Close your eyes and dream of them | a playlist|
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I hope y'all like this one! Please write povs and tell me about stuff! I love to read them!
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🖤~Playlist Timestamps~🖤 <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="0">0:00</a>- <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="167">2:47</a> ~je te laisserai des mots -Patrick Watson <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="168">2:48</a>-<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="460">7:40</a> ~Clair De Lune - Debussy <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="461">7:41</a> - <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="655">10:55</a>-Gymnopédie-Satie <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="656">10:56</a>-<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="938">15:38</a> ~Mariage d'amour <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="939">15:39</a>- <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1300">21:40</a> ~ Experience (orchestral) cosimo maria palopoli Daniel hope & i virtuosi italiani <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1310">21:50</a> - <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1440">24:00</a> ~Prelude in C major- Rousseau <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1467">24:27</a> - <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1660">27:40</a>~ Aldebaran -S.A. Karl <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="1670">27:50</a> -The swan-Saint Saëns
The missing song is Gymnopedie No. 1 by Erik Satie.
@@hippo1580 for which one 7:41 ?
7:41 Gymnopédie-Satie 27:50 The swan-Saint Saëns
Commenting for the awareness.
@@user-zn4jo6tf1c thank u!!!
Have you ever felt like you’re in the wrong place, wrong reality, like you’re missing something that doesn’t even exist?
You're not alone 💯
same
@@michaelcullenmusic8375 thanks, it feel nice to hear♥️
@@anto1415 anytime:)
all the time
I love comment sections like this - goes to show that in the end we’re all just silly little humans, all simultaneously experiencing this beautiful thing called life.
Bro why am I crying it's just a KZhead comment
It’s not beautiful.
@@emilygoller8144 Being here gives me an itch i can't scratch, like i was *genuinely* not supposed to be born. I have to keep telling myself if my no-way-it-can-fail su*c*de attempts failed then surely that's a misleading feeling, right? while my nerves tingle for pain, like anastheysias but way deeper then that. I don't care if I'm happy or sad. depression isn't my issue. It's the world--not society, or any other form of the state of the world, but the fact it exists. Every bird in the trees to the roads paved but cracked to the "beauty of nature."
girlll
it’s not very beautiful for me..
I love how these types of playlists bring all the most wholesome people into the comments section, like its so nice
Exactly!
everyone in the comment section - we all need a meet and greet then a cry session together y’all are so sweet 😭
Yeah ☺️😭
Fr tho ( yes I know I'm late
@@sophia-xoxo00 I'm later with you
His eyes… his smile… his lips… his laugh… his charm… his humor… his voice… just him
I KNOW :)
Yeah :): You know?
aand he's fictional
Keep that to yourself:)
@@Cecy_ 🤣😭
Hearing the upbeat ads while I'm half falling asleep is like a fever dream
Want a break from the ads?
LMAO
LMFAOO THIS GOT ME LAUGHING SO HARD
ha.
I hate the ads soooo muchhh
i was single for the entirety of my teens. while everyone experienced their first love and heartbreak i was on the outside watching them. i thought it would never happen to me. when i was 16 my male friends introduced me to a guy they met and befriended. he became part of our group. he was gentle, caring and sweet. i tried to hook him up with another friend. they had a few dates but nothing more. life continued. we grew closer. he would always walk me home and treat me nicer than other boys. never had a good experience with them, they always looked at my friends, but never at me. he made me feel more seen. i fell hard, but i was so insecure about myself. i told myself he would never like me back. i told myself this for almost 5 years. during covid we talked a lot. we didn’t see each other much, but when we did i noticed something shifted. on january 1st 2022 we shared another walk home and had our first kiss. we celebrated 1 year together a few weeks ago. he makes me so unbelievably happy. he’s my safe place. my home. when i’m with him i’m at peace. i love him endlessly and i’m glad he’s on this adventure called life with me.
I loved it so much like “felt seen” part got me
That's impressive u know & I felt I'm going to have a story quit like urs , I luv it 💘.
Swoon
I love this:))) i wish y’all happiness🥺
I love this because you was not a whore and then u found someone so special . Once he wasn't a whore tho fucker went on a date with your friend tham
To whoever reads this, i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair i love your insecurites i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwritng i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved I love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outside i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfection i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk I love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you tight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love you!❤
Thank you so very much. I am sending my love to you too. I hope you have a great day or night wherever you get the chance to see this 🩷
No way Man that's so sweet❤ Love you too!!
Helped me from commiting
Ngl.. it kinda made me smiled.. thanks :)
@@LoganMiller-tl2dy don't do that ever!!! Please
For those who is listening to this music, you’re not alone, you’re so beautiful and deserve a beautiful life. If you want to cry, just cry and tomorrow it will be a day full of sunshine. Don’t let those negative thought kill you. You’re strong!!!
thanks a lot for those kind words, it helped me out a lot❤❤
I really needed this, thank you
I really needed this specially today 🙏 Thank you :-) btw , hope you are doing well.
Help I needed to hear/read this for so long tysm
thank you so much❤❤❤
listening to this makes me feel like it’s okay that i haven’t found my person quite yet. things don’t work out sometimes, and that’s perfectly fine, life is meant have highs and lows. part of me is glad i’ve gotten to experience heartbreaks, but part of me also wishes the people who caused them would have loved me the same way i loved them.
I love you. you are so brave
@@Saltintheseaa i love you too
i don’t know why, but this comment made me sob.
God is protecting you from what you no longer needed in your life. He will send the right people your way. Your heartbreak and pain only created strength and preparation for you❤
I just want LESS heartbreaks 😅 and more love
Her laugh, her jokes, her smile, her lips, her mouth, her hair, her eyes, her beautiful face, her everything.
