Machine Gun Kelly - play this when i'm gone (Official Visualizer)
2020 ж. 30 Қыр.
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When he said “I’m 29 my anxieties eating me alive I’m fighting with myself and my sobriety every night...” I felt that in my soul...
Hell yeah
Reading this just as it came thru the song
Down to the core
Yes!! I'm like ok I guess I'm alright.
Relatable as fck
depression isnt always thinking no one loves you. its knowing they love you and not wanting them to so they dont get hurt by your actions
Ong
I'm sorry but he's better than you so you can shut he's the king
Machine gun you're the best haters go somewhere
wow. that's really profound and i think true as well
I live with depression and i lost my father in 2018. I like to think that this is him. But your right,, you don't want to hurt the people that you love. Bipolar, depression sucks.
My son loved MGK. He passed 8.24.22 at 16. I feel like this song is from him to me. I love you, Carson Neal Moppin #16Forever
sorry for your loss. i’m sure he’s watching over you and your whole family smiling away
Sorry for your loss❤❤
Sorry for your loss. But be strong because he knows ur the strongest mom for him n he will live in our hearts forever.
sorry for your loss ❤
Sorry for your loss I hope he is watching over u and ur family and I hope he is proud of you.❤❤❤
My husband lost his battle a couple of days ago. We have 2 children under 3. I’m planning his funeral tomorrow and you were his absolute idol. This song will be played when I put my 31 year old husband to rest. Rest easy Bobby.
I’m sure he will be watching over you smiling and laughing along with you during the many good times to come with your kids. Rest easy Bobby.
I know God has a plan for u and the kids. I'm sorry and I send so much Aloha ur way. I almost lost my son when he was 5 due to cancer well I did for a couple of seconds during his surgery we both meet God in the Astral plan, as I was asleep in the other room waiting. He held our hand. And I told my son it wasn't time. I had a plan if he wasn't going make it, I wasn't going to make. U c I already knew I also had breast cancer. And yes my doctor knew but my son came 1st, so I waited. But there was no me without me son. And God knew that. I had a plan. U c yes things went ok. He fought to come back. And it was a long road. After he was healed and after he was walking again. Done with radation. It was my turn. My 5 year never broke down the whole he was in the hospital not once. He finally broke when I told him I had cancer. He said no mommy u have to go through what I just did! Here's the fucked up part. My marriage broke I leave the state I'm in, move to my parents. Only to find out he has cancer once again. So what I'm saying is DONT GIVE UP LOVE. NEVER GIVE UP. OK. FIND ME ON FACEBOOK K MY NAME IS SHEILA SINGH AND IM SENDING U SO MUCH ALOHA
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Rip. There’s a place for us somewhere
Only just read this comment 💔 I'm sure he'll watch over you and your children , stay strong 💪X
Takes a really fucking brave man to release this as a song. Fucking legend.
Fuck love I'm always getting hurt
same mgk fuck the haters
is this to his daughter?
@@t0kigh02t7 sure is. He gave it to her a long time before it was released too. I'm guessing they spoke and she said that she wants the world to hear it as well.
@@t0kigh02t7 it was his suicide letter that he wrote to his daughter but he didnt go through with it so he turned it into a song
For those that don't know, he wrote this for his daughter. God, I'm bawling
Yeah, it was a suicide note he wrote for her back 2018
@@gouynipple522 really? where do you know it from?
@Ammie well if you listen to his song "Glass House" with Naomi wild he said "i put my daughter ti bed and attempted to kill myself in the kitchen" also the lyrics of this song are very reminiscent of a suicide note, i also read it somewhere and im tryna find it again
I feel like he's been trying to warn us about something and i really hope I'm wrong
ꪀꫀꪜ ᥴꪖkꫀડ 🥺
"Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you " Started crying when he sang that, my little girls seem too pure for this world. Going to be here to keep them safe.
🙏🏻 My Prayers Are With You & Your Family 🙏🏻
Salty tears are the real ones. One of the lights in the cruel world.
God watches over them. Some of us are watchtower's for kids
Beautiful ❤️
I get that 100 when my first was born I cried when I held her the first time alone n kept thinking In my head I'm so sorry I passed my DNA n brain down n from 14 said I'd nvr have a kid bc I don't wonna bring someone into this world but that wasn't n still isn't as bad as the fear of her having 10% of the thoughts or feelings I have esp bc she is me so much n so affectionate n the only one I've ever felt loved by n the only reason I'm here today n stopped being suicidal
My dad died 3 months ago and it's hard to live without him I'm only 13 and he loved mgk so we played this at his funeral. I've haven't felt like I've been home partly because I'm homeless right now but even anywhere I staying it feels like I'm lost because I'm not living with him. It will never feel the same without you dad I love you I wish you could have been here on earth longer but I know you needed to go so your battle with addition ends. I will never forget you dad I hope your not in pain and weren't when you died I miss you. You weren't old I promise 💕
im 22 lost my dad a few weeks ago was homeless at 19 sounds fucked up to say be thankful these happened now it will shape you into someone new you have 2 choices make good of it or make bad of it you are right about one thing it wont be the same but it can get better if you let it, these are things im telling myself right now cause i need to hear them too maybe they can help you.
