you finally realise that true love does exist [ dark academia playlist ]

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  • I recently realised, If you aren't happy from within then nothing from outside can make you happy. And to be happy from within, self improvement, working on yourself and being thankful for everything is the key.

    @divyanshdubey25@divyanshdubey25Ай бұрын
    • Hey man, Great words. That is true. Thank you for this.

      @arthurjuanzandvliet8911@arthurjuanzandvliet8911Ай бұрын
    • That’s beautiful

      @ohmygodbecky6829@ohmygodbecky6829Ай бұрын
    • Thank you guys. I hope these words provoke a lot of positive thoughts and help people on their journey towards a better life.

      @divyanshdubey25@divyanshdubey25Ай бұрын
    • Doing good for others in your community is also vital. When you reach out to neighbors and see how you can help, it males you feel part of the world again.

      @user-zo3cb4ce5t@user-zo3cb4ce5tАй бұрын
    • Love and appreciate your words..

      @luxxianalux6769@luxxianalux6769Ай бұрын
  • Comment section under dark academia playlists (or any playlist actually) is the most wholesome place

    @leylagasanova3761@leylagasanova3761Ай бұрын
    • Thank you so much for the kind words, I'm glad my comment sections can be such a safe place to people to share their stories

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • When I was 21 I was heartbroken and felt betrayed. I realised in all of my sorrow, that more than anything I had to work on myself. I had to work on how I perceived the world, how I saw myself, how I loved, loved life, loved the people around me, loved myself. So. I started working. I started going out in nature, I started going to the cinema, I started going to the forest, I started going to the library, all of it by myself. When I started exploring I suddenly found what I had longed for all my life. I found what I had searched for, but I didn't find it where I had searched. I didn't find it in other people. I'd thought that someone loving me, all of me, required me to love them with everything I got. I thought it required for me to soothe my own wishes and preference. I thought it required for me to suppress my inner voice. To make them feel loved, I suppressed my inner voice, my own wishes and needs, as an act of love. For them to feel loved. The only way I thought all of me could be loved. If another person loved me. But as I was there, in the park, listening to calming music, looking at the lake behind the tress, I heard it very quietly. There it was. What I had searched for. My companion. My inner voice. I knew I had to keep working to keep it by my side. I knew I had to show it all the love and kindness and tenderness I had waited my whole life to show another's soul. As time passed and my visits to the park, to the forest, to the cinema, became more, and I heard it, my inner voice, louder and clearer. I decided that till the day I turned 23 I would give myself the privileged of feeling incomplete. I needed time to get to know this new companion of mine. I had to give myself time to learn. Every moment I felt incomplete, I would tell myself I had yet to turn 23. That way there was no reason to worry about my incompleteness. All I had to care about, was making my companion feel loved and welcome by my side. As the month passed the voice grew and it stayed. It became the norm to have it by my side, just like the love and tenderness I showed it. The summer I was to turn 23 I felt it so presently, that I stopped thinking about it. My companion had become a part of me. A part of me I'd lost in my wish to show others love. To be loved. But here I was. Complete. Completely loving my companion, the way I had been longing to be loved. For the first time in my life I didn't long for love. Love was now rooted in me. That summer I met a boy. A boy that made me feel safe and calm. A boy that made me feel like I had never felt before. He made me be present. He made me not worry about the future. He made me feel. He made me feel that to be myself, was the most normal thing in the world. As if I hadnt spent my whole life worrying about letting myself show. Letting myself feel. Feel the world, and feel who I was. Instead I had felt for everyone else. He made feeling be a good thing. But without my companion I would not have been able to meet him there. I would not have been able to show him the love that my companion had brought me. And I would not have been able to feel myself. I only realised that true love does exist, when I found it in myself and another person. Now everyday I'm thanking the universe for my love's existence.

    @TD-ix2ld@TD-ix2ldАй бұрын
    • Life is love,life is sadness,life is everithyng that we have in our side...❤

      @MaritaGutierrez-iv7wp@MaritaGutierrez-iv7wpАй бұрын
    • You figured it all out early on ❤

      @MongTonk@MongTonkАй бұрын
    • Thats an absolutely beautiful story... Wow... Im so very happy for you! Your story is really inspiring!

