its 4am and you’re still awake • an escapism playlist
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My Channel is a non-monetized music channel on KZhead, created and operated by one anonymous individual under the alias Navo159. My Goal is creating the ultimate escapism music library on KZhead, for people that need to escape reality, even for a second. I also network with artists and labels, so that their music can be heard and supported. Every Artist name along with the track title is always in the description of every video. So, if you want to support the artists, go and support them on their respective streaming platforms as well. Furthermore, all of the tracks used in my youtube playlists are copyrighted music, so if you see ads in my videos, it's because youtube places them automatically based on copyright-owners needs, I have no control over it, so sorry about that. And lastly, thank you so much for being a part of a wonderful community. Never thought I would be able to help so many people. Let's escape this reality together, at least for a moment. I will never stop making these videos. I just love music, and love sharing it with others who love it too.
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song list:
00:00 aurenth - green to blue (slowed + reverb)
02:03 øneheart & reidenshi - snowfall
04:04 my head is empty - evanesce
05:26 ødyzon - sleepless
07:50 théos & antent - all for you
10:02 c152 & .diedlonely - escape again
12:10 .diedlonely & énouement - stellar
13:49 øneheart - watching the stars
15:28 øneheart - apathy
17:24 .diedlonely - in the bleak midwinter
18:56 alixe. - hold on
20:44 jayan perera - cosmos temple
22:57 repeat 🔁
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Best tracks from my channel on a SPOTIFY playlist: spoti.fi/4aH2Phn (Daily updated) ▶️ About my channel: My Channel is a non-monetized music channel on KZhead, created and operated by one anonymous individual under the alias Navo159. My Goal is creating the ultimate escapism music library on KZhead, for people that need to escape reality, even for a second. I also network with artists and labels, so that their music can be heard and supported. Every Artist name along with the track title is always in the description of every video. So, if you want to support the artists, go and support them on their respective streaming platforms as well. Furthermore, all of the tracks used in my youtube playlists are copyrighted music, so if you see ads in my videos, it's because youtube places them automatically based on copyright-owners needs, I have no control over it, so sorry about that. And lastly, thank you so much for being a part of a wonderful community. Never thought I would be able to help so many people. Let's escape this reality together, at least for a moment. I will never stop making these videos. I just love music, and love sharing it with others who love it too. 💛 Mental health helplines: helpguide.org/find-help.htm 🔎 Contact me, for anything: instagram.com/navowi159/ 💙 PATREON: www.patreon.com/navo159/membership ⭐ If you choose to donate on PATREON, the money will go towards buying new music for the channel so that everyone can benefit from your generosity. Donation is completely optional and I only made this Patreon so that those who feel the need to do so may have that ability. Thank you for your continued support, and most importantly, thank you for listening! 📝 Want your music featured on my playlists? Do you think it will help other people? Email me • navowi99@gmail.com 👀 Let me review your music: groover.co/band/signup/referral/influencer/16554/?.navo159&widget_id=16554
THIS VIDEO MADE ME SLEEP Without me knowing 😮😮😮 and the music was calming and it made me sleep THE WHOLE NIGHT!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! I AM GOING TO SAVE THIS VIDEO
Around 12:35 AM. bedroom door is open, my cat is resting on my leg and I’m listening to this. It’s raining. One of the most relaxing parts of my day.
It’s for 4 AM only. Lol jk
It’s always so peaceful.
It’s 12:46 sat feb 17. My bedroom door was open, I don’t have any animals anymore I’m also listening to this. It’s not raining. Not very relaxing in my current location and position but it’s definitely one of the most relaxing parts of my day.
Why yo door open.
@@Just_Us1 made me look
Hey there What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you.
This is beautiful ♡ thank you kind stranger for putting in the effort to write this
Thank you
This made me cry...thank you❤
i cried so hard reading this. I love you so much 😭
Oh no I’m not crying, my eyes are just dressing up as waterfalls
dear human, don’t forget that the sun shines in the morning and falls in the evening. everyone has their ups and downs. i love you so much, love from, a human being. x❤
ngl life has been rly hard recently. this made life worth living for js a bit.
