vent/sad tiktok compliation : 24

The fact that this was on my home page is just sad

Thanks for making these fr, anyone out there please don’t, u deserve the world u really do, okay??!!! stay safe

My 5 stages of grief 1. Denial 2. Anger 3. Anger 4. Denial 5. Depression

for everyone who had been sad and crying here to remind you, drink water to get hydrated take 2 or 3 deep breathes to think of happiness, if you cannot think of it, think of your favorite place or friends that makes you more comfortable you can vent to me if you ever feel down❤ i’ll vent first, if anything is related it to your life, come to me we’ll talk about it!❤ ever since i was little i gotten r4p3d when i was 7. It was... my uncle.. my uncle was very achocoholic person, he said uncomfortable to me when i was little for example “hey ____, have you ever heard ____ is s3xy? Or cute?”It’s been like this for 2 years when i was little... my parent did not know what is going on, he kept on checking my or touching my body, i felt so uncomfortable, i want to die, having so much to live does not means it’s perfect, being perfect is being stuck on the line, having people saying “wow! your good at _______!” I don’t feel comfortable of hearing the word.. having to hear the word “r4p3” it would terrifies the loves on you liked the most in your life.. my uncle tooked his shirt and did the most disgusting thing i’ve ever seen in my life.. Am i the worst disrespectful and unmeaningful person? I tried so hard to not cry actually, trying to come out to your parents, they don’t like when your coming out of the closet.. they always said “omg your a unworthy girl that you cannot be with being friends!” Having to get the knife and wanting to die, you cannot, people would yell at you to stop committing suicide, you can’t even get out and come out to your friends out of the closet too, they would be homophobic, sometimes your friends are very supportive than mine.. peace❤

So, my ex and I are very close friends. But recently, he has been sexually harassing me and making me very uncomfortable. I really hate it and I want to not be close with him any longer but I’m afraid that if I do, no one will like me and call me a bully. He keeps doing this in front of all my friends and my bff says “yeah when your older your gonna r_pe her” and laughed. It’s not easy to live or make new friends. Edit: we have sorted things out :)

Yk it’s gonna be good when it has the suicide and crisis life line numbers to call and chat ^^

2:23 what’s this book called and where do i get it?

Okay right now i just need to scream, getting my vent book out of its hiding place would be to loud and i was supposed to go to sleep hours ago and my notes app is locked cause of screen time so im just gonna scream out on here: GODDDD I FUCKING HATE MYSELFFFF GODDDD I HATE MYSELF SO MUCHHHH WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE THIS GOD WHATS WRONG WITH ME WHAT THE FUCKKK GODD what the fuck is up with everything?? Like, i need help, something needs to fucking happen, nobody gives a shit..

2:56 what book is this?

"YoUr FamIly Is So NiCe" *Stfu. You have no idea what I deal with everyday.*

did anyone else get a “talk to someone today” on this video?

I wiped my own tears, I ate when I felt I couldn't, I cared for myself when nobody else did, I was my friend when nobody else was, I cleaned my vomit up after I overdosed I fought for myself, I picked myself up when I was at my worst, I held my own hand through life, I cleaned the blood off my wrists, thighs and face, I paid for my own food, I stood up for myself, I scrubbed my body in the shower for hours after it happened, I hid that I was getting sa for 10 years going onto 11, I never needed you, cause all you did? It made me worse. the nights you didn't feed me, the nights you yelled at me for your own stupidity. the nights I sobbed after what you said and did, the nights I begged to be taken out of your custody, but you never did, the nights I was raped you never cared I told you over and over again, you didn't even flinch. the nights id cut myself because of stupid shit you did; but it was all my fault in the end. I couldn't blame you for the funny stares, the cuts on my wrists or even the bruising on my fists, I can't blame you because of my stupid, stupid mistakes; but I can blame you for the illegal, selfish, horrid things you did. I've only just turned 14, the predators, the trafficking, the facilities I've been in; They were all shit, and I don't think I'll even be happy in end; You didn't free me my own food, my own room, my own safety; You always prioritized yourself since the beginning, but the sweet simple times when you muttered "I love you" I could never say it back; I go so long without interaction, simple glimpses of conversation leave me anxious; I haven't been able to say "I love you" in a normal forgiven tone ever since you ruined my life, I will never forgive you. I'm mad at what you've done, what you've created. You offered me comfort and I took it; I laid in your arms sobbing, I leaned out realizing that you never did love me, it was all a play to get back in me. I'm a fool, I'm pathetic, I shouldn't have done it. I drowned myself with alcohol, I slit my knee, my foot, my arm; all leaving terrible scars; more noticeable; I needed stiches and staples; luckily, I was able. I hate myself for loving you, I hate myself for caring about you, for anything kind I've ever felt for you; All you did was ruin my life, form me into the monster I never wanted to be I scream and cry; I shout and yell, but I have never gotten my point out. You tear me apart by the seams, I should've never told you what I had seen. You mistake me for my actions that I never will mean. I hate you; I wish you would leave me alone; I hate dealing with you, you ruined me. "Anxiety. All though not always visible It makes my life incredibly miserable, Because of my anxiety my actions are not always forgivable I’ve lost friends due to this monster Who lives up inside me People tell me, “It’s just anxiety.” Come on, you're not dying. But for christ sakes can’t you see my struggle? My life is like living in a puzzle, Piecing things together till it all makes sense. I can’t breathe and my body is tense. People always ask me. “What's wrong with you?” But I can’t come to explain it. I take a deep breathe before I hear them say. “It’s just anxiety, come on you're not dying.” Why me? Why bother with me if all I do is ruin you, please let me pass in peace.

