“Dynamo Is Dead!” The Heartbreaking True Story Of Why Dynamo Vanished For Years!
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00:00 Intro
3:20 When I Was a Child, My Dad Went to Prison.
6:43 My Dad Asked Me to Engage in Illegal Activities.
13:31 I Hated School; I Was Bullied.
17:43 Magic Was My Escape and My Way of Belonging.
21:23 How Crohn's Disease Changed My Life.
26:28 Becoming a World-Famous Magician.
30:30 I Was So Ill That I Was Vomiting Blood.
35:34 I Didn’t Know What to Do with My Life.
41:09 Self-Harming.
44:53 Hitting Rock Bottom.
46:32 I Tried to End My Life.
51:52 My Loved Ones Saved Me.
54:36 Legal Disputes.
58:38 Are You Still Dynamo?
1:04:51 Therapy Sessions.
1:06:25 Coping Mechanisms.
1:12:01 My Mum’s Toxic Relationships and My Resentment Towards Her.
1:18:21 Your New TV Show and Returning to Magic.
01:27:40 Magic Tricks.
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Thank you so much for having that wonderful man in your show! Most of the time I like the people and subjects you choose, but I've always had particular, even fatherly feelings for Dynamo (I'm 65) and would have been really proud if he were my son. It must have been my subconscious that felt he was missing something. After seeing the show, I got the whole picture.
Oh man! that was a tough and great episode.
My eldest was obsessed with Dynamo and after I asked what he wanted for his 16th, he said “Dynamo to come to our house” I managed to find Dynamos agent and he agreed to come to our home. He stayed for ages and was such a beautiful young man, performing right in front of my son and his friends, amazing magic. We were allowed to video close up and we still have the tapes. That was 2006. Steven/Dynamo, you still have that exact same charisma and we all wish you every success for the future. You have a beautiful and magical aura 🙌🏽🤗
What a lovely story. Thank you for sharing.
Oh wow that's amazing ❤
Yo that’s fuckin siiiiick. So cool you sorted that too. Good on ya. Great parent.
That is an epic story!
Absolutely here's to a great comeback and future.
I remember when Dynamo first appeared on TV, and thinking he was extremely humble for someone so talented. I wish him health and happiness for the future.
Hi I think you have gone through more than most, And my opinion is that you are suffering more from loss Than anything else, loss of your childhood,your father Loss of the ability to do the things you used to do,due to your illness Loss of the bond with your mother,the list goes on Think understanding things that have affected you the most Is the first step towards getting through the crap I hope all goes well for the future
The most humble and inspirational person I've ever seen (on tv and KZhead) 💖
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Sitting alone in your bedroom practicing slide of hand for thousands of hours isn't talent. It's a longing for attention motivated by loneliness. "Magicians" perform carrying pity on their shoulders, and this was never more apparent than with this guy.
@@michaelc3977 There's an element of deceit in there as well. You're literally tricking people into believing something that's untrue, for personal gain. It's sneaky at best, and has its roots in the old pick-pocketing days.
Thanks for being yourself. I moved to London about 11 years ago. I always hoped to meet you on a street performing some magic like in one of your series. Last year, in one of the most unexpected times for me and most unexpected place, while walking out on a street outside my house, you saw me wearing a Dynamo sweater I bought during your tour years ago, and you stopped me and smiled at me. You pulled over your car, came off and showed yourself like the most humble human being I ever met. It was one of the most amazing times in my life. I could barely say something to you so I was shocked while shacking your hands. Please stay strong! You let us dream everyday! Thanks for sharing your story. ❤
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Wow!!! 🥰🥰🥰🙏
Dynamo. I hope you find Jesus Christ. He's the only one that can heal your brokenness and pain. Literally. Jesus Christ made you beautiful and whole. Your purpose and everyone else is to have a relationship with him. That's why we are in existence. Not everyone accepts I know. But believe me, he is the way, the truth and the life. He will give you his peace, he can set u free from anything. Don't give up! Praying for you, bless you🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@@traceycharles4910did you not hear anything he said? Man, fuck jesus
"I didnt feel like my life was worth sharing". Yet this might be the most important talk you have ever shared.
I felt that when I had a breakdown, I was almost catatonic and couldn't speak my brain had shut down. My Dad told me after my recovery that at the time he thought I was on drugs?! Because I was so zombie-like and my eyes seemed dead. x
He sounds like he's broken he's totally lost and in a very bad place. Maybe he sold his soul to the devil to be a great magician and now he's in a very bad place he needs to repent ASAP and ask jesus to forgive him and ask God to accept him. He's suicidal obviously and lost he needs to repent and beg for jesus to forgive him. This man is in a very very bad way
Yes fully agree.. ❤
This is your best guest ever, he’s so humble in the best, dignified way, he’s so courageous only partially aware of his talents. This is the best I’ve seen from you too, very sensitive, respectful and genuine. He has been so hurt; the world needs people like this who speak from the heart. I really like the way he sees and experiences magic in the world and in every day relationships.
