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I relapsed last october overdosed in November got clean January 5th and now I have 4 months clean. I am so thankful I made it out alive next time i know i won't so my only choice is to he clean for life. My life is finally improving got in school got good people in my life...
Well done Chaz I’m so so proud of ya bro keep believing in yourself don’t give up ey keep lookin forward and pushing forward keep you little girl the under lighing force of everything you ever do stay strong they said god gives his hardest battles to his strongest warriors…… be a warrior leading a army of gods warriors…… I myself had a 26 year addiction using intravenously aswell all my veins collapsed startied smokin it attempted suicide 7 times came back every time I have 2 girls myself I’m still trying to get. Clean I’m 6 months away from giving up.completely get my kids back. My family.Back your song I play ion replay over and over it’s infectious much love and much respect to u
Can we get a One year update?
its hard to stay away from drugs there everywhere
Year update?
I love you man, I got almost 10 years off that shit, I pray that you’re doing just fine man
Literally crying, Took me 10 years to get clean, hardest thing ive ever experienced in my whole life. 51 days off Heroin an Fentanyl today
Truly amazing 🙌🏼🙏🏽
Day 1 for me. Keep it up yo. Them glassine bags almost killed me more than once.
I don't know u ! Just wanted to say im proud of u! Keep on keeping on!!
Day 4 no opioids. Or day 5? Idfk anymore. Insomnia got me fuuuucked upp
Well done its all a mind set not easy I'm on and of drugs all the time go months thtn go week's doing stupped stuff his music dose help me and saved meny lives anyway keep it up respect
I swear I feel like my husband who sadly lost his battle with addiction 9/10/22 wrote these! Rest In Peace my love and if you’re struggling with addiction know that you CAN get better take it from this widow get clean it’s ok we love you you can do this!
My condolences Kristine, much love ❤️
@@Colicchie thankyou hon it’s a pain I can’t even put into words
@@TheJennVegas He is in the happiest place❤. God's presence. He would love to have those earthly pleasures. - believe me... God has a plan for you. Your man loves you !! Keep him in your mind with whatever you do🙂. Trust me. Your gentleman is keeping so much bad and wrong away from you. I can tell the love you have for him. So I know that he'd rather sacrifice himself and protect you and watch you 24/7 everyday. Kristine 😌. Idk... - remember that near death experience you encountered recently 👀 ? Your man was fighting for you that time ! Thank God for every suffering : ). He will show you the plans for your future ✌🏼😁🌴
@@Colicchie My brother !! I am dealing with every lyric you speak bro😭. Each and every song😱 !! My kid is turning 4 years old next year (a boy❤). My baby momma is dating one of my oldest closest friend🤧. So I can relate to your love for your ex... Bro🙆🏽♂️ respect to how strong you are !! I checked out your transitions with the music over these past few years 💯. You're the only person I ever look up to as a Role Model. I'm walking in your shoes. - oh yeah... I'm currently still battling cocaine addiction 😔 (its 7 years now). I'm at a point where I want to make my mom and sister proud aswell. My sister was the same with me abusing the drugs. She became clean... and it hurts her to see me still battle these demons. Bro !! I don't normally comment on any post in social media. You mean so much in my life bro. I draw aswell (literally illustrating my life too buddy). And I'm a rapper that is tryna make it. - I want to ask you so many things bro. Let me know if we could chat ? You're one the realest person I've came across my brother🤧😭❤. You motivated me to get down on my knees EVERYDAY. Will power and rehab and shit helps. When it's comes to God... I'll just add this... #John 3:1-2 !! (This is a scripture dedicated to you Colicchie🙌). Most highest respect for you. Wish I could meet you in the flesh😎. Thanks for helping US, help YOU, help US. We're all put on earth to motivate and drive one another. Not judge and disgrace one another. One love G
I'm so sorry for your loss
My older brother fought addiction for most of his life. When he came back home 4 months ago, we would share music with each other and this was the last one he showed me. He explained everything you talked about in more detail and shared experiences about his struggles, and told me about how much these songs meant to him. We just lost him 2 days ago to a heroin OD. Our family did everything we could for him throughout the years, but there's only so much to do. I just wanted to let you know that, even though he passed, this song was responsible for him holding on just that bit longer. Tell someone you love 'em today, never know when it'll be the last time.
My condolences 💔 sincerely. Prayers for you family. Hopefully you guys found solace since you commented this
He's no longer suffering.. sorry
ive some how by the grace of god so far beating this addiction my heart goes out to you and your family for your loss
ugh sorry for your loss!
Sorry for your loss
The pain of being an addict is unlike any thing I've ever felt. 20 years of my life just flew by, friends and loved ones are dead, I sit here, Narcan in my purse, hoping this time I can do it. June 2020 will be 1 year this go around. Please God let this be my last. I wanna win. 🙏 To anyone else struggling, you can do it. I believe in you 💯🙏❤️ My name is Karen Morris and I refuse to be anonymous
@Karen Gamel-Morris .. well done for your 1yr clean x
Good job keep it up
Hope you doing well . I'm glad to hear your recovering and staying clean. Keep it up ❤
Me too. Sm people do not even know what narcan is around here 😿
Awesome Karen
57 days clean today from IV herion and meth.. feels so good being sober and not waking up sick
Congratulations
Amazing
That's great! Congrats!
Congrats I hope I get there before it gets me 6 feet
hey how are you hope youre still keeping it up either way congrats on those 57
I have 13 months clean of meth and heroin. I remember listening to your songs throughout using just crying praying I could get clean. God is good. Thank you for your music, you’re truly helping addicts all over the world. ❤
Much love, I appreciate it and we must stay strong ❤️🙏🏽
@Brooke-dn9ps Congrats on being clean. I was on heroin and meth and hit the path of using fentanyl. I've got 6 months clean. This dude is truly a miracle song writer. You and I share a story. I as well used to listen to @colicchie during active drug use and would cry and beg for help. 10 overdoses later I am still alive with 6 months clean. You are so amazing Chaz I really appreciate you and your story. It's saved my life. With the grace of God and your music I'm a man with a story that has lived through the disease of addiction. I went from 135 pounds and facing 15 years in prison to beating my case and getting clean and now I'm 210 pounds and have my own handyman business. Thank you 🎉❤
Yes im not there yet but soon !! Prayers to everyone!!
