I Went Too Far

2023 ж. 15 Қаз.
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  • As an alcoholic I just wanna say, to all the young kids watching this, please be careful and take Charlie's words seriously.

    @DubYuhGChoppa@DubYuhGChoppa7 ай бұрын
    • k@@IAmJustADudeLol

      @elithebomberx3798@elithebomberx37987 ай бұрын
    • ⁠k @@IAmJustADudeLol

      @quartdude@quartdude7 ай бұрын
    • ​@IAmJustADudeLol thank God I've been waiting for a carefree way to end my life

      @SkyLiv06@SkyLiv067 ай бұрын
    • @@CrewmateComplexXPLook. The only person that you’re better at is yourself. You’re NOT better than me. I’m NOT better than you, Charlie or anyone. What you’re at better is loving yourself and taking care of yourself first.

      @InfinityDaniel01@InfinityDaniel017 ай бұрын
    • K ​@@IAmJustADudeLol

      @Noone129@Noone1297 ай бұрын
  • Love how Charlie’s apology to the hotel staff for his puke mess was way more sincere and genuine than 99.99% of youtuber apology videos

    @robinmitchells@robinmitchells7 ай бұрын
    • Did you leave a big tip?

      @candaceburton1747@candaceburton17477 ай бұрын
    • A tío won’t work. He needs a ukelele

      @slavicmalchik@slavicmalchik7 ай бұрын
    • lol It’s because he was actually sorry, almost every KZheadr “apology” is just PR damage control

      @fort809@fort8097 ай бұрын
    • Wasn't sincere Didn't bust out the ukulele

      @cruiz4886@cruiz48867 ай бұрын
    • "youtuber apology" which is to say rich children apology. They were never made to apologize earnestly once in their life, the mere concept of it is about as alien to them as quantum mechanics are to a 19th century beggar.

      @aserta@aserta7 ай бұрын
  • "which one of you cowards peed in my pants last night" KILLED ME hey man, old habits die hard. especially things like this that can just grab you and not let go. it really is admirable that you were willing to share this with the world, in as much detail as you did. take care of yourself charlie

    @Technilogica2019@Technilogica20197 ай бұрын
    • That line was mind-blowing. I LMAO'd hard there! But on a serious note, I'm really glad that he is as transparent as he is. Charlie is like glass; totally see-through, and absolutely nothing to hide. He knows he fucked up, so he lays everything on the table. The only other KZheadr I've ever seen with quite as much transparency is Jenna Marbles.

      @jordanhasch2544@jordanhasch25446 ай бұрын
    • ❤😂🎉😢😮😅😊

      @user-fc3hv7bf4g@user-fc3hv7bf4g6 ай бұрын
  • I had a stepdad who was a terrible alcoholic, some would call him a 'professional drinker', and he never admitted or realized his drinking was a problem. It got so bad my mom and us removed him from our lives entirely. Charlie is a truly transparent individual, and being able to admit your faults and mistakes to millions online is impressive in my book. This is why I love this channel

    @baddicusauraelius1728@baddicusauraelius17287 ай бұрын
    • When mom makes bad choices

      @DrDeuteron@DrDeuteron6 ай бұрын
    • glad that abusive person is no longer in your life! i hope you get to meet and get close to better people who deserve you being around them.

      @SubSaibot@SubSaibot6 ай бұрын
    • @@DrDeuteronyes she should have left her kids with an alcoholic what wise words. Please never have kids

      @MajorOctofuss@MajorOctofuss6 ай бұрын
    • @@DrDeuteron just like your mom did. Stop projecting your insecurities here unless you're ready to admit you need help

      @DubYuhGChoppa@DubYuhGChoppa6 ай бұрын
    • @@MajorOctofusshis point is she married and had kids with a drunk genius.

      @bencurtis8838@bencurtis88386 ай бұрын
  • Glad to see he’s made it out of the hostage situation

    @sleepocity1747@sleepocity17477 ай бұрын
    • Nah, this isn't Charlie. This has gotta be a government clone put in his place or something, I refuse to believe it

      @KynG5@KynG57 ай бұрын
    • im very happy

      @sillyboy12.@sillyboy12.7 ай бұрын
    • @IAmJustADudeLolFINALLY, I’ve been waiting to die.

      @Thomas_Davies128@Thomas_Davies1287 ай бұрын
    • @IAmJustADudeLolFINALLY, I’ve been waiting to die.

