You know, sitting at the window and playing with your Guitar, while its raining outside. what should you do else? oh you can play on pc or ect, but playing guitar at a rainy day is fine also. :D
Cry of Fear - Hate Life extend - Enjoy listening.
I do not own any rights, it is just for the listening to it.
the owner is the one who made this soundtrack ( someone from cry of fear)
Any Suggestions ect write it below
Where are you? Come home as soon as possible, it's getting dark.
Based
This is not a song, this is a mood
This explains Simon's emotions.
Yea like bad and not good and feeling a little bit ill kinda
Every morning, after 1 am, I go to bed and listen to this on repeat...
But its not sooo good but i feel that. Take care and dont be too hart to yourself. Your familie love you and more👐❤
Same shit, man, take care
That's not really a god thing...
It's good
Hey man... just went through your profile and saw your old videos and stuff, you played roblox, which is pretty cool to see... I hope you are doing alright and everything is fine
"I wrote a happy ending, just for myself" If Simon could overcome his demons, you can do it too. Don't lose faith, never give up, no matter how dark the path may be, always fight to find that light that illuminates your life. I wish the best to whoever is reading this comment.
every ending of cry of fear is literaly suffering, i feel like simon never got a "happy" ending, cry of fear resambles depression so well, even if you get out, theres no happy ending, its always with you, theres a point where luck can fuck your life so badly that you never get like a "happy" way out of all of this, you either kys or live with the scars that it left for the rest of your life. , depression kills that child deep witin you before torturing it till it chooses to do it themselfs.
The feeling this soundtrack gives me is so powerful im stunned
💀
damn... this is more sadder than my bank account
THIS WORKOUT MUSIC IS FIREE🔥🔥🔥🔥
WE OUT HERE WORKING OUT OUR EYES FROM ALL THIS CRYIN BRUH💯💯💯☝️☝️☝️💀💀🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
who hurt you bro
@@sacredaexe everyone besides god
@@weeneeboi3449 damn...
@@eduardsusai559 WE CRYING OF FEAR WITH THIS 1 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
hits harder than a car that hit me
simon?
i hate everything and everyone, i try, i really do try and see the better in things, but every single time i try, i get beaten to a pulp and all my hope gets torn apart and rendered meaningless and vain. I hate humans because i wish to have a gentle and kind connection with someone, and yet despite my efforts of being kind myself, it's just taken advantage of, i am made as a joke everytime so as to impress someone else entirely. I have lost more of myself than ever each time i put down my walls, and then they are rebuilt bigger and denser, and i will continue with the worthless attempt of breaking them down just to be once more left broken. I am tired and bitter, i am angry and hateful, i am worthless and vain, i am hollow and alone. Above all possible hatred i can muster towards all other things, the one i truly hate with most pure malicious intent is myself, for i am the sole one that puts myself through the hope and deception of believing in the better of people. Humans are disgusting lustful, gluttoneous, greedy, hateful, violent, prideful and treacherous beings of no love and remorse, and i feel nothing but depression every single time i wake up having to deal with the fact i am one aswell. I hate my existence. I hate my hopes and i hate all attempts and wishes for a better future, because every single time without a fault it will be unfullfilled and by God, if God does exist and yet lives, may he have no mercy May his judgement be harsh and cold for that is what i believe now is what we as a species so silful deserve, and if he doesn't exist, may time prove all effort fruitless so we may come to a destiny fitting of us, a vain speck in history of a meaningless and uncaring universe, i hate all of you and yet i pray that you all have a good day.
i hope you can find that connection with someone, and i feel your pain . it’s a hate so deep that you hate hating huh? it’s a place so dark where your emotions elude you and you just don’t know anymore. all you feel is sadness , emptiness, and hate but those emotions make you feel even more guilty and only propel you further down. i feel hatred to the people who wronged me yet i feel selfish for feeling that way and i feel terrible for the small impact my life has made on my family and my friends, even the random people i’ve met on the street. i often wish i didn’t have to feel. i wish someone else was born in my place. i hate myself . i hate life
the razor blade will see bad things tonight... it will.....