How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do???????😢
@@ColicchieHow did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do???????😢
I am a substance abuse counselor who works with clients who are on felony probation. I’m playing this and part 1 in my next group with them. Thank you. ❤
Thank you so much, I sincerely appreciate the support 🙏🏽
My P.O. tried to help but he kept telling me I was a productive person. 5 dirty UA's right behind each other and I still walked out free.😅
U laugh at that?
That's awesome he's so good at his rap stories !! Their lucky to hear some real good shit like this !!!
Do u talk to people over the phone???
"NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES MY GOAL IS DIE CLEAN"
#️⃣1️⃣💯
hell yaeh bro... I lived that life, So blessed to be able to live today
Here,here,bro
So kills. Love al your music
RynossMusic i clean and live 🤷🏾♂️🤷🏾♂️
I'm struggling with the Smack. In Jersey and Philly but I'm trying to stay clean just for today. I pray for all 🙏 in this vicious cycle
I’ve been there, message me on Facebook 🙏🏽
Fast kratom helps fatigue and pain benedryll to sleep and keep from sneezing and lots of sugar water and electrolytes flush flush flush i was on methadone black meth xanax you name it i was on it 10 years of hard core and another 10 just fuckin around but it took me 10 months to kick it was horrible but when i found kratom and water i started getting well fast got to eat drink dont starve and dont cheat you ween down stick with a program once your down to 1 time a day try skipping a day and just keep at it .its very hard to survive kicking take it slow and steady .ps fast kratom white vein really helped soo much but you got to find which strain works well .happy hippo herbals .com .try thunder hippo a spoon in morning and at lunch youll be good .much love i hope u make it
@@jamesonc.hippieshaman3158 shit actually helps a lot....I remember the nights of fighting, one minute I'm on my way to the hospital, the next I'm hitting up my dealer, ten minutes later im curled up in a ball dieing....then somehow I got some kratom, and an edible, definitely helped a lot. Decided to get clean No longer a fiend Imma be my best me Hold on, y'all will see Died 8 times A cat with nine lives I find solace in the lines If this is your life I pray Sobriety will come one day. Sty strong y'all, it's worth it.
Got 13 yrs I'm in jersey meßsage me I'm here man
Seconds turn into minutes minutes turn into hours hours turn to day then weeks you for this tell yourself make it happen
I’m truly trying to climb out of this dark hole this music is touching my soul
Much love Jamie ❤️🙏🏽 seriously, hope your week is going well.
I want to climb out but I don't know where to start. When I'm high is the only time I feel free from all the bullshit that life brings fr...
Colicchie is the best at story telling and turning his past into his triumph! Top 3 rappers!
Thank you so much..!!! My next single “ Suicide Prevention “ June 15th is a detailed story 🙏🏽💪🏽
Who are the other 2?
I relapsed a year ago I'm finally doing something about it I'm going to put my self in detox a month ago my mom had a bad heart attack and she died 1 min and 54 seconds she fell into a cardiac arrest I'm so fuck up over this most fuck up thing about this I was on fentanyl and spank two hits LSD I know it's time for me to do scariest thing about all this I never ran out my family is wealthy I always have it I never I never wrote under 3 grams on me I always re-up never run out I have to do this for me Harris teeter for corrections parole courts for my ex it didn't workout for me cuz I wasn't going to stop something a big slap across face realize 120 lb used to weigh 275 I'm 6/3 less in a month I was in the worst toxic relationship for 4 years that's the only thing we did is fight this bike that blah blah fight fight she was never there when my mom is in the hospital she still is in the hospital she is so week she can't walk she is only 52 she does no drugs it was too big blood clots smoking cigarettes hormones menopause she had me when she was younger she was 16
Amen brother, that's what a good song is in my opinion, telling the story behind its words
@@xshotpointblankx 😊
Colicche..."drug and addiction1 and 2" should be played on repeat in between the News every time we hear about the war on drugs,specifically the opiate epidemic
The biggest epidemic that everyone fails to realize is not opiate... its speed... its Meth and that's leading to them using coke as well... I know cuz that my drug of choice
@@christopherlent3550 I definitely feel like meth is not talked about enough. Every time I've gone to rehab I've been the ONLY heroin addict. Everyone else is there for meth or alcohol. I have to look for a good h plug but literally on every corner someone is selling meth. Yet no one talks about it smh
I agree
@@fernandagarcia877 it's so true when I was in jail 80-90%of ppl in are on methadone but theres nothing for the ones who are suffering from coming off meth its torture for them seeing us get to go for our drinks and have some relief and it just makes them jones and struggle that much more there needs to be something done forsure and I dont even use meth.
listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥
"Why you hitting me with Narcan, interrupting my slumber" damn that's chilling... Colicchie is too real
Much respect 🙏🏽🙏🏽
They hit me with it after I banged 2 dilaudid 8's and 2 morphine 30's (I think thats the dose, can't remember it was a long time ago and i try to be a different person now), the girl I was with hit me with the narcan I gave to her in case I went overboard, it was fucking wild it was like being jerked into a different reality, nothingness to everythingness in a split second lol, and I was pissed at first because I didn't think I was OD'ing but when she said my lips started to change colors and I stopped breathing she had to hit me with it, im glad she did too, because after I sobered up a bit I realized i had never nodded completely out like that that fast, usually I could get the needle out and cap it so it was safe and then just lay back and drift in and out, this time it was as soon as the plunger was down I was completely nodded out and I was definitely a dead man if she hadn't been there and done it, I quit not long after that, I never shot H but plenty of dilaudid and morphine and opana, but yeah thats a good line and it gave me a bit of a chuckle just because I understand what he means when it first happens, later on though you're grateful or at least you should be
@@Colicchie 🙏🏻🙏🏻
had to hit me 4 times with narcain no greatful just wanna b done sober the horrable memorys haunt me high ive lost most everything gotta b more to life but ill never reach it
@@chriscote100 Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim? No matter what you say It don't take away the pain That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies Don't nobody know why It's the blind leading the blind I guess that's the way that the story goes Will it ever make sense Somebody's got to know There's got to be more to life than this There's got to be more to everything I thought exists
I listened to drug addiction part 1 and 2 all the time during my addiction thinking I would die with a needle in my arm. Never thought I would get out of it. Now 4 years later I've finally made it. I still love listening to this just reminds me of how far I've came and there's no looking back for me!
