my mom died about 12 hours ago, and now I'm here sitting in my bathroom uncontrollably crying
@confucious96123 жыл бұрын
I’m soooo sorry 🥺😭
@milk-gf6uy3 жыл бұрын
Rip😭😭😭ily❤️❤️🥺
@cassie94453 жыл бұрын
i love you and you’re gonna be okay. be strong like she taught you to be. you got this. your emotions are valid. she’s not really gone, just resting with god. make her proud baby
@divingstarr43 жыл бұрын
i really appreciate that support from you, guys😭 it makes me cry, like you don’t know me, i don’t know you, BUT you support me anyway
@confucious96123 жыл бұрын
live your life out to the fullest for her, you've got this. it'll be hard but we have your back we love you :'D
@15estrem3 жыл бұрын
This world is really exhausting I’m so tired of it
@amaraxx94424 жыл бұрын
It's not the world but the society I think...
@elenamenard24304 жыл бұрын
Yes all the Fake People
@nextlevel66374 жыл бұрын
@Leah Elliott I fucking wish for that. I fucking hate living dude
@desire73564 жыл бұрын
school is draining me is so stressful
@andreacadena38034 жыл бұрын
fr i’m so sick of it sometimes - i get hope and then i hear or read something and it all falls down. it sounds so depressing but i wish the earth would finish soon? or that we would come so so close to dying out that maybe we could start over idk it sounds so bad
@chrissie13034 жыл бұрын
I”m not afraid of death, I’m just scared that I’m gonna die before get to experience true happines in life.
@noctis76853 жыл бұрын
Same.
@user-re9zb9dr4n3 жыл бұрын
YUP thank you.... this this is it....
@jasminegrigule57383 жыл бұрын
same mate
@michaelpatrikalakis11113 жыл бұрын
Me too
@johnmark55753 жыл бұрын
me to
@doeng95963 жыл бұрын
When i was 7, i dreamed of how i wanna be a teenager, but here i am crying,having panick attacks,stress of schools, depression, just wish i could go back in time where everything was okay
@aizam.97043 жыл бұрын
Same
@angelicajane8543 жыл бұрын
Yes school life is beautiful ❤️ life
@DisciplineDreamMotivation3 жыл бұрын
same.. :(
@melodicvxbez3 жыл бұрын
Yeah that's so true ......I just wanna go back where everything was ok
@amelie31683 жыл бұрын
same .
@carlsandika3 жыл бұрын
i’m crying reading these comments. it’s so horrible that people feel like this. i’m so sorry.
@eden69074 жыл бұрын
❤️
@itstrav3 жыл бұрын
Same
@sarahispas83703 жыл бұрын
im cry rn :))
@adindaoctaviani34143 жыл бұрын
Dont feel sorry, its not your fault we feel this way.
@user-mf8nu3nu1f3 жыл бұрын
It’s not your fault we’re sick.
@ratherande3 жыл бұрын
I hope one day I fall in love with being alive
@trishaburress21763 жыл бұрын
You will
@urdaddy88013 жыл бұрын
@@urdaddy8801 I agree :) ❤️
@Bookwormxox3 жыл бұрын
Me too
@kayleighbennett83 жыл бұрын
Currently, same
@krby61273 жыл бұрын
Same.. we’ll get through this ❤️
@franzleonard39033 жыл бұрын
out of all the people that left, i miss myself the most. she was so happy.
@js-kr9lw3 жыл бұрын
:(
@Hi-uc7tw3 жыл бұрын
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@hiro-pz5zy3 жыл бұрын
:'
@hiro-pz5zy3 жыл бұрын
bro :(
@magnulicious30113 жыл бұрын
:(
@aleh21633 жыл бұрын
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
@becho68713 жыл бұрын
i love you literally you have made my day
@jadebrundle82143 жыл бұрын
You have saved my life. Thank you.
@astoria_12393 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@val_astra91513 жыл бұрын
this is amazing!
@nailyamehdi1703 жыл бұрын
I needed this
@mar-pe1bk3 жыл бұрын
Me: *crying at 3:00am* KZhead: “new revitalift face cream from L’Oréal”
@raven-84723 жыл бұрын
LMFAO I FEEL U
@hanas-l95453 жыл бұрын
lmao
@sarakelemenova15533 жыл бұрын
HAHAHAHAHAHA
@tesfayepng3 жыл бұрын
IDK WHY IM LAUGHING SO HARDDD
@emmanuelajehaputri8003 жыл бұрын
Loool, cracked me up XD
@juditadilbaite55773 жыл бұрын
You ever get so sad for no reason? you ever feel like there’s nothing left for you? you realize that your losing all your friends, failing school, losing all the confidence you’ve had, and not being able to find someone that you can give your love to. when your lying in bed at night starring at the ceiling realizing that you could just end it all and not have to go through anything your feeling right now but you don’t bc you don’t wanna hurt the people close to you..
@saraglaser61224 жыл бұрын
so relatable..
@user-fm8of3tc2e4 жыл бұрын
Mee last night 😔
@nurmariamhisham98804 жыл бұрын
i’ve had that for months now idek
@chrissie13034 жыл бұрын
we’re all in the depression boat
@bellaherrmann6114 жыл бұрын
Sara Glaser I feel this way but I know that I have worth somewhere somehow and I know even though I don't know you I care for you and love you. I hope you realize you matter :) because you do.
@emisky34383 жыл бұрын
True sadness is when there’s no reason to be sad. No cure. Nothing to fix. You simply can’t feel happiness. No purpose.
@lancegoodman58553 жыл бұрын
Try to remember your childhood dreams, your aims, your ambitions. Search for nostalgic moment, series, movies... Anything that reminds you of a time you once had a porpuse of living. Hope it helps
@PoderDoRato3 жыл бұрын
@@PoderDoRato thank u
@kuroneko91673 жыл бұрын
@@kuroneko9167 you're welcome! :)
@PoderDoRato3 жыл бұрын
@@PoderDoRato jokes on you, i cant remember any part of my childhood
@Silja473 жыл бұрын
I have too much reasons to be sad and now I really don't know why I exist
@agatakowalska88423 жыл бұрын
i'm literally crying in the restroom stall at work, on new year's eve... i'm so exhausted i just want to go home but home isn't even home ...
@arrozconleche23 жыл бұрын
I'm here for you
@RaynaBarnes3 жыл бұрын
if you want someone to talk to, we are here.
@jelomariecawaling65003 жыл бұрын
you are your own home i love u
@semiouaghrem85093 жыл бұрын
you're not alone im tired with my toxic manager and co-worker hates me too. I just wanted to leave as soon as possible..
@luqmanhakimnizam10013 жыл бұрын
Help is on the way ♥️ I love you
@loveandtransformation272 жыл бұрын
"oh take me back to the start." that hit me..
@RubyDoesMusic4 жыл бұрын
i read that as it played in the song, i like the small things in life :)
@oliveryates1623 жыл бұрын
same
@nicapot28773 жыл бұрын
same here
@pitterkayruz52263 жыл бұрын
i wish i could
@turkskorny21793 жыл бұрын
Me scrolling down to this as soon as it hits 👁💧👄💧👁
@emdietrich-r41933 жыл бұрын
i miss having nights where i didn't cry. i miss being genuinely happy and i miss being in love. i miss the person i was in love with, the person i am still in love with. i miss thinking that they loved me, even tho they never did. i miss feeling like i was worth it.
@mckennadavis32414 жыл бұрын
Yes to everything you said. That’s so valid. To feel that. Listening to these songs can help so much with dealing with those emotions in a healthy way, with a good cry. I empathize with you, I mean, I’m right with you. We’re strangers yet have so much in common. If you’re here today, you can be here for tomorrow. ❤️❤️❤️ Cry and keep strong.
@jencypetersen34104 жыл бұрын
what's sad is you can be in love and in a relationship and still be fighting sadness
@l.a.s.dancer52584 жыл бұрын
you are worth it, no matter what
@clarislee88014 жыл бұрын
Sweetheart you jus need to remember that life is meant for you to develop jus hold on tight is all I can say
@willparker34894 жыл бұрын
but you are worth it
@catfood23 жыл бұрын
"I'm not even living at this point. I'm just surviving."
@Gracie-vv2bt3 жыл бұрын
Same bub :/
@goofygooberrlol32713 жыл бұрын
You are not alone bestie
@sokhimzii_92302 жыл бұрын
Same bestie, same...
@morganet36622 жыл бұрын
My friend died like 1 month ago from coronavirus He was kind, always relaxed and he was my best friend Now it's 1am here and I can't stop crying and reminding all the good moments I'm bisex and i liked him for so much but i didn't has the time or the opportunity to tell him... the last time i saw him was at his home then... i didn't never ever saw him again
@maku-90723 жыл бұрын
I’m so so sorry for your loss. I know I’m seeing this a month later and I know we are strangers but you seem like such a caring person. You have gone through so much and you are so so strong. I know it’s hard but trust me things will get better. I wish you all the best, stay strong ❤️
@madelinfabbro33593 жыл бұрын
i am so incredibly sorry for your loss. i know it's hard. makes me sad knowing that everyone in this comment section has their own battles and i have my own too. i love you stranger and stay strong for me, a stranger writing this at 3 am wishing nothing but the best for you. may he rest in peace and just remember to live life as if he's still with us.
@matea97923 жыл бұрын
I am sorry for your loss, I have been hit by covid and declared positive about three weeks ago, now i am cured, the result was last week and it was negative, but it seems like your friend didn't make it, he's in a better place now, surely.
@AriStrX500RR3 жыл бұрын
rip bro... im sorry for your loss i know how it feels to lose a friend
@aldiraaddha3 жыл бұрын
🤧
@okanandaramadhani56463 жыл бұрын
all these comments: "i miss my old school with my other friends" me: "i miss being alive"
@adrianasette24584 жыл бұрын
"what does the feeling of being alive??"
@greatunclestroller71794 жыл бұрын
we all died in 2012, every year after is just our empty shells wandering the void, trying to find purpose
@tamiwu03464 жыл бұрын
I miss feeling alive
@anonymous174284 жыл бұрын
pray to God, he has a plan for you if you follow him.
@sarahlittle40534 жыл бұрын
i dont even remember how being alive felt or how the happy me existed
@clarislee88014 жыл бұрын
The worst part is I'm getting use to not being happy anymore...