And after having said all that, you've already contradicted yourself countless times. So is the conclusion then not to realize that reality is what you make of it, and believing that you can find meaning, purpose and fulfillment beyond your expressions of negativity is a choice that you alone can make?
it is what it is.
My life is a constant cycle of self-hatred, depression, anger followed by a period of time I feel I'm getting better, a period of time I feel like I don't hate myself and that I am worthy of happiness, only to go back to those shitty emotions, lower than rock bottom. I feel sorry for my parents, they deserve a better child. I feel like an empty void that sucks the life of others around me. I don't hate life but I surely hate myself. If only I wasn't me.
This song just made me feel sorry for Simon and what he’s been through in the whole game
Try going through some of the stuff he has.. It's not fun.
@@Rocket04 alright imma try
@@Rocket04 day 4 of replicating simon's life. pretty easy.
This song just invokes a feeling I cant describe very good At night I lie down and just play this on repeat till i fall asleep I hate my life
Relatable
A male's life is not easy. I can understand you
Why?
I get it man. 18 here and I feel like I’m going no where in life, I’m just a disappointment who thought it was a good idea to drop out of high school, freshmen year too. Everyday feels the same, I wish things were easier
@@stonoir5978 It'll get better man, trust me.
Psychological music that I listen to for 3 hours every day ❤
Have you seen Team Psykskallar is making a new version of Cry Of Fear? I'm dying.
Source, but that will never come
@@stupiditysucks I mean, I'd pay damn good money for it to come out
It's in unreal apparently.
@@stupiditysucks do you think? Hmm i wish it comes😞👐❤
@@Tiago13337 they scrappped it :(
still coming back after many years,and here am i again,at the worst time again. my life is going in a fucking downfall again.
Oh yes me too
Here i am again too
same
Im back again,sadly. recently lost my only friend who i knew for almost 7 years now i will miss you.
Every time I listen to this music, I think of Simon's pain (i am not english my english may be bad)
your english is fine
ur English is zaebok
Good song to listen to when you want to... You know.
You do a great job a looping. What's your secret? Lol. Nice job. It's nice to see someone still cares about CoF. Have a nice one. ✌
literally i dont do this typical plug and play loop, ( it means let the sound ongoing, waiting to the end and then from the beginning) i listen to the music and loop so, that the sound is clear and its like a normal sound. not beginning -> end -> beginning -> end and so on. just doing a nice crossing between them , so it sounds nice and i taking my time withit for better quality :D
@@xSilverAsh Okay thanks! Have a nice night/ morning/afternoon. Btw it sounds so great.
looool
@@V3rgilsparda_ nice PP/PB i mean profil xD ❤👐
@@Tiago13337 thanks 💕
It's time to say goodbye. Thank you for this video, didn't help
If you are gone... I understand it... I really do.
11 years and this game is still fire.
I will not cure my depression, if I have one. I decided to embrace and accept this feeling of sadness and I will live with it until the end.
boohoo
@@esothetics exactly
After a while you can get used to it. When you forget how it feels to be truly happy the emptiness becomes the new normal.
@@maggotfeast It's 2 years now, and honestly i relate to this a lot
I have psychosis. Depression does not move if you don't do anything so move your ass you ungrateful. I do not have the luck you have.
Ty, i was looking for this soundtrack:)
it's so beautiful
when theres no beans at 3 am
HOLY SHIT DUDE I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS SONG THANK YOU 🙏🙏
this is a great song 👍
In the yesterday night it was raining in my country (Chile) I was looking at the window the rain falling was also nostalgic and sad remembering all the good moments I got with this game.....
A funny thing is i have the same hoodie as Simon maybe I should dress like him and go to event and see if any person knows who I'm cosplaying as at least that might put a smile on my face.
try it maybe
Its in everyone
i love this music...
