DRAW MY LIFE - Anthony Padilla (2016)
2016 ж. 6 Қаз.
6 324 316 Рет қаралды
I removed my last Draw My Life because so much in my life has changed over the past four years. I haven't publicly talked about a lot of things that have been going on and I feel like it's finally time to talk about it.
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When Anthony low key invented social media
Well xanga was a thing already technically
He/she meant made it more popular
666 likes
Ahem, Newgrounds?
@@hotcocoadotcom just say they it saves you work
“His name was ian” And from that day onwards, legends were made
Hell yes😂
Oh ya
hell yeah
me
Master Vain mhm
“I apparently loved crying” *same*
your pfp even loves crying
Our whole generation, heck even millenials love crying. Crying is awesome man. Embrace it ❤️
Fuck damn u lucky for ur profile name man. I can imagine so many ppl who'd want to be in ur place to use the f bomb in their name 😂
@@sabrinastark2568 lmaoo i think you still can rename yourself to Fuck, but i'm not sure. it's a wonderful life to live in if you can name yourself Fuck.
Billie eilesh fan -2020
it hurts to see this because he's such a sweet person making everyone feel comfortable being interviewed or people watching , and to know that he's been through all this and still, gives us a pleasant anthony making us laugh and feel happy.
Often people who have been through bad things tend to be the most empathetic towards other people.
You’re not an accident You’re a blessing
Mr Mcfish true dat
That's so sweet
@@thepuppet5093 what
Thats nice
Mr Mcfish an accedental blessing
Me: *waiting for ian to be mentioned in childhood* Ant: There was this one boy- Me: FUCK YEAH SAVE ANT'S LIFE GO IAN
LMAO.
Cali Me AF
XD
Cali tarè
Fucking me
"I had a few friends, including one boy..." Why are my eyes moist?
Our eyes are always moist
@@famzya6594 haha
Same
I know why
Because he left smosh
The fact that Ian basically saved Anthony from depression
The fact that they continue to be friends despite Anthony's leaving Smosh means everything to me. In the unlikely scenario that Anthony were to return to Smosh, that'd make everyone delete the word "depression" pretty much.
@@HasufelyArod boy do I have news for you
@@randomboys1000 oh, boy, do I think I know these news
@@randomboys1000 regardless despite me probably knowing already, I wanna hear your telling those news
@@HasufelyArod he's back and he actually owns it again 😎
I just don’t get it how he can just say “I’m a accident” so confident
Being an accident doesn’t make you unwanted :)
Legends don't give a sh*t
yo im an accident
@@irislaluna5620 Exactly
@@ticcerz1790 And my mom cheated on my dad, u think it would be backwards but no
“There are no accidents” -MASTER Oogway
I saw that
Depends
Ice baby
Hahahaha a good joker you are
Master Oogway hell yeah
Anthony: *"I could barely read English at that point, I was only 14."* me: 👁👄👁
Me too
@@UWhy3021 wait he is?
@@UWhy3021 thanks man i dant know about this before lol
@@UWhy3021 ohhh okay
Así q KZhead también les recomendó esto hace poco? xD
“His Name was Ian” Oh man the Nostalgia
Wtf wdym nostalgia bro you re literally 11
Nevermind youre like 9 lolol
@@clashemy2140 I watched old smosh when I was 8 and I don’t anynore
Ssundee
@@clashemy2140 I just publish my old vids i private and remaster
I'm so happy that negativity is out of your life and you are back to to your old self with Miel, nothing makes me happier than see you happy
Juliana Coimbra I agree. Honestly you can tell there is something wrong with that girl...miel seems great though!
Was it his relationship with Kalel that was toxic?
