crying in your room at 3am - a playlist
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hey! to anyone who’s watching this I hope you’re doing okay. You can always comment and I’ll talk to you(: make sure you’re eating and drinking water! take care of yourself love, you’re worth it ily. Enjoy the audio!
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I feel like we're all just a sad teenager who thinks our sadness is fake and we just want to be trendy, but really if you felt sad there's nothing fake about it, I hope you're all okay and thankful I love you
I LITERALLY GASPED WHEN I SAW THIS, I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THAT WAY?!
@@rand4405 IKRR, I FEEL THAT TOO
Could you guys be my friends?
You're the best person I knew. I love you fck
@@Lyricssophiaphila sure bro!
“Hurting someone’s feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean, but do you know how deep that rock goes?”
that hit hard man
This hits apart of my heart.
Very…….too deep….
hii can i use ur comment for the poem I'm writing for school homework tnxx lovelots
The Mariana Trench be like: damn there’s deeper?
A dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worthy enough. I hope you know that you only need yourself to be happy, I know society built up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact, that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way. I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, and I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why to let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hugs like it's your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong and still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside and out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s a night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s a day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s an evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not a weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- Stormii Until tomorrow, my friend :)
best fking comment I've seen.
i love you
I only read half of it before I couldn't read it anymore. Currently crying and can bearly see idk how I'm write this
that's so big i'm sobbing
Thanks for the commemt. I really appreciate that. I really thank you for it 😊
Remember when 3am was the scary hour? Now it's the time to cry our hearts out
3 am has always been the scary hour
@@Ashiixz Because that's when we are at our weakest...
@@chrisaftontvt4318 i thought it was becuz of demons n' shit.. am i high 💀
fr HAHAHAHA
@@makatsue4598 3am is when the border between this and *demon* world is the weakest, but idk what's wrong with Friday 13th or the number 13
Its depressing how 3am used to be a scary hour, now its just when all the kids cry and let all their emotions out trying to be as quiet as they can while staring at the ceiling
This is so true i remember forcing myself to sleep at 3am when i was a kid because i was sceard of the paranormal now im just lying in bed enjoying that i can let out everything
Man that one hit hard
It’s very true.
@Isabel Corona Very very true
Exactly what I’m doing rn
Don't you ever just wanna fly away and leave everything behind?.
mhm
yeah
Yeah
yes i had a dream of running from my house but police caught me L
Yes yes I do
You know that strange feeling when you feel so much shit and pain but don't feel anything at the same time? It's a weird and disorienting but also stressful feeling
…💔
the reason is probably different for everyone, but when it happens to me its because ive forced myself to hide my emotions even from myself so often through my childhood that now they are... well, hidden. I guess it was my objective kind of.
It's different for everyone, but to me, I've gotten used to it, I hide my happy childhood from myself so I can feel the burden of growing up, and somepoint in life I've gotten used to it, now if something bad happens, I just hope it to be funny so I can have a good laugh at my own pain, it could be the last genuine happiness of mine, laughing out of my own pain
Our parents always told us to never talk to strangers because its dangerous or wtv but here we are listening to strangers and talking to them, feeling more safe with strangers than our own family.
It sucks when your crying for no reason because you can’t figure out why your so upset in the first place. Edit: To all the people that replied, I hope you feel better soon. :)
Exactly I’m literally crying right now for no reason idk why but the worst thing about it is it hurts u don’t know why it’s painful but u just cry endlessly without any reason and it hurts
I cry for no reason and have no idea what's wrong with me, which makes me thinks there's something wrong with me, making me cry more.
like im crying right now and it makes me feel like im alone and it hurts. alot.
Exactly!!!!I feel really sad and i cant understand why.i just feel like i have nobody to talk to.
ikr
It's really suprising when we we're kids we would always smile, and always be excited meeting a new person. But then, you realize that it was all in the past, you're here listening to this playlist crying because you noticed you're life is slowly crumbling apart.
@✧ Shroomi ✧ It happens. You're a little down. For some things that you can control and some things that you can. I don't like to feel because I know I'm not supposed to. I'm everything that everyone else wants me to be, 7 different people at once, and it's hard. You not sad, just a bit down.
You've only noticed you've grown up when things start to change.
Life is good for. I’m snapping the girl I like, i’m about to go to sleep, but still with everything good going on in my life something is missing. That puzzle piece which completes the puzzle. That dream to chase, which I keep delaying. I’m done delaying it, i’m chasing my dream, chasing the life I will get.
funny enough ive been like this since i was a kid. it's just now i understand why B]
I’m 11, it stopped when I was 7 those years were like heaven - I made this up
(~˘▾˘)~ (timestamps) space song(Beach house) 5:17 - 7:38 -> I can' t handle change(Roar) 7:41-10:51 -> the night we met(Lord huron) 10:52-14:34 -> this is home(Cavetown) 14:36-18:10 -> as the world caves in(Matt Maltese) 18:23-20:47 the song repeats
5:17 is actually Freak by Surf Curse
we have to give 100% respect to our pillow for catching our tears when literally nobody else took the time to. thank you pillow, you will always be remembered.