@batuhanyldz23943 жыл бұрын
●︿●
@rheaconstantino91533 жыл бұрын
you explained my life currently
@lilb3lla3 жыл бұрын
welcome to life - Red Forman
@jacobflores20413 жыл бұрын
Idk what it’s like to be happy anymore
@plutonium33123 жыл бұрын
Feel ya, am just in silent mode
@AlvaritoYin3 жыл бұрын
My grandma died last 2 weeks ago. She was so beautiful. You'll never get tired of looking at her and listen to her stories. How I wish I could see her smile once again and listen to her stories. I love her so much.
@amschelv39963 жыл бұрын
Me too I miss her she passed right before my lil brothers birthday.
@riplvr3 жыл бұрын
Lost mine a few years back. It gets better bro. She is in a better place. One day you will hear her stories again
@27corpse3 жыл бұрын
“Where’s my happy daughter gone, we miss her” I miss her too but she isn’t coming back 😞
@jessedwards88403 жыл бұрын
I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you!! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no... you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on….. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes Since God's standard is perfection and we have done wrong, we aren't deserving of reward but punishment. That place of punishment is called hell and is somewhere you want to avoid at all costs. But lets say you get a speeding fine, 500$ for speeding, you’d be guilty, no amount of doing good things can help you, but if someone pays your fine for you nothing remains left for you to take. In the same way, if someone perfect takes your Hell punishment for you and gives you their perfect record, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus died to take the Hell punishment for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Church for Reformed Churches near you area and try joining a community group as well! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!!! NeedGod.net kzhead.info/sun/i92Ho8mQm5ZoaWg/bejne.html Jesuscares.com kzhead.info/channel/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html kzhead.info/sun/lZmIl8xvgHadq6c/bejne.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†--!!!!
@redeemedthroughjesus46043 жыл бұрын
I used to be so happy back then. I don’t understand what’s wrong with me these years... just don’t feel the same 😔
@no-fc9tp3 жыл бұрын
I feel like I am missing people I don’t even know lmao. So we all depressed?
@opinionatedhuman55514 жыл бұрын
In some ways...
@nexogames48194 жыл бұрын
Yes, I think you are right
@nextlevel66374 жыл бұрын
100% correct
@pinksylveon4444 жыл бұрын
u r correct 😬😬😬😬
@chrissie13034 жыл бұрын
I think this quarantine is giving normally happy people a little glimpse into the life of us clinically depressed people. Like, seriously... people are experiencing loneliness and social withdrawals and it’s making them feel sad and drained and they’ve never experienced it before. Meanwhile, we’re sitting over here looking at them feeling how we normally feel. Drained, lonely, and sad. Does that even make sense? This coronavirus problem is so wackkk and mentally draining.
@jencypetersen34104 жыл бұрын
"Nobody said it was easy. No one ever said it would be this hard." I really felt that.
@msMuffet.3 жыл бұрын
😭😭💔
@thatgirl06423 жыл бұрын
yah i felt that too
@maddiek8435.3 жыл бұрын
😞
@rahmanaffann Жыл бұрын
this song hurts so much. Think about having someone who made you feel worth it for the first time and then they're gone.
@ivanralflayones23083 жыл бұрын
I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you!! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no... you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on….. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes Since God's standard is perfection and we have done wrong, we aren't deserving of reward but punishment. That place of punishment is called hell and is somewhere you want to avoid at all costs. But lets say you get a speeding fine, 500$ for speeding, you’d be guilty, no amount of doing good things can help you, but if someone pays your fine for you nothing remains left for you to take. In the same way, if someone perfect takes your Hell punishment for you and gives you their perfect record, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus died to take the Hell punishment for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Church for Reformed Churches near you area and try joining a community group as well! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!!! NeedGod.net kzhead.info/sun/i92Ho8mQm5ZoaWg/bejne.html Jesuscares.com kzhead.info/channel/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html kzhead.info/sun/lZmIl8xvgHadq6c/bejne.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†--!!!
@redeemedthroughjesus46043 жыл бұрын
When I was a kid, I thought I wouldn't cry anymore when I grow up.
@timinstant72023 жыл бұрын
one of my moms favorite songs. she lived well, god I miss that woman. She fought cancer for 13 years but she finally let go & told everyone that it was her time to go. i’m 15 right now & im learning to be stronger everyday💛 omg lmaoo I am 16 1/5 right now, i appreciate every one of you that replied & liked. thank you! :) still listen to this song like crazy. I’ve accepted that she’s gone but that doesn’t mean I’m sad. much love
@kade52754 жыл бұрын
Kayleigh Wyndham hope your doing okay💛
@dhdhshdhdujdjdjdj71434 жыл бұрын
My condolence.
@nexogames48194 жыл бұрын
dhdhshdh dujdjdjdj I’m trying🥺
@kade52754 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry, my grandmother passed because of cancer a while ago and it was really hard. I know the pain you must be feeling, it will get better. Remeber all the things she loved and got to experience in her time on earth.
@sarahlittle40534 жыл бұрын
Kayleigh Wyndham same situation as my cousin it was a hard time for him to process what happened and continue to be strong. Hope your doing well brotha 🙏
@theweeniesreleased85034 жыл бұрын
Bruh everyone in the Comments Need A Hug
@ethangobrrr29063 жыл бұрын
frr :/.
@602.adriii3 жыл бұрын
Yes
@Riggatony.3 жыл бұрын
yeaa
@sarahispas83703 жыл бұрын
[ *sending a virtual hug* ] :)
@jana-sc6nn3 жыл бұрын
I really need a hug. Really badly
@user-mf8nu3nu1f3 жыл бұрын
A violinist was playing this song in the subway station 4 years ago. The love of my life forced me to dance it. I didn't know at the time that I would only want to dance with her for the rest of my life. I miss her so much. This song hurts but heals at the same time because I feel blessed for sharing those beautiful moments we lived together. Please enjoy and don't be afraid to dance with whoever is next to you before they leave.
@Zendel935 ай бұрын
Lyrics : Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are I had to find you, tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions Oh, let's go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tails Heads on a science apart Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Oh, take me back to the start I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling the puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing our tails Coming back as we are Nobody said it was easy Oh, it's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I'm going back to the start Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh Ah ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
@nabilazahedah59523 жыл бұрын
P
@tatahs41703 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@samuelsilalahi38173 жыл бұрын
Thx:)
@nizardnn2 жыл бұрын
Thank youuu
@yingyuemusic162 жыл бұрын
Yo bro lost my dad recently just sang this for him using your lyrics you shared here thanks
@maxonahiyoutube72262 жыл бұрын
The Spirited Away background plus coldplay, best combo ever😭😭😭
@yubaba124 жыл бұрын
Sadly we won't be able to see part 2 of it
@cenyviik42114 жыл бұрын
I love spirited away!
@ruby43304 жыл бұрын
feel lost
@NhungNguyen-lj4tz4 жыл бұрын
@@ruby4330 same!
@lindsaylee9733 жыл бұрын
I'm just so tired of surviving
@kaseyx36714 жыл бұрын
stay strong!
@mia-vg4xc4 жыл бұрын
Kasey x same like I just can’t be bothered anymore
@lotte53204 жыл бұрын
@@lotte5320 But your doing so so well!! I'm proud of you I know you can keep going on your future is brighter lovely I promise 💛
@kaseyx36714 жыл бұрын
try creative
@py19834 жыл бұрын
Kasey x thank you so much🥺
@lotte53204 жыл бұрын
not at how my eyes are not tearing up but my heart does.
@love_bangtan06133 жыл бұрын
Cry because it's over, and smile because it happened.
@DuTrom5 ай бұрын
hi, there. i don’t know you and you don’t know me either. i know you’ve been hurting. you are very strong. how’d i know? see, you’re reading my comment right now. i love you. please know you’re worth it. you’re beautiful. inside and out. see you later. :3 Edit: i am thankful for the likes, i hope my words will make you feel better :3
@X1AOHU44 жыл бұрын
you're a great person... hope you sleeped well and good day for ya
@Flariansa3 жыл бұрын
The slowed song community is definitely the most caring
@jameshooper7283 жыл бұрын
thank you!! have a great day
@sora-uc6lt3 жыл бұрын
aww you too (〃ω〃)
@X1AOHU43 жыл бұрын
Ur amazing
@abdulrahmanahmed85633 жыл бұрын
Me: *sees this knowing it’s a sad song* My Brain: *lets listen* Me: *but I don’t want to be sad tod-* My brain: *I SAID WE SAD TODAY*
@kathrynthomas21124 жыл бұрын
Me: *same*
@nexogames48194 жыл бұрын
I feel this. 😥😂
@tatygirl904 жыл бұрын
wait who's Brian?
@DriveLikeYourKids4 жыл бұрын
@@DriveLikeYourKids O.o
@nexogames48194 жыл бұрын
• Ryleigh • I meant to say my brain 😳
@kathrynthomas21124 жыл бұрын
We just don't realize that everything is changing slowly.
@iampotaatoe93603 жыл бұрын
coldplay is one of only a few bands/artists that are universally liked by all cultures around the world 🥲
@parthpatel61953 жыл бұрын
There will come a time where everything will make sense. (edit) just try again and again until it kills the old you. And maybe just maybe you'll find what's worth living for again.
@jessestoehr37954 жыл бұрын
jesse stoehr ;((((
@Timoshalol4 жыл бұрын
This hit hard
@ruby43304 жыл бұрын
I hope so man:/
@blakefleming504 жыл бұрын
Heaven bro
@lukekuen40584 жыл бұрын
Unfortunately not 😞
@bang87824 жыл бұрын
im searching for a reason to be sad, its like my feelings or reasons arent valid enough.
@olivia-kl8wv4 жыл бұрын
Olivia same
@fuckablepancakes3 жыл бұрын
felt.
@remiwest55083 жыл бұрын
Same. But i think for me it's bcuz i mostly don't feel anything except anger and i don't want to be angry. So sadness it is, i dob't enjoy it but atleast i'm feeling something :)
@dora94873 жыл бұрын
this hit me hard coz i dont want to sound like an angsty teen pretending to be depressed to be trendy
@jamilsfootstool3 жыл бұрын
they are. trust me
@avissamaha55823 жыл бұрын
One of the best songs ever written IMO! It’s so lyrically deep! 🥺
@Hef1193 жыл бұрын
@Robo I completely agree. Words cannot describe what I feel every time I hear this song.
