Being stuck in the mirror is SO accurate. I'd do my makeup for hrs and look at myself for hrs. It was crazy. I thought I was the most beautiful thing too! In all reality, I was hit!
@katyann419818 күн бұрын
Literally SAME! I was obsessed with myself 😂 but would also criticize the hell outta myself if I wasn't "perfect!" Funny what we cared about as our minds were literally frying 🤯 And I was damn cute!(to me)🤪 Lol now I have 2 crazy kids & no time to even check the mirror some days🤷♀️
@jillianbaer521717 күн бұрын
Ok hoar
@ManiyaVinas17 күн бұрын
Omg when I see the pictures I took when I thought I was the prettiest girl in the world 😭
@gingerlee72617 күн бұрын
Girl me too grateful to be clean
@Queensavagexx13 күн бұрын
I’m so proud of all people who got through addiction and you as well Tina!❤
@LaJeny18 күн бұрын
I’m so glad that instead of spiraling in the flashbacks, you made the flashbacks a positive thing.
@sarramanicke94718 күн бұрын
“It’s a really nice one” 😂😂😂. The Red Roof Inn is a place where the ladies of the night do their business, in my town.
@DaisyAppleJuice18 күн бұрын
Ha! I had to do jury duty and the location the assault happened was a Red Roof Inn😂
@tiff788016 күн бұрын
my mom just recovered and went on a cruise ! it was hard but she did it!
@milathevloggerdog18 күн бұрын
Congrats on ur Mamas recovery! Also thank you and congrats to you too for being a great supportive child! She definitely raised you right ☺️💕 I hope the cruise was fun and fulfilling and everything she wanted it to be as her first trip sober and in recovery! She’s a strong mama and women for sure, believe me, it’s not easy but it’s well worth it! Even if it’s just to be able to make you, her supportive, loving child, proud of her and to see the proud, happy, content, safe, and worry-less look on ur face🥹☺️ I’m sure if you ask her she will say that you are her everything and what she thought about day and night, through the super hard nights and sunshine filled happy days!💕☺️ I know we don’t know each other but I’m proud of you two! Keep up the amazing work lovelies XOXO💋✨💕👑😇
@savannahstott249818 күн бұрын
aww thank you so much! ☺️ you don’t know how means so much to me! ❤️ that’s the kindest thing someone has ever said to me😊❤️💕💖💝
@milathevloggerdog18 күн бұрын
@@savannahstott2498 this is such a sweet message, so well said, and I’m sending both of you so much love and light
@reframingwiththerhythm11 күн бұрын
and never forget how good it feels to go on vacation. i couldn’t even leave the area i was in bc i couldn’t get sick and didn’t have the money to travel
@WingedKey18 күн бұрын
Omfg yessss. Good point!!!! Or being forced to go on vacation and thinking oh I have enough to get through then it’s gone day one do all have and you’re sick rest of vacation or left just enough to not be in full wd. I do not miss those days. But i didn’t even think about that. I would do a day trip at best. And still be itching to get home. But valid af point.
@crinklescat187117 күн бұрын
Girl im 6 years into recovery. I watch your videos and it gives me hope and laughs. Keep doing what your doing we all need laughs.
@spartannurse600418 күн бұрын
Wow, congratulations on 6 years of sobriety and recovery!!! 6 whole years is a long time and really amazing and hopeful to hear for anyone but especially someone who is in early recovery or ready to start their recovery journey :) I’m super impressed but also makes me so hopeful and all warm and fuzzy inside seeing ur comment ☺️💕😇 keep up the great work! We are all hear to keep rotting for you always!! To many more years to you my friend! What an inspiration 😇
@savannahstott249818 күн бұрын
Sometimes it’s remembering all those “glad I don’t do that any more” that really keeps you from sliding back ❤❤❤ way to go Tina, we’re all cheering you on!!!
@OhSkyeLanta18 күн бұрын
Awh! Thanks so much Tina! You’re such a star! By far my favourite KZheadr ❤
@HEARTSFORTINASSEE18 күн бұрын
Not the roof being red
@Scarletqueen0817 күн бұрын
@@Scarletqueen08 hm?