Juliana Coimbra me too what a bitch jk I don't know her lmfao
Looks like he's back to posting his own videos, too. It's really good to see.
ikr
That's my boy
+Courtney Miller
🤣
😁😁😁
😂
^^ ___
no wonder the guy is so empathetic with everyone he interviews. he's been through really tough times and is able to put himself in the other person's shoes. respect
Anthony-“I was a mistake “ His parents now-“You were the best mistake we made”
“Anthony was not a mistake”- Dan Padilla
Anthony is such a sweetheart and he didn't deserve all the bad things that happened to him although has made him an even stronger person now. He deserves so much happiness and I have good feeling about mykie and she's Scorpio like me so yeah that's a good sign lol
another Scorpio here;
Well said
What’s a Scorpio
@@prodigy4152 Its an astrological sign that you have depending on the month you're born in
"She's Scorpio like me so yeah that's a good sign" no offense but NERDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Thank you Anthony. You and Ian were my childhood
pewds, Smosh, and Phineas and Ferb were mine (mine really ended win Phineas and Ferb)
are u guys 12 or something
Mine was probably smosh masterofaudiosurf and maxmoefoe
Same! And I still watch them
1:07 Don't worry Anthony's mom, everyone now has to stay at home.
*yes.*
Coming back to this after watching his reunion with Ian. It's crazy to see just how meaningful Ian's friendship was to him. You are an inspiration to so many Anthony! Thank you for doing what you do :)
I started crying after he mentioned Ian and I remembered their hug from the 'Anthony left Smosh'-video...😭💔
Liv's L m uife
Liv's Life RIP Anthony Padilla 2002 to 2017 Sm¤sh
Liv's Life same I'm a hardcore ianthony shipper and that fucking hurt me 😭😭😭😭😭😭
I miss Anthony
Liv's lguilgliugluigliuhikuhuihui
when he first mentioned ian i cried
Same
Anoud Aj me too
Anoud Aj why? what happened?
why??
Calypso Veil its just so cute how they were friends with each other during rough times and are STILL friends it just warms my heart lol
"I'm a accident" nah if you werent there our childhood would have been nothing but trash. "There are no accidents" -Oogway
2:42 This is sexual harassment. Imagine what would happen if a man did that to a woman. The reaction would be way more serious. I'm surprised Anthony is able to take that pretty well.
TheRealX1ras he made a full video about it. Apparently she asked him if she could do it and he let her
TheRealX1ras Why are you acting like it would scar him? If some chick literally poked my penis and then ran away I would just laugh my ass off and use it as a funny story with friends
KillerDread 10 Because a guy can defend himself while a lot of times girls are much smaller. It makes sense
@@bboombayah4662 poking a penis is not something that scars a normal person
Kayden 21 Tell that to the little boys and girls who have been molested. Have some sensitivity dude
Hey Anthony, Not sure you'll see this, but I want you to know that you're a strong, talented, and kind hearted person. I can relate to your story and I know that times get tough and scary, but from every experience you go through in life, you become stronger and more comfortable with who you are. Watching you from the beginning and to where you are now, is something you should be so proud of. You may not realize this, but many people look up to you and appreciate your talents and accomplishments. Just know, you're not alone - you have your fans who've supported you since Day 1 - they're always routing for you and wishing you only the best. If you ever need a friend, please feel free to reach out. You're not alone, and sometimes it may feel like the world is falling down on your shoulders and you don't know what's next, but just know that everything happens for a reason, and you will overcome it and everything will fall into place and make sense. The storm will pass and the sun will shine brighter and brighter after every storm. You are gifted, keep making people smile and more importantly yourself. :)
+nicolemelody8663 thank you Nicole
AnthonyPadilla I Love you
AnthonyPadilla Hi :)
Anytime
AnthonyPadilla My dad passed away when I was 6 so I kinda know how u feel with the jealous of two parents thing :(
*I am just CRYING thinking about Ian*
Wassup Master Red
ikr
;-;
Me too
Me too
To quote Bob Ross he’s a “Happy little accident” ❤️
I bet he cried when he was drawing this
Nah
him: there was ONE pers- me: it's Ian, isn't it?
Same reaction
I like how he quickly erased tampons of the list..
Lol
S U N F L O W E R S E E D A E S T H E T I C .
Lol
When you said, “there was one boy, who I felt like I could really be myself around...” I got chills. Those were the days. I still love your content now though!
"there are no accidents" -master Oogway
Just happy little accidents -RobBoss
The best thing I've ever told myself while having a panic attack is "no ones ever died from having a panic attack". Thank you for being real
+Gabriella Becker this helped me too!
whats so bad about dying?