You couldn't of worded this more perfectly! 👍
You mean Cup haircut !! 😀
When I first saw your act, I just wanted to be like you. So be proud of who you are and what you've achieved.
You could also pass your knowledge and wisdom to the younger generation by teaching them what you know, someone like you is a plus to the world and can not go to waste.
@@nd5550 Your name ?
Listening to him talk about his childhood and upbringing was tough man. Can’t stand bullies, make me sick. What a resilient man.
I hate bullying & narcissists who bully!
@@florence1395100% agree add child rapists, rapists and hate crimes to that list.
Totally agree. I wonder how much of the bullying and infliction he endured in his abdomen brought on the Chron's disease.
@@dianekeogh the stress could have triggered Crohn's, but auto-immune diseases are complex at best. I lost my wife to internal haemorrhaging caused by long term effects of Crohn's Disease in 2011 and our middle daughter was diagnosed with Crohn's on her 16th birthday, eight weeks later.
@Gazpal that's tough buddy. Sorry to hear that you and yours are going through the ringer @ the moment
What a beautiful soul. My heart hurt when he said he was thrown into the pool as a boy by the cruelty of bullies. Thank God there was one good boy who helped him. Bullies are weak cowards. Also, this shines a light on the importance of kids having Granparents in their lives. I send you many many blessings Steve and renewed health. May peace, happiness and laughter fill your beautiful heart and soul. ❤
My son is a magician & his inspiration was you. He hated school & he became self taught & you are his hero.
💜💫😘 That’ll make his day that he also inspired someone else! What an amazing guy to have overcome so much and stayed so humble! Anyone can make babies It takes a real man (or woman) to be there for their children to teach their children right from wrong & be a proper parent! Dynamo shows how he chose the path less travelled became an honest man and survived against the odds! ❤️🩹
Is your son involved in the Occult?
I hope he knows it wasn't just his magic that made him brilliant to watch, but it was his personality that sets him apart from the rest. I used to love the parts of his TV shows where he was just talking about the places he was in. He is so laid back and down to earth. I could listen to him talk for hours. I'm sure if he made a YT channel he would be incredibly popular.
I agree. I always liked how ordinary and down to earth he is. It was obvious that it never even occurred to him to be in the least bit fake and I love that about him. He is who he is - accept him or not. He’s good at magic and he’s good at impressing ordinary people because he is one with an amazing talent.
💯 agree
Yeah, he was like David blaine but not a bellend 😅
@@badgoat666 🤣🤣🤣
@@badgoat666 You have such a poetic way of saying things. I commend you. 😂😂😂
It's not the tricks that make him a great entertainer/magician but his personality, and that cannot be faked. A true star.
I met dynamo once at a funeral of a friend of mine. He was a mutual friend, I was starstruck tbh when I seen him at the same little house in Moseley, Birmingham. But he was so down to earth, we shared stories about our friend who sadly passed too young. What a bloke he is
He's just another FAKE ass person !
The younger Steven was respected for his magic & amazing talents BEFORE an onlooker said “this guy’s a dynamo”(it was only from that point he took on the name Dynamo professionally). We value him and support him with or without the stage name. He is a genuine, outstanding person. I have always admired him and as a lady from Yorkshire I feel very proud to know he is a Yorkshire-man
He's been through so much, I can see the pain behind his eyes. I just want to give him a hug.
love being spread from South Africa.
most of us never gain anything worth losing in the first place the crappy parts of his life are what most of us live for our whole life and call normal. i’m so tired of celebrities crying
The 2020s haven’t been kind to *ANYONE!* 😭
This lad is not bullshitting, he speaks the whole truth and we are proud of him. I remember him as that kid and that kid came across all kinds of adversity, he worked his way out of it, he faced every challenge all the way to the top. I knew his dad from back then, not as a friend but as a figure that was always looking for money or ways to make easy money instead of getting a job, he never came across as a bad, evil, violent person because he was well liked but he wasn't to be trusted and a front to get what he wanted, he was weak and lazy. I didn't know about the abuse to his mum N. It was sad to know that he only wanted to reunite with his son for alternative reasons other than to be proud of him. I used to see him hanging around the city square before he died and he was the same as he always was, a chancer and a shit father, luckily Stephen he had a great family behind him. I'm sad that Stephen felt the need to end his life because of the things that happened later on in his career and health but he really is a strong minded man that has gone on to inspire thousands of people, he is a lovely guy. All the very best to him, hope to see you some time. Welcome back.
This is not truth! You will only find truth in Jesus Christ King of all kings and Lord of all lords. Seek him today and live.
@@stephenchannon2138 Let me know when he turns up. 2023 years late.
@@stephenchannon2138 yes, Jesus is the Way and the Truth, but c’mon man, get a grip and declare it appropriately. Of course this man’s story is his truth, and by the sounds of it he’s been to hell and back - by grace of God he will be healed. Declare Jesus all day long if it makes you feel better, but be wise and gentle.
well put thank you @@Mintychops
facking hell why always bring jesus into this. Do you see you disregard the whole message he's sharing. This shit makes me so angry. This indoctrinated pushy religious talk all the time. @@stephenchannon2138
For all his very personal and tragic health problems he is a fantastic entertainer with a great gift. I wish him all the very best with his recovery.
