The second single from my upcoming album, NOCTURNAL. Pre-order/stream here: heavyheart.lnk.to/Nocturnal
CD/LP pre-order - heavyheart.lnk.to/NocturnalMerch
I wanted to make the most aggressive and danceable song about being an introvert and highly sensitive person. I was inspired to do prosthetic makeup like a blowfish, you know, who puffs up when they feel threatened. That's how I feel most of the time... hope you enjoy!!
[FLASH WARNING STARTING AT 1:34]
ALSO I'M GOING ON TOUR
WITH DANCE GAVIN DANCE and COHEED & CAMBRIA
JULY 12 - AUG 17
www.coheedandcambria.com/tour
LYRICS
I don’t go out
I stay in bed
Overthinking in my head
It’s too loud
I can’t pretend
I’m not breaking down again
I’m anxious, so cautious
I’m easily nauseous
I wish I could care less
Just care too much
Push me, pull me
Break me, can’t let go
My hands around your throat
Won’t leave me alone
Now I got my guard up
Can’t let go
Don’t mean to break the skin
I’m just sensitive
Tattoos all over me
My fears don’t behave logically
I’m scared of heights, strangers at night
And socially I’m terrified
Anxious, so cautious
I hate my subconscious
Wish I could care less
But I care too much
Push me, pull me
Break me, can’t let go
My hands around your throat
Won’t leave me alone
Now I got my guard up
Can’t let go
Don’t mean to break the skin
I’m just sensitive
I’m just sensitive
A vulnerable bitch
Deadly but delicate
I’m just sensitive
I’m just sensitive
A vulnerable bitch
Deadly but delicate
I’m just sensitive
Push me, pull me
Break me, can’t let go
My hands around your throat
Won’t leave me alone
Now I got my guard up
Can’t let go
Don’t mean to break the skin
I’m just sensitive
Directed by Mothica & Samuel Halleen
Edited by Samuel Halleen @samuel_halleen
Produced by Zoe Dinerstein
Associate Producer Sydney Isaac @sydisaac
Director of Photography Andrew Fronczak
AC - Fido Wu
2nd AC - Natasha Abdul
Gaffer - Jeremy Guico
Gaffer - Mitch Storey
SFX Makeup - Sasha Glasser & Chelsea Delfino
Wardrobe - Drew Cockrell @drewsview_
Glam Makeup - Fara Conley @faradene
Choreography - PENNYWILD
Dancers - Jackie Ramos @jaxxramos & Emily Jordan @e.m.i.l.y.j.o.
Party guests - Maize @bigbabymaize & Jeremy Klein @tiny_sip
Tattoo Artist - Amy Geiken @geiken.ah / White Lotus Tattoo
BTS Photography Mallory Turner
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#MOTHICA #SENSITIVE
the lyrics the duck kettle the dancing the BOP IT the outfits >>>>>>>>> loved it all AND THE MAKEUP
The infamous duck kettle
Duck kettle!!
I like that she's incorporating more guitars into her recent work. I dig the chill vocals over the chopped and screwed nu-metal riff. Looking forward to the full record
Yeah it's amazing, Love this and Casualty the most even though I love her older songs aswell.
Yea I think it makes a huge difference. I agree completely
Aye, indeed even the 5-String Bass! ...🖤🦇🤘😎🎸🎼🎵🎶
How is this beat chopped and screwed. Have you listened to any Southern hip-hop?
@@changingyoutubeusernameisn7302 "Chopped and screwed" as in time-skipped using GrossBeat for example.
This is a fucking banger. As someone with severe anxiety, this jam hits close to home. Thanks for the tune!
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Same
I found her through her song casualty and my god, not only is she an actually good music artist, but she's honestly an important one as well! Edit: Wow! It means a lot that you guys liked this comment bringing it to the top, and yes, I heard her other songs and really enjoyed them as well! Underrated music artists are really the best!
do yourself a favor and listen to all of her old stuff! i came across her over the summer and she became my most listened to artist on Spotify :)
YES! I love seeing people say this. She has had a hard life and her music holds a lot of experience
she also has her own record label for new artists, called broken hearts records I believe
@@HannahDakotaGaming yesss it’s so cool
@@HannahDakotaGaming wow that’s so cool i didn’t know that, (i’m a newer fan) i’ll be sure to do my research on that tho for sure!
The fact I don't dislike ANY of your songs is just amazing. Usually artists have hits and some misses but every song you release I can never get enough of! I love it, can't wait to add this to my car playlist after work
♥️
Thank you for supporting me ♡♡
Same ❤
The song, the fits, the vibes- Mothica is just great at music videos
god i’m so excited for this song, and her parents reactions where so cute ☺️
Omg! I gotta look it up!