Help this is so cute
So cute!!
and i wish this was him talking abt me but its not the one i like. im not like fat but im overweight and theres these 2 girls sisters, and they have the perfect bodys and ive known him longer and we were friends but it feels like everything is falling apart
@@starsworldd stay strong and be confident in ur body!!! If u wanna be skinny try to achieve ur goal but dont forget to love yourself unconditionally either ur skinny, fat, clear skin, acne.... trust me if u love yourself ur confident energy radiates and ull attract whoever u want just make sure u truly love yourself and ure not just faking it And never EVER compare yourself to other girls you are special in your own way that can't be compared to anything . As for the boy, do not think about him so much. If u see that he is interested in those other sisters u mentioned then run girl u deserve a way better man otherwise try to make a move if he seems interested yayyy that's what we want if not okey we move on and find another one . Never ever make yourself attached to a boy ure not dating (no fake scenarios before sleep,no delusions ) just focus on yourself and the right one will come. Oh I wrote a lot but I'm telling this by my experience hope this helps 😊😊
@@anna_is_here47just wanted to say this is great advice. Have any for me? 😅
Hits hard when you’ve no one to dream of
dream of yourself, you're worth any other love interest out there ^v^
feel you.. in my late 20's and still all alone with so many problems that I cannot even afford to dream about someone.
@@neptunians dream big because in your sleep time is irrelevant, worry after breakfast, because if you start every day wrong you will always have a bad day, go to sleep calm, because calm will help your brain grow and rengize and remember, you have so many problems, but your alive, you struggle, but your doing it… So dream big, let your sleep fill you with love and happiness
@@DinoBummer that was so meaningful and helpful actually. You are right, I never thought about it that way. Thank you 🙏🏼
It hits more harder when you think he's maybe don't want u
People can be disgustingly horrible, but you guys are beautiful.
Are you up at 3
awh your so sweet thank you you made my day better for saying this
@@brookeriley8941 i was
@@user-pt2yw2xh9n ofc:) I’m glad I can do that
Thank you so much. I don't think you know how those words felt but thank you ❤❤❤
Did I end up crying after this? Hell yea. Will I come back everyday and every night? Yes...
Yeah it's true
Lol ive been basically just sobbing for 20minutes
God loves you sweetheart he knows
Me crying to this because I want someone to love me and love them I want a lover😢
aw i hope you feel better
my boyfriend is deaf.... and I'm the deepest music lover.... the fact that this playlist starts with the song I told him is the first he should hear after getting cochlear implant,,,, just.. I smiled so much. Thank you ! update: hello everyone. it's been a year almost exactly. sadly, he and I are no longer together.. but from what I've seen he'd gotten an implant about a month ago.. I'm really happy for him and I hope he hears these songs someday.. thanks for checking in.
Did he get the cochlear implant?
@@piie6603 Oh, it probably won't be for a while, yet. We'll come say hi when he does :)
@@darlingxion3944 ohh ok!
@@darlingxion3944 im so excited for you both!!!
😍😍😍
I guess everyone who listens to this music is having a hard time, like me. Just don't give up we can overcome this ♡
You are very strong, and I am sure you will be able to get out of what is so difficult for you
you got this girl! you are strong. Soon there will be sunshine:)
@@mArsss25hey wtsp buddy can we become a friend
Because I don't have any friend in society
I've always wanted to create a society that loves rain, coffee, books, jazz, and the life they romanticize...
I would visit.
I would love to exist in this world
POV: you met him. He's here. You always knew he was preparing for love alongside you, just in a parallel life. The entrance has arrived and the subdued serenity of it is breathtaking. His peace and your comfort are so valued. All at once.
My favourite POV 💖
holy shit
@@angelaharazin8775 No, Holy Shift (Shifting joke srry srry lmao I couldn't help myself)
Isn't it amazing to be comfortable with your own sorrows?
being too comfortable that feels like it's not there, you can't feel it but you know it's there, you know there's something missing... that you're not able to find no matter how much you try
My bf booked a hotel for us for one night because we were both feeling down and stressed and just needed each other the most. We both lied to our parents saying we slept over a friends house and he picked after my night class, we went to the park and walked around, went to raising canes and after we went to the hotel. As soon as we got to the hotel we both changed into something more comfortable. I brought some card games and we played for a bit and started to get tired, we watched a movie till we noticed that we were falling asleep. We turned everything off and we cuddled. Now we cuddle sometime whenever he comes to my house but my younger brothers are always bugging us and we wanted to be alone. I felt safe in his arms, he was warm to the touch and I get pretty cold easily so my body was cold and he was complaining that it was hot till he noticed I was cold, he was sun and I was the moon. We were perfect for each other. We were completely alone with no one to bother us and just enjoy each other company. We both have younger siblings so we got enjoy the silence as well. We fell asleep within minutes and honestly one of the best night of sleep I’ve ever got. In the morning after we checked out we went to a different park and got to see the peacocks and chicken, got breakfast and he took me home. Honestly that night would be unforgettable, after stressing with school and family issues we just needed a nice calm night with each other and that exactly what we did. ❤️❤️
this sounds like a healthy relationship. with you all the best and that you will be good for each other in the feature
everyones fake tbh. hows that going tho?
i must cry when i red this i hope youre guys didnt broke up
Repent to God.. HARAMM
@@BKawai-jr7etI have a question why?
POV: you started crying, then realized you’re grilled cheese was still on the stove so you have to get out of your blankets and into the cold air of midnight for your snack and run to the kitchen, grab your grilled cheese, turn off the stove, come back to your room under the blankets and cry again…with your grilled cheese
So………… touching
this made me laugh 😆 thank you
LMFAO
Yk what imma go make myself a grilled cheese rn
The chaos in the replies 💀
POV: It was thundering outside and you was curled up in bed. You usually didn't mind the rain but this time it felt off. Why? Because it was the first time you was alone for a thunderstorm since they left. You try to fill the void in your heart with music as you just hope the storm passes on soon. With each flash as the lightning fills your room with a white glow, you flinch a little. Wishing they were their to hold you and comfort you as the storm rages outside, instead you slowly drift off to sleep as the music drowns out the noise and fills the silence in your mind.
😭
i- awh- :,(
bro😔
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My heart broke reading this😭 I love it tho
These types of comment sections are nice, it really shows that there’s a touch of good humanity in the world. It honestly gives me a spark of hope💗
The only reason we have good is because of the bad... We all know what it is because it is. If it wasn't here then there would be no good either
انا كذلك
I found the one i am going to spend the rest of my life with. He is perfect for me. He healed me from my traumatic relationships of the past. He would hold me while i cry and cry with me too. He stays for every emotion good and bad. He slow dances with me. He writes me poems. He makes me paper flowers. He makes me playlists. He has the sweetest soul. He has a heart of gold. He lays and sits with me and plans our future. He is good with kids. He ask for my parents approval for marriage one day. He makes me forget all the bad. Heaven is nothing compared to him. I am so in love with him it's crazy, but the craziest part is that he loves me too.