AnthonyPadilla I love you with all my heart but I want you to know that I'm sorry you felt as if you were being used by your ex I did a favor for on Twitter in 2015 I manipulated her and I don't regret it just let you know I would never do that to you. I too have panic attacks and anxiety I've had since I was 14 and I'm gonna say you're my angel my guardian angel who showed me that there is more to life before you and came to visit me I didn't want to live anymore, I didn't want to deal with cancer anymore but then your hugs and showing me that you do care helped me be where I am today cancer free you saved my life and I love you, if I wasn't bound to that wheelchair I would've got on the elevator with you and begged not to leave.
Gabriella Becker thank you
i was the hundreth person to like your coment
Anthony had a sad childhood!
Toothless The dragon reeely sad
I agree
Who hates old me? ME l don't like my grand parents
I could relate
Chaos 666 everybody wants a grandparents especially for me my grand parents died 😞
Every KZheadrs draw my life: when I was just a kid, my parents died and I was homeschooled If I ever became a youtuber: uhhh... when I was 12 I peed on my dog? Idk
Nice tonsils reference
Tomska
every youtuber:My parents divorced me:bruh
XDDDD
XD
2:37 I did say it before, and I will say it again. I am so glad he is talking so affectionately about Ian. As a late Smosh watcher, this is so endearing despite everything that has happened.
watching after Anthony left Smosh?
Marcy Flower it's sad seeing how he created smosh at first for his friends which would lead up to success in youtube. And he's quitting from smosh even though he created it. i feel so sad. I wish everyone from the smosh community could do something like idk. maybe beg the company to give back smosh to Anthony. It's not right. I know he give them the rights but It won't be the same anymore. this reminds me of my childhood game called little big planet they have the same situation with their game rights being given to a different company. I miss the old smosh I saw when I was younger. it was only Ian and Anthony in charge and they made great skits and videos with their own creativity. when they first announced smosh gaming I was excited that smosh (Ian and Anthony) were going to play videogames with new people added in their group. But I thought it would only be happening in smosh gaming. I didn't mind it. But after a few weeks or month's i never thought of the new people would be taking over smosh. I was sad and disappointed that now Ian and Anthony were making cameos in their own channel. heck it's now rare to see Ian's mom in the skits when they want to use her again. what ever happen to smosh that was only Ian and Anthony? what ever happen to teleporting fat guy and Ian's mom? it's like they are being forgotten. And rn I wish the whole community of smosh would stand together and bring back smosh to it's original roots.
Nero Hero I feel Ur pain,buddy
Marcy Flower me
And crying
me ;-;
Dude You are the Best Mistake. EVER!!!!!
GamingNexeno Tf?
ITs cuz he was a mistake by the parents (if you really dont know his parents didn't plan on having a child back then)
Mr. Danners exactly
GamingNexeno IIII
*happy accident
I'm so glad he's talking about Ian. As a late Smosh watcher, this is endearing despite everything that has happened.
I got HSP when I was 16 too, and I also struggle with anxiety attacks. So I truly admire you for coming so far and doing so much dispite all these things you couldn't control. I know this video is old, but I really hope you see this. I hope some day, I am brave enough to start my dream venture online just like you did. X
I did not expect the shade, but when it happened I laughed pretty hard. :) Glad Anthony was able to dodge that bullet.
Bianca Yeah, I'm pretty sure that he is. I liked their relationship, but it definitely did seem like she was very manipulative. Anthony didn't seem all that himself around her. I couldn't have said it better than he did, looking back, it really seemed like everything he did he would look to her like a puppy to see if she approved of it or not.
I wouldn't call it shade. When I talk about negative aspects of my personal life I'm not shading every single person that hurt me :// Just because we know who she is doesn't mean he's trying to drag her lol
Elleen LeLaine yea that is true
Was some gnarly shade he threw
Elleen LeLaine Right! I was like dang Ant just threw shade at Kalel😩😂
Anthony: I love tacos In my head: you know your boy got his free tacos
*falls down*
Lol the meme
Underrated comment ❤️
Food battle?
