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a lyric video for EDEN 'Drugs'..
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"I don't do drugs. I am drugs." - Salvador Dali
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Lyric Video by: Incept
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Lyrics:
cos i had the best of the worst sides
and i had these lungs
and i had too many flash fires
that i just let them burn
till my chest is on fire
and my head just wont die
i guess im lying cos i wanna
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like its move or slowly die
you aint you when youre like this
this aint you and you know it
but aint that just the point
you dont know
how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im
still caught below
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing
cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess sometimes
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need
cos all i needed was some words to say
that all these feelings dont mean shit to me
cos its all just chemicals anyway
anyway
and i got way to many routes to take
to make this all just go away
and find another heart to break
so heartless with the words i say
just saying what im supposed to say
cos i had nothing for you
i cant love when i cant even love myself
things i would rather be thoughts at the back of my head but im addicted to hurting
and i got these lungs
and I spent too many late nights
thinking a hole in the earth
till the sky is on fire
and my head still wont die
i guess im lying cos i want to
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like i need something to come alive
she said you aint you when youre like this
this aint you what you done?
and i said thats the point
you dont know how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im still caught bellow
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing
cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess inside
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need
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Who’s still listening in 2024?
I remember listening to this song so long ago, it still hits the same after all these years
Listening, watching, loving
Me
Still get goosebumps listnening to EDEN! Takes me back to when me and my old friends would go and stay out all night walking for miles in the countryside with a speaker! When life was so much better!
:')
"I can't love when I can't even love myself" oh, that hurts.
cskyla I know that feel bro ;-;
cskyla. : dude that hurt me
Depressed guys up there
Exactly how i feel.😟
cskyla to me it's not like that. How can I explain it... It's because I don't love myself that it's easier to love someone else...
"Cos' I'm a fucking mess, sometimes" sums up my whole life.
Desiree Jefferson same
Alice Fangs replace sometimes with always and then it describes my life
Desiree Jefferson it's fucking hard but it's true
i got this "cos I'm a fucking mess, all times "
Trojan man all the time*
Just lost my little sister due to an overdose, this was one of her favorite songs. Really hits different now, I feel like there's a void in my chest which can never be filled. The entire world is stained black now. My father found her laying on the kitchen floor, purple and black from being dead for a few days. It's a weird feeling deleting your sibling's phone number or deciding what to do with their personal belongings after they're gone. All I can do is think about our good memories together and who she was before she became addicted to hurting. I wish I could've been her drug, but she couldn't trust anyone, not even her own family. We actually both had sons and her baby ended up being adopted, while my baby mama left me and got child support going. After that, it's like our lives went downhill, the disappointment of not making your parents into grandparents to emulate the feeling of a cohesive family and togetherness. We only drifted further away in the end, now that my beautiful sister is gone, everyone wants to think about the "what ifs" and the trap of thinking the trajectory could have been changed. She was truly unique, so funny, and charismatic. I will carry you with me until my dying day, sorry I couldn't go with you. We made a promise to never leave each other, after all the tragedy and abuse we survived. I wanted to convince you of how amazing you were, but I failed in communicating how much we needed you. Now we are left to clean up the mess. I'll let your son know how much of a fighter his birth mother was, should he come searching when he's older and wants to know why he's a different ethnicity. You will always be my guardian angel, Christina. Rest in peace, love your brother. I'll die with your secrets and carry your sins forward with honor. You were a survivor, not a victim.
💜
I'm not even religious but I know that God's with your sister:)
@@gsdgsgdsgdsdgsgd2003 Thank you for your words. I guess faith is about believing in what you can't see and I understand that now that she's gone, but her memories are still here and exist. I want to know Heaven is real, just so I can see her again in the afterlife. It's hard to explain. But your kind words mean a lot to me... we are doing her Celebration of Life soon. It has been like a month, but it still feels like just yesterday. I been trying to write a eulogy but it's hard to describe someone so special who is unique.
🥺this hits...sorry for your loss I hope life will take you uphill from here.....rest in peace to her☝️☝️✌️✌️
@@rollin3480 Thank you for those kind words. I appreciate it. Each day gets a little better.
anyone still listening in 2019?
