depression is a battle between wanting to be alone and not wanting to be alone
@martad.37987 жыл бұрын
The simplicity and truth of your comment is gonna make me cry
@clevermistakes47506 жыл бұрын
The song Kitchen Sink by Twenty Øne Pilots has that meaning to it.
@arizonaangel12036 жыл бұрын
I agree. And sometimes the wanting to be alone wins. And you push everyone away and shut everyone, then the wanting a friend comes through and you realize you no longer have any. The best part? You have no reason as to why you shut them out and you beat yourself up for it
@silentninja10696 жыл бұрын
and a chemical inbalance
@blubear96866 жыл бұрын
I always been alone until I met my girl and she moved I've always wanted her with me so I want to be alone but I want her it makes sense now
@livingproof5046 жыл бұрын
I don't even remember what happiness feels like.
@MrsCupcakeCutiexox8 жыл бұрын
i dont remember what being normal feels like
@hannahherrera93008 жыл бұрын
***** That's what people tell me. But i haven't seen it yet
@hannahherrera93008 жыл бұрын
Same 😔
@joclyenrodriguez70308 жыл бұрын
+*Ariella* your not alone and u will find happiness one day you have you experiense the huricane if you wish to see a beautiful rainbow you r beautiful and u r love no matter what and the hardest battles r given to the strongest soldiers hun
@angeleanarose34238 жыл бұрын
+Hannah Herrera same :/
@reenamerino56308 жыл бұрын
This and “Her Last Words” were common for me to listen to in middle school. That alone should explain my mental state at the time.
@vampire-p2 жыл бұрын
Yea tht and this song r on my playlist, along with some other not so happy songs. I’ve played a few and ik tht some of my family have heard it, they just don’t care enough to help or ask if I’m ok. I’d say tht I’m fine or tht it doesn’t matter anyways
@Layla_G-5-162 жыл бұрын
Sameeee
@SecretlyTwoFrogsInATrenchCoat Жыл бұрын
I feel really bad, this was my comfort song in 4th grade along with her last words
@hahahahahhahakan Жыл бұрын
Yeah. This song, her last words, and baby don't cut (acoustic because I liked it better than the normal) are my comfort songs that make me cry every. single. time. It has sorta been getting better after I got a friend group even if I always feel like I'm not really important and I get ignored a lot...
@spoonycat4474 Жыл бұрын
They were the go tos
@willowtree3854 Жыл бұрын
I was 13 when i found this, im 18 now, years of pain and close calls got me to this point. Im doing much better, thank you, to everyone reading, u will see the light one day
@milk-pv5rl Жыл бұрын
As someone in a similar position, now 18 and looking back, things do get better, and it is worth it to keep living
@_anon_does_art_10 ай бұрын
I'm glad to hear that you are doing better ❤
@dantrow54599 ай бұрын
I just turned 18 and am still waiting to see this light. I’ve been struggling for 6 years and only getting worse. Losing hope, I don’t think that promised light will ever arise
@kaylen95809 ай бұрын
@kaylen9580 it's definitely tough, try talking to a friend or someone you trust
@dantrow54599 ай бұрын
Same here
@goodnessking31719 ай бұрын
A smile hides more than a mood.
@tillie46677 жыл бұрын
Tillie Kroupa true this is me im like the happiest guy in school but when im alone i feel depress and think about suicide
@alecalec62597 жыл бұрын
er that sucks Alec.. Im not the happiest person but i smile alot and dont tell anyone how i feel, so i knwo how u feel, i guess.
@rebelwithcake61707 жыл бұрын
Jørgen Poulsen I hide just fine
@tillie46677 жыл бұрын
Jørgen Poulsen it's like in 13 reasons why if people would have paid attention to Hannah they would have known and she would be alive
@tillie46677 жыл бұрын
Norwegian!!!
@karlada62077 жыл бұрын
"You dont cut how are you depressed?" Cutting isnt the only form of self harm and if ur depressed you dont always cut/self harm
@tessafuller58005 жыл бұрын
See I don't cut. I just don't want to hurt myself, so I starve myself. Until I die (:
@xsoapyx86524 жыл бұрын
@@xsoapyx8652 no pls dont Ily and others love you we have to stick together
@tessafuller58004 жыл бұрын
Sometimes the worst pain is loving a world that wouldn't care if you're gone.
@berkleyhuffman484 жыл бұрын
I never cut now. I know I depressed but I don’t want to hurt myself. I just feel numb. I used to cut long time ago but I’m sure the old me was happy.
@rebekah_plk4 жыл бұрын
@@rebekah_plk I'm sure we were all happy at some point, but now a lot of us if not all of us have forgot what happiness feels like.
@berkleyhuffman484 жыл бұрын
i’ve just recently found this song again at 23 years old & it hurts knowing how much pain 13/14 year old me was in having this song on repeat 🥺
@eulxlico Жыл бұрын
pain of having shitty music taste maybe💀🔥🔥
@kismet85839 ай бұрын
Same here ❤
@monicaradillo32755 ай бұрын
Yes I agree! I was at that age too when I started to become depressed… I’m 23 now with two kids and everyday I ask myself where did my life go wrong…
@miakonifka12515 ай бұрын
Literally ….
@MikaylaDuncan-ep4dn4 ай бұрын
I’m happy life didn’t end at 13-14 🥲
@Samegirl_differentmindset4 ай бұрын
After 5 years, I’m back. Last time I tried was when I was 16 and luckily I survived. I’m now 21 and a much happier person, I’m glad to say that I’m 2 years, 2 months and 21 days free from SH. I wanna inspire someone here to live to see another day, you deserve it. Keep breathing
@ryanisnt_here7886 Жыл бұрын
The first time I heard this song I was 17 and a junior in high school, in 2013. I'm glad we both kept fighting!
@Amber-bp7ps Жыл бұрын
Y'all lucky. I listened to this when I was around 10-12. Things aren't worse but not exactly better. I'm gonna be 20 in a few months here and I think I've just gotten worse both mentally and emotionally
@icyhotz8727 Жыл бұрын
@@icyhotz8727 I'm sorry friend-- I hate saying "it will get better" because it sounds scripted and ingenuine. But I do believe you will see a day where you're content more than you're not, you smile more than you cry, and where you look back and you said "I made it." Some days, even now, are a struggle. I'll admit struggling as an adult feels weird because you can't just sit in your sadness the way you could as a kid. I hope you find a pathway in life that brings you so much joy you feel it in your chest, toes, and throat. I hope your favorite morning drink tastes like magic and that you feel a little bit of air under your steps. And if you ever need a friend, you can lean on me. I hope you know you don't have to walk these roads alone
@Amber-bp7ps Жыл бұрын
@@icyhotz8727I no what you mean I'm the same atm
@robsarl5736 Жыл бұрын
SO SO SO PROUD OF YOU!!
@ikthisprettyravegirl Жыл бұрын
when a singers voice creaks with emotion whilst singing you know they believe what there saying.
@emilyta44205 жыл бұрын
emily ta can you list some please?
@lpssisters11544 жыл бұрын
@@lpssisters1154 ,,stupid and anxious" That voice hits me every time
@miaunter444 жыл бұрын
Lps Sisters watch *One More Light Live* by Linkin Park; you'll hear Chester Bennington's voice give out
@shadedergu99214 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@anastasiaknutsen45583 жыл бұрын
@@shadedergu9921 I love linkin park😕
@poisonkinelle7 ай бұрын
it’s scary how so many beautiful people can relate to this
@Meen01235 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this. And I'm not beautiful.
@unknownshadow65275 жыл бұрын
I can relate but I'm far from beautiful
@sugasflower75125 жыл бұрын
Yeah..
@d0llheart5 жыл бұрын
Im ugly
@d0llheart5 жыл бұрын
@@d0llheart same
@unknownshadow65275 жыл бұрын
For anyone who is here now. I’m back to say I was here too at 15, I’m now 22 & married & own my home. All the pain will end I promise you just hang on❤
@kelseymcneely2734 Жыл бұрын
The pain started when my childhood friend left me at around 13 and never gave me a reason why he left, at around the age of 18 i lost my grandma to cancer, since then i've been alone battling my emotions on my own and have since tried to form pure friendships and since then a couple of my friends have ditched me and moved away to another city and were very toxic to my emotional pain. Since then i have learned to just try to survive on what i have, and have battled with cancer scares besides that, all i remember is how good it felt to cut when i was younger, and since then have tried to write down my feelings on paper instead, this world doesn't understand how much friendships and toxic people can nearly burn your life to the ground, i don't believe in dreams now and don't trust things like i used to when i was younger, i find comfort in just being alone and just alone in my thoughts, and just trying to rebuild something in my life before the tide comes back to take it back, anyways my book is closed i'm not trusting anything anymore.
@jaimitopadilla54636 ай бұрын
@@jaimitopadilla5463take things one moment at a time
@Blood_Cult_5 ай бұрын
Wow i am so happy you made it!!! When I found the song i was 15 too. And i am about to turn 25 soon… i wish i could tell younger people the same… that all this would end one day. I am happy to read some good stories under this song after rediscovering that part of my youth. It‘s so important to keep on moving and to believe in change. It‘s even more important to tell others that things can take turns for the better if you work on yourself. I forgot about that until i read your comment. Gotta get back on track.
@wela12014 ай бұрын
Thank u ❤🙏
@basicwhitebitch99702 ай бұрын
I will. 8 years of suffering are officially over for me just because I said so. depression doesn't dictate my life, because it's mine, not hers!
@nox_lumiereАй бұрын
This was a song that meant so much to me when I was 12. I'm 21 now and I've gravitated back to this song. There's people that say it gets better and you just have to wait. Not everything gets better, trauma will haunt you, memories will follow and be brought up in everything you do. I still feel the things I felt when I was 12 and I won't ever forget it. Life goes on and things do get better. But you have to try and work on yourself. Things don't just get better. Your mind won't just get better. I get better for my 12 year old self that deserved a chance to be a child. I like to think 12 year old me is watching the adult version of us. Only do life for yourself.
@abbymercado4630 Жыл бұрын
completely agreed. healing is a journey
@v4mpyss Жыл бұрын
Unfortunately, having been thru a war, raising 2 wonderful girls, getting crippled......even after 50 a constant struggle.
@mugsytank9130 Жыл бұрын
This is so unreal, but the song also meant sm to me when I was 12 & im here listening at 21 feeling all those things I did then. Some wounds really never heal.
@MirandaCampbell Жыл бұрын
glad i made it to 19. my 13 year old self wouldve never believed :)
@justbfaithful028011 ай бұрын
i aint reading all that fr bro😭🙏
@kismet85839 ай бұрын
I’m not depressed.... I don’t have anxiety... I’m not anorexic... I don’t cut... I don’t burn... I smile... I laugh... I joke with my friends... I have fun... *Thats the outside.*
@brooket0125 жыл бұрын
I am depressed... I don’t have anxiety.... I am not anorexic... I cut... I burn... I hurt and bleed... I push away the people to protect them from the things that I am
@noidentity26174 жыл бұрын
Wow, i thought this was going to be a shitty "motivational" comment, and relatable af
@sweetesttophats85774 жыл бұрын
Im depressed I have anxiety I’m anorexic I cut I burn :/ I want to disappear
@Remy43004 жыл бұрын
homegirls you need to see a therapist
@amarikyss47154 жыл бұрын
i have one ☝️
@Remy43004 жыл бұрын
I hate how people at my school make fun of suicide and self harm, it's not something to joke about
@CassieCrowson7 жыл бұрын
Btw I luv this song so much ❤️
@CassieCrowson7 жыл бұрын
Cassie Crowson same suicide is no joke because one day your going to be joking around about it and then the next thing you know the principal of your school will tell you that your friend had committed suicide and then your going to tell me your just going to sit and think its a some practical joke. Well then jokes all on you then you try to call your friend but his/her mom picks up and tells you herself. Think its a joke now well think again. Suicidal thoughts and people are not a joke you can help them see the good in their life and what they can do, not what they can't do then you'll be the one to push them to that point of suicide. Build up someone's hopes and dreams. Don't break them down. 😐😐😐
@journeybennet55887 жыл бұрын
Journey Bennet People are horrible, I wish people could just be nice and treat everyone the way they deserve to be treated. This world doesn't understand what it's like to feel suicidal or to self harm (etc) only the ones who have felt it. Very few who haven't has been sweet and smart enough to not make fun of it. I wish they could understand what it's like..
@CassieCrowson7 жыл бұрын
I always joke about depression because i am depressed and i don't want people to know.If i joke about it, they'll just think it's just another joke.
@walkingrat58327 жыл бұрын
walking meme that makes sense. My school diagnosed me with depression.? But I know you don't have to be diagnosed to have it. The school focuses on helping me when they should be helping my best friend. I only hate it because my best friend self harms and whenever someone makes fun of it it makes me cry. And just the other day this guy at my school walked up to her and asked for the rubber band that was on her wrist and she said no. And then he said,"I know you are depressed and cutting yourself." And laughed. Which really messed me up because she does do it and he didn't even know. He joked about it before and I told him to not make fun of self harm by me and anyway and he still did it. I'm just really sensitive to the subject I guess since that happens. But what you said does make a lot of sense, I understand why. But there are a lot of people who don't have depression and make fun of it because it's "funny" to them. (There own words btw.) I won't lie sometimes I to cope with it I just pretend it doesn't exist. I'm sorry I'm telling you my problems, but tbh it feels good to vent because I was the only person who knew about her. Thank you a lot, and best wishes to you.☺️❤️
@CassieCrowson7 жыл бұрын
A girl at my school committed suicide last month by walking into the trailer of a tractor trailer. She was said to be one of the most happiest people and best to talk to about grief. I didn’t know her personally but I see myself in her. I almost committed suicide a few years ago, it’s hard, she was 15 and I was 12 at the time. Poor girl, rest well sweet angel.