I hope your doing okay. I love and am here for you. Im proud of you.
keep going bro
Fr I wanna give tf up
Ur loved by many don’t forget that ❤
thank you pimp daddy @@pimpdaddyd8888
I love these playlists because even if I listen to them alone, they allow me to cry in peace. Lately I have been feeling very lonely, I hardly talk to anyone except 3 members of my family. In a few days it's my birthday and I had to make invitations and send them to my friends, I was supposed to send them on the 17th of last month, but I made them and sent them until today, because I was very nervous and I didn't have any messages from them for weeks, just old messages from my mother telling me to send out the invitations. I don't know how many will come to my birthday, but I don't care much if no one comes, because before I sent out the invitations I didn't feel like celebrating, I just hope I'm okay that day. I've been feeling lonely for a long time, and the only way to vent is by listening to these types of playlists and writing, although I physically can't write in a notebook for fear of someone finding it. I just hope that one day I can feel good again and leave behind the emptiness that consumes me more every day... I would like to talk to someone about this, but I can't find the words to do so without writing. Maybe one day I can open up to other people, as a friend (who I haven't spoken to in 15 days or more) tells me, but I don't think that day will come anytime soon. Anyway, good night. I'm hungry. //: Take care of your flowers (if you have them)
Happy birthday 🎉
for me, like i feel kind of similar, like whenever my birthdays come and go now i do not have anyone to invite anymore, like overtime, ive like faded away, idk like mental health is by far the most underlooked thing with health in general
I love to just relax alone on my bday =) maybe dinner with family then home and relax. You do you!
Happy birthday 🎁 love your self
Happy Birthday! It's YOUR day ❤ Take Care P.S. They are two of us ❤
Found this at 4:20am. Perfect timing.
4.21 :D
4:44 :)
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It’s currently 4:50 AM and I have to get up at 6:00 AM, so I’m glad this popped up on my recommendations
2:54am and i gotta wake up at 5:00 for an event lol
@@CatinaboxReal 3:25 am and I have to get up in 2 hours
Even the ghost is relaxing
I remember staying up late during Summer Break in 2023, my younger brother would be the only one who’s asleep while I stay up from 12 AM - 5 AM, I would sleep afterwards and wake up at 11 AM before Noon.
my sleep schedule was very similar, until my mom started waking me up at 6. i got around 3 hours of sleep on average.
I found this at exactly 4am, perfect timing
Hello
me too dude me too...
3:26am and I'm listening this makes me feel relaxed ❤
I have been sick for about 2 weeks now and I’m scared of going to school again because they didn’t ask me how I was doing… I feel like they didn’t even miss me the time I wasn’t there. I tried to ask my nephew for help but he said I was the problem and it rlly hit me. I got mad at him and he just ignored me. I feel like I’m getting ignored by everyone. As if I’m not alive or don’t exist I feel like talking to a wall I just don’t understand what I have done. I want to understand what I’ve done and fix it… but I feel like I’m not getting any chances. My cats are always there for me and when I cry they always join me. I feel like animals are to good for us humans. Anyway this playlist is awesome and lets me cry quietly and clears my mind. I’m glad those people will take the time to make these playlist!❤
I met this girl in my work and we started talking for a few months. Soon I started to catch feelings and I found myself slowly falling in love with her. This girl was everything, after so many years of feeling lonely and feeling like I could never have what other guys and what my friends talked about, this was a breath of fresh air. But in the end I got rejected, same like all the other times I tried. I think I have a built in defense mechanism to where I can't show my affection to what I really want to show since in the past it hasn't been reciprocated to what I wanted. I truly did like this girl, but I feel like I let I slip by, again. We would have the best talks, we laughed, and we talked deep into conversations about ourselves and our goals and aspirations. At least she made my life a little better for a time. Now I struggle with the internal conflict of staying as just her friend, or leaving her. Because I know while she expects a real friend, I can't be that guy. The friendship wouldn't be real. Maybe in another universe, with a different me.
Feel you there I always get to a point where I feel like everything is doing so well then I self sabotage myself and ruin relationships. I’ve been rejected and cheated on so many times that now I’m just afraid of doing it again, especially when everything feels like it’s going right I just don’t want to go through another downturn I feel like my life restarts every time I get rejected like I’m back to square one and I feel terrible for weeks, I went through your exact situation except she accepted me into her life only to be cheated on soon after even after giving her all my time and love everything was just a lie. I just can’t trust people anymore every situation is never a positive light I just can’t do anything correct in life
When u don't have God ...
Love is a soul-crushing experience when it's not reciprocated. Trust me, I've been there before. It didn't matter if the person I interacted with was a platonic or romantic person. If rejection, precieved or realized, knocked on my door, I'd pussy out and get defensive which always left me isolated and self-destructive. Maybe this peculiar sadness has to stay for you to understand its content and wisdom. Don't let the tears of yesterday overflow into tomorrow. Leave some room for the present. I respect your ability to respect her wishes and humble yourself into (possibly) declining her friendship proposal. That's very considerate and mature of you, especially considering the intensity of your affection towards this woman.