Koala Kontrol always listening ❤️
Yup same
yeet I am
Of course ❤️
Koala Kontrol yess
this song has really been a sort of anthem for me "I just feel so tired", "I'm a fucking mess sometimes". really hits home
Bardley same
Bardley same
Bardley same
Bradley same
Bradley do we care? jk
This was the song that I was listening to during my first suicide attempt. I still listen to it. It makes me feel stronger. Some days are tough and some days I don’t wanna deal with the pain. But listening to this reminds me that I am important and loved and I’m here for a reason.
i hope u r doing better now :D
Why did you do it?
Stay strong
@@rich9973 Being a little rough today aren't we?
I don't understand how slow songs Id like to get riled to is in your shower play list? what are you doing in that shower exactly?
anyone still listening in 2020?
Yessss, everyday
Absolutely, This is my fav songs from EDEN. What's yours? :)
Ofc bro haha
just found this
always
God I pray that this doesn't get seen by tiktok
Even if it was, not even tik tok could ruin this masterpiece
imagine them mongrels acting emo and shit with this song in the background hahaha fck no
Yeah imagine this song reaching a bigger audience to spread awareness of how great Eden is.... that’d be horrible.
🤣🤣 I think we're too late...
as much as they deserve the publicity & hype, they create their music in hopes of it helping or touching someone. tik tok making it a trend would make it overplayed and lose meaning. so while itd be financially beneficial i think, it would ruin a lot of meaning for their audience which i think EDEN would rather avoid. but idk i could be wrong :/
Voice is perfect. Music is perfect. Meaning is perfect. This song is perfect. EDEN is perfect.
O, znalazłam Polaka
Julia Martinez O, ja też :D
I ja :D
O, Polacy lubiący EDENA, więc jest szansa dla tego kraju. :O
Kr ol I ja
its sad that you have to detach yourself from a person that you love dearly , just because you can see them losing the feelings you're currently gaining.
I feel that too... 😔
I went thru that a few times its not in your destiny god must have another plan for u i woulda died for this chick thought id never get over her then im met the most ride or die. Chick ive ever met 9 years later 5 kids later still going strong keep your head up sis it will pass and u will find your prince
Going through that right now too...💔
I can relate to this so fucking much, too much
And that's why my flight is booked to leave tomorrow...
Almost 2023 and still listening to this song
Yup
And money says you're depressed af like the rest of us😁
Yup
HAPPY NEW YEAR
WHAT DO YOU MEAN ALMOST😂
The part where it goes "Cos I'm a fuckin mess sometimes" speaks to me
Christina Loutina same :/
Except for the sometimes part ha
Christina Loutina hey you there on insta? 😂
@eden lol
Christina Loutina omg I'm a fan of u!
From what I think of these lyrics is that they're of a depressed man who does drugs to escape his problems. His girlfriend/wife tries to tell him that he can get through this, and he's "not him when he's like this", but he simply says "that's the point". He feels emotionally trapped and cold. All of his ambitions have died, wanting a part of him to come alive. He feels that he has nothing to offer his partner, and feels that he should die because of his problems.
Wow astonished by that description really deep
MRfabelj Sarcasm? XD
Terribly Charismatic Duck not at all i really felt touched by that description (:
couldn't agree more. a lot of the 'small' points of the text, like the flashfires, represents his life falling apart between the drugs and the depression. problems keep cropping up, and... after a while you stop tending to them. fuck man, this song is too relate-able.
thats way better what i could ever think of...
Almost 3 years ago now, I had the worst day of my life.. I received the phone call that my brother had finally passed, after being removed from life support.. I had made a play list. Consisting entirely of Eden songs days before. Because I knew I'd need something to keep me from going off the rails. I knew I was gonna do something dumb and would need a tether to life, and that I did.. I took 6 hits of acid. Put on my headphones laid in the center of my empty living room and stared at the ceiling through misty eyes. I've never cried so hard in my life. For 15 hours I laid there. Watching the ceiling spell out things my brother has said to me. Spell out the words Eden was saying... until this song eventually caught my full attention(it had played several times but it finally clicked) I got up and went for the longest run I've ever ran in my life. And then passed out out on my bedroom floor.. I spoke to my brother in the dream I had, and his words struck hard.. "Don't lose Eden, or you'll lose yourself" and not a week has gone by I haven't lost myself in Edens music... The Anniversary of his death is coming up.. but I'm not worried anymore.. Eden has the Wheel. ❤❤
Hold tight to that strength and take comfort in knowing you are a survivor. And even though we are all just 1's & 0's colliding across the ether, you are not alone and some of us are glad we can share this space.