Truly amazing Crystal, honestly. How are you this morning?
@@Colicchie I'm doing very well just at work at my full time job continuing to do better each and every single day. Your music has gotten me through so much not even just my addiction but through love, betrayal, heartbreak. I think besides drug addiction part 1&2 my other favorite song is drug of choice I could listen to it on repeat over and over again!
@@crystalhorne5685 I know I'm late but congrats 🎉
Oww I feel your energy. 🙅🧑🚒🧑🚒
@@crystalhorne5685 you can say that agin. I 2 am Horne hope you make it to the big time aka heaven.
Addict for 8 years ..4 months clean now. This song and " part 1" are on point describing drug addiction for all those who've never personally lived it.
❤️🙏🏽💪🏽
Been an addict since 1990 went to prison in Michigan for bank robbery to feed my habit went away for 8years and 9 months got out in 2007 and relapsed in April of this year
Congrats! I have 3 years clean from meth and fentanyl in June. Still battling alcoholism, but I'm never giving up
@@jasonhaste1804 Stay strong brotha, sounds like we both lapsed around the same time. I have been in this boat for 7 years though, so not as long. I am hoping this will be my last year though and hopefully not from checking out but from finding the courage and the strength to turn things around and head into a new direction.. I wish you all the best and pray that you find your way out of this struggle again. If you are going to be using, don't let anyone corner you into a financial hardship. May as well take a chunk of cash now and invest in bulk so you're not dwindling down to nothing day by day. That's just something I advise people who just start into a lapse, mainly because a lot of people take on the mantality of, "Shit, I ain't gonna be doin this long. Just 1 more, just 1 more.." Before they know it they are thousands of dollars into their daily habit again and just couting the minutes before they are right back to being broke and hurting. May as well have the security of it being there, costing less, and still know that you retain the ability to quit and find help to climb out of this struggle instead of sitting in the same boat but just much more financial hardship and stress.
@@jasonhaste1804I Was arrested and given 25 years for a home invasion on a drug dealer while selling quarter keys of cocaine every 4 hours on the weekends, But a lot of times I would re up Via robbery. So from 1994 to 2016, After after doing 21 years on 25, I had a career as a Union Iron worker and thought I could be a weekend warrior and after a terrible break up of the first girl I fell in love with after my bit, I dealt with it through getting high all the time ...all day and all night...For the first time in my life. I've recently had 9 months Clean and while on a blind detox of my methadone, I felt a little Withdrawal because the dose was probably less than the day before. I dealt with it by relapsing and blowing 9 months. Because of shooting, cocaine and heroin I had an Absess On my Tricuspid valve And I had to have A Quadruple bypass heart surgery...I was given a new one from a pig. I started my 9 months while in the hospital. Now I have a month and I'm so embarrassed. Hold your head up brother. Big love from Baltimore. Frankie
This guy so speaks the truth about addiction respect
Where u ever an addict
@@kylemckeever2043 yep coming up to 2 years clean and sober of beer 💊 and smack and crazy crack
Karl Dickson ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ TALK THAT SHITT
He's obviously been there!! 😒
Rachael Day so are you Rachael ... so are you
No1 knows what this life is like unless you’ve lived it!!! Love this guy YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION
Thank you so much Rachel, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽
Everyone thinks it is so easy to just quit.. they say i you wanted to quit you would... Not understanding the physical sickness that comes with the withdrawal NO it isn't that easy!!!
The most honest , straight from the heart song I have ever heard.
Thank you David, much respect 🙏🏽
This man is amazing , he speaks from the heart. When i relapsed he was the guy i listen too just to get by to the next day.❤
Thank you Brittany, I appreciate it and you ❤️🙏🏽
@@Colicchieyou have ❤ from all over this hard 🌎.. this love is from NORTH WALES UK WELSH ❤BUT LOVE U SOOOO MUCH every day every way..he proud 💗💯 US FANS r
Amazing this has helped me make it over a week without coke now little steps eh !!
Wher are you from Brittany and are you managing to get clean, avril england
I'm here getting high again and listening to this n it's crazy how real it is but u won't hear this on the radio but you will hear the bullshit
This is the realest shit I've ever heard . I'm finally clean after 20 years of misery man it's nice to hear someone rap about were addiction takes you.
Isn't it amazing I shot dope for 24 years .IT FEELS AMAZING TO BE FREE. honestly I never thought it was possible.
listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥
Yessss bro 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻❤️❤️
Omg you stay strong I lost to many Fri the fight
Sober till life.. let's go man...
God bless all the addicts out there you can make a better life if your willing to try
I'll try
@@slappycheeks3109 trying is failing u can do anything if u put your mind to it
"If YOUR willing to try" key words for every addict my friend
Come back to listen to these songs every once in a while just so i dont forget about where i came from. Thankfully three years almost four sober halfway around the world and finally have my life back. It is possible❤
Truly amazing Anthony, let’s keep it going, both of us 🙏🏽 I appreciate it
All I can say is thank you I listen to every morning and I gives me the strength 💪 I need to get myself through my battle 🙏 💯
Thank you so much..!! Truly
Same here
I been clean 5 yrs from herion Xanax and alcohol and hookers thanks Lord and coolichie love ya
Rip to the homies that didn't make it out alive.
For sure. 💪💪💪
Real shit brother!
Rip keep n little matty you’ll never be forgotten ❤️
hm.all my friends died already.feels alone here
@@zsaz4453 You aren't though. Life after is possible. If no one else is around - you don't know me - but I am. Buried my guy of 10 years and many other friends. You aren't alone. Addiction just wants you to feel that way.
This.. damn. I've been clean off H and Fent for 2.5 years now. Ive listened to you since in active addiction and Im just so happy to be alive and be here for my son ❤️ You helped me get there no doubt 🙏🏻
Truly amazing. Much love, how are you today?