@treatpeoplewithkindness92312 жыл бұрын
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
Rip
@ApprovedShortPerson10 ай бұрын
@@TK-uz4ts thank you for encouraging people
@ApprovedShortPerson10 ай бұрын
After 3 years I’m back and still breathing! I made it guys! I’m okay! 🥹🥹
@baileyparson149 Жыл бұрын
I’m really glad that you did! It’s not easy but you were very strong. Life can be beautiful if you chose to make it so.
@moonlitproductions7182 Жыл бұрын
Congrats babyy!!!
@rodriguezarmando999 Жыл бұрын
That is awesome!!!!! 😮
@jennastyles240410 ай бұрын
want a cookie?😭⁉️
@kismet85839 ай бұрын
@@kismet8583what are these comments ur leaving bro
@literallylikedude98149 ай бұрын
The fact that some of people who listened to this song are not alive now anymore
@iyamarisaavedra63163 жыл бұрын
it hurts me
@ali-lp9yw3 жыл бұрын
I was almost one of those people
@sleepybi32443 жыл бұрын
@@sleepybi3244 I’m glad you’re still here ❤️
@merimarie91743 жыл бұрын
@@sleepybi3244 im so proud of you, you're so brave, plsss stay here, suicide is not the answer, it's passing the sadness to other.
@iyamarisaavedra63162 жыл бұрын
Technically, you could say that about any song. lol (Just trying to lighten the mood, not troll
@googelle75552 жыл бұрын
It’s scary how many people can relate to this song
@Cosplays155 жыл бұрын
Ikr...
@storminights73485 жыл бұрын
Yup...
@shirohanabusa27755 жыл бұрын
Yeah it really is
@the_adventurer48175 жыл бұрын
Its... Worrying.
@thatonedankboi5 жыл бұрын
Yup... like me
@SamMathers5 жыл бұрын
About 2 months ago, my best friend committed suicide. We used to share a KZhead account because we had all of the same taste. She hung herself in the room we used to play barbies when we were younger. She was playing this song when I walked into the room. That’s where I found her. Lifeless. Pale. I miss her.
@gothbean27243 жыл бұрын
@UCMDF8AvXiowZR92LEzgB7JA She isn't fucking "selfish" for committing suicide. The pain got too much and nobody realized how she was feeling, and this person has already been through enough pain without you speaking ill of the dead. It hasn't even been a year yet, asshole.
@justjewel70352 жыл бұрын
@@hunnybunny3211 I don't think you realize just how harmful what you said was. She was not selfish, she only wanted her pain to end, may she rest in peace
@cherryscottage68012 жыл бұрын
@@hunnybunny3211 Yeah?? Cause she was in pain??? Depression is a horrible mental illness that distorts people's reality and thoughts, as sad as it is she probably thought she was doing them a favor. That's how terrible depression is, think before you say these things.
@cherryscottage68012 жыл бұрын
@@hunnybunny3211 What the fuck??? Suicide isn't selfish. I bet you that she didn't feel like anyone would care. That she didn't think anything would be able to get better. When it gets to that point, you feel like the only way to solve everything is by offing yourself. It's a terrible feeling, trust me. I felt that a lot for a while and still do sometimes. I can guarantee you that she didn't want to hurt anyone. She might have thought she'd be doing the whole world a favor by doing it. You deserve a punch in the gut for calling someone who lost their battle selfish. As for the person who posted the original comment, I'm so sorry for your loss. Please stay strong. Your friend is watching over you and I'm sure she loves you. I hope you're doing alright.
@booknerd79862 жыл бұрын
@@booknerd7986 what did they say?
@ebi40052 жыл бұрын
i listened to this so often five years ago, i didn’t think i would make it to 18. here i am i’m in college and have a plan for my future. it’s still hard sometimes, but i’m holding on. i know there’s something out there for me even when i don’t feel like there is. i made it this far and i can keep going. all of you should keep fighting too, you’ll make it out of this.
@lunarose2222 жыл бұрын
Thank you it means so much to hear someone say that. I will try to continue fighting like you Thank you ❤️🩹
@Catlover883.2 жыл бұрын
You've got this xx in the same boat
@leannajackson27212 жыл бұрын
'There IS a girl in the front of my class' Later on: 'There WAS a girl at the front of my class' That made me cry when I noticed it qwq
@stxrrxyy4 жыл бұрын
T^T
@nighttimegachaxd98144 жыл бұрын
hold up I didn't realize omg
@oranegg72424 жыл бұрын
JuSt AmAi I was like- Wait... HOLD UP
@littleblockser8d8404 жыл бұрын
WHAT?!? Do they mean like they died?!?
@quit69194 жыл бұрын
Wait ಠ_ʖಠ ,*gasp* its true
@quit69194 жыл бұрын
Hangman teaches us that saying the wrong thing could end someone's life
@sackme43777 жыл бұрын
oh wow
@Chloe-wq1hs7 жыл бұрын
You stole that from a picture
@brr59497 жыл бұрын
Alexis Coberly that was awesome
@MakoLikeTheShark7 жыл бұрын
Shut the fuck up, I know exactly what it's like to have strong depression, You have no clue what I have been through! All I said was she stole that from a picture that I saw on instagram..I didn't say anything offensive what so ever I was just stating facts, so I think you can go ahead and shut the hell up!
@brr59497 жыл бұрын
She didn't use it for a profile pic she commented it and didn't give credit & I have no clue why the actual fuck you got so defensive because I didn't do shit to offend anyone.
@brr59497 жыл бұрын
I was 14 listening to this song daily fighting the darkest demons. I still bare the scars, but happy to say I’m now 24 in the best relationship I’ve ever been in, have a stable home, I’m an HR professional, and it’s been 7 years since I self harmed. It gets better ❤
@tiffinygibson168711 ай бұрын
im so beyond happy and proud of you!! ❤
@gracelm614820 күн бұрын
I remember crying and constantly listening to this song being in a really dark place of my depression I was only a little girl I didn’t think I would make it past 16 I’m now 20 :)
@isxakera2 жыл бұрын
I'm so proud of you
@ptitflocondelumiere01010 Жыл бұрын
@@ptitflocondelumiere01010 thank you ❤ now i’m 22 with two kids and just had my second of april 19.2033 and i think i’m going through postpartum depression i wanna leave but i can’t because they need me but i don’t want to go to get help because help doesn’t help
@kerawilson462011 ай бұрын
Faking a smile is easier then explaining why your sad
@katienicole98337 жыл бұрын
every thing is harder even a smile but try to be positive before it's too late and you become a pessimist like me.
@Joseph-kj1ok6 жыл бұрын
it so hard, i agree. I cant be positive anymore, i just have a terrible life in my head. to everyone else i look perfect.
@eileenmarie16526 жыл бұрын
Katie Nicole so true thats what I do😥
@deborahogorman90276 жыл бұрын
Bitch why you hating on people with depression. You get back to me when you've felt my pain and you've thought my thoughts. You probably never felt the way we do. We think that nobody's cares.Nobody loves us. No one will miss us so let's kill ourselves because the pain is to much to handle
@alexhubbard85436 жыл бұрын
Spectrum I just want to say I'm so deeply sorry that your so hurt it makes you feel better to hurt other people it's really just sad. But you really should know that deep down it isn't really making you feel any better because if it did you just simply wouldn't have so much hate in your heart 😢😭😭😭 I will pray for you😍💗🙏😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
@glennabullard90906 жыл бұрын
It’s scary when... the people in the comment section care more then my friends and family 🖤
@evalinaqueen56674 жыл бұрын
Guess we just understand it better having gone through a lot of this stuff on our own or losing someone this exact way
@bimehself4 жыл бұрын
It really is tho
@littleblockser8d8404 жыл бұрын
Evalina Queen Very true... I feel like all these people get me and what I’m going through and they are so understanding...unlike.. my family and friends ...
@leorivera41374 жыл бұрын
Coz actual people exist here they dont in real life no one would care if u said anything which is depressing
@quit69194 жыл бұрын
*HUGGGGGGG*
@XxTechnoCakezxX4 жыл бұрын
This is the type of music I never want anyone I know to ever know I listen to. I’m 24, and I’ve come back to this song a couple times. I’ve been dealing with a current depressive episode, even tho I swear it feels like my entire life is a depressive episode. But I struggle with emotional permanence, but I really want to remind myself and OTHERS that this feeling will pass. Stay strong. I love you, even tho I don’t know you ❤️
@sloanesteen84722 жыл бұрын
Needed this ❤ made me feel less alone
@lilyjewlhoney807 Жыл бұрын
I'm a 46 yo guy and I feel this song even though I have never cut. It's ok to related to this song no matter your journey in life. May your life be full of wonder and joy. Love from a stranger going through life one step at a time.
@damunzy Жыл бұрын
Same but I am 8
@Maddy-dh7xv Жыл бұрын
Still here nine years later, crying to this song like I heard it the first time ❤ I was 14 and alone when I first listened to this, I now have an amazing and loving fiancé, and a beautiful baby boy. For everyone who has come back to share their stories, you’re all so strong x
@zojoprice Жыл бұрын
i love how this isn’t the stereotypical “emo” protagonist and it shows that popularity doesn’t make you not depressed or suicidal.
@bridgetpatrick30124 жыл бұрын
When she sang: 'There *was* a girl.' I almost cried.
@imabasicbitch9136 жыл бұрын
mini quake I cried...
@garfieldpiss96066 жыл бұрын
I cried sm
@icecreamsan16866 жыл бұрын
I cried so much oml its unhealthy
@natsu57016 жыл бұрын
i did cry seriously , as ive been so close
@emilyholman72666 жыл бұрын
I actually cried it's so sad
@kirstyfloody45996 жыл бұрын
I've depressed since I was 9 and this song still comes to me when I'm feeling this way
@josylingallup27132 жыл бұрын
i wish you all the best, take care
@_csinti_2 жыл бұрын
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
Thank you both. Honestly I still feel like crap. Never really thought I'd make it to 20. I'm hiding these feelings from my friends who took me in because I was homeless have been for a while, and a bunch of junk has happened to me recenrly and i came back to rhis song. Things are just rough honestly.
@josylingallup2713 Жыл бұрын
@@josylingallup2713hi I can relate to you. May God bless you. Honestly I am feeling bad as well but found hope in the LORD JESUS CHRIST. Maybe you can open up to Jesus as well. I wish you all the best!
@e.n.60793 ай бұрын
pov: you used to listen to this at 13 & cry yourself to sleep, now you’re 22 & have found yourself back in the same place….
@marilyn.harlow Жыл бұрын
I came here, because after surviving 23+ suicide attempts, i finally chose to start healing and i accepted the pain as a part of life. I chose to learn and grow from it, not die from it. Now, when i listen to these songs, they motivate me, and remind me of what i survive through! Im only 15..... If i had succeded in the suicide attempts...i would have been dead at 6-11 years old.... .....But..... Im still alive, because i chose to keep fighting! I chose to live! I made the decision to heal! And you can too!
@MIRAGE_autobots8 ай бұрын
@@MIRAGE_autobots thank goodness for that!!! 🥹 you belong & you matter. i wish you a life of healing, prosperity, happiness & love ❤️💫🌏✨
@marilyn.harlow8 ай бұрын
when my children ask "what are those?" ill say "battle scars AND i never want to see them on you"
@maiahenry68175 жыл бұрын
What if they see that as "hide your scars so i wont be dissapointed in you"
@30ratsstackedinatrenchcoat915 жыл бұрын
@@30ratsstackedinatrenchcoat91 tru
@maiahenry68175 жыл бұрын
Don't worry. Sometimes the people with the most beautiful of hearts are the one with the most scars.........
@mrknowitall01795 жыл бұрын
@@mrknowitall0179 we have battle scars because we survived the war
@maiahenry68175 жыл бұрын
First of all why would you cut yourself when you have kids ARE YOU TRYING TO LET THEM SEE YOUR DEAD BODY AND LEAVE THEM IN A ORPHANAGE.
@betweenyouandme36635 жыл бұрын
*How does someone so perfect* *Feel so insecure* *How does someone so loving* *Learn to hate her own guts* The surprise attack of Depression
@MuhammadAfzal-bh7yu5 жыл бұрын
I used to listen to this in grade 7/8 and haven’t in years. I just graduated and it still hurts and reminds me of me. It hurts to know I haven’t changed much lol
@hayzzzzzzz Жыл бұрын
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
"Don't be angry when people post their sad stories here. People post their stories on the Internet because no one else would listen." --Peter Harker
@honorriisee39866 жыл бұрын
Honor Riisee, Are you okay Love ?