Im so sorry for your loss, it must hurt losing a brother..
Ily baby thank you for being strong
Sorry for your loss dude :(. That happened to me 2 months ago but im still here so be strong man :)
Stay strong, meditate, breathe, drink water and don't ever stop trying to make a better world that can revolve around you. I believe in you. You're stronger than you know, just dig deep
Here right after the new year, still depressed as FUK!
(Y) same
@@gautam7599 I am honored you chose me to be the recipient of your first reply/comment!
come on babe u can do it, just smile and stay positiv
@@emilieclementine2672 aw thank you so much, I’m trying! Every day is a battle but I am determined to win!
@@grantritter4065 and you will win, I'm sure
EDEN's been at this for years, released more music us fans could ask for, and yet he's still so underrated
amen right girl
And new album in 2020 Feb.. Stoked!
Omg yess
Its our secret
I like it the way I keep him my lil secret is that wrong ?
We'd rather have someone understand our feelings than try to fix them.
Maybe that's what you need to fix them, it soothes people to know they aren't the only one
It's hard for people to fix them but when someone understands it acts as a soother and numbs the feeling of being alone
I would rather have someone understand. At the end of the day the only one who can fix my shit is myself, yanno?
Sometimes by understanding, people can fix or at least try. It's good to have someone that actually cares, though. But it's bad because we are afraid that they just won't get used to it and not accept we're a mess, we get the worry that they would leave us at some point. So many fears that end up making a complete mess and problem for ourselves and life. But... Also... We don't want anyone to feel like we do
I feel like this is true in a lot of ways. But to fix something it helps to understand it.
2022. Still gets me through a lonely, dark night... Just like it used to.
Just like it always will.....
I know this sounds stupid but my wife is leaving me basically for another guy and this songs picks me up when I’m at rock bottom
Find someone who wants you more than you want yourself. Prob not what you want to hear rn but sorry to hear about that, bud
@@benmetler872 it’s okay thank you
hey she doesn't deserve you, you be happy, keep your head up before your crown falls king. Focus on your life and keep going :)
Good luck with everything
I'm sorry you had to go through that.. Clearly if she wants someone else she was never meant for you to begin with. You will find the one that values you as much as you value them if not more but of course that will take time and patience. My only advice is to not rush love, trying to force it will get you hurt in the end. You'll find her when you least expect it 😊
"I just feel so tired" hits me in the feels
Same
Lauren Reyes Same
Same 480° around
This song hits a little too hard where it hurts..
TheDangerWolf Aint that tha truth....
I'm ain't American.
TheDangerWolf wdym
TeknoSquirrel ain't means are not.. " I am are not American". Great.
If y'all grow some fucking balls it doesn't hit you where it hurts
This song and “Luka - Feelings” are some of the only things keeping me sane through these tough times. I just want to send love to everybody and let everyone know things will get better... i love you 💕
Then call me a fan cause i spin things to chill out
Sending love back hope you ❤️ ok
eden is everything music was meant to be, you can feel the emotion behind every lyric, the tone of voice, and then the music says everything the words can't capture. every song is pure beauty, and has helped me through so many hard nights. i don't think you're making music anymore but eden i am so grateful for the art you have created
"she said you aint you when you like this" "and i said thats the point" damn :|
magerr98 he*
magerr98 damn.... Savage.
magerr98 ahahaha that's me :|
magerr98 i dont get it
damn bish •-•
I need to go to rehab cos' I swear I'm addicted to anything EDEN
Lol
Same XD
me too... help
well i mean the song is literally called drugs so.... u may actually be addicted lol
Kritikill lol
This song found me and was in my suggested list. It saved me from my rock bottom. Year 2019 when I quit being a mess, 2020 didn't work and started to pick my pieces up. Listening to Eden songs. I still listen to this when I have my episodes of depression, and this make me stronger.
This is my go to song when fucked up out of my mind on just another bender. We are not the same...
ANYONE STILL IN 2024 ?!?
yeah....
"I guess im lying cause I wanna, i gues im lying cause I don't." "Swear Lying is the only rush I need." *que relatable man tears*
Dylan Fray *cue
Nah...we gotta que to cry our man tears, we can't do it all at once. It'd be too much emotion at once.