Playing this while playing DayZ is a mood
Thank you ❤️
Thank you for posting this.
Beautiful
Nice work!
This song perfectly represents my life hahhahahaa I’m sure lots can relate too
Real
Real
Real
sounds like dsbm
what is dsbm
@@xSilverAsh depressive suicidal black metal
@@hiliax never heard of that kind of music
@@xSilverAsh i think it's based on this but without the screams
@@hiliax based on? dsbm predates this by like a decade. but i agree it is similar to something u would hear in the genre to a degree xD
Nice job 🖤
i edge to this song for 10 hours a day atleast
Tf you edgin to mental issues lol💀💀💀💀💀
The fact that this ode to hating life is simply called - hate life - without the pronoun I, implies among many other things, the following... The hate for life, while involuntary, and in no way the root of internal motivation, transcendends the individual's perspective. It is not me specifically, or you, who hates life. One could almost argue a consolidation is to be found between all those who understand the essence, the rational loneliness this song, and this soundtrack is trying to convey, which is the hate of life. The male loneliness, when speaking of those males lonely not because they are stupid, ugly or simple - even though I pity those - is the result not of the ability to ask the right questions, but the lack of the ability to find the right answers. And so they sit, stand, lay, walk or run to this soundtrack. Some of them, including me, attend to their studies in its company. Others's work, and some others sleep. A sense of comfort is to be found in these sounds by those who understand, and if asking the right questions, consolidation will occur.
I lost my best friend/roommate, my job, my gf left me and my mom is sick... I hate life but most of all I hate myself.
Damn. I wish you the best, its not over. Youll find any girl when you really work on yourself
Focus on you and your mom, cherish her and spend all the time you can with her. Nothing will be here forever but, the best thing to do is to make the most of it, our time in this planet. As I said, no matter what happens you find your reasoning, and the only way to do that is to push through the hard times, you can do it, and there isn’t a thing stopping you. There will be ups and downs in life, but always move forward, no matter how hard it gets. I promise to you that you can overcome it. But it’s up to you to make it happen.
Omg so wunderschön..wt.. wow danke!❤👐😍 Lol ehm i mean, thysfm. Its awesome🙌❤
quien no allá llorado jugando este juego no tiene corazón o lo tiene demasiado frio...........
mi canción favorita 😍
this goes hard
I'm looking at the comments and wishing I still have a family lets say its difficult not have a mom to wake you up or a dad to ask what did you do today or some one to say i care about you. ive been seeing a therapist but i still feel empty
Holy shit. I'm looking at the comments of this song, and i'm just drowning in the sorrow. My life is not as bad as I thought. I wish you have happiness. Sorry for my language, I'm russian
I gave you a subscribe if that makes you feel better.
love it
banger alert
Спасибо, чувак :)
Sometimes i just listen to this song to cry to. My life sucks. I dont have any irl friends because. Everyone judges me because of my hobbies. Its sad,but. Ive gotten used to my decrepit loneliness..
I've been going outdoors more often and appreciate the woods and scenery :3
@@w00f_woof glad you found something to make you happy 👍🏽 (I will not last another 5 years)
@@rogelio.diazzzz5548 this winter i hope i can disappear. im so afraid of growing up. I'll give ya hugs tho :]
@@w00f_woof i’ll give you hugs too man, I hope your life gets better and easier, because I know my probably wont, but fuck it, it is what it is
@@rogelio.diazzzz5548 i need to go to the hospital right now.the pain is too much i need it to end
Idk why I’m here but it feels so natural to do so… my feelings have already been played with to much… and my hearts hurt so damn much from it I don’t want to suffer or get hurt again…
and ı love its song
song give me old bad days and give me more strong
I listen to this song when im in my car going home after 13 hours of school and my lessons
👍🏻
Just a suggestion: Nameless Cat's OST named Crow Feast. I know it ain't Cof and no one will probably listen to that, but it's up to you and im not forcing you. Btw you're great at looping! :D
i look how i can do it. seems difficult
real
some times I play COF and just let my mined wonder what if I was in Simons situation, and I'm learning to play hate life on my gaiter is it just me or life is just becoming so bland and iv just been feeling really sad in general ever time i get out of bed in the morning or late at night its like life is just bland its like i hate it but I don't its just so weird.
