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Dear Nin, I just wanted to tell you that you did a wonderful job with this video. You are so kind and respectful to this lady. You set a beautiful example for all of us. I’m sorry for all the hate the DissociaDID system gets. You’re all very brave and doing amazing work with your educational videos. You are teaching not just about mental health disorders and how to cope, but also how to be a decent human being that can stand tall under backlash and reproach with dignity and grace. Truly inspiring. Stay safe and stay kind you wonderful people!
couldn't have said it better ourselves ♥ -ren
Couldn't agree more! 👏🏻👏🏻
i agree
Absolutely 💕
Definitely agree 👏 👏 👏
You can practically hear Kyle shouting "Bollocks!!!" lol
Bollocks
😂 yeah
fr Kyle won’t hesitate
She really had the audacity to call them crazy when she’s the one who self diagnosed herself 😒
And has mental breakdowns and eat 3 large pepperoni pizzas on her kitchen floor
who's the crazy one now👀
don't self diagnose, kids
Irene Destiny yes! There are professionals for a reason!
@@iamspeed9321 i am not an expert on DID, so i'm talking more about depression here, but i think that self-diagnosing is an important part of someone's healing journey, as it can help them to recognise where they might be struggling. HOWEVER I agree that it isnt a substitute for a professional diagnosis or professional help, and that once you have a self-diagnosis, you should seek out a professional one as that will be more beneficial in your healing journey. e.g. i have self-diagnosed my depression and am now seeking out a professional diagnosis and professional help.
Trish: * breaths * Also Trish: “I have oxygen disorder”
omg 😂😂😂
As someone with asthma, I am both amused, and nervous she’ll do this XD
Trish: *oversleeps one morning* Also Trish: “i was in a coma”
trisha sounds like that 13 year old girl in middle school that learned a new big word has no idea what it means but uses to much
UGH, KINSLEIGH YOURE SO METICULOUS
She's definitely the perfectionist girl that whines about the bookshelf being unorganised triggering her 'ocd'
im hoping by perfectionist you mean sarcastically perfectionist, which is what I think you mean, but being a perfectionist is actually very problematic when self focused
@@desori LMFAO PLS
Did you know that pneumonoultramicroscopicsiliconvilcanoconiosis is pneumonoultramicroscopicsiliconvilcanoconiosis?
Once upon a time, a wise man I can't recall said: "You are entitled to your INFORMED opinion. No one is entitled to their ignorance"
@Fox Burton I saw it on an article and I think the guy's name started with H, but I can't remember. Regardless, that seems like a good idea for a quote choice. It actually teaches you something smart you know?
Damn I'm gonna use that
Trisha Paytas: *claims she has DID* also her: *calls someone with DID crazy in the same video*
she also said she doesn't believe its a disorder, like what
I love ur profile pic
My dude I haven't even watched the video, I'm already angry but that's next level bizarre
this was what disgusted me most
@@Hannah-ys9ow she looks the part anyway. And I know it's not nice.
Trisha: **blinks** Also Trisha: “I went blind”
wHeN i clOsE my EyES, i Can’T sEeeE
**Trish turns her head** Also Trish: OMG I HAVE TOURETTE'S!!!
Lmao
I see another morgan has summoned me
Have i just accidentally walked into a morgan summoning My apologies
FR
*sneezes* OH SKY DADDY I HAVE COVID!!!
Nin: *has a beautiful long explanation about why you shouldn't call people with mental illnesses crazy* Trish, immediately after Nin presses play: *does the exact thing Nin says not to do*
Poor Nin I wanted to cry for her
@@leoral2228 yah it's not great. hopefully nin is able to get some sleep or at least chill time to recover after such upsetting stuff so early.
I cried a little. You could tell in her face it hurt. Broke my heart. Honestly to use “crazy” for a mentally ill person is just as bad as using “retarded” for someone with disability. Just hurtful and invalidating and absolutely not necessary.
Em Me this channel or trish’s? I don’t watch this one so I’m just clarifying sorry
wackazz peepoh yeah but it’s especially hurtful when it’s directed at your mental health issues
In another video, Trisha showed herself "switching". The "switching" was switching between hungry, and not hungry. Absolutely disgusting and is incredibly offensive to the DID community.
Really? may I have a link?
@@milk-yj6kd just look up her channel its called something like "catching a switch on camera" you'll know it when you see it
@@milk-yj6kd I recommend searching call out videos on Trisha, I personally don't think she deserves the views, as she is looking for attention.
Her "switch" was literally throwing her cup when she was about to get water and saying "I'm hungry and thirsty". Like. What?
I want to scream
Trisha is the type of person to to watch Harry Potter, fake a British accent and then say she is from England
I am sad to say that I am guioty of faking a British accent when I first watch Harry Potter years ago.
@Leila Buono ? If you’re asking which kind of British accent I faked I don’t know lmao
People do this? Why?? Asking as a British person who naturally has that accent ty
Aka me in grade 3 lmaoo
Me in grade 4 😔
“Don’t call anyone with a mental illness ‘crazy’.” Thank you Nin!!! As someone with Paranoid Schizophrenia, I have continually been called crazy and it hurts me SO much. I’m not crazy and it’s not my fault. I live a normal life as I can and I’m happy. My partner and family are supportive.. Though my parents are still on the fence as if “there’s nothing wrong with you-it’s all in your head-you just want to be a freak.” WORDS FUCKING HURT.
im also schizophrenic and i completely agree, i have been called psycho by multiple people, its crazy how uneducated people are.