😭😭😭
the part between 0:00 and 5:39 gave me chills
oooooooooooooh... true
that's my fav too!!
Same
Broo same
My mental state has been hitting an all time low lately and this song has just been in my head over and over again. It feels... I dunno... calm? I feel like I'm not alone, even though I pretty much am as I'm facing depression alone atm. Anyways, thanks so much for this song Eden.
Hope u make it king 👑
This song helps so much when you feel like your falling back into old ways.
I also come back to it when I feel myself slipping (or already falling in to) new bad habits.
It makes me angry that EDEN is so unknown. EDEN is the best musical artist I've ever heard.
same feelings bro. spread the word i guess!
so true man. He really is.! He is in Berlin soon, just bought my tickets !:)
Gonna be in Berlin too. With the VIP Package to meet him :P
There's no best musical artist. There's not best art. There's just things that make you feel some ways you like. Art is no competition :)
DN4E I'm aware, and it's my opinion. My opinion can say anything I want about the best art.
I heard this song yesterday. when I heard the "cos I'm a fucking mess sometimes" I fucking fell in love with it
Yup I can't love when I can't even love myself perfectly describes me wish I knew why
T a y T a y yeaahhhh
T a y T a y ikr it's just awesome! I love it
Same
Eden makes me so emotional. Only artist I can relate with.
16 years old, lost, depressed, with a lot of problems that I myself caused and this song had me to the walls sing my lungs out...
Sorry you're struggling....
That's what music is for .Keeps us keeping on.❤️
hey you are going to be ok
hey, youre doing so good, even if youre struggling, i promise you life will take a turn, you will find people, music, animals, books, shows and smells that will help you find your way through life. You're doing so well, and im so so proud of you love!
You're 16 dude!! Your life is only on the first chapter. I felt the same way when I was you age if not worse keep your head up dude. Don't be afraid to talk
i can't be the only one who always cries when i listen to this song.
you arent
Kayah G same
Feel you
u ain't cuz i be cryin non-stop...
no I do too it gets me in my feels especially since this song describes my life rn
She said "you're not you when you're like this" I said "that's the point"
Taylor Kay idk about you but that hit me like a truck of feels
Taylor Kay You're not You when you're hungry
He* + Nigga what the fuck is the point of this comment?! Yeah, and your not supposed to quote your own sentence.
No matter how hard life hits you, never give up. Found this song while on depression due to many problems came a couple of months ago, especially when covid spreads. Thank you for this strong and thoughtful song. To whoever reads this who is also on my situation before, don't let your light turn off inside you.. it happens to me many times, i even attempted suicide many times but it is really not worth it. It is okay to let go off your tears sometimes. BE BRAVE TO YA'LL OUT THERE
Honestly Eden is fucking amazing and I’m glad that he isn’t mainstream his groove and vibe is just such a mood. The Eden Project is honestly really amazing. This is a man with a voice worth listening to❣️
I need more Eden in my life
me too!
Another new EDEN is gonna be out tomorrow :)!
+TomTropical really ? what is it
I dont know either but Koala stated there is gonna be one tpmorrow in another comment :)
+TomTropical so cool!
Eargasm
ItzRazeYT Lmao
For years and years Ive listened to this song and all of Eden's other songs, and I have somehow just realized They NEVER miss.
Why do people always ask if we are still listening. Music doesn't lose its magic my dude.
This is like pouring honey and acid into my ears. So soothing yet hits you right in the feels.
You just copied someone else
sounds painful.
honey in ur ears?? gnarly
So true
Slayyyed have you even tried that? Really doubt it...
“‘youre not you when youre like this, this aint you and you know it’ and i said, ‘thats the point’” o h m y g o d
no shit, eh?
I read this right as he sang that part of the song
breanna bree wolf _24 ❄️🌙🌔 BRUH I READ UR COMMENT WHILE IT HAPPENED mind blown
Alex Graelles bro ik.... makes so much sense
I actually worship you for getting the grammar so perfect in that comment...
The song it self is still so amazing even in this time, like it never gets old and by that i mean every songs from EDEN
*Awh, I’m here again. I guess my depression leads me to the best songs I used to listen. Thank you.*
I relate to this from a mental health standpoint, not the drugs. It still hits. And it's just such a fucking good song.
