I animated a short film for my "end-of high school" CAPSTONE! It's basically about a girl who despises herself with no means of motivation -inspired by my own crippling social anxiety:3 I couldn't think of a title so I just named it "CAPSTONE" and just went with it.
If you or your loved ones are struggling with anxiety and depression, please don't hesitate to seek help in anyway you can, even though it can be stressful at times.
If anything in this video spoke out to you, feel free so share your experiences and thoughts :)
Special thanks to the people who helped me and supported me through the process of making this :D
For those who don't know what CAPSTONE is, it is a project high school students are required to do before they graduate.
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- email: alycialo@gmail.com
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Keeping a lot to myself, because it is hard to find someone who understands. the worst kind of sad is not being able to explain why you are sad.
It can be explained its just hard to pinpoint We tend to just boil it down to the one word "depression" and call it day But each of our minds have a problem with a solution, we just have let ourselves live long enough to find it ❤
Yeah
it'll be okay...you're not the only one and others understand what you're going through:) It might just be melancholy or something else but it'll be okay. Sometimes people just need to hear that...that things will be okay even if they don't know why things aren't okay now...🫠
Yes you're right
This animation really touched my soul. It's amazing that there are so few likes, subscriptions and views. This robot is deeply underestimated
I apologize in advance if there is anything wrong here. I just wrote it through a translator
@@elisai._g6197 good idea on this comment
@@elisai._g6197 is death the only way outen.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death What is this reality we live in
@@heibk-2014 what do u mean?
@@heibk-2014 if you eat a piece of really good toast then maybe you can leave
END OF HIGH SCHOOL??? YOU SHOULD BE SLAPPING IT OUT IN COLLEGE FOR THIS LEVEL OF WORK, THIS IS BEAUTIFUL! LIKE WOW, AMAZING ANIMATION, COLORS, CONCEPTS AND EMOTIONS! SERIOUSLY, GREAT WORK! YOUR HARD WORK IS CLEARLY SHOWING! EASY A++++++ PUT THIS ON YO RESUME TOO! IT'S AWESOME!
They arnt really wrong
Agreed
I am not exactly very creative at deciphering the morals of short films... but when I saw her cry in her own arms it was something very unsettling for me.... I kept away my phone... had a good nap , and I think I get the point now..... Notifications show that there are people who are looking out for her , but the dead in her eyes while scrolling down is something I experience every now and then..... it is like she is mourning the loss of something ....she is grieving and she does not know that ..... but when finally she is able to call her attention to herself,(like i am looking for someone who can look at me , understand my pain , help me , is no one other than me ). all this is said we all know these and words , But actually seeing her mask fall 'before herself',.... actually see her crying/being comfortable in her own arms ....actually seeing her grieve properly around her own company , ...... all this is something i needed to see
Depressed, same alarm, familiar text tone, forgets to charge her phone, ignores lots of texts and self-help ads because they're spammed ... is this character me?
This was the best thing I have ever watched. Love the art style and how “ soft “ and “ happy” it is even tho it has a dark tone behind it . Amazing work! This really needs more likes!
Yeah, soft and happy, just like you 😂
@@Utterlyabeast this reply confused the hell outta me
@@needshug yeah, i bet you couldnt understand it
@@Utterlyabeast i have autism, so ur right i can't.
@@needshug what is autism, how do you describe it
I don't think it's the intended mood, but from the moment the character wakes up in this short animation, I felt an alarming sense of peace as the story progressed. Even as the mundane became a shell of fear and dread, it still felt oddly peaceful. Sure, we are given clues to the world around her. But right here, in this moment, alone, nothing else matters except the simplicity that life can be. There, in that simplicity, can we look inward and pull ourselves back to a grounded state. No, you aren't going to die, your scholastic and social pressures aren't going to doom you forever. You are simply alive, and that's what matters. When you realize this you can take one step at a time into life without fear, grounding yourself in that simplicity that is being here and now. And in realizing this; just because you trip and fall, you don't stop walking, you don't stop learning, and absolutely nothing is wrong with that. I hope you find that sense of peace if you haven't yet, thanks for sharing this animation, it's a very personal piece I'd imagine.
this is so beautiful and heartbreaking, i hope it gets the recognition it deserves. the scene at 4:23 is breathtaking. i hope things get better for the girl and that she is gentle with herself :')
Damn, you looking to go to an animation school? Because this is on par with most fourth year student shortfilms from places like Sheridan! Your secondary motion could use some work, but you are telling the story you, as a high school student, feel is important to put in the world. The fact that this shortfilm exists proves an extremely high mental maturity and perseverance beyond our temporal state, and I have absolutely no doubt you will go far. Be it in animation, or any other field you wish to enter.
