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Music video by Billie Eilish performing wish you were gay (Audio). © 2019 Darkroom/Interscope Records
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*YOU MAY BE INTERESTED IN READING THIS* *As Eilish explained in an Instagram livestream, “wish you were gay” is about how it felt for her to be rejected by a boy she liked. At the time, Billie thought he didn’t like her because she was a “shitty person.“ She wanted some other reason for him not liking her, such as him being gay. Ironically, after she wrote this song, she found out he really was gay after all.*
ayyy it do really be that way sometimes
@@georgipetrov5701 not everyone knew
@@georgipetrov5701 some of us dont know everything smart ass
Sometimes if you lwant someone you have to accept that they may be better off without you.
Pro world how in the fuck is it obvious? “wish you could be gay” could mean anything. the story could be about a guy wishing his guy crush would be gay for example stop being arrogant
The applause slowly fading away at the end into blurred noise wow
underrated moment
The fact that I can relate to this song in 2 different ways is insane 💀
same
Lmaoo same
Same
Bi/pan problems ya know?
Same
lyrics 🫶 Baby, I don't feel so good Six words you never understood I'll never let you go Five words you'll never say I laugh alone like nothing's wrong Four days has never felt so long If three's a crowd and two was us One slipped away I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Is there a reason we're not through? Is there a 12-step just for you? Our conversation's all in blue 11 heys (hey, hey, hey, hey) Ten fingers tearing out my hair Nine times you never made it there I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away How am I supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way? I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay To spare my pride To give your lack of interest an explanation Don't say I'm not your type Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation I'm so selfish But you make me feel helpless, yeah And I can't stand another day Stand another day I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay
I’ve been listening to the unreleased version for so long 😭
sammmeee
Off Currents Me tooooooo
Sameee
Skskdndkene sameeee
we alllll have ahhh
Who else has listened to this masterpiece before it was released today?
ME
meeeeeeee
Oml meee
Lakshita Jetti me
1000000000 times x
Guys omg ive just pieced together at 0:14 the “aww” is from the live show she did in berlin in 2017 when she first performed ‘listen before i go’ when it was unreleased and she said to the crowd before she played the song for the first time, “its kinda just my thoughts which means its pretty sad” then the crowd went “aww” AND ITS LEGIT THE SAME AWW
This song is pure gold ! I'm a 26 year old frenchie gay a**. Every time I listen to the lyrics i'm impressed how billie (who's younger then I) just understand the world better then even olders !
Я считаю, что понимание мира не зависит от возраста 🤷♀
@@aleksa2.112fr
Imagine Billie not only being into you, but being so into you she WRITES a song about you and even UPLOADS it.
or its fucking hypothetical
Slim Shady nah it was about a real dude
Man I wish
I would date her automatically
Imagine not liking Billie back
Honestly, the song title is a whole MOOD.
* NylahBaby * factssss 😭😭
* NylahBaby * More like wish u weren't gay for me😂
Ikr
@i lish The comment is talking about the title not the song.
@i lish I know. The meaning is a *phat* mood as well.
"to spare my pride" NO HEAR ME OUT THE EMOTON IN THAT LINE MADE MY HOMOPHOBIC BROTHER TEAR UP THANK YOU BILLIE
Damnnn
Damn this hits really close to me, Unpopular opinion:One of best songs by billie btw happy bday billie, it was yesterday
it's my fav song, i really like how it sounds and i very much like idea of the song
not unpopular at all
“four days have never felt so long” *laughs in quarantine*
True
Me it’s 6.. *weeks*
シcookiexcream yep
True
actually four
whos been listening to this song before she officially put it out ?
Me
Me
me
Patience Lopez tbh I liked that version better if you are talking about the one she did live 🥴
Meee!!!
I just recently got rejected by this girl. I've liked her for 3 years. This hits hard. I'm a girl also so it's the opposite but it hurts that I can actually can relate to this now. Life sucks :)
Im so sorry
Omg saaame😢 i asked my crush out for my prom and i got rejected 😭😭
Yes :(I'm sorry I already suffered for someone too so I understand you perfectly :(
sorry to say but this song refers to her boyfriend, he was cheating on her with another woman and its hard to accept for a woman when her loved one was he's cheating on her, so if her boyfriend was turned-out to be gay, she would accept the fate she can move-on peacefully that's what she refers "wish you were gay" (just follow the lyrics with this prespective you will get the whole story behind the song.
