NF - How Could You Leave Us

2017 ж. 25 Қаң.
85 227 704 Рет қаралды

Music video by NF performing How Could You Leave Us. (C) 2017 Capitol CMG Label Group

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  • This will never be just a song. And Nf will never be just a song artist. He is so much more than that.

    @gavinclark525@gavinclark5255 жыл бұрын
    • wait really

      @amandataylor1666@amandataylor16665 жыл бұрын
    • Moose Playz amen

      @jeffchristianson-ziebell7727@jeffchristianson-ziebell77275 жыл бұрын
    • who are you

      @amandataylor1666@amandataylor16665 жыл бұрын
    • i know eh so much more than that... a copy of eminem!!..smh

      @ezraprzytyk@ezraprzytyk5 жыл бұрын
    • Moose Playz eminem dissed him...

      @iliketofuckwomen1265@iliketofuckwomen12655 жыл бұрын
  • *I think we need to take a moment of silence to respect Nate and all he's been through*

    @unicornlover1267@unicornlover12673 жыл бұрын
    • Call me

      @damianriley2263@damianriley22633 жыл бұрын
    • You can literally hear the pain in his voice.....he's really talented with a sad background....i respect him for being here and being strong.

      @akosadriankasza266@akosadriankasza2663 жыл бұрын
    • I agree my mom is starting on drugs and I am scared, I really don’t know my life yet and I don’t know how to hold my life.

      @ieattacos4820@ieattacos48203 жыл бұрын
    • Been through the same shit bro

      @greg969@greg9693 жыл бұрын
    • What Nate went through, and what everyone else is going through, if your like me you don’t care about yourself only about everyone around you that are going through what you are going through

      @randomfunnessyay5885@randomfunnessyay58853 жыл бұрын
  • No pain in the world compares to the pain of not getting your moms love :(

    @Wolfsta@Wolfsta7 ай бұрын
    • Forreal man I miss my mom everyday

      @heatherp7199@heatherp71997 ай бұрын
    • Dude I have my mom's love still and I treasure it, but I don't think I could function at all if it was gone. I just can't imagine it. How...?

      @ZacharyHarpel@ZacharyHarpel7 ай бұрын
    • 😢😢😢😢miss you mom

      @radheKrishnadevotee-gf2lj@radheKrishnadevotee-gf2lj7 ай бұрын
    • @@heatherp7199 🙏🙏

      @Wolfsta@Wolfsta7 ай бұрын
    • @@ZacharyHarpel yepp its hard

      @Wolfsta@Wolfsta7 ай бұрын
  • This song makes me cry. I was that mom, doing pills, anything in front of me. But i got sober. Almost 7 yrs now. My kids are grown now. But i stil carry so much regret for the moments i missed being high ,or absent. They are my reason for staying sober today. NF , you are incredible. ❤

    @amyperri8856@amyperri88567 ай бұрын
    • So prouddd wish my mom would do this take times but feel like but the time she does it’ll be too lateee ik it’s hard for her as well

      @abbimorales2320@abbimorales23206 ай бұрын
    • congratulations im so proud of you. im the daughter of the mom that couldn't stop shes not gone but out of my life and it hurts so much.

      @lulmamasbrelee1191@lulmamasbrelee11916 ай бұрын
    • I have 3 kids and I lost myself separated from their father my best friend I fell hard relapsed the needle got a hold of me. But fought for my life a year and 3 months ago I checked my self into treatment I chose to live. I have a year 3 months sober I have all 3 kids apart of my life who FORGIVE me. I speak to them everyday and and rebuilding our relationship everyday. Don't loose HOPE. This was my stories today it's beautiful Ciana Darren McKenzie thank you for forgiving mommy.

      @AmandaBurns-fb1yk@AmandaBurns-fb1yk6 ай бұрын
    • Congrats on managing to turn your life around for the better ♥

      @itsTyrion@itsTyrion5 ай бұрын
    • You and I share strikingly similar stories. My kids are grown but they grew up watching me try to function as an addict. Im also 7 years sober. Its amazing how life works isn't it.

      @crystalkappel7032@crystalkappel70325 ай бұрын
  • " I don't rap so millions of people will like me ; I rap because there are millions of people just like me ." -- NF I can feel it ..

    @pratikshabarbate8047@pratikshabarbate80474 жыл бұрын
    • Pratiksha Barbate i can feel it...

      @faithblossoms5851@faithblossoms58514 жыл бұрын
    • 🖤

      @elizabethCorkins83@elizabethCorkins834 жыл бұрын
    • Pratiksha Barbate So true..

      @jadewu111@jadewu1114 жыл бұрын
    • And that is why NF will go down as one of the best ever, and definitely the most real!

      @jamiechadwick11677@jamiechadwick116774 жыл бұрын
    • I mf feel it in my soul...

      @cynnpai9625@cynnpai96254 жыл бұрын
  • Incase some of you didn’t know, NF’s cries are real in this song. They decided the keep it in the recording as NF couldn’t get through the song without breaking, which is why you hear so much emotion in his voice.

    @rossg6735@rossg67354 жыл бұрын
    • Wow I did not know that thanks

      @chloeamador4826@chloeamador48264 жыл бұрын
    • More like real 'real'.

      @randomocitybyaspiegeek890@randomocitybyaspiegeek8904 жыл бұрын
    • @@randomocitybyaspiegeek890 wym

      @chloeamador4826@chloeamador48264 жыл бұрын
    • You said 'unreal' at the end of your comment and I was just commenting on how raw and real this song and all his music is. That's all. But I knew what you meant.

      @randomocitybyaspiegeek890@randomocitybyaspiegeek8904 жыл бұрын
    • @@randomocitybyaspiegeek890 are u talking to me ???

      @chloeamador4826@chloeamador48264 жыл бұрын
  • 6 years later and I still cry to this song thank you for making a song that helps us heal a little bit

    @whoisshianne6439@whoisshianne64397 ай бұрын
    • same

      @Atsro_Austin2244@Atsro_Austin22445 ай бұрын
  • It’s been 18 years since I have seen my mom alive. I am still dealing with the emotions of her being gone. This song really hits home in every level and still hurts the day my dad calling me saying they saw my mom in a ambulance. Get sober for your kids.

    @jdmorgan90@jdmorgan906 ай бұрын
    • Sending you love. I'm so sorry. I know what you went through. I lived it too. Almost 6 years since I watched my mom pass...stay strong please.

      @hollie-kh7ct@hollie-kh7ct6 ай бұрын
    • 😢😭 I'm trying so hard my daughter lost her dad 2 years ago to an overdose on heroin I won't leave her 💔

      @SarahSmith-mq1yo@SarahSmith-mq1yo5 ай бұрын
  • the pain in his voice is so real... amazing song..

    @baby_dee7567@baby_dee75677 жыл бұрын
    • Leslie Botello ikr it made me cry

      @liv.laugh...@liv.laugh...7 жыл бұрын
    • Steven Valarezo f hd jfjfj

      @treasaross1769@treasaross17697 жыл бұрын
    • Vlexvudrv Uoirehtfele all I have

      @joshperry12@joshperry127 жыл бұрын
    • Leslie Botello frrr mann this shit go hardd

      @tnsaqua5021@tnsaqua50217 жыл бұрын
    • The pain is so real I can feel it every time I her this song.

