'Calamity'- A Comic Book Inspired By 'Nobody Is Listening' - Part 4
ZAYN // Nobody Is Listening // The New Album
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Writer/ Director: Noah Sterling @noahsterling42
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#zayn #nobodyislistening #sweat
Real Fact: Everyone that listened Zayn's SONG was immediately HEALED:
He is incredible
@Maryam Elia calm down guy he didint said zayn's music is bad
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In his comic, it looks like he's fighting back. Conquering anxiety is hard, but I am sure you'll succeed.
Yes!
yes. he’s telling his story
He fights back but I think he has a real opponent - the record label and his management.
@@carina2091 zayn has no management, the only person who takes care of his career is taryn who besides being an assistant, is his best friend. Stop talking about it in every video, there is no team looking after zayn's career
@@emy-ie4sf Wait. Are you sure? He said in his book he has a management run entirely by women... So IDK if what you're saying is right.
So tired of fake friends and fake love - ZAYN
i read this at the same time he sang
this song is an absolute masterpiece.
(comic#1) he shows he’s being chased (comic#2) “a madman has been chasing me for the past hour” “when i go faster he comes closer” (comic#3) “i can tell he’s trying to chase me outside the city...” (comic#4) “...and lead me away from anyone who could possibly see what happens next” “who are you?” (comic#5) “you know who i am” “i’m the shadow in your mind” “you created me with every thought of malice...” “and every mercy gone ignored” “but now it’s my turn in the light and yours in the shadows” DO YOU GUYS REALIZE WHAT HES TRYING TO TELL US?! in #1 he’s showing how he’s being chased and try’s to get away from it. in #2 he’s telling us this has been chasing him for a long time and the more he tries to get away from it the more it gets to him. #3 goes with #4 so he’s saying that it’s taking him somewhere where no one will see what happens to him also where no ones sees him at all #4 also goes with #5 which is him not knowing what it is or where it came from and in #5 it’s telling him that he created it it’s basically all in his mind and all the bad thoughts of anxiety it’s also taking over him when it says it’s time for him in the shadows and it in the light so he’s referring to anxiety and him trying to get away from it for a long time but not being able to get away😭 update: (comic#6) “enough!” (comic#7) “even if i can’t defeat you i won’t run from you...” (comic 8) “even if i can’t defeat you...” “won’t run from you” i think he’s facing his fear he’s facing it and i think the next one is where he tells that he defeated it do u know what this means?!😭❤️❤️❤️🥺🥳
Now I'm kinda sure that this whole comic's "dark" man is either his anxiety and fears or the whole world. It's getting interesting now!
He´s telling us how hard is to struggle with something that you can´t see but you can feel it.
Was searching for this comment. Thanks😇
A lot of people say its his anxiety and it makes 100% sense but for some reason i think its about more than that "even though of malice and mercy gone ignored" Maybe i think it also could ve about doing things we regret, thjngs we do to "survive" or maybe about all those instances you act irrationally and selfishly idk
@@fernandapalacios8578 yea i think you might be onto something
ZAYN - "Unf**kwitable" Lyrics: I'm unfuckwithable In a world of my own That’s why my shoulder's so cold I'm unfuckwithable So tired of fake friends and fake love, you know No time for no lie and I’m here to show I found a way higher Me is all I need to be inspired My vibe and my life are all my design Your sentiment's irrelevant 'Cause I get down and up again 'Cause I had the time of my life I'm just unfuckwithable In a world of my own That's why my shoulder's so cold I'm unfuckwithable Can’t nobody take me home Yeah, I’m worth my weight in gold Forget whatever you've been told I am unfuckwithable, unfuckwithable They all said I wouldn’t do shit Now they all about my new shit Thinkin' we were always cool when I was never even all on your mind Happens all the time You probably thought I couldn't turn water to wine Water to wine, happens all the time I'm unfuckwithable In a world of my own That’s why my shoulder's so cold I'm unfuckwithable P.D: wachito, te amo muack ❤✨
Thank you soooo muchhh 🦋
Thanks i love people like you💜
Wow Very intetion😂
thanks
hi fetus harry🥺
People like, not only ZAYN but also his shadow too. That's why so many people come to see zayn fighting with his own shadow...
So true
The most beautiful and true comment, you put it beautifully. Too bad Zayn doesn't show he appreciates the best commentary, he ignores us a bit.