@Hef1192 жыл бұрын
Reading everyone’s comments and crying! Please know you are not alone in this world and you deserve true happiness! ❤️❤️
@Hef1193 жыл бұрын
don’t take life to serious, no one makes it out alive
@isaelgonzalez58963 жыл бұрын
I'm so tired of all things.
@ghianyambar22354 жыл бұрын
Same lmao, im slowly giving up
@alifr50154 жыл бұрын
Hitting rock bottom hurts a lot more than you'd think
@mailee42914 жыл бұрын
Life is the same for everyone boys, we all die in the end, everyone dies in the end
@Whstdueh4 жыл бұрын
@@Whstdueh That's why we need to live our live the best way we can. EVERYTHING will be fine. No one knows what is going to happen tomorrow.
@esdrasalbuq4 жыл бұрын
It's ok, have a rest. You are stronger than you think
@fullrherr58754 жыл бұрын
I remember, many years ago, I was that one long-haired, blonde, little girl with flushy cheeks and a crooked but bright smile. I'd always show my true self to others. I remember in kindergarten I had a girl best friend. She was weird, fun and cute, just like me. I didn't have any other friends, but she'd always be by my side. I was so happy. In elementary school we were sorted into two different groups and where I live we don't really switch classrooms for different subjects, so we were always separated. We started growing apart. It hurt, but at the time I couldn't fully understand it. I started making friends with a girl who used to come to my little town during the summer, since her parents owned a house here that they would come to when they were on vacation. We had similar interests and we used to have lots of fun together, playing hide and seek and such games during the warm summer evenings. I'd call her my best friend. Even though I've never been a fan of hot weather, I'd look forward to the summer because of her. But years passed, she slowly got bored of me and started to hangout with new friends. It got to a point where we didn't speak to or see each other anymore. That hurt too, and I really missed her, but I was still happy, just a bit down-hearted. Then I started to pass more and more time with a classmate of mine: she was a very pretty girl with hazel eyes and dark hair, which I used to say was black, but she'd always correct me, she used to say it was "dark brown". Often I'd just call it black to get her attention and laugh about it later. We were really really close. I'd call her my best friend, and we were for years. But she never made me feel like I was good enough. She was a ballerina and I was never good at dancing, she had many friends while I was still the black sheep, she was perfect while I was just different. Time flew by again and she probably got bored of me, even though I don't know the real reasons why she left me behind. We haven't spoken in what feels like forever, I just wish her a happy birthday every year. Losing her was a huge hit for my young heart to take and it left a scar that will never fade, but I got through it. It was around the time when I cut my long hair, and the blonde color faded into brown. When I started middle school I got to know a boy. It was a really hard time in my life and I really started getting depressed there. He was truly the best. He had really long hair, just like a girl. He loved video games, anime and horror stories. We'd chat every evening about our interests, like pokemon games. We quickly got very close and I called him my best friend. He made me happy. Actually he was also my very first love, but he never knew. Just like with everyone else, we fell apart. He started hanging out with toxic people and I saw the fun, unique, bright boy I so much loved, slowly lose his sparkle. I felt so helpless. I wished I could've done things differently, but I now know that it was just the way it should've been. From there it all started going even more downhill. High school was, and is a nightmare. Professors are completely indifferent to the student's difficulties, they pretend more and more from us and have completely childish and unprofessional behaviors which I will not go through, and that nobody cares enough to address or fix. My classmates are toxic and, as always, I don't have friends in my class. It's an extremely negative place that honestly makes me want to kill myself. Also my parents always scream at me, guilt trip and insult me, and I don't understand what I do so wrong to make them do so. I've always been and am a very good, obedient child but nothing is ever enough. I feel pressured into being perfect under every single aspect. I even wear braces to straighten my teeth and my smile doesn't feel the same anymore. I really want to make my parents happy and proud but it makes me so angry that I constantly have to please everyone's expectations of me while I don't feel free, or happy, or understood. So I started repressing anger, being apathetic, when I was the most empathic and sensible person. I'm always there for everyone but others only hurt me, so I distanced myself. Everyday, especially during the pandemic, I read negative news everywhere, which doesn't help since it affects my mood a lot. Every day I'm more mentally and physically tired of being afraid, distressed, anxious, of hating myself and others. I put an emotional wall between me and the world just to protect myself. The only time I ever feel genuinely happy is when I escape reality through art, especially music. I'm getting used to not really being happy anymore and I feel like I've let down the child I was. I just wish I could tell her that I love her and that I'm sorry but that I'm so proud of her and we'll get thorough it all and be free one day. I now have some good friends, a best friend and even a healthy relationship with my boyfriend, whom I love very much. It's not all bad. But I still don't really feel happy, or free, or understood. I don't think I ever will.
@maryberg46343 жыл бұрын
This may sound crazy, especially coming from somekne with this name and pfp, but I feel you. I never really had the change of growing up as my biological dad was, and still is, abusive. He used to abuse me, my sister and my mom, Both emotionally and mentally. Simply because of the fact thatvwe were woman and" thus weaker than him" Knifes, choking, trying to drown me, forcing me to eat and often pushing it in my mouth when I didn't (it doesn't sound like abuse but it actually is) and one time he even almost killed me. My trauma stops me from knowing exactly what happened in the kitchen that night, but I remember going to the hospital. I couldn't scream or cry, my throat and face hurt too much. When we finally came in the hospital I remember the friendly nurse telling me everything is okay while helping me to the first help care? And plugging all sorts of liquids to me. I was treated for Malaria? But it was clear I was choked as I had choking signals Anyways when I finally left the hospital after three weeks I had to eat pills that I didn't like (who could blame me, I was 6) and my dad had enough of it so you van guess the rest Anyways after three years of abuse my mom literally ran away and used all of her money to get tickets to my, now home, country and all of my siblings were sick When we arrived to my country we couldn't even speak the language, only English and French because no one used Dutch in Cameroon My grandparents helped my mom and picked her up, feeding us and taking us to the doctor After a few months I had to go back to school because that is necessary, my language barrier stopped me from interacting with other kids and they eventually stopped hanging out with me because I wasn't "cool" I eventually found a friend and we played like kids we were, she was the first one to actually interact with me and become my friend Eventually my classes broke up and we stopped talking, she was my guardian angel and when she wasn't there anymore the bullies could do what they wanted They started bullying me, it was really annoying and I couldn't sleep anymore because of this I stopped talking with everyone and put a wall between me and my siblings and mom, everytime we had a parent day at school Everyone's parents could come except mine
@potatoe-master1913 жыл бұрын
My mom had to work all day and week to get enough money in to feed us, and even then it wasn't enough I even started crying on school because of this and told my teacher my parents were just busy Someday my mom broke down and we had to move out for about a year She randomly started crying and we had to be removed from my mom for over a year, as kid this is of course devastating Eventually my mom got better and we could go back I didn't really have friends during my school period and started to build up a wall, emotionally and physically, and stopped talking during school or any public appearance, some of my newer classmates thought I was mute and started bullying me for that Of course I had "friends" but they weren't really there Anyways, after I passed my first school I went to high school and tried to make a fresh start Not realizing that the kids of my new school were even more toxic than the first ones Anyways bla bla bla a lot of more therapy shit Long story shot, I finally found a girlfriend online and we started "dating" promising each other that we would one day meet up When that day finally arrived I finally saw the face of my girlfriend who I talked to so long, it was truly her and we both cried Now I am happy again but I just feel like I missed a lot in my life, my childhood, my supposed to be funny school life and everything else kind of Don't mind me using you, a randok person on the internet, as a therapy session
@potatoe-master1913 жыл бұрын
I really used someone who doesn't even know me as a free therapist :/
@potatoe-master1913 жыл бұрын
Choose, End it or continue it.
@Xevvky2 жыл бұрын
No one told me living had to be so hard.
@jenuwyne6713 жыл бұрын
'You know what they say about good times?' 'Good times never last'
@gama99714 жыл бұрын
Yup
@bbygurlsen5203 жыл бұрын
❤️
@alexandermadz98683 жыл бұрын
I miss being able to smile freely
@mailee42914 жыл бұрын
To all the people hurting..I'm sending a big warm hug. Your feelings are valid. I love you all. You all will be fine.🥺🤗💕
@lostsoul67603 жыл бұрын
I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you!! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no... you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on….. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes Since God's standard is perfection and we have done wrong, we aren't deserving of reward but punishment. That place of punishment is called hell and is somewhere you want to avoid at all costs. But lets say you get a speeding fine, 500$ for speeding, you’d be guilty, no amount of doing good things can help you, but if someone pays your fine for you nothing remains left for you to take. In the same way, if someone perfect takes your Hell punishment for you and gives you their perfect record, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus died to take the Hell punishment for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Church for Reformed Churches near you area and try joining a community group as well! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!!! NeedGod.net kzhead.info/sun/i92Ho8mQm5ZoaWg/bejne.html Jesuscares.com kzhead.info/channel/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html kzhead.info/sun/lZmIl8xvgHadq6c/bejne.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†--
@redeemedthroughjesus46043 жыл бұрын
Will I though?
@harrisonwood-heath7163 жыл бұрын
I miss her so much. Mourning the loss of someone who’s still alive is such a different and unique kind of pain.
@Dragonborn229912 жыл бұрын
i wish i could feel like a normal person. im sick of fighting myself, im sick of constantly thinking im crazy, im sick of thinking i’m not good enough. i can’t anymore. i just can’t.
@sugatraa4 жыл бұрын
hey hey listen to me, your more than good enough. always remember that. don’t let something or someone tell u different. ik it’s hard but u gotta keep fighting. it’s gonna get better . probably not now but sooner or later. plus i might not know what ur going through but keep fighting please. and sorry i’m late. but i hope you read this.
