The Billie Eilish Documentary is Actually WILD *+ shocking?*
FINALLY my reaction to "The World's A Little Blurry" documentary. What a wild ride ..
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Billie sang Ocean Eyes at 13. But nobody mentions how Fineas wrote, composed, and produced it when he was 16.
They're 5 years apart so he would have been 18 not 16
@@BoneDaddyNJ Billie sang it when he was 18, but he wrote the song for his high school band.
@@ManiMandal2k He may have written and composed it years prior but he could only produce it once Billie recorded it. Also 18 is still high school age so it's not like he necessarily wrote the song way earlier.
@@BoneDaddyNJ I think Finneas said in a Jimmy Fallon interview that he is 4 years older than Billie. I read it in another article that he wrote and produced it originally for his band, but when he produced it for Billie he was 17. I didn't wanna get into the nitty-gritty of when he actually did it, be it 16 or 17. I love the song and either way it's impressive for a person of his age, and that was my point.
@@ManiMandal2k Billie was born at the end of 2001 so practically 2002 so for most of the year she is 5 years younger than Finneas. I read an interview where he said he had written it for his band originally but then gave it to Billie when she needed a song to choreograph a dance to. But regardless he was an experienced musician at a young age. It's not talked about as much as what Billie did at her age because there are lots of young, successful producers and singers who are 16/17/18 but rarely any successful artists at 13.
i had no clue she had a boyfriend during that time but let’s be glad that is over.
Its not our business to know whose she dated, just feel lucky that she shared it in the first place
Same
@@halleymea I hate this overflow of negativity to this person. We only got one side of the story and this documentary was not made to make him look like a bad person. Just be nice :)
@@samairadayani5203 doesn’t mean u can treat people like shit tho
@@chukwuemekaokereke2917 I agree some what butttttt why the frick was a 22 year old with a 16-17
Justin treated her better than her ex
THAT is where Im like wtf he didn't deserve her
@@faithmo5347 when you idol treats you better than your actual bf? like byeeee
BILLIE QUEEN OF BELIEBERS IKTRR
Faaaactssss
FRR
I was a counselor at a camp for kids with tourettes and I must’ve been told 10 times that week “did you know Billie Eilish has Tourettes?” I’m so glad they have her to look up to.
❤️ thank you for sharing this
that’s so sweet, thank you for sharing! 🤍
Thank you so much for being brave and a caring person in this cruel world ❤️
Can Somone here please tell me way to suppress tics? (I hate ticcing in class because everyone always stares at me) (Yes we are back in person school and my mask triggers my tics a lot)
@@Mochi-df8ys lol I do it all the time since my parents aren't coping with the fact I have Tourettes. I visualize my tics as something I can control like a wave and focus it into one part of my body mostly my fingers and twitch them or I pretend to have to go to the bathroom. Finger stress toys that don't pop are the best solution.
i’m living for you getting personally offended by her saying she sounds bad 💀
why this comment doesn't have any responses? maybe because this some facts and everyone said PERIOD there's nothing to be added
@@yoxx4668 huh?
omg yes, i was getting offended with her LMAOOO
let's all just take a minute to be glad she broke up with her boyfriend
@@kiaaa7330 hes a creep, she was 16 and he was 22, totally disgusting
@@kiaaa7330 he was 22 (older than Finneas) Also, if his brother had just died he needed to let Billie in on what was going on, because clearly she didn’t understand. If you need space that’s fine, but you have to make sure your partner understands the situation. Communication is key. Glad it didn’t work out bc that relationship wasn’t good for either of them (particularly Billie). He was emotionally abusive to her and pit zero effort into the relationship. No need to defend a creep.
@@ava130 agreed. I didnt know about the age, my bad. Regarding his brother, like I said, I _understand_ but don't condone it. It's hard to communicate grief for some people, again not a reason for emotional abuse. Especially to a minor.
He was not a boy. He was a full grown man. He was NOT emotionally available to her...at all. He was probably drinking, drugging and____ hiding it from her. That's why he never answered her calls. He knew she'd give him shit if he sounded high, drunk and post coital.