Yeah, you are right.
lekogra My comment is not as beautiful as your reply. Your thoughts are beautiful. Thank you for reply.
unfuckwitable isn’t just a song it’s a cultural reset, it’s the oxygen you breathe, it’s a lifestyle, a reason to breathe, an escape from this cruel world filled with thieves. it’s art, a hug from a loved one, everything you’ve ever wanted.
Kesinlikle 🤧
In other words, it’s perfect🤩
so true bestie
Wow
@@singularity7815 haha turk buldum
*Zayn doesn’t realize that he makes literally everyone’s day better when he posts 🔥 He’s a big influence on my music, I hope I make a song with him one day 🙏🏿🌎*
i hope you make song with him 🙏🏼
I hope u will 🌟
we waiting dude for that moment
@Ali Abr I aint no bot goofy
@@kirilstankov1773 🙏🏿🖤
Zayn Malik: Artist Job: Singing Haters:0 Fans: 👇
Because I'm not famous like other singers that's why no one see my singing videos. Plz see my songs first and then decide 🙏🏻❤️
Who said Zayn has no haters? He do has haters since the day he left the band. And I don't understand why people act so immature and think that what he did was wrong?
He does have numerous unreasonable haters. Just for existing.
Zayn has many haters. But they only hate bc they r freakin jealous of this king!!!!
fans infinity 0/0
Nobody: Literally nobody: Zayn: making 2021 a better year (and our entire life)
Your profile pic👌👌😍
@@aina429 I have no intentions of annoying anybody, but if you wanna support me check this out or nah: kzhead.info/sun/atWModhle4qrgo0/bejne.html
💛
@@neontimes322 you are really talented pal,,,,, Its really good You deserve more views,,,,,,,, And nah you didn't annoy me :)
Thank you @@aina429 so much!! I thought you probably gonna ignore it but guess what, means a lot : )
Best song on the album.
Lyrics: I'm unfuckwitable In a world of my own That's why my shoulder's so cold I'm unfuckwitable So tired of fake friends And fake love, you know No time for no lie And I'm here to show I found a way higher Me is all I need to be inspired My vibe and my life are all my design Your sentiment's irrelevant 'Cause I get down and up again 'Cause I had the time of my life I'm just unfuckwitable In a world of my own That's why my shoulder's so cold I'm unfuckwitable Can't nobody take me home Yeah, I'm worth my weight in gold Forget whatever you been told I am unfuckwitable Unfuckwitable They all said I wouldn't do shit Now they all up on my new shit Thinking we were always cool when I was never even on your mind Happens all the time You probably thought I couldn't turn water to wine Water to wine Happens all the time I'm unfuckwitable In a world of my own That's why my shoulder's so cold I'm unfuckwitable
malayaliyo
@@zynzam pinallaanda Malayali aaraa🔥
Tell em zayn 😌
@@ebinbenny5095 eeiiooo...... sorry only zayn
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Zayn didn't have to promote his songs. His promote themselves.
Dónde están las latinas que apoyan a ZAYN. ♡ Reportense con un like bebes
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Because I'm not famous like other singers that's why no one see my singing videos. Plz see my songs first and then decide 🙏🏻❤️
Aquí 👍😎
Aca siempre junto a Z!
acá hay una :)
ZAYN IS LITERALLY THE DEFINITION OF PERFECT
Yesssss!!!!
YESSSSSSA I KNOWWWW 💓💓😳😳
we love facts
YES
#famousmia
Zayn just loves giving us a heart attack doesn’t he...