I really think that's wonderful. When you're in love it really is like Heaven on earth. just... never be tempted to confuse this heaven with the real thing. I have a feeling this message isn't going to land with you right now... because everything is perfect 🙂 but if anything ever happens, remember this. God is the true source of ultimate happiness. No human or any other thing on earth can compare to the joy of knowing God personally in Jesus Christ. Try very hard not to let anything or anyone else take his place in your heart. ❤
I am so incredibly happy for you!! Even though I don't know you I can feel for you! I am happy you found the one, and I hope everyone can find their soulmate someday.
You're so blessed! Enjoy your life and live incandescently happy, you deserve it
That is so beautiful, I wish that this love lasts a lifetime and beyond for you ❤️
@@the.seagull.35 thank you so much babes i will keep this in mind
Anyone have a feeling that the world just doesn’t want you to be happy? Like everything you do, and how hard you work is all for nothing, in the end? Like you’re not good enough? Like people you love are leaving? People not really caring how you feel? But then there’s that one person you found/find that will always listen, even if you feel like a burden on them, which they don’t think you are. That person always responds, cares, interested, and understands where you’re coming from. Me too…
Me too
Me too..
I’m sorry you feel this way. We all deserve happiness, don’t be so hard on yourself.
Yk sometimes life is just shit. You fall down and it laughs at you. It helps you up and then it pushes you down again. It’s like that two faced friend we’ve all had/will have that makes you feel so good at times and so incredibly bad at others. But there will always be a person, and friends, that you will find (or if you have found them yay!) that will be there for you. Them helping you up when life pushes you down is joy to them and you. And as much as having a supporting companion is helpful and lovely, you can do it to. You will struggle. But even if it doesn’t feel like it, it will be okay. And I know reading these words doesn’t fix things, but just know that everything you do will not be in vain. The world has beautiful plans for you, dear, and just know that even if you can’t feel it, you are loved. By me and I’m sure so many others. I love you, gorgeous, and you are so strong. I’m proud of you. Have the most pleasant of dreams, and goodnight
Yeah but sometime u don't know what to do and then many people stab your back
I thought of my boyfriend when i listened to this for the first time. my girlfriend who committed suicide 6 years ago told me to listen to clair de lune whenever i was upset or missed her. so when i tell you i cried when i listened to this playlist for the first time when clair de lune came on, i mean it. its like her way of telling me that my boyfriend is the right one. that i wont be hurt anymore. that they're the one that ill be with for the rest of my life. now the song that brought me so many tears of pure anguish makes me feel so comfortable and loved. i know this probably means literally nothing but it does to me learning to let love and and let love in each and every day. this playlist is just a simple reminder of that. (and if my boyfriend just so happens to see this; i love you. you mean the world to me. thank you for existing. my shooting star
oh. my. god. your story is so tragic yet so beautiful at the same time. i hope you and your boyfriend get a happy ending. wishing you the best of luck 💞
I hope you’re doing good
Damn you made me cry even more than the playlist and life did
thank you for commenting this… i needed a good sob
this is so beautiful and sad. i hope your doing okay
I wrote this "I'm in the wrong place at the wrong time falling for the wrong person and wondering how He could be sleeping while I'm dreaming of him being wide awake now I'm singing a song hoping he'll hear it from me one day and say, how much he waited for this day. I'm praying for a reality that seems so unreal . I hope I recover, I hope I heal I'm drowning in this ocean of love cause I've forgotten to swim. I'm playing this game that I just can't win The sound of rain takes me back to the days I felt butterflies to the days I thought he was interested, But time really flies I didn't want to risk it all to feel love, cause love was never my priority. And here I am wondering if it was worth it, if It was worth not taking the risk for all my necessities if he really was meant to be gone,if he really wasn't the one. And if he wasn't the one ..these emotions how do I overcome?"
This is so good, i truly felt it especially the last part. I wish u the best of luck and thank you for writing this makes me feel less alone
@@lowkeyasiax9241 happy to help, wish you the best too💗
Reading this made me fall apart not because I'm sad but because I am in the same situation like this and I am trying to find the words to describe how I feel but now I see that they found me, so from the bottom of my heart, thank you for this.🤍
Thank you, I’m glad I’m not the only one feeling this, but I’m sad that people feel the hurt of this too. I fell in love with my best friend but she’s found someone else and I have too, but hearing her talk about the man she loves breaks a part of my heart every time. I should feel happy for her and I do, I just can’t fathom how she moved on so quickly. But thank you for putting my feelings into words. Have a nice day/ night 🤍
@@mariijaaa6020 I'm glad you could relate, wishing you peace and happiness 💗
His laugh…his smile…his hair…his compassion for others…his effort..his kindness…him.