      @JJJJ-hi8vs@JJJJ-hi8vs7 жыл бұрын
  • I damn near cried. He needs a Grammy for this

    @tajaemaynor9895@tajaemaynor98954 жыл бұрын
    • No this is real tears bro

      @belkak3894@belkak38944 жыл бұрын
    • I cry because this is just like my life

      @decaygrounds3294@decaygrounds32944 жыл бұрын
    • Tajae Maynor I did

      @stephenross4337@stephenross43374 жыл бұрын
    • I cried

      @coltonwilliams8335@coltonwilliams83354 жыл бұрын
    • Grammys wont accept real emotions smh

      @sereneeee3@sereneeee34 жыл бұрын
  • My stepdaughter, 12yo, showed me this song. She lost her mom to an OD last year. It's hard. I'm so glad they have media to help.

    @inheritmyshoes9559@inheritmyshoes955927 күн бұрын
  • the difference between this song and "Mama" is amazing.

    @Kylie_9122@Kylie_91225 ай бұрын
  • Imagine how he felt when he wrote this song... and when he recorded it in the studio... NF lives on

    @gustavgude7223@gustavgude72234 жыл бұрын
    • Gustav Gude must have felt bad

      @m3_mac@m3_mac4 жыл бұрын
    • He told the producers to leave the room because he was crying so much

      @thatneighborhoodskatergirl3118@thatneighborhoodskatergirl31184 жыл бұрын
    • He probably made everyone in the room cry. That's what I like to imagine. I would've cried. Not only is it sad, I start to cry when others cry. I'm typing this while listening and i'm crying right now.

      @nikki4803@nikki48034 жыл бұрын
    • We already know cuz of this vid, The last part isnt even staged, he literally cried, which makes me realise how easy I have it..

      @apjhvg6586@apjhvg65864 жыл бұрын
    • Nf ceried singing this song

      @bouchraeglil7868@bouchraeglil78684 жыл бұрын
  • “I was nothing but a kid who couldn’t understand it” that hit hard

    @camrensharmony46@camrensharmony463 жыл бұрын
    • Love your username and pfp 🥺

      @Melissa-rb6ct@Melissa-rb6ct3 жыл бұрын
    • @@kc-lv4gh Hello, I understand you and I feel bad so I wanted to know if you could maybe email me or send me some of your music I would really like to hear it if you don't mind :)

      @joshuaavey1217@joshuaavey12173 жыл бұрын
    • @@kc-lv4gh don't give up man, keep going, i'm sure u will be something one day❤️I listened to ur music 💙

      @abduallahamin2001@abduallahamin20013 жыл бұрын
    • @@abduallahamin2001 man if you liked it don't forget to subscribe, this is really hard for me. Nobody knows how much I worked to get 100 subs, and 100 is basically nothing

      @kc-lv4gh@kc-lv4gh3 жыл бұрын
    • @@kc-lv4gh Bro quit trying to promote yourself by spamming your message everywhere and trying to make people feel bad. It's hard for you? It's hard for everyone.

      @dauntae506@dauntae5063 жыл бұрын
  • He is a legend. The raw pain in this is unbelievable. I have this with my dad and his addictions. I’m astounded. Truly heart wrenching

    @aliyarose7199@aliyarose71993 ай бұрын
  • Replace “pill bottle” with “booze bottles” and this is exactly how I feel about my mom. This song hits the nail on the head in a way no other song EVER has..

    @qook1543@qook15432 ай бұрын
    • Same but it shows us all how NOT to live our lives. Stay positive, find God and do the right thing in life and everything will be okay ✌🏼

      @8632JJ@8632JJАй бұрын
    • Be there for your mom.

      @CataLyst7Continued@CataLyst7ContinuedАй бұрын
    • @@CataLyst7Continued oh I am. Pretty damn hard sometimes because once she blacks out, she is someone completely different and is crazy

      @qook1543@qook1543Ай бұрын
    • same

      @alyssastead6202@alyssastead6202Ай бұрын
    • @@alyssastead6202 Damn. I’m sorry you have to go through that, it’s rough

      @qook1543@qook1543Ай бұрын
  • “Some lady in the corner watching us while she taking notes” hit me the hardest

    @huliusjulius@huliusjulius4 жыл бұрын
    • You wanna explain me a bit more, why she's taking notes? Would be thankful for that.

      @ykiikii@ykiikii4 жыл бұрын
    • @@ykiikii she's a social work evaluating if the parents are fit to home him

      @louissiff6349@louissiff63494 жыл бұрын
    • @@louissiff6349 oh, I thought about a psychiatrist but yours makes sense

      @khaleesiii4542@khaleesiii45424 жыл бұрын
    • @@khaleesiii4542 could be that as well.

      @louissiff6349@louissiff63494 жыл бұрын
    • ZyRiZ II Michael she is a social worker evaluating if the kids are safe enough to be rehomed

      @nikkstreams4837@nikkstreams48374 жыл бұрын
  • NF crying at the end..... that really hit me hard.

    @wxste_qfspxce1113@wxste_qfspxce11134 жыл бұрын
    • Tiauna Hazlett same

      @Itss_fay@Itss_fay4 жыл бұрын
    • Tiauna Hazlett I Cried Too... 💔❤️

      @carriedarkpoetry9751@carriedarkpoetry97514 жыл бұрын
    • He let it all out...like a baby...I wept with him

      @sah_lisu@sah_lisu4 жыл бұрын
    • That made me cry

      @rawrmscryfrm@rawrmscryfrm4 жыл бұрын
    • Yes, that post produced tear...lol

      @mattpankenify@mattpankenify4 жыл бұрын
  • I’m a junior in high school, and I lost my father a couple months ago to drugs so this song makes me think of him

    @airtimecannon8067@airtimecannon80678 ай бұрын
    • I hope ur doing ok

      @boneschild6460@boneschild6460Ай бұрын
  • Everyone cried at this one, Nf is so brave to tell us this story So sad but beautiful ❤️

    @redwing7415@redwing74155 ай бұрын
  • "Why do I feel like i lost something I never had?" Wow Truly speechless

    @alexis.flores@alexis.flores4 жыл бұрын
    • Same

      @Ima_Malek@Ima_Malek4 жыл бұрын
    • Deutschland 🇩🇪 (Ok unnötig XD)

      @virux2604@virux26044 жыл бұрын
    • I feel like I lost something I never had my dad killed himself when I was 2 months

      @L00ser.lynzzz@L00ser.lynzzz4 жыл бұрын
    • @@L00ser.lynzzz I'm sorry

      @alexis.flores@alexis.flores4 жыл бұрын
    • @@L00ser.lynzzz I never saw my dad, he left to Mexico before I was born. I only saw him once in my life when I was 6 at Tijuana, and he never even smiled. I almost cried when I found out he had three other kids, one who was only a year younger than me. I saw my stepbrother while face timing my dad once and he looked so happy and my dad actually smiled for the first time I'd seen him. I've only seen my dad smile once, and he barely calls anyway. I dont think you're missing out on much really from my perspective, my dad never really told me anything a dad would tell his kid

      @alexis.flores@alexis.flores4 жыл бұрын
  • “They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell.” -NF

    @wishyouwell3499@wishyouwell34993 жыл бұрын
    • If that's case I been in prison since 2013 my mom died this way

      @charliekeever9933@charliekeever99333 жыл бұрын
    • Charlie Keever I’m so sorry for you. Don’t let anyone you love do that, just say they could die. I’m so sorry.