sure he dose
It is clear from Zayn’s choices to call the album “Nobody is listening" and to start it with a spoken word that Zayn wants people to analyze his lyrics and find out some sort of truth about him. Though not everything he is saying is clear to me, there are some definite conclusions that can be drawn using supporting lyrics from other songs of his as well. Regarding: “There are rumours WE have to face, I prefer sooner than after late, I’ve seen actors after BAFTAs be more straight" Some people are confused by the analogy Z uses, but essentially what he is saying is that he and another person (or persons) are not being honest, straightforward or convincing. See also: • “I’ve been lying to the liars, lying with the liars, every night" • “Got to keep it on the d-low" • Depictions of hiding and sneaking around in DTD, Entertainer, Let me MVs. Zayn says he wants to acknowledge rumours about him and one or multiple others - now what rumours do we know surround him? I’ll leave that for you to consider. “Which life should I choose to take?” He has a choice to take one of two paths • “What will I leave behind me, where will I choose to go?” • Another link between calamity and river road: “there’s no light if my view is at stake” & “I know I will see the sun again”. RR is confusing but I feel it is partly a song Zayn wrote to comfort himself with regards to taking a big leap, it talks about not being able to control all the outcomes. He’s telling himself to follow the river’s road i.e., let go, follow the current, see where it takes you. Regarding: “I want to bed you but sleep is death’s cousin" Zayn clearly states what it’s all about in this lyric. He wants to be with someone but can’t, because he’s scared of taking a risk for even a moment. He then says as a result of this fear, two weeks away from this person became two dozen, nearly a year. I conclude that the choice he is considering and the rumours he wants to face involve a lover who he is estranged from and it’s this estrangement that is driving the decision • “Are you ready because I’m ready to let go" “any minute we might fall" - the distance is killing the relationship. • “A digital physical connection” “Baby won’t you give it up, don’t wanna stop at words" i.e. I want to be with you physically. • Satisfaction: “life is always in the way" “we can’t get no satisfaction alone" • “The last time that I touched you, you could save it" clearly Zayn’s lover cheated because of the struggle of being long distance • Fingers, which was written in London in August 2018 (note he was there with Gigi): “I know you’re finding it hard to keep restrained" “tell me where you are b, I can come and love ya" “years that pass by can’t press no rewind” • Zayn has been in this situation for years, he feels he’s wasted time. The lover is someone he has had a long history with • He references I Won't Mind, talks about coming from nothing and now looking at the perfect view, sneaking out from a parent's house. • Fingers: “you’ve got different things replacing OLD feelings that you felt" So, this all begs the question - why is Zayn so scared to go live his life with this person and reveal all? In my view it’s because his lover is a male. I won’t add much to substantiate this, I think it’s quite a logical inference. • Re-listen to IWM, think about it. Think about why Zayn chose to call back to it in tightrope and why after the lyrics “sitting with my legs across your torso". I Could probably add a lot more but I think this is enough - just wanted to help Zayn out. He wants people to get it. However, he need to realize most fans do not want to come across as conspiracy theorists. Fans want to believe what they are being presented with and since Zayn plays into the lies, and admits that, he can’t blame fans for buying into them.
I'm glad to know that I don't notice the world refuses to understand Zayn's lyrics. He is frustrated and trapped and needs to express his truth, what he feels through his music and lyrics. Thanks
I agree! Even though I don't ship anyone but I have a strong feeling that it's him and harry. I have been listening to zayn's songs from a long time but the lyrics make more sense to me now than ever!
@@fareehaqamar893 Yep, he's been expressing it for a while, not in the most clear way though I have to say - being straightforward just isn't his style is it? Didn't want to mention my thoughts about it plausibly being Harry because I think as soon as fans hear that, they shut off. A lot of Zayn's fans hate him for whatever reason. But, yea I agree - comparing IWM with MMITH and FTDT with DTD should make it obvious to anyone.
@@silviard6426 It's so sad. Seems that, like the media, his fans only care for superficial content. However, Zayn shouldn't rely on fans to validate him. He should just do what he needs to do for himself. But, I'm sure he knows that.
@@sherbetmjjLEMons0 I used to think that zayn and harry hate each other. Especially due to the shades and jokes from harry's side and zayn's behavior as if he doesn't care about it at all. this is the reason why fans also hate each other. but now I can understand the awkwardness between them.
I love that he found a way to express and be himself in a special way with those comics :)
Zayn : Unf**kwitable Me : Unforgettable
Popular opinion: This song is a ✨masterpiece✨
I don’t get how people can dislike this masterpiece like wtf-
Jealous idiots
They have hold there phone upside down
@@ketan5272 probably.
Just watched through all the comics and I just wanna say - I'm so proud of you, Zayn. 🥺🥺
Hi ! As we know Zayn does not promote his songs..And It's been a while since he hit billboard..So I guess we Zquad should do something..and that is streaming..We can stream as much as possible..We can stream Better..please let me know...I wanted to tell you this since you have a fan club
Yes , I made Zayn drawing check on my Instagram ,- @chandraguptaempire
yess we should have one song that we all stream how about sweat?
we’re currently streaming the whole album, especially tightrope!
Yess we should definitely do this!