Yes. Just yes
Facts
Stopppp now I'm gonna cry when my pillow has to get thrown out, I get weirdly attached to objects 😭
@@Ilikecheese808same once I got attached to a piece of garbage😭
Yes. Rn, it's just my blanket. But yes.
family pressure, future anxiety, suicidal desire, this boy, listening to music for hours without talking to anyone in the room, being asocial, not having any friends, being upset all the time, etc. and i'm only 14 years old. i'm so tired. really.
@ridhima malia omg tysm
I'm 14 too and I'm going through the exact same thing as you are and I know how it feels, dw keep vibing girlllll 💜💜
@@watdadogdoin7407 ilysm girl!!
yeahh...
i can relate
the feeling when u don't wanna die but u just don't wanna feel alive ..
omg this is what ı feel
'I don't wanna die but i don't wanna live like this (i just wanna feel something i just wanna feel i just wanna feel something i just wanna feel something realy real something i can really feel like a person again)'i dont know the name of this song but i was thinking it fits
yeah
it's Aliven't.
@@qnh8064 lmao
I love how people that are going through hard times try to help and support people so they don’t have to feel the same way as them.
i have no words for this.
dw little ones, yk the 9-12 yro who feel burnt out and were forced to grow up, listen buddy i know theres not much i can do but i love you, alright kiddo, it doesnt get better and thats the harsh reality but you find peace somewhere in the middle and it becomes bearable. you are my world and im proud of you for just breathing! i love you, sleep well my dear
My pillow is the only thing that knows how much I cry.
X2 :(((
itss okayy i give you virtual hug 3>
and it sucks cause feeling this way let’s u know that placing ur head onto the pillow won’t feel the same anymore.
@@kkarlsjr awww this is so sad
*HUGS AGGRESSIVELY*
Damn. Even strangers from the internet give time and effort to make us happy yet our parents/friends cant even talk to us.
yeah right? feels absurd
I guess it's just that u don't see them, hear them. I think it's the anonymity
Ahaha I relate fr
Hey we’re all in the same boat so know you’re never alone and I know you’ll never fake it, ily guy’s.
I genuinely believe that the reason my friends and family dont talk to me about this stuff is because I don't share it and would even go as far as hiding it deep down
I’m like the Sun I’m only bright when people can see me But as soon as they’re gone I’m a whole different person than before Hot tears running down my face Quiet gasps of air The rise and fall of my comforter with every sharp breath Those are what the people don’t see When I go away
this hits hard.....
this pretty much sums up my life
Hey there What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you.
Thank you this made me feel better all my thanks💗
dont make me cry any harder >:(
I don’t care if this was 4 months ago, my head hurts so bad, you made me stop crying. I thank you for that.
@@genuine_jellyfish it’s alright ml
@@ALIEN_BOYFRIEND Can i get like ur snap or anything just incase i need you if not its okayy😭
it's sad, we're just a teenagers. It's sad that we suffer so much, we all deserve better, I'm very sorry. I love you, I hope that everything will work out
Go outside and stop feeling sorry for yourself
thank you :)
ily
"we're just teenagers" feels so real when it's coming from someone who understands
ily.
All these texts make me want to cry in happy tears and it makes me feel better that strangers are more supportive then my own mom
i can say from personnal experience that moms are often not the best to support their children...
Same bro I'm actually sobbing
i love your hair i love your forehead i love your eyes i love your eyelashes i love your cheeks i love your nose i love your mouth i love your teeth i love your neck i love your shoulders i love your chest i love your scars i love your arms i love your hands i love your tummy i love your legs i love your feet (not in that way) i love your body i love you i love your personality i love your smile i love your humor i love your laugh i love your voice i love your kindness i love your sweetness you aren’t ugly you aren’t disgusting you aren’t a monster you’re beautiful you’re pretty you’re gorgeous you’re handsome you’re kind you’re cool you’re amazing im proud of you for staying alive im proud of you eating im proud of you trying to eat im proud of you for drinking water im proud of you for trying to drink water im proud of you for leaving your room im proud of you for going out im proud of you for being here im proud of you for everything you do i fucking love you. 🫶🏽
I fucking love you too dont ever leave me I Love love love you pls stay with me forver ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
i wish i could believe this. ily.
Thank you, I really needed this. It means a lot really.
i don't have any eyelashes tho
this made my day ily :)))
"Because there's nothing worse than disappointing someone who thinks your special"
this is what i’ve been feeling this is the fear i cant put into words
Felt
this
My whole life in a nutshell.. 🫠
The owl housee :)
"your such a bad person" "why do you talk like that its so cringe." "that's not even funny, stop laughing" "selfish" "that's rude." I literally almost died for you.
My friends tell me that a lot 🙂 I just get used to it
ugh i feel you but just remember who was they're for who and know that there are more people who will aprecciate you for who you are. Change can be scary but you will feel so much better.
@@yudyyirbystut3536 they tell me that and i am dramatic so i learned to hide everything
@@yudyyirbystut3536 ikr im 'dramatic'
that hit hard-
For somebody who's just been crying for almost 30 minutes. Thank you.