As a girl born and raised in Bradford I can really understand a lot of what Steven says. I was bullied so much by people bigger than me, I loved school and learning but was called out for being a know it all, my friends were targeted too and at times the teachers had to drop me off home after school because of how bad it was. The estates in Bradford were full of criminals and was hard to go out without being drawn to it, thankfully my Dad got me and my brother out of there when I was 15 and now we've grown up and have great lives. Cant say the same for the bullies and a lot of the others who got involved in bad stuff but you become who you hang around with. Be proud of yourself Steven xxx
Dynamo isn’t just a magician who entertains he’s a magician who touches hearts too. I applaud him for giving such a relatable raw version of himself in order to help others
Mr Khan is truly a great person from inside .
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@@jameskps Wank ... In what way ?
@@91099Babarit was probably a command and not an insult.
@@iainfraser7588 WANK ... a command 😖 Whao !! Where did you get this command from & where does it use on ?
My am I the only one crying my eyes out? Had no idea he faced so many tough challenges. So humble and honest
We LOVE Dynamo / Stephen in our house. My son was incredibly bullied from the moment he started school to present day (he is now a strapping 6 foot 17 year old) Together we lost our selves in the world of Harry Potter and from there watching Dynamo was like a security blanket for him. He has a huge poster of Stephens face which is made up of positive words on his wall which Stephen signed. Stay strong Stephen and we send huge hugs for your continued quest to feel better in your own skin Much love x
Turn to Jesus Christ.
You have millions of people, who love you, around you right now mate. You are part of all our families. You are not broken, you are a guy who's used his resilience and genius, to get through life. I'm so happy, you're able to talk about this and how open you've been about it, all through your televised career. You're the stuff made of magic, not just the amazing work you do, Steven. Wishing you the best of everything.
Really nice comment, man. 👍👍
"Millions" is a bit exaggerated, right?
@@gaemover65221.8 million views am from i small country in Malawi and a lot of us know & love him so safe to say millions
I hope the “people” who bullied him get to see this and that they have the ability to reflect on their actions.
Great vid. I always loved Dynamo. My favourite magician ever. I wondered why we hadn't seen him about in recent years. Sad that this happened, glad he managed to pull through and do this interview. A man I would certainly love to meet and have a deep conversation with. You can't get a shitter start in life than being born in Bradford! 😂 Seriously tho, much love to Dynamo!!!! ❤ And Bradford! God help you all.. Merry Christmas 🎄
The sad facts are bullies are usually from abusive homes.
I thought this but I was also thinking the same for his mum’s past boyfriends….hope they’re ashamed of themselves
Spent most of his teenage and adult life trying to impress his amazing illusions/magic on whoever was there viewing on TV , internet or actually live and on site. Sadly he isn't rated in top ten , but if I could have a choice of who I want to see , it would be Steven or David blain , both utterly incredible. Ps the legal rights of your stage name to me is just bolox . Call yourself super dynamo or wally from Bradford wouldn't make a blind difference to myself and all your genuine fans and admirers. Long, long shall you carry on amazing people with unbelievable illusions , god bless you.
Every single bully should take the same from this story as his bullies. And i think people should be more aware of the trauma children and also adults today are going through and how this is impacting them in not only the short term but also how this can affect their future also.
I think this is the most impactful episode I’ve listened to. What an incredibly brave man. I’m glad he’s still with us ❤
Me too ❤
Same here, wat an inspiration he is too! 💖
Gosh my heart goes out to him, I understand him, personally through my experiences. Bless him, I wish him healing ❤️🩹 & strength & love.
Indeed it is, I knew about his health issues however I didn't know he'd had so much pain in his life and all the stuff that contributed to it!😔, he's a lovely guy though and he brings joy to many with his talent, may he heal and carry on bringing that joy to us all!🙂💜✌️
What is really special about Dynamo is that his stage presence is so low key and subtle, which is the opposite of the magicians with all the usual showbiz distractions and pizazz. He walks away leaving people gasping with disbelief and it’s all very unique and mind boggling. I’m sorry he’s been through so much in life and that he had got to that dark hopeless stage but I hope that he focusses on creating a kinder regard for himself and his accomplishments and a loving perspective towards his past suffering.
Yes, love the way he walks away casually after blowing people’s minds, gone in a flash?!! 💥 💥 Absolute Utter Genius 🥰👊🙏
one of the most open, raw, sensitive interviews I've seen on the channel. thanks so much to Steven Frayne for sharing his life.
I was always a big fan of Dynamo - and still am. I hope he reads all these lovely comments and understands quite how respected and loved he is.