@HEARTSFORTINASSEE17 күн бұрын
@@HEARTSFORTINASSEE the roof of the hotel was red it’s funny and ironic
@Scarletqueen0817 күн бұрын
@@Scarletqueen08ohhh okay
@HEARTSFORTINASSEE17 күн бұрын
@@HEARTSFORTINASSEE yes I’m sorry but did you not pay attention in the video it’s litteraly shown in the first 1-3 seconds
@Scarletqueen0817 күн бұрын
Ahh I love when you & your mother do videos together! You two have such great personalities I love it. I learn so much too from your videos, thank you lots 🫶🏼❤️
@melonlime468717 күн бұрын
Yes girl hotels always trigger me even just driving by them!
@haleyANTIqueen18 күн бұрын
Your hair looks so good! Everything!
@comfortablybmmd18 күн бұрын
Keep up the great job on you're recovery!! We love you and support you're journey.
@erindummitt828718 күн бұрын
Tina i really respect you and your content. you really help us people feel seen. ❤
@graciestickells614518 күн бұрын
🥰🥰 and now you can make new, better memories!! So proud of you T!! ❤
@ItBeThatWaySometimes14 күн бұрын
I'm so proud of you and God bless your momma and rest of your family for being there for you. We do recover!!!
@animeandwieardness613218 күн бұрын
Thank you for your content tina!!! WE DO RECOVER ❤❤❤❤❤
@maryanngregg254217 күн бұрын
Could be such a trigger. Strong woman. Proud of everyone trying their best and in recover. ❤❤❤
@crabstick25016 күн бұрын
I always love your videos, Tina!!😊 and I love that your mom is in them too🥰🥰
@madisonmaria66116 күн бұрын
Proud of you! I hope you were still able to enjoy your vacation with all those bad memories 😢
@Nightingale-tk3me18 күн бұрын
i love ur videos sm
@hellokitty-ui9rd18 күн бұрын
Have an AMAZINGLY AWESOME, BEAUTIFULLY BLESSED & WONDERFUL time!!🎉 We do recover❤
@makeupmischa14 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing ur videos i truly believe it helps so many ppl in so many different ways
@shayladelong691117 күн бұрын
I’ve learnt that life really likes to bring things around full circle, it parallels itself to help us reflect on our growth
@rainbowflowerpower446417 күн бұрын
I love her big smile at the beginning of the video ❤❤❤
@lenc397017 күн бұрын
I love your honest and real content! ❤ Also please don't touch those beautiful eyebrows ❤
@AbsoluteRangatira17 күн бұрын
I love watching your videos! There so entertaining ❤
@Ellapreppy7718 күн бұрын
Congratulations! I know how that feels and can relate... I used to spend my times in bathrooms for hours too. Sometimes I public ones in a still by myself too. Anywhere really, even random stairwells... It feels great to be clean 🫶
@MattFromHawaii13 күн бұрын
I'm so proud of you 👏.
@bethjackson270317 күн бұрын
Haven’t been so early! I know it’s not the same but I’ve been over my gambling addiction for almost 3 years now. I love to see what your up to date to day keep up the good work!!