@@clayski9470 yeah we were homeless for two months so I now how it is but I'm definitely not happy it happened but I wouldn't be who I am either if it didn't happen
It has been 3 and then 5 months afterwards when these comments were posted... 5 months in and you've lived a whole new life and have chiseled into a new & granite statue that can't be softened or smoothed over?
I’m sorry for your loss, I hope you stay strong ❤
Im also 13 and lost my dad almost 6 years as of august 12. Ill be praying for u. Its hard but youll get through it🩷
It breaks my heart to think he wrote this for his daughter. I hope his life starts getting better, this is how legends go, depression is the worst of monsters.
I know.😔 We've lost way too many due to depression & addiction. It's absolutely heartbreaking. Especially when the person is screaming for help but nobody does anything, or they tried to help but weren't successful.. 💔
Throw in a dash of anxiety and a pinch of life's worst curve balls, and you've got the fucking ugliest nightmare of em all
Especially when you scream for help silently hut nobody hears you..
Fame is the curse. You will have it all but in the end you will have nothing. But the Lord has come for he loved the world that he gave his son to die and he who believes in him will not perish but have ever lasting life. This life ia cruel but in God you have peace and happiness.
Yes it is😭
For the people that didn't know he wrote this for his daughter which is a suicide note....... I'm legit bawling
suicide note???????????????????????
@@scoobywitdoobies I’m assuming he was gonna kill himself and wrote this but instead didn’t do it and published it as a song
Just curious, can someone give me a link or something to when he said this, cause I can't find anything
@@danielbeards9890 go listen to glass house by him and come back and if that doesn't help I'll get a link
I love this song sounds like me I'm writing it to my granddaughter she's only 10 but she's going on 20 which is always there for me love my girl Asia you are my confidant my sweet sweet little princess
I'll always return to this song no matter how hated he may be in the future, it's no classic or anything it's just a simple down to earth song with raw and real emotions, emotions and feelings anybody can understand.
I want this song played at my funeral! ❤️ well written
Same
Same..
My mom always listened to mgk throughout her addiction and I actually lost her this past April so kinda ironic this came out this year. Rip mom I love you
May her soul rest in peace 💛
Stay strong love💜. May she rest in peace 🕊️🕊️
I'm so sorry. Sending positive thoughts and strength
Rest In peace mom. Stay strong, you got this 💪🏻💪🏻❤️ x
Sorry for your loss my Mom passed away last October!
Mgk is soo underrated, the switch of music genres makes him so diversified as a artist.
He is so underrated its disgusting.....
I don’t think he is underrated, his music is underrated, his title name and person people know him
@@kikopetrov4850 he's signed to bad boy/interscope he's far from underated mf i am
Trvipp_ Mike they know him for a bad reason tho..
@@deathakid my bad I meant to say that his music and the way he transitions from one genre to another is underrated AF
My wife of 11 years (together for 13) loved MGK. She loved this song. Never felt this song much till she passed away last month (June 17 2022) at the age of 32. Now this song hits home so hard and it brings me to tears. And even while I cry I can hear her in my head saying its all right. I miss and love her so much. Waking and holding her lifeless body waiting for the coroner is all I see every time I close my eyes. I miss you so much Brandi. We will be together again, probably sooner then later.
So sorry for your loss, sounds like a twin flame. You will meet again❤️
Lost my mum August of 2022..i tell her i miss her and love her over and over again
🙏
You’re gonna cry but it’s alright.. I’m sorry for your loss, stay strong ❤
❤❤ stay strong brother!!