      @ThatDistanceGuy@ThatDistanceGuy3 жыл бұрын
    • If pains a prison I had this coming for a long time then...

      @tcmenace798@tcmenace7983 жыл бұрын
    • My dad did the same thing

      @henleythehen4429@henleythehen44293 жыл бұрын
    • and if life is pain then i buried mine a long time ago but it's still alive -nf in paralyzed

      @rada9572@rada95723 жыл бұрын
  • Came back here after listening to “Mama” and I am so beyond grateful that you found that forgiveness that you so desperately needed. We love you, Nate!! You inspire ALL of us! 🥹🥹🥹

    @thatgirlmariah7@thatgirlmariah78 ай бұрын
  • My mom was a major alcoholic. The story this guy tells it's he's taking the words right from my own mouth.

    @Max-pe5qb@Max-pe5qb3 ай бұрын
  • "I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing." This line was the deepest thing I've felt in a long time. Thank you for that NF. ♥

    @guesswho9791@guesswho97914 жыл бұрын
    • This line hit me hard the first time I listened to it my mom passed without me even knowing the pills got her too sadly I got called home from school and my foster mom was sitting there with my social worker told me my mom ODed this morning it’s been over two years now and I got a picture on my shelf but damn I need the real thing sometimes

      @justsomeguywithinfinity2077@justsomeguywithinfinity20774 жыл бұрын
    • I dont even have a picture

      @Dough-jg8xp@Dough-jg8xp4 жыл бұрын
    • @@justsomeguywithinfinity2077 I'm sorry man I'm nearly out the shitty system now just a couple months and I'm moving out

      @Dough-jg8xp@Dough-jg8xp4 жыл бұрын
    • Has darkness fades Light glows nah the system has been great for me I love my foster mom but I know there’s shitty homes out their that don’t give a shit about the kids they get

      @justsomeguywithinfinity2077@justsomeguywithinfinity20774 жыл бұрын
    • Same......😓

      @Thextus@Thextus4 жыл бұрын
  • NF can put so much rage and sadness without cussing TRUE TALENT!

    @sienna5494@sienna54945 жыл бұрын
    • I agree. I need to learn how to stop cursing especially when I get mad. Did NF sing the chorus?

      @kiara198923@kiara1989235 жыл бұрын
    • oh, God, get over yourself

      @conchasantiago8493@conchasantiago84935 жыл бұрын
    • @@kiara198923i straight up agree

      @isaacr924@isaacr9245 жыл бұрын
    • I think this is one of the few songs with this much rage without a cuss word. And to be honest that just makes me like the song even more

      @lydiamartin1424@lydiamartin14245 жыл бұрын
    • that is so true

      @dxdaytdxdayt4748@dxdaytdxdayt47484 жыл бұрын
  • This song almost every time manages to make me cry, personally i don't relate with this song since i don't struggle with addiction and neither do my relatives. NF can just manage to pull the emotions out of me, it's incredible!

    @martamarinelli413@martamarinelli4133 ай бұрын
  • I wanna hug NF now 🫠

    @lukassuxurmom@lukassuxurmom8 ай бұрын
  • I don’t think the crying was there on purpose, HE IS ACTUALLY FEELING THIS

    @bushmonger950@bushmonger9504 жыл бұрын
    • The end was recorded when he had an emotional breakdown during recording and he doesn’t ply the song at shows to keep it raw

      @roanito5594@roanito55944 жыл бұрын
    • Ik

      @amanisaddi1051@amanisaddi10514 жыл бұрын
    • Anonymous Penguin I cry everytime I hear this song

      @griseldavalenzuela7613@griseldavalenzuela76134 жыл бұрын
    • Anonymous Penguin he’s actually crying

      @dalton2478@dalton24784 жыл бұрын
    • @@dalton2478 bruh I'd be crying to if my mom did all this

      @cb_styx3392@cb_styx33924 жыл бұрын
  • This guy turns his pain into his art,i've never seen any rapper with a soul like this.

    @aimanhakim1359@aimanhakim13593 жыл бұрын
    • God gave him this gift fam. His ministry has help me out so much especially in areas i didnt think i needed help in!

      @kngdomfest3474@kngdomfest34743 жыл бұрын
    • Another one is called Eminem, check him out

      @paulomaldonado6934@paulomaldonado69343 жыл бұрын
    • @em101112 dude listen to Eminem older music he had a similar child hood to nf but much worse

      @priscillacofield6620@priscillacofield66203 жыл бұрын
    • Joyner but other than joyner amd mgk no i agree

      @Codyb-kd7ux@Codyb-kd7ux3 жыл бұрын
    • @em101112 😂😂😂

      @theomigod@theomigod3 жыл бұрын
  • I grew up with a loving family, but struggled with depression for lots of my young life. Despite very different life stories I feel the pain, anger and fear of his music and I relate to it so much.

    @antinatalcesar@antinatalcesar7 ай бұрын
  • I am watching and crying. This story has hit me

    @martynasciuksys3110@martynasciuksys3110Ай бұрын
  • You know it’s a good song when you can relate to it without having gone through this

    @blinkeuu3107@blinkeuu31074 жыл бұрын
    • yea im tearing up cause I can sorta relate my moms an addict but hasn't passed away luckily but yea man

      @dbaker3876@dbaker38764 жыл бұрын
    • I can totally relate to this as well. You are very right.

      @mooxart64@mooxart644 жыл бұрын
    • Yes I can relate with both my bio parents

      @kaladunn8718@kaladunn87184 жыл бұрын
    • I can relate to this both my parents have been addict since I was small but my mom was the only one that has passed

      @Destiny-vw7qm@Destiny-vw7qm4 жыл бұрын
    • I can relate because both of my parents and my papa used but none of them died respect he makes the best music and he is underated

      @mermadesquad8895@mermadesquad88954 жыл бұрын
  • its feels good to cry when you haven't for a while.

    @vixkz@vixkz3 жыл бұрын
    • It really does

      @darklord8942@darklord89423 жыл бұрын
    • Sucks to cry when you lost someone so close to you because of someone who never loved you like they said they made up a whole fake person and dont even love them like they said it hurts it hurts so bad inside but I am still alive still blessed to be alive and moving daily so I do my best to forget and just move on from what we had I held on to it this long I held on to our relationship this long because I wanted to feel the love ik that you were denying and u just wanted attention from someone else so I move on no tears nothing to say nothing for u no feelings anymore no love there any more no nothing anymore because you chose to do the things you did and abandon me

      @gavinjacks8567@gavinjacks85673 жыл бұрын
    • This comment made me cry, it feels good though :)

      @mariamatef7679@mariamatef76793 жыл бұрын
    • Fucking words dude

      @kolle2@kolle23 жыл бұрын
    • I cry everyday

      @tylerrae-xogamergirly2632@tylerrae-xogamergirly26323 жыл бұрын
  • This hurts me deeply I have been a fan for 7 years and this song makes me cry every time, I am so sorry Nathan❤ you really deserve the world man

    @sofusfljborg1628@sofusfljborg16287 ай бұрын
  • More honest music like this is what people need to hear. NF is a brave young man. He gives hope to a lot of young people struggling with similar stuff.