      @ave3612@ave3612Ай бұрын
    • When you're about to cross beyond the void veil... Reflect carefully. "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." --Diamond Dragons (Armageddon's Ballad) 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨

      @Novastar.SaberCombat@Novastar.SaberCombatАй бұрын
    • Your story is beyond inspiring, and encouraging, as someone who has recently begun a similar journey. I'm twenty-five, and my first love told me she didn't love me anymore at age twenty-one. I thought it was all my fault. That I just wasn't good enough for her. I've spent the past several years going from relationship to relationship, shitty date to shitty date, thinking that the problem was outside of me. It was a few months ago now that I realized what you did--that in order to find love, I need to find it in me. I need to become my own greatest champion, my own best friend, my own most passionate lover--to love myself so completely and wholeheartedly that I can then extend that same pure love to others. After a life of trying to be "good enough," I did not know that the peace I now feel was even possible. I'm filled with gratitude every day. I spend lots of time alone and rather than feeling some kind of draining FOMO, I'm energized by it. I take myself out on dates. I'm poured into my passions. Your story has given me encouragement to remain on this beautiful path. I would very much like to fall in love again--but I'm in no rush. All I can do is love myself, embrace life, and from there, whatever's meant for me will come. Sending well wishes to you and your love :)

      @GeneralEP1C@GeneralEP1CАй бұрын
  • The comment section just make me realized that Humans are not that bad. Stay safe. All of u

    @Anna-RainSounds-mie9@Anna-RainSounds-mie929 күн бұрын
    • @hotdadscowboyhatx3232@hotdadscowboyhatx323217 күн бұрын
  • Even though my comment might seem like a small ripple in the digital sea, if it's reached you in any way, then it's more than just coincidence. Here's a comforting thought - these words are a reminder of your worth and potential. Embrace life's challenges, safe in the knowledge that you can overcome them with grace and resilience.

    @CristineLeyva@CristineLeyva21 күн бұрын
    • 🥵

      @sopitahhhhhhh5356@sopitahhhhhhh535611 сағат бұрын
    • 😂🥵

      @sopitahhhhhhh5356@sopitahhhhhhh535611 сағат бұрын
  • Love exist, but to capture love and keep it alive for the rest of your life is the hard part. You have to water it everyday, put constant effort to keep it alive. I hope to achieve it again someday , with someone that values my love as much as I value theirs.

    @jabbaryu5399@jabbaryu5399Ай бұрын
    • When you're about to cross beyond the void veil... Reflect carefully. "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." --Diamond Dragons (Armageddon's Ballad) 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨

      @Novastar.SaberCombat@Novastar.SaberCombatАй бұрын
    • +1💘💗

      @deepanshu91345@deepanshu9134518 күн бұрын
    • You will❤

      @Chrisbchillin16@Chrisbchillin168 күн бұрын
  • I am 23 right now, will be turning 24 in May. I am still in the process of loving myself and learning to spend time with myself. I know I'll meet someone when I am ready. Staying hopeful!

    @nebster333@nebster33321 күн бұрын
    • I like you allready

      @redschonewille@redschonewille12 күн бұрын
    • I wish u can find the right person

      @pusat4656@pusat465611 күн бұрын
    • omg I´m 23 and I´m turning 24 in may too 😊

      @chocokola@chocokola5 күн бұрын
    • @@pusat4656 Thank you!

      @nebster333@nebster3334 күн бұрын
    • @@chocokola omg that's so cool! my bday is next week

      @nebster333@nebster3334 күн бұрын
  • I recently read Phantastes by George MacDonald and he said it is nobler to love than to be loved. Even if the person you love never understands or reciprocates, the important thing is that you loved them. True love never asks for anything in return.

    @lilahlyons@lilahlyons22 күн бұрын
  • I accidentally clicked on this video and it made me cry. When I was 20, the person who I trust the most left me. We were friends for 9 years. We were dating for 3 years and planning to move out together. However, as I noticed later, I was the one who tried to made it all work. I believed that this heartbreak was my fault. But you should understand that every single relationship could fade away if one side don't work for this bond. You can't make bond for two on your own. After that rough experience I tried to start another relationship but another partner went crazy in our first conflict. I decided that I can't take another aggressive treatment so we broke up. I decided that no one can give me enough love if I can't love myself, can't stand for myself. Now I'm doing my best. I go to psychotherapist every weak, I keep working, I try to make myself loved and happier. I met someone, who cares about me, someone I can trust again, someone I can argue with knowing this person won't hurt me anyway, won't be mad at me. I choose to be loved and realised that I'm falling in love again. And now I believe it is not just amorousness. It's something stronger. This is a bond for two.

    @reyrey_wd@reyrey_wdАй бұрын
  • It truly feels like a spiritual experience reading comments under dark academia playlist videos. Everyone has so much to say and so many experiences to share. Reading people talk about what they know about love from their own experiences really makes me happy. I feel we don't talk enough about love on a deep level these days so, I guess I really appreciate the input given here by others.