@lvxhxl3 жыл бұрын
Come up to meet you, Tell you I’m sorry You don’t know how lovely you are I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets And ask me your questions Oh let’s go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tails Heads on the science apart Nobody said it was easy It’s such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Oh take me back to the start I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling your puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart Tell me you love me Come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing our tails Coming back as we are Nobody said it was easy Oh it's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I'm going back to the start
@maralevey83894 жыл бұрын
Thx
@calebloganeditz71204 жыл бұрын
thank u
@bread93973 жыл бұрын
Make me cry
@nobodyyt41837 ай бұрын
I hope everyone will get strength and courage to face their hardest times in the life ❤✨
@Cool_Editz673 ай бұрын
I just want to feel love at this point. I want to know what it feels like to be loved and to love. I want to wake up every morning hoping there’s a text from them, hoping they said good morning. At the end I don’t care if I’m broken or made it out feeling alive I just want to feel something, I want to feel hurt or alive not empty.
@valerie93963 жыл бұрын
Well said, feeling empty feels like a waste of one’s soul, it shouldn’t be this way.. hope u find what ur heart desires
@LafriteRip2 жыл бұрын
“tell me you love me, come back and haunt me” this line always gets me .
@silvia45774 жыл бұрын
Nothing seems right.. just wanna sleep and never wake up die in the sleep.
@jacklebuttermilk76854 жыл бұрын
No you dont sweetie, please be kind to yourself ❤️❤️ people care about you.
@urdaddy88013 жыл бұрын
Is been two months... are you doing okay? I’m proud of you for being so strong, I love you.
@emilypesina86153 жыл бұрын
peppermint tea yes i do. Im just so tired nobody cares. It’s a cold world no matter where you are.
@jacklebuttermilk76853 жыл бұрын
Emily Pesina i dont know if it’s okay cause it’s always the same and never gets better. I think a lot but i never say it out because people only laugh at you and talks behind your back just because you’re not like all the others around and you’re too much negative. I dont think anyone has ever say that to me and really mean it. Maybe you dont really mean it just like any others before but still thank you.
@jacklebuttermilk76853 жыл бұрын
me too
@meyshaamelinda3 жыл бұрын
i would constantly see my brother listening to this song for years growing up, and i didnt understand why he liked it so much until i grew up. I love this song
@user-jr7lf2lu3j Жыл бұрын
i put this song on whilst i was doing my homework, and all i’ve accomplished is staring at a blank piece of paper contemplating everything
@marsmerx_x64793 жыл бұрын
When I was a Kid I've always wanted to grow up, and do things I want. Now that I'm all grown up I wanna just go back to my childhood and be a kid again, where I wouldn't understand things and won't worry about it, and where Everything was so Easy. And also I hope you're okay :)
@perrytheplatypus86573 жыл бұрын
That was too specific, is everything okay?
@PoderDoRato3 жыл бұрын
thank you perry the platypus
@valeriamacri66433 жыл бұрын
i'm 11 and i get this, is that bad.....
@Bigdikkk30003 жыл бұрын
@@Bigdikkk3000 it isnt bad, per se. but hey, you only live once. live your youth days to your best, while you still can. enjoy life, enjoy its processes, the family, the friends. dont take them for granted. stay safe, God bless you.
@jlow98343 жыл бұрын
@@jlow9834 Tysm! I definitely needed that and god bless you too.
@Bigdikkk30003 жыл бұрын
I wish one day my parents will acknowledge that mental health exists. I hope my friends will understand my insecurities. I hope the world knows that I can be tired too. I may have mistakes and failures but that doesnt mean I will never succeed:( I just wanna have genuine happiness, like is it too much to ask? The world is that cruel huh.
@kai84874 жыл бұрын
*”just get over it it’s not that hard”*
@euphoriajk95903 жыл бұрын
you will have genuine happiness. just stay strong for a while, keep on pushing and you'll be fine. just because the present is kinda suckish doesnt mean that it will be suckish forever. as long as you keep going, happiness will come :)
@a.s8623 жыл бұрын
@Robloox • 42 years ago ...
@desire73563 жыл бұрын
I feel you
@ranselobligacion83843 жыл бұрын
@Robloox • 42 years ago The reason some of these people are down, it’s because they have experienced the true side of the world, they know how fucked up it is by going deeper. The world is like an iceberg, you can only see the half of it, the deeper you’ll see, the scary it is.
@mhsy05333 жыл бұрын
I want to re-start my life, where in I know what is coming. So I can be prepared even a little bit, but I cannot. Life is unfair.
@ljdeleon23933 жыл бұрын
I feel you 😔
@loveandtransformation272 жыл бұрын
Seeking The Truth is one of the important part of human life.
@aitransformed5497 Жыл бұрын
I imagine this playing as a lone astronaut floats in space running low on oxygen, he watches as the earth fades and his life reflects before him, all the things he took for granted, everything he wished he did... irrelevant. This was the end of his journey and as the last of his oxygen was used he muttered “ Apollo 18, it doesn’t look good for me, I think this is the end... I’m sorry.. signing out” his tank hit empty, and he had a miraculous smile and was ready to final see his wife again
@kineticpatch71853 жыл бұрын
jesus bro
@jakefranzke69213 жыл бұрын
my god
@evawild17713 жыл бұрын
Man, that hits deep...
@electus55273 жыл бұрын
Like a wattpad stories...
@cloud-dd1so3 жыл бұрын
who.hurt.you.this.much.
@matea97923 жыл бұрын
"dont be so dramatic." How can someone not be sad after everyone u ever loved left u ):
@kumo51313 жыл бұрын
Too relatable
@emmapivac16923 жыл бұрын
true Bro
@mickaelanacpil15413 жыл бұрын
nice pfp
@poisonstrategy3 жыл бұрын
@@poisonstrategy 😏
@kumo51313 жыл бұрын
Even if you're not insensitive to say that, you can still say it on a whim, i fear that a lot and don't know how to bear it, I've said so many wrong things that'd hurt others or my reputation
@Legenducky3 жыл бұрын
When he said "Nobody said it was easy"- I felt this
@kiras.99213 жыл бұрын
Never quit on someone you love
@daveavenue518 Жыл бұрын
Y'all realize how nobody asks ' why aren't you smiling?' they always ask ' why are you smiling? '
@jossiereges62614 жыл бұрын
Because seeing someone happy, for oddly no reason, has become even more rare than finding diamonds in your wallet
@gabrievann21713 жыл бұрын
When you're feeling fine and KZhead tries to get you to come back to the dark side
@jw53864 жыл бұрын
I want to go back to the times where i didnt care about my insecurities,was confident, didn't mind the body shamers, always smiled and laughed, now i dont even know who i am anymore
@miraqt11862 жыл бұрын
i’m ready to here this song once again, my dog and i were listening to this i was holding him gently, telling him it’s going to be fine that he’ll survive parvo. After that we went to the vet When the evening came, the doctor called and told us he’s dead. Rest well, my seby. I love you
@shekinahlouiseandaya51813 жыл бұрын
R.I.P ❤️
@prathampopat40403 жыл бұрын
i just wanna give up , i’m tired of fighting to stay alive everyday.
@zoeyys40123 жыл бұрын
you can do this. you are loved.
@yenam_3 жыл бұрын
there’s this really beautiful quote that sums everything up, ‘i think that’s what makes us so strong, fighting when there’s nothing left to fight for, fighting for ourselves.’ you deserve this, you deserve to look back one day and smile at how far you’ve come, how strong you’ve been, you can do this :)
@goldenikeu3 жыл бұрын
Plz don't I know you can do it
@monkeypunch81513 жыл бұрын
hey no, dont give up, things will get better soon i promise. i believe in you
@annthiamwah.23033 жыл бұрын
im not even alive lol
@mateakasalo96983 жыл бұрын
I miss when everything was simpler.
@daniela-jq1eb4 жыл бұрын
Listening to this while.. My grandma screaming at me.. my dad mad at me.. my mom mad at me... school stress friend problems..
@YuishizoTanakaOfficial2 жыл бұрын
This song, this band, this video, this comment section. Everything makes me cry and is just perfect in every single way. This has saved my life and whenever I've been at the lowest points in my life, I've found myself at this spot of solace. Letting your emotions out completely is such a cathartic and beautiful experience, it makes my heart beat so fast and gives me a new appreciation for everything, even if for a while. Reading everyone's stories in the comment section makes me so emotional and always make my trips to this video tear-inducing and melancholy but it connects me with them on an astronomical level. Could never get the words out to be grateful for each and every one of you and your existence, even if we're strangers. Whatever it is you're facing, it will all get better. You may feel like nothing matters or the world is just filled with despair, it's not that way and doesn't have to be. I may not know you, but remember I'm here for you. Go out and look at the Moon right now, I'm looking at it too. I'm with you, good luck.
@drox522 жыл бұрын
im tired of missing you.
@aryannacharles52323 жыл бұрын
I'm tired of missing him.. wishing he would come back.
@mellifluousy36283 жыл бұрын
Tired of hoping that you will come back.
@xaviernix29573 жыл бұрын
I came here for three reasons 1. Spirited away scene 2. Cold play 3. I love anything slowed
@Smells114 жыл бұрын
saya harap satu hari nanti comment saya ni pasti akan di lihat oleh org yg saya suka ' dan cuma mau cakap "i loveyouu❤️"
@hadzruladzhar Жыл бұрын
original: Sad AF slowed: Tragic
@samudranashwan72093 жыл бұрын
why am I working hard for a future I can't have🙂
@alyssa58423 жыл бұрын
Belive is the first step D:
@justin17333 жыл бұрын
ganbatte
@chasleyplata75413 жыл бұрын
belif self, then u can acive ur dream
@no-fc9tp3 жыл бұрын
Believe in yourself, you'll eventually make it in this cruel world.
@user-re9zb9dr4n3 жыл бұрын
you can have it if u believe in yourself & keep going until u reached ur point where u think you made it
@ken6all3 жыл бұрын
to anyone reading this who is struggling, down, sad things will get better. things will work out eventually. you got this.
@jake-fj2zi3 жыл бұрын
thank u alot
@ghalaalharthi203203 жыл бұрын
@@sssssssssnakes you got this, I believe in you! 💖
@jake-fj2zi3 жыл бұрын
Omg teume?
@YOSHIOLOGY3 жыл бұрын
One of Coldplays best and most tragic. Reminds me of good ol' 2002 when I was starting college and met an amazing girl who was the first to accept me as I really am. It meant alot to me. Sadly she strung me along a while and dumped me for someone else without warning. It tore me up. So did college and this song and Coldplays Rush of Blood To The Head album. Those were dark days then, but compared to the hopeless shitshow nowadays, I want them back and do it better. Thanx Coldplay & Chris Martin for making beautiful music that speaks to my thoughts and emotions.