@cheyennefekete783018 күн бұрын
First off, congratulations on 3 years!! That’s really inspiring and impressive and seeing or reading this will really give anyone hope to start or continue their own recovery journey (no matter what their fix may have been)😇🥹 Also, I totally get why you prefaced that ur gambling addiction isn’t quite the same as a drug or alcohol addiction but I want you to know addiction of any kind is well: addiction. And all addiction and recovery journeys, no matter how big or small, is just as valid and is something that takes incredible courage and strength and endurance to keep moving onwards and upwards. :) I just wanted to let you know my friend that what you went through in ur addiction and recovery is just as valid and awesomely hopeful as any other ☺️ very proud of you too! Keep it up! Cheers to many more years and happiness to you!!!💕
@savannahstott249818 күн бұрын
YESSS AND CONGRATULATIONS‼️‼️
@Just-YOLANDA-T.C18 күн бұрын
Stuck in the mirror & falling asleep on the toilet!😳 Thank you Tina for making us all feel less embarrassed about our pasts & even laugh at our ridiculousness at times 😅 ❤🫶
@jillianbaer521717 күн бұрын
I’ll never forget my first vacation in recovery. My family had a Hawaii trip planned for a couple of years. I turned a mere 90 days clean & sober on that vacation. I was so nervous to go, but it ended up being such an amazing trip. Being in such a beautiful place really made me realize how amazing life was about to be. I remember waking up early, walking over to the beach everyday, and reading my big book. I got an overwhelming sense of knowing that I was going to be okay. That vacation ended up being a huge breakthrough for me. ♥️
@amandam769118 күн бұрын
Very relatable. Tina we do recover! 🫶
@llynp633018 күн бұрын
What helps me is picking a few bouquets of 💐/herbs/branches and setting them up on dressers and walls and putting a bright quilt/blanket on the bed and a little framed picture of family or something. I do something similar with my tent when i go camping since I used to live in a tent too!❤ I keep quilt and blanket, an indoor/outdoor carpet and the other stuff in a small bag in my car. It started as a way to keep triggers to a minimum and now it just helps make travel and camping more homey❤
@Almanatrix18 күн бұрын
I had to exercise the ability to even go into the same city I used to live in. It is possible! And hindsight is incredible. It's okay if I first you can't go to the same places you were in active addiction...... It does get better with time ❤️ Girl, you are so real. So open and willing to discuss every aspect of this process....... It inspires me, thank you.
@stephanienelson584517 күн бұрын
Girl you nailed it LMAO 😂🤣
@BethanyHarris-io1ww17 күн бұрын
Reminds me of trips to the liquor store after quitting.
@markallman41818 күн бұрын
Oh yeah, I can’t imagine how triggering that must have been. Kudos to you for keeping ur strength and faith in ur recovery!!! Reading ur comment it’s very clear that u are a strong individual and I think that’s pretty boss 😇
@savannahstott249818 күн бұрын
@@savannahstott2498 Sure, but as long as you pick up whatever you're picking up (for someone else, of course) and get the f out fast, it's not too bad.
@markallman41818 күн бұрын
Keep moving forward ❤
@DebbieandEddieBFF9 күн бұрын
The best way to avoid relapse is not revisiting environments that cue memories that are associated to your addiction. Stay away and stay strong 💕
@jewellian468912 күн бұрын
I love your content 😊☺️
@seanjackson459018 күн бұрын
The honestly of falling asleep on the toilet 😂😂😂. Ugh. I do not miss that. Or like sitting down with the lid down to use and next thing i know id had my head down on the vanity thing. It’s all horrific when i think back. 🥳good to be clean. And congratulations on being clean. And it’s so nice to see someone address the honest stuff. Sooooo many people make it seem almost like they romanticize it or glamorize it. And it’s like uhhhh no. None of them things at all.
@crinklescat187117 күн бұрын
Oh my, the triggers. I remember that very well. Ugh. Lol❤
@margiecook687917 күн бұрын
Thank you for inspiration
@romeroddaniel9 күн бұрын
Yall are so lovely
@abubhatti100218 күн бұрын
I don't miss none of that good job beautiful I love your videos sending love from OKC, ok
@user-sweetwillipsmom17 күн бұрын
Im on year 5 of no pills or dope! year 3 of no boose and it feels amazing i will never go back i sure as hell do NOT miss those days i was stuck in the mirror or looking out the window every 5 seconds or falling asleep in the bathroom or carpet surfing lol i look back at what i did on active adiction and i cant believe i did half the things i did to others and myself i truly have absolutely no urge to go back if i even think about doing it i literally get sick to my stomach
@shayladelong691117 күн бұрын
Have barely stayed in hotels since being in recovery. The last few times I was so anxious cuz It literally was one of the hotels I had stayed in during active addiction. Luckily all went well but it was hard!