    @koro2486@koro2486Ай бұрын
    • Could not agree more

      @Troublesome_0@Troublesome_016 күн бұрын
    • I was quite literally about to write an identical comment! I am beyond grateful to read such wonderfully inspiring words. such beautiful souls, Thank you for taking the time to share ❤

      @shaneaton6640@shaneaton664016 күн бұрын
  • She was as beautiful as the ray of sunshine in the morning, she radiated happiness wherever she went, she was kind to everyone, she loved me in conditionally and I did and do too. My first love and the first time I felt the pain of a broken heart. My Dear ❤️

    @zara-wt1mx@zara-wt1mx6 күн бұрын
  • 20 y. o., still single, still haven't found my lover... I wish one day I would listen to this playlist and think about him/her... I hope everyone will find their "second half"💜 Stay safe~♡

    @klaria_lyrics@klaria_lyricsАй бұрын
    • 20 is still super young. That’s coming from an 18 year old though. 😅 but we’re both still young, practically children in the eyes of some. It’s okay.

      @Blanch590@Blanch59012 күн бұрын
    • Trust me you have so much time to find and love someone else. Your 20s is definitely the time to love yourself and develop yourself, your career and enjoy other relationships like family and friends around you. And eventually you'll be equipped to understand what you what in another and find that person.

      @kid93379@kid933796 күн бұрын
  • *Listening to dark academia tunes feels like wandering through the corridors of an old library at midnight, surrounded by the whispers of forgotten tales and the echoes of lost loves*

    @melancholicchords@melancholicchordsАй бұрын
    • Your words made me cry... ❤

      @Victoriazelord@Victoriazelord11 күн бұрын
  • Oh, please, STOP! ❤️ Whoever creates a playlist like this, can only be a wonderful soul. Thank you, dear Helder!

    @anamagalhaes4296@anamagalhaes4296Ай бұрын
  • HAVE A NICE DAAAAAAAAAAAAYY!!!!! BUT ESPECIALLY, LOVE YOURSELF AND STAY HYDRATED!

    @bekind4ever_@bekind4ever_Ай бұрын
    • Thanks for the positivity!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
    • @@helderboutens

      @bekind4ever_@bekind4ever_Ай бұрын
  • frankly I hesitated between that and hard metal, realizing that true love doesn't exist makes me feel so alone. Thanks for this playlist

    @thevicteam459@thevicteam459Ай бұрын
  • As much as i do not believe in "true love" existing, I now know that love is real. I love my friends, I love my cats, I love my family, and that's enough for me. That's all the proof I need to know that love truly does exist, even if I've had some bad experiences in the past.

    @XxA_Random_FrogxX@XxA_Random_FrogxXАй бұрын
    • When you're about to cross beyond the void veil... Reflect carefully. "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." --Diamond Dragons (Armageddon's Ballad) 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨

      @Novastar.SaberCombat@Novastar.SaberCombatАй бұрын
  • I loved her, I want her in despair. I loved her, I believed in her, I want her down. All that's left of noble feelings is ugliness. Totally soft, I remember the first times my fingers touched the silk of her skin. I remember her smell, her scarves. The way she dressed. I remember my pupils dilating, our first glances that brought tears to my eyes. I remember longing for her body, because above all it was her. I didn't want to capture her soul; I wanted to bind them. I wanted to marry her, to protect her if anything happened to me. Something happened to me; I lost her. I'd like the world to be on fire. Let blood cover the surface. I'd like tears and cries to be permanent. I am the rage, I am the shame, I am the regret, I am the past, I am the irremediable sadness. I still love my beautiful soul, this sweetheart. She's worthy of the most beautiful creation, of all humans, she's the only one who can claim to be conscious. She's sensitive, funny, intelligent, charming, beautiful. I like her. I lost her. I want her to die. I want her on my sides. I wanted to carve both our names on the grave. I wouldn't have a grave, only ashes. I'm not worthy of ashes. I did my best, I didn't spoil anything. She's just gone, I'm gone too. I'm just a shadow. Nothing, just a fool. Don't let me down, please came back. I loved you, I love you, I will. I will do anything for you. Blink. Part. No cohesion. Distress. Disorder, loss. I'm just a fool, illness. Don't cross me, you'll only see a brown stain. A scum, a filthy spawn, a zombie. I'm less than that, I'm just a rat, human-sized. Hideous, despite my angelic face, there's nothing inside me but a devil. Less than a devil, otherwise I'd have value, a little demon. An inferno, one of those that don't count.

    @gangblad5220@gangblad522025 күн бұрын
    • what a comment... sends shivers down my spine. does this come from you or are you quoting some famous literature?

      @valhalla_dancehall7825@valhalla_dancehall782524 күн бұрын
  • its almost 3 am in the morning, ive been crying nonstop because of how evil my family was. im cryingtoo much that when i was taking a bath i didnt even realize there was a worm crawling up my legs. it hurts, i felt numb. i cut my beautiful long hair i always perish to everyone today. the only thing that makes me pretty, and i lost it to pieces. i felt like my soul died, and nothing can recover any soul that has been destroyed. yet somehow i always forgive everyone, why? why am i born to existance like this?