@rstevens18362 жыл бұрын
Im going through it right now bro, im just ... lost .....
@justchilling177 Жыл бұрын
Anyone missing the sad fuxked life😢😢😢😂😂😂😅😅😅😅
@MangHaokip7776 ай бұрын
The fact that people in this comment section are acting just like a family , when we're all strangers... is just amazing I love you guys Take care of your selves 💕
@jawaheeeer3 жыл бұрын
Take care of yourself too☺❤
@vitrianayessy69903 жыл бұрын
I just want to go back when everything was okay
@johnmarkgarayperlas46133 жыл бұрын
I'm want go back, childhood days, bcuz all is fine and happiness is always
@arnel81783 жыл бұрын
“No-one ever said it would be this hard, oh take me back to the start” THAT HIT ME LIKE A TRAIN
@settledown_em3 жыл бұрын
dude ikr
@sssssssssnakes3 жыл бұрын
It made me think of my dead cat that lived with us when I was a baby, I'm 14 and he's gone. Take me back to the start just made me thing of the fun times we had :)
@twinkletoes9292 жыл бұрын
I hate myself,I’m so tired.I hate talking so much I just want to be happy again. Everything I do is wrong. I can’t do anything right anymore
@tskuishimaismyhusband82893 жыл бұрын
I wish u the best in life I promise everything will be alright I love u
@riplvr3 жыл бұрын
@@riplvr thank you love ! This really helps me, I wish you the best in life and love too !
@tskuishimaismyhusband82893 жыл бұрын
This song is so simple, yet so deep. It's almost like you're falling in an endless pit, never knowing where the end is; you just keep on falling. I sung this for my leavers assembly, it brings back so many memories
@millyrees30402 жыл бұрын
Sad thing's I am missing some one who don't give a fuxk about me 😥😥😥😭😭😭😭
@MangHaokip7776 ай бұрын
stay alive my friends, it's gonna be okey i promise you
@martinasosa34904 жыл бұрын
I know what
@antoniaadlard38273 жыл бұрын
Im struggling. Im trying
@user-mf8nu3nu1f3 жыл бұрын
I miss my old school .. I miss being happy and having friends 😔
@Abthcrab4 жыл бұрын
abby_brant it’ll be okay ❤️
@izikgarza10684 жыл бұрын
All of my old friends stopped talking to me and I don't even know why. I miss them but they don't miss me. What did I do to deserve this?
@strangerthings25064 жыл бұрын
@@strangerthings2506 Same.They hate me :(
@ece61484 жыл бұрын
i have more enemies than friends...
@nexogames48194 жыл бұрын
@@nexogames4819 me too
@ece61484 жыл бұрын
i used to play this video on loop when i was at my lowest. if there is one thing i can promise anyone that is watching, it's that life will become beautiful again. maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but hang on to that "one day." because i promise it's coming. sooner or later you'll find yourself in my position, wishing you could tell other people what you so desperately needed to hear. hang on, it's worth it.
@maya-pz5vk2 жыл бұрын
It’s been like this for 10 years for me now what?
@lesogod81622 жыл бұрын
I listened to over 40 slowed songs when she left me. This was the one that made the tears flow
@charliereffettstormchasing2 жыл бұрын
The right person at the wrong time
@franfranfran4 жыл бұрын
ooo i felt that
@yenam_3 жыл бұрын
I remember when I went to the club , it had been 6 months after a break up that destroyed me . I still loved him. That's when I saw him - across the room. With another girl. Suddenly all the memories , feelings and pain came right back to me . Seeing him with another girl made me realise that I was not over him like I thought I was. I went into the bathroom and cried for what was atleast 2 hours. Literally just crying my eyes out in the bathroom stall and didn't come out. Then I booked a taxi home at about 4am and didn't leave my house for a month . Fyi - I'm still in love with him. This hurts so much . I just don't know what to do. Everything reminds me of him and no matter what I do , I can't get over him.
@ilovefreddie95744 жыл бұрын
As time passes by you’ll be less hurt. Time will heal you. Keep yourself busy to distract yourself from overthinking. Once you find another guy you’ll get over him.
@thetrawlers96244 жыл бұрын
You are sooo strong :)))) I hope you will be fine. Just remember, world still love u
@emataligova79813 жыл бұрын
It's hard to miss someone but it's harder to not have someone to miss. Just an empty feeling that you can't really fill. 😕
@nataliaml23 жыл бұрын
This has to be the best lyrically written song on the planet. I miss the days when things were so simple and we understood nothing, and had to worry about nothing in the world
@gavinlegg9042 жыл бұрын
exhausted of existing
@imeanitsallrightlike36844 жыл бұрын
I just want to be happy. Why is that so hard.
@rogeliocontreras95623 жыл бұрын
Ur days will come just be patient
@zaloni55493 жыл бұрын
It might feel hard now, but things will change eventually, stay positive please
@PoderDoRato3 жыл бұрын
I've been loving this band for as long as I can remember, my uncle died almost 2 months ago he was so beautiful, I loved him so much, he was such a talented individual, sharing his love with everybody he met, his awesome martial arts skills, his hella funny stories, so much more can be said. I love him so much, and I'll miss him. I love you uncle Adam.
@zoeytrent1153 жыл бұрын
hey there! I hope your'e feeling better now. we're here for you
@wdwatermelon65012 жыл бұрын
@@wdwatermelon6501 i do!! thank you for asking. still miss him but not as much and I've accepted that he was a great person, and he's in an even better place than here. :)
@zoeytrent1152 жыл бұрын
@@zoeytrent115 :D i love you man!
@user-ub8br8hq9s Жыл бұрын
I'm in the age where I have no choice to understand that life ain't smooth but instead uncertain rough place. I saw my limitations, my insecurities, and all the bad things that came to my life. But I think I'll do better.. I'm gonna try surpassing those limitations, grow up to my insecurities, and be hopeful until bad times turn into better ones. To those whose struggling, in pain, or in loss.. just keep on hanging. You don't have to see the world like me or everybody else. There are many ways to heal and recover, to grow past it or forget it. You just have to find it. Goodluck struggler may we have long and good life.
@waldwz Жыл бұрын
i'm so in love, but i'll never be good enough for him...
@delreysugar3 жыл бұрын
aw shit thats deeeep
@myc90303 жыл бұрын
It be like that sometimes though
@miekaaahh3 жыл бұрын
Things just went from sad to horrific...
@mrenergy53643 жыл бұрын
That happens
@johnalfaro12233 жыл бұрын
Are u okay? If you need someone to talk to I’m here
@ceciliekristensen62333 жыл бұрын
me in 2am: 😭😭😭 me infront everyone: 😂😂😂
@naishya86283 жыл бұрын
legit :/
@aliciaupfield7433 жыл бұрын
/
@mhikeallendeocampo50533 жыл бұрын
@Charlie Sowers you mean inside?💔
@WhyAlwaysMe.3 жыл бұрын
mood looks like we're good at acting :') i can fool anybody
comment any requests you guys have! ps: only songs that don't have a slowed version on youtube yet. 👇
So if you lonely
Odio Que Te Amo-Sleith
DMB - The Stone
Fly away lilwaterbed
@@MOHDHAZIQ-vh8kq Yes please ! Instant Crush - Daftpunk ❤️
my mom died about 12 hours ago, and now I'm here sitting in my bathroom uncontrollably crying
I’m soooo sorry 🥺😭
Rip😭😭😭ily❤️❤️🥺
i love you and you’re gonna be okay. be strong like she taught you to be. you got this. your emotions are valid. she’s not really gone, just resting with god. make her proud baby
i really appreciate that support from you, guys😭 it makes me cry, like you don’t know me, i don’t know you, BUT you support me anyway
live your life out to the fullest for her, you've got this. it'll be hard but we have your back we love you :'D
This world is really exhausting I’m so tired of it
It's not the world but the society I think...
Yes all the Fake People
@Leah Elliott I fucking wish for that. I fucking hate living dude
school is draining me is so stressful
fr i’m so sick of it sometimes - i get hope and then i hear or read something and it all falls down. it sounds so depressing but i wish the earth would finish soon? or that we would come so so close to dying out that maybe we could start over idk it sounds so bad
I”m not afraid of death, I’m just scared that I’m gonna die before get to experience true happines in life.
Same.
YUP thank you.... this this is it....
same mate
Me too
me to
When i was 7, i dreamed of how i wanna be a teenager, but here i am crying,having panick attacks,stress of schools, depression, just wish i could go back in time where everything was okay
Same
Yes school life is beautiful ❤️ life
same.. :(
Yeah that's so true ......I just wanna go back where everything was ok
same .
i’m crying reading these comments. it’s so horrible that people feel like this. i’m so sorry.
❤️
Same
im cry rn :))
Dont feel sorry, its not your fault we feel this way.
It’s not your fault we’re sick.
I hope one day I fall in love with being alive
You will
@@urdaddy8801 I agree :) ❤️
Me too
Currently, same
Same.. we’ll get through this ❤️
out of all the people that left, i miss myself the most. she was so happy.
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bro :(
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To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
i love you literally you have made my day
You have saved my life. Thank you.
Thank you
this is amazing!
I needed this
Me: *crying at 3:00am* KZhead: “new revitalift face cream from L’Oréal”
LMFAO I FEEL U
lmao
HAHAHAHAHAHA
IDK WHY IM LAUGHING SO HARDDD
Loool, cracked me up XD
You ever get so sad for no reason? you ever feel like there’s nothing left for you? you realize that your losing all your friends, failing school, losing all the confidence you’ve had, and not being able to find someone that you can give your love to. when your lying in bed at night starring at the ceiling realizing that you could just end it all and not have to go through anything your feeling right now but you don’t bc you don’t wanna hurt the people close to you..
so relatable..
Mee last night 😔
i’ve had that for months now idek
we’re all in the depression boat
Sara Glaser I feel this way but I know that I have worth somewhere somehow and I know even though I don't know you I care for you and love you. I hope you realize you matter :) because you do.
True sadness is when there’s no reason to be sad. No cure. Nothing to fix. You simply can’t feel happiness. No purpose.