Gosh I love him so fucking much
YESS I LOVE HIM I DREAM OF HIM EVERY NIGHT ❤
POV: you had your heart broken at 17, became a very cold, arrogant and mean person cause you thought there was no other way to feel after the abandonment. At the age of 19 you met someone who saved you from sadness and loneliness but all you did was treat them poorly and shitty. You excused yourself saying you couldn’t love anymore but somehow loved the way this person loved you. They were happy when you were happy, sad when you were sad. That bothered you in a way cause you promised you would never fall for love again. The relationship became toxic, they got tired when you admitted to finally loving them but it was too late. You had lost the opportunity and no matter what you did it was not gonna change their mind. You moved on from the first person only to realize that the second love hurts more. From then on you tried to find people to love you like they loved you, but no one ever seemed to fit the expectations. No one was ever good enough like them. So this time you became sad, depressed felt worthless. At the age of 21 you got proposed marriage, an arranged marriage. You would have it all, you wouldn’t have to worry about anything else but being the wife to someone you didn’t love. So you said no. At the age of 22 you met someone online who changed your whole life. In your mind you were meant to be, but it was never gonna happen cause they already had someone. At the age of 24 (current) you move away, become independent and look after yourself but this first love decides to stop by.. just to say hello after years of no contact. You’re body shakes and you feel butterflies. You realize they are no butterflies. You wanna throw up and scream and curse at this person for treating you this way. You are told it was not their fault. That they never meant to push you away, that they were forced to do so by their parents and send to the other side of the world. They also are independent and ask you to try and make this work out. You try. You try so hard. Cause you wanna make it work. You love this person and your heart belongs to them without a doubt. That it was a meant to be this way. That only a little suffering from both parties was needed to eventually find their way back together. Yes, you trying so fucking bad to make it work. You know long distance now and wanna be with them, you are gonna be with them so you better trust. You realize you can trust and give all your attention to someone you will forever care about but you can’t make them do the same for you. They ignore your texts and calls, you go crazy. Everything turns toxic. You’re on the roof of your house crying cause you don’t wanna give up on them. You convince yourself you’ve hurt so much for it to end like this. It hurts like hell. They tell you “we are no longer the kids we used to be, we are free now but we’re in love with our 17 year old selfs”. It pains you. You can’t believe it’s gonna end like this but it does. It ends for good. That same night you cry yourself to sleep and for the rest of the nights can’t sleep, you find this video and it hurts cause you truly believe they were always the one. So you click off and once more become cold and lonely. One day you wake you realizing you loved them, and always will. But what happened on it’s time had to happen. You’re okay and you face they reality of not being perfect. You’re not. Today at almost 4am you can’t sleep but not for the reasons of love, but because you’re too busy staying up and doing things that make you happy and encourage you to be who you are becoming. You realize that you never loved yourself the way you wanted to be love. So.. when I hear this I can’t thing of someone specific, just all the small thing in life that have made me who I am today.
Truly touched my heart :) I loved the part that you said today at almost 4 am you are awake not because of love but busy doing what you love and makes you happy. I hope I can get there one day too.
This is beautiful
POV: you lived this exact same story. 🫠
Keep going!!
That was such a good read for 7:30am with this playlist in the background 🥺 ty
POV: You're sitting on your roof outside of your room in your 2 story house with your partner that you've loved for as long as you can remember, and just stargazing with them while it's lightly sprinkling out. They point out the fact that you can see the big dipper in the sky, and you both start discussing cool reasons that it could be there. You make eye contact with them and you both laugh. You guys start talking about your future and what you want to happen, and it makes you both start imagining what it would be like if you were older. (As someone that isn't even old enough to drive a car yet, i love imagining the future i will have with my partner!
This literally made me almost cry, just imagining being with someone i dearly love while listening to this music is AHIFNWBSJSI. Anyways, i love you, have an incredible night!
@@emvzlalala Aww, You Have A Good Night As Well! I Love You Too. :)
@@juliac9279 Aww, That's Sweettt
This is so sweet😭🥰💞💞
it makes me more passionate to live, thank you.
i love how reading you guys comments about your way of loving, it’s very late at night and i was having a hard time but this playlist and your comments really saved me from overthinking. i read them while they fill me with the hopes of finding my significant other soon. i love how you guys have your own way of loving, yet so special and unique, even though they are all based on the same feeling. i should be sleeping, but im glad i was awake and i found this playlist.
I thought I was the only one
Does anyone else miss or love someone that wasn’t even there or you haven’t even met yet?
pov: you’re thinking about them again, a familiarity that embraces you every time they cross your mind but yet the distance between you two makes you yearn like never before, a gnawing and desire to be in their presence always. To feel the magic that they radiate, to bask in their sunlight, the comfort of a friend you’ve known for lifetimes… it’s quite beautiful.
I feel this deeply. Right now, I’m not sure if I want more or if I’m happy staying as friends
You're a genius for making this *im leaving this comment here so that whenever someone likes it I can come here and feel his absence over and over again*🤞🏻👀💖
His eyes His skin His freckles His hair His lips His ears His height His smile His body His goofy times His emotional times His dramatic times His creative times His tired times His happy times His kindness His goofiness His happiness His whole personality …….. …………….. …………………. I love it all. I love HIM
Same 💗
me too! i just can’t find the courage to tell him how i feel. i’m scared that he will think im…idk. i’m scared that it’ll ruin our friendship that we have, although he’s my ex, he was the only guy who treated me right, thought about how i felt and cared for me. i know im young to be worrying about who im with, but i can’t picture my life without him…when we split ways i felt lost and empty and when he finally texted me i felt like the hole in my heart was fixed. Every time he texts me and i see the notification pop up i feel butterflies in my stomach and i have a big smile on my face. i want to tell him how i feel but what if he doesn’t feel the way i feel? idk but i just know that i love him so much and i would give anything in the world for him ❣️❣️❣️
YES IF ONLY HE KNEW…..