[Verse 1] I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah I think it's time for me to leave, but I'll never leave you I just looked at your pictures, so the last thing I did was see you [Pre-Chorus] I'm twenty-nine, my anxiety's eating me alive I'm fightin' with myself and my sobriety every night And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize [Chorus] I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright [Verse 2] I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you [Pre-Chorus] I'm twenty-nine, and society's eating me alive I'm fighting what comes with this notoriety every night This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize [Chorus] I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright [Bridge] And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you) I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you) I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you [Outro] And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you
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Thx for the lyrics
it's okay to cry. grown men can cry this and lonely was not expected, but beautiful none the less. Love you mgk, never leave us. please.
dont worry dude im a 39 yr old man and this song had me bawling like a baby, thinking bout my beautiful 8 yr old daughter
Everyone is human. We all bleed the same way. It's okay to cry and be hurt by life. We just have to be able to get back up and keep moving forward baby. That's the whole point of this thing called life. We all get depressed at least once in our lives and no one is exempt from that. We all need help with it. That's why we have counselors and therapists who can help us talk it out. Sometimes I think we just don't know how to love. We weren't taught by the people who were supposed to have. But stay for your daughter. She needs to have you the most. You are her daddy.
@@antonianavarro7583 i will always be her daddy bear and she knows. its the same with my 21 yr old neice she didnt have the best upbringing from my sis. my sis tryed her best for what she had but the one thing i always told my neice is. keep ur heart open.love hard, work hard and dont give up. bloody hell i love those girls with all my being
@Mostly Insects 33 here checking in, and yeah same.
It's all right just know we are all here for you love Mjk never give up
This song is a fucking masterpiece..
if he dies, idk who im listening to, but this is one of my favorites
It was written in a suicide note a while ago for his daughter to read
Im forever gonna listen to this...
Perfect...
Preach 🙌
this song really hits different when your both mom and dad left so soon and i just want to know that they are okay on the other side "im 21 and my anxiety is eating me alive and im fighting myself and my sobriety everynight
Hey sweetheart I’m 24 and my grandparents raised me, I’m losing my grandpa one heat after my nana passed. You will not feel ok now, tomorrow, next week, next month or next year. But what you do with every day they are watching and are very happy for what ever you do as long as it is something good.
I am
Sorry I know it’s hard to fight w anxiety and not wanting to be sober , still can’t. But I hope ur good
Your mum and dad are okay and both love you dearly and are proud of you . 🙏🙏😇
This song takes me back to my active addiction and how I thought my kids would be better off without me. I was soooo bad and my mom had guardianship of them for 5 years. I've been sober since November 17th 2018 and have full custody of my kids and have a job and a normal life again. It makes me so glad I didn't end it
Happy for you ❤
U shld b more than proud of how far u've come & that u did all that hard work to get sober and ur family back!! Sobriety is an active choice to fight each day for it! It's not easy but worth it.
imagine casie listen to this when he’s gone HEARTBREAKING :(
Sunny Scheidel why would you do this i’m in even more pain now
weird flex but ok
ITVeVe Official i didnt mean to
I am also thinking about it and it makes me really sad just to imagine this pain...
he is not going pls
mother fucking goosebumps dude
I was reading this comment as it happened to me, craziest thing.
Same!!
This is exactly how I'm feeling. I've gone thru so much of the things he has. Were about the same age. So I hear his music and it's like he's rapping from my soul. I've attempted suicide a few times. And my daughters. Too. Are the three ppl I'd miss most. Their pics are the last thing I'd look at. I'll miss them. But. maybe they're better off?
@@tiffanyscott-resto105 you'll never know how painful it is to be left behind... the troubles and anxiety is not always there, its occuring yes, but just think of things u haven't done yet and there's definitely a reason why you're still here. You'll find that purpose and reason to stay definitely... hang on there
Same
This hits different when you're broken
Yeah, i thought this song was about an ex girlfriend
I played this song on what I thought was gonna be the last day of my life.. I sent it to my mother, it’s now my motivation to never be back in that place..
He made this song for one specific persona but it manages to impact a lot more than just that one... Love You Kells
he wrote it for his daughter casie
Eero Vuorinen no. He wrote “Lonely” for his dad and aunt. “Play this when I’m gone” is for his daughter, Casie!
He did it for his daughter and got we all crying
HEEEEEEY my fiancé and I vlog our life if anyone wants to checkout our videos🤗🏳️🌈
@@eastcoastfamily8902 HEEEEEEY no one likes a self promoter on random comments. I promise you it makes people not want to check out your channel. I'm really not trying to be a bitch, just giving you some advice. I understand you're trying to get people to check out your content but you need to go about it a different way because random comments like that left on random comments that makes no sense just annoys people and drives them away :/
Before we lose mgk like we lost Mac, let us let him how much he is loved. Edit:Thanx for the likes guys, now that this is top comment, MGK will prolly see this and realise how much we love him
yo we better not lose him like we lost Mac :( Mac was sad enough alone, losing MGK would tear me apart
i miss peep and mac, hope mgk gets the credit he deserves while he is alive
Mgk is not dead
@@ash334fjfjg2 you dumb
I feel like we are gonna lose him :(
Truly one of the saddest songs ever, it never fails to make me tear up when I hear it. I always find myself defending MGK to other ppl only cuz many of his songs hv really helped me through some tough times. I wish his more meaningful songs would go viral on tiktok so ppl can see that he’s actually a great artist
Extremely deep track and it hits home so well.... this track is so on point it's scary.... I miss you.
something about the "i'll miss you" part gets me every fucking time. literal tears every time. so simple and i can't get over it.