    @qialui@qialuiАй бұрын
    • I’m so sorry your going through the worst of it right now. Please do keep your head up and stay hoping , it is not okay what you’re going through but know you are loved. Please look to God for guidance , please go to Church this Sunday if you can, please look for a councillor to speak to, please know that Jesus is your advocate and there for your hardest times & your best moments, and in the lulls he will be there just cry to him and ask for better🤍.

      @happywings15@happywings15Ай бұрын
    • @@happywings15 i know god is in my side, even tho its painful it is the thing i have to go through to met my happiness. thankyou so much, this means really big to me and make me realized that my god will never leave me. i hope you have a good day for making people smile♥️.

      @qialui@qialuiАй бұрын
    • It’s OK to be sad sometimes without sadness we won’t be alive. life won’t be beautiful. Find your way to happiness. Everyone been through something that made them really sad but it’s OK It will go away eventually live for yourself always stay strong and search for things that makes you happy be like the trees, even though of the snow and the strong wind and the rain they stay beautiful and standing still love yourself, and just now that you are loved

      @ahmadalahmad7335@ahmadalahmad7335Ай бұрын
  • Perhaps it is too early to call it love, but that's what it is. Maybe it's not the love an elderly couple who wrinkled together feel, or the love a husband feels for his highschool sweetheart, but its own little kind of love. A love I reserve and feel for only you.

    @formidableopponent4833@formidableopponent4833Ай бұрын
  • 8:52 When I came here, I fell into a big void and what I experienced came to my mind. My disappointments, my waiting, my efforts to find hope, my efforts to hold on to my love... I felt very different while this piano was being played.

    @eyxsivry4880@eyxsivry488019 күн бұрын
  • You know it's love when she's there even when the money's gone

    @nathanduncan2672@nathanduncan2672Ай бұрын
  • I was listening to the first piece and suddenly I pictured my boyfriend in my head. I was thinking how much I love him and appreciate him THEN I read the title and I was like "ohhh that's why I was thinking of him, he is indeed the love of my life

    @camillasfondrini1208@camillasfondrini1208Ай бұрын
    • That is soo beautifull! I wish you guys the best

      @zuzka2061@zuzka206129 күн бұрын
  • Thank you so much for another wonderful playlist

    @Noofle_@Noofle_Ай бұрын
    • Thank you so much for these lovely words!! I'll always continue to try and create the best playlists I possibly can :)

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • 15:19 - 18:17 If you want to listen to the music that plays between the minutes I've written: "Alexender Motolov - Reverie"

    @zedreaper@zedreaperАй бұрын
  • Put this playlist on as background music for my writing, ended up finding inner serenity.

    @3un0i5@3un0i519 күн бұрын
  • When I was a kid, my mom told me that love is a luxury good, and it can't be possessed by everybody.

    @amberwang8509@amberwang8509Ай бұрын
  • I didn’t realize how much I can picture in my head from just a playlist like this I can literally picture me and my crush in a ball dancing from enemies to lovers … and I’m just 12

    @Ruth-bx5kh@Ruth-bx5khАй бұрын
    • ewww bye

      @xXBrapoholicXx@xXBrapoholicXx28 күн бұрын
    • Dont listening to the comment above. Dreaming is free, so is having an imagination. So keep dreaming! ❤

      @MissPaps11@MissPaps1125 күн бұрын
    • @@MissPaps11 don't encourage these people

      @xXBrapoholicXx@xXBrapoholicXx24 күн бұрын
    • 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨 Simply wondrous! Your precious place you can access any time in peace.

      @JasmineEdwards-yy5nm@JasmineEdwards-yy5nm8 күн бұрын
  • I donnow whenever i open ds kind of vdos. These hv beautiful cmmnts... feels like u r cmpltly in a dffrnt world.. evry1 has dffrnt prspctv, dffrnt opinions nd nobody actually qstns dat. They accpt nd value each other. Dats d best part of these vdos. Obvsly big thanks 2 d music... it shows how music impacts our brains..

    @anamikabanerjee6571@anamikabanerjee657117 күн бұрын
  • Helder!!! Thank you so much. I've been awaiting another masterpiece. I listen to these playlist and share them with many. Thank you again!! ❤

    @user-tt8sr3er8l@user-tt8sr3er8lАй бұрын
    • Thank you as well for the kind words!!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
    • Thank you for the kind forensics, that I'm not queen over the established monarchy and wish we met and I for one wanna stay alone!

      @christopherpuleo5650@christopherpuleo5650Ай бұрын
  • These playlists are truly amazing. They really help me studying, read, process life or just help me calm down in general. Keep making these man!