Thank you coliccio and Dustin. You inspire. One day a time. I'm tired of my friends dying. My wife passed away 3 years ago . We will make it
@@Colicchie thank you i for your rhymes. I'll never quit trying. If nobody told you this today. I love you. Not a gay thing but human to human. Your brave and talented.
when i was first trying to get clean 5-6 years ago i used to listen to your music EVERYDAY it gave me hope that one day i would pull it off... glad to say on the 25th ill be 4 years sober. grateful for the hope your songs gave me.
Truly amazing, let’s keep it going. Much love and respect. How are you today?
I'm really happy for you. Praying u are still well. I just celebrated a year clean. Colliche sent me to rehab w these songs. I always come back when Im tempted
And like he said in part 1 fuck all those who think we're just junkies there's no throw away lives. People who haven't lived it don't comment on it. Shit is part of me part of my journey in life and proof shit is possible. To all those out there who have battled this shit stay up stay strong
@@Colicchie those of us have been there u paint the lyrical picture. Big ups
@@Colicchie I got 5months clean bro. I like listening to your music as a reminder of my painful past. Keep it up bro. "CHRIS GUTIERREZ"
So tired of being sick and tired💯
I loveyoujimmy
I love. You. Jimmy
Agreed
So am I relapsed after 2 years clean and im so sick of feeling tired and ashamed and waking up shivering with withdrawals vomiting every day only people who have gone through this will understand what I'm talking about 😞😔
@@calebmarshall3356 there is hope
*Colicchie Is So Underrated And Unappreciated* *But Colicchie Just Know Ur Changin' Lives And U Will Always Have A Fan 4 Life* *Ur Music Saved, And Helped Me More Than Anyone Would Ever Know* **Salute,To The Gr8 Colicchie** 💯☑️🔥
I hope this helps with my addiction 31 years ago u would think enough is enough most of the people i know are died RIP me amigos see u soon.
listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥
The first MN was just so true .He didn't hold back the l e t you know exactlywhat happens if dealing makes me think
Yea he is. And keep up the good work. But I just told someone else too. If you need to talk. Just need someone to listen. I got you. I've lost my brother and allot of fam and close friends. That where important to me. And would want to see any other family go through what we went through with all the death's. In my fam. So heres my email. And if you want I'll give you my number through there. But God Bless and i know that you know you got this!🙏🙏🙏🙏 stay up. Keep your head up and just know people care. And fuck anyone that doesn't! Do you and stay positive!!🙏🙏🙏🙏
@@carinafleming whats his podcast? I would love to listen I love this dude. And the truth and honesty he brings to the world.
You know when someone’s bars give you goosebumps that they strictly speaking facts!!!
Thank you Brian, much respect
Goosebumps and tears
I just want to say buddy you laid out there exactly how it needs to be I listen to your songs every morning I've been clean and sober off of heroin for 5 years now there's not a day that goes past I don't think about using and that's when I listen to your songs and it hits home so much you don't even know I appreciate what you do and you've been through it and your songs touch home so much you don't even know brother keep it up
Thank you so much..!!
I'm 1 week clean. Moved out of cali to make a new life. Your music hits home and has helped me remember I have shit I need to stand and start fighting for. This week of detox had been the easiest I've every pushed through and the happiest I've been in over a decade. Thank you for sharing.
Today makes 97 days clean for me, after 10 straight years of addiction, that was at its very worst in the past 2 years. I ended up with sepsis, and almost died this past July! I found out I was septic, and still wasn't ready, so I signed myself out ama, went and bought myself a brick, some syringes, went home shot up, and fell asleep, only to wake up with a temperature of 104.7, and thank god for some reason my fiance stopped to check on me called 911 and saved my life! That was definitely my rock bottom. I was hospitalized for a few weeks went home and thanks to my fiancee, who never even smoked a joint, and for two years had no idea I was even ever on drugs, I am 97 days clean today!!! Keep making your wonderful inspiring songs. They really really helped me, and continue to help me stay clean!! Merry Christmas everybody!!! Recovery is possible, thank god!!!!
U still sober?
listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥
How do you do it personally? Like off ANYTHING?? 🙏
I left Pennsylvania to get away people places and things
I've been clean for 4 1/2 months now. Not long but life changing
Kati Grindstaff no way girl that's awesome!! Every day that goes by and your clean is an eternity when you're dope sick, you already know. Keep it up I would love to see you say 9 months clean 4 and half months from now!
Edmund Flynn thanks man! It's been a journey for sure but not being controlled by that shit any longer is amazingly freeing
♡
4 and a half months IS a long time considering just ONE DAY is a miracle! I can't even get that! I had 14 months clean but 2 years ago, 4 overdoses later, every single day I wish I'd never made such a stupid decision! I want my life back...my kids need their mom and I just can't seem to do it! You ARE a miracle! Stay strong and don't go back to what broke you!
Claire Valenoti you CAN do it. This is the longest I've gone and I'm 43. I believe in you 💖💖💖
Coming up on 2 years on Sept 21st. I finally am learning what it is like to live a life beyond my wildest dreams. It's been a rough road but I'm finally happy with who I am, and I have my family back, life is good and my prayers are with everyone who has to live in the misery of addiction. Their is hope, I promise keep your head up and remember your loved always...
Amazing Alyssa ❤️❤️
4 years sober. This song has been with me for 4 years. Thank you for sharing with the world!
Amazing, stay strong 🙏🏽
Your flow, syllable counts, rhyme scheme, and ability to tell a story at the same time is what rap is all about...amazing!
I could only imagine what music videos might look like to go with these stories.
Rhyno Beats man.. that would be intense.
Preach m'ninja
Rhyno Beats I agree! this man is one of the best rappers out here.
Trapyoursoul mollz
They will never blow this man up because he is a survivor and speaker on something they don’t want to loose it’s sad because he reaches so many people who need it and I personally want to thank you brother for your talent and your words
Thank you so much Devin..!!! Honestly, I appreciate you.