My dad “I would never hit u like my mom” and then the next day he hits me for making the most little spill ever also him treating me like I’m mental cause I have a mental disorder him siding with my younger sister hitting me and loving her more than me AND also him hitting me for apparently being annoying I just wish I had a dad that cared about me for once

What does chewing gum do to your body

what’s with gum I see them in these videos I don’t understand

Okay. List of things in my life *what actually happens* what people think 1. Perfect friends *rude and they ignore me* 2. Perfect grades *C’s and below* 3. Perfect parents *hit me and hurt me since I was 5. I am not 13. Tell me to be more like my sisters and compared me to my friend who gets perfect grades* 4. Family is perfect. *half my cousins and uncles and do drugs, been to jail for it* 5. Healthy and happy *grandad is dying in hospital rn. And calls me his little monster and now he can’t even remember me* 6. Best friend from another place *parents pulled me away from him.* 7. Sisters are caring *hurt me as well mentally and physically* 8. Had the perfect boyfriend for 3 months *pulled me roughly, forced me to kiss him, hold his hand and called me names for simple stuff* 9. Had a 4 year friendship *left me crying on the ground knowing the trouble I had at home* 10. Childhood dog *died from a tumour in left kidney a week before Easter* 11. Perfect job *they call me names and push me around* 12. Perfect body with perfect ass and boobs *gets used for body tried to loose weight. Can’t trust myself with scissors* 13. Perfect long legs *scratches from thighs up to my collar bones* 14. Happy life *tried to end it multiple times it won’t work* 15. Happy all the time with a smile *covering up my hurt and depression* 16. They will have a good future *don’t want to see tomorrow* 17. I love you *you love my body. Not me* 18. I am here for you *leaves not even two days later.* 19. You’re beautiful *been called that my someone then ugly by the same person* 20. Lovely mother *called me a sl**#t** and a useless piece of sh**#t* 21. “I love you too!” *can’t say it. At all.* 22. Beautiful smile *I am screaming inside* 23. You’ll be a wonderful person in the future *I want to d**#e**! Why can’t I go?!* 24. Working dad *stressed out and going to court* 25. No worries *worry about everything all the time everyday.* 26. Always busy *fiddles with stuff and randomly cries alone* 27. Always around people *sits at a private spot that had happy memories and screams in pain* 28. Not sad ever *sad 24/7 you just don’t see it 29: caring *checks up on them but don’t check up on me* 30. Loving *I only try to get the love I want back* But… I just wanna go… just end me already please..

I’m tired 🫤

6 minutes ago- wow

What does chewing gum do?

does anyone know what the book at 2:53 is called?

2:53 which book is it?

I can relate to 0:23

I don’t know I’m always sad I’m always upset it’s so disgusting I disgust myself and I’m tierd I’m done I feel miss understood everyday I say oh well new day new start but it’s all the same she makes a comment he does too and I smile but don’t dare say a word… I chew gun instead of eating I skip meals cuz of them and it hurts my mother to see him do that to me but she has only corrected him 3 times out of the million times he’s made a comment about my body so I try I try really hard but I’m still just human and I feel pain I feel hunger and whenever I say I’m hungry he says “of course you always are” and I worry about him