I have schizoaffective disorder and the way people can act when they find out is absolutely vile. They could have known me for 6 years, I never let them see my symptoms, but as soon as I confide in them and they find out, they say I'm a "monster". That I "don't deserve to live with such thoughts". That I'm "possessed". How am I supposed to find worth in my life when everyone sees me as an animal? My last close relationship ended with me being forced into a car and left alone in a hospital parking lot at 3 in the morning. I'm thrown away like a diseased stray dog. I pray that one day, I'll wake up from all this and it'll be okay- that I'll have a support system. But, people can be so cruel.
I don’t have schizophrenia but it makes me sad that they are so ofter portrayed as insane, psychotic murderers with voices in their head. It’s such a harmful stereotype when many people who suffer from mental illnesses like this are just people too, who can live normal lives just like the rest of us. I hope you’re safe and doing well, good luck!
I have Schizophrenia, and I deal with that too. So many people believe that we're psychotic because of it.
@@lunaxxmoonschizophrenia is literally a psychotic disorder
Anthony Padilla: Let's have respectful conversations with different kinds of people so we can learn about them and respect them Trish: "... And she seems crazy!"
Matthew Crites have you seen the video she just posted today to Anthony? Lord almighty...
Victoria Horton do you have a link?
aylin castellanos you can just look up “trisha paytas” and click her last video
aylin castellanos just look up Trisha paytas and it’s the most recent video. It was 7 minutes long.
@@victoriahorton4543 oh boy...here we go again...
"Dont ever call anybody with a mental illness crazy" SAY IT AGAIN FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK
Michelle Dilley YASSSS!!!
@@user-ft5rq6ns6b 👏 DONT 👏 EVER 👏CALL 👏 ANYBODY 👏 WITH 👏 A 👏 MENTAL 👏 ILLNESS👏 CRAZY 👏
Heck, don’t call anybody crazy, ever
Stealthlock YESSSS!!
And because you can never be sure and don't want to set the wrong example, just call nobody crazy.
“They’re the same disorder Trish they’re the same disorder” made me laugh so hard and idk why
Trish: **Forgets something really simple like how to spell something** Also Trish: I have dementia
Trish: *Mispronounce a word or make a typo* Also Trish: I have dyslexia
Honestly, I hate the way Nin had to say, "my _WHOLE_ channel is dedicated to educating people about DID," because all it took was Trisha to make one uneducated video which would simultaneously destroy all the efforts of an _entire_ group of channels that worked to clear any doubts or stereotypes about DID. DID isn't something to joke about, Trisha.
The only time you can joke about DID is if you have it,,that’s IT there’s no other time it’s okay.
@@someonesour unless someone with it says you can in front of them, but thats specific to them.
Yes, nina and chloe integrated
I disagree. You should be able to joke about whatever you want, you know, because of Freedom of Speech. Also, people tend to joke about horrible things so they can manage the pain surrounding that horrible thing. Like when someone jokes about 9/11 and you get all pissy and upset and then learn that they lost family members during 9/11 and realize that they joke about their pain in order to manage it.
@@landon3573 freedom of speech isn't actually real in most countries, such as the Uk. I can't comment on the USA, although knowing Trump i doubt it. But if you can offend or hurt people with a joke, don't use the joke in front of them or anyone who will tell them you said that and people could think you are being hateful or making fun. Say whatever you want, just be careful who you say it to.
Trish: This girl is crazy Also Trish: Im a gay man but I was born female and still identify as female
fr
Al Wa yes, she has a video coming out as trans (ftm), but in the video she says the phrase: “do I think I’m transgender? 1000%” “But do I identify as my natural born gender? Yes 1000%” It’s a horrible video, I don’t recommend watching it. But there’s a few commentary videos on it- ImAllex has an amazing one if you’re interested Ironically, in that video, she mentions gender neutral pronouns (they/them) and says that because “they” must mean more than one person (her words not mine), and she doesn’t have multiple personality disorder (did), so she refuses to accept gender neutral pronouns for herself. Which is wrong for so many reasons- namely- that’s not what it means to use gender neutral pronouns lmao. But…here we are a couple of months later with her coming out as someone with DID lol
Al Wa yup, she really made a vid like that
After that video she met and became friends with a trans woman named Blaire White. Trisha actually said that she misunderstood what it meant to be trans and apologized for saying something that was offensive to the community. I still think Trisha is crazy and something is wrong, but she did apologize
Also also Trish: And I have DID
Trisha: **remembers something sad in her childhood** Also Trisha: “I have PTSD”
“I got a paper cut when I was four and now I’m irrationally afraid of trees.”
Trisha : *isn’t hungry* Trisha : guys I have an eating disorder
FR
I feel like she just watched Anthony's video on DID and thought, "woah that sounds cool and I want to have DID so people notice me." *no sis, no*
She didn’t even do research to make it seem realistic
princess kida ikr
She constantly needs attention when she already has a lot... But her videos are never respectful to the communities she claims to be a part of
She also identifies as trans, but is incredibly uneducated on the trans community and said people who use they/them pronouns "seem like they have multiple personality disorder", which is both transphobic and wrong about DID. She's really harmful and people shouldn't take her as a reliable source.