“Perhaps nothing happens on accident, everything happens for a reason” -Rayleigh from One Piece
I was jealous of the kids who got to be with both parents too. And my mother then got a boyfriend who was like a second dad to me. I even called him dad once or twice. 😂 I was devastated when he dumped my mother. But not nearly as devastated as my poor mother. I know what that feels like...😢
Did you keep in touch with him?
R.I.P Anthony’s grandma, she would be so proud😥😰😢
Spencer.s. Taco she is watching and is proud :)
Im crying i can easyly cry on youtube😭😭😭
Maybe :/
😂😂😂
When going into this I wondered if he was going to talk about "her"
N Gaming skits,games,and more who?
I don't want to say her name so just go to the part about the girl friend
Who is "she"?
Ramo Siraj his exgirlfriend
N Gaming skits,games,and more she's a twat!
Love u Anthony.even I have panic disorder and anxiety.u hav inspired me.u r an inspiration!!i don’t know whether u’ll read dis or not bt u’hav made a difference in my life and touched my life in a good way❤️❤️
this was probably the most happiest video i’ve ever seen. love the fact that Anthony practically created youtube and this amazing channel called smosh. thank you so much for creating it. it really changed my life into thinking about how stupid things can turn into. love it all thank you once again. you’re a blessing. god bless all ❤️
Who the fuck is chopping onions
Trash Gaming lol
I know right!!
wow ur so funny lol havent heard that one 74 times today
what
Onion ninjas
When he said Ian my heart just did something wierd
I'm 24 years old and I started watching smosh vids in 2011, when i was 15...and i can honestly say no one has made me laugh more in my life than Ian and Anthony. Thank You
Your story is AMAZING! Wow dude. I just started watching your channel last year, never knew youtube existed for anything other than to watch old music videos until my late 20s. Now in my mid 30s im finally realizing the potential of it. Anyway, this is so inspiring and eye opening, I wish everyone on earth would watch this
I always felt something was off about her. She always gave off that vibe you get from your mom when she's mad at you in public but can't show it
She couldn't even edit that out in videos. Holy walk over.
Especially in the Dan and Phil + Evelina trip to Disney land. She talked to him like he was an idiot
NorthwesternGirl94 what?
RoR0 Anthony's ex- girlfriend/ fiancé. If you see any old vlogs of them together. You could see some stuff was off about the relationship.
acont cour i feel the same way too. i was watching her recent vlog on mid life crisis and she mentioned that he makes her seem like the villian. which maybe to him, she is. but i don't think they're both at fault or they're both victims or villians. it was just how they felt being in the relationship. and maybe their personalities clashed. i don't know. i hope i got my point across. and i don't hate either of them.
I know you left Smosh... But you should hang out with Ian... Maybe do a video with him??? Pls???
Supreme S thakuri Q
Supreme S thakuri he does
Just because he hangs out with friends doesn't mean he needs to tell everyone about it all the time. And just because he's good friends with Ian and they did awesome videos together didn't mean he needs to do videos with Ian all the time until his death. Change is good. It's okay to change.
Just cus u don’t record each other hanging out doesn’t mean they don’t hang out anymore
YEAH! ANTHONY SHOULD START DOING SMOSH AGAIN.
you’re not an accident, you’re a blessing in disguise.
Always remember everyone is not a accident your a blessing to god. Edit I also mean that even if he was an accident he was not because he was able to outcome his problems and he is now famous so no matter what your a blessing everyone please remaber that.
🙏🏼😌
But I was an accident 😂
Kezia Lena Genné that’s a high five
Is it because of crying that even after 30 years you still got a handsome look?
Le Fedora Cate good to know.... good to know...
hea not 30 years
20*
i cry alot people think i'm 13 years old while i'm 20 ._. i think i look like a grandma bcz of depression but noooo i look like those emo children
@@oteyot7973 Anthonys 30
I'm not gonna mention her name because I honestly know everyone knows who it was now... But I always had a bad feeling about Anthony's Ex. Now she's just a stuck up stereotypical LA white girl... What ever happened to being Panic! At The Disco trash and a HUGE anime fan? I guess LA consumed her. Now she's in a relationship with a guy I keep getting bad vibes about... Maybe karma will bite her and she will feel manipulated too one day. I just wish she would go back to her nerdy side again..