And it was cuz "she was bored"
Not Billie's parents letting her date a 22 year old when she was 17 lmaooo AND NOT HIM BEING AN EMOTIONALLY UNAVAILABLE 22 YEAR OLD AT THAT
I'm pretty sure they didn't know. I can't recall which interview but someone in the family said that they thought they were just friends.
her parents definitely knew they were dating but she didn’t let them know anything about him like where he lived and she didn’t let them track her phone when she visited. from that scene after she got her license and drove to his house, you can tell that her parents don’t like him. I hope they at least tried not to let her date him but tbh billie is a stubborn lil girl who cannot be controlled
when she was *16 ... he was literally at her 17th birthday party.... so gross
they didnt approve of her dating him, she just didn't listen to them. maybe they could've done more (we dont know what all they did), but they couldnt force her to stop seeing him.
@@koostattoos-8859 exactly, we didn’t get much of the story
Not once did Q act like a boyfriend… not ONCE
Fr
he was so standoffish and seeing billie be all heart eyes around him ☹️ he didn't deserve her attention
@@lil383 So sad to see. As a fan, friend, someone who cares for Billie, it was heartbreaking...
He used her and when he got caught out said he was mentally unstable like no honey
When she said “I sing about it instead of actually doing it” when she talked about Listen Before I Go and the context, BROKE ME!
wait fr omg
IKR! I have cried to that song countless times, relate so much! The best we can do is try, even if trying is just us standing still, it's always better than going back.
Same! Because i been there
Pain in art is the most intrinsic emotion captured. She's inspiring in her choice, the bravest choice, to create something great out of the darkness
That part almost made me cry. It's so utterly sad. If I could I'd go back in time and hug that girl, like damn. No one should have to feel like that, especially at such a young age. That song ended up being my most listened to song of 2019, for various reasons. As heavy as it is, it really does feel like a weight being lifted somehow. But being dropped at the same time. And it was so beautifully done. The ending, reminding listeners of the aftermath, too...it's such an important thing to talk about.
"her and finneas together is f***ing magic" accurate
Queen please react Zara Larsson's new album Poster Girl your gonna love it
Do video for Selena Gomez
EXACTLY.
omg hiiiiii
@@KioshiWarrior AHH ANOTHER QUEEN IS HERE WHERE Y’ALL COMING FROM 💖
just for reference because the guy she was in that relationship with is 5 years older than her. so if she was 16/17 when they started dating, he was 21/22...JAIL
He was 22 going on 14.
she was a whole VICTIM 😬👀 so sad to see how she got taken advantage of
Where were her parents? Tf the parents allow this kinda BS to happen.
@@No.bod.i they just let her do what she wants to do tbh
And now he’s out here playing victim- like EXCUSE ME?? You’re 6 years older, hell no you’re not the victim!! She was a child!
Billie’s dad wearing phoebe bridgers merch is the best thing ever
wait when?
@@pigeonbraine 17:49 he really said we stan
finneas was wearing mcr merch lmao
the documentary was heartbreaking i cant beilieve how mistreated she was
The Fact She Gets Bullied For Just Existing
@@Chris-ot9bk that’s what happens when someone that’s talented gets famous fast and they get jealous. People get way too obsessed with someone else’s life and hates them for no fuckin reason
@@ohnoheb Well Billie Is A Woman With A Teenage Girl Fanbase So People Hate Them Only For That
@@Chris-ot9bk yeah just like how people hated Justin Bieber or one direction
i know i kept crying
fun fact: the uncut version was 27 HOURS long
Omg
we shouldve gotten that one
I'd watch that
i would watch that
I would totally watch that ngl
IMAGINE MEETING ORLANDO BLOOM IMAGINE NOT REALIZING IT IMAGINE HIM HUGGING YOU ON BEHALF OF THE UNIVERSE
He said, "I've climbed mountains listening to your music" as he hugged her. Told her "the universe loves you".
i would be so ashamed cause hes my birthday twin LMAO
He was really drunk I thought that was kinda weird
I would've been like thank you Mr. Legolas Turner hahaha!
He kissed her oh m gee
Billie meeting Justin Bieber is really the highlight of this documentary for me🥺
same🥺 speaking of justin, ash hasn't reacted to him idk why
@@emilyg977 I think she doesn't like his music
@@emilyg977 she said there are so many things that she doesn't agree with justin bieber, maybe thats why she never reacts to him..