    @wesselblokland5005@wesselblokland5005Ай бұрын
    • Thank you so much!!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • This is beautiful! You have no idea how much this has helped me. Its very inspiring. Thank you so much!

    @yac2617@yac2617Ай бұрын
    • Thank you so much!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • The most beautiful playlist I have ever encountered so far. Thank you!

    @lilydarson3810@lilydarson3810Ай бұрын
    • Thank you so much!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • Helder! I was looking for a playlist of yours and coincidentally found you in my feed. This is the best part of today. Thank you so much for this.

    @herink4331@herink4331Ай бұрын
    • Thank you so much as well!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • Hello Helder! Thank you so much for creating these beautiful playlists. It really helps me with calming down, sleeping, writing, and drawing. I really love your playlists 🤍

    @deathOfTheWinterMoon@deathOfTheWinterMoonАй бұрын
    • Thank you so much, I'm really glad my playlists can be of help to you!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • No puedo creer la paz y la serenidad que esto trae a mí. Gracias

    @ludyelenagonzalezbonilla3162@ludyelenagonzalezbonilla3162Ай бұрын
  • Dear Human , I don't know how are you feeling today , but if incase no one is there for you then consider me your friend I am sending you virtual hugs and love 🧡 look at the sky somewhere , someone is also looking at those stars and moon , you are never lonely ! I wish you live every moment of your life in happiest way possible Leave every burden in your head to the universe , it's going to be alright !! Love your life and yourself 💛

    @in7847@in78478 күн бұрын
  • This has helped me find the calm in the chaotic. Thank you so much 🙏🏽

    @ssofan12345@ssofan12345Ай бұрын
    • I’m really glad you did, thank you so much!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • Profoundly lovely and moving ❤

    @gr8tastesforya799@gr8tastesforya799Ай бұрын
  • thank you sm for this amazing playlist helder, you always made my day ♡

    @pinkcaramels@pinkcaramelsАй бұрын
    • Thank you so much for the kind words!!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • im in eleventh grade now, and i've had bad experiences with guys i tried talking to, so i've never really gotten my hope for love back, even though i know im young and have my life ahead of me.. i still feel like it could've worked out somehow, or at least it could've been better than what it was, or maybe just maybe, i was enough for them to actually like me back. but then again, as hard as it was and as hard as it is now, i'm forcing myself to just, not talk to them, to not get attached again, to not get hurt again. but anyways love the playlist its such a vibe, the comment section as well

    @partoutatis6543@partoutatis654316 күн бұрын
  • The day has already been lived well, haha. thanks for the playlist, you did a great job, I know this even after the first song💌

    @kazumiishen@kazumiishenАй бұрын
    • Thank you so much for the kind words as always! I hope you had a wonderful day :)

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • been waiting for another amazing playlist❤

    @tueanhnguyen6611@tueanhnguyen6611Ай бұрын
    • Glad you enjoyed it!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • Your channel is the best thing for my ADHD. Thank you so much!

    @y.c98@y.c98Ай бұрын
    • Thank you so much!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • "So she really is the one, isn't she?"

    @albrt9072@albrt9072Ай бұрын
    • She might be she might not... Still show your love, that is all you got that is all we have. Won't do any better to overthink about it... Just love as you wished to be loved

      @ssublexff3465@ssublexff3465Ай бұрын
    • Facts

      @in_the_building1@in_the_building1Ай бұрын
  • Não dá pra viver esperando alguém aparecer, esperando uma companhia, porque as pessoas vêm e vão. A única pessoa que eu sei que sempre vai estar lá quando eu precisar, é Jesus Cristo.

    @geovannabeatriz301@geovannabeatriz30121 күн бұрын
  • I was doing my History homework with this playlist. It was really calm and comfortable, thank you very much for this!

    @user-bh3ef1hn6w@user-bh3ef1hn6wАй бұрын
    • Thank you!!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • We all deserve true love❤

    @lifewritter6431@lifewritter6431Ай бұрын
  • Sound of Love ❤

    @Hermetika13@Hermetika13Ай бұрын
  • Of course it does, don't lie to yourself. Always keep ya head up and move forward

    @KingKong-bs6ge@KingKong-bs6ge8 күн бұрын
  • Beautiful music! I like it, you do a great job!

    @artillepsy3172@artillepsy3172Ай бұрын
    • Thank you very much!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • Another magnificent playlist like usual 🫶🏼🫶🏼

    @camilleolislagers3299@camilleolislagers3299Ай бұрын
    • Thank you my love

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • Mă bucură faptul că ai reușit să simți cât de mult contează dragostea mea și să-ți dorești să fii mereu lângă mine ca EU să-ți spun ce simt pentru tine și încet încet să te scoată din melancolia plutitoare.