    @stephendverner@stephendverner7 ай бұрын
  • *The fact you can hear him breaking down throughout the whole song just shows how raw the emotions are...* All my prayers go out to him...🖤

    @chrissyd6562@chrissyd65624 жыл бұрын
    • This song soooo relatable 😭 I miss my mom

      @lauracastillo9629@lauracastillo96294 жыл бұрын
    • I miss my dad😭I have a deep level with this song.😭

      @WhatSpaceFeelsLike@WhatSpaceFeelsLike4 жыл бұрын
    • I miss my dog Riley

      @michaellewis09@michaellewis094 жыл бұрын
    • @@michaellewis09 its not the same

      @masonbainbridge7902@masonbainbridge79024 жыл бұрын
    • @@masonbainbridge7902 It may not be as severe but all grief is the same and sucks.

      @TopdogPlayz@TopdogPlayz4 жыл бұрын
  • *Imagine being this strong to share something like this out in a cruel society...imagine being as amazing as Nate is...Nothing but respect*

    @blahblah-ds2kf@blahblah-ds2kf4 жыл бұрын
    • blah blah respect all the way for this guy, no doubt

      @pure555@pure5554 жыл бұрын
    • I relate to the song...my mom did the exact same thing

      @harleydawn6894@harleydawn68944 жыл бұрын
    • All the way through a respectful comment💥🙏🙏🖤

      @davisrichard2254@davisrichard22544 жыл бұрын
    • Harley Dawn stay strong, i love you 🖤

      @blinkeuu3107@blinkeuu31074 жыл бұрын
    • @@harleydawn6894 My mom did that too...

      @someonewholovesreading7573@someonewholovesreading75734 жыл бұрын
  • Nathan saved my life 4 years ago. Hes the only one I could relate to at the time. Watched momma die in the hospital. Code blue...she took them pills for the last time. Void will never be filled. Thank you NF. Rest in Paradise Shelley Rae, until we meet again. ❤🥺❤

    @hollie-kh7ct@hollie-kh7ct9 ай бұрын
  • This is probably the most emotional song I’ve ever heard, instantly fills my eyes with tears. Incredible still after all these years. I don’t think parents realise how much their actions rub off on their kids and they take that crap with them for the rest of their life.

    @nicwalker4452@nicwalker44528 ай бұрын
  • My mom just passed away 2 nights ago. I saw her lying on the floor, lifeless. She struggled with alcohol addiction. I showed her this song/video last year and she made me a promise to quit. Well she broke that promise. Tell your mom you love her while you can.

    @BandoHD@BandoHD3 жыл бұрын
    • Damn man I dont know what that's like but I know it sucks. Try and be strong

      @pacagotsauce@pacagotsauce3 жыл бұрын
    • Praying for you, stay strong I hope you find peace

      @joly7412@joly74123 жыл бұрын
    • I'm so so sorry for your loss please stay strong and keep your head up man :(

      @7furtive334@7furtive3343 жыл бұрын
    • Rest in peace brandon mother

      @musicisourtherapy4399@musicisourtherapy43993 жыл бұрын
    • I'm so sorry for your loss man. I know how hard it must be for you. Keep going x

      @urdelicatepov@urdelicatepov3 жыл бұрын
  • NF is one of the only artists who carries so much weight in so little time. He puts so much emotion into so heavy of songs

    @solacefigure2573@solacefigure25733 жыл бұрын
    • And his songs save lives

      @Unrapmonster@Unrapmonster3 жыл бұрын
    • Not the only artist, listen to redeemer by palaye royale. And quite a few Eminem songs. And snuff by slipknot, fade to black by metallica

      @elliedines439@elliedines4393 жыл бұрын
    • 1st album my Movements? There are others to list if I put more thought into it if I cared enough.

      @Ryhillchibulls@Ryhillchibulls3 жыл бұрын
    • Only? Lmao

      @Mikkokaarmela@Mikkokaarmela3 жыл бұрын
    • Don't forget Chester Bennington

      @serotonindefizit989@serotonindefizit9893 жыл бұрын
  • This is the literal best song ever. I can really feel his emotion throughout the song. It has had such a powerful impact on my life and I know about others'lives as well.

    @CiaraKagayo@CiaraKagayo10 ай бұрын
  • "Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had" feel it :(

    @emy9764@emy97644 жыл бұрын
    • me too... what is happening

      @tiffinymatharu4188@tiffinymatharu41884 жыл бұрын
    • Same

      @jimmycruz3770@jimmycruz37704 жыл бұрын
    • Cried my ass off this song...

      @ahmedazzi2973@ahmedazzi29734 жыл бұрын
    • Emy I’ve lost everything I have so I have nothing to loose

      @shantel9694@shantel96944 жыл бұрын
    • I to so I fell in a deep depression

      @oriongourneau7788@oriongourneau77884 жыл бұрын
  • the raw emotions in his work is exactly why i absolutely love NF.

    @katrina2195@katrina21957 жыл бұрын
    • Katrina IKR I'm fricken crying this dang song geez I live it but it makes me so sad

      @cassidysamantha8639@cassidysamantha86397 жыл бұрын
    • same I love it but it makes my eyes water. since its what he's been through and is still going through these emotions. it leaves a big impact on the people who listen to it (especially those who relate to this song). that right there is truly amazing.

      @katrina2195@katrina21957 жыл бұрын
    • It made my eyes water to esspicaly at the end when she fell to the floor and died and the part were u can see nate almost crying 😢

      @supra_racer@supra_racer7 жыл бұрын
    • nice work tho really emotional gave it a like

      @supra_racer@supra_racer7 жыл бұрын
    • Katrina Cmccj is jazz Xmx

      @cheechyates5670@cheechyates56707 жыл бұрын
  • Just found this song. We lost our mum 5 years ago after a long battle of drug addiction. Let us all heal from pain and loss. ❤️

    @Persephonebeats@Persephonebeats22 күн бұрын
    • I am so sorry for your loss, my mama used to be an addict. She is sober now but she is not the same anymore

      @tonectic8234@tonectic823422 күн бұрын
  • This song hits me on a different level

    @deadly_dragon1994@deadly_dragon1994Ай бұрын
  • Most rappers of my generation can't even touch the surface of the level of lyrics present in this song, let alone the depth.

    @flashreality8222@flashreality82222 жыл бұрын
    • kzhead.info/sun/atqCfcyjcKqflWw/bejne.html

      @ilhomsanokulov@ilhomsanokulov2 жыл бұрын
    • The only one I know that has deep meaning is Eminem but personaly for me NF is closer and deeper.