@@Moodboard39 I get what you mean but things like this happen to people even in the Christian life dude. It's a hard thing, relationships, but trusting in God will fix your void of loneliness and maybe get you confidence to seek a new life, but it won't fix reality. Unless that partner sees your love for God that they would also have to love and appreciate, nothing will change. Even if they do see it, sometimes they just don't care. Please be a little more careful with your words when representing Christ brother.
I will text you this in a different language so you can " find " your answer : Escoge tu mejor equivocacion, la mejor de todas. Siempre diran que hay mejores opciones y siempre y cuando haya una opcion, siempre habra un error. Asi que solo toma la opcion mas dificil ya que al menos, ahi viviras un poco mas. Hay quienes dicen que el amor esta en cada esquina otros al contrario que aseguran que es solo un pez mas en el agua pero lo que pocos se han dado cuenta es que es una estrella mas en el cosmos, separadas a millones años luz de otras mas. Quien sabe cuanto tardaremos en llegar a la proxima estrella y quien sabe cuanto anhelamos ser acogidos por su brillo pero por esa misma razon, no puedes no permitirte equivocarte ya que nunca sabras si por error del destino, amante de las pequeñas travesuras, terminas encontrando tu pequeña estrella. Animos !
its 4:41am rn, lowkey needed this
Another day ends, I’m awake into the early hours of the next. I’m thinking, and when I think too much I do anything to keep my mind occupied. I’m alone in bed and I think about all the people I know and all the people I once knew. I’m fearful that of the infinite directions life offers I’m so confused that I feel so unable to move in any one of them. I worry that there are so many of us, but we feel so few. And yet, I’m still grateful. Grateful that I know you’re all there as plentiful as the stars in the sky. So this night, any other night - just know I’ll be spending my nights thinking about you. ❤
im here if anyone needs to vent!! ill accept you for you, no matter if your skinny, chubby or over weight, tall, short, girl boy, non-binary, black, white, blonde, brunette, black haired, ginger or if you dyed your hair!! you know that your important and your feelings matter!!
4:01 when I found this! Thank you. Hope everyone reading this has a beautiful life 🙏🏽💖
01:05 на часах. А я лежу рыдаю,слушаю этот плей-лист. Смотрю на себя в зеркало,замечаю,что мои глаза являются почти копией глаз с обложки. Такие же красные с серо-голубой радужкой. Я толком не знаю,почему плачу… наверное от усталости (Всем остальным,кому плохо(да и вообще всем) желаю спокойствия и умиротворения ❤
thank you so much gorgeous soul ❤
I wish that I can one day find myself again. Find the ability to feel. Find the ability to trust in myself and nature and God. Anxiety has shaken me thoroughly and I want nothing more than to return to who I was before it. I feel like I will. But I’m frightened. I feel so dull, so stifled. It began as a coping mechanism- distracting myself and not allowing myself to express fear, to not give in to anxiety. But now, as I find my anxiety has lessened, the coping mechanism remains. I’ve always been such an emotional spirit. I miss me now.
Nature is God’s work. Nature heals. You will find sanctuary in nature.
Right there with you. Hope you find what you're looking for.