Folie á Mel lol panic! At the disco made a song called LA Devotee, and every time you say LA I keep thinking about the song.
thank you
Btw the has been diagnosed with OCD so..
Folie á Mel I guess you could say she's now an LA Devotee, sorry but I had to 😂😂
Oops just checked the replies and saw that someone already said something about that 😂😂
Your amazing !!!! I was very young (almost 9) when i used to watch ur videos and laughed and became happy. Now, i am 19 and in college and im listening to your story. Thankyou for making me happy when i was lonely and sad. 😘😘😘😘😘❤❤❤❤❤
one of the best accidents EVER
Anthony you are not a accident
Bitch ass he forgot one fucking letter
He is a happy mistake
Well, a beutiful one. Btw how old is he?
Kisaama! 30
Gracie Lemon yea he is an accident
I don't know why anyone is surprised. Fame has brought out the worst in Kalel. Anyone remember wonderlandwardrobe Kalel with the green hair? That's when she was at her best and her content was good.. now, she's stuck up and boring and 100% fake.. she seemed so happy in their breakup video and Anthony was so sad.. I'd advise the new guy to run
Notice also back then with the green hair she was eating meat to, going to McDonald's and so on. Yet in one video of hers she said she hasn't eaten meat since she was a child. She changes and lies a lot if you really watch her
people change as they grow up fucking hell
***** And she grew from being cute and likeable to being manipulative and a liar. Beautiful
tru
I hated the bitch the second they broke up. You can clearly tell she was using him and was happy about it.
Anthony you are an absolute blessing, thank you for being you & for never quitting on your dreams. You’ve brought so much joy too so many people. God bless you ❤️
The pain in his voice when he said that his grandma died 💔
Ian and Anthony's friendship is the most beautiful I've ever known. This litteraly made me break down crying and I'm so fucking proud of them and I definitely think they deserve ALL their succes and suport.Love you so much Smosh❤
Marcy Flower well u look abit dumb now
Josh Harrison ...damn it
their friendship still exist you know....
Marcy Flower weeb.
Marcy Flower weeb.
You ain’t an accident!!! Your a miracle! ♡
Joco The Potato you’re *
@@brennamathews1233 shut up
Joco The Potato you’re***.
Armo shut the fuck up
Crazy Beat "my mom sucker?" Fucking hell, learn how to speak English.
I recently stumbled upon the wonderful world of Anthony Padilla. I was nice to see where you came from and the life events that made you, you. Thank you for this video.
Omg, I went through the exact same thing when I was 21. You're not alone! Mine is slightly different, I always feel like I'm in a movie 😔 You are such an amazing man, Anthony! Good luck on the rest of your amazing life adventure, and congratulations on being able to slightly overcome this painful and terrifying condition. Even if it's a small win, it's a huge accomplishment ❤️ Love you!
Thank God you saw what we all saw in that relationship.
Amazing she edited the vlogs and she couldn't even hide what made SOME people assume was her controlling nature. When I edit my videos, I completely take away anything that resembles the actual relationship and create a totally new one. I guess maybe she couldn't do it without making the vid look doctored...
who is it again?
he didn't say who it was so how do u know its the girl ur thinking of and know?
YcatsVlogs oh we know who it was
Pitbull 707 how? he didn't say her name
Anthony we love you so much ❤️❤️
Thank you for always staying strong for us ❤️❤️
Hello Anthony 😄
I looked this up because I always watch your videos and wanted to know more about this very intelligent individual beaming with love and personality. I knew you from Smosh but had no idea of your troubled upbringing. Thank you for talking about this all and especially the anxiety and panic attacks. It means the world when people share their experiences so generations can look to this to relate and overcome challenges in their life. A true role model that all young people can look up to.
Anthony: "I'm a accident" Me: "Don't worry professor, I was an accident too."