Try to remember your childhood dreams, your aims, your ambitions. Search for nostalgic moment, series, movies... Anything that reminds you of a time you once had a porpuse of living. Hope it helps
@@PoderDoRato thank u
@@kuroneko9167 you're welcome! :)
@@PoderDoRato jokes on you, i cant remember any part of my childhood
I have too much reasons to be sad and now I really don't know why I exist
i'm literally crying in the restroom stall at work, on new year's eve... i'm so exhausted i just want to go home but home isn't even home ...
I'm here for you
if you want someone to talk to, we are here.
you are your own home i love u
you're not alone im tired with my toxic manager and co-worker hates me too. I just wanted to leave as soon as possible..
Help is on the way ♥️ I love you
"oh take me back to the start." that hit me..
i read that as it played in the song, i like the small things in life :)
same
same here
i wish i could
Me scrolling down to this as soon as it hits 👁💧👄💧👁
i miss having nights where i didn't cry. i miss being genuinely happy and i miss being in love. i miss the person i was in love with, the person i am still in love with. i miss thinking that they loved me, even tho they never did. i miss feeling like i was worth it.
Yes to everything you said. That’s so valid. To feel that. Listening to these songs can help so much with dealing with those emotions in a healthy way, with a good cry. I empathize with you, I mean, I’m right with you. We’re strangers yet have so much in common. If you’re here today, you can be here for tomorrow. ❤️❤️❤️ Cry and keep strong.
what's sad is you can be in love and in a relationship and still be fighting sadness
you are worth it, no matter what
Sweetheart you jus need to remember that life is meant for you to develop jus hold on tight is all I can say
but you are worth it
"I'm not even living at this point. I'm just surviving."
Same bub :/
You are not alone bestie
Same bestie, same...
My friend died like 1 month ago from coronavirus He was kind, always relaxed and he was my best friend Now it's 1am here and I can't stop crying and reminding all the good moments I'm bisex and i liked him for so much but i didn't has the time or the opportunity to tell him... the last time i saw him was at his home then... i didn't never ever saw him again
I’m so so sorry for your loss. I know I’m seeing this a month later and I know we are strangers but you seem like such a caring person. You have gone through so much and you are so so strong. I know it’s hard but trust me things will get better. I wish you all the best, stay strong ❤️
i am so incredibly sorry for your loss. i know it's hard. makes me sad knowing that everyone in this comment section has their own battles and i have my own too. i love you stranger and stay strong for me, a stranger writing this at 3 am wishing nothing but the best for you. may he rest in peace and just remember to live life as if he's still with us.
I am sorry for your loss, I have been hit by covid and declared positive about three weeks ago, now i am cured, the result was last week and it was negative, but it seems like your friend didn't make it, he's in a better place now, surely.
rip bro... im sorry for your loss i know how it feels to lose a friend
🤧
all these comments: "i miss my old school with my other friends" me: "i miss being alive"
"what does the feeling of being alive??"
we all died in 2012, every year after is just our empty shells wandering the void, trying to find purpose
I miss feeling alive
pray to God, he has a plan for you if you follow him.
i dont even remember how being alive felt or how the happy me existed
The worst part is I'm getting use to not being happy anymore...
●︿●
you explained my life currently
welcome to life - Red Forman
Idk what it’s like to be happy anymore
Feel ya, am just in silent mode
My grandma died last 2 weeks ago. She was so beautiful. You'll never get tired of looking at her and listen to her stories. How I wish I could see her smile once again and listen to her stories. I love her so much.
Me too I miss her she passed right before my lil brothers birthday.
Lost mine a few years back. It gets better bro. She is in a better place. One day you will hear her stories again
“Where’s my happy daughter gone, we miss her” I miss her too but she isn’t coming back 😞
I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you!! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no... you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on….. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes Since God's standard is perfection and we have done wrong, we aren't deserving of reward but punishment. That place of punishment is called hell and is somewhere you want to avoid at all costs. But lets say you get a speeding fine, 500$ for speeding, you’d be guilty, no amount of doing good things can help you, but if someone pays your fine for you nothing remains left for you to take. In the same way, if someone perfect takes your Hell punishment for you and gives you their perfect record, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus died to take the Hell punishment for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Church for Reformed Churches near you area and try joining a community group as well! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!!! NeedGod.net kzhead.info/sun/i92Ho8mQm5ZoaWg/bejne.html Jesuscares.com kzhead.info/channel/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html kzhead.info/sun/lZmIl8xvgHadq6c/bejne.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†--!!!!
I used to be so happy back then. I don’t understand what’s wrong with me these years... just don’t feel the same 😔
I feel like I am missing people I don’t even know lmao. So we all depressed?
In some ways...
Yes, I think you are right
100% correct
u r correct 😬😬😬😬
I think this quarantine is giving normally happy people a little glimpse into the life of us clinically depressed people. Like, seriously... people are experiencing loneliness and social withdrawals and it’s making them feel sad and drained and they’ve never experienced it before. Meanwhile, we’re sitting over here looking at them feeling how we normally feel. Drained, lonely, and sad. Does that even make sense? This coronavirus problem is so wackkk and mentally draining.
"Nobody said it was easy. No one ever said it would be this hard." I really felt that.
😭😭💔
yah i felt that too
😞
this song hurts so much. Think about having someone who made you feel worth it for the first time and then they're gone.
I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you!! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no... you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on….. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes Since God's standard is perfection and we have done wrong, we aren't deserving of reward but punishment. That place of punishment is called hell and is somewhere you want to avoid at all costs. But lets say you get a speeding fine, 500$ for speeding, you’d be guilty, no amount of doing good things can help you, but if someone pays your fine for you nothing remains left for you to take. In the same way, if someone perfect takes your Hell punishment for you and gives you their perfect record, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus died to take the Hell punishment for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Church for Reformed Churches near you area and try joining a community group as well! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!!! NeedGod.net kzhead.info/sun/i92Ho8mQm5ZoaWg/bejne.html Jesuscares.com kzhead.info/channel/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html kzhead.info/sun/lZmIl8xvgHadq6c/bejne.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†--!!!
When I was a kid, I thought I wouldn't cry anymore when I grow up.
one of my moms favorite songs. she lived well, god I miss that woman. She fought cancer for 13 years but she finally let go & told everyone that it was her time to go. i’m 15 right now & im learning to be stronger everyday💛 omg lmaoo I am 16 1/5 right now, i appreciate every one of you that replied & liked. thank you! :) still listen to this song like crazy. I’ve accepted that she’s gone but that doesn’t mean I’m sad. much love
Kayleigh Wyndham hope your doing okay💛
My condolence.
dhdhshdh dujdjdjdj I’m trying🥺
I’m so sorry, my grandmother passed because of cancer a while ago and it was really hard. I know the pain you must be feeling, it will get better. Remeber all the things she loved and got to experience in her time on earth.
Kayleigh Wyndham same situation as my cousin it was a hard time for him to process what happened and continue to be strong. Hope your doing well brotha 🙏
Bruh everyone in the Comments Need A Hug
frr :/.
Yes
yeaa
[ *sending a virtual hug* ] :)
I really need a hug. Really badly
A violinist was playing this song in the subway station 4 years ago. The love of my life forced me to dance it. I didn't know at the time that I would only want to dance with her for the rest of my life. I miss her so much. This song hurts but heals at the same time because I feel blessed for sharing those beautiful moments we lived together. Please enjoy and don't be afraid to dance with whoever is next to you before they leave.
Lyrics : Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are I had to find you, tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions Oh, let's go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tails Heads on a science apart Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Oh, take me back to the start I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling the puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing our tails Coming back as we are Nobody said it was easy Oh, it's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I'm going back to the start Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh Ah ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
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Thanks
Thx:)
Thank youuu
Yo bro lost my dad recently just sang this for him using your lyrics you shared here thanks
The Spirited Away background plus coldplay, best combo ever😭😭😭
Sadly we won't be able to see part 2 of it
I love spirited away!
feel lost
@@ruby4330 same!
I'm just so tired of surviving
stay strong!
Kasey x same like I just can’t be bothered anymore
@@lotte5320 But your doing so so well!! I'm proud of you I know you can keep going on your future is brighter lovely I promise 💛
try creative
Kasey x thank you so much🥺
not at how my eyes are not tearing up but my heart does.
Cry because it's over, and smile because it happened.
hi, there. i don’t know you and you don’t know me either. i know you’ve been hurting. you are very strong. how’d i know? see, you’re reading my comment right now. i love you. please know you’re worth it. you’re beautiful. inside and out. see you later. :3 Edit: i am thankful for the likes, i hope my words will make you feel better :3
you're a great person... hope you sleeped well and good day for ya
The slowed song community is definitely the most caring
thank you!! have a great day
aww you too (〃ω〃)
Ur amazing
Me: *sees this knowing it’s a sad song* My Brain: *lets listen* Me: *but I don’t want to be sad tod-* My brain: *I SAID WE SAD TODAY*
Me: *same*
I feel this. 😥😂
wait who's Brian?
@@DriveLikeYourKids O.o
• Ryleigh • I meant to say my brain 😳
We just don't realize that everything is changing slowly.
coldplay is one of only a few bands/artists that are universally liked by all cultures around the world 🥲
There will come a time where everything will make sense. (edit) just try again and again until it kills the old you. And maybe just maybe you'll find what's worth living for again.
jesse stoehr ;((((
This hit hard
I hope so man:/
Heaven bro
Unfortunately not 😞
im searching for a reason to be sad, its like my feelings or reasons arent valid enough.
Olivia same
felt.
Same. But i think for me it's bcuz i mostly don't feel anything except anger and i don't want to be angry. So sadness it is, i dob't enjoy it but atleast i'm feeling something :)
this hit me hard coz i dont want to sound like an angsty teen pretending to be depressed to be trendy
they are. trust me
One of the best songs ever written IMO! It’s so lyrically deep! 🥺
@Robo I completely agree. Words cannot describe what I feel every time I hear this song.
Reading everyone’s comments and crying! Please know you are not alone in this world and you deserve true happiness! ❤️❤️
don’t take life to serious, no one makes it out alive
I'm so tired of all things.