    @SeleKatalin@SeleKatalinАй бұрын
  • Love this! Thank you❤

    @HoneybeesRelaxation@HoneybeesRelaxation29 күн бұрын
    • Thank you so much!

      @helderboutens@helderboutens29 күн бұрын
  • Beautiful songs, they are so calm and melancholic. I do believe in true love though, the one you have for yourself, also for other people, just because it ended doesn't mean it wasn’t true.

    @nandatrevisan5249@nandatrevisan524918 күн бұрын
  • Using this playlist to write a checklist for the camping trip with my sweet

    @lnker_r@lnker_rАй бұрын
    • Thank you for listening! I hope you have a wonderful time on the camping trip!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • I can't stop crying listening to this playlist. I clicked thinking it will be background music while I do something else, but I am just starting at the pictures of the video and listening intently, crying, closing my eyes, and feeling so many things. Thank you for this.

    @holisticmaya@holisticmaya7 күн бұрын
    • Thank you so much for the kind words

      @helderboutens@helderboutens6 күн бұрын
  • Love this.

    @micaelamarisolsoto5607@micaelamarisolsoto560713 күн бұрын
  • love love love... so infinite that we simply don't understand it...

    @antoninnarodriguez9912@antoninnarodriguez9912Ай бұрын
  • These comments are so lovely. I myself have had a similar experience of rebirth. My entire childhood I had let people walk all over me. It was a painful experience. It took me till 9th grade to find friends. And many of those friends were bad choices. Closer to a drug addiction than medication. I only realized I was not healing when I stopped seeing those people. When I graduated from Highschool I noticed that no matter how much I gave a crap about those people, it meant nothing to them. They did not care or love themselves and I, in turn, picked up the bad habit just by being around them. I had attachment issues. I clung to people like it was my last hope. I had only had one friend I confided in for a long stretch of time. And I stared repeating that habit. I didn't realize it then, but it then but was a really unhealthy attachment style. My parents have a lot of unaddressed trauma that has passed down generationally as well. And for a long time I was lost in my head. Not eating. Barely sleeping. Scared that I will be judged for my every action my the people that were supposed to love me the most. It was a terrifying time. And I didn't even know it till I looked back. A shift started happening over the course of a few years. I threw myself into the bowls of growth when I read the book A New Earth by Eckart Tolle. I stared staring my past in the face. Wondering how I got here. How I could make myself better for the future me. There is something far deeper in us that we could not possibly grasp. That we are not the labels we give ourselves. We are God and so is everything around is. The fact that anything like this is here at all is amazing. Shocking even. It was a once in a trillion chance I would take on this form. And it happened. Isn't that fantastic? So I started setting up boundaries. Protecting myself from people that merely wanted to use me for my energy. Dumped off everyone that was no longer serving me or themselves in any loving capacity. And put myself to the grind stone. It's been two years now... I've still got a long away to go. But seeing how far I've come makes me all sappy and giddy. I'm so fortunate. So overwhelmingly lucky. Despite my rough start the tree of adoration I've been fostering in me is growing tall and strong. True love does exists. And I'm living proof.

    @Troublesome_0@Troublesome_016 күн бұрын
    • This is truly beautiful.

      @VivienneManson@VivienneManson9 күн бұрын
  • First i read "does not exists" and i was like yeah it really feels like it but then i realised and now i think maybe i'm who doesnt feel it

    @lucienrivera@lucienriveraАй бұрын
  • Your pullign me to the flower!

    @christopherpuleo5650@christopherpuleo5650Ай бұрын
  • I despaired when I beheld my love. And it was not true. All loves are selfish in some way. And in my bitterness I said foolishly, there is no love. They all walk in a vain show, and do not cease from lying. All the words of our mouths are falsehoods. "I love you." Is a lie. And at this I resigned myself to hatred, for I hated my self. There is no love! I bowed low in my spirit, pressed sore with the weight of such darkness. And if there is no love, the grievous wound struck my soul, there is no God. For God is love. Or so he says. And then, as if at the very time the jaw of hatred should clamp down on my heart forever and harden it against my Lord and my friend, lover of my soul, Whom I had thought to have lost forever to the terrible truth. The Comforter in still small voice, not with physical voice, but the echo of eternal truth finding its way into a broken heart which mourned the death of God brought to remembrance miraculously the words of my Lord. "God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent: hath he said, and shall he not do it? or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good?" God is not a man that he should lie, what profit are lies to him who has all things? When he says "God so loved the world" he means it. God is love. His only is true.

    @jamesbhollingsworth5452@jamesbhollingsworth5452Ай бұрын
  • This playlist is currently helping me through overnight cramming for an exam. Thanks for the amazing playlist!

    @connorlynch6740@connorlynch6740Ай бұрын
    • Thank you!! Wishing you the best of luck with your exam!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
    • Me too! Are you Irish by the way?