Don't worry, have you seen her vid about her "alters", go through the comments and you'll see how NO ONE takes her seriously anymore
I’ve seen clips of Trish and my honest reaction of her is that she just wants attention. Ofc it may not be true but just the way some people act and how she talks about certain topics seem off and I’m irritated some people act like this. Trish may not be like this but some are ands it’s horrible for others.
She said she was a trans gay man but she identifies as a woman 100% like she make no fricking sense
shoto totoroki She identifies as wanting views
Dan Green SHES NOT A SOURCE , just a person. who struggles with mental health. Who knows what she has it's not our business ...
5:22 "We're 20 seconds in and it's already incorrect." The British are so good at shade. You can't even be upset when they shade you. You just have to applaud.
aha i’ll take that as a compliment
As a brit, thanks luv
thanks mate
Thanks lad
thanks bruv
This is one of the most genuine, educating and polite videos I've seen
I feel like Trish is the type of person who would suddenly claim to be French after a trip to Europe
She probably would tho
@@lilyrose50 wait is nin and chloe the same alter?
She Eats pounds of food while crying and screaming on her kitchen floor alone. Would you expect anything less?
@@DenilleHoot chloe integrated into nin
Denille Diputado chloe and nina integrated into nin
The woman literally named her different moods and emotions and called it DID.
That's like calling the inside out characters alters-
That's like calling the sanders sides sides alters
MissDancealot she literally used saying she has DID as a way to take her faults away from her self... like saying one of her alters is “slutty” and “lies for attention”... NO GIRL THATS ALL YOU, THATS ALL TRISHA
Not throwing shade or being rude but KZhead auto-generated captions auto-corrected "Trish" to "Trash"😳😳
I loved that
Lmao
KZhead is in fact a website of culture
Loool
Best comment award goes to you
rewatching this 2 years later, after seeing everything they went through. It's so hard seeing that Trisha caused so much harm to this community.
why do you say that?
@@aceovyn because she made a parody video to mock someone with DID and misinforming her large following on said topic????? What's unclear here?
@@Furretkun That's a super hostile response. They might just be asking what damage she caused. No need for rudeness.
@@FurretkunTo be fair Trish has a multitude of mental health issues and was manic at the time. So maybe chill.
She’s had caused harm to so many more communities as well idk why people like her
Trisha, who self diagnosed, is calling Nin, who has been professionally diagnosed, crazy...I can’t believe her....
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The AUDACITY
@@bread7865 name checks out
Wow my god i will get hate but i don't like Trisha and she called nin is crazy (other way around)
Girl trish is a troller she does anything for clout LMAO
Trisha is literally confusing DID with mood changes....
madam moonlight Omg EXACTLY! 😂😶
Mood changes and her thirst for attention and excuse for her bad deeds
maybe she preggers JASON GOME GET YOUR GIRL
lmao she also confuses gender dysphoria with mood changes,, *_someone educate this woman_*
Exactly! It's like she's experiencing what a pubescent teenager would, and saying that it's DID...
I came here from Anthony's and know I'm obsessed with your videos
basically: alters are like your roommates they're their own person, their own individual, you live with them, they have feelings and they dont belong to you, you dont own them treat them like people
“If you were to drop a glass bowl and it shattered into a bunch of pieces, which piece was the original” that hit me HARD
Same!!!
me too, that analogy was PERFECT for did
It would make a good shirt for merch
tbh i’m gonna use that to describe DID to anyone that doesn’t understand what it is
Evelyn Anderson yeah same it really made me realise how hard DID is-
She hit Trisha with a, “I’m not mad, I’m just disappointed”
It's the best way😂
*Hot damn*
shit i would like your comment but its at the perfect number. sorryyy
That’s honestly the best reaction by far for someone like Trisha
Matt Duncan you can like it now
I have SO much respect for the DissociaDID community. Despite all the trauma that they deal with as influence rs, people with a challenging disorder, and people with rough childhoods, they have been so resilient and been able to help so many people. Having to watch uninformed people like Trisha say such hurtful things must be really hard for them. I do not have DID but still benefit so much from their videos because I now understand more about the disorder. Thank you so much for your presence on KZhead!
Being told I was crazy, over and over and over again, almost killed me. It doesn’t matter that I have the diagnosis’s and proof, people still say incredibly hurtful and ignorant things. It takes lives. I wish I could make people understand who don’t have a disorder that can cause issues like this what it feels like to be told that you are crazy. And to start believing you are crazy. To believe you are insane. I can’t express how painful it is.
I don't have DID but I have auditory hallucinations and visual hallucinations ( i rarely get visual hallucinations but I mentioned it because I had one today) and I've been told I'm crazy more times than I can count. Today I saw a woman in my doorway who looked like my mother but was a bit shorter, I told my family, and the only thing they had to say was " You're crazy", family is supposed to help and trust you. Even if it was a joke it hurts really bad, I don't think people understand how hard it is to tell them about things like that. I do not understand what it feels like to have DID, but I know how it feels to be told you're crazy, just know I'm here if you want to talk ❤❤
That is so terrible
You are not crazy, I hope you and your system are fine and know that you are valid and important, and it's a hard process, if something you are better than the people that call you crazy. I'm sorry for what you have been through.