@eloisedurantet54246 жыл бұрын
Eloise DrtB, I'm alright hun. Just posting up a comment I saw from someone and I decided to just spread the word. But thank you Hun for asking💖
@honorriisee39866 жыл бұрын
Honor Riisee, Okay Love, I'm just glad if you're okay ! Take care
@eloisedurantet54246 жыл бұрын
Eloise DrtB, Thank you hun❤Take care as well darlin💕
@honorriisee39866 жыл бұрын
Honor Riisee, Thank you Love
@eloisedurantet54246 жыл бұрын
i honestly don't know how i feel anymore when i'm with friends i'm so happy but when i'm alone... i hate myself and i forget what happiness is
@Nicoleheartsnailart9 жыл бұрын
happiness is what you make it out to be. it may seem hard to achieve, but with a good support system, i have no doubt that you can do it. ((: xx
@AmandaLopiccolo9 жыл бұрын
thx:)
@Nicoleheartsnailart9 жыл бұрын
I feel u I have been there plenty of times even today but u just have to think positive and think of the best memories u have to think if u don't have one make up something like meeting ur idol or in my mind eating a huge sundae :)
@aprillastarnes70039 жыл бұрын
tanks:)
@Nicoleheartsnailart9 жыл бұрын
haha welcome ;)
@aprillastarnes70039 жыл бұрын
They didn't notice I was crying They didn't notice I was sad They didn't notice I was tired They didn't notice I was alone. They didn't notice I was depressed They didn't notice I was suicidal They didn't notice I was actually trying to make other people smile. They did notice my failing grades They did notice my unattractive They did notice the mean side of me They did notice all of my mistakes They did notice all of my flaws they noticed all the bad things about me but they never try to get a good look at me and say oh your so smart oh your so funny your so perfect:(
@kikicoppers35792 жыл бұрын
I wish you all the best, keep holding on Don't give up
@_csinti_2 жыл бұрын
Mood ❤
@jameslake2575 Жыл бұрын
Makes sense
@DarthStygian Жыл бұрын
Your right. They don't notice. Go to the psycho logistics or group therapy,if it didn't work?go to church, and read the Bible. God will show the way.❤
@JosephDelvalle-hh6mw11 ай бұрын
I'm sure your wonderful stay strong ❤️
@infj_intovert_nerd10 ай бұрын
jan 2020 my childhood bestfriend who's a teen took her own life and this is what I saw in her Watch History. It's 2021 and I still come back to this. Now I know how she felt.
@amber64103 жыл бұрын
She's in HEAVEN
@AdityaSharma-cm6ed3 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it ...
@alexdaniel56412 жыл бұрын
It's so sad that so many feel this way and yet the world still ignores it 😔
@huntergreen47827 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way, and I hate People who make fun of it and don't realize how serious this issue is
@CassieCrowson7 жыл бұрын
AmberTerra that's honestly rlly cool and a good idea
@CassieCrowson7 жыл бұрын
That's a good idea...
@jenniferkaufholz95277 жыл бұрын
Hunter Green yeah and my family doesn't see it at all
@jaydenbyrd81717 жыл бұрын
Hunter Green there need to me more done about depression then just a phone number
@clashingpanda71347 жыл бұрын
Teacher: “ what do you want to be when you get older?” Me:..I haven’t ever thought about it My mind: I want to be dead..now or when I get older is fine, as long as it happens soon...
@kristinlenton48254 жыл бұрын
I won’t let you die....you can beat this pain and sadness; and, I’ll be there too stand and fight by you’re side for all eternity. I love, care for, and cherish you with all my heart and soul eternally and I swear on my life and soul that nothing will ever change that. I’ll do whatever it takes to make you eternally happy and at peace with yourself and life....you deserve the heaven paradise and I promise too give you that on earth if given the chance. I’ll always be here for you....even in death, I’ll still always be there too give u strength, love, peace, hope, and happiness whenever you need it🙏❤️
@thesonofworldpeace87453 жыл бұрын
I have a friend who said the same thing. She was sure shed never live past 15. Her 14th birthday was awful. She thought it would be her last. But she moved schools, mads friends, became head girl and went off to her top uni, hoping to be a teacher and help kids like her. She has started a mental health group at my school and changed so many lives, including mine. It can get better. Your friends love you. I love you Stay strong!! 💖
@bigmcg74843 жыл бұрын
Me
@orlysteiger59753 жыл бұрын
I felt that... You know the feeling of like you have no plans for your future? Like you dont know why but your not planning your future because you know that it will be over soon?
@moonrose41183 жыл бұрын
@@moonrose4118 Nothing will be over anytime soon; you’re life is to precious too just give it up for the pain too end
@thesonofworldpeace87453 жыл бұрын
I am 4 months clean!
@adam40353 жыл бұрын
Im proud of you :)
@maxcurry52683 жыл бұрын
Congratulations! ❤
@pinkcola51613 жыл бұрын
👍👍👍👍
@crooked_mermaid3 жыл бұрын
A poem I wrote inspired by this song: Counting is fun! One, Two, Three... Three tears drip down my face! So fun, right? Counting is fun! One, Two, Three, Four! Four scarring wounds. Counting is fun... One, Two, Three, Four, Five. Five burns. Counting is... fun...? One, Two, Three, Four, Five, Six... Six days since I last ate. Counting... Is... Done... Seven, Six, Five, Four, Three, Two.... I jump, and the wind runs through my hair. "One." I whisper as everything goes black.
@DeadRxse333 Жыл бұрын
@Potter&Lovegood thank you.
@DeadRxse333 Жыл бұрын
This is beautiful I hope everything gets better at least that is what I here will happen let’s hope it’s true for both of us
@K0afn11 ай бұрын
Never let it get to one. You are loved you are worthy even if you don’t think so. ❤
@ApprovedShortPerson10 ай бұрын
put this shit back in that head of urs bro 😭😭IT SUCKS edgar allen poe😭😭👎🏼👎🏼
@kismet85839 ай бұрын
Keep fighting❤ you are strong and worthy of love and happiness. Beautiful poem
@jessedion168 ай бұрын
"There IS a girl..." "There IS a girl..." "There IS a girl..." "There WAS a girl..." I was already crying but that hit me hard
@kaleighsmith62356 жыл бұрын
Kaleigh Smith 😭😭😭
@rosina6666 жыл бұрын
Me too :(
@TheMan0876 жыл бұрын
☹️
@alyssafowlerrr33376 жыл бұрын
Kaleigh Smith I didn’t even notice until this comment
@Destiny-ir2ps6 жыл бұрын
...😞😞
@wolfieisded.8996 жыл бұрын
We’re all suicidal kids just telling each other suicide isn’t the answer
@AirRicka4 жыл бұрын
Erika The truth is most certainly there..
@littleblockser8d8404 жыл бұрын
cause we're the only one who really understands what's it like
@kielsabido97504 жыл бұрын
Yup
@itzheidixxx40164 жыл бұрын
no cap
@yassssss084 жыл бұрын
True
@gray73644 жыл бұрын
This got me through middle school, I’m now 23 just graduated from college…Thank you
@ChamiaRochaee4 ай бұрын
I have 5 to-go songs to listen to when i feel bad. This one, Her Last Words by Courtney Parker, Count by Lottie Hartnack, Hey Little Girl by sophiemarie.b, and Baby Don't Cut by B-Mike. I can now officially say that i have memorized these 5 songs and others word for word
@jakefromstatefarm_tmf11 ай бұрын
I hope you never have to listen to those songs because your getting better. You are worthy strong and loved.
@ApprovedShortPerson10 ай бұрын
The fact that I listen to 4/5 of those songs says a lot 😅
@Aishycheesecrackers4313 ай бұрын
"How could someone so loving, learn to hate her own guts?" That hit me like a bullet Edit: it’s been a year and I feel so much better and I hope all of you guys will reach happiness too. Learning to love yourself is a tough battle but I believe it’s something anyone can achieve ❤️✨
@miaosov5 жыл бұрын
I think this whole song hit us all hard, it's so sad but it's also what really happens and people overlook it until it's too late
@bimehself4 жыл бұрын
That line represents me. Everyone says I'm an amazing person but I just don't feel like I am, I feel exactly the opposite. I feel like the world would be a better place without me and that I fucked up every life I've stepped into.
@humanangel80074 жыл бұрын
I can relate too.
@lpsreptiles59074 жыл бұрын
I wish I would get hit with a bullet
@psychopathanimelover28614 жыл бұрын
human angel If you ever feel the urge to hurt yourself... please... call the suicide prevention hotline, there are people who want to help. Please keep fighting through the darkness. I may not know you, but if you wanna talk, I can try to help.
@imahumanperson83744 жыл бұрын
One day, scissors will be for paper. One day, razors will be for shaving. One day, knives will be for food. One day, food will be for eating. One day, pills will be for the sick. One day, hearts will not be broken. One day, people will like me. One day, I will be loved. One day, all of us including me will recover 🌹
@logandelbiaggio34747 жыл бұрын
Logan Del Biaggio amen ❤️❤️❤️
@user-dq2wy1mg7e7 жыл бұрын
Lila C thank you lila
@shippyboi7 жыл бұрын
Logan Del Biaggio - One Day, somebody will know. : )
@searthrum53897 жыл бұрын
Searthrum I do know
@shippyboi7 жыл бұрын
Lit Lucario Ugh same
@miramonroe43187 жыл бұрын
I had to be so young when I first listened to this song. My mind was in such a dark place. It’s insane looking back on where I was and what my normal used to be. I’m still alive.
@lucasgrazalieze3952 Жыл бұрын
I’m so proud of you
@abbiethegamer6162 Жыл бұрын
Man, comin' back after middle achool surw is something. Yello human readin' this! Yet another survivor here. Have tried a good 4 times at least, now a senior in highachool after 7 years of suffering and still depressed lol. Atarted listenimg around 11, now 18 Not as bad but depression hasnt gottwn away. I hope one day, if anyone is listening to this and is actively atruggling you can look back after however long it takes and be happy you survived. You matter. I dont know who you are, what youve done, what you havent done, what your grades are, or anyrhing like thar. But im sure your a beautiful person jn your own right. Thank you for being alive right now. Thank you for continuing to breathe today. You're loved
@adinsleepy6 ай бұрын
You are loved too ❤
@Aishycheesecrackers4313 ай бұрын
Boys go through this aswell, chin up boys ❤️
@bev2520105 жыл бұрын
I have my chin up around people, that's why nobody knows I'm suffering. And that's why I prefer to be alone... I don't have to fake how I feel about myself when nobody's watching.
@berkleyhuffman484 жыл бұрын
Berkley Huffman heads up, you will get through this. I promise. It just takes time and patience no matter how long you have felt like this. ❤️ you will get better and anytime you need, reply to this comment
@bev2520104 жыл бұрын
@@bev252010 Hey.
@berkleyhuffman484 жыл бұрын
@@nightmarewolfy8483 That’s not true. Many studies have shown that males are more likely to experience a mental disorder at some stage in their life than females are. It's just that they often aren't given the resources and support to speak publicly about it.
@Ta1kesh4 жыл бұрын
thisss sunday I’m a girl I will NEVER say anything about it
@amberjenoko75804 жыл бұрын
100% of the comment section is depression so how about this: hi I love you
@scaredycraft27985 жыл бұрын
I love you too, but this is sad because these comments are my last ones, I’m listening to my favourite songs before I go to beachy head
@noidentity26174 жыл бұрын
Really? ☺️☺️☺️ I love you too.
@myrtlegrace83644 жыл бұрын
Don't lie to us please, thanks
@sweetesttophats85774 жыл бұрын
My daughter didn’t lie, she asked me to go through this and reply to the comments and tell everyone she loves them and for them to not take their own life because she did it for them and herself, so don’t do it and she hopes they get better. Her friends tried to stop her but she ended up shooting herself. This is very hard to write but I’m sorry on her behalf
@noidentity26174 жыл бұрын
@@noidentity2617 heh, like if this'll truly help anyone
@sweetesttophats85774 жыл бұрын
I listened to this song constantly when I was younger, it's been a few years I've gotten better but I gravitated back to this song. It hurts to remember the darkness but it's also nice to know ive grown
@abracadabrafrog9564 Жыл бұрын
it's been 8 years since i found this song. the fact that i played it religiously at 10 years old is crazy. currently moved countries & still going back and forwards with life, but i feel for 10 year old me.
@ngatauu8140 Жыл бұрын
girly you need to put this on spotify
@Alyssa-ht9xv6 жыл бұрын
I was just looking for it😂😭😭
@bubbleslife91206 жыл бұрын
Alyssa YESSSS 😍 Please!!
@rormonster98206 жыл бұрын
Yes
@elizamcrae83156 жыл бұрын
Alyssa i know right
@meastical6 жыл бұрын
PLEASE ^^
@ariaxox80716 жыл бұрын
A smile can hide a lot, can't it?
@mariehawkins82627 жыл бұрын
Georgia Likes Food It can hide way to much.
