Our Very Chaotic Family Trip… Why I Haven’t Been Posting
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If you're reading this comment "your grandma was my uber driver"
HAPPY MARCH HOW ARE YOU
Starting to feel like March 2020 again 😳😷
Jk it’s going great hope everyone is amazing
Better after watching your vlog 😃
Sad…it’s a depressing time! You are DEFINITELY not alone🥺 May the sunshine of spring brighten us all🙏🏻❤️☀️
My sick pregnant ass is happy to have something to watch😩
the fact that morgan looks after her grandmas mental health is everything, i bet that meant so much to her grandma🥺
The shot of Grandma Janice posing in her new clothes and glasses was everything 😍 Honestly, Morgan, I thought that this is what you will look like at Grandma's age!
One of my favorite parts lolll, as she was walking everyone was screaming and clapping then everyone stopped except Ryland, he was just clapping and snapping the whole time 😂😂😂
I love Topanga! I was just there 😊🤍
“Have you ever been depressed?” “Yes” “really, when?” “Way back when you were born” I LOVE the subtle shade from grandma 😂😂😂
Literally laughed out loud at that! "That's the only time I can really remember..." Lol.
YIKES 🤣🤣
I don’t think it was shade, I think she was talking about postpartum depression
@@mickaela6568 oh no I know that’s what she meant, just the way it came out was hilarious 😂
i am fucking crying HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Honestly, grandma calmly talking about what was most likely post partum depression just makes me enjoy how open and honest she is. Back when she had her daughter that would have been so stigmatized. I can't even imagine how strong she is for dealing with that in the era she did 💜 Also proud of you Morgan for being open about your own struggles as well. I've always felt so lost and off track, and its so true. Sometimes you feel like you get on track with life, just to get derailed. But I've come to accept that, being 30 and having no clue what to do with my life, its ok. We will endure and live and discover our path, no matter how odd it is.
This is exactly what I just commented, abt how imo it was “postpartum depression” that grandma mentioned. I love her so much tho, always genuine.
i didn’t hear her say this in this video but i did in her most recent
Can we just talk about how she washed her hair in the shower standing up out of the shower with her clothes on and barely got water on her? The skills, I'm thoroughly impressed haha
I am no amateur at that game HAHA
I was thinking the same thing! Like damn I feel like I need to try that, I never even bother!
Same
This is how I always wash my hair 🤣 it’s easier then you think
Who had visions of Jenna leisuring when they mentioned gramma's leisure suit?!!!!!! ❤
I really hope they dress her like Snoop Dogg That would be so funny
DINK DINK
Yes! I was coming here to comment the very same thing.
Right here
I'm *L E I S U R I N G!!!*
It's always the WORST feeling when you're actually doing good and you haven't been that happy in years and then you hit a wall and gotta go through it ALL OVER AGAIN. You're not alone either Morg! ♥️
Life is kinda imploding in on itself for me right now, which is sad cause I was doing really good, but nothing lasts forever. “Regression to the mean” - life can't ever be all bad or all good. Eventually, things have to come back to the middle.
109% I had chemophobia as a teen, then it came back last September as fear of lead and it's been.....yeah. I was supposed to be getting healthier, not worse. And right after I was starting to feel happiness again after being numb so long. I'm hoping I can kick it and be okay again.
I’m at the “hit the wall” part at the moment
morgan's mom: "i was worried sick!" morgan's grandma: "you was?" hahaha she's so cute, we stan
Shane throwing things yelling "distraction", "bird" is sending me 🤣 Love how he wants to make sure Grandma Janice is ready for anything!
Saaame!!! I’m loving it
I was worried she was gonna get hit in the face 😩
Girl I'm almost 40 and I still have ups and downs. You got this I promise.
Same dear xxx i feel like im going through a midlife crisis
@@mdoloreswalme3721 same. Us women are Rockstars we make the world go round even when we feel lost! 💪🏻
Same!