It honestly sucks, I remember having a breakfast with my older sister and while trying to listen to her I looked at something outside that grabbed my attention. She told me I'm crazy for always doing that 🤦♀turns out I've got ADHD
İ am actually very lucky to have my alter red hood, if someone says things like that to me he is coming front and scares them much so i reccomend try to find alter like that. Of course first try to talk with your other alters just two of us for now.
To Trisha “Amazing. Every word you just said was wrong” -luke skywalker
😂😂😂
😂👏
😂❤
😂😂😂👌
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now she's saying you're bullying her, I actually cannot stand that woman.
I have always disliked trish so much and never understood why people actually liked her and watched her content (same with tana )
@@katootie217 omg I just don't understand how there's actually people as closed minded as them.
Correcting is not bullying lol
When she made the trans vid I was like "ok she made a mistake this probably won't happen again" then she made the mcr mv and I hated it but got over it now she's done this I can't watch her without being annoyed 😂
I honestly don't understand how this girl still has a KZhead channel that people like it's crazy
the glass bowl metaphor is so perfect and well-put
Trisha: *Zoned out only 1 second* Trisha: Omg I have ADHD
*Death is trending* Trisha: For as long as I can remember, I’ve always identified as a dead person
This just made me think she's probably gonna post something like 'I'm under quarantine for the coronavirus'
@@unfortunatekweeholy shit she would. I'm disgusted but she would
SWEAR TO GOD
I'm surprised she HASN'T tried to say she is a ghost/possessed/etc yet
リズLiz she used to say Elvis’ ghost comes to see her etc
She reminds me of those people who think they’re “educated” because they saw split one time.
HAHAH
Literally
Trisha or nin?
@@addisonlola2094 Trisha
Imagine being 18, diagnosed with DID and having two of those people in your life but plot twist - they’re your parents and have that toxic, generalized minority mindset when it comes to mental health. When I still had to have my mother there are psychiatry appointments, my mother told my psychiatrist (in front of me may I add) that I remind her of Dexter. Yes, you read that right folks. Dexter. The m u r d e r e r. To this day she won’t answer me when I ask how I remind her of a murderer, I’ve never been an extremely physically or verbally violent person nor have I ever expressed murderer tendencies.
Nobody deserves to be called crazy. Especially people who are already wounded. Stay strong Nin (and others) There are way more people who love you than hate you.
i’m so glad to rediscover this video- i’m a therapist and remember watching this first time round and felt it really helped with my knowledge for clients and potential clients alongside my own studies. you really are a light and i want to thank you for this video and others you’ve done x
Trisha: “I watch her and I’m like ‘she’s crazy’” Nin: Looks into the camera like she’s on the Office
AmyGamerGal the hurt in her eyes 😭
Yes exactly
@@cassiemalicka-nichol5203 and maybe some disappointment?
I was genuinely sad for the young lady in this video , I just clicked this video as something to get ready to before going to work. Calling her crazy, especially after all the shit trish has pulled is just mindblowing. I'm so sorry she had to hear that :(
illidelphian1 yes, definitely. :(
How can Peytas claim she has DID and turn around and call someone who is actually diagnosed with DID crazy???
Anastasia Elrod this is exactly why nothing she says should be trusted or admired.
Trisha has two brain cells and they're on opposite ends of her cranium
Good question very good question😑
Easy; she wants attention, and probably pity/sympathy. She doesn't care who she hurts or what damage she might cause as long as her followers are giving her attention and pity points. She needs some serious help.
Idk. She is ..... odd
I'm surprised Ruby or Kyle didn't step in
It's like Nin said, she is strong and stubborn as well.
Honestly me too -Vaxon
I wish with all my heart that you didn't receive so much hate from people on a daily basis. It never ceases to amaze me how disgusting and cruel people can be... I don't have DID, and I am learning so much from your videos. I'm new to your channel, and I'm so glad I found it. You as a system are so inspiring and incredible.
I just love Nin’s diplomacy and how respectful she is. The fact that she didn’t make Trisha seem crazy and treated her claims as valid just shows so much maturity, I would have been jumping on that chair filled with rage.
Exactly. And exactly the opposite of what Trish did in her Anthony Padilla response.
SHE LIKED MY COMMENT OMG IM GOING TO PASS OUT
Was Jade co-conscious during the video?
I am not a mature person but I will nicely say that Trisha has some actual problems (I think she's a psychopath) and she should be banned from social media. She just does and says whatever she has to, to get a attention and it can really hurt people and she just doesn't care.
Nin has a good heart, truly. The fact anyone could be mean or disrespectful to someone with a disorder from young childhood trauma speaks volumes. I stuck w Trisha through everything but I am sincerely done this time. (Edited to fix a typo)
The fact that Nin has to pause Trisha's video every 2 seconds to correct her with BASIC FACTS AND TERMS make me worried about people who are learning about DID from Trisha. She is very blatantly incorrect.
Mallory K haha that’s good
I don't think Trisha has DID, maybe some other kind of disorder but definitely not DID. Maybe she has something like the Borderline.
@@sirius3895 Holy sh- you have a point! But, we aren't professionals, sadly. I wish I can ask a prof about it, but eh, I don't know one. Still a good point, tho!