No no the last person who commented is very wrong she had a best friend who she liked and she wished that he was gay so she wouldn't feel so bad turns out he was actually really gay
now, this song hits so different
Yess kakakaka
i love how she sneaked in numbers throughout the song. 6 words 5 words 4 days 3’s a crowd 2 is us 1 slipped away 12 step 11 hey 10 fingers 9 times i 8 alone at 7 6 minutes
right? its genius. Anyways, I just sang "wish u were gay" acapella ♥︎ Please take a listen if you have time!
It’s a reference to needing a 12 step to stop being addicted to that person
@@egallagher4185 so there are 12 steps to getting over someone?
“Sneaked”..... *BOI*
@@brently6595 that sure was sneaky
*learning to count from 1 to 12 with Billie Eilish*
But with a missing 8 😂
@@soniabindal2193 technically it was a play on words with "I ate (8) at seven". Also since it's technically the only missing number, will it have anything to do with the 8th song 8?🤔
She forgot 8 so maybe she could maybe say gr8 or sum like that
Didn't realise thanks!
this the type of song you listen when your homies not around...🔥🔥🔥🔥
4 years ago aw man everytime I listen to this song it's like I've never herd it I love this song I'd never get sick of it I love Billie she's such an amazing artist.
Real
me: *listens to bury a friend* my heart: *freezes* me: *listens to wish you were gay* my heart: *melts*
ha ha ha
Didn't you hear the queen hear the album in order!!!
That’s a very accurate statement lol
what does ur heart do when you hear ‘8’? lol
Im proud I made this 1,00 likes
who else was waiting since she first released this?
yaaa
Meee
ME
meee
yess
this song is so perfect. her voice, the production, the meaning... can't stop replaying this
Coming back to this song after she came out 🤭
Real
Omg same 🎉🎉
SAME FR
No she didn’t what🤡🤡🌹
@@Smalldandelionseed she literally did?? but whatever
Me: *breathes* Billie: *makes best song ever*
V_Xinyl GUYSSS #1 BILLBOARD OK? REPEAT AND REPEAT = STREAMS
when billie performs this, the audience will fill in the "aww", "yay", laughs and claps sound effects
oh yes please
That’s genius. Thanks for bringing it up!
OMGGG 5 YEARS TODAY!!! SO PROUD OF YOU BILLIE !!❤❤
Love billie's voice, she has a special voice, i have listened to this song many times lately, it's great ❤
It’s painful to love someone who doesn’t love you back, and she couldn express it with better words. I hope to sing with her one day
Charlie Trestini Fuck her trash ass songs
The Joker : why are you here if you don’t like her? I mean your allowed to be here, but why watch something you don’t like
Izisboss643 nigga I was wanted to see if this girl could sing naw she can’t ***(Sing)*** at all mate
The Joker : Okay, cool. Your opinion and I respect it. I don’t wanna argue tho so, truce?
The Joker Go fuck yourself and leave, thanks :)
Who’s here before the million ❤️ ? Billie we love you 💫🖤
i
noriema cordova meee
Meeeee 💕
noriema cordova I came here at 3k likes and 313 views 💕
I love you too
It's just amazing that this song perfectly makes sense for both way They are genius!
Even tho people say this song is not about a gay relationship, as a gay myself, I believes this song is 100% about me and the one I loved the most. Never found anything this much relatable than this and well done Bille.
Billie : baby I don't feel so good Me : ah shit , here we go again
Lol
Mr stark i dont feel so good
XD
@Kansas Cookie of course
☁️✨
Whoever knew this song came out before this version is a real one 🙌🏼
I did :P btw I made a beautiful lyrics video abut this song check it out if you want💖
Jasmine D yep
I knew haha
yep lmao
Mee!
When this came out I was homeless, on drugs, and then jail. I now have a house, job, and husband. This song and “Clover Cage - In The Moment” are the two songs that helped get rid of my depression. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you 💕
Who's here in 2024 and 2025??
Wish you were gay…
2025
I'm from 2029
Billie: “Baby, I don’t feel so good, six words you never understood.” Me: *Pauses video and counts the words on my fingers.*
This is so me
@@kpawwilson7259 me too 😂😂
I did the same😂
Are you proud of lazarbeam?
Sammmmme
When Billie Eillish said “wish you were gay” James felt that
Gab Hachero best thing in this entire comment section.
I'm ur 100th like hope you get 100k likes cuz this is da best comment in da world
@@gabrielhachero3977 oohooo, ouch! 😂 Legit the best comment I've seen so far
"Eyelash" 😂
Gab Hachero *i read this and spit out ALL my pepsi* 🤣
The day this video was released was the day my daughter was born. I’ll never forget it. Now we sing to it! This song and “Clover Cage - Learning To Love Myself” are the two songs that helped get rid of my depression. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you ❤️🎉
From wishing to become the part of the community ❤ Billie i respect you , my respect is 1000% for you.