Love is such a complex concept to me. Yet so simple. It comes in all types of shapes and forms, it can be gradual or hit you like a truck. You may have romantic or platonic feelings for so many people in life, and there wouldn't be a sure way to figure it out because love just makes you feel happy. Whether it's a small crush that fades in a week or a friend you've known for years, or at least that's how it feels. Personally, I think I was born to love. I hear stories from my mom about how I'd feed my little sister milk, and I can remember loving my siblings so much to the point of annoyance. I remember my kindergarten crushes, which became elementary crushes, and middle school, and finally, high school. Even though I give countless amounts of love to others, I have never once been in a relationship (not counting that situationship). I don't think I'm very suited for one. Although I could excuse myself saying "I'm too young" back in elementary and maybe middle school, now I can't. And I probably shouldn't even need an excuse to not be in one, and I'm not sure if it's normal to be so fearful of just being a little more than friendly with someone who was your friend, but there's no reason why I couldn't. I just can't. It's probably just my commitment issues speaking. And if you're reading this, congratulations, you've come across someone trying to figure out themself. I just want to be myself, but how can I when there are so many others who are better than me? Woops that's my insecurity speaking. In any case, I'll stop talking about sad mumbo-jumbo and start about why I clicked on this video. The title. "Close your eyes and dream of them." Two thoughts came to me when I read that. First, were two crushes that I have had dreams about. In small details, the dreams varied from going on a date in an old ice cream parlor, hanging out at their house, and going to a strange amusement park. They probably weren't the only ones I've had dreams about, but probably the only ones I remember. It's funny how I can think about them so much that they manifest in my dreams, but I can never get the courage to approach them at school. And the second thought came after I clicked on the video and read the title again. "Close your eyes and dream of them." The "them" isn't specified. And so, I thought of my father. My loving, caring, and thoughful father who stopped his smoking habits for us, and was maybe an alcoholic who was trying to stop. Why? Well, if it wasn't obvious, he's dead now. (it sounds like im trying to write a book or something) Not related to anything I past said. I though about him, because just as I said with the crushes, being able to manifest and see him, even if it's in my dreams.. Being able to talk to him, hug him, breathe him. I did dream about him once. I feel my dreams are very vivid, and the one with him was no different. But he was. Actually, he was a clone. A robot made to look, sound, and feel like my father. It felt like looking at a stranger, but I still hugged him. I held back my tears. I sat in a car ride with him. He wasn't my real father. The one who I watched movies with or who took us out to eat or walk or do whatever. And maybe I wrote this comment for my own selfish needs of rememberance. To soak in all the memories before they start to fade. To post this out into the internet in order to put my story out there. And maybe relate to someone, or someone relates to me. Whether you relate to being single all your life, or having vivid dreams, or having the middle name Marie, it's nice to be able to have something in common with someone else. If you're reading this, thank you for being here today. Please live to see another tommorow. And if you don't, I hope we'll see each other again another day. Sweet dreams.
I hope you achieve everything you dream of
That was fucking beautiful what the hell
This made me cry. Thank you ❤️
Dammnnnnnn thiss issss beautifull.the way you described everything.i imagined everything in my head.its beautiful.thanku for sharing this💗
That’s was so beautiful, you sound like a lovely human and I’m wishing you the very best ❤
The world really goes silent when the one you loved most, the one you put everything into, the one you trusted the most, goes and turns on you as if you meant nothing.
This brought back some unpleasant memories
@@kayleecolwell6920 all they are , are just memories
@@snowinoutsidern3223 your right
The pain never really goes away. But you learn to be stronger, and overcome it. Everyone has scars. You're going to be okay, and things will get better.
i feel like everyone's perception of this playlist is different and beautiful in their own way, even the really sad ones.. mine is a interpretation of me with this person, we had barely exchanged a few words and never quite interested me before (1st semester) but now (2nd) i can see how they behave and speak about their passions. and i really think that they are so very interesting and profound, somehow my soul is desperate for them, yet extremely patient (sorry if i misspelled smthing im still learning english everyday) very grateful for this amazing artsy playlist♡
so, your the ophelia everyone is talking about
😄
It’s crazy isn’t it
omg, I’m living the exact same thing about them, but I do feel quite weird about it, because I don’t like feeling my feelings, everything is so overwhelming. this person is so intriguing to me, I just want to talk to them, and know more about them.
Why does this happen to the best of us... I am here experiencing the same as you so i send my hope for you
I feel an ache, a desire, a need, a homesickness. For a boy I’ve never met, never seen, never spoken to. Only dreamed of, only wanted, only loved in my mind and in my thoughts. But yet I miss us, I miss what we had, I miss him. I miss him more than anything… Edit: I’ve met one. He’s my boyfriend and I feel like he sees me. I’m so happy
i’m listening to this while reading “it ends with us” at <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="150">2:30</a> am it doesn’t get much better than this.
One of fav books have read It Starts with us?
@@nicolemunoztorres i reading it right now!
@@nicolemunoztorresI have!
The perfect playlist for the book honestly
I’m half way thru it and it’s so good
I miss him so much guys. He was the one who got away. How could I have been so naive into letting him walk out of my life like that.
I know how hard it is but you'll get better Macy, I promise.
So someone better can walk in. What is for you will not pass you. You have to let them go. Easier said than done but there you have it.
POV: You both sit on the couch as it rains outside. They are on their phone, as you drink from your mug. Silence fills the air, but it’s comfortable. Delicate sounds of the rain and lovely feelings. You grew up together in a relationship and in a bundle all of the different memories from summers flash one by one into a spiral of colourful feelings and ideas. You breathe. You are at peace. It’s okay now.
Could I use this scene for a book I’m writing? It’ll match perfect, but you don’t have to, of course! Not gonna pressure you! ❤
@@madi2830 Dont give up on your book!
@@madi2830 Go ahead!!
i used to do this with my best friend. happy times….
Yeah it's okay and comfortable now...
His smile. his heart. his humour. The way he looks at you. The way understands you. The way he’s always helping people. His smarts. His love. His eyes. His voice. His personality. His everything. But the thing is, he’s my best friend. If I tell him how I really feel I’ll probably lose the only sense of safety I have left. When I’m with him.
Same here, I already know he's never gonna like me back and a part of me wants to believe that seing him happy would be enough. Of course it's not, nights like these just remind me that I'll always go back to this pit, daydreaming about the life I could have had with him as I ignore it's lack of reality for the sake of feeling good, even if it is just for a short time
Same
Whenever I'm sad and hopeless, I always come back here to listen to this music and read comments from all of you. Thank you everyone for doing your best
Dark screen for any one that needs it . . ♡
This is what accepting it will never be the same and you can't do anything to change it feels like.
Don't let loss and the passage of time make you forget the bad bits too. Life is meant to be lived, not spent paused on a memory. You deserve to be happy x
dont give up keep living i belive in you
being in love feels like sunshine on a rainy day, like a hug you longed for but waited for the right person to give u a worthy and comforting hug. it feels like finally seeing that person you missed, like confiding in someone to listen to you express the feelings you bottled up. being in love is like coming inside from a cold winter storm to warm hot chocolate. being in love feels golden. being in love is like that sun kissed look on your face after a long day being in the sun. being in love is flower picking and choosing the finest sunflower. it’s like having a year long “good hair day”. it’s looking up at the sky and wishing on a shooting star. it’s finding the perfect sunset. it’s sleeping through the calming rain. it’s letting a butterfly land on you. like finding a ladybug when life is at its lowest. it’s a single four leaf clover in a field of grass. i’m so grateful to be loved by him and i’m so grateful im where im at today❤
i can’t wait to meet the person that thinks of me when they listen to playlists like this.