      @MrGamingIron@MrGamingIron2 жыл бұрын
    • Playboi Carti does this every single song.

      @gc315official@gc315official2 жыл бұрын
    • @@gc315official idk dude,i have heard all playboi carti song and his song is not deep like this one.

      @reynawashere@reynawashere2 жыл бұрын
    • Juice can in some songs in others his lyrics are very meh

      @d4rk678@d4rk6782 жыл бұрын
  • "Music is the only place I can go to speak to you." This line really got me.

    @canaanclb@canaanclb6 жыл бұрын
    • Canaan B I had to turn around and look @ my phone when he said that, like damn..

      @WindyAssassin@WindyAssassin6 жыл бұрын
    • Canaan B me to 😢😢😢😢

      @cooldog4726@cooldog47266 жыл бұрын
    • Canaan B me too😩😩😢😢😢

      @keeganbusby6708@keeganbusby67086 жыл бұрын
    • keegan busby vo

      @metehanmanga4729@metehanmanga47296 жыл бұрын
    • VODAFONE OWNER VİDEO İZLE

      @metehanmanga4729@metehanmanga47296 жыл бұрын
  • “Now a relationship is something we will never have but why do I feel like I lost something that I never had” that hurt cause that would be something I would say to my parents if I could there still here with me they don’t have those problems but my relationship with them isn’t the best. Spend time with your kids don’t be so hard on them you never know how it will effect them

    @kayleeslight3397@kayleeslight33974 ай бұрын
  • It's not just a song, it's much deeper than that, it's... painful feeling

    @user-et7ke2eu2p@user-et7ke2eu2p2 ай бұрын
  • “music’s the only way I can speak to you” damn i felt that

    @rezorality@rezorality4 жыл бұрын
    • i relate so much

      @angelics1388@angelics13884 жыл бұрын
    • maybe becsuse he already had a wife and kids NOW did you feel That ??

      @treebaby66ritter83@treebaby66ritter834 жыл бұрын
  • You dont realize how much you need someone until they are gone.

    @benlepsch2107@benlepsch21074 жыл бұрын
    • Mom

      @rensutra5880@rensutra58804 жыл бұрын
    • Truth 💔

      @timsharpe6652@timsharpe66524 жыл бұрын
    • Wise words💔

      @maik3518@maik35184 жыл бұрын
    • I knew what I had when I had her, but it still hurts that she's gone. I miss you Mom

      @SueBeka@SueBeka4 жыл бұрын
    • Ben Lepsch fr 😔

      @coltenlewis4768@coltenlewis47684 жыл бұрын
  • This song hits hard I cry every time

    @ittzzzz_lacey7581@ittzzzz_lacey75818 ай бұрын
  • I identify with this song and the sorrow and anguish nf feels at the loss of his mother, time doesn't heal all wounds,nor is there getting over it,or moving forward,all there is is to look at the sun 🌞 its still amazingly beautiful just different now without you... R.i.p mum

    @francissmithers952@francissmithers952Ай бұрын
  • "don't you want to see your babies grow?!" I couldn't help it. I cried

    @braverybeth6198@braverybeth61983 жыл бұрын
    • I try to tell my dad to stop smoking and drinking but well it doesn’t work and I get abused and I still love him no matter what.....this made me cry my eyes out.....

      @renatemache3690@renatemache36903 жыл бұрын
    • yeah made me cry too I'm kinda hitting a streak now

      @duckydudes3514@duckydudes35143 жыл бұрын
    • I'm sorry if I'm being annoying but please hear me out. I'm 14 and I wanna rap. me nor my parents can afford to buy me a laptop or a home studio right now. Since I'm Indian it's even worse, everyone laughs at even the thought of me rapping. Im gonna prove them wrong. I wanna show them that my race is something I can't control. What I can control is that I try my best. Im not asking you to like my content, just give me constructive criticism. One day I'll make it out of this, one day I'll be the greatest.

      @_kgrip@_kgrip3 жыл бұрын
    • Same I relate to this song my mom is addicted to pills and its like she not here for me

      @missyengavo7616@missyengavo76163 жыл бұрын
    • kgrip okay buddy stop with the copy paste bullshit for likes. If you’re gonna be the best get on with it, and stop complaining. Complaining about shit is weak.

      @ONYXlON@ONYXlON3 жыл бұрын
  • "When you're happy, you like the song. But when you're sad, you understand the lyrics."

    @khyizuku2762@khyizuku27624 жыл бұрын
    • What if you're both?

      @dace1936@dace19364 жыл бұрын
    • It's like that wit every song

      @lesliejohnson1554@lesliejohnson15544 жыл бұрын
    • I know how it feels like.

      @taukietaukie3950@taukietaukie39504 жыл бұрын
    • It's almost simular as my story

      @taukietaukie3950@taukietaukie39504 жыл бұрын
    • @@taukietaukie3950 me too :(

      @Multiman161@Multiman1614 жыл бұрын
  • how many people feel a different pain and yet you feel connected to everyone, everyone who has lost someone! I'm sorry, keep going, they take care of you from above and are proud of you.

    @brraaabraaa4981@brraaabraaa49818 ай бұрын
  • This song is LITERALLY meant to be...

    @ANDROIDERGAMINGG@ANDROIDERGAMINGG9 ай бұрын
  • Who loves NF actually love NF. The love that his fans giving him isn't fake.

    @jannatulismejahanchaity9032@jannatulismejahanchaity90323 жыл бұрын
    • He can be good but all he raps about is how much his fans hate him. It's so annoying he needs to change the subject. Yes Therapy session and the albums before were amazing but after that it's just him complaining about his fans.

      @silaee@silaee3 жыл бұрын
    • @@silaee "All he raps about is how much his fans hate him" Dude what?!? Are you high or something, or is that an irony that I missed the point of?

      @rdvanbilgic341@rdvanbilgic3413 жыл бұрын
    • @Yes, either u haven’t heard ANY of his songs, or you completely mis heard the lyrics, cause the most he did like that was not about fans hating on him, but enemies saying he was out of control and not stable, but this is how he handles his pain and regret

      @fullthrottlegaming1112@fullthrottlegaming11123 жыл бұрын
    • If u r fake stay away

      @bethkovalski9386@bethkovalski93863 жыл бұрын
    • @@silaee did you have a rough past like him? i understand why he dose

      @god_drone5484@god_drone54843 жыл бұрын
  • “now a relationship is something we won’t ever have. why do i feel like i lost something that i never had?” damn

    @adindaverbi4146@adindaverbi41464 жыл бұрын
    • When I have kids u wont be there. 😭😭😭

      @Daniel-mj7uh@Daniel-mj7uh4 жыл бұрын
    • Damnnnn That was powerful

      @SS-hv2nk@SS-hv2nk4 жыл бұрын
    • I could relate

      @juveleediaz5011@juveleediaz50114 жыл бұрын
  • My youngest son sent me this song 😢 it totally broke me into millions of pieces I am now 3 years an 7 months clean to the Powell boys mom loves you both