How are her songs all so different but all so similar, but they're all so amazing and unique! How can someone make such perfect music?!
My_Bay_Jed listen to Slayer
Listen to polar bear
A good producer and talent
“Baby I don’t feel so good” Song immediately ends, Billie got Thanos snapped
Commenting so this could get to the top
Not your comment
Perfectly balanced, as all things should be.
I always see you EVERYWHERE your magical 🧙♀️
No espikin inglish >:'V
Who here after she came out
" And The award goes to Billie Eilish for wishing you were gay"
Chan Vilkhu I wish ahaha but she doesn’t have a contract to get those things oof
*existing
@@a1w022 :'(
Billie : Out here Getting millions Me : Pushing a door that says pull
David Williams your a mood 😂
David Williams lmao I am billie’s age and I make music as well. Check it out if u have a sec, I might surprise u :)
jnthn Damn u good
I died reading this xD
Same 😂
I love this song so much more now
i swear the 2 two different perspectives make this song real art 🧡
I hope she releases the original version with just guitar
Same
She has like a year ago I'm sure you could fine it some where
right
kzhead.info/sun/mLB9hLmCcGJjon0/bejne.html to all of you ^^
I kinda like the guitar more but its probably because im used to hearing that one.
I remember the original. oH my lord this is wonderful edit: wow thanks for almost 1k likes. i appreciate it.
i was wondering like why was there no album ver??? woke up today and oOf
clancy omg yes the original is beautiful
clancy RIGHTTTT
ikr same. i was waiting for this beauty
I prefer the original
This song will get old and will never not hit!!😩🖤
listened to this song at my best friends house who I've known for 8 years. she gave me a funny look but since she already knows I like her, it was just funny. yet it still kills me. *wish she was gay.*
توبوا إلى الله لأن بالصلاح والاسلام تحيا النفوس والقلوب.*.** repent to Allah in Islam because by Islam live the hearts and souls
w best friend 🗿🍷
Why am I ALWAYS so obsessed with her songs?
I made a beautiful lyrics video abut this song check it out if you want💖
Cuz they're good? pretty stupid question tbh
Same here I click as soon as it pop up
Samee
Who isn't😍😍♥️
Billie spoke about this. She is not lesbian. She just loved a boy, but he didn't, for that she wished he was a gay so it would be a good reason for her because he rejected her
It's justin bieber hahaha joke😂
bruh the fucking audacity. have she never face rejection before? normally i really love her music but the message of this song pisses me tf off and especially how she reacted when the guy she was talking about in the song was forced to come out and she didnt even feel or express regret.
@@user-qx2kb9jl4y That is weird. I actually got the message of the song (I'm lithromantic and asexual so I've never asked out anyone ever, and therefore have never gotten rejected) because I thought I could understand it, I thought it was about a breakup, or him leading her on by praise or manipulation so when he "rejected" her she'd think it was her own fault(s) or a action that was a mistake. But if it's rejection, as in he is not interested in her, I can't really see how that would be her own fault(s) and it's definitely not him leading her on a path to think that way. It could be for literally any reason, and I feel like she could have asked? Sexuality, lack of interest, life problems, mental problems, you name it! Another thought, the fact he came out only after the song came out is probably because he felt a need to, or at least a push to, because for Billie or her fans or himself or his family or whoever. I wouldn't assume or say he's "forced" to though (from the information provided to us), that Billie just made an honest mistake, not knowing the person well enough to ask him or know his reaction to the song being put out, after all we don't know his name (he's not a public figure she's seen with) so we couldn't have guessed. I believe the reason behind the song is great, you question yourself after a breakup or a friend turning you down when they've been leading you on and you question yourself, but it doesn't make sense when you realize it's just a simple rejection, and he has his reasons, and you don't have to make them up yourself. I get why she might be upset, but not this.
@@user-qx2kb9jl4y she was 14
@@user-qx2kb9jl4y language bro
The day this video was released was the day my daughter was born. I’ll never forget it. Now we sing to it! This song and “Clover Cage - Learning To Love Myself” are the two songs that helped get rid of my depression. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you 💝❤
Some " fans " seriously were shocked with billie coming out?... not real fans cause real ones knew.
🤓 what's with this real fan, fake fan crap? People can enjoy an artist's music without having to be an absolute diehard.
this song was never about her being attracted to girls though so your comment is irrelevant. the song was about her wishing a guy as gay so she'd feel like he'd have a good reason not to love her.