Things are quickly falling apart around me, but I deserve to rest, at least for a few hours
I’m so proud of you babes! I love you strange human 🥰😘❤️
I needed to hear that today
U do 🤍
Yet, I’m still curious if sometimes when the room is quiet and you’re all alone, does an image of me ever cross your mind?
reading the comments on this video, i realised that the human heart is a deep and emotional place. it’s not just something that loves or hurts, it’s a labyrinth. it’s a direct connection to everything that influences our lives. it’s a response to people who cause us immense gut-wrenching pain or the blissful peace we al crave. reading the comments on this video, i also realised that maybe i won’t ever have a love like romeo and juliet. and maybe that’s okay, and maybe it’s not. but at least i know i’m capable of loving someone so much it kills me. at least i know my heart is big enough for that. even if no one else has a heart big enough for me. and to the one person who clicked on “read more”, thankyou. and goodnight
Thankyou for writing this. Makes me feel like im not alone, and you may not believe me but makes me have hope.
@@lowkeyasiax9241 I’m so glad I could give you that, thankyou
your welcome im proud of all of you i love you as what ever you want i love you i will always do even if i die ill love you all always and ill alway be proud of yall all of you dont give up im saying this to all of you i care adout you guys so much and yes i might be a stranger but im not a killler im not those type of werid or hater or yk im so proud of you guys i love you even if you dont i love you
my heart belongs to him, nothing is as exciting, nothing is as fun. I imagine him with every thing i witness to be real. he exists in my reality more than i exist in it myself..
this reminds me of what growing up feels like idk why
same
Melancholy and a bit nostalgic
Have you ever felt like maybe , just maybe there is no one out there for you?
Yeah. But, you’ll find someone out there.
Yes. Because most of the people that I know that has the same age as me already have someone special with them and here I am busy fangirling and daydreaming of fictional characters. I also sometimes think that I'm not that "interesting person" since no one ever dared to you know make a connection or get to know me atleast lol idk.
when its right person but wrong time... ripping my heart
i don’t know him yet, but i know that he is on this planet somewhere. so until we find each other i will come back to listen to this every day. love is strange.
To everyone who sees this, I just want to say that I hope you have a great day, with your family, friends, partners, children, or if you are doing something fun yourself! If you haven't/had a good day, I can promise you that you will have a great day ahead! take care of yourselves❤️
Thnx fr the positivity 💙 Hv a gr8 day
@@blackpink_fan29 Thank you and take care
thank you so much this means alot to me
@@user-pt2yw2xh9n ❤️
I didn’t know I needed this playlist so bad until now
There was a boy I opened my heart to. I told him very personal things. I thought because we were getting close that I could trust him. We texted almost every night. But he lead me on. I told him how I felt about him but he said he couldn’t cause college was approaching and he didn’t want to drag me down. So we didn’t text after that. He never asked me about the things I was going through. When school started again and we saw each he cared less. I moved on until I started hanging out with some of his friends. We would sometimes be suck together and I just wanted to ignore him and act like he wasn’t there but he acted like everything was fine. He made small talk. He made me feel confused. I told one of my friends about us during the summer and she said that he called me crazy. It’s sucks because he was so kind to me, so caring. And yet so mean. I almost convinced myself that I was crazy. Then I realized there will be more boys in my life and I shouldn’t let this stupid one affect me. If you’re reading this and going through something, you will get through it, trust me. It may take a little while but you will make it. Don’t give up! Goodnight and I love you
me trying to fall asleep to peaceful music: hobby lobby ads: no.
i'm sorry that's happening! unfortunately i can not control the ads because i do not monetize this channel. so my only advice is to skip to the end of the video and then press replay! hope that helps :)
Pov :- you are having a bad day , you are in your sheets , it's a cold cold night , you can hear the clock ticking, you can hear your breath , the rise the fall , your room is empty but your mind is not , your head seems like the most crowded place to you at this point, you feel suffocated and you are searching for air in that empty empty room , but you lay there lifeless, silent , eyes open tears sliding down from side , no one hears you struggling no one helps you you clutch your blanket and your pillow making yourself smaller and smaller, so the warmth stays, so that the suffering lessen , defeated you close those eyes hoping to never open them again
Damn... I felt that
This is exactly how i feel rn 😭
Just wowww
I hope u r okay.. 👀😟
This is what loving a broken person feels like
i was scrolling through this comment section, trying to find something to relate to. i only found a few, so here it is. she is the most beautiful, hilarious, unhinged, compassionate, amazing person i’ve ever met. i cannot express how strongly i feel for her. words won’t do it justice. i love her. i love her with my whole heart. i’ve loved her for so long now. she is my favorite human. but the thing is, she’s my best friend. and i am so afraid of telling her how i feel. i’m so afraid of how it will affect our friendship if she doesn’t feel the same way. and i’m pretty sure she doesn’t. i will probably tell her eventually, just not right now. the timing isn’t right, for either of us. so, yeah. i know this wasn’t very long compared to some of the others, but if you made it this far, thank you for reading. you are an amazing human. take care. ❤️
hey mate, i dont comment often on these kind of videos or the other comments, but this is just creepy how some people can be in almost the exact situation. i have one girl in my live that has been my best friend for like 8 years now, but since 4 years ago i started developing feelings for her and i wanted to see her more often. the reason why ive got some hopes is because everything she does, says, and suggests feels like there is a deeper meaning behind it. and i believe she really likes me too, but more as a friend. ive wanted to tell her about my feelings for about a year now but everytime im about to tell her, that voice in the back of my head tells me: what if she doesnt like you the way you like her, and what if it ruins the friendship because it would be simply too awkward? im still planning on asking her, but it just needs time, and if the time is there, both of you will know and maybe, just maybe, you could be together as more than friends i hope ou come through this mate, as i said, give it some time, take it easy. maybe go to a movie together more often, take her out for dinner or lunch, go to the fair or have deep conversations if you both feel like it, and then, if the time is there, you WILL have the courage to tell her how you feel about her best of luck mate❤
you dont always have enough time to tell someone you love them. you will regret not telling her if something happens. do it at the right time, but not too late. best of luck to you, i hope you have an amazing life with her.