Same lmao, im slowly giving up
Hitting rock bottom hurts a lot more than you'd think
Life is the same for everyone boys, we all die in the end, everyone dies in the end
@@Whstdueh That's why we need to live our live the best way we can. EVERYTHING will be fine. No one knows what is going to happen tomorrow.
It's ok, have a rest. You are stronger than you think
I remember, many years ago, I was that one long-haired, blonde, little girl with flushy cheeks and a crooked but bright smile. I'd always show my true self to others. I remember in kindergarten I had a girl best friend. She was weird, fun and cute, just like me. I didn't have any other friends, but she'd always be by my side. I was so happy. In elementary school we were sorted into two different groups and where I live we don't really switch classrooms for different subjects, so we were always separated. We started growing apart. It hurt, but at the time I couldn't fully understand it. I started making friends with a girl who used to come to my little town during the summer, since her parents owned a house here that they would come to when they were on vacation. We had similar interests and we used to have lots of fun together, playing hide and seek and such games during the warm summer evenings. I'd call her my best friend. Even though I've never been a fan of hot weather, I'd look forward to the summer because of her. But years passed, she slowly got bored of me and started to hangout with new friends. It got to a point where we didn't speak to or see each other anymore. That hurt too, and I really missed her, but I was still happy, just a bit down-hearted. Then I started to pass more and more time with a classmate of mine: she was a very pretty girl with hazel eyes and dark hair, which I used to say was black, but she'd always correct me, she used to say it was "dark brown". Often I'd just call it black to get her attention and laugh about it later. We were really really close. I'd call her my best friend, and we were for years. But she never made me feel like I was good enough. She was a ballerina and I was never good at dancing, she had many friends while I was still the black sheep, she was perfect while I was just different. Time flew by again and she probably got bored of me, even though I don't know the real reasons why she left me behind. We haven't spoken in what feels like forever, I just wish her a happy birthday every year. Losing her was a huge hit for my young heart to take and it left a scar that will never fade, but I got through it. It was around the time when I cut my long hair, and the blonde color faded into brown. When I started middle school I got to know a boy. It was a really hard time in my life and I really started getting depressed there. He was truly the best. He had really long hair, just like a girl. He loved video games, anime and horror stories. We'd chat every evening about our interests, like pokemon games. We quickly got very close and I called him my best friend. He made me happy. Actually he was also my very first love, but he never knew. Just like with everyone else, we fell apart. He started hanging out with toxic people and I saw the fun, unique, bright boy I so much loved, slowly lose his sparkle. I felt so helpless. I wished I could've done things differently, but I now know that it was just the way it should've been. From there it all started going even more downhill. High school was, and is a nightmare. Professors are completely indifferent to the student's difficulties, they pretend more and more from us and have completely childish and unprofessional behaviors which I will not go through, and that nobody cares enough to address or fix. My classmates are toxic and, as always, I don't have friends in my class. It's an extremely negative place that honestly makes me want to kill myself. Also my parents always scream at me, guilt trip and insult me, and I don't understand what I do so wrong to make them do so. I've always been and am a very good, obedient child but nothing is ever enough. I feel pressured into being perfect under every single aspect. I even wear braces to straighten my teeth and my smile doesn't feel the same anymore. I really want to make my parents happy and proud but it makes me so angry that I constantly have to please everyone's expectations of me while I don't feel free, or happy, or understood. So I started repressing anger, being apathetic, when I was the most empathic and sensible person. I'm always there for everyone but others only hurt me, so I distanced myself. Everyday, especially during the pandemic, I read negative news everywhere, which doesn't help since it affects my mood a lot. Every day I'm more mentally and physically tired of being afraid, distressed, anxious, of hating myself and others. I put an emotional wall between me and the world just to protect myself. The only time I ever feel genuinely happy is when I escape reality through art, especially music. I'm getting used to not really being happy anymore and I feel like I've let down the child I was. I just wish I could tell her that I love her and that I'm sorry but that I'm so proud of her and we'll get thorough it all and be free one day. I now have some good friends, a best friend and even a healthy relationship with my boyfriend, whom I love very much. It's not all bad. But I still don't really feel happy, or free, or understood. I don't think I ever will.
This may sound crazy, especially coming from somekne with this name and pfp, but I feel you. I never really had the change of growing up as my biological dad was, and still is, abusive. He used to abuse me, my sister and my mom, Both emotionally and mentally. Simply because of the fact thatvwe were woman and" thus weaker than him" Knifes, choking, trying to drown me, forcing me to eat and often pushing it in my mouth when I didn't (it doesn't sound like abuse but it actually is) and one time he even almost killed me. My trauma stops me from knowing exactly what happened in the kitchen that night, but I remember going to the hospital. I couldn't scream or cry, my throat and face hurt too much. When we finally came in the hospital I remember the friendly nurse telling me everything is okay while helping me to the first help care? And plugging all sorts of liquids to me. I was treated for Malaria? But it was clear I was choked as I had choking signals Anyways when I finally left the hospital after three weeks I had to eat pills that I didn't like (who could blame me, I was 6) and my dad had enough of it so you van guess the rest Anyways after three years of abuse my mom literally ran away and used all of her money to get tickets to my, now home, country and all of my siblings were sick When we arrived to my country we couldn't even speak the language, only English and French because no one used Dutch in Cameroon My grandparents helped my mom and picked her up, feeding us and taking us to the doctor After a few months I had to go back to school because that is necessary, my language barrier stopped me from interacting with other kids and they eventually stopped hanging out with me because I wasn't "cool" I eventually found a friend and we played like kids we were, she was the first one to actually interact with me and become my friend Eventually my classes broke up and we stopped talking, she was my guardian angel and when she wasn't there anymore the bullies could do what they wanted They started bullying me, it was really annoying and I couldn't sleep anymore because of this I stopped talking with everyone and put a wall between me and my siblings and mom, everytime we had a parent day at school Everyone's parents could come except mine
My mom had to work all day and week to get enough money in to feed us, and even then it wasn't enough I even started crying on school because of this and told my teacher my parents were just busy Someday my mom broke down and we had to move out for about a year She randomly started crying and we had to be removed from my mom for over a year, as kid this is of course devastating Eventually my mom got better and we could go back I didn't really have friends during my school period and started to build up a wall, emotionally and physically, and stopped talking during school or any public appearance, some of my newer classmates thought I was mute and started bullying me for that Of course I had "friends" but they weren't really there Anyways, after I passed my first school I went to high school and tried to make a fresh start Not realizing that the kids of my new school were even more toxic than the first ones Anyways bla bla bla a lot of more therapy shit Long story shot, I finally found a girlfriend online and we started "dating" promising each other that we would one day meet up When that day finally arrived I finally saw the face of my girlfriend who I talked to so long, it was truly her and we both cried Now I am happy again but I just feel like I missed a lot in my life, my childhood, my supposed to be funny school life and everything else kind of Don't mind me using you, a randok person on the internet, as a therapy session
I really used someone who doesn't even know me as a free therapist :/
Choose, End it or continue it.
No one told me living had to be so hard.
'You know what they say about good times?' 'Good times never last'
Yup
❤️
I miss being able to smile freely
To all the people hurting..I'm sending a big warm hug. Your feelings are valid. I love you all. You all will be fine.🥺🤗💕
I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you!! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no... you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on….. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes Since God's standard is perfection and we have done wrong, we aren't deserving of reward but punishment. That place of punishment is called hell and is somewhere you want to avoid at all costs. But lets say you get a speeding fine, 500$ for speeding, you’d be guilty, no amount of doing good things can help you, but if someone pays your fine for you nothing remains left for you to take. In the same way, if someone perfect takes your Hell punishment for you and gives you their perfect record, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus died to take the Hell punishment for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Church for Reformed Churches near you area and try joining a community group as well! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!!! NeedGod.net kzhead.info/sun/i92Ho8mQm5ZoaWg/bejne.html Jesuscares.com kzhead.info/channel/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html kzhead.info/sun/lZmIl8xvgHadq6c/bejne.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†--
Will I though?
I miss her so much. Mourning the loss of someone who’s still alive is such a different and unique kind of pain.
i wish i could feel like a normal person. im sick of fighting myself, im sick of constantly thinking im crazy, im sick of thinking i’m not good enough. i can’t anymore. i just can’t.
hey hey listen to me, your more than good enough. always remember that. don’t let something or someone tell u different. ik it’s hard but u gotta keep fighting. it’s gonna get better . probably not now but sooner or later. plus i might not know what ur going through but keep fighting please. and sorry i’m late. but i hope you read this.
Come up to meet you, Tell you I’m sorry You don’t know how lovely you are I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets And ask me your questions Oh let’s go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tails Heads on the science apart Nobody said it was easy It’s such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Oh take me back to the start I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling your puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart Tell me you love me Come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing our tails Coming back as we are Nobody said it was easy Oh it's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I'm going back to the start
Thx
thank u
Make me cry
I hope everyone will get strength and courage to face their hardest times in the life ❤✨
I just want to feel love at this point. I want to know what it feels like to be loved and to love. I want to wake up every morning hoping there’s a text from them, hoping they said good morning. At the end I don’t care if I’m broken or made it out feeling alive I just want to feel something, I want to feel hurt or alive not empty.
Well said, feeling empty feels like a waste of one’s soul, it shouldn’t be this way.. hope u find what ur heart desires
“tell me you love me, come back and haunt me” this line always gets me .
Nothing seems right.. just wanna sleep and never wake up die in the sleep.
No you dont sweetie, please be kind to yourself ❤️❤️ people care about you.
Is been two months... are you doing okay? I’m proud of you for being so strong, I love you.
peppermint tea yes i do. Im just so tired nobody cares. It’s a cold world no matter where you are.
Emily Pesina i dont know if it’s okay cause it’s always the same and never gets better. I think a lot but i never say it out because people only laugh at you and talks behind your back just because you’re not like all the others around and you’re too much negative. I dont think anyone has ever say that to me and really mean it. Maybe you dont really mean it just like any others before but still thank you.
me too
i would constantly see my brother listening to this song for years growing up, and i didnt understand why he liked it so much until i grew up. I love this song
i put this song on whilst i was doing my homework, and all i’ve accomplished is staring at a blank piece of paper contemplating everything
When I was a Kid I've always wanted to grow up, and do things I want. Now that I'm all grown up I wanna just go back to my childhood and be a kid again, where I wouldn't understand things and won't worry about it, and where Everything was so Easy. And also I hope you're okay :)
That was too specific, is everything okay?
thank you perry the platypus
i'm 11 and i get this, is that bad.....