I wish I can stream his music but spotify doesn't work where I live I tried LITERALLY everything But for everyone who can, go stream his songs plz
Maybe Zayn/Rodger is bipolar. This is no joke. It’s not unusual for very creative people to have this diagnosis...they are usually smart, fascinating, intense, sensual beings who have a deep dark side that they must fight in order to be functional in the “ordinary” world. What ever it is, I fully support his amazing works of art that he chooses to share with us.
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That's so interesting! Never thought of that
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I'll pray for you
What is love? *Love is the 7th sense that destroys all the 6th senses and makes the person NON-SENSE* 🤣
Where are you form?
So tired of fake friends and fake love - ZAYN
If this song won’t be nominated for a Grammy I will die
U dont die i now😉u undersyood
he could’ve said “you can’t mess with me” but it’s the ZAYN wayyy
So I think we will get a mv in which Zayn will be there for this song . Read the description carefully everyone :)
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im so glad he could confront whatever's trying to hold him back and he's brave enough to share and connect his story with us
Congrats ,To Everyone Who Is Early And Who Found This 🎂.
Omg im early
Me
Me
Me
HIIII
Real Fact: Everyone goona healed after listen Zayn's song.
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Because I'm not famous like other singers that's why no one see my singing videos. Plz see my songs first and then decide 🙏🏻❤️
@@callistoarmy5576 shut up! 😒 All of ur video's songs none of your. Zayn is best and he will be best for me all time.
Lets see how many zayn fans can see this comment!!!
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I see..but I don't want to press the like button.
It's Zayn and him facing his past. What a genius 🙌
Stream Better guys together. .Help him to Hit billboard .Zquad prove that we are a strong fandom
I’m so fucking obsessed with this concept
so far for the 8th comic he released its like he is fighting back or being strong from the anxiety or bad things that chased him. staystrong bro zayn
IT SCARES ME SOMETIMES LIKE HOW TF ANYTHING HE DOES IS SO FUCKING PERFECTTTT. HE IS THE BEST THE END NO ARGUMENT YOU CAN'T FIGHT ME ON THIS PERIODT
"if zayn wasnt a singer he sure would be a heart attack giver" -ME
THIS COMMENT IS SO OLD
let’s just appreciate that he made COMICS to give us more content. he’s adorable
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Just want to say Im so proud of you King... IM LISTENING not only you angelic voice, your masterpiece songs,Im listening and watching the story line of your life you are narrating, like what you did all these years. You are really genius and Im so honored to have you as my IDOL. love you king, we support you till the last breath.♡
Once again, thanks for making my life happier. You're so special Zayn. Continue working as hard as you do now, you are incredible. Love you boy 💛💛💛
I THINK ITS ADORABLE THAT HE MADE COMICS.
they're to tell a story, either a story of his or one he made up
@@rukei6434 yeah, that’s usually what comics are for, lol
@@rukei6434 yeahh
Just realised he doesn't post out of nowhere. He got a connection with Thursdays.
*Connexion If u know what I mean😉like as in his song called connexion, it’s really good 🙂
Ya that's true even I noticed it
Waiting for "Tightrope". Who else like me?
this song is beautiful when you're truly in piece and touch with yourself. nothing says or does bothers you and no negativity can touch you..
I'm can't wait for whole comic....and listening Nobody is Listening
dios zayn deja de ser tan increíble, no puedo soportarlo
Thank you for everything you do,I love to watch,I love to admire your things even though they should be hung in a museum because they are so bright that when you share them you light up a whole world that you improve every day.The sad part is,you will never be able to see how wonderful you are because you will have to look through my eyes,with the way I see you. I love you endlessly xo
ME: WONDERING HOW CREATIVE CAN SOMEONE BE? ZAYN: YES
Es que cualquier día me agarra un infarto Zayn
Si piensas que cada vez que Zayn saca un nuevo capítulo me pongo como un perrito emocionado que mueve la cola, estás en lo correcto
zayn Im so proud of you this fight is something no one can really help but atleast listening to your story really feels like we are not alone in this ... and encourage us not to run from it :)❤
zayn im proud of you so so much. for facing your fears and for creating such an amazing music and being so so brave. good job lad
Zayn, mi religión.
X2
Real fact: Zayn is the most precious thing in the whole world and he deserves so much better,endless happiness.