@@Liinaa_ oh:(
@@denissarahmaa.6028 I don't think she dislikes him though. In the Shawn Mendes video, she said that there were somethings about him that she doesn't agree with, but she is pretty indifferent towards him. (like she doesn't really have an opinion about him) Based on this video, I don't think she has any negative feelings about him or anything.
It's kind of inspiring to see Billie have so much strength in the public eye to talk about her mental health struggles and everything of the like. It makes me want to persevere in the eye of my own mental health battles.
Proud of you 💙
She’s in her thirties & pure evil. She sabotages the competition by making them suicidal if they dare try to make or even listen to music. Her handler “James Blake” told me all this himself. He was quite proud. They even get huge kickbacks from Pharma for that shit. They act like they're God, deciding who gets to live and who gets to be happy, who has to be suicidal (anyone better than them). Stop supporting these evil demons.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Not me crying over the fact that Katy Perry told Billie to reach out whenever she wants
Interesting... 🤔👍🏳️🌈 🇬🇧
That boyfriend was literally trash. A whole dumpster fire.
I love this comment
He should have went to see her at the hotel or the bus and let her know that a lot of people have issues when they're performing.
Q mistreated her so bad
@@quirke501 justin Bieber treated billie better than that alphabet did
Literally
The way I was ready to square up with q during the whole doc. And Billie literally went out of her way to spend time with him and he put in zero effort. I was a mess watching this whole thing. I’m so glad you watched it bae.
i mean we only kno her side of the story.. he said he was dealing with his brothers death at that time we really have no idea what mental state he was in. stop believing everything you see
@@slimsauu389 bro...his brother died before they started dating. He is still a mature man who dates a minor and all that. He could use a bit of brain after all.
@@slimsauu389 i mean he is literally an adult dating a whole minor so i kinda don't care about him
@@slimsauu389 She was 16 and he was 22, that’s enough to say he’s very fucking weird.
i haven't watched it yet cuz i'm a bit scared too cuz ik theres gonna be stuff that will trigger me unfortunatley, i will eventually i jus don't think i'm ready rn and also because theres a few certain topics i can relate too and it makes me reallyy sad :'(
the documentary made me feel even closer to her. the fact that she let us see a part of herself she has never shown us is so inspiring. i love her
It's so nice how celebrities make documentaries We get a chance to see what there life is like behind the music .
She’s in her thirties & pure evil. She sabotages the competition by making them suicidal if they dare try to make or even listen to music. Her handler “James Blake” told me all this himself. He was quite proud. They even get huge kickbacks from Pharma for that shit. They act like they're God, deciding who gets to live and who gets to be happy, who has to be suicidal (anyone better than them). Stop supporting these evil demons
Ppl around me say her music is “overrated.” Like babe... her music is blowing up because it’s new. She’s a trend setter. She actually cares about her music & expresses herself through it. The reason her songs have been doing so well is because you see the amount of energy she puts into those songs. They all mean a certain thing. I’m tired of ppl dragging her for doing things that she loves.
her music isn’t new at all. she’s not a trendsetter 😭😭
@@chanelghostin6060 she is.
@@its.sawako.not.sadako.1231 lorde? lana del rey? florence n the machine? they all did that music first.
@@chanelghostin6060 I can see that, but I guess we were also blown away by how young she was when she made those songs. You're right. But I do think they all have their own different styles through beats.
@@chanelghostin6060 Their music is nothing like Billie's. They ain't got no copy cat, no Ocean eyes, no xanny. The way she even works the crowd and gets them jumping, Lorde, Lana. And the other one can't and never did that.
11:31 “you called me again, drunk in your Benz, driving home under the influence” oh my god it makes perfect sense now…
Yes!
Omg yes!
I hate to sound like a gold digger but he really dated the worlds biggest pop star and didn’t even try to keep her 😭
RIGHT
pretty sure he used her for her name
"No effort" q...
He was an adult and she was a minor so uh
Yeah like what was going through his head 🤔
me and my mom were watching ur videos and my mom said "shes really funny" so i think u should know
stop I love parental approval! tell her I said hi! :)
@@ReactsByAsh i will!