Can I please just say that the only way you will ever truly be happy and joyful and experience true joy that doesn’t run out is when you are in the presence of god. Jesus is the way I found true joy. I used to be so fearful and full of anxiety until I experienced gods true love and presence. It’s like I was carrying such a burden on my shoulders my whole life, constantly feeling like I should be worried about something. That was until I prayed for god to take that away and it was like he took the burden off my shoulders. I’m being so real with you right now like I genuinely mean this. Reach out to god in a prayer and he will answer you. He did it for me so he can do it for you
Bro this is the best playlist I ever had this brings back memories and it makes me think of the people I love and the first audio hits hard and the fact there's no lyrics makes u feel like ur in the backrooms but it's peaceful ur outside it's summer but it's rainy it's 6:00pm at night and u sitting outside looking at the dark sky with clouds while it got done raining there's no one around and u let out the tears that you have been holding in for the last 7yrs and it's so peaceful u feel like ur in heaven but it's reality.(I hope this helped)
İ have SCHOOL TOMORROW I cant SLEEPPPPPPP!!!!!!!! At least the music is relaxing....❤
SAMMEEE 😭
lol same
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You're such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you're alone you're not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won't ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don't feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don't want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don't want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it's not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you?. You're not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you're reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don't live up to other standards! It's your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn't, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like it’s your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You're so strong, you're still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You're not a burden to anyone, don't be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You're beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don't starve yourself. Please eat, I know it's hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you're in pain : ( you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don't let them get the best of you. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it's night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don't let them fight you. If it's day for you, don't start it by such sad music, I know it's impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. It's evening for you, you re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it's okay to feel the way you feel. You don't need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn't? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you're stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don't know much a smile can brighten someone's day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don't need to fake it anymore, because I can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as vou can but don't let the emotion control you by giving up. It's okay, you're here, you're safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don't think you're doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don't give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :> (ps someone else has said this! i just wanted to spread the word, you are loved
listening to this while high and drunk is superior frr
its hella calmingg T _ T
What dose it feel like to be drunk?!😊
I did not mean to say☺️
2:03 just hit diff at 4 am….😭
Rain is drizzling down as the sound of it fills the air and the gentle breeze flows into my room from the open window, with my dog lying next to me as I read and listen to this playlist, absolutely love❤️❤️❤️
No bc it’s actually 4AM right now and I can’t sleep 😭👌your calling me out😭😭😭
It's literally 4:03 AM and I just woke up from a nightmare and now Im watching this😁
it is very silent night and kind a foggy i just look outside from my window and drinking tea and thinking about my dreams.... it is really good feeling that if a person has dream and the person working on it...
when i was young, staying up late was cool. I still remember the first times i stayed up until 3 am, it was a sort of rebellious thing that i knew I wasn't supposed to be doing. now, at 24, this is the only time when i find peace within myself.
i'm half ur age yet i sort of understand my first all nighter was fun but now it's the only time i can take a break from the stress of school
4:57 I miss you so much
Found this at 3. I want to sleep and never wake up. I act all happy because my friends that I know deep inside are bad, are the only thing that I live for. I know that one day it’ll all be gone and it terrifies me because I don’t want to have to accept it just like how everything comes to an end including life itself. I’m scared of dying yet want to so bad because I am just a shell. My friends are all I live for but I know they’re bad and I only act happy to be with them because without them I’ll just be nothin and always be rejected from other people and when I try to make other friends it just doesn’t feel the same. I just have a connection with certain people and if my friends are bad does it mean I’m bad?
ik what you feel but don't give . you need to stand for yourself and do what you love. i also thought like this without friends i am nthg but i was wrong i didn't know they were jealous of me because i was gud in my acadamics that time they used to talk bad about me and i kept on believing them it took me years to realize that they were bad for me but i did'nt give up . after that i got into depression for 4 years and now i have it but not that complicated in that time i try to make new frnd and i succeeded i got a lot of nice frnds and i found my best friend because her i am still alive we helped eachother in there worst now for friendship i am having the best people as my friends because i was ready to give a chance for myself so what i am is try to say is give a chance to the people you don't know maybe you find the best people or maybe you fail but try again i have strong feeling that you get over it i wish you a happy and healthy life with the people who deserve you be happy don't ever give up sorry for my bad english by a wellwisher of yours lots of gud wishes from the other corner of earth fighting!!
Legit how my eyes looked yesterday
its 1:54 am and im lying in my bed with a blanket, the best feeling after studying till this late.
Only blue album covers, interesting ;) Keep up the mixes man dig it!
ngl thank you sm
It's 3:30 am right now I was supposed to pull an all nighter for my exam but I am starting to get a little bit too overwhelmed . I tried to sleep but I can't all these thoughts keep coming in my mind. Putting this playlist on so I can rest my mind a little and maybe sleep. Hopefully I will get up early to study Bye bye ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
Feelings come and go, but my love for the darkest time of the year always stayed.
Found at 4:00 on the spot
I know it's not 4:00 AM for me, but I still wanna listen to this :P (It's 1:24 AM sunday april 14th where I'm at)
Tbh life hasn’t been the greatest rn. After losing my best friend I completely shut down and blocked everyone out for months. I’m starting to recover but it’s been really hard. My anxiety and depression has gotten worse but this playlist has really helped me stay calm and focus on what’s important. Thank you❤
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22 april 2024, its 4:08, and i'm here, and reading all those comments under this video, is making me realize that a bunch of strangers, could understand me more that my family does, thank you guys
Time is not so late but my head is start to screaming and thanks for this playlist, already this playlist with me
im having one of the hardest days of my life, and this is helping me. thank you so much for putting time into this. even if its a couple minutes or a couple hours of work, mi still grateful that you made this. thank you so much
It 2:18 and I been crying since 10:05 bc ig my best friend hates me and wants nothing to do with me and everything we did for her was out of boredom I feel like shit
Got recommended to me at around 4:35AM, perfect timing.