To whoever reads this, i love you
Thank you. You made my day bro
@@pranverabardhi7010 np
I love you.
i took the time to read this whole thing. thank you 🥲
that feeling when everything doesn't interest you anymore, feeling empty every time and pretending that you're happy to hide the sadness because you dont want them to worry about you.
Yeah....
nope . no one to worry:)
This called me out :(
Everyday for me 😞
This sums up my life pretty well
It’s sad that I can find more comfort from complete strangers than I can with those around me
This is so relatable-
maybe its because complete strangers are saner than the ones around you... idk anymore.
I am just a teenager why do I have to go trough this? They call me ungratful but I never wanted to be born in the first place. I just want to be happy, loved for who I am not for what they want me to be.
@V I V I D ty but I don't know how long I can take it.
I know right
Honestly, they always talk about the bad sides of the internet but you guys here have the kindest and nicest words I‘ve probably ever heard. People like you restore my faith in humanity. Thank you guys. Take good care of yourselves! I don’t know you people out there at all yet I want to tell you I love you
Thanks man 🥲
Your welcome ❤
Vent playlists and music playlists like this. Just making me not feel alone is like a safe place for me.
i’m sure this will get buried, but i want you guys to know, a few years ago i was doing really badly. i didn’t even realize it as much until now, looking back. i’m doing so much better now, and i’m at the point where i’m here because i just needed a good cry. i can come here and cry without feeling like everything is shit. i promise you, just stick it out a little longer. it’ll all be ok. i love you, i’m proud of you, and i believe in all of you ❤
Oml tysm you dont know how ,uch i needed that i am about to cry
We’re kids and we’re feeling like this, imagine how it’ll be when we actually grow up with actual responsibilities. I’d rather just die. Edit: (december 24) It’s been like 5 months since i commented this. So far only 1 failed suicide attempt that i’m glad it was failed. I’m now much better, i’m doing sports, i got back on track with my studies, and i feel like a healthy person overall. I hope its not another rollercoaster where i’m at the top again, it would be good while it lasted at least
I'm turning 18 in like 3 months and I'd literally rather just turn to dust
@@thefiretailedweasel6206 friend, meet Thanos-
I felt like this when I was a teen too. Now I'm 20. Not much has changed about that feeling, except for knowing that no matter what I can't sink back into myself again, and that I won't waste the time I have on earth and with those around me. That mindset seems to have helped a little. Wishing you well
same
I feel like people like you and me, unlike other kids understand that being an adult is going to be SO much harder.. all I can do is kinda just laugh at the thought of someone wanting to grow up so fast
“Suicide doesn’t stop the pain it gives it to somebody else” well do you want me to apologise for feeling like this? Stop trying to make me feel guilty
I'll talk to you if you want to talk.
people say this out of fear of losing the person they love, they think that guilt will make the person stay, but it won't
well did u end up doing it
It's not a guilt trip, it's making you aware of what'll happen. I'm not going to say something as cliche as i care about you, instead i'll give you something to think about, Does suicide solve the problem? Will it make everyone's day better? take this however you feel like i don't mind being seen as a rude person you can't be helped if you aren't accepting it.
like I am meant for failure so what's the point of trying...
It's not your fault Your not a problem You are perfect You aren't fat You aren't skinny You aren't the problem You aren't a bad person You are wonderful You aren't a crybaby Your don't deserve them You love yourself You are clean You are kind Your are the person that everyone wants Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it Your size isn't a book... don't judge it Your life isn't a movie... don't end it Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do. The past of you suffering will end Your suffering will end Don't c^t your body your hair Don't kill your self yet. If you have a pet it will make your problem go away They get mad at you for being soo perfect They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning You are brighting the world.. you are a true star Keep going.. it will past. We love you don't stop being kind to everyone The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back. They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous Give everyone a second chance not too many tho your eyes is perfect your nose is perfect your height is perfect your skin is perfect your mouth is perfect your hair is perfect your face is perfect your body is perfect your hands is perfect your fingers is perfect your teeth is perfect your waist is perfect Your torso is perfect your legs are perfect your thighs are perfect your tounge and everything is perfect YOU are perfect love your body and everything You are so greatful for what you have. Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you And leave your fake friends You deserve better. Don't give up Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person. We are proud to see you alive. We are so proud We love your smile We love your laugh We love your personality So don't give up We love you. We love you so much Don't end it too fast. Don't commit Don't get controled Don't make them control you like a puppet Do your own way Do everthing you like Ignore the rude people Ignore the hate Ignore getting yelled There's people by your side and always be. We love you no matter what you do to yourself. They don't know what your been through They ain't been in your shoes Don't belive them they are liars Love youself. We are proud of you existing here We love you so much.. NEVER GIVE UP You're precious You made it this far. And it's so amazing that you are still here
ur an amazing person!❤
@@thehackett9000 Aw thank you sm!💗
you know what? lets cry it out, lets cry together and let it alllll out. Remember, its never wrong to cry no matter how old are you, what your gender is. Crying is an emotion and we all have right to feel this emotion. Cry and heal. we're together in this journey! you got this, please stay strong and ily 💗
Thank you so much!!❤❤ qwq Omg..you are so cute
@@DH_house aww youre welcome honey 💗
thank you, strangers. you just are like the family I never had.