This was adorable
“hey finneas” me in my isabella garcia-shapiro voice: whatcha doin?
Phineas and Ferb was my show fr...
i understood that reference
The way the doc started with Billie singing Ocean Eyes and ends with her singing Ocean Eyes... SICK
🥺🥺
Made me cry😭
when she says "everything i've ever loved i've had to quit" it made me break tf down. i deal with chronic illness that's made me quit everything. gymnastics, dance, jobs, guitar, i heard her so clearly in that moment and i just cried so hard knowing that she felt that way too.
This comment touched me wow. I've been suffering with long covid for months and can't do the things that bring me joy. You are so strong
It broke my ❤ too. I felt that so keenly. Finding out that she has hypermobility just like I do, and has also had it strip all of the things she loved to do from her too, I burst into full on tears in the theater. But the fact that she is still performing and doing her best anyway gives me the hope I wish I had at her age. I "knew" my whole life that I could never do the things I wanted. Billie makes me feel like that's not true.
@@flourishbyjess hey Im really sorry i hope that you’re okay now. Sending love and hugs 💛
She’s in her thirties & pure evil. She sabotages the competition by making them suicidal if they dare try to make or even listen to music. Her handler “James Blake” told me all this himself. He was quite proud. They even get huge kickbacks from Pharma for that shit. They act like they're God, deciding who gets to live and who gets to be happy, who has to be suicidal (anyone better than them). Stop supporting these evil demons.
I think a lot of us had a moment in our 20s when we realized that, when we were teenagers, men in their 20s truly had no business talking to us and that was gross? It made me so mad to know that she's probably going to look back at this and cringe so much. Like, that man did not deserve that much airtime. This isn't even about his character but, like, they really just gave him too much airtime.
Lmao airtime will be the least of her regrets. I wonder if she will feel like she was groomed.
yeah i felt so bad for her and this is all documented on /her/ film like.. i do think she will regret it even more eventually, it's only when you get older you realize this shit.
Q is a true narcissist.. Billie will need to do some deeper therapy to erase the harmful effects of Q's treatment towards her.
@@melsay.799 after her latest song release, you can tell she most probably does
To answer your question: we don’t like Q. He was 21 dating a 16 yr old
..and treating her like garbage
@@imogenmary9277 YES LIKE BITCH? YOU ARE DATING BILLIE EILLISH
@@raphaelaesther8319 even if she wasn’t “Billie”, he had no place treating any woman like shit.
He is a narcissist.
And his excuse was bc of his metal issues
I think we can all agree that this documentary IS ONE OF THE BEST OUT THERE
I love how like Taylor, Ari, Shawn, and blackpink are all on Netflix then Billie over here on Apple TV lol and like this is the time for documentary’s omg we have gotten so many and I love it
I honestly wish it would've been on disney+ or netflix. We don't jave apple tv so i wasn't able to watch it.
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Bro when she said “writing about it is better than doing it” my heart broke. I’ve had depression and anxiety for 13 years so I know how it personally feels but I can’t imagine how it feels to be the parent seeing your kid struggle and hearing them talk about that 😪
She’s in her thirties & pure evil. She sabotages the competition by making them suicidal if they dare try to make or even listen to music. Her handler “James Blake” (in his 50s) told me all this himself. He was quite proud. They even get huge kickbacks from Pharma for that shit. They act like they're God, deciding who gets to live and who gets to be happy, who has to be suicidal (anyone better than them). Stop supporting these evil demons.
I don't believe depressing movies and music is good for you,that's the way the devil get access to you and how you push God,Jesus away.✝️☁️🐱☁️✝️
I absolutely LOVED her parents. They’re so wise and im just in awe with how well they raised billie. The part where her dad spoke about how parents shouldn’t be in denial when it came to parenting their children and to let them experience things for themselves :(
Wise? Where were her parents when she was dating a fucking 22 year old? Nah uh. My parents would never let me do that.
@@gladiolaminor6464 didn’t know he was 22.
@@gladiolaminor6464 her momma wouldn’t even say his name please-it’s so clear she ain’t like him
@@neriamoore8998 she was like "she went to see the GUY??"