Mate your spitting my life in a nutshell,lost far too many friends and wasted far too many years on drugs,your lyrics are motivational and very deep,respect ❤ from 🏴
Much love and respect. I appreciate you.. that’s means a lot to me. Let’s stay strong, both of us 🙏🏽🙌🏼💪🏽💪🏽
I'm in recovery right now and this is the first time I've ever heard about this dude both part one and two as addicts or addicts in recovery we hear certain things when we need them most
I appreciate it Eric, much love and respect. Stick with it, we can do this 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼🙌🏼 thank you
Just found out I'm pregnant with my second kiddo. Today is day 1. I can do this. Thank you for your music.
I love. You jimmy
Hi bbytree
Hi bbytree
BbyTree hows that baby doing?
@@roryvictory1805 unfortunately I had a miscarriage. I got pregnant again a few months later with twins so I believe I got my baby back I lost plus one :) due in July. Still clean and sober!
I'm currently getting clean for like the 10th time and his music gets me through so many hard times..using, being homeless, locked up etc. So grateful there are people like this to make us feel less alone
How are you a year later? Hope your doing well ❤️ if not forgive yourself and try again 💯 sending you love and light
I felt alone, also. I'm Preston and I'm an addict. Pray for me! My 1st relapse on the road to recovery. I will not be anonymous 🙂
I’m 2 weeks clean today which doesn’t seem like much but for someone who has been a 10 year heroine and fenny, one drug overdose, loosing my best friend, baby daddy and loosing my job because of drugs I got clean so I can be there for my baby. This song and part 1 hits home HARD. I really needed this song today
Open the Bible, 😭 walk into a Christian Church ask for help. There is a family in the church that you don't even know is there. I've done it and still find it hard but I'm grateful for my church. They don't judge me. Stay strong you are worth it.
@@kristataylor2130 I am in NA and AA, just hit 34 days clean and I have a sponsor, doing outpatient treatment for recovery and everything is turning around for me. I do have a church home now but I appreciate the suggestion. Much love
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Congrats.. I hope you're still doing well ❤
Thank you! I’m at 71 days right now and still clean going strong! My life has changed so drastically for the better!
People who have never used will never understand! Ur words are to real. Been clean off heroin 5yrs. I'm 38 now. Started when I was 13. Done it all. Love ur music mate. Respect from Australia Salute
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Well done brother. Respect from Gold Coast, Australia. ♥️
Added before but got locked out of account, bro you wrong about one thing, you are gifted.... You spit the truth to the point that some guys would avoid. You a a true lyricist, you flip lines and use words that most dont have a clue about. Glad i found your channel. To whom it may concern is something i listen to daily. I can feel your words bc i lived it.. the battle is real and people say addiction isnt a disease, fuck them, addictive personality is real, i have it..im older so i listen to mostly to the old school rap that was late 80s then 90s. Eminem came along and i felt his family dysfunction. Hes a goat no doubt and he may be honest but he never once dropped the truth as you have.. keep em coming, you the truth
Thank you so much Jay, I genuinely appreciate it .. seriously
Touche... no matter what it takes you goal is to die clean.. I maybe where I am because I was a victim, but I ain't going out like one was my motto....love it feel it
Critics would say he's glamorizing drugs...making their judgments after a few lines...most of them wont even stick around to hear the end. Only those of us who share in the suffering can hear the shame and agony behind these lyrics...its not at all glamorization. Its reflection after the blinders have come off. I often tell what they call "war stories" but when thats been my everything more than half my life theres not much else to talk about. But even with the shame and regret of the horror we lived day to day, there is an element of pride. Why wouldn't someone be proud to have walked through hell on Earth and lived to tell of it be proud? When so many didnt make it ? It takes a special kind of bad ass to overcome this.
Thanks bro I ain't on heroin or fentanyl anymore I messed up smoked a lil meth but They let me out of jail knowing I was homeless and knew I wld fuck up they set me up for failure I just want my woman out here and go to a home and sleep for a week I have No blankets they all got wet now and No shelter won't go to homeless shelter they are horrible In Indianapolis and No family they are all hipocrits that have done dope there selfs most of em but I fuck up at age 42 never really been in trouble and I am nothing to. Em after helping em all I use to make DAM good money had vehicles homes money was happy they watched my life spiraling for 4 yrs didn't offer help but now It's I made my bed now sleep in it I made one bad choice that turned into a disease
"I love my daughter but she won't keep me clean" I wish people would understand that you can live and care about them more than anything, and when we put those pills in our mouth, that needle in out arm, we KNOW it's going to hurt them. And yeah it fucking hurts. But somehow we still don't have control and we're trying to do it for it for those we love and that love us but some lose their battle with all the support in the world... Its terrifying
Tyler A I totally get that I had 24yr on methadone and heroin just 2wk clean Tomorrow but lives hard we just need another way to deal with the shit and Trauma...my sons never wanted for anything but hes still had a shit life he cried to me the wkend b4 I went to detox and 2 days b4 his dad came home from detox but all though hurt me to core I'm now more determined to make the whole of his almost 24yr life bk up to him now clean xx
That resonated with me too. I don’t have kids but nieces x
Yeah very true unfortunately I too can relate
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2 years in a week. Everytime i miss it I listen to you. I cant let my son ever see me like that.
Amazing, much love; stay strong 🙏🏽
Every time, every time I listened to this and part 1 . . . I just can't explain how this song hits me like a atomic bomb . . . The tears just keep coming. These 2 songs saved me during the darkest time of my life, thinking on a permanent solution for a temporary problem. But nonetheless, thank you colicchie
Much love and respect Steven, I appreciate it. How are you tonight?
@@Colicchie I apologize try not to send this sooner as I did not get no notification saying that you responded to me. I'm doing really well, February 2nd of this year I celebrated a year sober. I moved from the City of Buffalo New York to a small village in the mountains of Central New York, exactly the type of life I never knew that I needed and I'm glad that I finally found. Hope you're doing well yourself. I want you to know that your songs have always been and always will be an so much more than just an inspiration to me, thank you.
Drug addiction part 1 is the first song I heard from this guy. Before today I’ve never heard anything from him. But damn I’m glad I heard it. He is a great lyricist and you can tell he’s been through the struggles of drug addiction. It’s awesome to hear someone explain it so perfect.