@nevillelongbottom48757 жыл бұрын
Georgia Likes Food yes and its usually to much. talking from experience
@MoMo-wz4bd6 жыл бұрын
_FrozenInTime_ Plays yes it can
@annmariecarrillo97116 жыл бұрын
_FrozenInTime_ Plays Yeah I guess so. I mean it works for me
@abbieneice50816 жыл бұрын
_FrozenInTime_ Plays it can unfortunately but eyes can't
@nathye57166 жыл бұрын
10 years later… can’t believe I’m still here. This song will always be a core memory when I was at my worst
@makaylacarey251017 күн бұрын
I was 12 years old listening to this song and I'm now 19. I'm still the girl in the front of the class but have gotten better ❤
@ary_09128 ай бұрын
It always gets me at the "my mind was messed up/you couldn't save me anyway"
@yamihirugashi33228 жыл бұрын
Same
@madisonfrancis1398 жыл бұрын
Same
@louisexxx8658 жыл бұрын
+Yami Hirugashi same for me
@saphirediamond2128 жыл бұрын
YASS 😭😭
@joygreer20288 жыл бұрын
same
@AnimeLover-yj3fx8 жыл бұрын
There's a girl in my class who is always smiling and sometimes when one of us spaces off we accidentally look at each other. When the other one realized we start making funny faces and being weird to make the other laugh. There is a girl in my class who is so nice and kind to everyone, and always holds a helping hand There was girl in my class who posted "KMS" on her story and everyone took it as a joke. That night we lost a helping hand... and I lost a friend...
@InsomniacRavyn5 жыл бұрын
Buggyboo Fangirl i bet she was great and amazing from what you’ve described. i’ve never been through a loss like that but i wanted to let you know you’re great too💕
@cb-ht6be5 жыл бұрын
@@cb-ht6be thank you
@InsomniacRavyn5 жыл бұрын
Buggyboo Fangirl ummmm I uh relate to the first part it’s like me....
@suryanshdasgupta1435 жыл бұрын
Oh my gosh I am so sorry no one ever sees the signs even if they are right there I am so so sorry she sounded like a great person and what ever you do please don't follow in her foot steps the world needs more people like you and here I am sorry again I know exactly how you feel school can be a painful place please don't take this comment the wrong way I am here if you want to talk I am sorry again
@drmoonrat9404 жыл бұрын
@@drmoonrat940 thank you.
@InsomniacRavyn4 жыл бұрын
it’s hitting new years and im proud i’ve made it to another year
@kjuromi4496 Жыл бұрын
I’m proud of you to! Keep going! Sending virtual love….
@ApprovedShortPerson10 ай бұрын
I relapsed again. Almost 3 months clean. This song is literally me. Every day. It sucks bc your alone. And nobody really cares or wants the truth about how she really is.
@JC-bq3vd2 жыл бұрын
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
I hope you can get clean. And I hope you get better. Continue being you strong self even if you don’t feel you can be❤
@ApprovedShortPerson10 ай бұрын
did anyone else notice that half way through the song instead of saying "There is a girl." it said "There was a girl" that part broke my heart
@Mel-yc4kv6 жыл бұрын
Luffyanna I think it's showing the evolution of the girl leading up to it. Because she went from happy to completely out of it with sadness to took her last breath so she can be happy again
@jazzlynwilson87586 жыл бұрын
Luffyanna Oh My God....
@lilyholdaway56356 жыл бұрын
Almost 5 months clean of cutting.. This is the most clean I've been since I was 11. I'm actually really proud of myself.
@hellbaby52357 жыл бұрын
z0mbi3hunt3r that is absolutely amazing!! You are doing amazing!! I am still fighting my battles, but I will remember you, and if you can do it, I can!!!
@suptruckersxd80947 жыл бұрын
z0mbi3hunt3r almost two months
@angelinavitro83556 жыл бұрын
Congratulations! I'm glad your clean of cutting! I'm trying to get clean of skipping meals, I only basically eat less than one meal a day now. But I'm starting to eat more. But the point is, I'm happy for you!
@laurad29556 жыл бұрын
z0mbi3hunt3r gosh...Icant even be clean for 2 days T-T
@becool46426 жыл бұрын
Be Cool be strong, this was over 4 months ago, and in that time, I was hospitalized for suicidal thoughts.. I resisted the urge and told my campus officer, I went to sundance and did almost 3 weeks, and im still clean, so whatever you do, focus on your future. kik me if you feel things start to go wrong.. ceillover1221
@hellbaby52356 жыл бұрын
To reading this this, I would listen to this song a couple of years ago and cry my eyes out relating to this song. Now I am back listening to it to see how much I have grown. I say that to tell you that you are needed here in this world. I love you and so does everyone else. Ik things might be hard but trust me things do get better. It’s always the question if “when?” For everyone it’s different but trust me it does. Stay here❤️
@chloeb22883 жыл бұрын
I listened to this at a time where I was sure I would never even live to be 18, today I’m 24 and I come back to these songs just to kinda, console my younger self, telling her it will get better ❤
@josephinemadolobergquist73259 ай бұрын
Someone I know asked me “how can I be depressed at your age” (I’m 13 almost 14) Depression is not limited to your age a five year old could have it if you really payed attention.
@Miadixoneq4 жыл бұрын
True I read a story about a little transgender girl. "Mommy I would rather die than live another day as a boy." This kid was wishing for death at 4.
@gachajames54814 жыл бұрын
Gacha Whiticorn you mean boy?
@perfectentertainment16954 жыл бұрын
@@perfectentertainment1695 no the kid is MTF.
@gachajames54814 жыл бұрын
Gacha Whiticorn no at 4 years old you should be learning how to take a shit on a toilet and watching Ben 10 not changing your gender or any of that bullshit as a child I liked to dress up in girls clothes and shit yeah I know it’s gay but I did it because I looked up to my mum and thought she was the coolest all I’m saying is is that’s fucked up if your saying to people your kid is trans at the age of 4 come on people
@perfectentertainment16954 жыл бұрын
@@perfectentertainment1695 there is not age requirement to now if your trans
@Seldnic4 жыл бұрын
I always read the comments, listening to peoples problems. It makes me sad, but happy knowing i'm not the only who feels like a prisoner in my own body xxxx
@amy_marie8 жыл бұрын
Same
@madisonfrancis1398 жыл бұрын
same it's nice to know your not alone. but still hurts that we feel like we are.
@angelogallardo96448 жыл бұрын
Be glad you don't. It is really saddening to read through them though.
@catherinepeterson19358 жыл бұрын
Ikr 😒😭
@ithurts.83658 жыл бұрын
yeah I agree
@kirsten._.8 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this song it got me through some truly terrible periods in 10-15 year old me’s life. This song will forever hold a special place in my heart.
@haleysmokes76182 жыл бұрын
It gets better y’all. I listened to this song every single day in middle school. I’m a sophomore in college now and trust me. It isn’t worth it. Don’t end your life now because you’ll never know all the good that life will throw your way if you just stick around for it.
@Mrssydhub3 жыл бұрын
Thanks I really needed this
@eisthebestletter78369 ай бұрын
I'm confused... I'm always laughing, smiling, and joking around during the day. But the moment when everyone's asleep, I suddenly feel something come over my body and tell me bad things. I cry and purposely scratch myself to the point where as I bleed and it feels good...
@aalexx71656 жыл бұрын
Alexis Baby i have done that since i was 10 i'm now 13 and i'm still doing it just with sissers becaus its faster. You are not alone! Everyone think that i'm happy just because i'm smiling. no one knows that i'm selfharming and think about suicide every single day.
@megliva44446 жыл бұрын
Alexis. Pretending you're fine is part of the problem because you cant pretend forever. I am 33 and I still self harm but I am now at a point where I cant pretend anymore. You need to tell someone how you really feel no matter if that's a teacher or a friend. hugs sweetie
@layladawson31806 жыл бұрын
Alexis Baby I do the same thing because I’m insecure about alot of things, I never got bullied real bad or anything I just learned not to like certain things about me I even fake a smile sometimes because I really like to spread positivity but sometimes I don’t have any positivity to spread and that’s okay, i just don’t want people to feel how I feel. Life’s tough just keep trying and don’t give up, sometimes it’s harder than it was the day before but it’s worth it. Y’all are all amazing and it’s okay to feel bad about yourself some days, I’m still trying to feel good about myself some days too, I know how hard it can be.🖤
@xxxxxxxxxxxx40576 жыл бұрын
Alexis Baby I feel like that to, but BTS and kpop saved my life believe it or not. I was very suicidal, I still have suicidal thoughts but I know I won't do it.
@pastelpockysticks22626 жыл бұрын
I’ve done that since I was 9... I’m 12 now... I laugh, I’m goofy, hyper but when everyone’s asleep I’m almost in tears, scratching myself so hard. I have cuts all over my feet...
@thatdisneynerd98536 жыл бұрын
I hate people who joke about depression. They do not know how it feels. 😥 edit: wow, thanks for so many likes and comments. ❤
@kyravanandel92645 жыл бұрын
Many people joke to cope
@reignrain40425 жыл бұрын
Exactly... I told my friend that I was depressed and he said that I was an f***ing liar and he walked away... I just decided to continue to hide behind smiles.
@jazminking75385 жыл бұрын
I have to joke about it so that I can manage
@lethallizard_44935 жыл бұрын
Kyra Van Andel So do I. That means I hate myself.
@TheAkumuKing5 жыл бұрын
Agreed.
@YTSirSweaty5 жыл бұрын
i’m not sure how this came back up on my youtube but i haven’t heard it since i was like 12 or 13. i’m 21 now and i just graduated from college and moved out of my hometown. it is so incredibly touching to see everyone’s stories of when we were younger and where we are now. healing isn’t linear and if you are reading this, please stay and keep going. i am proud of you and how far you’ve come. keep your head up and push through. you are worth it. 🫶🏻🤍
@savannahskye197311 ай бұрын
this brings back so many memories of when i was younger and would listen to this song and others like it a lot, i’m starting to slip back into that old depression again.
@bunnythefox3144 Жыл бұрын
Coming back to this song because I was reminded of it, and just wanted to say thank you for writing a song which so kindly reminds us that people do care, and do notice, even if they don't always understand why. You've helped so many, and I hope that this song will continue to help many more
@_anon_does_art_10 ай бұрын
That moment when your heart is completely broken and you cant help but listen to songs like this even though it makes you cry more.
@haileybudach94058 жыл бұрын
Yaas,so true😢😢😢
@Bianca.Roxana8 жыл бұрын
yep... so true
@gamingwithmunchies65918 жыл бұрын
Same👌🏻💯
@adrianareyes46428 жыл бұрын
depression...The only thing that I'm scared from...
@stefanjanevski46638 жыл бұрын
+Stefan Janevski same. I should be happy with all of the people who love me, but I just can't sometimes. The only reason I'm ever happy anymore is my friends online. But so many people online are so mean, it hurts, truly.
@Sarah-gv7sf8 жыл бұрын
Her: “Starts singing” You can all ready hear her pain 😥
@mto76484 жыл бұрын
Me
@anastasiaknutsen45583 жыл бұрын
Literally💔.
@unknownunicorn80673 жыл бұрын
It’s crazy, when I was eight years old I found this song to do an improv dance to, and I never thought anything of it. Years later I’m 17 years old and I deal with the same issues in the song and I remembered it it had to find it, and it’s so scary because I felt everything in this song
@AllixandryaJordynn2 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it .. Dont quit you are still young
@alexdaniel56412 жыл бұрын
4 years ago i used to hear this so often and fely every lyrics.. Now i noticed it's melody is really comforting..
@wallflower4384 Жыл бұрын
“Just a cut?” Just a scratch. “What’s that mark?” “It was the cat.” Just an excuse Just a lie “What’s with all the bracelets?” “Just fashion, why?” Just a tear Just a scream “Why were you crying?” “Just a bad dream.” But it’s not just a cut, or a tear or a lie. It’s always. “ just one more. “ Committing suicide doesn’t end the pain. It passes it onto someone else.
@Lee-dz8zj4 жыл бұрын
this is such a good poem and very heart warming thank you Amen
@genesisplayzgacha12664 жыл бұрын
undeadfan No, you are making up everyone’s mind. What if they will care? Someone cares about you even if you don’t know it.
@Lee-dz8zj4 жыл бұрын
This poem touched my heart 💖💖
@yoisme66954 жыл бұрын
undeadfan I'm sorry you are hurting. Even if no one you know loves you I love you. You got up today and for that I'm proud of you. You deserve so much more then you think. I hope it will get better.❤️
@adiafearn50944 жыл бұрын
undeadfan. If I can help in any way please let me know. ♥️
@adiafearn50944 жыл бұрын
Did you know People with depression actually try to help others depressed or others feeling sad?. At least in my case..
@TR-oc7hh5 жыл бұрын
I can relate
@christalarmand85755 жыл бұрын
UnKnOwN OooOoOoOo yes me too I was at school today and this guy in one of my classes was getting bullied and I tried to help him feel a little better I know it’s not depression but he was still sad so... btw I did tell someone what they were doing to him
@natalienolastname36805 жыл бұрын
True
@yuuhoyuu33715 жыл бұрын
Same here. It's because I don't want people to go through what I go through. That's the only reason I'm still alive actually. My brothers would likely become depressed if I suicided. I don't want that burden placed on their shoulders, so I live for them.
@ZimLikesPastaAnimation5 жыл бұрын
Yeah, definitely me. I'm always trying to be there when I notice someone behaving similar to me.