Dynamo is such a class guy. Have even more respect for him after this interview. The real magic here is his brutal honesty and vulnerability. Lovely guy. I really hope he reads some of the comments here and see how much he's truly loved ❤
He really ISN'T !
@@gertjanvandermeij4265Were you one of those that were bullying him as a child?
WHAT BEAUTIFUL AND BRILLIANT INTERVIEW ,HE'S SO NICE I JUST WISH HIM ALL THE BEST.
What a gentle, articulate man and a fascinating interview. Wishing him a happy life from here on
"She loves you, doesn't she?" "yeah..." The tone of voice, the smile and the emotion in his answer spoke millions.
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Time stamp 52:48 :)
I bet the money helps right?
There's always one cynical idiot @@vickijo2343
He already said he doesn't have any.@@vickijo2343
It's crazy to me how this troubled and bullied boy that thought so little of himself was actively one of my idols growing up. I remember doing magic tricks at school to impress everyone and even learning how to do the 'dynamo shuffle' It sucks that Steven never really got to see this side of things and how much influence and impact he had on the lives on young ones back in the day. He surely never deserved the treatment he received from his late father and his peers growing up, not to mention his health condition. Keep your head up, Steven.
I hope Steven reads these comments. I used to spend hrs fascinated watching his videos. Horrible to realise he has suffered so much . Hope things will be better now he knows how much he is loved and has good therapy.
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What a base guy. I tend to find that most people who have had it tough early in life, usually turn out to be the better people later on. Wishing him all the very best for the future. He`s a good man. x
On the contrary, the vast majority of people in prison had poor upbringings. I see your point though, those who survive their bad childhoods and better themselves, transform into incredible humans.
man spürt eine tiefe tiefe Traurigkeit, einen Schmerz. ich kenne niemanden, der so authentisch, so ehrlich ist wie er. ich wünschte es gäbe mehr menschen, die diese eigenschaft besitzen. Ich wünsche ihm Liebe, ganz viel Kraft und schenke ihm ein wenig von meinem Glück für sein Leben ❤
So much respect to this man for being so brave and honest about his mental health. He is helping many people
Great to see this interview. Dynamo was the one who inspired me to become a magician and ultimately build my KZhead channel!
Stay away from black magic kids, Islamically even trickery like card tricks is a form of magic. Suicide is from the devil and when you do stuff like black magic you are with the devil and thus become depressed suicidal all sorts. Stay with your lord the creator of the heavens and the earth. This is merely tricks taught my the devil and spells. With many dark sacrifices and evil to get more tricks and spells.
That in itself is super inspirational, thanks for sharing this 👍
In 2017 his progressed Sun squared his natal Saturn. Low point, Google it. Compare with Elon Musk at his lowest point in 2008, when his progressed Sun conjuncted his natal Saturn. Time to learn some real magic mate.
When will you be successful like dynamo?
@@DaleSteelhe's got 1.2M followers . What do you think?
This guy is so humble and real! I love him , always have. You showed em DYNAMO 👏 💯 👌 🙌
It's so sad and unnerving that this is still going on in schools, it just shows how school is still failing on all levels. RIP Dynamo you just need to be the Phoenix rising from the ashes🥰 i hope you can find some resolve with the love of your wife and close friends😇🙏
I haven’t yet finished the episode and I’m so profoundly moved. He says he’s only really good at magic…. Yet he has a wife who loves him. Hes eloquent and resilient and brave in his vulnerability in a way that is so effing powerful actually. While he may feel one way in his body and I empathise and never want to invalidate that experience, right now how he’s expressing himself is big, powerful, charismatic and inspiring. He’s still a wielder of magic to have come through that darkness and hold a candle for others to see. What a badass.
@user-fd7ju5sb6b NO ACTUALLY YOU DO. Sadly there's some nasty people in this world & seems like you are one of them. What a shame you haven't got it in you to be nice. I think thats sad😠 😡 🙏
@@Gypsygal23 I said……… …. He needs to man up.
@user-fd7ju5sb6b Yes I read that the first time perfectly well thanks..again repeat I replied No you do. Cus not a nice thing to say to anyone who is struggling. Now I'm saying GO AWAY BYE 👋
I hope he knows how much value he brings to the world by just being such a nice, gentle, honest and humble guy. The magic is just a bonus for us all. Ace interview both.
how can he be shown that he is of any value when no one sends any funds????????
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I'm so glad that you didn't end it. So sorry to hear all that agony you had to go through. Please do continue to take care of yourself. Dynamo we all love you so very much and thank you so much for all the great times you entertained us❤❤❤
I totally feel your pain Steven... & it's a pleasure to get to know you better through this conversation. You are a Top Guy, never forget Brother... When you can. There is nothing you can't do even when debilitated. One of the worst things is being mentally & physically debilitated. I know this 'place' as you do, one just has to let it pass until one is in that place in the mind, where you can 'create'... Wishing you well fella... ❤✌🙏
I literally grew up being OBSESSED with Dynamo
I taught the kid everything he knows man ..I hypnotised him to get better about 6 months ago..I will now watch me right pal
Same man same
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Healthy obsession imho.