@@graceella4572 How is it weird?? Personally, I am a curious mind. I don't see any wrong in asking someone with experience!
She just did this to become relevant again
I'm so glad Anthony made that video about DID because now I was able to find your channel and learn more about it.
Rewatching this after I got my own diagnosis in early 2022 literally breaks my heart. So sorry you had to go through this
“That actually hurt a lot more than I thought It was going to, even though I knew she called me crazy” Even if you know your about to get punched in the face, it still hurts.
Gabs Hickey That is so well put. That resonates so well.
Andrea Crystal, Thank you!
That was so well put. Thank you 😊
Trisha: “she’s obviously crazy” Also Trisha: “IM A TELETUBBY”
i self diagnose myself as a teletubby
I am a chicken nugget
Big oof
Betty Ravioli “she’s obviously crazy” also trisha: me making out with my couch
Well I'm just a happy cloud
just wait till she diagnoses herself with tourette’s 🥰
and starts tilting her head sideways repeatedly lol
I’d like to see her fake that too it’s probably gonna be super obvious that’s she’s faking of she does do that lol
Everyone seems to be saying this - and as a person with secondary TS, I’ve been genuinely wondering if she’d do this
@@girlwiththeblueglasses8284 I honestly do want to see Trisha do this. I don't have Tourette's, but I do have tics, so it would be interesting to experience her impact first hand. It would be like the final straw. Maybe then people would realize just how insensitive she is.
@Girl With The Blue Glasses hi so question on the subject of Touretts itself is there a way you can have motor tics without actually having Tourette’s ?
rewatching this and i can't comprehend why the community turned on you. you literally said everything right, even the part where you encourage people to tell you to correct your wrong actions if any. you were made to be a scapegoat and it's so sad. i'm so glad you're bouncing back. so many true colors were revealed and yours remained pure throughout.
This is my first time seeing this video but; the DID community turned on her? Why?
I'm confused too!! What the
trisha: I have DID trisha: *calls someone else who is professionally diagnosed with DID crazy*
I was like "what?" First major red flag for me.
literally makes no sense, so hypocritical
I find it even more disturbing that she says, she wasn't ever diagnosed with anything at all. But she 'self diagnosed ' herself as having DID and then calls the DissosiaDID System, who were disgnosed bby someone professional as crazy. She uses (i guess that'd be the best word) DID as if it's some hat you can put on or off, even though. It. Is. Not. At. All. I don't have DID myself, but it hurts to see people like trisha talking about things they don't understand. Just to get more views... Sry if i overstepped somones boundaries, but that is my opinion...
By the way I am your 1000th like👍
hmmm I wonder why Trish would call the DissociaDID system, a system running an informative KZhead channel created to correct misinformation about DID, crazy...
Trisha: **spells word wrong** Trisha: Guess what guys, I have dyslexia
I guess she was spelling "I am xtupic"
my ex did this too. he was also an incredibly shitty person overall, just like trish. who knew, people who self diagnose are usually awful people.
I'm dislecsik
@@audrey2658 Not all, some of people who self diagnosed are just waiting to be diagnosed...
@@Who-lj8mb Oh oops, I missed that word...
I was diagnosed with DPRD but not DID and as someone who depersonalizates multiple times a day… Being called crazy is literally a heart dropper. Because a common side effect (doesnt apply to everyone although common) is feeling anxiety during dissociation because u get a “crazy” like feeling.. u literally feel crazy. Idk if that makes sense and it probably doesnt apply to DID but just wanted to say do not call someone crazy unless u 100% understand, which u never 100% understand unless ur in those exact shoes.
Even if you were in the exact circumstances... You still wouldn't understand... No 2 people are the same so no 2 reactions will ever be the same. How one person deals will be very different.. no disrespect here... Just my personal observations 😊
I have never been diagnosed with a dissociative disorder, but pretty sure from what I understand I have dissociated and specifically depersonalized a lot in my older teenage years, while I was just generally struggling with a lot of things. (Mainly undiagnosed and quite severe ADHD, which at this point has been diagnosed by a psychiatrist, as well as resulting depression and anxiety) Absolutely agree on getting that crazy feeling during depersonalization. It felt like I was watching someone else control my body and feel my emotions - not like an alter, but just not feeling fully there or in my body, sometimes for days at the time. I only found out that there is a name for this experience way later, and I don't want to say I had it 100%, since it's been years and I can't quite remember what it felt like, I just remember it being really scary and feeling like I was more of a ghost witnessing things from within.
I am soso sorry for what you are going through . I was so sad when someone told me that I am dum because of my Dyslexica and dysgraphia wich is nothing compared to did . Biggest ❤️ for all of u.
the fact she self diagnosed with DID and called other people with DID crazy, broke my heart im disgusted with trisha paytas .-.