      @opheliasrue7@opheliasrue7Ай бұрын
    • @@opheliasrue7 I am Irish, the name gives it away haha

      @connorlynch6740@connorlynch6740Ай бұрын
  • Realmente me has ayudado mucho a pasar esos duros momentos de una forma más hermosa, gracias.

    @xSxva@xSxvaАй бұрын
    • Thank you, I'm glad I could be of help!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • Thank you for these great masterpieces that nourish souls ♥️Can I know what are the names of these works separately?

    @AfsanaAsgarova@AfsanaAsgarovaАй бұрын
  • your music is great😍😍😍😍

    @ToxicDrunker93@ToxicDrunker93Ай бұрын
    • Thank you so much!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • Very hard to shower low lifey till now, but now have been doing it and or not lovingly! That since beginning of time with Ireland!

    @christopherpuleo5650@christopherpuleo5650Ай бұрын
  • thank you Helder

    @hala3889@hala3889Ай бұрын
    • If you feel this way, I think that love definitely wasn't real love and you certainly deserve better!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • If you were the night sky and your flaws were the clouds, stars, and the moon would you hate yourself because of your flaws? It is indeed the unique flaws that we all posses that makes us, us. Each day the sky gets a new pattern, each day we change. Each change is as beautiful as the previous one, the new clouds might always not be a flaw, it might become a beautiful trait of yours. Love exists in you, in me, and in the sights we see.

    @prarthana5096@prarthana509617 күн бұрын
  • 'I know true love exists, it just doesn't for him and I, which was the only way I wanted it.' -me

    @athenafromgreece707@athenafromgreece7074 күн бұрын
  • I don't believe that true love exists but if it really existed, this playlist would be the best thing to describe it.

    @umutorwhatever@umutorwhateverАй бұрын
    • Thank you so much!!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • beautiful playlist, really nice. any chance you could make timestamps?? :)

    @jay.ostojic@jay.ostojicАй бұрын
  • nice images, you know your audience.

    @kcpauz@kcpauzАй бұрын
    • Thank you!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • Good Work 👍

    @fatseal1400@fatseal1400Ай бұрын
    • Thank you for the kind words 🤍

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • I listen to your playlist to help me sleep, study and shift at night. thank you helder❤❤

    @user-rv7fg8ew2f@user-rv7fg8ew2fАй бұрын
  • AQUI ..OTRA NUEVA MARAVILLA ✨🦢 ....SONANDO Y SOÑANDO UNA VEZ MAS 🤍 GRACIAS H.B

    @mariapolanco1713@mariapolanco1713Ай бұрын
    • Thank you as always!! 🤍

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • I like this lovely sound and picture ❤

    @pianocomposition10@pianocomposition1020 күн бұрын
    • Thank you!!

      @helderboutens@helderboutens20 күн бұрын
  • I dont wanna lose faith

    @lakabakalele@lakabakalele8 күн бұрын
  • I just wish I could've seen through his intentions. The way he made me believe I was the one he loved and then pretended I didn't exist... It just broke my heart in so many pieces that I'll fine real trouble trying to gather them together again. Love hurts so bad, sometimes.

    @vitoriamarques5856@vitoriamarques5856Ай бұрын
    • :/

      @evelynmonteiro9008@evelynmonteiro9008Ай бұрын
    • i feel you.. trust me you’re going to be okay. i know ill be okay too.

      @ameeraisrad3884@ameeraisrad3884Ай бұрын
  • True love is loving yourself

    @2c0rp104@2c0rp104Ай бұрын
    • A man wrapped up in himself makes a very small package indeed

      @mattlagassa9084@mattlagassa9084Ай бұрын
  • Im 19 and I thought I would always been alone forever bc I never had actual friends Only ppl that took advantage of me Same went for when I got into college and I just accidentally shut most social things out bc I was scared But I have been working on my anxiety and depression recently and I started to feel again. Of course that made a lot of passed feelings I have shoved away come back up and lets just say I had a week of crying But another thing kind of plagued my brain. There was this person in one of my classes. Ive never felt so star struck by someone in my life. Ive never felt that way before. But then this beautiful person was there and I had 0 clue what it was or how to deal with it. So one day I grew a pair and I went up to them and called them cute. They seemed to like that. I shook a lot afterwards tho bc of anxiety. And then WHAT'YA KNOW! Instagram showed me they had a profile. I wanted to originally go up to them irl and ask them out (something I have n e v e r done before) but they weren't in class that day. So... I went ahead and texted them, knowing id be more eloquent anyway. And it surprisingly went very well! They agreed to go out and we clicked pretty well. Few weeks later (just a couple days ago) we have officially become a couple. And it makes me so happy. Ive never had anyone listen to me. Like TRULY listen to me before. We have already gotten to know each other's flaws and we still are practically attached by the red string of fate. Ive never met someone so beautiful and honest. And I think somehow I knew that. Like as if something in me was waiting to find someone, to sense someone so honest and pure. Like when I saw them and the more they talked in our glass the more I understood that there was something different about them. Like they don't hide who they actually are. Ive never had such a need to be around someone so much. I am so happy this person is in my life 🫶 they mean so much to me.