It's like something in me is depressed but im happy &/or content. I don't harm anybody but i do harm myself(Not physically) but doing thing's my conscious tells me is bad. When i let something in me that i deny correct me(Conscousi) i then feel a great truth of eyes being upon me and feeling free and a undescribable LOVE for some reason. Then i AGAIN do the bad thing again and feel wierd honeslty even though everybody does it or is way worst than me. I feel like a set of other eyes looks at me and shows me Love but Love that I can Feel and understand, and have felt honeslty a somewhat Deceiving One very familiar honestly. it's at 4:00am and at my worst when this feeling appears. Just wanted to type this-
Everytime i hear those songs i remember my cousin and her brother .we would always play tg ,we allways had sooo much fun but now i havent seen her for 5 years, i just wish she will always be here.i always cry for her bc i miss her:(
I love this play list I have tons of work and my parents don't know so it's helping me relieve stress.
Ots 11:42 on a Sunday night and I just had the most difficult and disturbing days ever, now I'm listening to this and my day has become 86℅ better. Can y'all pls reply so I can come back to this beautiful masterpiece.?
glad your day felt better 💛
3:24 am, I really miss my dad.
4:30, blood leaking dowb my arms, nightlight sitting on my dresser, sitting at my desk staring blankly at the ceiling
I met a boy where he studied, I found him really interesting since I met him, little by little I learned more about him and I began to have feelings for him, he clearly noticed it and he also began to fall in love, but everything changed when I told him that I really had a partner and that my future is planned, in which my partner, if he disappeared right now, I would have no direction to go, I have hurt him a lot and he is suffering but so am I and I don't know what to do about it, I really love him but now everything has changed and I already have someone, even if it's not the way I want...
Nice artwork .... Crying eyes
i found this at 3 minutes past 4 perfect timing
thank you for adding those great vent playlists :)
4 am for grind 💪🗿
guys the time is 1:27 am!!!
04:16am, I woke up 3 hours ago. Gotta get up for school in just under 3 hours, this is perfect
I fall asleep listening to this and have another depressing morning
there’s something about green to blue that’s so damn sad but also so comforting. these songs help me reflect and think about things especially when i’m obliterated off the spongebob cart at 4AM
Another day ends and I’m lost in the sea of comments of disparities and comfort from one another Trying to feel the love within Letting go of what doesn’t serve me I feel so alone Star seed ✨
It’s 2:23 Sm and it feels like heaven Listening to this ❤
stop listing to this, go listen to some calming water sounds to sleep.
Video perfecto y hora perfecta (3:10 am)
Saw this on 11:34 was about to sleep until i found this. Been going through rough times lately
it’s 3:48 am, I’m sitting in bed wrapped up in bed sheets and covers, I’m bawling over a boy that hates me. School starts back in 5 days from spring break. And I’m just trying to relax.
We got our first dog back in 2018. A German Shepard, named Abbie, she was so loveable and entertaining. A quick runner, playful, loud. Pretty, adorable, lovely. She was the greatest family dog i could as for. I remember this one time we had a drone and we were flying it inside our house; she kept trying to attack it. It was so funny and stupid. She'd also just get up on the couch with me and rest her head on my lap while id be petting her head. She was such a good girl. We then got 2 more back in 2021. River and Allie. 2 cute little puppies that were Abbies brother and sister. They were so cute, floppy ears, small, fluffy. They'd run around for hours and would bark and play with toys we had in the house. Abbie loved them, sometimes I'd find them cuddled up and sleeping. All 3 of em just cuddling and loving each other. My family loved our dogs. But one day we had to take Allie down to my aunts house for a bit. Allie would meet my aunts dog, Roman. Roman was the typa dog that would chase cars. Allie fell into this habit and chased the cars with Roman. Until one day she got her leg ran over, she had limped under the house and stayed there. Until she fell asleep forever. Abbie was staying with my dad and my mom back at the family home, My mom was working this day and My dad was at the house. Door open, my dad would be working, not paying much attention to his surroundings. That's when Abbie ran out the door and ran for the street. My dad wasnt fast enough, and we didn't see Abbie for 3 days. Until her body was found at the side of the road. We lost 2 dogs that year. One didn't get past the puppy stage, and one was a memorable dog. We still have River. We don't let the door open for too long, or let him outside. He can only go out into the backyard. I miss Abbie and Allie. My 2 A's, fly high.