@HestiasNemesis5 жыл бұрын
This song feels like an old home I haven’t visited in a while. Glad to see so many people made it back all these years later alive ❤
@adankmemeindisguise1654 Жыл бұрын
It doesn’t matter how many times I’ve heard this song. Every time I’ve come back to it I still cry 😭
@curlymae71412 жыл бұрын
5 years and I’m still listening to this 💖
@angelwestern51615 жыл бұрын
Same here
@dyamondbolden59595 жыл бұрын
Same
@the_adventurer48175 жыл бұрын
@Tori Reaggle dude I'm 9 I'M GOING THREW A LOT OF STUFF
@croosin5 жыл бұрын
Angel Western same
@camrynrose43605 жыл бұрын
Tori Reaggle no they mean they been listening to it for five years
@camrynrose43605 жыл бұрын
This song is everyone that struggles with depression, remember you aren’t alone I’ll always be with you stay strong for me yeah? (:
@fbi36075 жыл бұрын
Jin Soul no
@KatieParsons-kd9zb5 жыл бұрын
Yea
@MJ-yu7dv4 жыл бұрын
question d u like BTS your name says jin soul sooo just a thought and BTS is my only happyness sooo
@kirawirges25354 жыл бұрын
I can’t promise that at all today. I’m sorry for not being strong enough to fight for survival, I have to give up I don’t belong here, I don’t have a place here, I’m not needed I am worthless to myself even if someone tells me I’m not because I know that’s not true. I’m sorry that I am not going to see tomorrow if my friends don’t come in time
@noidentity26174 жыл бұрын
@@noidentity2617 i feel the same way
@kirawirges25354 жыл бұрын
coming back to this song after like 5 years. im finally getting better. theres hope you guys, even if you dont see it yet. pls try and stay safe
@Lana-yi5jn2 жыл бұрын
i'm so proud of you!
@_csinti_2 жыл бұрын
The way she described the girl is probably the closest thing a person has ever come to knowing me. Even though this wasn’t written for me it feels so soothing.
@trashdrawstrash63333 жыл бұрын
My friend asked me, "Do you actually have depression?" Due to me saying "I have crippling depression lol" when a kid in my class annoys me. I replied, "No! People that are actually depressed don't tell everyone and deny every conversation about it." And little did my friend know, I was denying it, and I keep my feelings inside.
@nustella58665 жыл бұрын
*** Nustella *** I'm here for you stay strong 💛
@kittykat45515 жыл бұрын
A similar thing happened to me, I was walking home with 2 friends and the conversation came up so I said “Yup I’ve got depression” so they got kinda annoyed saying depression wasn’t something to joke about and I should be serious about it Truth is I try to fake happiness and normality around others and since then I’ve chosen to not tell anyone no matter what
@user-oj2ko5yi4z5 жыл бұрын
I have to joke about it so ppl talk to me no ever asked if i have it or not
@Cagy1155 жыл бұрын
@@user-oj2ko5yi4z I have something quite similair to that. I find myself quite often making jokes about depression/suicide, even though my friends tell me it's a serious subject and I know that.
@someperson61375 жыл бұрын
You should never deny it. It makes it worse.
@chewymilk15895 жыл бұрын
I used to listen to this heavily in high school. Back in 2013 I had forgotten about it and it just popped back up in my recommendations ✨ It gets better, and this song is a reminder of that. I was suicidal and hated myself and I am just loving life now and grateful I did not take my life
@ariandajuliette77835 жыл бұрын
Everyone says it gets better, they say that about breakups as well but... is 5 months not long enough to move on from someone? If that doesn't get better, I doubt the worse issue will.
@berkleyhuffman484 жыл бұрын
Same here except I’ve dealt with suicidal thoughts since elementary school and I’m finally seeing a little improvement. I saw this song again and it reminds me of what I went through.. it’s been so many years and I’m glad I’m now seeing the light
@kacimatthe10004 жыл бұрын
knowing i was listening to this song at 7 years old whilst i’m 16 now honestly upsets me so much. from 9 years ago, my mental state has honestly just decreased so much to the point i didn’t think id still be here now. these songs bring me a sense of comfort and safety as i’ve grew up listening to them repeatedly. this and “her last words” are extremely relatable and honestly will forever stay with me
@nolani5378 Жыл бұрын
I used to listen to this song from the time I was eleven. I'm 20 now. It popped up on my video recommendations tonight. Been in kind of a bad place today, trying to reach out on video comments and social media for the first time in my life. Don't know if it's progress or insanity, really. Guess I'll be crying it out. Sometimes sad music helps me cry it out.
@MariaHernandez-eb8ki Жыл бұрын
Sending you a virtual hug 🤗
@prostfan Жыл бұрын
Sending you virtual love. Stay strong I know you can bae
@ApprovedShortPerson10 ай бұрын
Dad: your pretty Me:hahahah oh wait your not joking ...why are you lying
@autumnsullivan18385 жыл бұрын
Ive actually said that to my bf once he kinda got annoyed
@unknownshadow65275 жыл бұрын
Hi stranger, go to the mirror, but, dont only look at your face and body, go there and try to see your soul, now let me ask you, are you beautiful? Because i see you are❤
@alerisichinose58224 жыл бұрын
At least your dad gives a shit to compliment you
@theegg5004 жыл бұрын
But it doesn't matter if your pretty, or not. It matters if your okay, please get help.
@theegg5004 жыл бұрын
I would say that but my parents would get worried about me....
@calchmielewski90724 жыл бұрын
Mom, Dad you lost your daughter years ago
@maiahenry68175 жыл бұрын
Ik
@carlylapre87534 жыл бұрын
I'm back at this point in my life, where I just listen to this song on repeat. I really wish this song was on Spotify
@NightCore-zАй бұрын
I also am back to this point in life. Stay strong
@sandrazaluski982Ай бұрын
its strange coming back to this song and "her last words" and seeing they both have millions of likes/views.. these songs always felt like a secret of mine in middle school
@kellygiardino207313 күн бұрын
Today, children and teens, have the same levels of anxiety, depression and mental health problems, as people in mental asylums in the 1950s, just think about that, I’m not even surprised...
@parsnip_44455 жыл бұрын
Are u saying most of everyone here should be in a mental asylum? 🤔🤔🤔
@liamdraws78005 жыл бұрын
Itz L3ah well if it was the 1950s then yes
@parsnip_44455 жыл бұрын
I have depression... i'm 12 and i'm cutting myself
@BossaDino5 жыл бұрын
ST4T1C PlAiN on my channel page thingy you can find my insta, if u ever want to talk I’m here x
@parsnip_44455 жыл бұрын
@@BossaDino Please, please flush the blades. Its hard but it's worth it. You've got to do this. If for no one else, for me. Get rid of them please.
@zacharybowman89505 жыл бұрын
I hate my life. I hate that I get anxiety and panic attacks "for attention" I hate that I'm severely depressed "for attention" I hate that I'm so self conscious "for attention" I hate that I'm anorexic "for attention" And I hate that every day, I'm SCREAMING out for help but no-one can hear, and no-one is trying to. I want to put a blade to my wrist. But I'm not going to. Why? Cause I'd only be doing it "for attention" anyway.
@oblituscaritate67389 жыл бұрын
Aww Ive felt exacly like you. People thought i was doing thingd "for atention" but you can't help it. I hope things work out in the end. If things have gone better for me, i'm sure they will for you too xx
@Elles19289 жыл бұрын
I know how u feel, maybe if I died it would be "for attention" too.. because you know everyone wants attention when their dead .-. Honestly though it'll be alright, listen to music, stay strong, and don't give up
@vicislame64649 жыл бұрын
Stay strong
@kittykatstrieker9 жыл бұрын
people say that to me all the time too. but try your best to ignore them. keep your head up we are all in this together.
@brookemartin56159 жыл бұрын
Exactly that's all they say is your just doing it for attwntion
@skylarsipsock36329 жыл бұрын
I just can’t wait till I can listen to this song without breaking down🥺, 5 years later and I still feel this way :(
@mandymcglone52762 жыл бұрын
Same girl... but we are still alive! We can overcome anything ... I wish I could hug my younger self and tell her that everything will be okay and to stop doing bad things to herself.... I still get emotin while listening to this bc I was listening to it all the time . But I'm so happy that I'm in a better place now... hope you're in a better place too 😊
@sophiehearts29002 жыл бұрын
Same... I- I just want us all to be okay one day. If you ever wanna talk, I'm here💎🎇
@lauritalaurelia74762 жыл бұрын
@@lauritalaurelia7476 that's so sweet 💖 same goes for you
@sophiehearts29002 жыл бұрын
You made it this long don’t stop now ❤ love you all stay alive for me okay?
@ApprovedShortPerson10 ай бұрын
and to the girl in the back of the class, that felt the way i did : don’t fake a smile on that pretty face don’t ignore the pain don’t turn the other way don’t be that girl that’s ‘perfect’ yet feels so insecure just close your eyes, find that safe place and it won’t hurt anymore fight for your life don’t be like me you’re too good for that it doesn’t matter if you’re skinny, short or fat i’ll have hope in you and forever will i’ll be watching over you to make sure you do just that if i couldnt save my life, let me save yours i’ll make sure the pain become no more :) i hope it’s ok, though it may just get lost in the other wonderful comments 🥀
depression is a battle between wanting to be alone and not wanting to be alone
The simplicity and truth of your comment is gonna make me cry
The song Kitchen Sink by Twenty Øne Pilots has that meaning to it.
I agree. And sometimes the wanting to be alone wins. And you push everyone away and shut everyone, then the wanting a friend comes through and you realize you no longer have any. The best part? You have no reason as to why you shut them out and you beat yourself up for it
and a chemical inbalance
I always been alone until I met my girl and she moved I've always wanted her with me so I want to be alone but I want her it makes sense now
I don't even remember what happiness feels like.
i dont remember what being normal feels like
***** That's what people tell me. But i haven't seen it yet
Same 😔
+*Ariella* your not alone and u will find happiness one day you have you experiense the huricane if you wish to see a beautiful rainbow you r beautiful and u r love no matter what and the hardest battles r given to the strongest soldiers hun
+Hannah Herrera same :/
This and “Her Last Words” were common for me to listen to in middle school. That alone should explain my mental state at the time.
Yea tht and this song r on my playlist, along with some other not so happy songs. I’ve played a few and ik tht some of my family have heard it, they just don’t care enough to help or ask if I’m ok. I’d say tht I’m fine or tht it doesn’t matter anyways
Sameeee
I feel really bad, this was my comfort song in 4th grade along with her last words
Yeah. This song, her last words, and baby don't cut (acoustic because I liked it better than the normal) are my comfort songs that make me cry every. single. time. It has sorta been getting better after I got a friend group even if I always feel like I'm not really important and I get ignored a lot...
They were the go tos
I was 13 when i found this, im 18 now, years of pain and close calls got me to this point. Im doing much better, thank you, to everyone reading, u will see the light one day
As someone in a similar position, now 18 and looking back, things do get better, and it is worth it to keep living
I'm glad to hear that you are doing better ❤
I just turned 18 and am still waiting to see this light. I’ve been struggling for 6 years and only getting worse. Losing hope, I don’t think that promised light will ever arise
@kaylen9580 it's definitely tough, try talking to a friend or someone you trust
Same here
A smile hides more than a mood.
Tillie Kroupa true this is me im like the happiest guy in school but when im alone i feel depress and think about suicide
er that sucks Alec.. Im not the happiest person but i smile alot and dont tell anyone how i feel, so i knwo how u feel, i guess.
Jørgen Poulsen I hide just fine
Jørgen Poulsen it's like in 13 reasons why if people would have paid attention to Hannah they would have known and she would be alive
Norwegian!!!
"You dont cut how are you depressed?" Cutting isnt the only form of self harm and if ur depressed you dont always cut/self harm
See I don't cut. I just don't want to hurt myself, so I starve myself. Until I die (:
@@xsoapyx8652 no pls dont Ily and others love you we have to stick together
Sometimes the worst pain is loving a world that wouldn't care if you're gone.
I never cut now. I know I depressed but I don’t want to hurt myself. I just feel numb. I used to cut long time ago but I’m sure the old me was happy.
@@rebekah_plk I'm sure we were all happy at some point, but now a lot of us if not all of us have forgot what happiness feels like.
i’ve just recently found this song again at 23 years old & it hurts knowing how much pain 13/14 year old me was in having this song on repeat 🥺
pain of having shitty music taste maybe💀🔥🔥
Same here ❤
Yes I agree! I was at that age too when I started to become depressed… I’m 23 now with two kids and everyday I ask myself where did my life go wrong…
Literally ….
I’m happy life didn’t end at 13-14 🥲
After 5 years, I’m back. Last time I tried was when I was 16 and luckily I survived. I’m now 21 and a much happier person, I’m glad to say that I’m 2 years, 2 months and 21 days free from SH. I wanna inspire someone here to live to see another day, you deserve it. Keep breathing
The first time I heard this song I was 17 and a junior in high school, in 2013. I'm glad we both kept fighting!
Y'all lucky. I listened to this when I was around 10-12. Things aren't worse but not exactly better. I'm gonna be 20 in a few months here and I think I've just gotten worse both mentally and emotionally
@@icyhotz8727 I'm sorry friend-- I hate saying "it will get better" because it sounds scripted and ingenuine. But I do believe you will see a day where you're content more than you're not, you smile more than you cry, and where you look back and you said "I made it." Some days, even now, are a struggle. I'll admit struggling as an adult feels weird because you can't just sit in your sadness the way you could as a kid. I hope you find a pathway in life that brings you so much joy you feel it in your chest, toes, and throat. I hope your favorite morning drink tastes like magic and that you feel a little bit of air under your steps. And if you ever need a friend, you can lean on me. I hope you know you don't have to walk these roads alone
@@icyhotz8727I no what you mean I'm the same atm
SO SO SO PROUD OF YOU!!
when a singers voice creaks with emotion whilst singing you know they believe what there saying.
emily ta can you list some please?