This animation deserves so much attention! Your art style is so soft and calming. This is amazing work!
And she found out that It was only herself that she needed to feel better again. It started within urself.
Love the animation I took it as the girl ignoring her school and responsibilities in general by being tucked away on her phone. Although I can see how it might be a reference to school isolation instead as that can be just as toxic and self imposing. The alarm really gave me some serious ptsd from all the morning waking up for school to it.
i am absolutely blown away by this work of art the animation is smooth, the art style is soft, the colors are perfect not to mention the fact that this feels very relatable and validates how i feel :) extremely underrated i can’t wait till this blows up !!
May God bless and be with you and your household my friend! :)
i disagree, the artstyle is rough (as it was meant to be) and the animation slightly snappy.
This video is truly beautiful! Not many people will believe me when I say this, but I come out of a severely bad childhood & have been undergoing extensive therapy for MPD for many, many years & this is the best depiction I've ever seen of what fusion and inner healing is like. Great job! 👍
This is so good! :0 I absolutely love the animation, the static effects, and everything! You can feel the emotions they’re going through. Absolutely beautiful!
Beautiful animation!! The ending got me thinking that nowadays people spend so much time online in order to cope with their issues, but it usually only makes us feel worse. Spending time with loved ones and asking them for support is usually way more effective. Or just spending time with yourself without social media and recognizing your needs.
Oh, wow! This is incredible- I really love this. The comedic timing is on point, and the story and themes are really touching. Keep up the great work! And if this was you or someone you know.. I hope you or they are feeling better now, and that you get the help that you deserve, you wonderful people. 💛
You did a really great job at conveying an unfortunately widespread issue. The concision of this film really is phenomenal considering the message you are getting across and the power you achieve in doing so. I hope you keep animating, or do whatever you feel passion towards. Again, great job and you should be proud of yourself.
This really touches and speaks to my soul, especially right now when almost everything in my life seems so uncertain lately and I feel the overwhelming anxiety try to take hold of me. That scene near the end when she hugs herself reminds me that I should be gentler on myself and that I need to try and love myself more, especially when going through bouts of depression. It's hard to do so usually but I'm trying and little by little I think it's working. Thanks for making this beautiful animation. It's cathartic, in a way. 💕
I LOVE THIS!!!! I love your drawing style, the story, animation, EVERYTHING!! I also use Procreate and you’re one of the many people who inspire me to get into animation! I would so love to see animation shorts in this style too! I want you to know that everything will be okay and you are more than worth it ✨☺️
Thank you. I feel like this is a really good representation of how I view my depression and seeing someone who has the same feeling makes me feel that much less alone. So thank you, thank you so much.
i really love how you did no dialogue and minimal sound effects, it gives it a slow, thoughtful vibe. maybe you could try adding some ambiance/room sounds so the sound effects don’t sound too jarring and blend better with the background noise. idk if you’re planning on making more films or going to animation school but you’re already making impressive stuff!!!
seeing the text message at the end warmed my heart
Oh goodness 😭 Been particularly struggling with my MH the past year, and the struggle to work through them… is so exhausting 😞 With no (spoken) words, you’ve captured such feelings so intensely 🥺 5:07 specifically is when my tears started rolling. I hope for better days for you. Congrats in this amazing animation!
Hiii!! I love this so much! It is very simple but says a lot about the struggles of recognizing your own issues and reaching for help. I can relate to this so much from the character ignoring their issue to the little ace button in the closet
May God bless and be with you and your household my friend! :)
You managed to capture so much emotion in this film. Thank you for creating it. I can't wait to see what more you do in the animation world, telling these types of thought provoking stories.