    @aprilpetrey8011@aprilpetrey80119 ай бұрын
  • I can never feel what he went through, but I know it hurts to see your mom in pain and deep in depression

    @BellaKim-cs1jf@BellaKim-cs1jf6 ай бұрын
    • I didn't think that if I lost my mom it would be bad because I had close to zero contact with her but I was wrong. The whole song for me doesn't cause me to cry anymore it's just that last part art the very end that really gets to me because that's the most true part about it to me. 4:14

      @Penutbutaluva@Penutbutaluva2 ай бұрын
  • Billie Eilish: I write sad songs NF: Hold my balloons

    @gerardhammon6817@gerardhammon68174 жыл бұрын
    • I get what u mean but NF was doing this before Billie Eilish

      @riodeth3279@riodeth32794 жыл бұрын
    • The fact that this song was uploaded in 2017 and this comment 1 week ago and it still has 270 likes is insane

      @samd1858@samd18584 жыл бұрын
    • "Hold my balloons" 😂😂😂😂😂

      @emanuel-dh4ph@emanuel-dh4ph4 жыл бұрын
    • @@riodeth3279 she a... nvm

      @dreaaa9657@dreaaa96574 жыл бұрын
    • I literally just heard that song before this one. I would have never got this joke lol

      @kitthorton9860@kitthorton98604 жыл бұрын
  • So much emotion and pain bottled up in one person. I feel you NF

    @selx4941@selx49417 жыл бұрын
    • XxShadowxX X Bottled up. I get it.

      @LegallyBrunette4321@LegallyBrunette43217 жыл бұрын
    • XxShadowxX X same here😥

      @nyandinengome5079@nyandinengome50797 жыл бұрын
    • Haliyma Clay oh god....

      @luckycharms935@luckycharms9357 жыл бұрын
    • +Sierra Thurman Not to be overly religious but please don't take God's name in vain

      @pewdiepiep1444@pewdiepiep14447 жыл бұрын
    • I didn't mean it like that, meant it like "oh gosh". Didn't mean to offend anyone. =p

      @luckycharms935@luckycharms9357 жыл бұрын
  • This is so emotional. Been years and i still cry for this song. Man can cry too.

    @jokkemara5470@jokkemara547019 күн бұрын
  • My mom took her life a couple years ago. I listened to “Mansion” on repeat until this came out, now “Hope” is out years later.. I don’t know if I’ve healed enough to listen to it yet. Missing you lots, Mom

    @unknownplague8642@unknownplague86427 ай бұрын
  • this is not a song, it's a story. these are not lyrics, they're true words.

    @skmondal1@skmondal13 жыл бұрын
    • Finally a comment i can relate to💎💪🏾🤐

      @diegoforgette7742@diegoforgette77423 жыл бұрын
    • Yes

      @vrtigohfrl@vrtigohfrl3 жыл бұрын
    • 😔😟😕🙁☹️😣😖😫😩🥺😢😭😭😭😭😭😭

      @vrtigohfrl@vrtigohfrl3 жыл бұрын
    • I just started to cry on my bed watching this sad damn thing.

      @pandaqueen1649@pandaqueen16493 жыл бұрын
    • Yeah teuw

      @ezeemeka3072@ezeemeka30723 жыл бұрын
  • You can hear the sadness in *NF'S* voice.

    @number1atticusfinchfan@number1atticusfinchfan3 жыл бұрын
    • True

      @felipe020568@felipe0205683 жыл бұрын
    • True

      @druiventakclaudia3547@druiventakclaudia35473 жыл бұрын
    • Sit In my room, tears run down my face and I YELL

      @acfizz@acfizz3 жыл бұрын
    • He wanted to record it on his own with noone watching so he could be 100% himself. 😢🙏🌹

      @EveHyland-in8jb9ti9y@EveHyland-in8jb9ti9y3 жыл бұрын
    • Yeah

      @jasmin-yl7pf@jasmin-yl7pf3 жыл бұрын
  • The transition from this song to Mama is a feeling words can't explain. A new level of release ❤

    @kyuanawilliams6889@kyuanawilliams68896 ай бұрын
  • Cometh the day Cometh the warrior ⚚😔

    @morgan-5171@morgan-51719 ай бұрын
  • I can't quite understand why I've seen a few people say he was faking the tears. That was real emotion, real tears. He's extremely hurt by what he went through. We love you, Nate. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy.

    @autumnpea4@autumnpea44 жыл бұрын
    • Ik how he feels BC my mom died when I was 5

      @wolfxsavagecountry1263@wolfxsavagecountry12634 жыл бұрын
    • wolf x savage country I’m so sorry for your loss, may god watch over you, 💜💜💜

      @shouldacomewithawarninh4974@shouldacomewithawarninh49744 жыл бұрын
    • Sometimes life hits you hard and you wish you'd be dead...😔 He saves so many lives (including mine)..and he deserves to find happiness and light😭❤

      @majax22@majax224 жыл бұрын
    • you dont show emotion like that unless its raw.

      @kendenford7952@kendenford79523 жыл бұрын
    • He's definitely crying fr

      @lazswart2698@lazswart26983 жыл бұрын
  • “I don’t need a picture of my mom I need the real thing.” Dang I felt that.

    @londonrogers7473@londonrogers74734 жыл бұрын
    • Itz Miss London honestly.... my heart

      @bladeslaughter2567@bladeslaughter25674 жыл бұрын
    • 😭omh ,i cry every time I heard it!!

      @chaimaafahsi3285@chaimaafahsi32854 жыл бұрын
    • Eh I know how he feels

      @mirandacummins7045@mirandacummins70454 жыл бұрын
    • I relate

      @ryancruger3328@ryancruger33284 жыл бұрын
    • I went through the exact same thing but my mom didn't pass away I remember sitting in McDonald's waiting for my mom to come an she never showed up an at the park she showed up once an she tried to take me back and i remember telling her no an I feel bad for the people who have lost somone I am very lucky I haven't lost my mom but I don't live with her I got tooken away from her when i was 2 and I'm 11 now an I havent seen her in 5 years an I having seen my brother in forever if I see them I will most likely think they are strangers because the last time I seen them I was 6 an the last think my mom and brother said to me was happy birthday I love u if I have got through this u can no matter how hard it is

      @peyton4309@peyton43094 жыл бұрын
  • I'm sure you know, NF, but you have saved many lives with this song. Love you man, thanks.

    @cavemankarol7309@cavemankarol73095 ай бұрын
  • THANK YOU! For laying your heart out and dissecting your soul to help others. Lyrics like this helped me wake up to the fact that I was your mother. For the majority of my older two kids life, I was addicted to pills. I didn’t seek them out, I got cancer. They were prescribed… but I turned them into an escape. And in doing so, I escaped my babies lives too. I’ll never be able to give those years back to them, or myself. But bc of brave souls such as you, I can at least try to make amends now. Please never stop sharing your self with the world. You don’t even realize the lives you change. I love you. Thank you.