she also said she was a trans man -.-
@@lucidsouls.mp3774 HUH- oh my fucking god
@@lucidsouls.mp3774 is she actually trans or is she doing it for attention? I dont really watch her
@@MN-ys2pe she faked it
Don’t take her seriously she is a troller
Trisha: *searches on google what DID is* Trisha: “I am DID now” Nin and her alters: **WHEEZE**
I really wanna see Kyle wheeze that would be hilarious
@@leemiller5018 yes
Sadly its the opposite
think Trisha meant 'i am done' pah ha ha
@@refriedjeans7747 I would advise to look at Trisha Paytas comment section and youll understand
Choosing this video to comment on because it was the first I noticed was back up but, I'm super happy that the originals of what seems like all your videos are back up! You all are incredibly strong and brave and have been through more than you ever deserved, I hope that you all can rest and have peace as much as possible from this point on! You helped us discover our DID and this content the work you do really is amazing, I hope you know that :) Sincerely, a long-time fan ^^
Not quite all of them are back up yet but it's great progress!! Love back to you! 💖
@@Galiaxie pretty sure they were taken down because of some issues with an editor?? I don’t remember well but there is a video called “what happened to dissociadid” or something like that
@@Palikawii there was a lawsuit, and someone claimed that dissociaDID's video's were their property or something and there's been a trial
@LUNARSILLY ayee happy for you to have found some answers :)) but sorry because of the reasons behind it, it was not your fault. how's the diagnosis process going?
Ok but can we just take a minute to appreciate how pretty she is and how good her makeup and eye shadow looks?!
The pain in Nin’s eyes when Trisha calls her crazy, I felt that so much
I know right? And like Tridh claims she has DID so by calling a person who the condition you claim to have crazy you basically calling yourself. Trish is not only extremely disrespcatful but also straight up idiot
I hate looking people in the eye even in videos or pictures (i have autism and it makes me extremely uncomfortable a lot of the time) but I couldnt look away after that. Seeing how hurt it made her and hearing what she was saying made me start to cry
@@user-ro1dt7yd5o Trish is just a sociopath, she misdiagnosed herself
Honestly I felt guilty for Trisha
right !
Calling someone with a mental disorder “crazy” is just pure disgust. Honestly.
Lourdes Marte stfu
@@Lulymarte1609 Are you serious??! Whsts wrong with you... People like you are the crazy ones...
@@Lulymarte1609 thats so rude, theyre not crazy
Your mom offends me
Then what kind of people would you put in an asylum? Because when I picture that I picture people in white coats sitting in the corner of a room talking to themselves saying “we’re gonna get you” and “feed us” and in another room a guy screaming gibberish and scary stuff. Kind of stuff like that, it might be an exaggeration, but that’s what I imagine
When it comes to DID, I learnt about it from the film split. I was fascinated and found your channel and THANK GOD I did. That film did such a disservice to DID and the misinformation is insane considering it’s such a big film. Thank you for the education, thank you for your time and I hope everyone is doing well in DissiocciaDID!
I loved that movie honestly
trisha named her kid 'malibu barbie'. she's the crazy one.
my heart goes out to that kid
Wait. Really?!
poor kid ...
malibu is actually a very pretty name and unique in her own way shes calling her child perfect and beautiful shes not crazy, shes harmful with her awful actions, yes. and yes she said dissociaDID was crazy but that doesnt mean she deserves to be called it back. please dont call ANYONE crazy even with their bad actions
wow the shattered bowl reference at 4:33 really helped me to understand that there is no "original" alter and every alter in a DID system exists equally
that statement broke my heart
It really did put it into perspective for me as well.
Yas! Same!
I really had a hard time grasping that as well. that metaphor really made it click
Trish is the type of person to think she has depression because she gets sad sometimes
Exactly.
So tru Depression doesn't even feel like sadness 🤣 I don't get people somtimes
Or thinks she has adhd cuz she gets distracted and has a fidget cube
literally. and those of us that DO struggle with major depression get looked at like we’re attention seeking and become invalidated when people do this.
Depression isn't even feeling sad all the time, most people misunderstand these things and cause more damage.
ok, so i've read a famous comment, and im not copying it, i just wanna do a summary Trisha is: asian non-binary cis woman trans man gay man jewish hispanic a chicken nugget bisexual woman has DID she's a lesbian and she was married to a cardboard cut-out of Brad Pitt conclusion- Trisha is just a troll trying to get everyone's attention, since she is so rich that she doesn't know what to do with her life anymore.
No, she's just created by J.K.Rowling
@@ms_it_is and she had six with the sorting hat
I think shes also said she’s bisexual and pansexual? Idk im not sure
@@theboogeyman2590 she might have done that, i don't watch her videos often. either way, the woman is just an attention seeker
Don’t forget sexually identifying as a teletubby
The fact that she says she, Trisha, "has" D.I.D. and mixed it up at the first 10 seconds. You educating her and telling her she is wrong was legendary!! Love this video you made so thank you for bedunking and clarifying where she is wrong
The sadness in Nins eyes when Trish says, “oh she seems crazy” in the first 15 seconds is fcking heartbreaking. You have more support than you know, DissociaDID. Never let anyone bring you down, especially someone as close-minded and insensitive as Trisha Paytas. You do you. Love you all!
Trish I so insensitive and uneducated. People like that hurt my heart. I wish I could just tell Trish to shut her mouth.
I have a few more adjectives for ya talking about paytas... You know, like pathological liar, ass, kopriàs, rude, hypocrite, oh! And don’t forget temperamental
Lecksieeeeee I agree. I kinda felt my heart drop seeing the pain in her eyes.
@@-book I mean you can but shell just sit on her kitchen floor and cry and rant about it.
@@-book To be fair, if someone looks to Trisha Paytas for any kind of information, they're probably well beyond saving. Especially in this day and age when credible information is so easy to get ahold of.