That first part with the notifications is so relatable
This is truly amazing. It baffles me how creators like you get so little recognition.
that absence of sound just really helps that narrative of no motivation. Instills a sense of emptiness and loneliness. Like there should be something, just something to be the whitenoise in the background. And there is, it's just hidden and quiet.
This is so cool. There’s so much detail put into every single frame! Super glad I got to see this.
They really need some ad blocker ngl (What a beautiful animation
This deserves so much more attention :0 Amazing colors, and designs. I love the touching storytelling that... i can relate to more than I'd like to admit but also the short moments of humor you put in. Really great job!
Self love is super important. As is letting those around you know they are loved. We all need support... especially in hard times.
This is great work. It takes guts to make a story about your own struggles when you plan to show to others. Good job to you, and good luck.
I understand her on a personal level. Especially when she hesitates to comfort the "anonymous person"
This animation is really well put together and the storyline is very engaging. The girl honestly really spoke to me and her struggles were portrayed so frickin accurately it is such a chef's kiss.
I loved it! Something I see all too often in myself. Thank you for making this. I feel that you made alot of people feel heard about anxiety.
You made this in high school? Skills.
this is very awesome but underrated and deserves more attention!!
I have subscribed, because I hope I will see more films of this quality and deepness. Thank you very much. It was inspiring and desperately sad at the same time.
That was beautiful. I hope you make more in the future, but even if not I'm glad you put this one out into the world.
wow, this is so wonderful! so much sense in such a short time, it's just a miracle, the whole world should see it
Relatable. Facing oneself is very hard. That moment where she ignores the messages from someone trying to hang out is so relatable. Depression sucks but this is a great film! It shows that it is important to love oneself hence the moment where she hugged herself.
I wish I had people trying to hang out with me
It's .. oddly peacful but brings out a huricane inside my soul. I guess thanks to your animation I understand my feelings a bit more, it's wonderfull .. Thank you so much :3 hope you're better now a days.
This is seriously amazing. From the art style to the sound design, well done
i dont have a super bad self despice, more just social anxiety that goes away with a person when i get to know them better (or pretty much im just a shy teenager)
This is pure ART! This topic is so deep and important, every one of us may have something that requires more care, that we are giving... And even tho we can ignore ourselves, those parts will still find their ways to send clues of "help me!" message... I just LOVE how you showed stages of self - ignorance, and then self - acceptance... First, we are tired and frustrated, ignoring our needs and friends, all the help that is given to us... "No, I don't need that!" - we may say. At one point, there's clear sign appears, that we should change - we can see it, it haunts us everywhere more and more, and finally leads to breakdown... That's where the big change starts. The beginning of self - integration, self - honesty! Self love. I wish everyone - and You, the person who reads that - to find love and peace with their inner child ❤It is worth it!
WOWOWOW. This has just enough bittersweetness to make someone cry, and it‘s just so beautifully tied together. This is really incredible
thank you, amazing work and great meaning behind it, it's good to express yourself into your work and also its great that you help others, take care!
This animation is so cute and cool and really touches on the fact that sometimes you just need a hug or someone to comfort you. It's amazing how many amazing things can be packed into just five minutes.
Great job for a first animation! Really liked the color palette you chose.
@Manic Pixie this exactly. The comment is so backhanded…
dayum, kinda relatable, great job with the animation, you deserve way more recognition.
It's always so hard to visualise struggles with mental health but you've done a fantastic job of it!!
There's a lot of subtext! This is a meaningful and original-taken project and I'm glad it's getting a lot of praise! Keep working with whatever style fits you because I'd love to watch more of your projects
THIS IS GORGEOUS!! Please keep animating :D)))
Beautiful animation!! Wonderful storytelling and lovely art. Thanks for making it! Also, is that an ace pin I spy?? :D edit: wow you made this just at the end of high school? I would never have guessed!! I thought you'd be a uni student at least for how skillfully this was made. You're gonna go far my dude!
Being alone isn't always so great.
It's nice that she got back to her friend after realizing she needed help. 5:13
What a beautiful work of art, I like how it's not too overly explained, it kind of makes you think about it
Moving content, and beautifully paced. I hope you keep expressing yourself in whatever medium you choose.