    @sararunyan1151@sararunyan11512 ай бұрын
  • It wasn’t the song that hit me so hard It was the fact that so many people can relate It makes me sick that so many people have to go through this

    @Poopydoopysxoopy@Poopydoopysxoopy4 жыл бұрын
    • don't feel too bad. i feel this way and its my fault

      @axalespeer2450@axalespeer24504 жыл бұрын
    • Everyone at some point has to go through this.

      @erikas528@erikas5284 жыл бұрын
    • @@erikas528 that's not really true

      @Poopydoopysxoopy@Poopydoopysxoopy4 жыл бұрын
    • @@Poopydoopysxoopy I think he meant everyone in life has to go through some sort of pain in their life not specifically what's portrayed in the video but anything that has made u hurt in ur life. Everyone has to go through pain in order understand what happiness truly is. If u don't know pain then u don't know happiness because when u go through shit, u learn to appreciate the good times more.

      @hamiltonchampagne5025@hamiltonchampagne50254 жыл бұрын
    • Hamilton Champagne yeah I get that

      @Poopydoopysxoopy@Poopydoopysxoopy4 жыл бұрын
  • Verse 1: Grief Verse 2: Anger Verse 3: Acceptance

    @roaminxo@roaminxo5 жыл бұрын
    • Now that you put that out there I see it

      @kadeng3514@kadeng35145 жыл бұрын
    • True....😭😭

      @andrewrobinson686@andrewrobinson6865 жыл бұрын
    • mind blown

      @lydiamartin1424@lydiamartin14245 жыл бұрын
    • Ya😦

      @theoddone2781@theoddone27815 жыл бұрын
  • This song is beyond heartbreaking. Cry every single time I hear it

    @l.c.h.queen.@l.c.h.queen.7 ай бұрын
  • Wow!!! This is an incredibly powerful song, so emotional it draws one completely in. The immense feelings of deep loss and sadness by the artist NF are radiated right into the hearts of the listener. 😢

    @sherriemelanson3114@sherriemelanson31145 ай бұрын
  • Just discovered NF and in a marathon of all his songs.

    @prascoooooo@prascoooooo4 жыл бұрын
    • Me too brother

      @kyoyaal3913@kyoyaal39134 жыл бұрын
    • Yess

      @megankopp3544@megankopp35444 жыл бұрын
    • Same

      @misterpekka1369@misterpekka13694 жыл бұрын
    • Same here, I had heard a couple of his songs but, didn't decide to really check him out until a couple of days ago. I was in the grocery store listening to this and was about to start crying. He gained a new fan.

      @michaelrobinson1056@michaelrobinson10564 жыл бұрын
    • The same, bri

      @zimskii2574@zimskii25744 жыл бұрын
  • I can feel NF crying. He must really love his mom.

    @mintteaberry6886@mintteaberry68863 жыл бұрын
    • Miss*

      @channie3081@channie30813 жыл бұрын
    • If he did I fully respect him, I’m being honest if this was my mom I could never forgive her as she died doing and buying drugs which the money could be better spent on my well being. Fortunately I’m 17 healthy about to go University from support by the best mother in the world, love from the United Kingdom

      @r.m7034@r.m70343 жыл бұрын
    • @@r.m7034 what a messed up thing to say, really. I mean, I get what you mean, but don't you understand the gravity of peoples pain? There usually is a reason behind abusing.. Shitty thing to postulate, you couldn't forgive someone for being too weak for their own emotions

      @oliverj.8266@oliverj.82663 жыл бұрын
    • Oliver J. It’s just my own personal opinion bro, that you should sacrifice a lot of things for your kids from small things like cigarettes to big things like drugs so that your child grows healthy and if you can’t you shouldn’t have a child or should send him to a safe environment. I get some people in the world are struggling and find it hard to refrain from these actions but in my opinion if you have a child you should no question, because if you do drugs and struggle that’s fine you can screw your life over but if it’s harming others then there’s a problem.if you disagree with me that’s fine bro and take care

      @r.m7034@r.m70343 жыл бұрын
    • @@r.m7034 just for the record, cigrattes are considered drugs as well. And you know, it's not like parents who do drugs doesn't want to quit. Have you heard plof physical dependence? Altered brain chemistry? Withdrawals? Shit like that happen, when you do pills and what not. Quitting drugs, isn't just a dance of flowers :-)

      @oliverj.8266@oliverj.82663 жыл бұрын
  • NF I just want to say thank you for making Al these songs that inspire me every day and thank you for being amazing ❤

    @boyelectric6806@boyelectric680618 күн бұрын
  • been through a similar situation and I’m just thanking God that my mother quit drugs

    @IAmNotLegal@IAmNotLegal9 ай бұрын
  • "The goodbyes are not what hurt, but the flashbacks that follow"

    @Aenami@Aenami3 жыл бұрын
    • Very true 😭

      @mykee426@mykee4263 жыл бұрын
    • And the nightmares..

      @mykee426@mykee4263 жыл бұрын
    • I needed to read this tonight

      @brittneyschannel1@brittneyschannel13 жыл бұрын
    • @@brittneyschannel1 you're welcome. 💙 stay strong sister.

      @mykee426@mykee4263 жыл бұрын
    • pepe laugh

      @Toemfenerli@Toemfenerli3 жыл бұрын
  • I'm not crying because I relate to this song, I'm crying because I know there's people who actually do relate to it. I can feel Nate's pain in every one of his songs and I guess it breaks me to know that he's struggling.

    @potatolord160@potatolord1603 жыл бұрын
    • In the future, this will have alot more likes with my reply at 100+ likes. but yes, depressing and heartbreaking to know that this, this is the lives of some people.

      @volt3091@volt30913 жыл бұрын
    • I relate to the song too

      @kasonhinderliter6359@kasonhinderliter63593 жыл бұрын
    • me a person who relates to this song

      @Kaiissilly@Kaiissilly3 жыл бұрын
    • It really hits , drugs mess a person up my mom been doing them since she was my age . She isnt gone but she isnt here either , her brains fried and it's just too much

      @bellaalvarez5318@bellaalvarez53183 жыл бұрын
    • I can relate since my bff died in dec.18 2020

      @tobyreimer216@tobyreimer2163 жыл бұрын
  • Lost my mom at 19, (I’m 25 now) she has always been an addict and alcoholic always switching from one to the other since I can remember. The day I found out she was gone was the day my world fell apart and I haven’t been the same since. She loved me but she always loved the drugs and alcohol too. Wish you were here ma. This song explains everything I went through and am still going through down to the nail. Thank you nf ❤️

    @wesc7376@wesc7376Ай бұрын
  • "It takes a Man to not cry. But it takes an even bigger Man to cry."

    @kenancates9743@kenancates97433 жыл бұрын
    • Yes

      @madelynneevans6580@madelynneevans65803 жыл бұрын
    • It’s a copy but it’s a good one

      @Drk829@Drk8293 жыл бұрын
    • Yess sir

      @clckythecomedydude4966@clckythecomedydude49663 жыл бұрын
    • 👏🏽

      @taylorwithers4209@taylorwithers42093 жыл бұрын
    • @@Drk829 Let's just say I got inspired

      @kenancates9743@kenancates97433 жыл бұрын
  • People: rappers can't make people cry NF: hold my balloons

    @samna2096@samna20962 жыл бұрын
    • I kid you not I laughed for 5 minutes at this

      @kailglennie6884@kailglennie68842 жыл бұрын
    • His balloons are actually his burdens

      @BobMarley-yq3kr@BobMarley-yq3kr2 жыл бұрын
    • Nf isn’t the only sentimental rapper..