I don’t know if anyone will see this but i met Dynamo in 2019 at a magic/ cardistry convention in London. Literally the nicest, most down to earth human being. We were chatting with a few mates and we all went out to Nando’s and that day i didn’t have any money on me (or my card wasn’t working or something) and he bought me a bowl of chips and a drink. Wow, certainly made my year and took my confidence right up. To know this was what he was going through then, just WOW!
I first saw Dynamo at Leeds university 18 years ago performing at a DJ Yoda gig. He signed a card for me and was the most sincere and lovely guy. I watched his stardom grow from afar and was super proud to watch a fellow (west) Yorkshireman soar to the heights he did. Big love Dynamo. Stu from Leeds
I have seen Dynamo many years ago and lost him on the way so to speak. So many things happening in the world that kept me from following him but today I saw a program of an magician and came to think about Dynamo. I found this video and I am so grateful to have done that. My God he is so genuine and so in total loss of ego and this talk you had was so outstanding and beautiful that I could have listened to you for ever. His charisma is so wonderful and his seriousness is so incredibly beautiful. And you are the perfect man to interview him. So I couldn't tear myself away from your conversation and it's been so rewarding to hear him and your reverence and the respect you had for him is so nice to see. You are a great man This I will never forget! I wil keep it in my heart and think of it as a gift from the Universe for us all. I'm a subscriber now and will spread this beautiful video to my friends. God bless you both. ❤🙏
As a Scotsman that's battled severe depression through bereavement, I turned to cocaine and alcahol to compensate for my loss...This really resonated with me and I found it to be completely heartbreaking. He's such a humble, well mannered, grounded and talented wee gentleman.. I honestly hope he's on the ascension again (excuse the pun).. What an amazing, person.. I wish him all the love and respect in the world!! 🏴🇬🇧❤️
I agree, bereavement was a real trigger for me as well. I couldn't cope with watching my father die, it was too big for my head to deal with. On my drive to see him everyday after work the anxiety built to a physical pain. The only way to get back to sanity was drinking & drugs. I'm sure that sounds crazy to some people but it made sense to me at the time. I repeated the same day for months, anticipating & waiting for death. It did however give me lots of empathy for strangers as you just never know what someone is going through but yet still going about their 'normal' life
I hope you're doing OK now. I suffer from chronic pain and EVERYTHING is difficult and painful and twice as hard and exhausting for me to do as it is for others. The natural consequence of this, for me, has been isolation and depression so, l understand how hard it can be.
@@sarahcashmore6736Same for you too Sarah, l hope you're doing better too. Losing a dad is hard and watching a loved one die is awful. Hugs.
@nikiTricoteuse I've chronic back pain, pal..Knackered bottom of my spine playing I've hockey years ago...And I totally get it, when I'm basically incapacitated, it really gets me down.. Keep your head up, pal. ❤️
@sarahcashmore6736 Sorry for late reply, pal. Yeah I understand your pain.. losing a loved one is hard enough, but when the person in question is a parent or sibling, someone close, it leaves a wee hole In your heart. Keep your head up, make him proud, and remember, if you ever fall off the bandwagon, it doesn't make you a shitty person.. We are all human and we are all complex primates.. Much love, pal. Have a great Xmas when it comes ❤️
I cried so many times in this interview, the childhood, the school feeling, fear of failure. I am glad I know you STEVE. I wish you the very best.
Dynamo represents a lot of people in society and I feel a connection to this man. Thank you for. Sharing yourself and your story Stephen ❤
My heart goes out to you regarding bullying. I hated going school for same reason You are very precious and loved by many. Through you going through you will help many others Thank you for sharing your journey
As a counsellor/therapist I’ve heard lots of sad stories but this really got me. I’m so glad he found a strong role model in his grandfather. If he hasn’t already I hope Steven finds a great therapist to help him heal his inner child. I have seen my clients completely transform after these sessions. ❤
It breaks my heart that someone as genuinely amazing as Steven/Dynamo can suffer the way he has. Health, peace and happiness to him ❤
Same here, i cried throughout this entire video, he is such an inspiration 💖
Dynamo should write a book 📖 on his life. He would inspire everyone else and to indeed show that no-one is perfect!
I sometimes struggle to watch these podcasts to the end, they are always great but I'm so busy and possibly my ADHD lets me get distracted but this one was so compelling. Dynamo is such a great person. What an enormous amount he's had to deal with through his whole life, its incredible that he's come through it all. I'm sure he feels that he's still not through it and never will be but he is an absolute warrior.
an amazing magician who is currently dealing with so much on a personal level is heartbreaking, you have given so much of yourself to the world, & all we can do is say how much it hurts us to see you in so much grief. You are and forever a blessing to all your fans world wide, your not alone, dont ever think you are alone.
There's a lot in there that he's not able to talk about because it's so painful. But he's doing brilliantly to talk at all about such painful stuff. God bless you Dynamo.