I was at that part already on the verge of tears whilst scrolling through the comments and I saw your comment. Legit started bawling my eyes out
Same for me...I replay that all the time...its haunting yet beautiful
Same I miss my great great grandpa he passed away😭😭😭😭
It’s combined with blink 182 I miss you
Best song on the album!!!!! Who else shed a tear???
it's the last track um-
Is he going to quit making music?
I agree but title track close second
Mole People I love title track too, but probably lonely second for me then drunk face
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Rest easy Mama.. it's been rough 6 mths. I'm the last one.
I have been battling depression, anxiety, ptsd, and not sure what else all going on, see the primary next month to see about a sleep study for insomnia, aswell as seeing about a neurologist appointment to have a brain scan done, I have been battling myself since I was a child and over the years of all the loss hardships and drug addictions things have gotten worse, I been battling my inner demons now for a while, this song hits me hard. I won’t take my own life but I am really just tired of all this battling. Thank you for this song mgk I want it played when I’m gone. Just so everyone knows I still love them all
Please don’t stop fighting. I know the battle seems to never fckn end and it can wear you down and you get so damned tired, but as long as you have breath, you have hope and hope alone is worth fighting for.
I'd die for a father like this, sure he has some issues but who doesn't? he took time to write a song about his beautiful daughter, something most of our fathers would never do. that's the last thing that'll ever come to my father's head, writing a song
Ya know he would die for his daughter before she could have the chance to die for him
@@drakeperkins9291 100% kelly is a beautiful person
Actually he didn’t intend for this song to be written. There was an interview where mgk said he woke up overdosing and he said “I thought I was gonna croak” so he quickly wrote down a letter to his daughter. He survived, (thank god) and he decided to turn that letter into a song. That’s why this song doesn’t have many lyrics, it’s because he was in a rush to write the letter before he died.
@@squamousthomas3267 Proving how beautiful he is, Thank You for sharing that info!
i mean my dad just cant sing so im not offended by this lmao
To think that all legends are going to go. Makes me feel so empty.
sad but true, cherish these moments. I love that at least MGK knows this and though i hope he lives until hes 127 he makes the music for us to listen to when hes gone. :(
Hope he can just not DIE.
Why are y'all talking like his gonna die?? His not dying. Same shit happened with indian actor Sushant Singh Rajput. Stop leaving such comments. Instead make him know how much he's worth.He's not dying his busy bring back the era of music that was lost in autotune. #makinghistory
@Kyle Hartley so we watch him slowly die?
@@mesensenjr2924 thats not the point. People are worried because this song is pretty much the suicide note he wrote for his daughter after attempting to kill himself. You can listen to glass house on hotel diablo: "I put my daugther to bed and attemptet to kill myself in the kitchen, Should've screamed but nobody listened, so I passed out with the blood drippin [...]" He is in a mzch better place now but the thought this song provokes: Even if it is not now, someday he'll be gone. It's not a bad thing to keep this in mind because now we'll appreciate his genius even more✌🏻🙌🏻
This song saved my life a few nights ago. It made me think of my daughter. I'd rather suffer with the thoughts in my head than have my daughter suffer with the fact her father killed himself. Thank you so much.
Glad this song helped you. Please stay for your daughter💜 she needs you more than anything..
Stay strong Dad!
Fuck yeah life can be difficult but , your daughter need you, keep going bro
Get well, get support, for yourself, for your daughter.
I cried! Only the strong survive & with a daughter like you have got you'll be just fine!!! Best Father of the galaxy! At least who's well-known! And to see her stand tall & help her dad when he fell made me cry!! Thank you!