We love u
love u ❤️
we love u
@@bonjour2737 i m not safe withe u i will never be not because of u but of me i m ugly ull hate me srry its not u i swear
:) same here
"What happened to my happy little girl?" -You killed her...
copied, but you're right. parents don't understand what we're going through, even if they say that they're older than us. trust me, i get that excuse from my parents a lot when we have long chats abt things like this. but dw. whoever you are, stranger, i love you so so so so much and i hope things get better. good luck, people
My mom and me be like:
Yea, if my parents only cared about they’re ‘happy little girl’
why do parents always say this? i want to know where she is too mom. i don’t want to be like this. your happy little girl was killed when you took her away from everything she knew and loved and landed her in a random place where she got thrown around and moved so much that i feel like everyone i ever meet will leave at one point or another wether it be tonight or in a month.
sorra
POV: ur crying and then an ad comes
That just makes thingss worse
So I was piecefully singing this and got a ad for grammar 💀💀
Frrrr HAHAHAHAH❤❤😂😂
I can’t explain how much I’m crying rn it feels like my eyes are gonna fall out from crying so much my whole body is shaking from crying so much
*giving you warm tight hugs*
at this point im not even tired. im just exhausted
Ahh same :')
We all need breaks
yep
Bro im tired of being everyone’s shoulders to cry on and everyones “therapist” only for them to turn away when i ask for help.
yupp honestly
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you feel tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because your heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is purple, and I hope the next time you see the color purple you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Talk To Me - Cavetown” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and a great year. I love you so much and am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words-Kinah, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Thank you, you made me feel that I am worth something, you are the best comment that could make my day, seriously thank you, I will remember your words when I needed it
Thank you. I've been feeling really down lately thanks to my family but i wasn't even able to cry properly and get everyting out of my chest you know. It was a huge torture to carry the deadweight of the disapponment and saddness i felt towards my family and when i came across your comment and read the things you wrote that i wished i heard from my family when they caught me watching the rain outside and realized something was wrong with me, instead of blaming me for being overly sensitive, i just had a huge breakdown. You helped me a lot, really, i was finally able to cry my heart out loud thanks to you and i realized what i expected from my parents all this time, again thanks to you. And now i feel really happy and refreshed. I also hope that you can keep smiling and feeling good for the rest of your life but if you ever feel sad and wanna talk to someone i also will be here for you so please reach out and.... I FRİGGİN LOVE YOU TOO
I love you so much, I'm crying so much because of your words
i love you so fucking much i really do. thank you so much i will always remember this, i swear.
thank you so much, you dont know how much that made me happy may you always be in great health friend
I've actually read some of these comments and truthfully It makes me feel comforted by how we all are total strangers yet you guys find time to say nice things and better someone's day/night. Thank You to all for the kind words It made me feel better and I'm also hope you guys alwasy stay safe and that you have a blessed day/ night wherever you maybe and regardless of who you may be.. (We are all the same on the inside ☺️)
To everyone venting in the comments I hope you try not to overthink a lot like me and make sure you are living ur life to the fullest and I love that your still alive I love everything about you and I mean it❤️ Now if it’s night try to sleep (from a stranger that decided to right this at night) Love you whoever is reading this❤️❤️❤️ Make sure you try to have an amazing life person who is reading this
its crazy how people on the internet understand me more than my parents. i just dont wanna be here anymore. ily guys
You can do this, I believe in you! I love you!
I’m so proud of you for holding on
I totally get it. Ur not alone
I understand your feelings life can be really though and frustrating but maby something good is going to happen some day or maby not but you can‘t know that if you go away pls don‘t let this be your only way out, talk to somebody and pls stay strong ily
its so weird how I finally have somewhere I can go and people will understand, I don't think I deserve this...
i miss when i wouldn’t cry daily, now it’s literally uncontrollable. i have put myself in a deep hole that i cant get out of. it’s all my fault.
are you okay? Stay! I'm with you! I feel really bad too, but if you need to, we can talk. honestly.
Hey,hope u are doing better! It’s not your fault at all,sometimes we can’t get out ourselves and it’s totally okay,don’t even think of blaming yourself anymore!
No it’s not your fault It the worlds fault
Even if it's your fault. You need to find a way out. You can't let such problems hold you back from enjoying your life. Please take care of yourself and others around you. I love you and I care for you. I hope your life is only filled with happiness and joy
it's not your fault my dear, some times sadness comes at the worst times
literally me crying rn cause I kept all my emotions in thinking I was just trying to be trendy acting sad but really.. I broke down thinking about everything.. everyone.. anything.. I can’t keep it in anymore I hope my sadness will lift away after I let this all out but anyways thank you for listening. And understanding everything. Have a wonderful day everyone.❤️
pov: your life is slowly crumbling to peices around you but you know there’s nothing you can do, so you just sit in the dark listening to music waiting for it to end.
