 3 years ago (been clean since) and I think about this song A LOT and that day in the car and I just happened to finally stumble across it again (I never paid attention to the name of it) and it just really felt like my late husband almost speaking to me and reminding me to keep doing this shit for both of us...
Got tears in my eyes reading this, your a miracle 💜 keep pushing, we got this.. 45 days For me today and I remember listening to this with my ex, he's now in prison again for drugs and I had to surrender.. hardest thing I've ever done but I'm so greatful we have been saved x
My condolences Hannah, honestly. Prayers, hope you’re safe. I know the feeling and the torture that comes with addiction and all the damage it does 💔🙏🏽
My wife went through the same thing and she heard your song and it helped her to get and stay clean so she knows first hand that once a addict is always one is not true so everyone keep your heads tand stay strong you all got this
Much love and respect, stay strong, how are you holding up today?
Been a addict for 21 years. Now i got 33 days clean & loving it
Good shit man, keep at it. It ain’t easy, but it’s worth it.
Incredible Susan, keep it up.. how are you doing today?
I am doing great. Feeling wonderful. 36 days clean now
@@Colicchie I loved those recovery songs.
Well done. I hope I can follow you to the clean world. I dont know u but I'm extremely proud. I know how difficult it is from experience. Keep it up. X
I have 4 months clean...Im tired of being fuckin hungry....my shit being stolen .... The things I had to do to get my next high. It's truly a blessing now to wake up not to have that burden on my mind . I lost to many fuckin friends from Drugs and I refuse to die with a needle in my arm . I pray every night for all addicts and hope one day they can see the beauty in recovery. I'm pushing everyday Your music is touching and has helped me so much. Keep touching lives man and keep pushing...you got a beautiful family 💕💕💕💕
We can do this ❤️🙏🏽 hold on, stay strong