But... I'm trying. I'm trying with all my might to get better. That's why I'm torturing myself with Dark Souls and other challenging games of that type. I hope that in the end I will learn something, and you will learn together with me, using my mistakes. Maybe we will all take advantage of these spectacular failures and the world will become at least a little bit better because of them.
But until then - gosh, I'm so lame!