Trish is talking about DID like characters from inside out... Dang this has got to be my most noticed comment 😂
side note: i literally cant remember anything from inside out it feels like a fever dream
@@frankie4924 same omg
“And this one is my fear, and this one is my happy side, oh and can’t forget about the slut!”
Nozomii I watched it with my little brother and I was like wtf I don’t remember any of this
Tasha M 😂😂😂
Every single thing you said is valid and correct. Being called crazy is absolutely messed up.
I love the fact that you included non-binary when you said that it made me so happy!🖤💛🖤💛😌as a openly non-binary person so tysm !!!
For God's sake... First she claims to be trans bc it was "trendy" and now she says that she has DID bc you video went viral... Doesn't she realize that she hurting a lot of people..?
I can't believe you've done this. She probably doesn’t. Even if she does she clearly doesn’t care.
@@ashleyalbert7062 Yeah... She just wants to be "" trendy "" and doesn't care about other ppl, she's such an asshole and should consider to delete her channel. If you're talking bout something as important as DID for example, wich is a trauma mental illness, at least care to inform yourself. She just need to know that her words have consequences
Your username fits the comment
She doesn’t care who she hurts, she wants her 5 minutes
She probably does but she doesn't care. She is the ultimate troll. She only cares about getting attention. Everything else, other than attention, are just jokes to a troll.
How many communities does Trisha have to make a joke out of before the internet is just done with her
pretty sure the internet is done with her at this point
Honestly, she’s been going at it for years being rude, racist and nasty. That’s how she gets views because she’s knows people will get mad and click on her video. It’s sad and then acts like a victim.
Amen.
Cassie Williams how is it not done with her yet 🙄
march 2020 doubt it. She literally does this all the time
i expected ruby to pop out and swear like there's no tomorrow when Trisha called you crazy.
Omg sameeeeee
I found this video after having some others recommended. Wasn't looking for anything in particular, but I'm a Psychology graduate and this video and the other videos from the channel are very informative. It's not something that's really covered in undergrad, but I hope more research is done to educate people about this complex disorder. Thank you for taking the time to educate people, it's very admirable. I'm hoping someday to educate people about autism a lot more since that's also something people like to say they have and use as a weird way to call someone crazy and inappropriate things. Much respect to you all
i think Trish got confused between DID and being two-faced Lmao.
Venus Snapdragon Movies I-💀
Her face has too much too-face on it 👀
Before my headmate and I split off fully, we were in this weird limbo where we were facets of one being. There’s also some ossd systems that experience this and it reminds me of that.
😂😂😂😂😂
Venus Snapdragon Movies That was hilarious thank you for lightening the mood a bit 😂
When Nin looked into the camera and said ‘don’t ever call someone crazy’.. that broke my heart to think people actually invalidated people’s childhood trauma
Evie Old totally heartbreaking. I really hate people who do things like that. She invalidates so many people and uses her influence for horrible things. I really appreciate Nin and everything that she does.
I have ptsd and my family thinks I'm crazy and to hear Nin tell me I'm not crazy I stared crying.
@@faithmarie1894 I'm terribly sorry that that happened to you. If it helps (it probably doesn't), I myself have struggled with child abuse (I think- I have a hard time not thinking of it as discipline) and I think (I've done research but I'm definitely not a doctor or trained) I have depression and anxiety. And after a while I tried to share it with my "best" friend and mom and was just told everyone feels like this and I can't self diagnose and I'm just like this because of the quarantine. ...its hard. I know how hard it is, especially coming from someone who is supposed to care and listen and support. I'm so, so sorry that you had to be invalided like that and I just want you to know that I'm personally there for you as a supporter. I think I'm just ranting but I love you ok ❤
As a teen with DID it really really hurt when I saw someone call someone with did crazy because it felt like we were crazy, but I'm glad there's people mature such as yourself to help react responsibly, thank you so much
Off topic... but I just wanted to mention that you look so pretty on the screen, that eye makeup is just so vibrant and the lipstick shade is so cute
'Don't EVER call anyone with a mental illness crazy.' Yes, preach sis.
Nastassia we call Trisha crazy!
And yet, Trisha gets so offended when she gets called crazy...
Ruci Joy Ratudradra it doesn’t matter u should be nice to everyone lol
@@torielizabethcg we should TRY to be nice to everyone but some people will leave us no choice but to not be
The BlueKing VEVO I never said it shouldn’t go to trisha oml
"We get death threats every day" that broke my heart, honestly how could anyone even consider sending threats like that to anyone... I'm so so sorry you have to deal with that.
Abby K omg yes i remember one unboxing video that a religious group send them a card with pictures and saying they are insane and need God i was so sad how people can be like that?????
This is one of the few things that makes me so incredibly upset. Legit all this channel is dedicated to is EDUCATION and people are out here threatening someone who has survived so much? Excuse me? I love this channel so much, and I love to dive into each and ever video they put up. I am so thankful for this channel.