@@gladiolaminor6464 every child reacts differently to a certain type of discipline. Obviously her parents know her more than you. They trust Billie enough to let her experience life and figure it out. They know her heart.
find yourself someone who hugs you the way orlando hugged billie and said "this is the whole universe hugging you" im gonna pass away now thanks
This killed me...and Demi's documentary is coming out at the end of the month...I gotta stock up on tissues and ice cream 🧍🏾♂️💔
omg i just know ash is gonna react and sob with us
so i’m not even a minute into the video but basically....Q hate squad? yeah
Q was the biggest asshole ever he mistreated her so badly
and bishes be like: omg she behaved so chidlish sometimes... like- she was 16, now she's 18! she's still a child
@@nickarjoma5350 no❤
@@nickarjoma5350 billie is actually very mature for her age and always has been. i dont even see any real immaturity beyond her goofing off a bit or being a bit too naive to see Q for what he was, which could have happened at any age
something about katy saying "if you ever wanna talk" is so nice-
I’m soo glad she included her Tourette’s bc my brother’s been dealing with it for years and hopefully this normalizes it for a lot more ppl
YEEEESSS I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO WATCH AND I COULDN'T HAVE DINNER WITHOUT ANYTHING TO WATCH RIGHT???? GOD I AM GLAD YOU'RE POSTING THIS VIDEO RN
IM SAYINNN!!! I was Readyy for her review!!!!!
@@samajaebonds6948 same! It literally made my day (which was being really shitty so far)
Literally same
this generation is so lucky to have a person like billie
Any generation really...
And the worst boyfriend award goes to..... Q!!
He’s was an adult and she was underage
@@hayoonpark7454 I didn't even know that, it makes there relationship even more disgusting.
@@estescorpse8727 FR
Its literally so weird to see that since I went to her first concert in Berlin in 2017, how me and like 6 other fans were standing in front of the place 3h before it started and Billie and her mom just walking by saying hello. It was such a little venue with maybe 150-200 people. Two years later I went to a meet and greet with her and the venue was much bigger but she hasn’t really changed besides the fact that she got happier and had a different hair. And now she‘s one of the biggest artist worldwide it literally feels so surreal that the little girl I used to see in 2017 is now extremely famous.
That's so cool!!!
Omgg ich bin so neidischh
War es der Privatclub?
Wow I'm so jealous My parents won't let me even think about going to a concert or meet and great
@@dreamingofthemoon | Glaube nicht, 2017 war es im Badehaus und 2019 im Kesselhaus
I'll never understand how or why people talk down to artists who express talk about their mental health journey (negative or positive) They don't get how affirming it is to know a famous artists relates to these specific emotions. Why downplay that for people?
because they are sociopaths
YO THE END "Reacts by Ash" Animation... WTHHHH
DO U LOVE IT?
@@ReactsByAsh YESSS
@@ReactsByAsh BESTIE ITS AMAZING
Billie explaining THAT PAGE was just so rough I JUST WANT TO LOVE HER SO MUCH
“Y’all talkin about me?” Lmao meeeee 😆
she was pushed onto this so young i feel for her
I mean... if she didn’t want the fame she didn’t have to. 🤷🏼♀️ famous people choose what they do.
@@alinareybey3263 i know but she literally cant have a ‘normal life’ and i get that’s her choice and like she’s said before that’s what come with it but like must be hard yk
@@alinareybey3263 her dream was to sing. why cant she sing and live a normal life? i hate people who make it seem like celeb culture is normal/should be normalized. she shouldnt have to suffer just to fulfill her dreams.
I've seen this documentary 5 times now (even one of them being in the theaters) and I am just in AWE with her. I absolutely LOVE watching behind the scenes content, and the way this film was made is just STUNNING.
where xan I watch yhe documentary except appletc cuz I can't download it
Agree!
i’m sorry but i’m so in love with billie. like i cant believe she’s real. like the ending of that documentary when she’s singing ocean eyes and that last note hits me my body is like hit with a wave of every emotion. i cannot deal with how much i love this girl
Can we just note Justin Was wearing a mask before the pandemic, it’s almost like he knew
He didn’t warn us 👁👄👁
He has a history of an autoimmune problem...safest for him to wear one.