This is so well done. And that opening shot is so pretty
Hi I have 2 chronic anxiety disorders and a depressive disorder among other mental health problems and I think this film is a really accurate portrayal of the feeling of waking up in the morning to a world you don’t see the point of living in :) I’m medicated for all that now and feel usually a lot better but this managed to evoke that feeling in me after all my time in treatment so good job /gen
Commenting here so that this masterpiece gets the recognition it deserves. Loved every single detail in this short.
This popped up on my recommendations. Great job! I love all the colors and style. Keep up the good work. You won a subscription. 🙂
I really like this animation style and was a great video! Keep up the great work!
oh my god this is so good. help how did you i have to pause it eveyr five seconds to scream a the quality. i think i'm in love with you
Ur animation really beautiful and I really loved the idea of the capstone, it's creativity♡
I like the art style. Hope u make more animation in the future. Happy new year!
I really like the animation and the story behind this! Keep up the great work! Thanks for sharing
This was a relatable story, The sound mixing is really jarring and the animation was really pretty
wow this must have took a lot of work really good job. and in color too. I really liked that glowing effect
it is important to bring light to issues such as self-love. congratulations on the short!
We are told that ..... Man can be his own best friend Or his own worst enemy. It either this or that, depending on how well we treat our ownselves.
Love it, the complicated art of ones life when they’re alone and everything going on inside their head is exactly my kind of storytelling :) hope you’re feeling alright and I’ll be waiting for your other projects. If u want someone to make you background songs I’d be happy to help
I had to do an animation for Capstone in high school as well and I've just gotta say your art style and animation is just....wow..It's phenomenal! Keep it up! You are really good! Beautiful art and meaning!
Aww this is so good! Got me a bit teary eyed🥲
I liked the art and the flow. Keep it up and you will have a good shot at animating something on a bigger project. Goodluck random person
amazing work, hard efforts have been put here. much love and respect
This is generally such a beautiful animation, Even though we didn't get much dialog I still Could understand The amazing Storyline
500 subs HOW? i really thought something this good would be from a channel with at least a million subs ,this is insane keep it up i really hope all the effort u put into it pays off bec it is really good
The phone notification "Great! See you soon!" Is so touching 💕✨
Everything looked so nice, the color to your animations are very great!
I'm a med student & I can relate to it. Sometimes all you need is a hug🤗. Only you can help yourself.
this needs to be seen by a big youtuber so they give this video the big push it deserves.
Beautiful animation ❤ I love the flow and movement when pulling the ribbon and butterflies appear
Это очень красиво и вызывает эмоциональный отклик. Спасибо вам за вашу работу ❤
this is beautiful, definitely teared up.
This is so pretty, I hope you're getting better now
It this is the kind of content your making in high school, then I'm certain you'll go very far over the next couple of years.
I can relate to this. Thank you for showing others, how I feel.
Somewhere in time.... It's me...
This is really cool and unique. Very nice job. Keep it up. I know animation is not easy and extremely time consuming.
May God bless and be with you and your household my friend! :)
@@goteamslugs Thank you and I really appreciate it. God bless you as well. :)
@@infinitesurge9641 My pleasure! Thanks buddy! Much appreciated! Have a nice day! ^u^
Grat job animating this i know it probably takes a LOT ❤ 🎉
The shaky lines on the character is such an amazing detail, good job.
this is what I'm currently doing. healing and forgiving my inner child .
This deserves more attention. Amazing animation.
Finding yourself and becoming whole again. Love this concept. Thanks for sharing.
Wow, this is amazing. I found an animation that relates to me, you sit behind a screen and hide how you really feel, unable to tell anyone how you feel because your afraid no one will understand. Ive lost all of my friends, except for one who doesnt even text me much. Im afraid to even talk to them, what if i make a mistake, what if they want to leave me too, ill have no one else. Find the source, find your problem, and dont be afraid to seek help like i do, tell someone, anyone that could be of help.
Hey Coffteaa... this is absolutely OUTSTANDING anD BEAUTIFUL work!!! So touching and so fantastically animated! You say your in HighSchool? Man, keep this up!!! You and your work are going to go places! This is glorious!
BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!💙💙💙💙