I can’t imagine what a little darling Steven must have been when he was a kid. The thought of him getting bullied like that is so sad.. all while having no dad around. I wish him all the best in his life ❤
Hes been through so much personal trauma with his home life being disruptive, racism bullying beatings and the on top of that crohns disease and yet still had the self belief and confidence to make such a massive success of his life with his amazing magic. He sounds like his own worst enemy mentally (I resonate) stop being so hard on yourself, such a special person ❤
Yeah🤓🤓🤓He is a special kind person...
what a lovely person he is he deserves to have a good life,don’t give up because you are amazing xx
Moved me to tears this one, I'm in a similar place to Dynamo right now and he has inspired me to fight on. Thank you.
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You're worth it man, more than you could ever think
Stay strong man, all of us are fighting our own battles on our own levels but remember suicide is never an option rather it's a thing of the weak and you're not weak
@@Inc0gnit045your advice is actually pretty negative and rude. Especially on a public platform. Please rethink saying things like that..
Stay strong ,a day at a time 💖💖🙏🏻🙏🏻
Of all the podcasts, this one hit me like a tone of bricks as the pain in his eyes was so tangible I just wanted to give him the hugest of hugs. I wish him all the best and to never have to deal with that darkness again.
Did you notice how he visibly changed when he started talking of serving others instead of the self, and the twelve steps book? It was so great to see, the spark came back to his eyes
This is a very touching interview, conducted with empathy and professionalism. Best wishes to you both.
Just watched this. I'm so sorry to hear about Steven's (Dynamo) ill health and trauma he's been going through these past few years. I knew of the bullying in his younger years and his close relationships with his grandad and grandma but it was sad hearing about other aspects in his life and how he's had to give up magic for a while. I loved watching his shows so really hope he shakes off the darkness and can quickly get back to where he wants to be in life and be happy doing his magic again. So pleased he's getting professional help and also support from his wife. He's a really nice guy who's been through a lot ❤
I’m welling up on the building site here listening to this. The courage you’re showing to open up about such intimate issues is amazing. I’m so sorry to hear you’ve had to go through this. You’ve nothing to be ashamed of mate. Keep your head high. We all look forward to seeing your magic again one day when you’re ready! ✌️
Lovely comment 💪
Me too ❤
The cruelty and damage caused from bullying is so Angering and Weak.Its heartbreaking to hear.
Bless you Scorchio!! Indeed a beautiful comment 🥰🙏
The magic at the end didn't just entertain me, it made me cry... because I saw the life and the light and the wonder come sparkling back into his eyes again ❤❤❤ everything about this interview was pure magic😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊
Same! 😥
I cried for totz the same reason. A bloody flood! 😂
I hope all you people saying you were crying, are women. IF you actually cried. Majority of people BS about crying online for likes
Stephen, you are so authentic. You are so lovable & what you have been through is heart-breaking.
"hurting myself to try and feel something" that is spot on what i felt during school 💔
I’m trying to breathe out for him. He’s wound up like a Brillo pad. My heart goes out to him, I really hope he gets through this. I don’t think his mind is allowing him to see the huge steps he’s already taken, there are many people who couldn’t do a quarter of what he’s been through. Sending my love to him.
I think diagnosing someone via the Internet is actually quite distasteful. If you put yourself in his shoes, and really listen to the part where he says he's never spoken like this outside of therapy, we see the courage in doing so in the public domain. Imagine basically recounting your whole trauma, I would imagine most of us would struggle, let alone with what he's experienced. Sometimes it's just kind to acknowledge that level of bravery.
This episode was beautiful I can’t think of another word for it, I’m a 48 year old man and I’m crying listening to it, not from sadness but from witnessing a beautiful human being sharing himself honestly and openly. Amazing finish 🙏
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I identify with so much of what he is saying and said virtually what he has said about the thoughts and the noise in his head to my psychologist. I myself are currently in a very dark place and am battling with daily feelings of hopelessness and intrusive thoughts of wanting to end my life, Steven, thank you for sharing your struggles, it has helped to make me feel less alone and ashamed, much love ❤❤❤
Thank you for this interview. I hope Steven reads the comments. Sending him and you a big virtual hug from Germany. May God bless you.
My partner has Crohn's and the arthritic pain is pretty debilitating. It's incredible how on point with her diet and stress she needs to be. Loved this interview.
What an emotional episode. I have Crohn's Disease and the way you described the pain as an open wound and being afraid to eat really resonates. It really breaks my heart hearing the struggles you have faced. You're an inspiration, thank you for opening up.
On a side note, look up Dr Ken Berry on KZheadad the comments and see how eliminating plant toxins from your diet has completely healed Crohn's in many people. Good luck.