@@jasmine22104 I didn't say this song was about her being gay, I said how did poeple not knew.
i know, but it's about context. to post a comment like this on a video like this where the message can be miscontrued, it is important to clarify the songs meaning@@eilishlovee
I REMEMBER ONLY BEING ABLE TO LISTEN TO A LOW QUALITY VERSION OF THIS SONG A LONG TIME AGO SO THIS IS FANTASTIC
I made a beautiful lyrics video abut this song check it out if you want💖
Avalon Dragneel right
Me tooo
I KNOW HOLY S H it
Only real ones understand
Baby I don’t feel so good *fades to dust*
N o
oof that hurt
My heart...💔☹
p l e a s e d o n ' t , you don't know how hard endgame is gonna end my ass
sad. ok but endgame hopefully bby boy comes back.
life doesn't really hit hard till you truly relate to this song
Love the way she wrotes songs. She is a genius
She protecc She attacc But most importantly.. She loves someone that doesn’t love her bacc
No... That’s not true
.....thats fucked up m8
why you had to do her like that
That is her problem...
Kinda messed up but at least it rhymes
I listened to this song 2 years ago and NEVER thought she would actually release it! I’m so proud of her
McFist me wait woah how’d you hear the song 2 years ago ??
is it that old? :o
Sophia Hernandez It was an acoustic version! Go look it up it’s r good
Sophia Hernandez she released an acoustic version on her insta
Sophia Hernandez This song was written more than three years ago by Billie and her brother.
billie is the best at song writing
*scrolls through recommended and sees thumbnail* **has a mini heartattack**
Damn same, glad they didn't make it look closer/zoomed in to billie's face cuzZZZZ
Be bhandari omg that happened to me lol
Yanlış yazmışsın
@@difaamaliaagustin7356 Where are you from?
@@madiwear1567 Where are you from?
Billie: I don’t feel so good. Me: Peter is that you?
Omg i can't understand why so many people didn't get it😂😂😂😍
Me: *laughs too loud* My mom: WTF IS GOING ON?!
Oml oml I'm dying on the floor 😲😂
Jassy Productions! Oh my god
Sarah Kelly LMAO I was thinking the same thing
i just found out my crush (who i’ve liked for over a year) is gay and tbh it’s still a sad feeling but glad for him living his truth
This song still hits like it was yesterday 😭
1:40 you can hear the bite in her words. Holy moly she's amazing ❤️
ik i love that stop stating the oBvIouS (not hating it's a joke if its a bit rude)
LMAO UR PROFILE OF ALLURA IS EVERYTHING
@@tahaali3424 oh my gosh ikr that's everything lmao
I was in school when this came out and rushed to the bathroom to listen Ps. It was worth it
I'm at the school bathroom rn
Lesloe 32 it’s worth it hahaha
Lesloe 32 dang
Sanmeeee
lol this came out in math and my techer is so FUCKING strict so i had to wait ill class was over then i got detion for being ten minutes late to my next class SO WORTH IT
Billies style: 🖤🐈⬛🌬🚬🎤🎧⛓️ Billies voice: 🫧🩷🦄🍭🌈✨️🧸
Her voice is the same as her style
Lmao
I think that's Melanie Martinez
after years since the release i still struggle to hear this song for all the feelings and the memories this reminds me
Why is this beat so soothing
Emily B same
I know righ
'Right
I know right!
@@daniellehodges8459 you can edit your comment ...
'Baby, I don't feel so good' [Thanos has entered the chat]
He didn't want to go 😭
No not billie too!!
lmfao
I ruined your 666 likes oof-
Sorry but: who's Thanos?
the production is actually insane wth
My God, 3 years after this, I remember when I heard it for the first time, it was a special feeling, several confirmed that the song was gay, but in the end it is that he prefers me to tell him That he is gay so that the rejection does not hurt him so much, but well a conflict between both answers, I stayed with both, because it is literally good, I love this song it is addictive it has been 3 years Listening to her and I still love her, god I love Billie Eilish, forever, #latam #America 🥺💖
*I remember listening to the original..* *both are so good she’s so talented!!*
{kyleigh royster} i was kinda expecting a ballad but this is also very good 💆🏽♀️❤️
{kyleigh royster} the original + copycat = this version
{kyleigh royster} same!!
What's the original?
Narcissistic Cannibal she did it on a livestream just look it up.. she was a lot younger
She doesn’t smile in photos, but when she does- it’s demonic af.
man please google "billie eilish smiling" she's so cute
Her most liked picture on insta, is one where she is smiling.
which who doesnt love scary
she looks high af
I know :D @bilsexual xo
Hi to this guy I've been admiring for 3years . Now you are the first person comes to my mind while listening to this masterpiece. Hope one day a much better man will love me. Periodt.