@@lpssisters1154 ,,stupid and anxious" That voice hits me every time
Lps Sisters watch *One More Light Live* by Linkin Park; you'll hear Chester Bennington's voice give out
Exactly
@@shadedergu9921 I love linkin park😕
it’s scary how so many beautiful people can relate to this
I can relate to this. And I'm not beautiful.
I can relate but I'm far from beautiful
Yeah..
Im ugly
@@d0llheart same
For anyone who is here now. I’m back to say I was here too at 15, I’m now 22 & married & own my home. All the pain will end I promise you just hang on❤
The pain started when my childhood friend left me at around 13 and never gave me a reason why he left, at around the age of 18 i lost my grandma to cancer, since then i've been alone battling my emotions on my own and have since tried to form pure friendships and since then a couple of my friends have ditched me and moved away to another city and were very toxic to my emotional pain. Since then i have learned to just try to survive on what i have, and have battled with cancer scares besides that, all i remember is how good it felt to cut when i was younger, and since then have tried to write down my feelings on paper instead, this world doesn't understand how much friendships and toxic people can nearly burn your life to the ground, i don't believe in dreams now and don't trust things like i used to when i was younger, i find comfort in just being alone and just alone in my thoughts, and just trying to rebuild something in my life before the tide comes back to take it back, anyways my book is closed i'm not trusting anything anymore.
@@jaimitopadilla5463take things one moment at a time
Wow i am so happy you made it!!! When I found the song i was 15 too. And i am about to turn 25 soon… i wish i could tell younger people the same… that all this would end one day. I am happy to read some good stories under this song after rediscovering that part of my youth. It‘s so important to keep on moving and to believe in change. It‘s even more important to tell others that things can take turns for the better if you work on yourself. I forgot about that until i read your comment. Gotta get back on track.
Thank u ❤🙏
I will. 8 years of suffering are officially over for me just because I said so. depression doesn't dictate my life, because it's mine, not hers!
This was a song that meant so much to me when I was 12. I'm 21 now and I've gravitated back to this song. There's people that say it gets better and you just have to wait. Not everything gets better, trauma will haunt you, memories will follow and be brought up in everything you do. I still feel the things I felt when I was 12 and I won't ever forget it. Life goes on and things do get better. But you have to try and work on yourself. Things don't just get better. Your mind won't just get better. I get better for my 12 year old self that deserved a chance to be a child. I like to think 12 year old me is watching the adult version of us. Only do life for yourself.
completely agreed. healing is a journey
Unfortunately, having been thru a war, raising 2 wonderful girls, getting crippled......even after 50 a constant struggle.
This is so unreal, but the song also meant sm to me when I was 12 & im here listening at 21 feeling all those things I did then. Some wounds really never heal.
glad i made it to 19. my 13 year old self wouldve never believed :)
i aint reading all that fr bro😭🙏
I’m not depressed.... I don’t have anxiety... I’m not anorexic... I don’t cut... I don’t burn... I smile... I laugh... I joke with my friends... I have fun... *Thats the outside.*
I am depressed... I don’t have anxiety.... I am not anorexic... I cut... I burn... I hurt and bleed... I push away the people to protect them from the things that I am
Wow, i thought this was going to be a shitty "motivational" comment, and relatable af
Im depressed I have anxiety I’m anorexic I cut I burn :/ I want to disappear
homegirls you need to see a therapist
i have one ☝️
I hate how people at my school make fun of suicide and self harm, it's not something to joke about
Btw I luv this song so much ❤️
Cassie Crowson same suicide is no joke because one day your going to be joking around about it and then the next thing you know the principal of your school will tell you that your friend had committed suicide and then your going to tell me your just going to sit and think its a some practical joke. Well then jokes all on you then you try to call your friend but his/her mom picks up and tells you herself. Think its a joke now well think again. Suicidal thoughts and people are not a joke you can help them see the good in their life and what they can do, not what they can't do then you'll be the one to push them to that point of suicide. Build up someone's hopes and dreams. Don't break them down. 😐😐😐
Journey Bennet People are horrible, I wish people could just be nice and treat everyone the way they deserve to be treated. This world doesn't understand what it's like to feel suicidal or to self harm (etc) only the ones who have felt it. Very few who haven't has been sweet and smart enough to not make fun of it. I wish they could understand what it's like..
I always joke about depression because i am depressed and i don't want people to know.If i joke about it, they'll just think it's just another joke.
walking meme that makes sense. My school diagnosed me with depression.? But I know you don't have to be diagnosed to have it. The school focuses on helping me when they should be helping my best friend. I only hate it because my best friend self harms and whenever someone makes fun of it it makes me cry. And just the other day this guy at my school walked up to her and asked for the rubber band that was on her wrist and she said no. And then he said,"I know you are depressed and cutting yourself." And laughed. Which really messed me up because she does do it and he didn't even know. He joked about it before and I told him to not make fun of self harm by me and anyway and he still did it. I'm just really sensitive to the subject I guess since that happens. But what you said does make a lot of sense, I understand why. But there are a lot of people who don't have depression and make fun of it because it's "funny" to them. (There own words btw.) I won't lie sometimes I to cope with it I just pretend it doesn't exist. I'm sorry I'm telling you my problems, but tbh it feels good to vent because I was the only person who knew about her. Thank you a lot, and best wishes to you.☺️❤️
A girl at my school committed suicide last month by walking into the trailer of a tractor trailer. She was said to be one of the most happiest people and best to talk to about grief. I didn’t know her personally but I see myself in her. I almost committed suicide a few years ago, it’s hard, she was 15 and I was 12 at the time. Poor girl, rest well sweet angel.
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
Rip
@@TK-uz4ts thank you for encouraging people
After 3 years I’m back and still breathing! I made it guys! I’m okay! 🥹🥹
I’m really glad that you did! It’s not easy but you were very strong. Life can be beautiful if you chose to make it so.
Congrats babyy!!!
That is awesome!!!!! 😮
want a cookie?😭⁉️
@@kismet8583what are these comments ur leaving bro
The fact that some of people who listened to this song are not alive now anymore
it hurts me
I was almost one of those people
@@sleepybi3244 I’m glad you’re still here ❤️
@@sleepybi3244 im so proud of you, you're so brave, plsss stay here, suicide is not the answer, it's passing the sadness to other.
Technically, you could say that about any song. lol (Just trying to lighten the mood, not troll
It’s scary how many people can relate to this song
Ikr...
Yup...
Yeah it really is
Its... Worrying.
Yup... like me
About 2 months ago, my best friend committed suicide. We used to share a KZhead account because we had all of the same taste. She hung herself in the room we used to play barbies when we were younger. She was playing this song when I walked into the room. That’s where I found her. Lifeless. Pale. I miss her.
@UCMDF8AvXiowZR92LEzgB7JA She isn't fucking "selfish" for committing suicide. The pain got too much and nobody realized how she was feeling, and this person has already been through enough pain without you speaking ill of the dead. It hasn't even been a year yet, asshole.
@@hunnybunny3211 I don't think you realize just how harmful what you said was. She was not selfish, she only wanted her pain to end, may she rest in peace
@@hunnybunny3211 Yeah?? Cause she was in pain??? Depression is a horrible mental illness that distorts people's reality and thoughts, as sad as it is she probably thought she was doing them a favor. That's how terrible depression is, think before you say these things.
@@hunnybunny3211 What the fuck??? Suicide isn't selfish. I bet you that she didn't feel like anyone would care. That she didn't think anything would be able to get better. When it gets to that point, you feel like the only way to solve everything is by offing yourself. It's a terrible feeling, trust me. I felt that a lot for a while and still do sometimes. I can guarantee you that she didn't want to hurt anyone. She might have thought she'd be doing the whole world a favor by doing it. You deserve a punch in the gut for calling someone who lost their battle selfish. As for the person who posted the original comment, I'm so sorry for your loss. Please stay strong. Your friend is watching over you and I'm sure she loves you. I hope you're doing alright.
@@booknerd7986 what did they say?
i listened to this so often five years ago, i didn’t think i would make it to 18. here i am i’m in college and have a plan for my future. it’s still hard sometimes, but i’m holding on. i know there’s something out there for me even when i don’t feel like there is. i made it this far and i can keep going. all of you should keep fighting too, you’ll make it out of this.
Thank you it means so much to hear someone say that. I will try to continue fighting like you Thank you ❤️🩹
You've got this xx in the same boat
'There IS a girl in the front of my class' Later on: 'There WAS a girl at the front of my class' That made me cry when I noticed it qwq
T^T
hold up I didn't realize omg
JuSt AmAi I was like- Wait... HOLD UP
WHAT?!? Do they mean like they died?!?
Wait ಠ_ʖಠ ,*gasp* its true
Hangman teaches us that saying the wrong thing could end someone's life
oh wow
You stole that from a picture
Alexis Coberly that was awesome
Shut the fuck up, I know exactly what it's like to have strong depression, You have no clue what I have been through! All I said was she stole that from a picture that I saw on instagram..I didn't say anything offensive what so ever I was just stating facts, so I think you can go ahead and shut the hell up!
She didn't use it for a profile pic she commented it and didn't give credit & I have no clue why the actual fuck you got so defensive because I didn't do shit to offend anyone.
I was 14 listening to this song daily fighting the darkest demons. I still bare the scars, but happy to say I’m now 24 in the best relationship I’ve ever been in, have a stable home, I’m an HR professional, and it’s been 7 years since I self harmed. It gets better ❤
im so beyond happy and proud of you!! ❤
I remember crying and constantly listening to this song being in a really dark place of my depression I was only a little girl I didn’t think I would make it past 16 I’m now 20 :)
I'm so proud of you
@@ptitflocondelumiere01010 thank you ❤ now i’m 22 with two kids and just had my second of april 19.2033 and i think i’m going through postpartum depression i wanna leave but i can’t because they need me but i don’t want to go to get help because help doesn’t help
Faking a smile is easier then explaining why your sad
every thing is harder even a smile but try to be positive before it's too late and you become a pessimist like me.
it so hard, i agree. I cant be positive anymore, i just have a terrible life in my head. to everyone else i look perfect.
Katie Nicole so true thats what I do😥
Bitch why you hating on people with depression. You get back to me when you've felt my pain and you've thought my thoughts. You probably never felt the way we do. We think that nobody's cares.Nobody loves us. No one will miss us so let's kill ourselves because the pain is to much to handle
Spectrum I just want to say I'm so deeply sorry that your so hurt it makes you feel better to hurt other people it's really just sad. But you really should know that deep down it isn't really making you feel any better because if it did you just simply wouldn't have so much hate in your heart 😢😭😭😭 I will pray for you😍💗🙏😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
It’s scary when... the people in the comment section care more then my friends and family 🖤
Guess we just understand it better having gone through a lot of this stuff on our own or losing someone this exact way
It really is tho
Evalina Queen Very true... I feel like all these people get me and what I’m going through and they are so understanding...unlike.. my family and friends ...
Coz actual people exist here they dont in real life no one would care if u said anything which is depressing
*HUGGGGGGG*
This is the type of music I never want anyone I know to ever know I listen to. I’m 24, and I’ve come back to this song a couple times. I’ve been dealing with a current depressive episode, even tho I swear it feels like my entire life is a depressive episode. But I struggle with emotional permanence, but I really want to remind myself and OTHERS that this feeling will pass. Stay strong. I love you, even tho I don’t know you ❤️
Needed this ❤ made me feel less alone
I'm a 46 yo guy and I feel this song even though I have never cut. It's ok to related to this song no matter your journey in life. May your life be full of wonder and joy. Love from a stranger going through life one step at a time.
Same but I am 8
Still here nine years later, crying to this song like I heard it the first time ❤ I was 14 and alone when I first listened to this, I now have an amazing and loving fiancé, and a beautiful baby boy. For everyone who has come back to share their stories, you’re all so strong x
i love how this isn’t the stereotypical “emo” protagonist and it shows that popularity doesn’t make you not depressed or suicidal.
When she sang: 'There *was* a girl.' I almost cried.
mini quake I cried...
I cried sm
I cried so much oml its unhealthy
i did cry seriously , as ive been so close
I actually cried it's so sad
I've depressed since I was 9 and this song still comes to me when I'm feeling this way
i wish you all the best, take care
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong
Thank you both. Honestly I still feel like crap. Never really thought I'd make it to 20. I'm hiding these feelings from my friends who took me in because I was homeless have been for a while, and a bunch of junk has happened to me recenrly and i came back to rhis song. Things are just rough honestly.
@@josylingallup2713hi I can relate to you. May God bless you. Honestly I am feeling bad as well but found hope in the LORD JESUS CHRIST. Maybe you can open up to Jesus as well. I wish you all the best!
pov: you used to listen to this at 13 & cry yourself to sleep, now you’re 22 & have found yourself back in the same place….