5:35 im not good at all, chainsmoking to keep the voices in my mind calm.
Well this is just straight up creepy. It’s literally 4:00 AM when I saw This video on algorithm
It’s 4 am my window is open it’s raining and listening to this is so nice
16:17 AM rn. On my desk drawing random shit. Freezing cold outside (man this is relaxing ngl)
I'm learning to be alone..and. alive...all I can...Say
Found this at 4am
I found this at 3:00AM, though I don’t think this applies to me because I didn’t stay awake until this time. I just woke up from a nap. Gonna go back to sleep with this in the background. Good night all :3
these sounds tickle my brain wth
I was listening to this at like 4:30 and then i checked the time after it changed and it was 6 am that,math ain't mathin' but i didn't sleep at all
Showed up on my recommended as soon as it hit 4 too
𝟔 𝐀𝐌 𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘𝐘𝐘𝐘
It’s five in the morning now I still haven’t slept.. I can’t sleep..
found this at 05:00 i feel watched 😍
to anyone reading this: i know you're probably here, late at night, maybe crying in your room while listening to this. i know that feeling. I've been there. i just wanted to let you all know, there are people who care about you. even if you don't think so, or if it doesn't show, people care. if no one you know in person does and you can be sure about it, know that i care. everyone else watching this video and listening to these songs care. you're not alone. if anything Is bothering you, If you're upset about anything, or even if you just wanna vent about literally anything in your whole life, tell me. i know I won't be any help, but I'll read everything you write down and try my hardest to help you. though I'm not the best at helping everyone, since I haven't been in all the situations all of you may have been in, I won't be able to help with everything and everyone, which I do apologize for. but hey, I'll try my best. i won't judge you. whether you're fat, skinny, tall, short, blonde, ginger, anything, I don't care. I'll care for you either way. if no one else could come up and hug you and let you cry into their shoulders, I'll lend you my time and you can tell me everything while you might be crying or smiling or just sitting there. i wish I could be there to help you, all of you, and comfort you, and allow you to cry to me. but sadly, I'm just a stranger on the internet. but even if I am just that, and even if I've never met you or never seen you or never even knew you existed, just know that I love you. I'll be here for you, always. love, the stranger on the internet❤
thank you so much gorgeous soul x
2am it’s cold my cats are playing. Around the house and listening to this😭🌴😊
This was actually so perfect when I found this it was 3:59am and when I pressed it is 4:00am
1:16...I'm here crying in the room
i want to cry so bad but i cant and its making me feel less like a person
ye ur right its like 3:53 in the AM rn
"I wanted to sleep. I just can't. My mind were racing.."
1:13am daughter finally went to sleep tonight was a rough night. I'm smoking my herb while listening to this and then going to bed
I don’t alive or don't exist I feel like talking to a wall I just don't understand what I have done. I want to sleep and never wake up. I don’t know why I’m feeling this way life has just been rough lately tbh. I try to open up but just can’t. Been in alternative school for a while. Started to smoke and drink more often and now I feel as if I can’t go back to the happy girl I was. My father told me the other day during one of our arguments and he said “.. where did my sweet happy baby girl go.” and walked out. Tonight is the night I realize what I have done. I’ve ruined my whole life to fun and will never gain it back. My boyfriend is here and he will never know what is going on because he’s not made for that. Nobody is. This track helped me so much throughout this journey. I want everybody to know. Everything happens for a reason and it’s not worth trying to harm yourself or to sleep and never wake up. This isn’t just one persons story this is yours too. Goodnight to everyone sleep well. In all love, kali. ❤💕
I hope you will live a gentle life my love ♡
Its 1:33 AM and im listening to this..
Im remembering my past at 4:50AM i miss them all
4:37 rn and idk why im up :/
i thought this would be happier-
Found it at 4:36am niiiiicee
Yes, 4am
"3 am and i'm still awake. i bet your just fine, fast asleep in your city- its better than mine."
It’s 4 am rn this scared the crap aoutta me
I'm not the one to cry about things....i just breathe and move on ....I've been crying for the last 2 hours and it seems as if I'm not even halfway done...
Literally 4 am when I saw this ;-;
RIGHT WHEN I FOUND THIS IT HIT 4:00am..