@@Bigdikkk3000 it isnt bad, per se. but hey, you only live once. live your youth days to your best, while you still can. enjoy life, enjoy its processes, the family, the friends. dont take them for granted. stay safe, God bless you.
@@jlow9834 Tysm! I definitely needed that and god bless you too.
I wish one day my parents will acknowledge that mental health exists. I hope my friends will understand my insecurities. I hope the world knows that I can be tired too. I may have mistakes and failures but that doesnt mean I will never succeed:( I just wanna have genuine happiness, like is it too much to ask? The world is that cruel huh.
*”just get over it it’s not that hard”*
you will have genuine happiness. just stay strong for a while, keep on pushing and you'll be fine. just because the present is kinda suckish doesnt mean that it will be suckish forever. as long as you keep going, happiness will come :)
@Robloox • 42 years ago ...
I feel you
@Robloox • 42 years ago The reason some of these people are down, it’s because they have experienced the true side of the world, they know how fucked up it is by going deeper. The world is like an iceberg, you can only see the half of it, the deeper you’ll see, the scary it is.
I want to re-start my life, where in I know what is coming. So I can be prepared even a little bit, but I cannot. Life is unfair.
I feel you 😔
Seeking The Truth is one of the important part of human life.
I imagine this playing as a lone astronaut floats in space running low on oxygen, he watches as the earth fades and his life reflects before him, all the things he took for granted, everything he wished he did... irrelevant. This was the end of his journey and as the last of his oxygen was used he muttered “ Apollo 18, it doesn’t look good for me, I think this is the end... I’m sorry.. signing out” his tank hit empty, and he had a miraculous smile and was ready to final see his wife again
jesus bro
my god
Man, that hits deep...
Like a wattpad stories...
who.hurt.you.this.much.
"dont be so dramatic." How can someone not be sad after everyone u ever loved left u ):
Too relatable
true Bro
nice pfp
@@poisonstrategy 😏
Even if you're not insensitive to say that, you can still say it on a whim, i fear that a lot and don't know how to bear it, I've said so many wrong things that'd hurt others or my reputation
When he said "Nobody said it was easy"- I felt this
Never quit on someone you love
Y'all realize how nobody asks ' why aren't you smiling?' they always ask ' why are you smiling? '
Because seeing someone happy, for oddly no reason, has become even more rare than finding diamonds in your wallet
When you're feeling fine and KZhead tries to get you to come back to the dark side
I want to go back to the times where i didnt care about my insecurities,was confident, didn't mind the body shamers, always smiled and laughed, now i dont even know who i am anymore
i’m ready to here this song once again, my dog and i were listening to this i was holding him gently, telling him it’s going to be fine that he’ll survive parvo. After that we went to the vet When the evening came, the doctor called and told us he’s dead. Rest well, my seby. I love you
R.I.P ❤️
i just wanna give up , i’m tired of fighting to stay alive everyday.
you can do this. you are loved.
there’s this really beautiful quote that sums everything up, ‘i think that’s what makes us so strong, fighting when there’s nothing left to fight for, fighting for ourselves.’ you deserve this, you deserve to look back one day and smile at how far you’ve come, how strong you’ve been, you can do this :)
Plz don't I know you can do it
hey no, dont give up, things will get better soon i promise. i believe in you
im not even alive lol
I miss when everything was simpler.
Listening to this while.. My grandma screaming at me.. my dad mad at me.. my mom mad at me... school stress friend problems..
This song, this band, this video, this comment section. Everything makes me cry and is just perfect in every single way. This has saved my life and whenever I've been at the lowest points in my life, I've found myself at this spot of solace. Letting your emotions out completely is such a cathartic and beautiful experience, it makes my heart beat so fast and gives me a new appreciation for everything, even if for a while. Reading everyone's stories in the comment section makes me so emotional and always make my trips to this video tear-inducing and melancholy but it connects me with them on an astronomical level. Could never get the words out to be grateful for each and every one of you and your existence, even if we're strangers. Whatever it is you're facing, it will all get better. You may feel like nothing matters or the world is just filled with despair, it's not that way and doesn't have to be. I may not know you, but remember I'm here for you. Go out and look at the Moon right now, I'm looking at it too. I'm with you, good luck.
im tired of missing you.
I'm tired of missing him.. wishing he would come back.
Tired of hoping that you will come back.
I came here for three reasons 1. Spirited away scene 2. Cold play 3. I love anything slowed
saya harap satu hari nanti comment saya ni pasti akan di lihat oleh org yg saya suka ' dan cuma mau cakap "i loveyouu❤️"
original: Sad AF slowed: Tragic
why am I working hard for a future I can't have🙂
Belive is the first step D:
ganbatte
belif self, then u can acive ur dream
Believe in yourself, you'll eventually make it in this cruel world.
you can have it if u believe in yourself & keep going until u reached ur point where u think you made it
to anyone reading this who is struggling, down, sad things will get better. things will work out eventually. you got this.
thank u alot
@@sssssssssnakes you got this, I believe in you! 💖
Omg teume?
One of Coldplays best and most tragic. Reminds me of good ol' 2002 when I was starting college and met an amazing girl who was the first to accept me as I really am. It meant alot to me. Sadly she strung me along a while and dumped me for someone else without warning. It tore me up. So did college and this song and Coldplays Rush of Blood To The Head album. Those were dark days then, but compared to the hopeless shitshow nowadays, I want them back and do it better. Thanx Coldplay & Chris Martin for making beautiful music that speaks to my thoughts and emotions.
Im going through it right now bro, im just ... lost .....
Anyone missing the sad fuxked life😢😢😢😂😂😂😅😅😅😅
The fact that people in this comment section are acting just like a family , when we're all strangers... is just amazing I love you guys Take care of your selves 💕
Take care of yourself too☺❤
I just want to go back when everything was okay
I'm want go back, childhood days, bcuz all is fine and happiness is always
“No-one ever said it would be this hard, oh take me back to the start” THAT HIT ME LIKE A TRAIN
dude ikr
It made me think of my dead cat that lived with us when I was a baby, I'm 14 and he's gone. Take me back to the start just made me thing of the fun times we had :)
I hate myself,I’m so tired.I hate talking so much I just want to be happy again. Everything I do is wrong. I can’t do anything right anymore
I wish u the best in life I promise everything will be alright I love u
@@riplvr thank you love ! This really helps me, I wish you the best in life and love too !
This song is so simple, yet so deep. It's almost like you're falling in an endless pit, never knowing where the end is; you just keep on falling. I sung this for my leavers assembly, it brings back so many memories
Sad thing's I am missing some one who don't give a fuxk about me 😥😥😥😭😭😭😭
stay alive my friends, it's gonna be okey i promise you
I know what
Im struggling. Im trying
I miss my old school .. I miss being happy and having friends 😔
abby_brant it’ll be okay ❤️
All of my old friends stopped talking to me and I don't even know why. I miss them but they don't miss me. What did I do to deserve this?
@@strangerthings2506 Same.They hate me :(
i have more enemies than friends...
@@nexogames4819 me too
i used to play this video on loop when i was at my lowest. if there is one thing i can promise anyone that is watching, it's that life will become beautiful again. maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but hang on to that "one day." because i promise it's coming. sooner or later you'll find yourself in my position, wishing you could tell other people what you so desperately needed to hear. hang on, it's worth it.
It’s been like this for 10 years for me now what?
I listened to over 40 slowed songs when she left me. This was the one that made the tears flow
The right person at the wrong time
ooo i felt that
I remember when I went to the club , it had been 6 months after a break up that destroyed me . I still loved him. That's when I saw him - across the room. With another girl. Suddenly all the memories , feelings and pain came right back to me . Seeing him with another girl made me realise that I was not over him like I thought I was. I went into the bathroom and cried for what was atleast 2 hours. Literally just crying my eyes out in the bathroom stall and didn't come out. Then I booked a taxi home at about 4am and didn't leave my house for a month . Fyi - I'm still in love with him. This hurts so much . I just don't know what to do. Everything reminds me of him and no matter what I do , I can't get over him.
As time passes by you’ll be less hurt. Time will heal you. Keep yourself busy to distract yourself from overthinking. Once you find another guy you’ll get over him.
You are sooo strong :)))) I hope you will be fine. Just remember, world still love u
It's hard to miss someone but it's harder to not have someone to miss. Just an empty feeling that you can't really fill. 😕
This has to be the best lyrically written song on the planet. I miss the days when things were so simple and we understood nothing, and had to worry about nothing in the world
exhausted of existing
I just want to be happy. Why is that so hard.
Ur days will come just be patient
It might feel hard now, but things will change eventually, stay positive please
I've been loving this band for as long as I can remember, my uncle died almost 2 months ago he was so beautiful, I loved him so much, he was such a talented individual, sharing his love with everybody he met, his awesome martial arts skills, his hella funny stories, so much more can be said. I love him so much, and I'll miss him. I love you uncle Adam.
hey there! I hope your'e feeling better now. we're here for you
@@wdwatermelon6501 i do!! thank you for asking. still miss him but not as much and I've accepted that he was a great person, and he's in an even better place than here. :)
@@zoeytrent115 :D i love you man!
I'm in the age where I have no choice to understand that life ain't smooth but instead uncertain rough place. I saw my limitations, my insecurities, and all the bad things that came to my life. But I think I'll do better.. I'm gonna try surpassing those limitations, grow up to my insecurities, and be hopeful until bad times turn into better ones. To those whose struggling, in pain, or in loss.. just keep on hanging. You don't have to see the world like me or everybody else. There are many ways to heal and recover, to grow past it or forget it. You just have to find it. Goodluck struggler may we have long and good life.
i'm so in love, but i'll never be good enough for him...
aw shit thats deeeep
It be like that sometimes though
Things just went from sad to horrific...
That happens
Are u okay? If you need someone to talk to I’m here
me in 2am: 😭😭😭 me infront everyone: 😂😂😂
legit :/
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@Charlie Sowers you mean inside?💔
mood looks like we're good at acting :') i can fool anybody
True..
You are never alone, if you have yourself.