Same Mental health and Drugs point of view
I have a non-drug addiction but relate to the drug part
I'm obsessed with his songs. The sound, meaning, everything feels so deep. Eden is just perfect in every way and deserves much more attention.
Samme☔️
A song to represent a whole generation
This song and “Love Me” by Lukaz are literally the only two things getting me through these hard times, thank god for music! I love you
*but i'm addicted to hurting*
kyra lucy same to me..i like to hurt my heart and i like to cry
I dunno why but the feeling of pain actually is attractive. I like the pain, the hurt, it changes me somehow, I always accumulate hate for myself so I become cold. Even though it hurts, I need my pain. It makes me, who I am... It's weird actually
kyra lucy we all are
Cutting myself
I enjoy hurting and crying... I enjoy the feeling of breaking down, having no happiness and small emotions
The "Ain't that just the point" and the "And I'll never let you know" always get to me. They both sound so pack full of emotion and it hits right to home. (Then again this whole song is like that).
That is the point. Please re-post this comment on the official video. {EDEN} They only get your good news there.
There is no time when I listen to this masterpiece and not get chills all over my body
No matter how many times I hear this song it always breaks me down while also bringing me peace, Beautiful!
“I can’t love when I can’t even love myself.” Damn...
Ik I can't I had to go to memes for solitude
that's how I feel dude ;-;
My literal goddamn stupid life
Ian from sirens lament said that (yall read any webtoons??)
Depressed people in 2020 where are you?
Right here
Hello
Sup
Bruh...
Hey I’m here
I’ve been listening to Eden for quite a long time and he just speaks my mind the things I’m too scared to say aloud to matter how sad or how bad I want to and I appreciate him so much for helping great through hard times ❤️🙏💯
I'm haunted by PTSD and this song helps me remember that its amazing to be alive and able to breathe. We all have our struggles but in the end we are all just star dust
So so tru
i love this
PTSD here too. It's allows me to do things " normal " people can't except handle my emotions. Lol sucks . This song is amazing
“in the end we’re all just star dust” i’d get that tatted🥺
@@lilbrwnie.2449 I'm having a wave of emotion reading this. Even the idea of having said something that someone eles feels is worthy of a tattoo blows my mind. If you do it ill get one as well
You know when you're in a really hard time of your life, and nothing seems right. but then something happens, and for some minutes.. or even hours everything just seems so good. everything seems alright and you don't understand how you could ever feel sad and hopeless at all. that's how I'm feeling right now and it's cause of Eden. his music does something to me
Imagine two people. The first has gone through some shit - maybe partially because of the second person or maybe they were innocent enough to fall in it. They try hard to survive life but everyone applauds the second person around them - the capable, the strong, the cool, the charming. And when the first is stuck with second for a job (maybe they work in same dep), time passes by with second just being annoyed and chiding first to do their part right. First can't take it. They want to quit but at the same time know they will regret running away. There are fights, there are dramas, things feel unfair to first because there are more downs than ups. But then first slowly catches second's life story. They now start to actually observe what second does. And second's a friggin mess. Second handles jobs nobody wants to do. And they never complained. This song plays.
You my friend, can make a new music video for this song
I don't even have like 2 percent of the resources for that. But thanks, Spooky.
I absolutely adore this idea, bless your soul. (kind sad tho because I'm sure a lot of people have to go through that kind of shit everyday...)
o~o I wanna write a story thing with this idea
What about anyway to put this idea on concrete? :DD It´s amazing.
I remember listening to eden while I play minecraft SG or sky wars back when I was in 8th grade. I'm a senior in highschool now. Times flys! :(
ME TOO, it’s actually crazy :/
It doesn’t slow down... You’ll watch it slip by not knowing where the times gone.
I hope everyone has a good year this year. remember to stay strong! failure only comes when you give up happy 2021!
ohhh thx babe same for you !
2021 hasn't been very happy and 2020 was nice compared to my year in 2021
Happy 24😊
I am becoming more and more stressed and depressed every single day and this song is me
:(
Have a nice day !! You'll get better !! I wish you the best, Never give up !!
Arthur Aguiar ok thanks
Jay Pittman Stay strong bro. I went through depression about a year ago, it will get better.
d7_TeMpErRz you sure
I don't do drugs, but I feel this song fits so well with my life... It made me even cry.