Fun fact everybody wears masks to Coachella because it’s windy and they’re in the desert so there’s a lot of dust
🤔😁😷👍 🇬🇧
Billie not recognising Orlando cracked me up 😂 HOW??
@Alexandra Santiago I agree, I don't wanna be cynical and believe he's a good guy but he was hugging her a lot and kissed her head after only meeting her twice? Perhaps he's just a touchy guy and that's how he communicates but he needed to let up a little. Things like that can be misinterpreted so quickly (example: this conversation lol)
When she says “I’m directing all my videos from now on.” It was such a movie moment! 😂🥰
the fact that she wrote ocean eyes at 13, and at 13 I was still buying slushies with my pocket money 🤭😑..
She sang it not wrote it
@@paris-_lovely1315 cant believe finneas wrote and produced it when he was 17
Phineas wrote that song for his band and then decided that Billie should sing it..
Not Billie not recognizing Orlando, he was literally my first crush
I must have been living under a rock because I love Billie Eilish, and I never knew she had Tourettes. I was 7 years old when I was diagnosed with Tourettes Syndrome and to this day I can count on one hand how many people actually know because I told them (and not just because they see me tic). She is so brave to have been so open with it and this just like made my day. She's awesome.
I’m pretty sure that her boyfriend was in his 20s and she was still a minor 😖🥵 Edit: I looked it up, she was 16 and he was 22.
@moka tbh i don't think billie is the type of person to actually listen to her parents about who she can and cannot date, she's really independent-minded. Also her mom called Q "that guy" or something like that and when billie and him were in her trailer her mom looked like she was not pleased with his presence at all. So I don't think the parents liked him
@moka "mature for her age" means nothing. she was a minor, he was an adult. two different places in life. stop defending sickos.
that makes me feel gross. what business does a twenty two year old have messing around with a six teen year old?? like she couldn’t even get her own credit card,vote,etc. twenty two year olds are in college that’s so gross. i don’t judge billie i judge that guy because she prob regrets now.
Billie seems like type of girl to value her parents opinions but still do her own thing. She said that her parents always made them feel heard and made sure that had room to grow up and choose who they wanted to be, that’s probably why
@@929er13 Omfgggg it’s only a 5 year difference and it’s legal stfu, yes mature girls and boys date people a few years older than them sometimes, it’s not out of the norm 🙄 just cause it makes you uncomfortable doesn’t mean he’s a creep.
"When u put too much pressure on yourself, then the outcome isn't as great. If you write what you wanna write about, that's when other people can see the passion and that's when the people can relate." - Ashley Ippolito💗
Yes 👏🏻👏🏻
i’m still mad we didn’t get the ariana x billie interaction in neither of their documentaries tho
11:34 she’s talking to her boyfriend about driving home drunk and she’s mad about And in The song happier than ever name says “you call me again drunk in your benz driving home under the influence”
when she said "cant you see me?" it honestly broke me like she was trying so hard for all her fans and the one person who shouldve been there wasnt.
He treated her terribly. I could choose more explicit words but.. nah. He doesn't deserve them. She was so in love and heart, when she looks at him on the tour bus, you can see how much love she dedicated to him from her heart. I'm a lighting technician, like touring arenas on this scale (Not now because of covid "Derrh") and I've only just spoke out about my anxiety, depression and I'm trying to reach out and connect. I've deleted social media, and starting to feel better. But I cried most the time through the Apple TV Documentary as I can relate.. If anyone feels trapped, anxious or depressed reach out like I am. Comment and I'll message you, Let's talk. I'm here to listen. I'm not always a bad guy.
He was literally an adult while she was a minor
her mental strength to cope with everything is incredible
i’ve been waiting for this one TURN IT UP
Finally someone said this
11:31 no but happier than ever (the song not album) references this
imagine giving birth of two completely talented angels (billie & finneas) urh i would be so proud 😩
there’s a bit at the end of the doc after the credits where she’s around 5 and she’s ending a performance that she recorded herself
I learned so much about Billie watching this. She is incredibly talented. Her and Finneas deserve all their success.