Same
Hi, I see your comment 5 months later, do you have some news about your relationship ? I hope it's good for you 😊
@@melvilprieur6927 no news… i decided it’s not worth risking our friendship to tell her how i feel
do you ever feel like your missing that one missing puzzle piece in your mind? your mindset is just in the wrong place, take a deep breath and focus on your mind... forget all of your worries and regrets in your life. ~take a shower, brush your teeth, brush your hair, clean your room..~ remember to take care of yourself.... and remember your enough and someone loves you so much that they would go through a million suns just for you.
A lot of people interpret this playlist differently some it reminds them of the past and the sadness it created, others like me listen to this playlist and it relaxes them. No one I’ve ever met love to listen to sad music unless they are very depressed. I love listening to the first song, it’s one of my top 5 songs and it brings me great comfort because it shows me the potential of our future together. Even if we haven’t meet yet. Good night everyone
aw good night to you too
i listen to playlists like this as well
POV :: you lay in bed. she's curled in your arms, breathing slowly as she sleeps. never has a moment been so perfect. so peaceful. breathing doesn't seem so hard anymore. not around her. she's like the key to the shackles on your heart and your lungs. your cheeks are peppered with her kisses, your brain swirling with her words. everything she does makes you feel better. that is how it should be. that, my friend, is love.
I’ve learned over time, life is meant to make memories with loved ones, but most importantly learning how to love yourself, and I’m here to tell you that you are great , pat your self on the back, tuff day I know, but your still breathing thats what makes you great. Love you
You’re beautiful 😢
I just feel safe right now It’s just so perfect to listen this and thinking about him, so calm
The comment seccion of this kind of videos is my safe place!, love to read stories about people finding their true love and stories about trying to found love, about healing, this brings to me so much calm and knowledge that I'm not the only one who is struggling, I wish everyone love, inner peace and I wish you to heal everyting that you're struggle with, I send you so much light
He's got the most beautiful green eyes, he has such cute little smirk. He's also brilliant I've never met anyone so smart. He's so shy and kind and flirty and just everything I want in a guy. He makes me so happy. He's so gentle and sweet.
his eyes his hair his lips his face his clothes his nose his personality his laugh his humor his religion his love his beautifulness his handsomeness his kindness his smile his affection god it’s just him he’s everything and he doesn’t even know it
your “best” won’t look the same everyday
this hurts the most when the guy you've been dreaming about will never love you the way you love him
I had a crush on this boy. At first i didn’t really cared about it, bcs it felt like a wave that just comes and goes. But as the time goes on i slowly got attracted to him. I learned about him one by one, and the time i knew that i really loved him was i looked into his eyes, and felt that the world stopped turning at that point, even though it was just a mere seconds. His eyes were so beautiful. I lost myself in them. Like golden hour brown, brown that shines like diamond and brown that you would see in the morning when sunlight comes through the woods and the branches then the whole forest would shine beautifully with that brown. I got a chance to sit next to him in class. I was over the moon. At first i couldn’t have a conversation, even a word wouldn’t come out of my mouth. That’s how nervous i was. Then we slowly cracked a few jokes, talked about his tattoos and talked about the way he always smells like cigarette. He would always sleep during class. And watching him sleep next to me felt somehow comfortable. Then he ended up with a girl from the other class. I didn’t get sad, bcs i kinda knew that this would happen. In other word, early from the start i fell in love with him knowing that he would never choose me back. Now that i look back at it, it was the purest one sided love i ever had. Every day i would get so excited just bcs of his eyes, every move he does makes me flutter and the every words that came out of his mouth was like a music to me. (excuse my english it’s really bad)
Your english was amazing, also this was really cute
Girllll u coulda confessed 👩🏻🦯
@@ashleyyy438 he was one of the popular kids in school so i thought if i confess to him he might tell his friends about me and make fun of me. But now that i think about it I should’ve just done it🤷🏻♀️
@@tergeld5645 it’s okay not to be okayyyyy …..don’t be pessimistic like what if he thinks ur nice ¿ what if he is interested in you ¿ what if he understands your feelingggggg ughhhh
He is my home. The ever so candid love of my life. The thought of his delicate face blooms a garden of butterflies in the pit of my stomach. His touch is felt with every singular nerve in my body. His voice smoothes and scratches that itch in my brain. Love is not big enough of a word to describe the way he makes me feel. No words can ever express how much he means to me. The mere thought of knowing I can never find a word big enough to describe the sea of love I have for him is a pain I can bear to love him all over again, each and every day. I thank my lucky stars every day that I have found a man like him. He cherishes me, heals me, cares for me, ignites me... what a lucky woman I am. To have and hold, on to this pure heart until I take my last breath. He is my everything and more. I tell him that he means the universe to me and with every star, planet, and galaxy I sincerely mean it.
And maybe, just maybe. When the time is right, the stars have aligned, the lessons have been learned, and we are finally the kind of people ready to take on this world together.. we can do it. We can keep each other warm again. Until then.. I'll love you forever. I hope I won't wait as long. ❤️
Me returning every night to listen to this. The touch of the rain in the background truly is everything as along with the music. It’s beautiful
hi
This reminds me of a time of my best friend’s sad story. So I had a friend named Sam and we were really close in Kindergarten to Highschool. In freshman year we were really nervous but we were ok after the first day. He was the funniest person and loyal like he was a brother. He soon got c0v1d and got stuck in the hospital , we called a ton because he was nervous about it. He soon got out fine and we continued the rest of the year carefully and smoothly, I made sure he was ok and that he didn’t feel sick or anything. One day his mother died and he started to go into a depression and we hanged out less but I kept coming over to comfort him about it. When we had her funeral he kept crying because his mother was so caring and sweet until she passed sadly.He was crying next to me and after that he has recovered but I still make sure he is ok.
i think everyone (including me) hopes Sam gets better
I hope so 2 ❤
Sometimes I feel like someone is waiting for me on the other side of some wall somewhere that I can’t reach, and sometimes, it kills me inside. That I can almost feel them, I’ve had dreams of them, known them, felt them curled up next to me, then have to realize they aren’t real.