Same
same. i listened to the 1 hour version everytime i go to sleep
Micaela Blezio Sierra I thought I was the only one..
It not about drugs. The "drugs" are just the catalyst for this guy's struggles. Which is the song is about.
The song is about being addicted to lying. He's struggling in his love life because he gets high off of the lies, but it's pulling him apart from his girl. "All I needed were some words to say. All these feelings don't mean shit to me. It's all just chemicals anyway." Those are him saying he doesn't feel the love in this in the relationship, he just feels addicted to lying. In the end, it gives you a hopeful feel by adding in the bit "I've spent too many late nights, just thinking about holding her." He wants to love, but in the end, lying is the only love, the only high he needs. Just my perspective though. I didn't know if you'd like this interpretation to clarify why you may feel so connected to the lyrics.
Even in my best of moods, those first few chords will just make me tear up, they say good music makes you feel something, this song must be a masterpiece 😌✌
Ah Eden... Never bored of your talent and your hard work since so many years 🖤
I wanna cry
Jacob Alvarado are you in 8th grade? I think I know you
Berezerek Tylom No, lol
I did too
Jacob Alvarado who doesn't
You'll be ok, friend. 💙💙💙
Ironically enough, this song actually helped me get through rehab. In music therapy group, I was able to pick any songs I wanted to listen to and I would always pick this one. On replay. I love this song a little too much.
eden have a perfect songs OMG
Love this song just enough
helped me stay sober too!
The music helps me keep clean
Suzy Skies same... just graduated a 90 day program. Into an Oxford house got 105 days off herion.
As someone who used hard drugs and ended up drowning himself in liquor for years after...Captures it damn well for my personal battle 👍
I wish you win this battle with flying colors!✌.....all i wanna request you to just love and take care of yourself....😊
:(
you got this, fight your battles and win, i believe in you
This song is beautiful but so emotional-it will always remind me of a past relationship that was toxic, and heartbreaking but also one of the most loving and memorable relationships I l’ve ever had💗
Fun Fact: The guy who made this video is the same guy that made the "Lemme Smash" meme.
xXLoAfBlOkEXx I love that meme
xXLoAfBlOkEXx for real?
yea its on his channel too
nO
he made the lyric video for 'Are We Still Young" by Grant, aswell
last person to reply to this comment gets a hug
i want a hug
I would love a hug right now.
wtf lol i listen to this song at 3 am and there's a fresh comment gg
@@hup234hup lol i thought the same
✌️
Oh my god this with headphones 😍
2024 still the same pain addiction still there but still listening to this masterpiece to calm my mind🤘🏻
All we've really done is get better at hiding the pain. I feel like these lyrics hit harder as an adult but the pain is comfortable.
It really helps the song when the singer is slurring his words. Idk if its on purpose or not, but it does add a bit of pain to the song. Like you know you have a problem, but just cant stop.
Cyberote that one of the reasons I love Eden, you can feel the pain when he sings and it just makes his songs so much better
0:42 And i had too many french fries that i just let them burn
Matina Psil u eat them a lot that's why
it sounds like he said "french fries"
I do not think this
you ruined my life
🤣🤣🤣🤣 lol
After 4 years I have found this gem again I found this my freshman year and I have many memories behind this song
2021 and im still hanging around this song its a beautiful masterpiece that speaks volumes to my soul
I'm glad this song is 5+ minutes long.
Georgia Kalpidou same tbh
2 years clean again in September. Here's to working towards the 3rd and all the ones after..
Congradulations. Here is to many more myself. I've been clean since september 2019
Olivia Draus-Barrett Very proud of you!
• k e l x i z i q • It’s amazing, remember your worth and you are here for a reason ok? Keep that head held up strong you got this 💓💓
Olivia Draus-Barrett I'm a few days clean, I'm making process... and finding ways to stop myself but when things get bad I can't control myself. I used to do it everyday, so I'm doing better :)
@• k e l x i z i q • YOU CAN STILL DO THIIIIIISSS, YOU GOT ITT
This song makes me want to scream into a void until I lose my voice- It’s glorious
same man....i totally would my whole family's up stairs and im down here trying to hold it together..