@coughingchameleon374717 күн бұрын
Girl, I think all of our eyebrows suffered, lol. I'm so proud of your content. As an influencer, you have really used your platform for good. ❤
@misstrawberry17 күн бұрын
I love the red roof inn so comfy
@Havis_Princess17 күн бұрын
When I first saw a sub did driver I thought it was her she looked so much like you ❤️❤️❤️
@user-kb7eg1ln9k18 күн бұрын
NOT THE RED ROOF NOOOOOO oh my god we have lived the EXACT same life ! it was always the red roof. even in different states. always the red roof.
@charlotte317 күн бұрын
“This is my last bag” 💀 iykyk
@Truu2it18 күн бұрын
love your videos❤❤
@paulwyle18 күн бұрын
Crazily enough, we stayed at a Red roof inn in Georgia when we were last minute searching for a hotel because the whole damn family wanted to stay with my husband's mom so it was just too crowded. We went to one hotel that was absolutely disgusting and online it was supposed to be really nice..... We ended up finding another hotel and it was the Red roof and it was clean it was nice it felt good. It was a great hotel and I will stay there again when we go back
@ashleydodd914517 күн бұрын
Dang. I used to travel cross country for work. No shade to Red Roof....There are some really nice ones! Owner dependant
@bethany_beccaroon5 күн бұрын
Nice vid👍👍👍
@user-gp1ge1lz1b18 күн бұрын
We do Recover!!!!!!
@consuelomartinez347418 күн бұрын
Falling asleep on the toilet is kinda relatable 😅
@MareCat3115 күн бұрын
I still can't stop myself from lurking in bathrooms for peace now rather than droogz 😂.
@CbRoXiDe18 күн бұрын
Omg flashbacks!
@MichaelWrzesinski18 күн бұрын
I can't stay in motels at all since recovery. It's been years, but I can't handle the feeling. It sucks cuz there's some good deals there! Lol. It's either Airbnb or an upper scale HOTEL 🤷🏼♀️
@chrissyp11117 күн бұрын
I have that same bag!
@PrismosComputer18 күн бұрын
❤❤❤
@raheezamajeed966418 күн бұрын
I went on my first vacation to Vegas in 2021 literally a month after I ended methadone treatment. I hadn't been able to even go even overnight to my parents cause I had to be at the clinic every morning at 5am. It was nice to finally be able to get out of town! I loved the desert so much I made the move to Vegas from LA last year
@emacias147318 күн бұрын
I WAS MADE IN THE RED ROOF IN 😭😭😭
@enchantedplays850917 күн бұрын
Question. Do you drink at all or are you completely sober? Love your channel
@STEADY_MOMMIN_16 күн бұрын
Hotsprings, Arkansas has a Red Roof Inn. 😂
@tammysmith282717 күн бұрын
MoOoD! Grateful to be clean!😂👍hahaha yup!Flashbacks!
@user-xh9jm4di6x17 күн бұрын
Oh the Red Roof lol. I was never homeless but I still spent alot of time in various Red Roofs, Super 8's and random sketchy motels. So glad I never have to go to another sketchy hotel room w sketchy/scary people again.
@lorianabanana606618 күн бұрын
Im going to Tennessee been clean for almost 6 years i just lost my Mom March 4th i need to get away for a couple days so me and my best friend r going
@cindycompton437215 күн бұрын
Oh the triggers girl!!!
@stacyfrazierbauer881116 күн бұрын
You and your mom sound alike :)
@Ashlee198518 күн бұрын
Sounds like this video may have been based on real thoughts during this recent trip!
@darkdaygirl17 күн бұрын
No, this wasn't a vacation. I went on my first vacation in early recovery years ago
@tinassee17 күн бұрын
That hotel experience kind of mirrors how our bodies are/were treated vs. how they CAN BE treated. Life is so much better being SHELLibrated! ❤🐚🌊 I remember being so proud of my mom when she took me on vacation to those same hotels (even if in different places) when she got clean. Because we also stayed in those types of motels back when she wasn't before... Funnily enough, our first trip was to a beach, as well! Best trip ever. I will never forget it, nor will I ever forget her. Recovery is so worth it. I wish she was still here. She would have loved your videos as much as I do! If not, MORE! 💖✨️💯
@rainh386118 күн бұрын
Red roof inn! 😂😂😂
@jacktastick17 күн бұрын
i’m british so i’ve never seen a red roof inn, is it like the american equivalent of a premier inn?