Carnivore diet and zero fibre 👍
What an absolutely endearing man. He’s so humble and genuine. I wish all the very best ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
This highlights such a big problem in society right now, it's a pandemic level of mental health issues. I see it now everyday and not just one or two people, there are many and all ages. It's sad to see this level of issues, and I think it comes down to how we all perceive what people think of us as the most important thing in the world. To have an identity or to fit in. Thank you Steven for sharing this story and I wish you all the best in life. You are a genuine nice person who deserves so much better. Sometimes life isn't fair or nice to us, but becoming a stronger person and surviving, overcoming these challenges. At the end of the day as long as your still here on this earth, your winning the race of time. I've had some outright low points in my life too, happens to everyone. But sticking it out and finding/seeking a solution problem solving, that's what we as humans can do. Positivity is key!
Opening your eyes to the world around you, taking an interest in it and not being so self-absorbed is even more key! Being given the encouragement to learn and do that as a child helps with balance throughout one's life. It's every adult's job to encourage children to look and wonder. What a fine job a magician does.
I can't watch this without shedding a tear. Bless his heart ❤
Deep this one wasn't it. I have a huge connection with him as from one of the estates in Bradford he lived near, he should be immensely proud of himself.
Still sobbing, nobody ever knows.
I have been choking back tears. Jesus life is so damn hard, so so painful!
Totally agree❤
@@RM-ti8nf god suffers in your belief. Is this worthy of god? God is true when he described you as astrays in his book May Allah guide you
By being open about attempting to take his own life, he has helped so many people including myself. I’m glad he is still alive.
Steven resonated on such a deep level with me, I had a 'calling' when I was still at school to pursue my career- working with young people in the care system, being a challenging young person myself, and being dyslexic I was a tragedy of full time education, but I managed to turn my life around at a young age to pursue my 'calling', needless to say to gain my degree it was a hard slog, but I did it, along side which I did an awful lot of voluntary work to gain some experience and to get some references in the field under my belt. I then developed Fibromyalgia, which took my life away and my career too. Living with chronic pain is so debilitating, and you loose so much in the process, money isn't everything but its also such a hard land slide when you go from being comfortable and looking after your family and those around you, to being the one that needs looking after it feels humiliating. Your a special human being Steven, thankyou for sharing your story and making yourself vulnerable to help other people, its so important for young men to hear these stories from such inspiring role models. I wish you all the best in your new journey - I'm off to buy a copy of your book. Much Lurve Lisa xx
man i dont have many words but that was truly humbling. Thank you to steven for sharing these things its really inspiring and moving
He's an incredible survivor of some abject misery. So much pain, psychological and physical. I always felt a lingering sadness in Steven. With all my heart I'd love him to find relief from his illness and happiness in life, God knows he deserves it.❤
totally agree
You are the first person to mention God in the comments. I've been praying for Steven while watching this remarkable interview. Steven has suffered greatly and he has incredibly strength of character and the one thing he needs is God in his life. I hope everyone starts praying for Steven to welcome Jesus into his heart. Jesus can and will heal him through prayer. Steven needs to turn to Jesus and ask His help. I pray he does so now. Maranatha
@@gerardmoloney433Same here.
@@gerardmoloney433Amen to every aspect 🙏🏻May God be glorified
This interview was so raw. I could feel Steven’s pain, my chest and throught got tight and I cried a few times. Not because his story was „sad” but because I could feel his emotions so strongly. He is such a humble and sweet person. I hope he gets the right therapy for trauma because I strongly believe his autoimune issues are linked to it. I wish him lots of healing, love, success and of course magic!
Brave man for doing this, massive respect. I hope we can all see him preform again as I (like many) loved his preformances.
The amount of respect I have for Dynamo/Steven is unquantifiable, it takes courage to have a conversation like this
Words can't truly express what i want to say, but this was a raw, vulnerable and really emotional interview that touched me deeply. I have such empathy for Dynamo and really appreciate everything he shared. The magic is real 💜
You can see quite clearly that Steven/Dynamo is quite nervous and uncomfortable talking about himself and other personal subjects, the anxiety is quite clear.....until he starts to perform his magic, then a more relaxed demeanour takes over, a hidden confidence starts to take over and he becomes someone else. It's fantastic to see you back Steve.
?? someone else ? yes that is Demons-Dynamo name is demon inside of him that is why many well knows stars have multiple disorder it is demons inside them but no one believe in them no it is crazy talk ... if you play with fire you will get burned and his demon start to eat him from inside out no other way to explain simple as day ...
whaaat you can see al that from a interview.daamn
@@ryanbriesies1052tbf reading body language isn’t rocket science love
@@ryanbriesies1052what, you can't see a change in body language and a person's demeanor? It's pretty clear!
It's the same as watching an actor. Just the same. Their performance is not spontaneous. The problem is, he is so good at deception, I don't know what to believe!
What a genuinely lovely guy, and sooo talented. I'm so sorry for what he or anyone else is going / gone through. I suffer mental health issues myself, on a different level but i can relate. One thing you should never be is ashamed, when you have that mindset you have to remember its an illness and for the most part you really lose any ability to control your actions or think about how they will affect people. Unless you experience it its hard to explain i guess. I'm sincerely happy that you have come through the other side, and hopefully a stronger person. It IS ok not to be ok. One thing to note is, its not the end you CAN get through it. The most important thing to remember is you are not alone, and the second is to speak out, ask for help....