@GOMUNKUL 6 vs WHAT ya I know just don't be a sheep and go to sleep! Be W=arrior E =extraterrestrial (easy/Marshall A =aszhole K = karate kraZy
I've been playing his music so much lately XD
same dude
Same! I honesty haven't listened to anything else ever since the album came out lol. The whole albums been on repeat since its release
Oh and by the way, wow I haven't seen anyone say " XD " in years lmaoo woah
Same
@@clementine2234 really wow. I use it all the time. And bro sameee
the emotions when he sang "I'll miss you" was just so painful and raw TwT
Nice catch! Raw and organic
the whole song is raw but that part gets you differently
True
My wife died a year ago. She’s up there with the legends. She died at 27. She still lives through our son but it’s not the same. I miss her every day. I feel like I’m losing my mind sometimes. I love you Rosina
You are strong be there for your son, it's worth it
@@nicoleg8524 Thank you, and I do love my boy to pieces. Im so thankful to be this kid’s dad. I appreciate the kind words.
You not alone mate... Be strong..😢❤
Part of me wishes all MGK would do is these kind of songs, lonely, why are you here and this are perfect imo
this song made me cry even more dawg
Me too.
Same
if this is not gonna play at my funeral then im not dying
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This is my favorite comment.
best comment
Same
Yes same
Fucking bawling man ...such an emotional song especially when you're struggling as well and have lost loved ones and just feel alone and miss them so much..keep it up MGk, your lyrics just hit you hard
I lost my mother in April 2023. I was 29 then. And my anxiety was eating me alive. And I fought with myself and my sobriety every night. Real music hits. And this is some real shit. Thank you MGK for this outlet. You’re loved. Don’t forget that.
I really like his voice in this song.
Way too much auto tune.
@@DrSbaitsojr Where?
@@DrSbaitsojr There is almost nothing in it. What are you even talking about lmao
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i tried to take my life the day before this came out, when i heard it i cried for about an hour.. i thought of my little brother, hes the only reason i made it to 22. Im his protector, raised him more than my parents did, this song made me really think about how he would react if i lost my fight with my mental illnesses.. this song made me never want him to experience that, it kept me going. Mgk has saved my life more than a few times n i hope he never stops making music
Thank you for this. I lost my brother & father):
This man had suffered from this shit (depression) but still he made these type of masterpeice just for saving all those lives who still suffered from this shits man heis blessedfrom god mannn so much fuckin love from india
Noooo I’m not ready for the tears
It's been such a fucked up few weeks for me - this song tipped me over and I'm sitting here like a fucking loser bawling my dam eyes out - - I don't think artists realize what they do for those who listen after - those barely hanging on- those trying to find hope - those losing faith- or those who keep everything in so nobody sees just how broken and fucked up they really are - - music is the biggest release for some people, music doesn't judge it just lets you let go and holds you until you're ready to stand up and keep going. . . Thank you kells & also thank you to all artists who share their art with others
Hell yeah
Ashley, You wrote this two weeks ago and i pray that you have held on long enough to read it. You are not alone, you are never alone. We ALL have days, weeks, months, and even years feeling like this. I am 29 and have felt this way the majority of my teen through adult life. But i promise you, you will find your light. And you will not have a need to seek validation in any man or woman to do it! You are so loved! So find your light and cast that shit so bright so that anyone whoever made you feel less than, cant even see you anymore!!!
Most underrated comment of all time fuck yess
COOL !! 🤘♥️ I appreciate your Story
Ashley St. Pierre I’m right there with you and I can’t control my emotions right now or my actions and that’s what scares me the most.
Im 29 with kids. Man this hits hard. I'm crying. Gonna keep my hopes up and do everything I can to get back to being a father to my kids
I'm crying so hard now ... damn this world.
it makes me so mad when people assume that people like kells are a “bad influence” just because they do drugs. it’s songs like this and many others that show that he really is a genuinely good-hearted person who wants the best for his family and his fans. i’ve seen people hate on not only kells, but also mac miller and a bunch of others for some of the same reasons. and it’s upsetting because these are some of the most real people i know of and they’ve helped countless people through hard times, on top of also being some of the greatest artists of our time.
mgk is the best artist of our generation,He not only knows how to sing, rap, and play the guitar, he also knows how to perform.
I think kells has to listen to eminems not afraid song It helps cure bad habits and addictions
I like is shit,going through lots of problems right now and he keeps me alive right now
There has definitely been growth in him. I think people are not willing to accept change, and at some point they will just not at the moment. Even if they don't, there will always be people out there who won't agree and all you have to do is ignore them.
@@copycatz mgk is a stan ))))
4 months later and im still crying to this during every mental breakdown
Very trueee
Hang in there. Shit gets tough, beyond hellish, way past repairable at times, but you’re built for it. You are a fucking champ, this is ain’t the last round.