@allique__18 күн бұрын
RED ROOF INN LOL YOU BETTER RUN FAST
@luccapre232118 күн бұрын
😭😭 some aren't too bad. Depends on the area. Especially tourist areas but Any hotel would be triggering tbh 😭
@tinassee18 күн бұрын
Ohhhhh red roof🫠🙈
@maggie512218 күн бұрын
you are your moms entire twin
@curlsandprayers18 күн бұрын
I think I’ve hit bottom, I want help. I have nothing rn and I’m so sad
@user-jm2ll4rh2p18 күн бұрын
I feel like I’ve seen her before
@user-kb7eg1ln9k18 күн бұрын
You look just like your mom 😮
@Loladrone72618 күн бұрын
God the old tweeker peeking out blinds lmao ,wake up on toilet nodded out and your legs cease to work lol terrible...glad your able to show people this stuff
@korycoleman897118 күн бұрын
I love watching your videos can you pin
@AlessandraFlores-vm3fd18 күн бұрын
hii I have a question what happens when you go to jail with acrylic nails💅
@mayajohnson437718 күн бұрын
S-s-shoutout pls ❤
@XxStarxx618 күн бұрын
Standing, looking in the mirror for hours, doing your make up just to end up, washing it all off and doing it again three more times. But for some reason, Security only wants to pick on me and kick me out when I have actual money in my pocket that I’m ready to spend and I have absolutely, without a doubt, zero intentions on stealing anything. Like either I look busted af when I got money or I look like an “A List” movie celeb when I’m high. Which I know my makeup is like a 3 on a scale 1-10 10 being Jeffery Star n 5 being every 3 yo with their new Barbie makeup set. smh now that I’m typing this, I should really look into professional movie makeup jobs. Cause l guess it was believable enough
@kaceylindberg12617 күн бұрын
Hi
@AlessandraFlores-vm3fd18 күн бұрын
Your mother favors you
@audreymaqks13 күн бұрын
@vinylrecords585:Free Palestine!! Call your reps and urge for a ceasefire!! Boycott whats on the organic list on the BDS list!! 🇵🇸
@vinylrecords600018 күн бұрын
Is that your mom ? So looks like you
@SincerelyJadex16 күн бұрын
You’re too funny.
@boyermchristopher118 күн бұрын
Oh my god looking out the window fir hours or the mirror man rhat shit sucked
@parisvanderbilt84053 күн бұрын
lol my mom and dad are both druggies and when I lived with them we went to ALOT of hotels and campsites so I can relate🤷♀️
Being stuck in the mirror is SO accurate. I'd do my makeup for hrs and look at myself for hrs. It was crazy. I thought I was the most beautiful thing too! In all reality, I was hit!
Literally SAME! I was obsessed with myself 😂 but would also criticize the hell outta myself if I wasn't "perfect!" Funny what we cared about as our minds were literally frying 🤯 And I was damn cute!(to me)🤪 Lol now I have 2 crazy kids & no time to even check the mirror some days🤷♀️
Ok hoar
Omg when I see the pictures I took when I thought I was the prettiest girl in the world 😭
Girl me too grateful to be clean
I’m so proud of all people who got through addiction and you as well Tina!❤
I’m so glad that instead of spiraling in the flashbacks, you made the flashbacks a positive thing.
“It’s a really nice one” 😂😂😂. The Red Roof Inn is a place where the ladies of the night do their business, in my town.
Ha! I had to do jury duty and the location the assault happened was a Red Roof Inn😂
my mom just recovered and went on a cruise ! it was hard but she did it!