Sarah Hardin YEES i love the system they teach SO MUCH and are N E V E R disrespectful to anyone and people out here are refusing to educate themselves is just so wrong
That is so BEYOND Utterly Wrong. No1 should be sending ANYONE Threats let alone someone who has Suffered so much already. Just disgusting!!!!!! Sending prayers
I genuinely cannot comprehend what goes through someone’s mind to attack someone that is just trying to live their live, I get so almost proud, when I see someone staying strong through that. I’m sorry that the dissociaDID system keeps getting attacked. Stay strong even when it’s hard!
thank you for giving us an understanding of DID as far as i know not many people speaks up about it. love your vids and it helps me understanding a little about DID
A friend of mine believes everything Trisha says... She yelled that I was wrong when I explained what it truly was and now she thinks she has it. This is the impact of Trisha Paytas. Its just wrong.
Mary Dewitch - I told my sister to stop watching Trisha, she said that she didn’t care and that it “wasn’t her problem”.... I wish we weren’t living in the same house.
... How can you b ed trisha's fan 😖 idk it seems so wrong supporting a person like her😒
@@smallandstressed2364 oof I feel you😣
Ok you do not have it if you can be concise 24 7 which I can I am me 100% of the time just because I space out a lot I dont become a different person I just re evaluate life inside my brain from time to time .
I think she has the same disorder that Trisha DOSE have not did ect ect the actual disorder that makes Trisha crazy
Trisha is “self-diagnosing” as if she does not have the resources available to visit professionals & get a proper diagnosis for whatever the hell she has. It’s like a big slap in the face for those who really can’t afford to visit a therapist or DID professional or do not have those resources readily accessible.
Not that I agree with what Trisha is doing at all, but in general in regards to people who can afford to access mental health professionals, a lot of the time there are other reasons they may not do so (certain demographics are less likely to because of cultural reasons or because they're been raised thinking mental illness or struggle is weaknes; others are unable because their community lacks resources; others may be too afraid to go, or their mental illness may actually prevent them from going, etc). To idea of finances as the only possible barrier to health care is incredibly uneducated.
A med But also, Trisha has claimed to have multiple mental illnesses in front of the entire internet with seemingly no apprehension. I understand what you’re saying, but I don’t think that applies in this case.
A med I agree with you 100%. Thanks for pointing that out to me because all of the reasons that you’ve stated are certainly big factors as to why people don’t seek mental health professionals or speak up about the struggles more often. But the only reason why I looked at it from a financial perspective is because it’s clear to not only myself but to everyone that watched her content, that she is pretty comfortable with talking about her varying mental illnesses. On top of that (just for better context as I probably should have clarified before posting this comment) I typed this after she posted stuff on her IG stories & the new video up on her channel since it was trending on other social platforms. She said she had already seeked help and was diagnosed.
The thing is, trust can afford it.
Didn't Trisha self diagnose as a chicken nugget once? Says it all.
This is, to me, the clear difference between a professional giving their opinion versus a layman person with limited understanding sharing their two bits of sense. Very educative video! Very emotional! Much love, from me to you all ❤❤❤
Watching Trisha made all of us cringe so bad, she's annoyed our whole system for a while, I'm glad you did this video! -Legacy, M, 18
I just have a quick question that might be really dumb, does your system share a google account? How do you stay safe on the internet with alters? Do you always include your name, sex, and age in your comments?
Who’s gonna tell Trisha that being 2 faced isn’t the same as DID
lmao underrated
Oof
Oof size: *M E G A*
Hahaha! WOMP! Nailed itttt 🙏😂
Omg why did you have to end her like that 😭
I like that when Nin isn’t 100% sure of something, she’s really clear about it; that trait isn’t something I see a lot with influencers.
I agree with you on this but also, unus annus?
@@pogdogfuzz hello fellow human who has seen mark and Ethan pee in a Brita 🤩
fuzz_da_sdit ✨memento mori✨
Taryn T I was not mentally prepared for that reminder
@@Lily-mg8pf ✨Memento Mori✨🤣🤣
The only kind of crazy y’all are is crazy incredible, strong, resilient, and inspirational.
You too ❤
Have you read the birds nest by Shirly Jackson? It was written in 1954 and is about a girl who has DID. My sister read it to me about a year ago and from what I can tell, it was super accurate. It talked about things like the childhood Trama that caused it the amnesia and a host (it even made sure to show that the host was not the original). As someone who does not have DID, I can't exactly say how accurate it is, but I thought that it was pretty good for the time it was written, and I think you should give it a read.
There is also a book called "The Last House On Needless Street" and it's a very unique take on dissociative identity disorder, from the inside world instead of what it looks like on the outside. The story revolves around intertwining traumas told from several different perspectives that seem completely unrelated and is definitely confusing, but throughout the book pieces come together very slowly, in such a way that only gives you a shadow of understanding of the plot until you reach the very end. It's amazing.
Love that book
I've not heard of this book but it sounds like a very interesting read.
Imagine if Kyle was reacting to this lol, I see him just saying “this is ballocks!”
Kaya Violet hahaha yes same. Or something like “that ain’t it babes/mate”
Question who is the personality that came first like I guess you could say the original
chicagogirl1114 There Is No Original. As She Mentions In The Video It Is Like A Bowl That You Have Dropped Then Try To Say Which Broken Part Is The Original. X
“Honestly mate, what is she on”
@@ceruleanhearts7604 yup
The glass bowl reference literally BLEW my mind. It gave me such a strong and correct idea about people with D.I.D. Thanks for the reference.
Same
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Yup, same
Trisha: *Cleans literally anything* I HAVE OCD