quick note, I think for majority of the soundtrack, it's Andreas Rönnberg Bxmmusic Muddasheep Are the other composers listed on wikipedia
this song reminds me a little bit of 28 days later
Пес патрон😔
OH MY GOD ITS HALF LIFE BUT SAD
🖤⚰️🌧️🌧️
It's sounds like the ambient from "This war of mine".
Could you extend "Anxiety"? It's one of CoF's OST. Thank you already :")
I look into it.
It's made
Its 01:18 i am litstening to hate life it's raining outside and I am sitting leaning out from the window.
Take my sub!
Take my heart!
I know I asked on the Lonely extended vid but can we also get an hour (plus) long version of this one? I can’t get to sleep in less time lol
see on lonely. i can't upload an hour version.. youtube said, the file is to big.
@@xSilverAsh what if u wanted to upload an hour version, but youtube said, file too big
@@queteimporta9437 you can loop it by pressing right click on video and click Loop
have you heard that team psykskallar are making new cry of fear version?
Yes I'm excited to be remastered.
never will come out
@@stupiditysucks yes it will
@@andreasgaming9765 If they get enough money yes
@@stupiditysucks it's literally already in the works lol
Hate-life 2 Electric Boogaloo
If you like this song, there’s a whole genre that sounds extremely similar, check out DSBM
İ cant explain myself from words, but my life not going well already, i am not even old enough for depression maybe, im just a kid maybe, seeing my same-aged friends being happy so much with a full of life-happines is just though, its my exam year and this year really changed me a lot, even after the exam is over, i dont feel like i will gona be more ok, everytime my days going good, sonething really bad gona happen soon. İ already tried to be optimist but no. Maybe my family deserved a more “happy” child. But no, here i am, the worthless me. İ maybe hate myself because of i cant be happy anymore even if i try to be extrovert things go bad, how the hell can our society and people can be that cruel? İ think i dont even care any newly now. İ hate others, but the most bad thing is maybe i hate myself more than anything? Maybe i was the problem. Being kind was my problem. Maybe i never have a happily life then the cruel people. İ was alone everytime even if i have friends, people laughed at me sometimes, i dont even know how to feel anymore, im trying to get a help from my family but what happens is evetything gets more worse and i feel more stressful as the time goes on.Being lonely does things to you.
Good morning..
KZhead: I’llbehonest The Few
I KNOW THIS IS A NEW COMMENT ON AN "OLDER" VID BUT I HAVE TO POST THIS...SORRY, BUT THE SONG CAME FROM THIS SCENE. :( (WARNING, SPOILERS AHEAD). "THE ONLY PERSON WHO TRIED TO HELP ME WAS MY ONLY FRIEND, SOPHIE. PLEASE, TELL HER I'M SORRY, I WISH HER ALL THE BEST. PLEASE DON'T SHOW HER THIS MESS. THIS IS MY CONCLUSION, THIS IS MY END, FAREWELL, EVERYONE." -SIMON HENRIKSSON'S NARRATION/SUICIDE NOTE; FOR ENDING 3...:(
just hate life
hate sleep
😀😁😆💛
Район не удержали...
I hate life
this song and ending 3 are perhaps the most miserable features of cof
Should i just end it all?
No, Please. I am on the same situation but I didn't end it at all. So Please stay among us.
🪟
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Пем патрон 😢
Half Life
not saying this is a bad song, but I'd like everyone who listens to this to remember that it's harder to stop being sad all the time if you listed to sad music all the time.
Fuck you let me wallow in peace
no sir it's "half life"
Mod
Funny
real