Congrats on ur Mamas recovery! Also thank you and congrats to you too for being a great supportive child! She definitely raised you right ☺️💕 I hope the cruise was fun and fulfilling and everything she wanted it to be as her first trip sober and in recovery! She’s a strong mama and women for sure, believe me, it’s not easy but it’s well worth it! Even if it’s just to be able to make you, her supportive, loving child, proud of her and to see the proud, happy, content, safe, and worry-less look on ur face🥹☺️ I’m sure if you ask her she will say that you are her everything and what she thought about day and night, through the super hard nights and sunshine filled happy days!💕☺️ I know we don’t know each other but I’m proud of you two! Keep up the amazing work lovelies XOXO💋✨💕👑😇
aww thank you so much! ☺️ you don’t know how means so much to me! ❤️ that’s the kindest thing someone has ever said to me😊❤️💕💖💝
@@savannahstott2498 this is such a sweet message, so well said, and I’m sending both of you so much love and light
and never forget how good it feels to go on vacation. i couldn’t even leave the area i was in bc i couldn’t get sick and didn’t have the money to travel
Omfg yessss. Good point!!!! Or being forced to go on vacation and thinking oh I have enough to get through then it’s gone day one do all have and you’re sick rest of vacation or left just enough to not be in full wd. I do not miss those days. But i didn’t even think about that. I would do a day trip at best. And still be itching to get home. But valid af point.
Girl im 6 years into recovery. I watch your videos and it gives me hope and laughs. Keep doing what your doing we all need laughs.
Wow, congratulations on 6 years of sobriety and recovery!!! 6 whole years is a long time and really amazing and hopeful to hear for anyone but especially someone who is in early recovery or ready to start their recovery journey :) I’m super impressed but also makes me so hopeful and all warm and fuzzy inside seeing ur comment ☺️💕😇 keep up the great work! We are all hear to keep rotting for you always!! To many more years to you my friend! What an inspiration 😇
Sometimes it’s remembering all those “glad I don’t do that any more” that really keeps you from sliding back ❤❤❤ way to go Tina, we’re all cheering you on!!!
Awh! Thanks so much Tina! You’re such a star! By far my favourite KZheadr ❤
Not the roof being red
@@Scarletqueen08 hm?
@@HEARTSFORTINASSEE the roof of the hotel was red it’s funny and ironic
@@Scarletqueen08ohhh okay
@@HEARTSFORTINASSEE yes I’m sorry but did you not pay attention in the video it’s litteraly shown in the first 1-3 seconds
Ahh I love when you & your mother do videos together! You two have such great personalities I love it. I learn so much too from your videos, thank you lots 🫶🏼❤️
Yes girl hotels always trigger me even just driving by them!
Your hair looks so good! Everything!
Keep up the great job on you're recovery!! We love you and support you're journey.
Tina i really respect you and your content. you really help us people feel seen. ❤
🥰🥰 and now you can make new, better memories!! So proud of you T!! ❤
I'm so proud of you and God bless your momma and rest of your family for being there for you. We do recover!!!
Thank you for your content tina!!! WE DO RECOVER ❤❤❤❤❤
Could be such a trigger. Strong woman. Proud of everyone trying their best and in recover. ❤❤❤
I always love your videos, Tina!!😊 and I love that your mom is in them too🥰🥰
Proud of you! I hope you were still able to enjoy your vacation with all those bad memories 😢
i love ur videos sm
Have an AMAZINGLY AWESOME, BEAUTIFULLY BLESSED & WONDERFUL time!!🎉 We do recover❤
Thank you so much for sharing ur videos i truly believe it helps so many ppl in so many different ways
I’ve learnt that life really likes to bring things around full circle, it parallels itself to help us reflect on our growth
I love her big smile at the beginning of the video ❤❤❤
I love your honest and real content! ❤ Also please don't touch those beautiful eyebrows ❤
I love watching your videos! There so entertaining ❤
Congratulations! I know how that feels and can relate... I used to spend my times in bathrooms for hours too. Sometimes I public ones in a still by myself too. Anywhere really, even random stairwells... It feels great to be clean 🫶
I'm so proud of you 👏.
Haven’t been so early! I know it’s not the same but I’ve been over my gambling addiction for almost 3 years now. I love to see what your up to date to day keep up the good work!!