Anthony, you're truly an inspiration to me. You have been through so much. But, look where you are now. I also suffer from anxiety, but you showed me that despite that, you can become whatever you want in this life. Thank you for that and for everything you have done for us. I love you so much 💜
+Flowers Spring thank you so much. I hope this video helps someone in some way
AnthonyPadilla I had the same thoughts when I have panic attacks I knew it was fear but I just keep thing stupid shit but I guess when I tryed to have one I couldn't ethier ur a help love u ❤️❤️❤️
AnthonyPadilla I need advice anthony like now XD not pressuring OK!!! XD my dads creepy ex is onto me! Karma can't take act because it's doing act later on ;-; you won't reply coz you think I'm weird I don't really blame you
This video helped me to never give up and keep going, no matter what ^_^
Flowers Spring and is that supposed to motivate me or something? That creep carries a fucking tazer and knife. She is warped!
I wasn't sure what he would say about her, and what he did say about her honestly shocked me and I rewound it just to see if I heard it right. I never realized their relationship was that bad. It makes me sad that he feels that way about it, but at the same time I'm happy for him because he is happy.
I think she had a lot of personal issues and sometimes people project those onto others, especially when you're in a relationship and so young. She recently posted a video talking about those issues and how she was seeking help for them. I'm sad they weren't able to stay friends, but life happens.
Audrey Vasquez RIGHT OMG
RedRobotCake Yeah I watched that video. I could tell she was really breaking down from all the stress. They just weren't right for each other. I think they've both found better matches.
Okay this is weird I was just showing my boyfriend, Austin Hill this and we were looking down in the comments and he said "wait! I know her!" Lmao small world. Just hadda say it.
but he didn't say her name so how do u know its who u know?
I recently started watching you. I'm basically Binge watching your videos now, and honestly you really do help me a lot. Also the first video i watched was about DID and now I'm interested in learning more about that. I'm so proud of how far you've come and I just wish you the best and much more :)
Everytime I feel down myself. I always watched this. I am still struggling with my life but I manage my life somehow. ❤
We support you, Anthony Padildo.
socially awkward Padildo xDDDDD
Anthony Danger Padilla
socially awkward lol dildo
I'm only 8 years old and I haven't got a dad I live in the UK so like this comment
socially awkward LMAO I CAN'T EVEN.
OCD is not an excuse to act like a dick to your significant other. No matter what reasoning she gives to justify that she didn't manipulate Anthony, the proof is in the pudding. He is much happier with his new lady...Miel seems to have such a genuine, earnest and beautiful soul. Anthony's spirit seems much more secured and uplifted. I hate how his ex is making it seem like Anthony had still pined for her. Get a grip and find something more to fulfill your life. You will never find happiness trying to gain internet approval. Side note: you know he's with someone that actually cares, is when his Smosh family seem to connect and acknowledge the new gf more.
So true! Shame her stans blindly believe anything she says.
Right! Remember Ian unfollowed her for a reason a while back
She deleted all that plus a bunch more tweets.
Jamaican Rain Yeah. I heard about this twitter meltdown she had and looked for it, but all of it except one shady tweet was deleted
is there anywhere we can find screenshots or something
i relate to this a lot ,, i used to cry constantly no matter what like positive attention or bad attention id cry and i also had really bad night terrors too. amazing to see how you're doing today!!
Alright two minuets in and I was already fighting back a second wave of tears for this sweet boy. I never would have guessed Anthony went through all of this, especially with the level of joy and happiness his and Ian's content has brought to so many people. As a fellow anxiety ridden person its also really nice to hear someone else sharing similar feelings and fears without shame. So glad he and Ian have been able to get Smosh back and I hope its a more mentally healthy experience for them both this time. ❤❤❤
I'm not crying, you're crying!
well you aren't wrong ;^;
well yes I am..