43 this April. ... & Saaame.. What even is life? 🤣
"Way back when you were born" 😂 Grandma McAllister chose violence LOL
“We are not going to dwell on what is, we are going to focus on what is to become.” Mama.. I needed that. 🧘🏻♀️
I feel like everybody is at least secretly lost! We’re all just humans trying to live, babe! Love to love you! You’re doing great 💖✨
thank you for this it's good to know I'm not the only who's lost in life because I look around at everyone else doing things and getting on in life while I'm at a full lost and have no real direction to what to do or where I want to go and I feel sometimes I'm the only one who's like this. thank u again
Exactly, I dont think anyone has it all figured out
@@nostalgiatripping9103 noo, you are not alone, i am definitely up there with you. But we'll make it. We often forget that life is actually long and sometimes you need to take your time to figure things out :)
I’m glad Morgan said that she feels lost and also u guys bc I feel that way as well. I was depressed n confuse n lost and then I got my dream job n I felt happy accomplish but now I’m back to feeling sad, lost and just feel like I haven’t done anything and everyone is doing better but it all just takes take to get it all “together”. Idk but I’m glad I’m not alone.
@@dianaponce631 Happy to read that you got your dream job, congratulations 🥰 You know, sounds tacky but its really just a phase. The good passes but the bad passes also. You may think you didnt do anything but try to maybe think of the stuff that you did and you enjoyed the past days,weeks etc. I know it helped me sometimes :)
When Grandma said the one and only time she remembers being depressed in her life was when your mom was born I let out a laugh I've never heard me make before. XD
Lol I laughed so hard too. But on a serious note, I'm so proud that Geandma is speaking up about post-partum depression 💜 such a difficult time some women go through
We appreciate your vulnerability, Morgan. They say when we get depressed, it’s bc we’re doing something we don’t want to do and/or being someone who isn’t us. You’ll align again. It’s all a part of the process. Be kinder to yourself. 💕 🌱
Grandma Janice made my heart so happy. She looked FABULOUS. Shane throwing boxes was…. EVERYTHING. 💀😭😂
Her grandma is literally the sweetest person on earth
Shane’s “DISTRACTION!” had me 🤣🤣 “BIRD!”🤣🥰 so amazing. Honestly though grandma seemed really tired and slump before the drive but after she was so alive and refreshed looking and more talkative I feel. She looked soooo freaking happy ☺️
Same lmao
Not me crying over the inspirational rocks you gave everyone 😭😭 especially Shane and Rylands, so thoughtful. Your such a great sister/daughter/grand daughter ❤️
Agreed! They were SUPER thoughtful!
you saying "we're a package deal, who do you thinks takes grandma places" is honestly me and my grandma. Missed u Morgan!!! sending love from Argentina 💖💖💖💖
I was coming to say this too 😂😂 always got my grandma loll
This made me miss my grandma so much. Especially since grandma Janice is so happy go lucky all the time and that’s exactly how my grandma was
Shane throwing boxes at grandma and screaming “DISTRACTION” made this video beautiful 😂
Love him!
😂😂
Gave me Office Dwight vibes
@@PT-we5vh omg yes absolutely hahaha
I love that you took your grandma out driving. She looked like she enjoyed it so much. When my mom couldn't drive anymore it brought her way down. I know it meant a lot to your grandma to have that feeling of freedom. ❤❤❤
I love seeing Grandma always being included, it warms my heart. She looked 10 years younger on that adventure.
"have you ever been depressed?" "way back when you were born" IM CRYING I LOVE GRANDMA
Hi Morgan. Don't panic. Don't ever underestimate just how mentally, physically and emotionally draining renovating a house is. It's A LOT. It's decisions, money, dust, noise, scheduling things that either come too early or don't arrive at all, dealing with people not showing up, wondering if you're in over your head, wanting to burn the house to the goddamn ground, not wanting to own anything or wanting to live in a Yurt without electricity. But then there are days when it's awesome and you're so excited to be creating a house. And don't even get me started on how amazing it is once it's all finished. It's chaotic af and anyone who says it isn't is either lying or a robot. You're in between right now and it's hard. You've bought a house (yay!) but you have no place to call YOURS (boo) so you're floating and it's wearing you out. I *highly* suggest that if you can swing it you should bite the bullet and rent an apartment so you have a place of your own. Surfing between your parents, Ryan's, and hotel rooms isn't giving your heart and soul a place to decompress and just be you. Also I think you're onto something with the snow affecting you. Seasonal affective disorder is real and it's intense. You're very very fortunate that you can work from anywhere so perhaps in the future you can do six months in Colorado and six months somewhere sunnier. Maybe buy a small condo in LA. Just spitballing. I know it's hard. You'll get where you want to be. You're smart and you have a good heart. We see that by how much you love your grandmother. I may or may not have gotten choked up watching her drive. Hang in there.