Thank you so much 🙏🏽
Couldn't have said it better. Same for me on addiction part 1. Having it explained so eloquently and accurate description of myself in the past really helps Colliche. Thank you
@@Colicchie seriously I shared it yesterday with my brother who is struggling too. He said "holy fuck this is fuckin amazing! I need more from him" you don't know how much it meant to share something and bring my bro and I closer. We are already so close but we deal with mental illness, trauma, and being hooked. I'll be playing this and buying your merch wearing your shirts proudly
Same man I was hooked on him after that song struck a nerve
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Unless you have gone through it u can’t understand, Thank u Colicchie for spitting TRUTH! Much love
Very true!!!
TRUE. U really want to understand? Go out and become an addict. I'm sick of people thinking they know when they don't know shit
Fact 👍
Kerri Jane It’s something only we know! Someone can b educated about this but it doesn’t mean shit to me. This boy. He knows.
I totally agree
Both song hit home if it was not for recovery point bluefield wv and my higher power I would never be 11 months clean I would still be out there thanks u for ur music it makes me remember how I was and make me not won’t to go back down that path
Hey bro, keep it up. Every day sober is an accomplishment.
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Thanks for these songs man, I feel them in my soul. I ruined my life more than once, but I’m still here and climbing my way back up. I’ve been free from the demon of fentanyl since May 27, 2020. Hasn’t been easy, but I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t get clean.
Truly amazing, congrats..!! We can do this, and thank you Part 3 coming soon.!
So proud of everybody that got clean. Stay sober and stay strong I promise you it will be better days
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just for today only the begining 14 days clean after 3 years snifing every single day thanks God
@@raymundomayen4673 it gets better 🙂
God Bless you , we are PROUD of US and you too. Way to raise the vibrations. Fuck those low vibrations. I want to thank my friend Eric for turning me onto Colicchie Colicchie is a godsend.
Duan West God Bless BROTHER. Thank you for the positive encouragement.
Bro I'm in recovery and I let everybody I know hear you and tell them about you. Your music helps me in my recovery thanks man keep up the good work and good music
I feel the same way! He gets me through. I listen over and over.
Contessa Patereau I do to he is a beast
He is one of my favorite artists. I'm in recovery myself. I just got back from a relapse almost 7 months ago. I play his music for all my friends too. Keep up the good work for your recovery!!
Cheri Browne it happens but as long as you come back that's all that matters and he would be one hell of a sponsor
He already is through his music. This song and part 1 really hits home for me. When I am having a bad day I play these songs and I am reminded I do not want to go back.
Almost 5 years sober. And out of a toxic relationship because of you. Thanks for you life experience. Helps more ppl then you know
Truly Incredible. Proud of you..!! That’s a huge milestone 🙏🏽🙌🏼🙌🏼
You can only get better
few years clean and it still feels like it was yesterday, the struggle is real.
Much love and congrats ..!!
My name is KATIE and I refuse to be anonymous... 2years 2months & 8days clean and serene today!!! 💜
Incredible ❤️
You saved me life aye. You gave me hope to get clean.. I’m now 6 months clean out of rehab from meth..pure talent x
well done keep up the good work,,you have the hardest battle of ya life ahead of you but it can be done,,Do you realy want to be a crack head it well take everything from you an fuck you in the ass afterwards,,It did to me lost the lot,, 10yrs methadone,,4,5yrs clean.... 7yrs METH,,,,,16mths clean...... this music has saved my ass so many times....
Omg this touched me so much ...every word is was me thank God every day ❤❤❤
Thank you so much ❤️🙏🏽
I've been thinking of these songs a lot lately. Jan 3 2023 we lost a family member. It wasn't an overdose but the drugs were a major factor. After battling for years off and on being clean, he killed himself when he felt like life was never going to get any better. Respect to all of you that have found your way out and hope that you never find yourself in its grip again. Stay strong and keep marching forward
My condolences, stay strong 💔🙏🏽
Poppa
The pain of addiction masked the pain of my childhood trauma, the pain of addiction then uncovered the pain hidden of the childhood trauma! Until the day I decided to recover! Listening to these tracks helped me through and I got stronger and continue to everyday! Now a peer mentor for others who suffer the disease of addiction! Together we fight this! Keep fighting my dear people! We got this!!
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I love colicchie!!! His music brings us all together.
Update you are so underated you will be famous enough respect to you for keeping me on the straight and narrow ❤
Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it and you..!!
And when you say you don't want your daughter to see you high that's exactly how I feel my daughter is 4 years old I missed one year of her life because I was spun out and when you say that I get goosebumps I don't want my daughter to ever see me high love you brother keep it up
Stay strong Mason 🙏🏽❤️
@@Colicchie thank u
Maddie deserves more help you deserve more
Going to get screened for rehab tomorrow.
Good for u homie stay strong pray u can get threw don't give up u got ppl praying for u that's been there done that
That's right...I did it...you can do it.
Jayedin Elijah your doing the right thing. Stay strong. Good luck
Jayedin Elijah...You go. Trade in your misery for serenity..33 days clean. Keeps getting better.
Jayedin Elijah never give up! NO MATTER WHAT!
Instant tears. This dude speaks BIG FACTS. I didn't think he could make me cry from hearing the truth a second time. Amazing. #Hopedealer
Dude is unreal talented. It connects so many of us addicts
Exactly like you said !!! BIG FUCKING FACTS
You're music gave me hope when I was more hopeless than id ever been before. Going to detox today followed by inpatient. I'm addicted to Meth and fentynal. No matter what I have to do I'm doing it. I'm gonna build my own happiness this time even if it hurts. My mom deserves it
@user- wc5 way to go!!! Don't take no for an answer, sending u prayers 🙏 through Jesus Christ he will Never let u 🙏 let u down
Means the world to me, truly. Stay strong. Part 3 coming soon, how are you holding up?
I've been clean for 6months, remembering crying curled in a ball dope sick on the bathroom floor listening to this song just dreaming and hoping one day I'd break this addiction. Recovery is Possible and each day does get better. take one day at a time as we only have the power and ability to live in the present. Stay Blessed and be Blessed!
Truly amazing, that’s what I love to hear.!!! Proud of you ❤️🙏🏽
Brother you should be toppin the charts!!! These Tracks are Truthfully Real!!!They call it a Battle, I call it a losing War!! This is why Christ Will Rectify All of This!! God Bless Brother!
Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it ..!!
Hey I love the fact that you read these. Righteous Brother. I thoroughly enjoy your music.some of the brothers that come to Celebrate Recovery that struggle and love Music,I turn em on to you. Thanks Again. Hope all is Well. Enjoy your Family and this lovely Weather
Murder on his breath Jesus says he past the test I pray for this man it’s part of Gods plan ex addict myself but I don’t flex I just wanna rest Tried hanging the other day but God said HELL no His music keeps me going as a addict I need a constant reminder it ain’t fun Fuck the devil he ain’t won
Part 3? We're impatiently waiting homie!
Man... ...... hopefully by July, trying to compose a beat first 🙏🏽
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PART 3 !!!!!!
Ditto!!
@SeeNoEvilHearNoEvil I feel you on this. Migraines drove me nearly insane for years, the meds helped, a little too much. It sucks, when what is meant to treat you, becomes a crutch. 3 overdoses later, I am alive. Struggling, as we do in life. The pain will never fade, but that is getting off easy, in a sense. Feeling agony makes you wish for death, but the struggles in life are what life is about, it helps not only to keep us in-check, but for us to develop compassion. Not only for ourselves, but others. Sometimes, even if we cannot love ourselves, we can witness others going through it, and it , somehow, gives us permission to love ourselves.
My friend I hope 🙏 u make a part 3 of drug addiction. My God.....dude ur past inspiring ✨ no mater how many times I hear this it gives me chills and tears in my eyes 😢 💔 I've listened to this wile drugs are in front of me and every time I stay clean and it helps the addict next to me✍🙏
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This makes me cry thinking of how i treated those who loved me, and i just did myself and everyone dirty. Both these songs WERE my life. I heard your first song, and i was FLOORED by how true it all was. THIS IS JUST EVERYTHING else that happened that wasnt said in the first. Im now 44, 12 years clean and I still feel this pain about how i killed my identity, my mind , my body and teh love that people had for me. THANK YOU. I NEEDED THIS SONG SO BAD so ppl could know what they didnt see me doing.
Thank you Bobbie, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽
Bj
"No matter what it takes, My goal is to die clean" ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ YOUR AWESOME! Sending mad props & much LOVE your way, from Tennessee(Nashville)
I was asked by a CD counselor yesterday what would be the number one goal in life and I said "to die clean " lol before I heard that song I was gonna OD. Crazy how quickly things can go from wanting to end my life by overdose to the opposite. 💯
Church homie church keep preaching and I'll keep listening to ur gospel homie
Felipe Martimez do as I say, not as I do. What’s mine is mine and what’s yours is mine lol nah question everything and start with humanity and nature.
Hey your songs about addiction hit me deep and give me chills and make me cry. Will u make some more some like these please. I love how much it touches me. Please!!
Thank you so much, means the world to me. Truly
My wife abandoned me and our children to go do drugs Three years ago. I relapsed and heard this man's story His music helped bring me back to reality real fast. So thanks Collicchie your music is changing lives Love you brother
Much love, truly. How are you this morning?
@@Colicchie great and sober
Thank you for doing you. 3 1/2 years sober from H. I literally laid in bed sick for a week having your music on repeat. Keep on keepin' on!
Thank you Brianna, stay strong. Merry Christmas
This dude has done things through his music that i feel no one else comes close to touching. i have lived everything you explain in your music. i play your songs on repeat and the combo of your music and GOD ive seen the light and im fighting every day to get into treatment, i have a 3 year old little girl and when i hear you killin those beats with all the raw emotion, it pushes me daily to keep my head up and NEVER GIVE UP! To everyone in the struggle, you can do it just dig deep and pull that shit out of you because the real you is still in there and ive been going hard for a decade and theres nothing else in that lifestyle i want to experience. Colicchie Big Thanks for the inspiration Keep it up Homie Your saving LIVES Everyday
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Christopher Wilson Chris I hope u are still listening to these beats and hopefully staying clean. Look at ur daughters face every morning and every night. Keep her face in ur head. Imagine her face every time u use. We have a great community of people here that want or have this life. We are all the same person
Christopher Wilson I know it’s almost as if he’s psychic or something! My life was exactly like that. When I felt alone no never realized that really I was t. That millions of others were in my same shoes.
@@anitalynnneville5231 **Are U Talkin' Bout New Jersey?**
Man... Ive struggled with addiction for what seems like an eternity. I got clean from H in 05, and thought the battle was over only to fall to alcohol. I realized i was never really clean, i still wanted that magic pill. My daily life is a struggle every day to maintain sobriety and gain some kind of clarity. Ill never befree from that struggle but every day I gain strength to put more days between my last use. This dude speaks the truth and sacrifices his rep to inform the un informed. thank you again Chad Smith for your unfiltered confession. There will always be those who judge us. You inspire by spilling your soul out in your words on a social platform. Thank you for making me feel like im not so alone in this fucked up world that is my head.
Much love and respect Nate, Alcohol brought me to my knees, worse than crack and heroin never did. How are you holding up tonight?
I just found your music. Strong shit. I celebrate 3 years June 8
Chas this is the 💣💯 is the one 🙏 got me with listing to you 💣🔥 bro much respect to you and all your family members and plain facts hopefully you are doing well still where I need to be opiate free drug free your music is the greatest to the fullest 💣💯 so much truth and view hearted ❤️ and so much truth to the fullest just plain facts 💯👍💪
Thank you..!!
Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for Colicchie thank you Jesus for this man and his music Lord his music is changing my life ,’ and with you heavenly father in it it feels good to hear his music I don’t feel alone Lord thank you so much from the bottom of my heart from the deepest depths of my soul this man is an incredible human being.
Amen 🙏🏼 🙏🏼
You are what the rap game needs!!!! I only hope this track hits even more people than the last one 🙏❤️😀.
ME TOO!!
What's the name of the last one?
Always, always in the fight. As long as we still have breath left in our lungs, we carry the message. We carry our brothers and sisters. Never ever leave a fallen soilder behind.
Absolutely..!! Much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽
Nothing but goosebumps.. Holy shit. Respect Collichie
Dude speaks the truth he just spoke my whole life but I’ve change but the struggle is real
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I listen to your music over and over. Its helping me delay my use and it makes me feel like fighting. Im thankful to my mate who introduced me to your music. Its all I need at the moment Cheers Brus.