      @edwardrivera6118@edwardrivera61182 жыл бұрын
    • @@ZammaLamma there taking about th "hold my balloons " joke dude , th y ain't laughing about the sing

      @blancacantu5585@blancacantu55852 жыл бұрын
    • *coughs coughs* WHAT? is that literally what people say? O_O Music is a way of letting out your anger! JEEZ people don't knowwww!

      @angelacavon6408@angelacavon64082 жыл бұрын
  • It’s the fact that the video made me cry more than the lyrics

    @user-cr3lk9oq6b@user-cr3lk9oq6b6 ай бұрын
  • The fact that nf forgave her in hope just shows the journey of the different albums, I am so happy that you could forgives her Nathan, we are all proud of you and we love you❤🫶🏻

    @sofusfljborg1628@sofusfljborg16287 ай бұрын
  • I have never heard a more deep and emotional song in my life. This hits hard for me and I cried for the entire length of the song.

    @tracyknol5023@tracyknol50234 жыл бұрын
    • tracy knol What’s the meaning? What happened to her?

      @soto3689@soto36894 жыл бұрын
    • @@soto3689 drugs got the best of her

      @jjooee6699@jjooee66994 жыл бұрын
    • @@soto3689 she had a opioid addiction which is a drug

      @fallenraven4096@fallenraven40964 жыл бұрын
    • So did I....Jesus Christ

      @derekperry6464@derekperry64644 жыл бұрын
    • @gouan 10 Yeah

      @fallenraven4096@fallenraven40964 жыл бұрын
  • That’s the most painful song that I ever heard. You can feel in his voice that there is so much pain. The last part hit me so hard. I really love this man so much, I have so much respect🖤

    @Mandyincandy@Mandyincandy4 жыл бұрын
    • BHC 🖤

      @TRAGEDY666MUSIC@TRAGEDY666MUSIC4 жыл бұрын
    • Phqntvm yes man 🖤

      @Mandyincandy@Mandyincandy4 жыл бұрын
    • Yungblud 4 life 🖤🖤🖤

      @elsiecoleman3186@elsiecoleman31864 жыл бұрын
    • NF All the way

      @chrisgrzynkowicz4801@chrisgrzynkowicz48014 жыл бұрын
    • I feel like you yoo

      @yhorlenyhernandezorrego4844@yhorlenyhernandezorrego48444 жыл бұрын
  • My heart is breaking when I hear him crying while he sings

    @DragonYT4Ever@DragonYT4Ever8 ай бұрын
  • This song is truly so fucking powerful bro seeing reactions on just how easily it can break you and make you cry especially for the ppl that struggle with parents that had drug uses and what they went too keep it up NF ur amazing dawg

    @damienhardin8553@damienhardin855310 ай бұрын
  • All the pain and trauma he's been through. His songs is a way to cope. I love music. 😛😛😛😛🥹🥹😭

    @reenarosebiggal23_@reenarosebiggal23_Ай бұрын
  • Still gets me choked up. No kid should ever go through this. I felt Nates pain through this track. I'd hug you if I could bro. Be safe.

    @whocares508@whocares5083 жыл бұрын
    • Giovani Ortiz but sadly we do😕

      @nayelitaveras23@nayelitaveras233 жыл бұрын
    • My dad left me and then used me , pretended to want me to stay with his gf then he cut me off he has 2 other kids that he loves and cares for but not me I’m numb

      @teganleighculley9101@teganleighculley91013 жыл бұрын
    • I'm sorry if I'm being annoying but please hear me out. I'm 14 and I wanna rap. me nor my parents can afford to buy me a laptop or a home studio right now. Since I'm Indian it's even worse, everyone laughs at even the thought of me rapping. Im gonna prove them wrong. I wanna show them that my race is something I can't control. What I can control is that I try my best. Im not asking you to like my content, just give me constructive criticism. One day I'll make it out of this, one day I'll be the greatest.

      @_kgrip@_kgrip3 жыл бұрын
    • @@_kgrip maybe not the greatest but u could be pretty good

      @peterfox5106@peterfox51063 жыл бұрын
    • i understand him a lot because my mom left me for drugs as well

      @darlinevan@darlinevan3 жыл бұрын
  • You know he's a good rapper when he can make you cry with a track you don't even relate to at all

    @justonerandomguy6580@justonerandomguy65805 жыл бұрын
    • justOnerandomguy my thoughts exactly.

      @username_username_101@username_username_1015 жыл бұрын
    • Yep...

      @babysmurf166@babysmurf1665 жыл бұрын
    • Yup

      @andrewwelch9997@andrewwelch99975 жыл бұрын
    • Yep

      @catalyzt7162@catalyzt71625 жыл бұрын
    • Even more so when it does relate and resonate, tearin up writin this...damn

      @Synthetic-Chicken@Synthetic-Chicken5 жыл бұрын
  • This hit in the heart when you hear it from some you lost or you miss

    @user-tf7og8ef8k@user-tf7og8ef8k9 ай бұрын
  • I cry every time this song plays, you and your sister deserve the world Nate

    @sofusfljborg1628@sofusfljborg16287 ай бұрын
  • I am a recovering addict & a mother of 3, this song has helped me in so many ways to stay clean. I never want my children to feel like I chose my addiction over them. Everyday is a battle for me to stay clean & I keep fighting to save my children from feeling the pain of growing up without a mother like I did.

    @batmangotham8445@batmangotham84453 жыл бұрын
    • I grew up without a mom as well. My mother passed away when I was 7 due to drugs. There is never a day that goes by without me thinking of her and trying to figure out how I could've saved her. I'm in highschool now. Never stop fighting for your kids.

      @user-id7uj8ue1v@user-id7uj8ue1v3 жыл бұрын
    • @@user-id7uj8ue1v I am sorry for your loss. I lost my mother at the age of 14, my father had died when I was 2. Losing a parent isn't easy. The one thing I have realized is that there was nothing I could of done to save them. Just like there is nothing you could of done to save your mom. My kids couldn't get me or keep me clean, I had to do that for myself. I got clean because I didn't want my kids to grow up without a mom like I did. If you ever need someone to talk to I am here, I think of my mom everyday too.

      @batmangotham8445@batmangotham84453 жыл бұрын
    • I am so sorry for you guys

      @jessicabowers5137@jessicabowers51373 жыл бұрын
    • Batman Gotham i wish u the best for ur life and families. I hope u will recover soon and had a happy life with ur children and family. God bless you. Love ya❤️

      @fareedafarhana6332@fareedafarhana63323 жыл бұрын
    • @@batmangotham8445 if you ever need anyone to talk to, we are here too!❤️ Not because you can’t do it alone, but because you don’t have to 😞❤️❤️❤️

      @jackr2272@jackr22723 жыл бұрын
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