I think we are all a little lost. The past two years were heavy on everyone's mental health, some more than others. Combined with a huge relocation and home renovation of COURSE you will feel not like yourself. My grandma was just as iconic as yours and she would always tell me"This too, shall pass". ♥️ Grandmas are very wise.
I love that there was no advice for us lost people just solidarity, we are with you bestie 💃🏼
You shouldn’t feel embarrassed to feel lost girl. But don’t let being “lost” keep you from moving forward.
Very good advice. Keep moving because you will bump into what gives you purpose, happiness. Staying still will only expose you to what you've already seen and experienced.
Your amazing relationship with grandma doing whatever weird plans you come up with including her reminds me of my own grandmother and I. Beautiful memories.
I think Morgan’s going to feel better once her house is in live-able conditions. Yea it’ll still be getting worked on while she’s living there but at least she has a place to call home 🏡
I love her vlogs. She’s so real and down to earth, feels like I’m watching my friend. Love from a fellow creator
🤍🤍🤍thank you :,) sending love
@@morgansvlogs omg I’m so happy ❤️❤️
The gifts you got for your mom, Grandma, Ryland and Shane were the absolute sweetest. They are all so blessed to have someone with such a loving, caring, generous, kind heart like you in their lives ❤
"All my girls, gays, theys and straights." That's probably the best line I've heard since "better than sliced bread." A poet and she didn't know it, sheesh!
I’m so happy you talked about feeling lost… I’ve literally been in a funk for about 5 months. Been in a career for the majority of my adult life and just couldn’t find real happiness in it no matter how hard I tried to fake it. :( just left me feeling empty and wanting more. So I quit and been on this crazy in between space trying to figure out my next move. Been putting some effort into starting a small business trying to be creative again. It’s so hard to find yourself again when you been someone else for so long. But I know the journey will be worth it in the end to find that spark again. ❤️ let’s keep going
I LOVE the way grandma walked out in her new outfit!! She's making me miss both of mine, I can't wait to see them when I move back west and visit😭
I freaking love grandma! She needs her own channel.
The amount of serotonin this vlog brought me..... I love you guys 🥺💖
❤️ you back :)
My granma passed not long ago, so thank you for sharing yours with us. Your grandma is truly amazing
Taking care of grandma is something to be so proud of. You are so lucky to have her. Cherish her and the time you have together. 🥰
When Morgan gave Ryland his rock I gasped louder than he did!!!! Such a wonderful gesture. 💛💛
Never feel bad about the ups and downs!! It happens!! Depression comes and goes! You are doing amazing!! 💙 Your videos make ME feel better about dealing with my own Depression and anxiety
This!!
Okay but the very slightly warmer blonde looks great on you!