I feel so safe here I feel like I can cry without being judged or scolded for it
me too in my class when I cry (anxiety attack) some kids says to me ´´crybaby´´ so thats why I hit myself when I want to cry
@@_Byeol._.606 Hey I cried even in high school at school a couple times. Now i’m in my late 20’s. I wouldn’t call you a crybaby. 😃
its funny how strangers on the internet give you so much comfort...
@@_Byeol._.606 dont hit yourself please... just go someplace else when you want to cry... somewhere quiet... dont listen to those shit heads when they call you a cry baby. You're not.
Same It feels safe in here safer than with my fam :,)
so tired of life, i really wish to escape from school.
is it not summer for you? It will eventually end, you can get through this, love!
I wish i was at school i hate summer i never go anywhere and i only have 2 friends im never able to see😞
@@iheartu8454 oh! not rlly, exams lol
You’ve got this, stay strong!
Doesn't everyone feel that at some point? We're all tired hun but staying strong is all we can rely on 🙂
Me crying to to this playlist: The ad: HONEY IS A FREE BROWSER EXTENSION-
I have ads?
@@iheartu8454 yea u do
IT HAPPEND TO ME BUT WITH THE OPERA GX IS A FREE EXTENSION OR SOME SHIT-
WRITING'S NOT EASY. THAT'S WHY GRAMMARLY CAN HELP. THIS SENTENCE IS GRAMMATICALLY CORRECT, BUT IT'S WORDY, AND HARD TO READ-
@@iamnothappy58 Ok
Currently sobbing in my dorm whilst my roommate sits there like their life is perfect. Why do I trust strangers more than my own family? If you also have no will to live left, I am proud of you for making it this far. Keep going. I love you
I always saw crying as a sign of weakness. Like if you cried you just weren't processing your emotions properly. Now I realize that I was the one who wasn't processing my emotions. I wouldn't let myself be sad. Now I'm here bawling my eyes out. Thanks ❤
I've cried so many times I've gotten to the point where I can't even shed one tear its like all my emotions and feelings are just stuck and I can't them out
Yeah, just the same thing. Now i just cry when I'm really at my limit, just like that, I break down in tears and let all my pain out, even for a little while.
i cant cry. seriously- if someone were to hit me i wouldnt cry, i even went to go get surgery and didnt cry getting 3 numbing shots (the doctors said even adul males cry when getting the numbing)
I bottle up everything and today my bottle that contained all this emotions broke and I really don't want to cry ☺︎︎
Its been like that for me for years now I haven’t been able to cry and i have so much built up 🙂
@@gabrielmazza5456 Have the same thing. I just want to cry to feel human again or something like that.
Not me sobbing over piled up stress and trauma at midnight, then going back to be an emotionally closed off person at morning
this. i hope you're doing okay, though. it'll get better i swear. im really proud of you, keep fighting. you're doing fucking amazing. don't forget to eat and drink lots of water.
bestie i'm here or you if you someone to vent to about problems anonymously @cupid_paimon on insta
Same
Lets all cry together
Yes
Почему все комментарии такие милые? Это очень сильно греет душу... Я редко читаю комментарии, но тут... я засел надолго, читая их
они причина того, что я не разваливаюсь, умирая прямо сейчас.
Я тебя люблю
На комментарии ,, я тебя люблю за ” и там текст огромный , я плакала честно . Мне кажется я не хочу вырастать , настолько не хочу , что все мои мысли о том , что я умру раньше , чем наступит мой др 😕😕😕
sometimes i don't wipe my tears bc it just feels good to cry
same
Mood
@hvneystqr now is not the best time buddy.
Agreed..
Real
this playlist sums up how i feel most of the time when I just say "I'm tired", but in music ver.
i hope you’re doing okay, love!
@@iheartu8454thank you, how are you?
@@tati6498 I’m okay(:
bailey if u see thai i literally just did this hah L
slk cade brasil
When people are upset they can’t express or explain themselves because all you want to show is your upset by crying. I hope you show your emotions no matter who is around you. You deserve to express how you are feeling ❤
Хоть я и не англичан, но напишу этот комментарий для всех. Скорее всего ты тут, потому что тебе грустно, выговори мне все свои проблемы, Я тебя выслушаю. У меня у самой не сладкая жизнь, но желаю, чтоб какие-то счастливые дни появились в твоей жизни. Ты самый лучший человек, никогда не грусти, когда ты улыбаешься, все начинает идти хорошо. Если все плохо, то опять же, лучше выскажись, ведь на душе станет легче. Я люблю тебя, человек, который читает этот комментарий❤
Я боюсь несправиться, боюсь будущего, я не вижу, что там будет всё хорошо, всё показывает, что дальше только хуже, я боюсь сойти с ума от своей тревожности и от обсессий
я возобновила подписку на эпл мьюзик, а все мои песни не восстановились. там было 900 песен, я каждый день, начиная с 2019 года их слушала и пополняла. там все плей-листы, воспоминания, все мое детство. я перепробовала все, но ничего не помогает. я даже не могу вспомнить все песни…
@@julialime3215 Ох, чёрт! Сочувствую
Imgaine being normal. I mean, not feeling this sadness, anger, anxiety or anything what you fell now. Imgaine, if all the bad things didin't happen. Just wake up happy for no reason
I feel the same way. But what I like to think is that being normal is the worst thing along with being perfect. Because there is no such thing as being normal or being perfect. Everyone has feelings and everyone has their own flaws. But that is what makes us unique. I am so sorry you feel so sad. Please keep pushing forward for the people who care about you. You don't even have to do do it for other people. If you want you can just keep going for yourself. I hope this made you feel better. I am sorry if I offended you in any way. I hope you have a great day or night. 💟
I remember when I used to be like that. I would give so much to be like that again.