Same here
Dude do you know how many mental break downs I’ve listen to this song during 😂😂😂😭 I lost count after 9 lol
Makes me happy I’m not the only one
beautifullllllllllllllllllllll love you colson....you're saving me(literally)
Bro why the fuck do you have to make me cry? Please keep doing you, been listening since I was 15, currently 26. Keep on keeping on mgk
the fact that we all could relate to this until we find out that this song came out of a suicide note written to his daughter. damn.
everyone is free to interpret art as he or she sees fit. and this song in particular can be interpreted in several depressed ways, so nothing wrong with that.
I can relate.. bawled when I first heard it because it actually sounded like a suicide note. Takes me back to the darkest time in my life.
reminds.me of the time I wrote a suicide note to my two daughters...lol..
and I'm 29
we still relate even if we don’t have daughters. mental health is a constant struggle and the first time i listened to this song i started bawling my eyes out bc it sounded like was everything that was going on inside my head
Colson wrote this song for one person. This song has and will impact more than just that one person
Some Real shit
.LOL mgk baited gomunkul 6 style for this track
Lyricsss [Verse 1] I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah I think it's time for me to leave, but I'll never leave you I just looked at your pictures, so the last thing I did was see you [Pre-Chorus] I'm twenty-nine, my anxiety's eating me alive I'm fightin' with myself and my sobriety every night And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize [Chorus] I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright [Verse 2] I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you [Pre-Chorus] I'm twenty-nine, and society's eating me alive I'm fighting what comes with this notoriety every night This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize [Chorus] I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright [Bridge] And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you) I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you) I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you [Outro] And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you
I don't understand why he wld write this...wheres he going? If anything, this probably made cassie nervous and scared for her dad...I hope everyone's alright for real Much love!!!
@@loriknight8350someone made a theory that this was a suicide note he wrote last year before he attempted to kill himself, which sounds like it could be possible since he was 29 and it was after he put Casie to bed. I'm just so thankful he's still here today...
Hvala / thank you
Lori Knight he’s gonna through a lot of things and clearly he was going through a difficult time after his dad passing and he is still working on staying clean from the opiates he struggled with for a long time, I think that it’s beautiful and the idea behind it is aswell. Luckily it’s not our place to speak on if it was right or wrong.
i just hope he's ok bc sometimes his songs rlly worry me😭❤
This entire album was created because he was depressed and ended up in Travs studio, on the inside of the album it talks about it and says he realized that the harder he fell the more people came to watch hence the name of the album, Cassie got to hear this song long before it was released🖤
@@xoxoMya22LuverXoxo yea ik that's the sad part :( it just worries me sometimes bc of his songs that i worry about if he's ok or not.
same😭🖤
Some of the best music comes from the saddest hearts. That’s so messed up. We love you MGK. We live because you sing.
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I’m 29 and I lost my mom on may 16th, and my dad on September 23rd 2020... on top of that I never get to see my daughter and she turns 4 this year. This song rocks me to my core. Thank you MGK, I’m still here because of you. I feel like you’re the only one who understands. #MGK #ESTFORLIFE
Stay strong
this song honestly makes me cry
Same bro shit
It's that bad?😅
Shit it getts to you fast
This song is too damn beautiful, especially when knowing that he gifted it to Casie 🥺
This song kept me from doing it man .. she would miss me so much and be so broken . The pain is worth it for her❤️ ( and him now 💙)
How I love you MGK never stop being you. Your music is so relatable and beneficial to my life. Thank you dude
This gon hit different when he gone FR
Shut up I'm cryingggg
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
FR DONT MAKE ME CRY MORE
dont
Been here more then once and hung my self in 2000 when i felt it was better for everyone. .. That moment that i kicked the chair away i changed my mind. Some how i woke up on the floor. It wasnt my time. Now its been 21 years and i got rid of the problem and raised my kids alone and was the best days of my life. .. Sometimes we have to hit bottom . its not easy but the hard work pays off.
you know im proud of you for waking back up
👏👏👏 I don't know you, but I'm happy you're still here 💜
So happy you survived
Man Im so proud of you
On October 19th of this year I died 3 times after suffering two major seizures resulting from an overdose, the final time being clinically dead for 4 minutes before I was defibrillated back, due to that I lost custody of my son, I remember listening to this song a year ago heavy into active fentanyl addiction, just wishing I would die so that my son would stand a chance in life, now I'm back listening to it thinking how badly he needs me to be clean and here for him, I never thought I'd be almost two weeks out from using any opiates at all without having to use methadone or suboxone, but here I am, I know my sobriety is still in its infancy but with each day that passes where I do the right thing I feel more proud of myself, and I haven't been able to feel proud of myself for anything in a very long time so it feels nice, and I want my boy to be proud of me too. If anyone reading this is struggling, you are not alone ❤️
Keep it going man. This little man needs you and you need yourself
Keep on going buddy there's no better motivation than unconditional love
I’ll miss you - Dedicated to my son, Dustin Greenwood 6-3-89 - 11-13-2021 He loved MGK
you can tell how much he loves his daughter, this song and the whole album is always on repeat😍
Always on repeat
I lost my dad when I was 11. Your music always helps me through the toughest shit. Thank you so much your truly an artist something special.