Today I went on my roof and I layed down while hearing this I saw how pretty the world is I saw the stars light up my eyes the air cooling up my face and blowing on my hair I relized how beautiful the world is in that moment it was calming I knew it was over for now the stress felt all gone it was truly amazing -moonlight
Beautiful ❤️
Thank you ❤
I’m listening to the playlist at 5am. It brings relaxation and healing. The nature sound so magnificent while there is no other sound outside. You feel like you are side of this great world and actually never alone.
Him
awh nice poem it was sweet im just saying ya know :)
... idk why it took me back... me and my ex used to call each other that. he was the Romeo to my Juliet, well so we said
Wow this is just so damn beautiful…makes me wanna write a poem about my love
I cried, SO FRICKING HARD last night because of this playlist. There is a boy. I really like. Like really like. And he liked me back. We were both so happy for two months. Goind to theme parks. Hiking. Watching scary movies. And then it ended. He got deppressed. And his happniess disapered. And so did mine. I hate myself so much for it. That I let him go. But here we are once again. Broken.
♡ Elegancy is her touch Beautiful is her way Pretty is her hair Ocean deep is her eyes Calmness is her kiss Miracles is her way Blessings is her looks Enchanting is she spoke I love you to me I smiled in my dreams happily ♡
a little sad story for those scrolling the comments
This just happened to me today :)
The sound of rain...we both cuddling inside the warm duvet...my head on his chest...listening to his heartbeat..while he is gently caressing my hairs...silent sorround us...perfectly....escaping the harsh reality for sometime.... IN HIS EMBRACE✨ Aishhhhhhh...i should just go back to sleep
I’m crying to these songs while it actually rain outside
Same here ❤
My heart feels heavy
me: listening emotionally almost crying ad: "WITH A WEAK BLADDER-"
It's been two days since I completely locked myself inside the room and all I was doin was scrolling but your music help me and I can pray thank you! I turned off the light and get scared and turned again my thoughts are scary hope I'll be fine and anyone who is dealing with mental health I hope you get ok too 💌
Love you bro, thank you for sharing this story I know what ever your going through you will make it through and overcome this challenge. Remember whether you believe in God or not God has a purpose and goal for you he may take something out of your life or someone but just know that he has something much better planned for you. Love you bro I hope you hear from you again sending Love your way 😃
@@ScotishShibaninu thank you brother! Love you too well I do believe in God also I'm recovering not fully healed but in a process your message makes me feel good. Blessings ~
The feeling of someday losing them fearing all emotions yet hoping for every thought to turn into reality
everyone always rejects me or likes my friend. Why can’t I be loved for once? I’m always getting rejected I just want someone to love me. Is it that hard to be pretty? I don’t want to wear makeup and ruin my face but I also don’t want to look ugly and want to put make up on. I don’t understand
It’s never hard to be pretty. Society makes it seem hard because of the beauty standards. You’re beautiful inside and out and that’s the most beautiful in the world. You do what makes you happy. You’re still young, you have a whole life to find love and when you do I promise, all the rejections will fade away. You’ll find that one that makes you feel however you feel listening to this. If it makes you feel better, I love you so much, i may not know you, but my heart beats for you
you shouldn't have to look a certain way to be loved, you don't need to change yourself because you're perfect the way you are and if the people you loved can't see that then they didn't deserve you to begin with, don't cry over them 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶/p /pos /srs
today I told my best friend that I like her. SHE LIKES ME BACK!!!! After talking to her I opened yt and I got this in my recommended :')
As i listen to this i just keep thinking about my partner. My partner has been with me through really hard times and I'm so grateful for them. I would give them the world if i could but it feels like it wouldn't be enough to match how special they make me feel. Almost three years and I couldn't be happier. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with them.❤
How this melody can take uu to another world to a soft place while all what u want to feel is love and happiness, it makes uu feel like ur not in home u wanna run but this time to the home who is a person who's gonna treat u good and trynna give all the love that u need from the bottom of his/her heart. How we wish things, and how we cannot get them 😭😭💌
When you like them but know you will never tell them. When you remind yourself of your own insecurities and think you’re not good enough. When everything seems blurry and you just drift through one day after another, everything the same. When nothing seems to make sense anymore. When you start hating yourself. When it is raining outside and you are lying in bed, crying without a specific reason, just because. Just try to make yourself think that it gets better. Eventually that one person will appear in your life. At least that’s what everyone said right? I am not sure if it is true but hope dies last.
Listening to this when I’ve found the one is like a dream come true, the reality I wanted finally falling into place. Isn’t it crazy how things can become amazing in such little time? One moment ur all alone, desperately wanting someone and the next day they are standing right in front of you.
falling in love is such beautiful feeling but so painful at same time. Again i feel something for someone but constant fear that they will abounded me is there - that was in start, i always overthink everything and made those scenarios in my head but as time pass and i started to know them better, i realised how silly I was. sometimes is better to stop your brain and just enjoy moments in present and not thing "what will happened" or "what should happened" and i know that we aren't couple but just time spend together is enough for me and i tell myself so many times "don't rush things" - i will give all my time, a lot effort and in the end the whole me to that person because i cant lower her standards for me, i want that person to feel special as i feel when i am around them. we are both broken but we are each other switch for better - love alone can't fix some problems but it's there like motivation to take each other hand and together become better person. and maybe, you who is reading this, that person will just appeared in your life and rain will stop,sun will raise again and things will be better - problems don't disappeared but now you got energy to fight. as beautiful it is to fall in love, that much you need to love yourself first. i hope that you have beautiful life.
Imagine the point within a film were words can’t express how you feel, whatever it is that you're feeling. I feel as if I am in slow downward motion in the sky, like a falling angel, many thoughts going through my head and not being able to focus on one. The world around me has vanished and its just me, alone, and falling. To wonder if I'll ever be caught on earth or raised back to the heavens, this is my daydream. To be lost. To be free. To be completely and utterly alone.