This was the deepest interview I have watched on this platform. Life and health to youDynamo. You bring so much joy to us here in Zimbabwe and South Africa.
As a fellow Bradfordian, Stephen (Dynamo) should be proud of all his achievements even through every pain or struggle! One thing that will always live with us is that Stephen represents our city! An exemplar human being showing no matter how dark a time is, there's always a way out. You've just got to search for your light! Yes, it may never elude us, but doing what we love the most should never be compromised. Stephen you're an absolute legend and testament to our City! Be proud as we are all for you! ❤️
❤❤❤belssings of eternal love🙏
"Steven"
I wish he represented Bradford. More a minority one might say. I agree he is an awesome human as an individual tho ❤
If some of those bullies see this if you can’t feel shame, feel remorse, feel regret contact Steven somehow, in talking to him you will help in his healing and also your own .
His pain was palpable at times. Heartbreaking. Such gentleness of spirit though, underpinned by deep humility, vulnerability and courage. That’s left me feeling quite raw 🙁, but also, hopeful. It IS possible to rise from the ashes. An excellent interview handled with great sensitivity and skill. Respect my good man! ❤️
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Well said
Great chat. Good luck for the future Steven/Dynamo.
What a fantastic interview, Steven is incredibly humble and candid about his journey so far and the challenges he has had to endure. As a Crohns sufferer, I can relate to his suffering of this horrible and often debilitating disease, it truly can tear your life apart and make you face physical pain and mental lows that your previously never knew existed. He has clearly suffered a lot, both physically and mentally, thankfully he is a fighter and managed to overcome his darkest moment. I wish him nothing but the best, he is an incredibly talented, humble and honest human being and the world is a better place with him with us, I hope he continues to have the loved ones around him continue to support him. Additionally, I applaud Stephen Bartlett for his handling of this interview, his professional, sensitive, empathetic, yet probing approach to explore the areas of Steven’s journey that can help to serve so many others watching this podcast, very very well done!
If this was hard for us to listen to, how much harder for this young man to live through. Wishing him all the luck in the world, keep going Steven for yourself…
Thank you so much for sharing this. I lost my husband to suicide this year and have been trying to understand his decision or thinking up until that decision this whole time. What Steven has shared has given me a greater understanding of his thoughts, as I do believe they were somewhat similar and this has helped. I'm just at the point where Steven is talking about being ashamed of what his wife witnessed but I would entirely advocate that the shame should be transformed into pride. I would have been so proud of my husband if I'd have found him alive and willing to get help. Sadly, I found him hanging in our garage and it was clear that there was no chance of resuscitation and that image will now haunt me as it was the last memory of him (apart from seeing him in his coffin) so for his wife to have the chance to live another day with him, he should be proud ❤ may your soul find peace.
So deeply sorry for you loss ma’am
i hope you find peace as well you still have some living to do before you meet again.
Sending love...
Sending you best wishes❤ I know this time of year can be even more difficult than usual.😢
So sorry for your loss ❤
I'm only half way through, steven you ARE enough just as you are sending you healing hugs to a wonderful soul
What a fantastic video clip, i can clearly see Steven's pain in his eyes, the fact that he is opening up about his mental health is testimony of his healing, your a lovely human, than in its self with all the troubles in this world is a shining light for all to aspire too, keep going Steven, life is a journey and the route we take may not always be the right one, but if we can learn from it, its then worth the journey. Bless you, and stay strong
It takes a lot of courage to speak openly about deep-rooted pain, and I admire him for sharing his story.
I'm 46, and never heard of this gentleman. Thanks for the interview. This guy is terrific. If the globe had more folks like him on it, it'd be a much greater place. Fortunate that he didn't leave it.
I beg you go watch his old magic, absolutely brilliant
That's a really lovely thing to say. I echo that statement.
Magic on a "next level" like David Blaine, Chris Angel...
That's was amazing. I know exactly where he was coming from ive got crohns disease and also been in his situation where ive not wanted to be here anymore. I love this I can relate to how he was feeling it brought it all back to home. Really happy you are getting there. Always love Steven and I live in Bradford. Hope you keep going from strength to strength. X
I wish i could just give him a hug 😢 I'm glad he didn't succeed in November 2020! Im a spoonie too, and dealing with this shit day in day out is HARD without all the other things you were/are dealing with! You're bloody amazing pal... dont ever forget it! ❤
Steven Frayne you changed so many lives and brought so much light to the world with your magic. May that light now be reflected back in your time of need. 🙌🏻
I hope Stephen sees all these comments and the outpouring of love and support for him. Clearly he is more than just magic to everyone.
wow, i never would have guessed he had such a hard life. very sad to hear everything he went through and it really does feel like the world was against him. im so happy he is still standing strong. incredible guy. i always liked his magic but now i have deep respect for him and am fully rooting for him.