I came here, because after surviving 23+ suicide attempts, i finally chose to start healing and i accepted the pain as a part of life. I chose to learn and grow from it, not die from it. Now, when i listen to these songs, they motivate me, and remind me of what i survive through! Im only 15..... If i had succeded in the suicide attempts...i would have been dead at 6-11 years old.... .....But..... Im still alive, because i chose to keep fighting! I chose to live! I made the decision to heal! And you can too!
@@MIRAGE_autobots thank goodness for that!!! 🥹 you belong & you matter. i wish you a life of healing, prosperity, happiness & love ❤️💫🌏✨
when my children ask "what are those?" ill say "battle scars AND i never want to see them on you"
What if they see that as "hide your scars so i wont be dissapointed in you"
@@30ratsstackedinatrenchcoat91 tru
Don't worry. Sometimes the people with the most beautiful of hearts are the one with the most scars.........
@@mrknowitall0179 we have battle scars because we survived the war
First of all why would you cut yourself when you have kids ARE YOU TRYING TO LET THEM SEE YOUR DEAD BODY AND LEAVE THEM IN A ORPHANAGE.
*How does someone so perfect* *Feel so insecure* *How does someone so loving* *Learn to hate her own guts* The surprise attack of Depression
I used to listen to this in grade 7/8 and haven’t in years. I just graduated and it still hurts and reminds me of me. It hurts to know I haven’t changed much lol
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
"Don't be angry when people post their sad stories here. People post their stories on the Internet because no one else would listen." --Peter Harker
Honor Riisee, Are you okay Love ?
Eloise DrtB, I'm alright hun. Just posting up a comment I saw from someone and I decided to just spread the word. But thank you Hun for asking💖
Honor Riisee, Okay Love, I'm just glad if you're okay ! Take care
Eloise DrtB, Thank you hun❤Take care as well darlin💕
Honor Riisee, Thank you Love
i honestly don't know how i feel anymore when i'm with friends i'm so happy but when i'm alone... i hate myself and i forget what happiness is
happiness is what you make it out to be. it may seem hard to achieve, but with a good support system, i have no doubt that you can do it. ((: xx
thx:)
I feel u I have been there plenty of times even today but u just have to think positive and think of the best memories u have to think if u don't have one make up something like meeting ur idol or in my mind eating a huge sundae :)
tanks:)
haha welcome ;)
They didn't notice I was crying They didn't notice I was sad They didn't notice I was tired They didn't notice I was alone. They didn't notice I was depressed They didn't notice I was suicidal They didn't notice I was actually trying to make other people smile. They did notice my failing grades They did notice my unattractive They did notice the mean side of me They did notice all of my mistakes They did notice all of my flaws they noticed all the bad things about me but they never try to get a good look at me and say oh your so smart oh your so funny your so perfect:(
I wish you all the best, keep holding on Don't give up
Mood ❤
Makes sense
Your right. They don't notice. Go to the psycho logistics or group therapy,if it didn't work?go to church, and read the Bible. God will show the way.❤
I'm sure your wonderful stay strong ❤️
jan 2020 my childhood bestfriend who's a teen took her own life and this is what I saw in her Watch History. It's 2021 and I still come back to this. Now I know how she felt.
She's in HEAVEN
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it ...
It's so sad that so many feel this way and yet the world still ignores it 😔
I feel the same way, and I hate People who make fun of it and don't realize how serious this issue is
AmberTerra that's honestly rlly cool and a good idea
That's a good idea...
Hunter Green yeah and my family doesn't see it at all
Hunter Green there need to me more done about depression then just a phone number
Teacher: “ what do you want to be when you get older?” Me:..I haven’t ever thought about it My mind: I want to be dead..now or when I get older is fine, as long as it happens soon...
I won’t let you die....you can beat this pain and sadness; and, I’ll be there too stand and fight by you’re side for all eternity. I love, care for, and cherish you with all my heart and soul eternally and I swear on my life and soul that nothing will ever change that. I’ll do whatever it takes to make you eternally happy and at peace with yourself and life....you deserve the heaven paradise and I promise too give you that on earth if given the chance. I’ll always be here for you....even in death, I’ll still always be there too give u strength, love, peace, hope, and happiness whenever you need it🙏❤️
I have a friend who said the same thing. She was sure shed never live past 15. Her 14th birthday was awful. She thought it would be her last. But she moved schools, mads friends, became head girl and went off to her top uni, hoping to be a teacher and help kids like her. She has started a mental health group at my school and changed so many lives, including mine. It can get better. Your friends love you. I love you Stay strong!! 💖
Me
I felt that... You know the feeling of like you have no plans for your future? Like you dont know why but your not planning your future because you know that it will be over soon?
@@moonrose4118 Nothing will be over anytime soon; you’re life is to precious too just give it up for the pain too end
I am 4 months clean!
Im proud of you :)
Congratulations! ❤
👍👍👍👍
A poem I wrote inspired by this song: Counting is fun! One, Two, Three... Three tears drip down my face! So fun, right? Counting is fun! One, Two, Three, Four! Four scarring wounds. Counting is fun... One, Two, Three, Four, Five. Five burns. Counting is... fun...? One, Two, Three, Four, Five, Six... Six days since I last ate. Counting... Is... Done... Seven, Six, Five, Four, Three, Two.... I jump, and the wind runs through my hair. "One." I whisper as everything goes black.
@Potter&Lovegood thank you.
This is beautiful I hope everything gets better at least that is what I here will happen let’s hope it’s true for both of us
Never let it get to one. You are loved you are worthy even if you don’t think so. ❤
put this shit back in that head of urs bro 😭😭IT SUCKS edgar allen poe😭😭👎🏼👎🏼
Keep fighting❤ you are strong and worthy of love and happiness. Beautiful poem
"There IS a girl..." "There IS a girl..." "There IS a girl..." "There WAS a girl..." I was already crying but that hit me hard
Kaleigh Smith 😭😭😭
Me too :(
☹️
Kaleigh Smith I didn’t even notice until this comment
...😞😞
We’re all suicidal kids just telling each other suicide isn’t the answer
Erika The truth is most certainly there..
cause we're the only one who really understands what's it like
Yup
no cap
True
This got me through middle school, I’m now 23 just graduated from college…Thank you
I have 5 to-go songs to listen to when i feel bad. This one, Her Last Words by Courtney Parker, Count by Lottie Hartnack, Hey Little Girl by sophiemarie.b, and Baby Don't Cut by B-Mike. I can now officially say that i have memorized these 5 songs and others word for word
I hope you never have to listen to those songs because your getting better. You are worthy strong and loved.
The fact that I listen to 4/5 of those songs says a lot 😅
"How could someone so loving, learn to hate her own guts?" That hit me like a bullet Edit: it’s been a year and I feel so much better and I hope all of you guys will reach happiness too. Learning to love yourself is a tough battle but I believe it’s something anyone can achieve ❤️✨
I think this whole song hit us all hard, it's so sad but it's also what really happens and people overlook it until it's too late
That line represents me. Everyone says I'm an amazing person but I just don't feel like I am, I feel exactly the opposite. I feel like the world would be a better place without me and that I fucked up every life I've stepped into.
I can relate too.
I wish I would get hit with a bullet
human angel If you ever feel the urge to hurt yourself... please... call the suicide prevention hotline, there are people who want to help. Please keep fighting through the darkness. I may not know you, but if you wanna talk, I can try to help.
One day, scissors will be for paper. One day, razors will be for shaving. One day, knives will be for food. One day, food will be for eating. One day, pills will be for the sick. One day, hearts will not be broken. One day, people will like me. One day, I will be loved. One day, all of us including me will recover 🌹
Logan Del Biaggio amen ❤️❤️❤️
Lila C thank you lila
Logan Del Biaggio - One Day, somebody will know. : )
Searthrum I do know
Lit Lucario Ugh same
I had to be so young when I first listened to this song. My mind was in such a dark place. It’s insane looking back on where I was and what my normal used to be. I’m still alive.
I’m so proud of you
Man, comin' back after middle achool surw is something. Yello human readin' this! Yet another survivor here. Have tried a good 4 times at least, now a senior in highachool after 7 years of suffering and still depressed lol. Atarted listenimg around 11, now 18 Not as bad but depression hasnt gottwn away. I hope one day, if anyone is listening to this and is actively atruggling you can look back after however long it takes and be happy you survived. You matter. I dont know who you are, what youve done, what you havent done, what your grades are, or anyrhing like thar. But im sure your a beautiful person jn your own right. Thank you for being alive right now. Thank you for continuing to breathe today. You're loved
You are loved too ❤
Boys go through this aswell, chin up boys ❤️
I have my chin up around people, that's why nobody knows I'm suffering. And that's why I prefer to be alone... I don't have to fake how I feel about myself when nobody's watching.
Berkley Huffman heads up, you will get through this. I promise. It just takes time and patience no matter how long you have felt like this. ❤️ you will get better and anytime you need, reply to this comment
@@bev252010 Hey.
@@nightmarewolfy8483 That’s not true. Many studies have shown that males are more likely to experience a mental disorder at some stage in their life than females are. It's just that they often aren't given the resources and support to speak publicly about it.
thisss sunday I’m a girl I will NEVER say anything about it
100% of the comment section is depression so how about this: hi I love you
I love you too, but this is sad because these comments are my last ones, I’m listening to my favourite songs before I go to beachy head
Really? ☺️☺️☺️ I love you too.
Don't lie to us please, thanks
My daughter didn’t lie, she asked me to go through this and reply to the comments and tell everyone she loves them and for them to not take their own life because she did it for them and herself, so don’t do it and she hopes they get better. Her friends tried to stop her but she ended up shooting herself. This is very hard to write but I’m sorry on her behalf
@@noidentity2617 heh, like if this'll truly help anyone
I listened to this song constantly when I was younger, it's been a few years I've gotten better but I gravitated back to this song. It hurts to remember the darkness but it's also nice to know ive grown
it's been 8 years since i found this song. the fact that i played it religiously at 10 years old is crazy. currently moved countries & still going back and forwards with life, but i feel for 10 year old me.
girly you need to put this on spotify
I was just looking for it😂😭😭
Alyssa YESSSS 😍 Please!!
Yes
Alyssa i know right
PLEASE ^^
A smile can hide a lot, can't it?
Georgia Likes Food It can hide way to much.
Georgia Likes Food yes and its usually to much. talking from experience
_FrozenInTime_ Plays yes it can
_FrozenInTime_ Plays Yeah I guess so. I mean it works for me
_FrozenInTime_ Plays it can unfortunately but eyes can't
10 years later… can’t believe I’m still here. This song will always be a core memory when I was at my worst
I was 12 years old listening to this song and I'm now 19. I'm still the girl in the front of the class but have gotten better ❤
It always gets me at the "my mind was messed up/you couldn't save me anyway"
Same
Same
+Yami Hirugashi same for me
YASS 😭😭
same
There's a girl in my class who is always smiling and sometimes when one of us spaces off we accidentally look at each other. When the other one realized we start making funny faces and being weird to make the other laugh. There is a girl in my class who is so nice and kind to everyone, and always holds a helping hand There was girl in my class who posted "KMS" on her story and everyone took it as a joke. That night we lost a helping hand... and I lost a friend...
Buggyboo Fangirl i bet she was great and amazing from what you’ve described. i’ve never been through a loss like that but i wanted to let you know you’re great too💕
@@cb-ht6be thank you
Buggyboo Fangirl ummmm I uh relate to the first part it’s like me....
Oh my gosh I am so sorry no one ever sees the signs even if they are right there I am so so sorry she sounded like a great person and what ever you do please don't follow in her foot steps the world needs more people like you and here I am sorry again I know exactly how you feel school can be a painful place please don't take this comment the wrong way I am here if you want to talk I am sorry again
@@drmoonrat940 thank you.
it’s hitting new years and im proud i’ve made it to another year
I’m proud of you to! Keep going! Sending virtual love….
I relapsed again. Almost 3 months clean. This song is literally me. Every day. It sucks bc your alone. And nobody really cares or wants the truth about how she really is.
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
I hope you can get clean. And I hope you get better. Continue being you strong self even if you don’t feel you can be❤
did anyone else notice that half way through the song instead of saying "There is a girl." it said "There was a girl" that part broke my heart
Luffyanna I think it's showing the evolution of the girl leading up to it. Because she went from happy to completely out of it with sadness to took her last breath so she can be happy again
Luffyanna Oh My God....
Almost 5 months clean of cutting.. This is the most clean I've been since I was 11. I'm actually really proud of myself.
z0mbi3hunt3r that is absolutely amazing!! You are doing amazing!! I am still fighting my battles, but I will remember you, and if you can do it, I can!!!
z0mbi3hunt3r almost two months
Congratulations! I'm glad your clean of cutting! I'm trying to get clean of skipping meals, I only basically eat less than one meal a day now. But I'm starting to eat more. But the point is, I'm happy for you!
z0mbi3hunt3r gosh...Icant even be clean for 2 days T-T
Be Cool be strong, this was over 4 months ago, and in that time, I was hospitalized for suicidal thoughts.. I resisted the urge and told my campus officer, I went to sundance and did almost 3 weeks, and im still clean, so whatever you do, focus on your future. kik me if you feel things start to go wrong.. ceillover1221
To reading this this, I would listen to this song a couple of years ago and cry my eyes out relating to this song. Now I am back listening to it to see how much I have grown. I say that to tell you that you are needed here in this world. I love you and so does everyone else. Ik things might be hard but trust me things do get better. It’s always the question if “when?” For everyone it’s different but trust me it does. Stay here❤️
I listened to this at a time where I was sure I would never even live to be 18, today I’m 24 and I come back to these songs just to kinda, console my younger self, telling her it will get better ❤
Someone I know asked me “how can I be depressed at your age” (I’m 13 almost 14) Depression is not limited to your age a five year old could have it if you really payed attention.