First off, congratulations on 3 years!! That’s really inspiring and impressive and seeing or reading this will really give anyone hope to start or continue their own recovery journey (no matter what their fix may have been)😇🥹 Also, I totally get why you prefaced that ur gambling addiction isn’t quite the same as a drug or alcohol addiction but I want you to know addiction of any kind is well: addiction. And all addiction and recovery journeys, no matter how big or small, is just as valid and is something that takes incredible courage and strength and endurance to keep moving onwards and upwards. :) I just wanted to let you know my friend that what you went through in ur addiction and recovery is just as valid and awesomely hopeful as any other ☺️ very proud of you too! Keep it up! Cheers to many more years and happiness to you!!!💕
YESSS AND CONGRATULATIONS‼️‼️
Stuck in the mirror & falling asleep on the toilet!😳 Thank you Tina for making us all feel less embarrassed about our pasts & even laugh at our ridiculousness at times 😅 ❤🫶
I’ll never forget my first vacation in recovery. My family had a Hawaii trip planned for a couple of years. I turned a mere 90 days clean & sober on that vacation. I was so nervous to go, but it ended up being such an amazing trip. Being in such a beautiful place really made me realize how amazing life was about to be. I remember waking up early, walking over to the beach everyday, and reading my big book. I got an overwhelming sense of knowing that I was going to be okay. That vacation ended up being a huge breakthrough for me. ♥️
Very relatable. Tina we do recover! 🫶
What helps me is picking a few bouquets of 💐/herbs/branches and setting them up on dressers and walls and putting a bright quilt/blanket on the bed and a little framed picture of family or something. I do something similar with my tent when i go camping since I used to live in a tent too!❤ I keep quilt and blanket, an indoor/outdoor carpet and the other stuff in a small bag in my car. It started as a way to keep triggers to a minimum and now it just helps make travel and camping more homey❤
I had to exercise the ability to even go into the same city I used to live in. It is possible! And hindsight is incredible. It's okay if I first you can't go to the same places you were in active addiction...... It does get better with time ❤️ Girl, you are so real. So open and willing to discuss every aspect of this process....... It inspires me, thank you.
Girl you nailed it LMAO 😂🤣
Reminds me of trips to the liquor store after quitting.
Oh yeah, I can’t imagine how triggering that must have been. Kudos to you for keeping ur strength and faith in ur recovery!!! Reading ur comment it’s very clear that u are a strong individual and I think that’s pretty boss 😇
@@savannahstott2498 Sure, but as long as you pick up whatever you're picking up (for someone else, of course) and get the f out fast, it's not too bad.
Keep moving forward ❤
The best way to avoid relapse is not revisiting environments that cue memories that are associated to your addiction. Stay away and stay strong 💕
I love your content 😊☺️
The honestly of falling asleep on the toilet 😂😂😂. Ugh. I do not miss that. Or like sitting down with the lid down to use and next thing i know id had my head down on the vanity thing. It’s all horrific when i think back. 🥳good to be clean. And congratulations on being clean. And it’s so nice to see someone address the honest stuff. Sooooo many people make it seem almost like they romanticize it or glamorize it. And it’s like uhhhh no. None of them things at all.
Oh my, the triggers. I remember that very well. Ugh. Lol❤
Thank you for inspiration
Yall are so lovely
I don't miss none of that good job beautiful I love your videos sending love from OKC, ok
Im on year 5 of no pills or dope! year 3 of no boose and it feels amazing i will never go back i sure as hell do NOT miss those days i was stuck in the mirror or looking out the window every 5 seconds or falling asleep in the bathroom or carpet surfing lol i look back at what i did on active adiction and i cant believe i did half the things i did to others and myself i truly have absolutely no urge to go back if i even think about doing it i literally get sick to my stomach
Have barely stayed in hotels since being in recovery. The last few times I was so anxious cuz It literally was one of the hotels I had stayed in during active addiction. Luckily all went well but it was hard!
Girl, I think all of our eyebrows suffered, lol. I'm so proud of your content. As an influencer, you have really used your platform for good. ❤
I love the red roof inn so comfy
When I first saw a sub did driver I thought it was her she looked so much like you ❤️❤️❤️
NOT THE RED ROOF NOOOOOO oh my god we have lived the EXACT same life ! it was always the red roof. even in different states. always the red roof.