You should never have to feel embarrassed to say you are lost or stuck in life. It is definitely difficult to feel like you've regressed and things have gone backwards, but that is all a part of becoming who you are. Progress is almost never linear, there are often set backs or delays or little slip ups, that is absolutely normal. You know what has helped me when I slip back into depression and need something to bring some joy into my life? Your videos! You may not feel like you're doing as much as you may want, but you're doing so much for so many just by sharing your life with us! Keep working on you, but don't be afraid to take a step back from things when you need to. You got this Morgan! 💪🏻
"Granma there's a cliff to your left" "oh my GOSH" SHE IS SO CUTE I LOVE YOU GUYS' RELATIONSHIP Also, was having a really crappy day, and this video made me very happy :´)
girl im lost af too, relationship of 6 years ended in january, been a depressed anxious MESS. but its comforting to see im not the only one struggling. i love ur vlogs, they really help me take my mind off of reality for a bit ❤️❤️
My relationship of 2 years ended in august and I still cry about it so I’m sorry to hear that you are going through that as well
@@Dishagirl1 sorry to hear that :( , yeah it’s really tough and i still haven’t processed everything yet, but some things happen for a reason. just gotta take every day slowly ❤️
I love how you went from talking about how lost you were to immediately showing gratitude for your present life. It’s honestly one of the smallest but most powerful things you can do when you feel like you’re spiraling/losing yourself. Gratitude goes a long way! I’m also 28 years old, have a great job, life, friends and family and I still feel the same way sometimes. It’s all perspective and what you make of it. You’re doing great for 24! 🤍
Oh my god I relate to this so much. I’m 30 now but I definitely went through the same thing in my mid 20s, realizing that depression and anxiety will come in waves for the rest of my life. I’ve recently been learning that routine is important for my mental stability. With “clothes in five different places” it’s no wonder that you’re feeling lost. I would be a mess if I worked for myself with nothing holding me to a daily work schedule.
I was this way with my Grandma for years and years and took care of her for years. You will never regret this Morgan. She will always appreciate that. This made me miss my Grandma so much. 😢 Love you Grams!
she’s so funny and i feel like we’re best friends
🤍 you
Morgan life is all about ups and downs. If we didn't have our downs, we wouldn't appreciate and cherish our ups. We are all trying to find our way through life. That's how we grow as a person. Thank you Grandma for being such a great sport. :)
I’m sorry you’ve been so down Morgan. 💙 However it is really refreshing to hear someone on social media talk about depression & struggles we all deal with instead of trying to pretend their life is perfect. If you feel comfortable keeping us updated on your journey towards happiness, it could really help people like me who are also feeling lost.
I love your grandmother. What you all have is so special.
I love how Morgan is so open and honest with her emotions. She truly makes me realize I’m not alone and it’s okay to not be okay. ❤️
Thank you for blessing this Sunday with a video 💕🔥
Grandma driving was just lovely ❤ Also, Girl, you are just far too hard on yourself. Life is a journey, its not always going to go your way and unfortunately, if you have a goal they can take time to reach. There are going to be things you can't control and its just about learning to focus on what you can control and releasing hold on what you can't. Be kind to yourself, be gentle, it takes practice but you need to do it all the time until it becomes the normal. Only speak to yourself the way you would speak to a friend (maybe not trinity, you guys speak to each other like sisters lol), be kind, don't put yourself down, lift yourself up! You don't have to have your shit together, no one has everything together. Focus your energy on the small things, the life around you is beautiful, you just have to take the time to appreciate it without the "but". You got this girl ❤
Love all the videos with your family. Love seeing the dynamic, the fun, laughter and the love you all have for each other 💗
when grandma is included in the vlogs it literally makes my day to see her smile and laugh at the things y’all do 💕
Life is always about finding a new path. We are constantly evolving into a “new me” and shedding the old. One rock can throw us off course but getting back on that path is strength.
Everything Grandma says/does is iconic. literally. Shes so savage and doesnt even realise it XD legend
Sending love and positivity your way ♥️ I’m going tf through it too but we gotta keep pushing girl. We got this
Your Grandma is such a kick, I just love her.
Your grandma is just adorable! She was so very happy, she has some pretty great grandkids 🥰 It’s not easy being an adult, we all have ups and downs. You got this 🙌🏼
You got this girl!! Sending love and clarity💜
I just love it when the whole family gets in your vlog.
You just made my day!!! You have no idea how much joy and serotonin your videos bring me🤎
I love you Morgan, keep it up girl, post when you can, im always gonna watch 💕 keep your head up you will find your path soon
i love everything about this vid!! grandma looks fabulous, shane had me rolling with his “distractions” 😂 and i just want to take a sec and appreciate how real you are. thank you for sharing your internal struggles. the human experience really is a roller coaster!
Loved this! Missed u girl, hope u feel better soon!!!