Facts. I refuse to believe you have a soul if you don't agree
I'm not a fan or anything but I have so much respect for her. I feel like a lot of ppl take her talent for granted bc they think she's just a trend or something
First call with Q “ I drove home drunk” One of the last phone calls ,Q “ let me call you back I’m Driving”
Now thats a part of the song
WHY AM I CRYING AT THE JUSTIN BIEBER PART. i grew up with his music like she did and now HER music is so good fucK
the doc was good. I’ll always commend her for still going on with life and having all that spotlight ugh I couldn’t even imagine all that pressure at such a young age
I'm just here to watch you getting mad at certain someone haha love you Ash
the way you already know
when i tell you i was having war flashbacks to this doc when i heard happier than ever for the first time
11:30 Billie: "You call me again drunk in your benz, driving home under the influence...
the fact that you and Caitlin know each other is mind-blowing to me
Omg yes the multiverse and crossover I need
Caitlin who?
@@davie9944 shes another react channel that I love
The fact that we saw Q so much got me feelin all types of ways idk man-
she was 16 he was 22. I cannot STAND him lol
started with ocean eyes and ended with ocean eyes everything came full circle
I loved how candid the whole thing was-- no setup interview moments, everything real and vulnerable and off the cuff. It's easy to forget while she's slaying the game how young she actually was when she was blowing up, and was suddenly held to these crazy standards. Much love for her parents and her brother because that life is insanity and they seem to really ground her.
Billie has been through so much in such a short time. She is so powerful and inspiring. I love her and I hope she lives an amazing life.
I’m not even a fan of billie eilish and i be sitting here acting like i understand a jack of everything that’s being talked about.
Honestly this documentary might be my favorite so far because of how raw and honest everything is. She is such a strong and incredible woman and I am so proud to be a fan of hers. (Lol I know she says that she doesn’t consider fans her fans but I feel kind of awkward saying that I’m a part of her.)
So this is from personal experience but I love the dynamics and how this documentary does really show time passing. I say this because in the beginning of the movie you can see Billie writing in her notebook and drawing everything she could while around 2:00hr she is looking back through the journal reflecting on her past and how much she has grown. it is quiet warming to see somebody that actually got out of the deep depression spiral that is being a teenager. Edit: I forgot I wrote this shi but damn was that inspiring
i SOBBED during this doc. a few months before quarantine i injured my foot the same way she injured hers on stage (teared two ligaments from my ankle). it was the biggest pain i’ve ever felt in my life. i went through the same treatment and physical therapy as her, but i couldn’t complete it because everything shut down, so i still feel a lot of pain. seeing her being *her* and being so honest about her struggles brought me so much hope for both my mental and physical health. she’s younger than me but i want to be her when i grow up.
my comfort video
here again
SAME I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE
omg my notifications decided to not act up today, so excited for this video!! *also hey queen hope you’re doing well💞*
I am sooooo proud of her it shows so much about Billie and her career honestly she has done so much in such a certain amount time and I love her so much and so happy for her
THANK YOU FOR THISSSS I WAS WAITINGG SINCE IT CAME OUT!!!
I literally watched the doc yesterday and was sooo amazed. Glad you reacted to it :D
OMG YES, i was waiting for this (wish it was a little longer). i cried so much watching it, she is so strong an amazing. ALSO FINNEAS, MY MANS!!!!!!!
I’m just so proud that Billie is gonna go down in history as one of the best because that Queen deserves it 🥺👏🏻
OH MY GOD IM SO HAPPY U REACTED TO THIS IVE BEEN OBSESSED AND I CANNOT STOP WATCHING IT BYE
thank you ashley for this! i actually don't have apple tv so this video already encapsulated the whole documentary for me
WATCH THE KATY PERRY DOCUMENTARY CALLED "PART OF ME" IT GOES HEAVY INTO HER DIVORCE ITS SO INTERESTING
"When is pitchfork going to die" Halsey vibes
@@user-nv3sh5jh3p exactly.
Omg the tweet where she said “when’s the basement in which pitchfork’s main headquarters reside gonna collapse” and the headquarters are in the world trade tower😭😭😭 so iconic
Great commentary!!!! Loved it!!!! Looking forward to you doing more of these!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
So glad Ash included the pōwhiri when Billie arrived in New Zealand. I get chills every time I watch it
I'm so happy you made a vid about this