@@fluffybunny8004 You're right. You can't be perfect or normall. The only option is to be youreself and go forward. Step by step.
I wish
Our problems are what make up human and normal tho
When I talk to someone, i always feel like they doesn't care. They are just here, half listening to me until i finish or sometimes they doesn't even wait until i finish. That's sad.
I don't even have anyone to talk to, let alone anyone who actually wants to listen ^^ Loner forever I guess...
@@user-im5zp9pw2x hey do you have any social medias or anything like that ? i wanna be friends if that's okay with you, you seem so nice and im always here to listen if you ever need help :)
@@y2kgabi YES OF COURSE, Definitely! :) Discord?
Yk what my classmates do? They just nod roll they're eyes and talk to the other one
@@selennehussam5437 Ow. That's sad. I'd cry if my classmates do this to me...
Hi to whoever is scrolling through the comments and spots this message while listening to this video, Ilysm I hope things go better for you and I am so proud of you! Always remember to eat, drink, and stay healthy. We are all here for you. Again! I love youu!🤍🤍🤍🤍
Now I am literally crying in my room at 3am while listening this playlist
I know that is maybe too late, and I don't know if my words really helpful, but i feel sorry for you and wish you be comforted later Also love you and don't mind if you wanna be friends 👉🏻👈🏽
I just wanna go back to my old self, i used to be so shining and now i don't even wanna wake up anymore
We all did. I miss the 6 year old me. In January, before the thoughts, the trauma.
I get that I don’t even have anything to wake up for anymore I just do I’m not suicidal anymore I’m just living if you know what I mean
Same i miss my old self, i was so happy and everything seemed fine now im 18 filled with a lot of bad memories that torture me all the time and my mind is broken i have anxiety all the time and depression and have had lots of panic attacks only at my 12 age and although im better but they're still there and also i dont have money which makes me really feel useless im so tired of everything , myself , this painful life that never ends... I just want some peace and happiness but i never get them. The only thing that im happy abt right now is Autumn that has arrived and i feel really weird and good in this season like im living all my good memories... I wish this suffering and sadness ends one day and all of us teenagers be happy and feel safe
I'm sure that who you are now is still a good person and if nobody has said this today you are cared for and loved for
Words cant explain how exhausting i feel every day and how much i miss my old self
i agree so much
i just want to end it all itd be so much easier that way
no treatment is ever going to heal the pain ive had for so many years its never foing to stop i just want to die already
I miss my old self but at the same time I like my new self
I miss my old self so much, specially because, no one seems to want my new self. I always feel like i'm either too much or not enough.
I was just screaming happy songs like 10 minutes ago and this popped up in my recommendations then out of nowhere, I started crying uncontrollably and hasn't stopped until now. it just feels so good for no reason (i just know headaches would come after lmao)
I send a lot of hugs and support for all the people who is having a hard time, I really hope you get better 💙
Im litterly the disappointment in the family.. ty for this playlist it takes out the pain :)
don’t say that, I’m proud of you. I bet your family is too but they just don’t say it. I hope ur doing okay
@@iheartu8454 oh thank u! Im doing just fine!
Nooo don't say that if you're first family doesn't love you then we will love you no matter what wether your gay straight or a potato we all love you so don't say that your not a disappointment your just too unique for them! We will always be here for you no matter the cost! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍♈♉♊♋♌♍♎♏♐♑♒♓⛎
hey, wanna talk about this? i’m here if you need something
Ur not a disappointment :,(
i hate how tired i always am but at night is the only time i can let out all my emotions
Me too, I always tell my mom I'm doing my homework but I can't help but just do random things for hours and barely getting sleep, i wish i could get that sleep T_T
Im tired of living....i dont wanna die....im just tired
I feel like when I read these comments, it's like so overwhelming, and it makes you feel very special as person, I was having a really hard day today, and then I search up sad songs, and I look at the comment to not only hear these people say don't hurt, and I love the fact when we were younger, we were always told to smile, too excited to don't show that emotional cry to show any emotion at all, except for a happy anger stressed
It’s sad how when you go home it doesn’t feel like “home”.because of how much hurtful things you have been told it feels like you want to cry there.and you feel uncomfortable and you wonder where the place is you will feel happy smiling and comfortable.😢
It's sad how we went from enjoying getting out of the house to rarely wanting to get out because of our social battery or our anxiety. We get promised that it'll get better even though that seems a lie. Thank you for listening. Love you.