Aw, the crystals you gave your family! You're so thoughtful Morgan! 💜
this is amazing morgan, your gonna forever cherish these memories with grandmom she looks so stunning i love it!!!
I feel the same way Morgan! I feel like everything is spiraling out of control but I know it’s just for now and things will get better! Praying has also definitely helped me find some relief. You are so relatable and I know things will get better for all of us! ❤️
Shane’s “distractions” about made me piss my pants laughing 😂
I love you so much Morgan! That talk at the end with feeling lost and how depression really does come and go resonated with me being a 26 year old feeling the same way 🤍
We're all out here trying our best Morgan. I feel there's more people lost now than will admit. Hang in there girl. 🤯💕
Your videos make me so happy. It’s comforting knowing I’m not alone in feeling lost. It almost comes in waves and things will continue to get better. This is the dreary time of year I feel for a lot of people. You got this Morgan! I love how fun and adventurous you are in your videos even if you’re not doing that much they always are inviting and hilarious. Loved grandma driving and her outfit. That was very sweet of you guys to do for her!
I’ve felt that feeling every time. It’s a rollercoaster of emotions constantly. I’ve been feeling great the past few months and recently I felt down and I don’t even know why, but this feeling is temporary and we’ll get better again! Take your time Morgan and life will guide you well 💗
Always love how honest you are! Life is constantly taking us on ups and downs, I dont think we ever totally figure it out we just hold on and try to enjoy it. Love you Morgan!❤
What y’all did for your grandma was so sweet and loving. And then you giving those rocks!! Just so loving and thoughtful. Y’all are some amazing people. ❤️🥰
This was so wholesome. I really needed this today. Thank you Morgan 💙
Love you Morgan, love how real your are about depression/anxiety!!! You are not alone girl.
Feeling lost and (seasonal) depressed is so relatable to me… I’m watching every video cause you’re such a nice and relatable person! It’s like your a friend. Ly Morgan
I COMPLETELYYY relate to you I’ve been feeling so down lately 🥺 Lots of things have been not working out for me. I love you and appreciate you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Seeing this vlog of yours. I can't tell you enough how much validation this has given me. Thank you so much for putting into words what I have been actually be feeling
Love your vlogs and raw honesty. Always refreshing to see someone I can relate too.
Morgan, you’ve got this girl! You’re doing amazing things for yourself, at such a young age. Your older self is THANKING you, right now. Keep on thriving and being an inspiration to follow your goals, no matter the daily struggles ♥️
This is the sweetest thing I've ever seen! Thank you for letting her feel young again. Hell at this point it's what we all need: mental stability and a load of fun times and memories!😭🥺
Keep your head up! You’re making so many changes that aren’t yet complete, it’s normal to feel stuck. We adore you! Good luck!
I feel ya Morgan. Love ya! Keep making videos, we enjoy them so much!
This video made my heart so happy. I felt like I was having a random family weekend. Love this content. ❤️
Morgan, you have no idea how much you motivate me to keep going. Seeing you kill it in everything you do, seeing you be vulnerable, seeing you and your family, it truly means the world to this 20 something who has no idea what she's doing either 🖤 thank you & love you!
Aw this vlog made me miss my grandma. So glad you're looking after her and helping her do things she missed doing 🥺❤ you're the sweetest Morgan!!
I love your family ! Seriously makes my days better !! ❤️🥺
Grandma looks beautiful! I'm giving her a big ol' virtual hug~~
a whole family of empaths. Its so nice to see your grandma happy!
You took a lot of my feelings right out of me when you spoke about your depression in this! I truly feel so much this way. Love to you! ❤️
Depression comes in waves. It wont ever go away, but you can manage it. You are lucky to have your family around you. ❤️
It’s so hard to be lost and feel in that rut and pit but we love you and whenever you post I love the video. It’s just doing what is right for you, we’ll always be here 😁
It makes me so sad she feels this way. Stay strong Morgan. Hang in there girl!!!!
❤️I missed your vlogs! Welcome back! 🤗
This video is so fun 🤩 and love your family all together ❤️! I’m honestly so happy you posted today, so I can watch your video as a reward after a stressful day