@@ayeshamo_ yesss it was cute
She and the song is just beautiful.
Where to what?
LYRICS I don't go out, I stay in bed Overthinking in my head It's too loud, I can't pretend I'm not breaking down again I'm anxious, so cautious I'm easily nauseous I wish I could care less But I just care too much Push me, pull me Break me, can't let go My hands around your throat Won't leave me alone Now I got my guard up Can't let go Don't mean to break the skin I'm just sensitive Tattoos all over me My fears don't behave logically I'm scared of heights, strangers at night And socially I'm terrified Anxious, so cautious I hate my subconscious I wish I could care less But I care too much Push me, pull me Break me, can't let go My hands around your throat Won't leave me alone Now I got my guard up Can't let go Don't mean to break the skin I'm just sensitive I'm just sensitive A vulnerable bitch Deadly but delicate I'm just sensitive I'm just sensitive A vulnerable bitch Deadly but delicate I'm just sensitive Push me, pull me Break me, can't let go My hands around your throat Won't leave me alone Now I got my guard up Can't let go Don't mean to break the skin I'm just sensitive
She's literally one of my Favorit Artists! Propably even my Favorit one
♡♡♡ :')
Her music has really helped me throughout the time of this horrible emotions. I used to tell myself I was weak for showing that I was vulnerable emotionally. But mothica taught me to admire the fact that I was able to express my emotions. She's even got me to reach out and ask for help, im starting therapy soon. Thankyou so much.
you have no idea how much this means to me. thank you for listening :’) ♡♡
IM SO EXCITED OMG, I loved the bit I heard on TikTok so I can’t wait to hear the full song
The snippets has been playing on my mind lately and I can't wait to hear whole! ❤️
Am I going crazy? Why isn’t there much higher views for this video? This song is freaking catchy as hell. I swear if this were the 2000s MySpace era, you can bet all the scene kids will have this on their pages.
lol i found this song through myspace
@@donniedyko I didn't know that myspace still exists.
I just found Mothica and im honestly so in love with her music - a lot of her experiences mesh with my own and im so glad someone like her exists. Also her sound SLAPS💕
🥰🥰 thank you so much 🥰🥰
Just finished the premiere and this song just bumps it’s crazy good 🙌🏻
♡♡♡ thank you for supporting me!!
Can’t wait to download this and play it on full blast in my house 👌👌
This song plays on repeat while I dance through my flat just like in the beginning of the video. :D Love it so hard.
♡♡♡ love this
Oh my lord! One more track to add in my Favourite Playlist. Super hyped!! 🖤🦋
Жизненная жиза для меня, думаю она тот исполнитель который поможет мне справиться с моими негативными чувствами😍❤️
I have chills... on my head... this song must have struck some rather sensitive nerves🦋 😳 ⚡🖤🦋[we need a moth emoji]🤘⚡ - 💖 LOVE this!!!
oh maaaaan I'm becoming a Mothica STAN for reeeeealllll
She's my newest obsession. Her songs are so relatable as a girl in recovery!!!!
Mooothica is now on my top favs!! Insane production Love the touch of the lyrics, the outfits and the whole vibe Congrats team, done a great job!!
Literally describes my life.. extreme introvert yet desiring for human connection yet feeling at loss of how to make that happen the self loathing that comes with it and the depression I mean all the above anyway love your musics
La conocí por Buzzkill, y no me arrepiento, Mothica merece más reconocimiento, sus canciones son muy buenas.
I think most of us found her through Buzzkill
I heard five seconds of CASUALTY on the radio and decided I loved it from just that.
Such a good song. All of your songs lately have been so relatable and amazing. Love you queen. Ima go pop my poosay to this 🖤
From someone who is also introvert and HSP, thank you. I really needed song like this! 🖤❤
CANT WAIT FOR ANOTHER MASTERPIECE
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Casualty Pt. 2!!! NOCTURNAL is easily AOTY already.
Every song you have ever made ive liveed my own version. Your music it my lifes soundtrack. THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH FOR YOUR MUSIC. It saves my life to know im not alone.
Criminally good songs, I wish more artists had the guts to go back to these styles of songs. Good on you for staying creative with these masterpieces!
Love that the duck kettle got its own shot in this 👏🏾
IM SO EXCITED OMG!! I loved the clip I heard on TikTok and I can’t wait to hear the full song eeeeee!!
god she is just SO GOOD,, can't wait for her to blow up more than she has already. she deserves it
thank you that means so much :'))
the domintrix outfit at the end made EVERYTHING!