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Lmao
I’m so emotional cause this song is so real to me,thank you king @Zayn!!
thank u zayn for blessing my ears
WHENEVER HE POSTS WHY DOES EVERYONE IMMEDIATELY THINK OF HEART ATTACKS-
@Aksh I know but like not even cardiac arrest like c'mon
I can't even pass my day without your songs🥺😪🥀🌹
understandable
I'm also ... Hey check out my drawing I made for Zayn on my Instagram -@chandraguptaempire
Same here 😅
Yeah🌹
this song is forever underrated for me. it is honestly one of my favourites. i'm still waiting for a zayn x the weeknd collab, that would instantly be one of my favourites.
Always a blessing ❤
*Zayn doesn’t realize that he’s making everyone’s quarantine better 🔥 I hope I make a song with him one day 🙏🏿🌎*
No one: Zayn: continiously CONSISTENT 2021
congrats zayn, it's an amazing comic and an amazing song. I love both. proud of u!
Thank you for your strength
no one: literally no one: everyone in the comments: hEArT AtTaCK
Hey cutie Are you on Instagram
Im sorry but i have to ask you. Are you good at math??
@@parasagarwal6242 THATS weird
İ am worse at math
@@guadalupe3759 i am wierd tOo....Instagram- officialparasagarwal
No one: Absolutely no one: Everyone in the comments: "I'm first with 69 others"
@Ria Samanta kinky coming from the FBI 😼
You are a star! Shine on you crazy diamond!
Zayn this is just an enormous beautiful song. love it so much. Lysm
Traducción: No huiré de ti Incluso si no puedo derrotarte.
Graciass Por gente como tu no tengo que mober el dedo para ir al traductor:) GRACIAS.
T amu, gracias. Había traducido mal con lo poco que sé de inglés
ni a las clases virtuales llego tan rápido.
Zaynie, you music is perfect❤ Thanks for everthing
I’m obsessed. I love you so much. You’re so amazing, you’re the best!!!!! YOUR VOICE IS SO PER-FECT JUST LIKE YOU!
An absolute masterpiece..and bold enough of him to assume that we could survive another attack like this😢
way to give us all a heart attack zayn 😃
Right? 🙂 I almost died
*This is so beautiful*
I love this song because I can relate to it so well. Also thank you Zayn for these beautiful comics. 😊
why am I so invested in this
Same🤦🏾♀️
cuz ✨yes✨
you are a god at picking pfp’s
@@jericha9291 right back at you🤪😭
*Fun Fact:* _These Early commenters are the die-hard fans of the_ *Zquad*
Time zones help.
Babe it's amazing. I love your voice, I always loved, I love the song and the music... I love all of you! Thank you! The comic is beautiful I like it very much.
Amo que Zayn junte sus dos pasiones la musica y el diseño grafico. Este album es definitivamente mi favorito.
zayn is literally a legend
TE AMO MI REY HERMOSO, TÚ LE DAS SENTIDO A MI VIDA.
My favorite from the album ❤
he left the band but not our hearts we always support you zaddy
SHIT ZAYN I LOVE YOU
these comics are telling his story🤧 love you z🤍
This concept is at the epitome of creativity, like each song signifies a small comic piece and im lovin' it
Who has been a Zquad for like more than a year ?? 👇
When he was born
Zayn is my crush for the last 8 years !!!!!! ❤️❤️
ive stanned him since xfactor 🥺
I'M BORN ZQUAD
10years strong baby 🤩🤌🏻
I'm in love with his voice 💕💕✨
I have so much appreciation for all of his hard work and for him to be making these comics is pure genius and the whole album Nobody Is Listening is a masterpiece! We as Zquad should be very happy, appreciate and grateful for everything Zayn has given us as his Fans!!! 💚🎼‼️
Estaba en clase pero todo sea por llegar temprano deje la clase
Cancele mi clase de inglés por ver esto
Estoy en clases mientras lo veo (~￣³￣)~
X3 jajajaja *estoy. Pero estamos copiando unas cosas así que aprovecho😝
*"The human brain is the most complex structure in the whole entire universe"* _-Human Brain_
love this piece
i’m literally in love with this song
this man’s vocals are unmatched
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nobody: every single comment: zayn giving us heart attack
@Ali Abr Oh really? I would like to see your attempt at singing! Also Harry's music is loved by many ppl that's why he's always in the top charts and he's also starring in movies now. What exactly have you done with your life? Not to forget, this is zayn's video, appreciate him and his talent instead of hating on harry you f*cking weirdo.
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Zayn’s voice is so calming😌
So damn wonderful❤ I feel inner peace rn just can't stop listening to it tysm zayn, u used to be the best to me and u r and u'll always be ma 1st and ever idol ever❤