True I read a story about a little transgender girl. "Mommy I would rather die than live another day as a boy." This kid was wishing for death at 4.
Gacha Whiticorn you mean boy?
@@perfectentertainment1695 no the kid is MTF.
Gacha Whiticorn no at 4 years old you should be learning how to take a shit on a toilet and watching Ben 10 not changing your gender or any of that bullshit as a child I liked to dress up in girls clothes and shit yeah I know it’s gay but I did it because I looked up to my mum and thought she was the coolest all I’m saying is is that’s fucked up if your saying to people your kid is trans at the age of 4 come on people
@@perfectentertainment1695 there is not age requirement to now if your trans
I always read the comments, listening to peoples problems. It makes me sad, but happy knowing i'm not the only who feels like a prisoner in my own body xxxx
Same
same it's nice to know your not alone. but still hurts that we feel like we are.
Be glad you don't. It is really saddening to read through them though.
Ikr 😒😭
yeah I agree
Thank you so much for this song it got me through some truly terrible periods in 10-15 year old me’s life. This song will forever hold a special place in my heart.
It gets better y’all. I listened to this song every single day in middle school. I’m a sophomore in college now and trust me. It isn’t worth it. Don’t end your life now because you’ll never know all the good that life will throw your way if you just stick around for it.
Thanks I really needed this
I'm confused... I'm always laughing, smiling, and joking around during the day. But the moment when everyone's asleep, I suddenly feel something come over my body and tell me bad things. I cry and purposely scratch myself to the point where as I bleed and it feels good...
Alexis Baby i have done that since i was 10 i'm now 13 and i'm still doing it just with sissers becaus its faster. You are not alone! Everyone think that i'm happy just because i'm smiling. no one knows that i'm selfharming and think about suicide every single day.
Alexis. Pretending you're fine is part of the problem because you cant pretend forever. I am 33 and I still self harm but I am now at a point where I cant pretend anymore. You need to tell someone how you really feel no matter if that's a teacher or a friend. hugs sweetie
Alexis Baby I do the same thing because I’m insecure about alot of things, I never got bullied real bad or anything I just learned not to like certain things about me I even fake a smile sometimes because I really like to spread positivity but sometimes I don’t have any positivity to spread and that’s okay, i just don’t want people to feel how I feel. Life’s tough just keep trying and don’t give up, sometimes it’s harder than it was the day before but it’s worth it. Y’all are all amazing and it’s okay to feel bad about yourself some days, I’m still trying to feel good about myself some days too, I know how hard it can be.🖤
Alexis Baby I feel like that to, but BTS and kpop saved my life believe it or not. I was very suicidal, I still have suicidal thoughts but I know I won't do it.
I’ve done that since I was 9... I’m 12 now... I laugh, I’m goofy, hyper but when everyone’s asleep I’m almost in tears, scratching myself so hard. I have cuts all over my feet...
I hate people who joke about depression. They do not know how it feels. 😥 edit: wow, thanks for so many likes and comments. ❤
Many people joke to cope
Exactly... I told my friend that I was depressed and he said that I was an f***ing liar and he walked away... I just decided to continue to hide behind smiles.
I have to joke about it so that I can manage
Kyra Van Andel So do I. That means I hate myself.
Agreed.
i’m not sure how this came back up on my youtube but i haven’t heard it since i was like 12 or 13. i’m 21 now and i just graduated from college and moved out of my hometown. it is so incredibly touching to see everyone’s stories of when we were younger and where we are now. healing isn’t linear and if you are reading this, please stay and keep going. i am proud of you and how far you’ve come. keep your head up and push through. you are worth it. 🫶🏻🤍
this brings back so many memories of when i was younger and would listen to this song and others like it a lot, i’m starting to slip back into that old depression again.
Coming back to this song because I was reminded of it, and just wanted to say thank you for writing a song which so kindly reminds us that people do care, and do notice, even if they don't always understand why. You've helped so many, and I hope that this song will continue to help many more
That moment when your heart is completely broken and you cant help but listen to songs like this even though it makes you cry more.
Yaas,so true😢😢😢
yep... so true
Same👌🏻💯
depression...The only thing that I'm scared from...
+Stefan Janevski same. I should be happy with all of the people who love me, but I just can't sometimes. The only reason I'm ever happy anymore is my friends online. But so many people online are so mean, it hurts, truly.
Her: “Starts singing” You can all ready hear her pain 😥
Me
Literally💔.
It’s crazy, when I was eight years old I found this song to do an improv dance to, and I never thought anything of it. Years later I’m 17 years old and I deal with the same issues in the song and I remembered it it had to find it, and it’s so scary because I felt everything in this song
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it .. Dont quit you are still young
4 years ago i used to hear this so often and fely every lyrics.. Now i noticed it's melody is really comforting..
“Just a cut?” Just a scratch. “What’s that mark?” “It was the cat.” Just an excuse Just a lie “What’s with all the bracelets?” “Just fashion, why?” Just a tear Just a scream “Why were you crying?” “Just a bad dream.” But it’s not just a cut, or a tear or a lie. It’s always. “ just one more. “ Committing suicide doesn’t end the pain. It passes it onto someone else.
this is such a good poem and very heart warming thank you Amen
undeadfan No, you are making up everyone’s mind. What if they will care? Someone cares about you even if you don’t know it.
This poem touched my heart 💖💖
undeadfan I'm sorry you are hurting. Even if no one you know loves you I love you. You got up today and for that I'm proud of you. You deserve so much more then you think. I hope it will get better.❤️
undeadfan. If I can help in any way please let me know. ♥️
Did you know People with depression actually try to help others depressed or others feeling sad?. At least in my case..
I can relate
UnKnOwN OooOoOoOo yes me too I was at school today and this guy in one of my classes was getting bullied and I tried to help him feel a little better I know it’s not depression but he was still sad so... btw I did tell someone what they were doing to him
True
Same here. It's because I don't want people to go through what I go through. That's the only reason I'm still alive actually. My brothers would likely become depressed if I suicided. I don't want that burden placed on their shoulders, so I live for them.
Yeah, definitely me. I'm always trying to be there when I notice someone behaving similar to me.
This song feels like an old home I haven’t visited in a while. Glad to see so many people made it back all these years later alive ❤
It doesn’t matter how many times I’ve heard this song. Every time I’ve come back to it I still cry 😭
5 years and I’m still listening to this 💖
Same here
Same
@Tori Reaggle dude I'm 9 I'M GOING THREW A LOT OF STUFF
Angel Western same
Tori Reaggle no they mean they been listening to it for five years
This song is everyone that struggles with depression, remember you aren’t alone I’ll always be with you stay strong for me yeah? (:
Jin Soul no
Yea
question d u like BTS your name says jin soul sooo just a thought and BTS is my only happyness sooo
I can’t promise that at all today. I’m sorry for not being strong enough to fight for survival, I have to give up I don’t belong here, I don’t have a place here, I’m not needed I am worthless to myself even if someone tells me I’m not because I know that’s not true. I’m sorry that I am not going to see tomorrow if my friends don’t come in time
@@noidentity2617 i feel the same way
coming back to this song after like 5 years. im finally getting better. theres hope you guys, even if you dont see it yet. pls try and stay safe
i'm so proud of you!
The way she described the girl is probably the closest thing a person has ever come to knowing me. Even though this wasn’t written for me it feels so soothing.
My friend asked me, "Do you actually have depression?" Due to me saying "I have crippling depression lol" when a kid in my class annoys me. I replied, "No! People that are actually depressed don't tell everyone and deny every conversation about it." And little did my friend know, I was denying it, and I keep my feelings inside.
*** Nustella *** I'm here for you stay strong 💛
A similar thing happened to me, I was walking home with 2 friends and the conversation came up so I said “Yup I’ve got depression” so they got kinda annoyed saying depression wasn’t something to joke about and I should be serious about it Truth is I try to fake happiness and normality around others and since then I’ve chosen to not tell anyone no matter what
I have to joke about it so ppl talk to me no ever asked if i have it or not
@@user-oj2ko5yi4z I have something quite similair to that. I find myself quite often making jokes about depression/suicide, even though my friends tell me it's a serious subject and I know that.
You should never deny it. It makes it worse.
I used to listen to this heavily in high school. Back in 2013 I had forgotten about it and it just popped back up in my recommendations ✨ It gets better, and this song is a reminder of that. I was suicidal and hated myself and I am just loving life now and grateful I did not take my life
Everyone says it gets better, they say that about breakups as well but... is 5 months not long enough to move on from someone? If that doesn't get better, I doubt the worse issue will.
Same here except I’ve dealt with suicidal thoughts since elementary school and I’m finally seeing a little improvement. I saw this song again and it reminds me of what I went through.. it’s been so many years and I’m glad I’m now seeing the light
knowing i was listening to this song at 7 years old whilst i’m 16 now honestly upsets me so much. from 9 years ago, my mental state has honestly just decreased so much to the point i didn’t think id still be here now. these songs bring me a sense of comfort and safety as i’ve grew up listening to them repeatedly. this and “her last words” are extremely relatable and honestly will forever stay with me
I used to listen to this song from the time I was eleven. I'm 20 now. It popped up on my video recommendations tonight. Been in kind of a bad place today, trying to reach out on video comments and social media for the first time in my life. Don't know if it's progress or insanity, really. Guess I'll be crying it out. Sometimes sad music helps me cry it out.
Sending you a virtual hug 🤗
Sending you virtual love. Stay strong I know you can bae
Dad: your pretty Me:hahahah oh wait your not joking ...why are you lying
Ive actually said that to my bf once he kinda got annoyed
Hi stranger, go to the mirror, but, dont only look at your face and body, go there and try to see your soul, now let me ask you, are you beautiful? Because i see you are❤
At least your dad gives a shit to compliment you
But it doesn't matter if your pretty, or not. It matters if your okay, please get help.
I would say that but my parents would get worried about me....
Mom, Dad you lost your daughter years ago
Ik
I'm back at this point in my life, where I just listen to this song on repeat. I really wish this song was on Spotify
I also am back to this point in life. Stay strong
its strange coming back to this song and "her last words" and seeing they both have millions of likes/views.. these songs always felt like a secret of mine in middle school
Today, children and teens, have the same levels of anxiety, depression and mental health problems, as people in mental asylums in the 1950s, just think about that, I’m not even surprised...
Are u saying most of everyone here should be in a mental asylum? 🤔🤔🤔
Itz L3ah well if it was the 1950s then yes
I have depression... i'm 12 and i'm cutting myself
ST4T1C PlAiN on my channel page thingy you can find my insta, if u ever want to talk I’m here x
@@BossaDino Please, please flush the blades. Its hard but it's worth it. You've got to do this. If for no one else, for me. Get rid of them please.
I hate my life. I hate that I get anxiety and panic attacks "for attention" I hate that I'm severely depressed "for attention" I hate that I'm so self conscious "for attention" I hate that I'm anorexic "for attention" And I hate that every day, I'm SCREAMING out for help but no-one can hear, and no-one is trying to. I want to put a blade to my wrist. But I'm not going to. Why? Cause I'd only be doing it "for attention" anyway.
Aww Ive felt exacly like you. People thought i was doing thingd "for atention" but you can't help it. I hope things work out in the end. If things have gone better for me, i'm sure they will for you too xx
I know how u feel, maybe if I died it would be "for attention" too.. because you know everyone wants attention when their dead .-. Honestly though it'll be alright, listen to music, stay strong, and don't give up
Stay strong
people say that to me all the time too. but try your best to ignore them. keep your head up we are all in this together.
Exactly that's all they say is your just doing it for attwntion
I just can’t wait till I can listen to this song without breaking down🥺, 5 years later and I still feel this way :(
Same girl... but we are still alive! We can overcome anything ... I wish I could hug my younger self and tell her that everything will be okay and to stop doing bad things to herself.... I still get emotin while listening to this bc I was listening to it all the time . But I'm so happy that I'm in a better place now... hope you're in a better place too 😊
Same... I- I just want us all to be okay one day. If you ever wanna talk, I'm here💎🎇
@@lauritalaurelia7476 that's so sweet 💖 same goes for you
You made it this long don’t stop now ❤ love you all stay alive for me okay?
and to the girl in the back of the class, that felt the way i did : don’t fake a smile on that pretty face don’t ignore the pain don’t turn the other way don’t be that girl that’s ‘perfect’ yet feels so insecure just close your eyes, find that safe place and it won’t hurt anymore fight for your life don’t be like me you’re too good for that it doesn’t matter if you’re skinny, short or fat i’ll have hope in you and forever will i’ll be watching over you to make sure you do just that if i couldnt save my life, let me save yours i’ll make sure the pain become no more :) i hope it’s ok, though it may just get lost in the other wonderful comments 🥀
This is beautiful, thank you ❤️
this is me
This is really beautful...thank you army💜
So beautiful
ᴅɪᴍɪɴɪᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴄʜɪ Oof beautiful..