Love you, too
💔❤️👊💪🤝
mhm
Like when you assume that you are the disappointment of the family,this playlist is perfect.
(っ^_^)っ you're not alone man :(
The only thing is I don’t assume, I know I am ;-;
@@sad_anime_simp1650 hey i have no clue what your relationship with your family is but im sure that they're not disappointed in you
@@evelindenisee Sure! Let’s believe that! But thank you!😊❤️
I know I am. My brothers have said it. My mom has said I'm lazy and do nothing. I don't have anyone to talk to because my friends are never serious about it.
Thank for for this playlist. Sometimes I just need to cry. Everyone does.
i can't handle no noise and so i can't cry without music so your playlist is lovley
I’m the silly, loud, goofy, and funny girl in the group when I’m with my friends (and that is partly who I am) but when I’m by myself I feel so alone, and I think about stuff really deeply. And nobody sees the real me who sometimes struggles with anxiety, depression, and invasive thoughts. I’ve been able to ask people I trust for help and it’s been working but still it’s hard because when I’m crying at 2AM I feel so…..alone.
I know how you feel and I’m in the same position. I remember being with my friends and they told me that they were friends with me because I was just funny... nothing more. That hurt me so much and that’s when I started to express myself more. Someone that’s not always a funny person but can be one. I‘m sure there will be a day when you know longer feel that pain of being alone. It will come haunt you time to time, but remember you are loved! I’m sure you can power through and remember that everyday, you are loved! I hope this helps in a way, I’m not too good at helping people with this but since I relate to this a lot, I thought I share my experience and thoughts. I hope you feel better
@@sassygirl5575 aww thanks, for me it’s similar in that sometimes I don’t feel like I can share my struggles. Like they are good friends but it feels like we have to be goofy and have a good time and it would be weird if we started getting more personal in the moment. Like I’m the girl that’s always telling people to let me know if they need to talk to someone about any problems, but none really does so I feel like I can’t. But your experience did help me feel better so thanks!
No ur not alone ur never alone ik you feel like you are but u got us on your back we all have bad days, depressing days but remember we can do it theres always something good heading our ways! But it is ok to be sad sometimes we rlly have to cry it dont hold your tears^^
I sometimes feel the same way and its very painful because I keep this feeling all to myself until I arrive home and brake down in the bathroom or in my room.
I feel the same I'm a sagittarius btw people are always saying I'm such a social at heart and am always tough when it comes to tough things in life but no one has ever really asked to open up about things and when I'm by myself I usually am crying out my eyes or sumthin
i don’t like how a lot of us are going through stuff we can’t explain but i like how we can all help each other in the comments, knowing we’re stuck in this world but also knowing no one really understands us irl.
Yes I understand that it’s like online on these comments everyone relates to everything I’m going through but irl either people are havin the best time of their life ever or they pretend to understand. It’s just too bad everyone that really get it are one million miles away
These people aren't strangers... There people who understand and could be friends that we just haven't met face to face with yet
@@Vicky-hx1ki yess exactly.
i can explain it A long time ago I had a lot of money that I spent on material things since at that time I did not think well and I spent everything I had today I regret that because with what I had I could now buy something for 31k somewhere 😞
This is a perfect song for this moment and time cause I just found out my whole school hates me. So if you reading this remember we all love you
reading comments on sad songs like this make me feel so confident in the moment, but when i wake up in the morning, the words are just whistles lost in the wind…
"The monsters come out at 3am, go to sleep." "Im a monster. Thats why Im out right now"
Yup
Deep
wait that would explain why i naturally always wake up at about 3am every night
@@aivil3820 yes. We have figured our our sleep cycles. lol
@@Cecilia_b.08 nice, now it might be easier to fix my messed up sleep schedule lmao
I'm not angry, I'm not even a disappointment, I'm just really sad all of the time and I don't feel like I deserve to be
I feel this on a spiritual level
I really felt this and I just have to go with the flow but it’s not fair why do I feel like this 😔
like i’ve lived through sm but not enough for people to believe me so i just feel like an imposter
Same.. except my inner self keeps telling me I deserve it although I know I really don't
I don't even have a reason to be sad and yet I'm depressed all the time. I know how it feels.
To the person who is reading this just know to stay strong we will get through this together ♥︎
I don’t know if this is a little messed up, probably not, but I feel a little better knowing I’m far from the only one in this generation feeling sad and alienated. If the things, the people, or even life as you know it has decayed and fallen before your eyes, I hope you stay. And I hope you keep going along side us drifters on this giant floating rock, knowing with certainty that life always returns after every extinction.
I've been dealing with depression since I was 12. I turn 21 in 2 months. It's so exhausting. I feel like I haven't had someone in my corner for most of that time. I know I've survived all of the days where all I wanted was to disappear, so I still hold on. I cry it all out at night when no one can hear me, and I go back to being emotionally repressed in the morning.
i'm so sorry i don't know what you are going through but i hope you will get through it and it will be okay i'm here if you wanna talk drink some water eat something because ur special to me🙁❤️
i am so sorry you're gonna find happiness, don't worrry. Better things are always coming
Felt this one I’m about to turn 24 and it’s been too long like this
although im so much younger than u, i just wanted to say, i luv u keep fighting on, u will get there one day
im so sorry for you! u r a survivor and we are proud of u! ❤️
"Home? I... don't belong anywhere. The only thing I have is a house, where everyone inside seems... unfamiliar."