I also lost my dad in 2015. I know the pain.
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I lost mine 3 months ago he loved mgk,💕
I’m a vet who is going to call the helpline instead. All because of this song. Thank you MGK
W
Thank you for your service
Please come back and let us know how you are.
This song means SO much to me, I cry almost every time I listen to it. You are a BIG inspiration of mine thank you for all that you do❤
My son just sent this to me he is fighting manic depression his anxiety is off the charts he had gotten covid-19 he is drowning in his depression and there's nothing I can do except pray 😭
heyy! im going through the same thing as your son and ik, for u guys, its as hard as it is for us, probably even more, so j know that being there to hug us when we feel like trash and respecting it when we simply cant get out of bed really helps. also therapy. i hope he gets better!🥰
I’m going through the same thing as your son. I got covid in November and had a miscarriage a week later i was 14 weeks pregnant. I was diagnosed with manic depression when I was 18 and I can tell you as someone who had been able to control/manage for the last 12 years I really think covid has done something internally that has made dealing with this depression so much harder than before. I’m praying for your son and you.
@@ariannacoburn2148 thank you so much I'm so sorry for your loss may God bless you and your family
Be there he’s telling you bye ?!?
Hope he makes it through
"Im 29 and my anxiety is eating me alive" im only 23 and can hear and feel the pain in his voice when I hear that line.. My anxiety eats me up more and more. everyday
Hold on my bro I'm 25 delt with mental problems since the age of 9 and believe me it okay to be wanting to be on your own .. I learn to sort of deal with it . You are not alone be the king that God put on this earth to be . We got you bro
Listen to alan watts on anxiety and thinking. Please. I suffered like crazy with anxiety, and discovering alan watts helped me tremendously. It helps that im a very good looking 24 year old guy so i get along a little bit better around people than average or under average guys. But nobody sees how im dying inside and thoughts are eating my every memory away. Pls dont stop finding a cure to it. I didnt escape anxiety, rather, i discarded it, for it was within me the whole time. Stoicism, alan watts, meditation and you will improve by so much my dude. Just trust the universe
I'm just sittin here at 20 trying to ignore my internalized trauma and bottled emotions... Introvert + Loneliness + Internalizing × No Self-Esteem = *Hidden Depression*
@@blackshogun272 someone wants to help you and listen to you, there is always someone out there that's gonna change your life! Reach out buddy, never give up. Giving up creates the same problems for others around you. I found out that telling people how I feel about them and how thankful I am, helped me accept that it's normal to "feel" something and to show emotions. Hang on bro
💜💜💜
As a dad who's on the road a lot and not always able to be home with my family this song really hit me. Your music speaks to me. Were close in age so when you released 27 I was 27 and and was 29 at time of release of this song. Keep rockin mgk
Hes the definition of underrated..
People turned their back on his talent when he dissed Eminem. I wasn’t one of those people but yeah.
Literally. True fucking legend.
As someone who lost her father young this song makes me breakdown crying every time. My dad was also a musician and I miss hearing his music so much. Colson, please stick around for your daughter. Stay alive. She shouldn't have to feel this pain I feel all the time. It would hurt for the rest of her life, she's too young for that.
This was the last song my brother played before he took his life I want to let you know how much your music means to me Listen to this song and 27 like everyday he loved both of those songs and glass house I never new how powerful ur lyrics were until I looked and read word for word thank you mgk .
Hey, I’m proud of you for being here. Being alive is more than enough my love please keep going and when you find your way back here look for me and I’ll be here to remind you how proud I am of you 🤍
@AHHAHAHAHH2222AAHAHAHAH I mean you’re here so 🗿
I'm here
the fact he posted this shows how strong he is. we love you dont leave us please. ♡
This is a masterpiece
I know the song means a lot more and the message is really special. This is what it means to me. It was midnight when the album came out and I was on the phone with my partner and I made em listen to the whole thing with me. They weren’t goin thru what I was. This shit hit different. Made me feel...like I wasn’t alone. Idk what I’m talking about but I’ll never forget the night I listened to the album. For anyone reading this I love you. Life kinda sucks sometimes. Only 16 now but one day I’m gonna make it in music. I’m gonna make it happen if it’s all I got. Cuz it’s always been there for me. Even when no one else is. Thank you MGK. Love you man
I love this song so much. It helps with my anxiety and depression. I fall asleep to this song every night. Thank you MGK!