“This is my last bag” 💀 iykyk
love your videos❤❤
Crazily enough, we stayed at a Red roof inn in Georgia when we were last minute searching for a hotel because the whole damn family wanted to stay with my husband's mom so it was just too crowded. We went to one hotel that was absolutely disgusting and online it was supposed to be really nice..... We ended up finding another hotel and it was the Red roof and it was clean it was nice it felt good. It was a great hotel and I will stay there again when we go back
Dang. I used to travel cross country for work. No shade to Red Roof....There are some really nice ones! Owner dependant
Nice vid👍👍👍
We do Recover!!!!!!
Falling asleep on the toilet is kinda relatable 😅
I still can't stop myself from lurking in bathrooms for peace now rather than droogz 😂.
Omg flashbacks!
I can't stay in motels at all since recovery. It's been years, but I can't handle the feeling. It sucks cuz there's some good deals there! Lol. It's either Airbnb or an upper scale HOTEL 🤷🏼♀️
I have that same bag!
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I went on my first vacation to Vegas in 2021 literally a month after I ended methadone treatment. I hadn't been able to even go even overnight to my parents cause I had to be at the clinic every morning at 5am. It was nice to finally be able to get out of town! I loved the desert so much I made the move to Vegas from LA last year
I WAS MADE IN THE RED ROOF IN 😭😭😭
Question. Do you drink at all or are you completely sober? Love your channel
Hotsprings, Arkansas has a Red Roof Inn. 😂
MoOoD! Grateful to be clean!😂👍hahaha yup!Flashbacks!
Oh the Red Roof lol. I was never homeless but I still spent alot of time in various Red Roofs, Super 8's and random sketchy motels. So glad I never have to go to another sketchy hotel room w sketchy/scary people again.
Im going to Tennessee been clean for almost 6 years i just lost my Mom March 4th i need to get away for a couple days so me and my best friend r going
Oh the triggers girl!!!
You and your mom sound alike :)
Sounds like this video may have been based on real thoughts during this recent trip!
No, this wasn't a vacation. I went on my first vacation in early recovery years ago
That hotel experience kind of mirrors how our bodies are/were treated vs. how they CAN BE treated. Life is so much better being SHELLibrated! ❤🐚🌊 I remember being so proud of my mom when she took me on vacation to those same hotels (even if in different places) when she got clean. Because we also stayed in those types of motels back when she wasn't before... Funnily enough, our first trip was to a beach, as well! Best trip ever. I will never forget it, nor will I ever forget her. Recovery is so worth it. I wish she was still here. She would have loved your videos as much as I do! If not, MORE! 💖✨️💯
Red roof inn! 😂😂😂
i’m british so i’ve never seen a red roof inn, is it like the american equivalent of a premier inn?
RED ROOF INN LOL YOU BETTER RUN FAST
😭😭 some aren't too bad. Depends on the area. Especially tourist areas but Any hotel would be triggering tbh 😭
Ohhhhh red roof🫠🙈
you are your moms entire twin
I think I’ve hit bottom, I want help. I have nothing rn and I’m so sad
I feel like I’ve seen her before
You look just like your mom 😮
God the old tweeker peeking out blinds lmao ,wake up on toilet nodded out and your legs cease to work lol terrible...glad your able to show people this stuff
I love watching your videos can you pin
hii I have a question what happens when you go to jail with acrylic nails💅
S-s-shoutout pls ❤
Standing, looking in the mirror for hours, doing your make up just to end up, washing it all off and doing it again three more times. But for some reason, Security only wants to pick on me and kick me out when I have actual money in my pocket that I’m ready to spend and I have absolutely, without a doubt, zero intentions on stealing anything. Like either I look busted af when I got money or I look like an “A List” movie celeb when I’m high. Which I know my makeup is like a 3 on a scale 1-10 10 being Jeffery Star n 5 being every 3 yo with their new Barbie makeup set. smh now that I’m typing this, I should really look into professional movie makeup jobs. Cause l guess it was believable enough
Hi
Your mother favors you
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Is that your mom ? So looks like you
You’re too funny.
Oh my god looking out the window fir hours or the mirror man rhat shit sucked
lol my mom and dad are both druggies and when I lived with them we went to ALOT of hotels and campsites so I can relate🤷♀️