Couldn't have said it better myself! That's EXACTLY how I feel! I don't know anyone here or even what I'm doing here.......
Yup
Couldn't have said it better, no one could
i searched for a playlist to stop crying but this works
i was reading the vents people did and i just wanted to say i'm so sorry for what you guys are been going through, i really hope everything will get better for all of you. You're the most beatiful thing i ever seen
Im crying so hard that i can't even breathe properly.
im holding my tears so hard that my throat hurts.
are you okay? remember that i love u and people care for u and u are wanted
Why does it hurt so bad?
same but its a mood 365/24/7
I'm doing that rn
"I feel like I don't exist mentally. Everybody is busy dealing and living their lives and I'm stuck here and I don't have anybody to talk to what I emotionally go through and I keep it all inside. Feelings sure do hit hard at night when u are listening to deep sad musics and u start breaking down."
*hug* i'll be your friend.
Maybe i will sound generic but, for me its true, and its sad and really painful to have al the things you experience inside even if its good or bad they just accumulate more and more and more till the slightest thing could make you cry inside or cause horrible toughts, try your hardest to dont let that "small" snowball consume you because when you less expect it and look "behind" its now gigantic and it just rips you apart mentally always express your feelings (srry if my english is bad :p) really hope that everything goes well to everyone And dont convince yourself these types of things are normal or even "not that bad"
@@musicdiva5860 im good when it comes to helping people dealing with that stuff so if you ever need help be my company
currently sobbing at 12:33 am to this. i’m so done with the absurdity of life, it’s so tiring. it feels so good to cry after maintaining such a joyous attitude throughout the day. i’m so young and this feels absolutely corny and i know people are dealing with so much more then i am, but i’m just so so tired. once you face the realities of life, you realize its just a curse
this is more than just a yt video. it is a beautiful, sacred place where lonely depressed teenagers meet and rant and talk and spread happiness. it is a place where there are finally people who understand. I am forever grateful to everyone here.
ever feel like wanting to end it all but afraid of dying? ever feel like you're a bother to every single person you know? ever feel like you're worthless? ever feel like not doing enough? ever feel like you dont belong here? ever thought abt how "ur just faking it and there's more people that have it worse than me"? ever feel too scared to tell anyone your feelings because you think they'll find you dramatic? ever feel scared to tell anyone your feelings because you think you'll just add up to their problems? ever cried so hard you can't cry anymore? ever feel like we're all just a scared little kid hiding in an assumed "mature, confident and responsible" body?
I said yes to all these but I asked my friends about it and they all said everyone did so I never thought it was anything with me. There is one person who tells me it's not normal. But is it right?
Yes...so so often
The fact that i thought all people are going through this but then realized theres people out there with perfect life and has never felt sadness
Lying on my bed, crying, barely breathing. Wishing to close my eyes and open them again when everything’s okay. Three months. Three months ago everything was fine. I could smile. I was happy to wake up every morning. There was a she. She was not my girlfriend, she was not a friend. She was just very important to me. She made me happy. There was me. I knew who I was, I knew who I wanted to be. And then there’s today. I am crying. I’ve been crying for the past hour. I don’t want to wake up and face my everyday life again. I want to stop the time at this 2am. Why is living so hard.
I don't know why, I have nothing to be sad about but the feeling I get is sooo addicting.... Thanks for the playlist. Surfing on my tears right now
I love how everyone says "i hope you're all okay" its just makes my heart warm up :,) Love u guys so much
I hope you are fine and happy...may god give you strength to fight with your problems...and trust me you are doing amazing😊i am proud of you
@@Fart423 that Im proud of you just made me cry
I farted
This is sad, we are all just kids having break downs to this, I wish things were better. We deserved better, half of us deserve and apology from our family. I'm sorry for everyone here.
Thanks, I needed to hear this
Thank you, I needed that
I think everyone needs an apology even if nothing happened
Im sorry for you too
It’s sad how we’ll never get those apologies :(
Your skin isnt paper, dont cut it. Your neck isnt a coat, dont hang it. Your body isnt a book, dont judge it. Your life isnt a movie. Dont end it. I love you so much please don't kill yourself because if you do everyone will cry and miss you because your the person that made this world a better place. We love you so much You got this! Stand strong we love you alot❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
i really hope everyone is doing okay. please remember that you are enough and try your best!
Pov: you lost all your friends and you still try to cling onto your only remaining friend. You know you're drifting away, but you don't want to be alone again, not realizing you already are alone. Sorry for venting. Edit: we don't talk anymore🙂
I understand
this hits close to home :"
dont apologize everyone needs a little vent every once in awhile
I understand that feeling and u don’t need to apologise
^^^^^