    @w_h_y1112@w_h_y111228 күн бұрын
  • I found out too late. I will die loving him, come back and search for something that will always be missing if I don't have him.

    @Nashandme74@Nashandme74Ай бұрын
  • 📝 Whether you're working, studying, or chilling, this playlist makes every moment better. Thumbs up if you're here for it! 👍

    @PeacelandLoFi@PeacelandLoFiАй бұрын
    • Thank you so much!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • Swans mate for life. Humans can too, but to workout, you need to realy love the other person, and it takes maturity, knowing yourself, knowing what you want, what you need. Good luck. 😘

    @CristinaTomas-xd6dk@CristinaTomas-xd6dkАй бұрын
  • what a beautiful masterpiece, right now im only focusing on myself improving myself to become a better person so my future partner will not suffer, soon in Gods will i will met him.

    @frenzceriaco1721@frenzceriaco17214 күн бұрын
  • I found true love once and I was firced to give her up 😢 Now, all I want is to destroy everything

    @SamuelBlack84@SamuelBlack84Ай бұрын
  • i'll play this playlist all day at my office.

    @tanguyentuonganh2002@tanguyentuonganh200223 күн бұрын
    • Thank you so much!!

      @helderboutens@helderboutens23 күн бұрын
  • -pov:- you just realized that *she* isn’t being nice.

    @Dragonlover-kz7mk@Dragonlover-kz7mk18 күн бұрын
  • I long to remain here eternally. All of this is healing me from within. I've finally started to see where I'm going wrong in life. I'm not loving myself enough; I'm punishing myself for all the pain inflicted upon me. I'm longing to be loved deeply, yet I strangle myself every night in frustration. I'm in awe of the beauty outside me, but why do I fail to see the sparkle in my own eyes? Why do I deny myself the comfort of a tender touch? Why am I the faint whisper of hope in others' ears, the shoulder to their aching body, the praise to their ugliness, the cold comfortable pillow to their restless nights, but a bed of thorns, the rough beatings to my gentle body, the poison in my food, the anxiety in my heart, the cruel master to myself-to this scarred little kid?

    @kyakarunmainmarrjaun@kyakarunmainmarrjaun19 күн бұрын
  • Finally some honesty..Thank-you

    @torn-asunder@torn-asunderАй бұрын
    • Thanks for listening!!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
  • Ppl that are so much better in love ❤

    @millieloves2@millieloves220 күн бұрын
  • Ángel Castañeda ❤

    @mictlancihuatl2764@mictlancihuatl2764Ай бұрын
  • I want to be loved the way i love. I have so much love to give. Sometimes i feel unlovable but i like to think that someone out there will love my like breathing. I am not hard to love

    @kirko2026@kirko20267 күн бұрын
  • I'm 26 and have been single for almost 10 years. I'm feeling done waiting for the love of my life and trying to give up on believing in love but... here I am.

    @justmewiu@justmewiu10 күн бұрын
  • I think the best love is from yourself

    @MarianaHidden@MarianaHiddenКүн бұрын
  • you finally realise that true love doesn't exist 💔❤‍🔥

    @swanky9260@swanky92607 күн бұрын
    • It exists, perhaps we still do not find it in the romantic form, but it exists in people who love us and help us to be better.

      @mariacarlacabrera@mariacarlacabrera6 күн бұрын
  • suppose I have to keep searching

    @autismusmaximus4933@autismusmaximus4933Ай бұрын
  • Beautiful! Saved to my playlist. Do you have any idea who the artist of the two swans was. Would love to have a print if that. Going to check out more of your videos now. Thanks.

    @sweetbee52@sweetbee52Ай бұрын
    • Thank you so much! I’m not sure at the moment but I’ll have a look and get back to you if I find it!

      @helderboutens@helderboutensАй бұрын
    • Hi! 𝐀𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐰𝐚𝐧 𝐋𝐚𝐤𝐞 By Hans Zatzka, Austrian Painter (1845-1945) For the future: you can take screenshot and cut off the needed part and then paste it into a google "search by image" field. It can help you to find further pictures

      @artillepsy3172@artillepsy3172Ай бұрын
    • It is the next one which intrigued me

      @Remi-B-Goode@Remi-B-GoodeАй бұрын
  • Real , healthy love , exists . We will be okay.

    @spreadthelove7624@spreadthelove7624Ай бұрын
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