I hope things get better for you. I don’t know you but your message really made me sad. Everything will definitely get better just keep you head up!
You're fucking an awesome dad. You took a good care of her, she loves you so much. Plus we love you so much and we all wish you best of luck and a best life for your daughter!
I cry every time I hear this beautifully heartbreaking song 💔
I just love mgk, I feel all his lyrics.. I lost my baby boy. He just turned 20 before his accident . It has been a rough time but some how he has made me stronger than ever and is one of my guardian Angels. He was my go to, we could talk for hours on the phone and If I couldn't figure something out, he would be by my side to help. What a beautiful soul so many are missing right now. Rip JRW ❤ 10/29/22
So my daughter who's 23 today and I share the same KZhead. So I decided to listen to some of her music and this is the first one I picked. I never listen to a MGK song before until just now and I'm in tears. This song is straight from the heart. This song hit me so hard, because if it wasn't for my daughter I would've just said fuck life. Even with her, it has always been a constant battle between living or ending it. I totally relate to his words and it hit me hard. I feel his pain writing this song. How do you truly explain to your baby girl that you are tired of life and want to be at Peace knowing it will destroy her if you did. MKG keeps fighting for your fucking life man, because you wanna be there to watch your daughter grow up, taking your daughter to see her favorite musicians/concerts,(my daughters 1st was when she was 3 yrs old, favorites were Bone Thugs N Harmony, Nine Inch Nails, and had to wait til she was 16 to see Marilyn Manson lol) now we have a new goal to see you in concert, her favorite movies, hold her during her heartbreaks, graduate, be the one to give her away when she finds the person of her dreams, ect... I can honestly say they were some of the happiest and proudest days of my life. You wanna be there through all of it!!!! Much love💝
I realized now why my dad listened to this song. He died 3 months ago and I wish I could have gotten to do more with him
@@imeanidek I'm so sorry for your loss.
@@amybaum74 thank you
It's okay not to be okay.
Dear Colson, Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to make you feel this way. A big big part of me, to be honest. Not because you shouldn't feel sad or cause you're too good to live with those feelings. Not because of your daughter or your fans, no. It's cause you deserve happiness. You truly deserve to feel loved, cared for, important, special. You deserve
❤
...a safe place, under a blanket with a fire a little ways past the porch and someone there next to you.
Forever going to send this to any friends, any family, even strangers that say this man doesn't have a heart and that he doesn't write from it. I heard this before knowing it was a suicide note and even still, would bawl at the intro. Props, Kells. You outdid yourself on this record.
Bruh MGK’s music has been helping me in my hardest times in life so I listen to this song to make myself better and get through the day much love MGK your a real one. ❤
I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah I think it's time for me to leave, but I'll never leave you I just looked at your pictures, so the last thing I did was see you I'm 29, my anxiety's eating me alive I'm fightin' with myself and my sobriety every night And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you I'm 29, and society's eating me alive I'm fighting what comes with this notoriety every night This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you Source: Musixmatch
Hero 💕
Thx
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Thank you 😍
Some people call him fake rapper.....so sad that they couldn't realize the pain he has gone through.
After listening to this album like 50 times, I can officially say it's my favourite album of all time.
I dont think I could ever deal with losing colson. He is the one holding me together and keeping me here. His music is just so relatable and he continues to remind me that I am loved and that I am here for a reason. I hope one day I get the chance to meet him. I have recently been listening to him to get over my trauma. When I was 7 (i am no 17) I got taken away from my birth parents due to their addictions and I have a hard time dealing with it everyday. I wake up everyday and just feel numb and I dont want to feel numb anymore I want to feel the emotions and heal from my trauma and let me tell you, Colson's music helps so much with that his music allows me to cope with my feelings in a positive way instead of turning to substance abuse. There is so much more I could put in this comment but this is so hard to write because I am not used to talking about this. But I truly do appreciate colson more than he will ever know and I am so glad that he has a community that is so positive! I love you colson!
I always cry when i listen this song bc i related EVERYTHING 😣🥰
Just randomly searched this guy and he posted this 5 mins ago
Check out the whole album I'm sure u will love it
HEEEEEEY my fiancé and I vlog our life if anyone wants to checkout our videos🤗🏳️🌈
lucky dude
And????
My best friend died Nov 27. 2010. Something really special happened with the numbers 1234 and I have realized it's her way of communicating.
Imagine being an Em Stan and hating on this guy for no real reason. Beautiful song and he's so talented. Keep pushing on Kells