Billie is probably a celestial in disguise
SHES TOO PERFECT FOR THIS SAD EARTH.
AYO
Unpopular opinion: this is one of the top best 3 songs by Billie Eilish
ilomilo, idontwannabeyouanymore and this hit different
I agree
it really isn't that good lmfao
Good opinion
I mean its good doe
Who remembers the original video where she explains why she made the song and how she only played the guitar while she sang sitting on the floor?
me omg
Can you please add the link I'll like to watch that
omg i remember crying over that video of her bc this song is so fucking good
Did it get deleted?
braeden no :) kzhead.info/sun/d6Vuldh-j5OXmHA/bejne.html
I absolutely love this song
ts will always be my fav song all the time
*WHO ELSE IS PRAYING BILLIE WILL RELEASE 6.18.18*
MEEEEE
Yassssssssss
radin ME OMG
radin MHM
might be the song titled 8
still remember the live stream when she first sang this :'(
CaptinKarrots me tooo
CaptinKarrots I know dude, I feel so old for some reason
That was iconic
CaptinKarrots omg sameeeee I was like shook
Literally
I am left utterly flustered to speechless right now, reading these amazing lyrics here,guys ❤
this music is so strong makes me cry 💓
Not gonna lie, her beats are always so sick!
IKR 😍
Yep
Ma mom is Korean and she can’t speak English. However when I play this song, she is able to say gay.
That's actually really cute
@@missunimaginable6514 *_Im gnome._*
annyeonghasseyo
andwae!! chincha?? waaa daebak. am i a koreaboo yet?
@@bubbletea4330 You really spoke your mind. 🧚♀💓✨never do it again🦋✨💓
we always understood you billie 💗
hearing this yesterday was so unreal💖💖💖💖 I love you bils
For people who don’t know...she’s not meaning that she wishes the other person was gay because she is, it’s because the other person doesn’t like her back and she wishes the reason was because they’re gay, and not just disliking her. She said this in an interview
Yeah I figured this out lol... Even though that's the way she meant it to be viewed... Art (visual or auditory), can be viewed the way you want it to be and I like both of the ideas so depending on how I feel lol 🤷🏽♂️
Cryo Conjurer Of course! Both ways have interesting depth and perspective and that makes this song all the more great
@@morgan8945 glad u agree, I u have urself a wonderful day
That's fucking stupid
That’s really confusing.. so she’d rather his reason for not returning her feelings be that he’s gay instead of just not feeling the same way..?
Billie: I just kinda wish you were gay Us: I wish YOU were gay
I was about to say that
Anonymous 0057 felt that 😂😂😂
Ugh this is a daily struggle yuh
Exactly
I really want to go to your concert. I’ve been following your songs for 18 years.!!!!
You and your songs are the only reason for my happiness billie 🥺❤
ok but the actual meaning of this song is so relatable 😩😩
yep
Me @ my crush
O k? It's not very often as me being a straight male that I have a crush on someone irl that turns out to be a lesbian bUT mAyBE ThAs JuS mE thinking of it there was this one girl that I was kinda like she Ight and she also happened to be bi.
NickelCrack I mean I feel like girls are usually not full lesbian but bi or pan but like I know girls who are more into girls then guys so it’s hard for them
you wish your crush is gay because you couldn't handle their rejection? you find that relatable?
yall remember when she stopped singing and said "i love you aidan"
What part
tortellini yeah 😩 omg that was so painful
Who tf is Aiden lol
Yup oml
Who's Aidan?
This song is a lyrical masterpiece
Billie: i wish you were gay Loren: i wish you were lesbian
V E L O C E S 😂
XD
V E L O C E S you actually stole the words right from out of my mouth( not literally) 😂🤪
You need to go back to school
Grammar 100
Baby, I don't feel so good Six words you never understood I'll never let you go Five words you never say (aw) I laugh alone like nothing's wrong Four days has never felt so long If three's a crowd and two was us One slipped away I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way, mm I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Is there a reason we're not through? Is there a 12 step just for you? Our conversation's all in blue 11 'Heys' (Hey, hey, hey, hey) Ten fingers tearing out my hair Nine times you never made it there I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away (yay) How am I supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way? I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay To spare my pride To give your lack of interest an explanation Don't say I'm not your type Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation I'm so selfish But you make me feel helpless, yeah And I can't stand another day Stand another day I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay.
FINALLY!!!!!!!
Thank youuuu
thank you for your service
Chrysi Theodosiou a life saver ❤️
Much Appreciated xx thanks
love this song❤