No I'm not.
no its the table, its too hot
the onions are too strong!
jesus, it looks like all big youtubers had bad childhoods :(
Mateus Kater except jacksepticeye the only thing sucked was his grandma died
Mateus Kater tbd all childhoods are bad. mine including. they are interesting unlike saying u had fun while going to park everyday of swimming>boring
VEXTRA wot
Mateus Kater ikr,its so werid
Mateus Kater watch jacksepticeyes
Dude i'm so flipping proud of you and what you've over come, you were my childhood, watching the videos you created were my happiness :)
Your not an accident Your a blessing may all be granted to you
good the fuck for you Anthony
this sounds sarcastic but it was genuine
Brianna Hudson
Brianna Hudson fuck you also wow very good grammar omg best grammar in the world XD
This one was a lot darker then the first one. But it really feels like you have your life in your hands Anthony. i wish much happiness and fortune in the future.
It was darker but better at the same time and it took a lot of balls to just get everything out in the open
The truth is always dark. He was more honest in this one...but also had the hindsight from being out of the relationship that was draining him. I was in one for nearly five years.
I am jealous of kids with 2 grandma’s and at least a grandpa, I have 1 grandma and 0 grandpa’s.
Man I ☹️ bad for you
Same but my grandma stabs me so I kinda hate her
I have none
Same, but mine lives in another country😭
I have 1 grandma and 1 grandpa, I think. Never met them and they live in a different country lol
Just want to say, I can relate to you on some of these things Especially the toxic relationship and the lesson we both learned from it Anthony. You seem like you’re doing much better now and I only pray you continue to do well. Please know you aren’t alone man. God bless
There's Anthony sharing deep, sad stories about his childhood and all I am thinking about is: "I apparently loved crying" What's wrong with me⁉😂😭
"Yeah..that's me. Crying again.." You're not helping 😂😂😂
it was a sad thing he was saying so he tried to make it into a joke as a defense mechanism basically
VIOLYNCE Well I know that.. I do that too.. I just like make fun of myself and make jokes so that I won't be embarrassed or moked... stuff like that...
Best accident ever
I love this. I have severe social anxiety and suffer from panic attacks that worsened after smoking weed. Glad to see someone being highly successful regardless of anxiety so I know I can do it too
wow, you would never expect someone who looked so happy on camera to have had such a sad past. You are such an amazing inspiration, thanks.
Anthony: I cried a lot when I was a child Me: *looks at Anthony crying in every new video* I see not much has changed
Pinned by Dan and Phil #savage
Pinned by Dan and Phil
Is it me or does every youtuber's life suck
Bryant D it goes to show everyone has shit
Bryant D it's all fake all of their life stories are fake af how the fuck has nothing happened to me
Bryant D doesn't everyone have a terrible life at some point?
dude your just lucky its going to happen to you just wait
Bryant D its probably why they turn to the Internet
Anthony you grew so much I won’t ever wish what you went through on anyone but we are all so proud of you for surviving everything. You are hella strong man
I know I’m a year late but I connect on soo many levels to this. The anxiety and underlying depression is brutal💛💛
I didn't know you've suffered for so long, I didn't think you last relationship was toxic, but wow, this video is one of the most emotional Ive seen in a long time, thanks you Anthony. For everything and you are really, truly, amazing.
someones a lil fan girl of "you know who"
So I literally just broke down crying watching this video because you are probably the only person I have ever watched explain exactly what I went through with a panic attack too. Just randomly one night it happened. I found out later it is called panic disorder where when we fear having a panic attack, we have one. I have never ever heard someone explain it to like the exact point that in had it and it made me feel like I'm not alone (You probably get this all the time but I just couldn't not say it). I still have and have for 5 or so years now but I'm going to try and do what you did and see if it works. Thank you Anthony seriously you don't even understand.
I really hope you can overcome your panic attacks. Let me know if trying to give yourself one doesn't give you the confirmation that you can actually control them :)
Thank you so much. Not only for hoping I overcome literally the worst thing in my life, but also for actually caring and being a genuine person.
p.s. I will let you know how that goes lol
Courtney Klawuhn SO BRAVE My big sister used have panic attacks and the ambulance came and I'm surprised I didn't have a panic attack
Courtney Klawuhn I have the same thing.
This made me want to cry. ❤️ Love your videos.
Already fourth seconds in the video and I relate to him exactly but instead of two I was 4. I hope you and your family are happy and safe! Everyone has there own story and sometimes it's extremely hard to do and you did it!