Thank you so much Sam ❤️ I truly appreciate it 🙏🏽
Well done btw, but is it weird me and my brother love listening to him and having a pipe at the same time?
everytime i hear this song or "drug addiction part 1" i cant help but tear up, EVERY SINGLE TIME!. ive dabbled myself but this always reminds me of the hardcore life my brother has lived/ is living. Everything you say is spot on ive watched it day in day out from my own eyes every word you say , the lying cheating , stealing, using guilt to buy you another 40 piece or always in a constant state of danger and you need the money or else your going to get punched out/locked up/robbed/left. your family members are always in a constant panic because they love you trying to solve your endless unsolvable problems, the sickness and the anxiety and fear that comes with that, the loneliness , shame and lostness you feel when embedded in the heroin/Fetty life. the constant sadness, bro the best horror movies of all time couldn't capture true terror like the realization you cant get anything and that dope sickness is around the corner. that's why your songs hit chords, strike veins and influence, you have no idea until you have been there or watched someone you love tumble down the rabbit hole and end up lost , love you man keep it real
I appreciate it and you Stephen .. seriously. Much love, we can do this. Stay strong
Every word from this man hits home part one really crushed my soul made me see things clearer than ever before I have been clean now for 16 months n I really want to acknowledge this man's pain, I was there n in recovery I still look to his music to help threw hard times because no matter how long we are sober some day's are just too much to cope with I've lost 23 friends in 26 months too H it hurts to see my ppl dying all around me but some people never make it out n I still never put myself above the many still suffering today,all we can do is pray n hope something can open their eyes before it's too late for them...so many tears over the years n fears will nevertheless turn into tears.god bless n good luck...
#All of my dead friends is what's giving me my drive #Colicchie #Way2Real #Respect #Motivational
Damn, another great song.....awareness is key. Blessings to anyone who has been touched by this "life style"
Thank you Sophie, much love
I love your music it means the world to ppl who are in addiction or trying or get clean and ppl who have lost ppl from addiction today is my 28th birthday and I want nothing more for my father to be here to see how much I've grown and meet his granddaughter who I miraculously had in 2019 after multiple miscarriages and being told by doctors that I would never have children but unfortunately I lost him to addiction February 13 2017 rest in peace my heart I love and miss you ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙌🙌🙌🙏🙏🙏🙏 all those fighting addiction always remember you all have ppl who love and need you here and even if you feel all alone there is a god who loves and adores you who wants and needs you to live a better live for yourself and others god bless everyone and bro never stop writing your songs they are needed messages for a lot of ppl much luv
Much love and respect. Happy belated Birthday, we can do this. How are you this week?
I am good thank you and your self btw your daughter is soooo adorable your whole family is beautiful together keep up the good work
And thank you for saying happy birthday half my family or none of my " best friends" even said that so I really appreciate that
Great song!! Keep em coming. U help more than u can know!! Almost 3 months off MD, and 7 yrs off H!! Praying 4all who still struggle! ☮️thx u C!! Stay strong my man
Hell yes...5 & a half months off heroin and meth...longest in my life.
Land Erathb Great news! I struggle with temptation. Today is going to be hard as it's my pay day. I will not drink or smoke whites and bees. Please pray for me
Land Erathb ayahuasca fixes heroin addiction I hear 👍
Land Erathb i have 6yrs off H and 6 weeks off methadone. It feels great. Great job on your soberity. Keep it up
Part one and 2 are honestly hard to listen to bc it takes you back to that dark time that some of us were lucky enough to make it out alive, but it’s also inspirational and the message can help you if you want help that is.
Yea this shit just made me tear tf up no joke. I just hit 2 years Nov 5th but damn the agony of existence and trauma that comes from being an IV drug user for ten years on n off is too real. it’s brutal out there. He says it all. Mad respect n appreciation ✊🏽 keep on keepin on my brothers n sisters
It reminds me e of where I came from and don't ever want to go back there....I never want to forget that pain
Still fighting everyday I hope and pray I win this war and can rejoin the ranks of us that have overcame heroine.
I came across this couple weeks ago when I was smokn didnt realize the lyrics till it was hitting me. Im trying to get help, covid filled all em up. So I wait and wait. All while I keep using. God I want to be done.
Been on fentynal herion , and percs for 3 years dude you explained the monster that came out in me this reminds me never to relapse , thanks no one should ever deal with this
Much respect, stay strong
@@Colicchie thanks man but we lived pretty similar lives respect back to you.
bless u bro
I have 3 months clean this man actually took Time out of his day to hit me back thanks colliche you really saved my life at that Time in my life not to brag about the amount but I worked just to support my addiction.
Amazing Dwayne, and thank you my friend.. I try my hardest, how are you today?
I've listened to these songs dozens of times over the last few days of withdrawl. Thank you so much for telling people how it is. I'm so happy you got out of it. Seven days clean right now.
I appreciate you, sincerely. How are you holding up?
@@Colicchie Still clean and feeling better every single day. Sleep is getting better but the cravings are still strong. I think it says a lot about you that you check in on us here, it's appreciated more than you know my friend.
God bless n keep u lost count how many times I've thought about just throwing in da towel da only thing that holds me bak is my four year old daughter dat I lost n I look forward to holding her just one more time n I've always been a loner didn't know Wat lonely felt cuz I love being alone until I lost everything n had to live with da person I love da most how could I b in a house full of people n still b alone but thank God never lonely I'm still using have no reason to stop after all it's da only thing dat never btrays me or judge me God bless ur song piks me up every time I almost feel like breaking
I've kicked it twice now and been to some of the darkest places in my life thru drugs now I feel even stronger listing to these rifs .much respect my brother
You made me cry, the ones that has been there knows exactly what you mean , hell yeah , don't stop what you are doing
Me 2 ,
Tears. Every single time I play this or the first one it brings back memories that tend to stay buried. Got sober cold turkey December 1st 2019 and haven’t looked back but the dreams of getting high never pull back.
Much love, that’s what I like to hear, we can do this. Stay strong and safe .!!