I'm mesmerized by how well the shapes in the background sync with the music. I've heard this song so many times but never looked up the lyrics until now after randomly remembering one line. Thank you for creating this beautiful lyrics video to this beautiful song, whoever it was, I'm sure it took a lot of effort and I appreciate it
I like the part where it says I can't love you if I can't love myself.
Brittiany Jenkins same
she said you aint you when you like this ME: Get some snickers brother
Poseidonox made my day xD
My god I have never laughed at a comment before. Now I have.
Stolen comment from MrSuicideSheep's vid
Meeeeeeee
😂😂😂
I play Eden when I’m at work && i was listening to this and my manager jus started crying there eyes out after hearing this , so much passion and love still hits with this masterpiece .
this song always hits me so deep.. wether its about love, addiction, obsession... hell even all 3.... always hits me so much 🖤
Hit me right in the feels ! I miss my brother!!! He loved this song so much !! 😭😭😭😢 RIP CHAVA 4-11-97 💔 5-6-17 !!!! Wow , I’m just speechless seriously. I just want to thank each and everyone of y’all for all of your love you guys are showing to my deceased brother 😕. Thank you so much guys , and even if I don’t know y’all I just really want to THANK Y’ALL from the bottom of my heart ❤️. May god bless you ALL!!!! THANK YOU from me and my brother 💔.
Ohhhh 😥😥😥
Rip ❤️
Thanks guys!
Your brother had very good taste, may he rest in peace. ~Rylee
Damn bro.
This is exactly what it's like to have a girlfriend/boyfriend while being addicted to drugs. No joke, this song was one of my inspirations toward sobriety, which has been over a month now. I know it's not too long, but I plan on making it much longer. Thank you EDEN.
So happy for you bro! :)
mclovin stephano one month IS a long time, that's fuckin great man! keep up the good work (:
Thx guys, that means a lot (:
mclovin stephano I hope you keep it up! Best of luck!
mclovin stephano stay strong don't go back ever
Anyone listening in 2023? This was the first eden song i listened to Such a Masterpiece!
Sometimes, I just want. No, I need to go to a very lonely area away from everyone and just scream until you have no more voice, until you spit blood. And let go the years of self hate and disappointment out. Kick, punch, cry and scream all of it. Anyone can relate to that?
This makes three of us...
Nani i can understand you.. wish you and all of us whos been hurted a good year 2020
happiness yeah 😣
i’m with you
I need to do that rn. But I’m at home with my parents and I can’t do that without getting into trouble
my girlfriend showed me this song. i fell in love with it and totally didn't even think it was her that felt this way about us. Edit: So this really blew up. I can't even speak to how this thread has impacted me over the last couple of years. There's heartbreak here, and yet so much inspiration to keep going. I want to start making playlists for people again, I haven't done that in a while, and I'd also like to start a chat with anyone who wants to just talk about life, so if anyone wants my snap or facebook i'm down
damn. make sure shes okay lol.
josh Subet her new boyfriend does enough of that for both of us
Mason Farrell im so sorry..
Mason Farrell this is how i feel and she don't know.
Stream Alexander I recommend telling her shit quick. nothing good is gonna come of it. once you think long and hard about things, you realise that they can and will change your entire life, for better or for worse. I can wager it's a 75/25 chance your life is gonna be hell if she finds out without you telling her, or she starts feeling something deeper and it destroys her life when she realises you don't
First time hearing this song after 7 years. This song is still a banger. Brings back memories
helped me through some dark times in the past this did. Not listened to this is a long while
When he says "cause I had these lungs" I almost start crying everytime because the sound of his vouce
omg same😂😍😭
Angelee Hoots YYEESS
He is saying that he wouldnt mind getting rid of them. Basically saying he needs this so much that lungs are a small price to pay.
nans life that vouce tho
i like how every eden song has no bad comments
BenPlayz 16 wow I didn't even realize that
Maybe bc you're the cancer..? Just putting that out there, take it or leave it.
This song helps me so much, in so many ways, and in a sad way, I relate way too heavily.
damn listen to this now, brings me back to where i was at college listening to this while sitting alone waiting for my friends
Music is my drug
Pierce the Netta I agree music is my drug too 😄😄
I feel you. I'm addicted xoxo
Jasmine Cosme Not singing for your XO
Pierce the Netta too✌
nonono, EDEN is your drug. And mine.