A Shirley Manson of this generation!!! BRAVO!!!
I just started listening to your music and I love your voice! I’ve played this song probably a couple hundred times so far.
You are amazing! Can't wait to listen to the whole album!!
I absolutely love this song! It might be one of my favorites from the album. As a cancer, I am the most sensitive person I know. I’ve gotten halfway through the playlist between KZhead and Spotify and I’ve cried to at least 3. Mothica’s music is the most relatable tunes I’ve ever found. ♥︎
The song, the aesthetic of the video, everything. Banger.
Quite rarely does a song get added to my playlist within the first few seconds. I appreciate the metal, and the lyrics.
I cant wait for this masterpiece!!!! Im frustrated cuz hours looks like minutes right now
Been looking forward to this for days. Going to be blasting it in every video game I have for days.
This honestly sounds sick AF. Damn. I love the guitar between every lyric.
I always love listening to this song as well as the bop it clip
Another one for the playlist.
Brooo, just found it by chance, man this beat be bussin, but the voice just gives the icing on the cake
I'm hooked. Haven't heard a voice like this in ages!
SO GOOD! The beat is so damn catchy! I will have this song on repeat all day!! Music video is BEAUTIFUL! 10000000/10
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I hate that it took so long for me to find you. Your music rules!
Wow another amazing song, this and Casualty are my favourites yet!
It'll premiere on my birthday! What a pleasant gift
Advance happy birthday!
Happy birthday!
This is sooooo good!! Side chained metal guitars =🤩🤩
Bro on third watch I got so mesmerised by the background dancers :0 Yall did such a great job on this music video omg
Saw you live in Berlin in november, and while the set in general was very good, this song blew me away. Keep it up!
My playlist 🥰❤
Love your visuals in these music videos!
The guitar is my favorite part of this song, i love like the delay to it with the beat im literally ENTHRALLED (Ps im no musician so idk that actual term)
very thankful the teasers for this awesome video popped up on my instagram feed and made me more interested in mothica than i was before. flash forward a year later i'm definitely a stan.
Actually me following her since the beginning I love your your hard work and your songs are just amazing 🤗
mothica has a great style, in addition to her music that has that rhythm and musical touch that hooks.
Found you through vices about a year ago. You’ve improved so much since then and it’s wonderful to watch your talent grow!
ahh thank you so much :'))
this is so good you deserve so much more recognition for your music
Met her last night at the show absolutely phenomenal
yessss
Godlike It's circling in my ears for two weeks already))
The end ! So creative. ❤️
This scratches a very specific part of my brain its so good 😭😭💗💗
Adding this to my vibe playlist cuz this is Awesome
Your brain is amazing for creating this
Seriously you're my favorite artist in the whole world right now, your music makes my life so much better! Maybe one day I'm gonna put my music out and we'll duet ^_^ that's the dream anyways.
Love this song so much!
Can't wait.
This is the song that always gets CRANKED UP to full every time. Bloody love it!
The transition of scene to dance is incridible
I'm so psyched for this to drop
I'm so obsessed with the intro guitar
Love the outfit and hair in the second half
I love your songs!!! You are amazing!
the visuals in this mv are AMAZING
Can’t wait for this song!!
This song fits me perfectly, thank you
i keep coming back to this it's so fucking good. absolutely something people are sleeping on. each time i come back i'm like "this should have 10mil views..."
Yet another masterpiece! Amazing job!
Congratulations for 100k🌟🌟🌟🌟
Such Queen. Much Style
This music video is impressive enough that my friends who don't like this genre listen to this song, good work and I'm excited to listen to more of your music
Ive been so exited for this i absolutely love it
Being a kid from Oklahoma too this makes me happy and gives me hope
Absolutely gorgeous!!!!!Amazing and relatable song!!❤❤❤💥
Amazing. You wow me every single time and I love your work and you!!!!! I found you in 2019 with the songs “ashes” and “water me down” and you’ve been once of my favorite artists ever since. I got clean from my opioid addiction with some help from blue hour, I have a moth tattooed on my arm hehe
Just got done listening to the song, it was amazing!!
Love this video..incredibly done
im so ecited i have been waiting to hear this for a bit and I've been waiting on the same page for 3 hours
very good everything from the video and song with that touch that gives you pleasure.
This song is amazing
great song thanks spotify
This freaking song is on fire!!!! 🔥 I love this new dark electronic feeling on mothica's music 🖤
Such an amazing song
THIS IS AMAZING! Ah so powerful