      @quartdude@quartdude7 ай бұрын
    • Yeah glad Sssniperwolf finally left his neighbourhood

      @MadMike1@MadMike17 ай бұрын
  • A more convincing PSA than anything you'd get at school tbh

    @hinka9391@hinka93917 ай бұрын
    • Easily a thousand times more effective than the blatant lies and scare tactics of the D.A.R.E. program.

      @mrs.h2725@mrs.h27257 ай бұрын
    • You don't need school to teach you every little thing

      @zac-1@zac-17 ай бұрын
    • @@zac-1 you say that like they dont tell you not to abuse drugs

      @lightningmcqueen1717@lightningmcqueen17177 ай бұрын
    • Nah, you still have to have been there to know what hes on about. This was more of a reminder for fellow survivors

      @jubeaumont6305@jubeaumont63057 ай бұрын
    • @@lightningmcqueen1717Not in highschool they dont matter of fact none of the teachers really care if you smoke 😂

      @Cyberboss77@Cyberboss777 ай бұрын
  • As a man who’s been sober for almost 17 years, this gave me the strength to keep my streak going, thanks Charles.

    @TVbasick@TVbasick7 ай бұрын
    • 17 years is WILD, I'm 23, so 17 DAYS is wild to me. Keep that streak up, we both know it's not worth it. What an unbelievable job you have done for your life, you should be immensely proud of yourself.

      @revan4130@revan41306 ай бұрын
    • ​@@revan4130I've been sober for 20 years. I'm twenty

      @theseangle@theseangle6 ай бұрын
    • ​@@revan4130I think you meant "worth it"...

      @falsetone5983@falsetone59836 ай бұрын
    • @@falsetone5983 Yeah, or preceding "not worth it" with "the alcohol is"

      @yaltschuler@yaltschuler6 ай бұрын
    • you are doing great keep it up health is important

      @mika8735@mika8735Ай бұрын
  • Love the fact that Charlie is more than secure enough to admit to crying into another man's chest during a drunken stupor. We've all been there, only a few of us would openly talk about it. True MVP energy right there.

    @NDM100@NDM1006 ай бұрын
  • After his hostage situation, charlie was freshly waterboarded, and still decided to make content. That is dedication

    @twistedvtuber9894@twistedvtuber98947 ай бұрын
    • LMFAO 😭💀

      @Basil_Flowerz@Basil_Flowerz7 ай бұрын
    • epic Israel joke

      @ZeroPhilosopher@ZeroPhilosopher7 ай бұрын
    • 😭😭💀

      @snowlapis_@snowlapis_7 ай бұрын
    • The good old Golden Waterboard.

      @profexionalrat@profexionalrat6 ай бұрын
  • charlies apology for simply throwing up in a rental car is more genuine than any other youtube apology video.

    @raze1669@raze16697 ай бұрын
    • would have been more convincing in the form of a ukelele song

      @bermchasin@bermchasin7 ай бұрын
    • @@bermchasin followed by him starting the video off with his hand coming off the camera and a deep sigh

      @raze1669@raze16697 ай бұрын
    • Where’s the interpretive dancing? Is he even sorry?

      @tommykarrick9130@tommykarrick91307 ай бұрын
    • I think Charlie not having much to apologize for to begin with helped immensely.

      @digimonlover1632@digimonlover16327 ай бұрын
    • @@raze1669 theres not enough victim blaming and accusing everyone around him that they made him drink

      @siro666sbrahmanarchive4@siro666sbrahmanarchive47 ай бұрын
  • I appreciate how down-to-earth Charlie is as someone in a large position of influence. Most people get money and power and manifest a massive ego, becoming totally different people. Charlie is still very much a "one of us" kind of guy.

    @MikeyJBlakeJR@MikeyJBlakeJR7 ай бұрын
  • This why I’ve avoided drinking, and everybody makes fun of me for it. Pretty soon a few turns into a bunch. Your honesty is much appreciated Charlie. This is something many people do not talk about

    @katlyndobransky2419@katlyndobransky24197 ай бұрын
    • It's sad people make fun of you for this. My friends don't give me a hard time for not drinking, especially since the reason I never drink is due to my family history and how I grew up. People should respect your decision to do what 's right for you. Besides, drinking doesn't do any good for our society. It's the cause of so many social and health problems. I'd say you're doing the right thing.

      @watsonwrote@watsonwrote6 ай бұрын
    • I respect you for sticking to your values even when people make fun of you, I know its hard!

      @chey647@chey6476 ай бұрын
    • thankfully people don’t make fun of me but they always have to ask why. they always put on this concerned face that says „but how can you have fun if you don’t drink? oh you poor thing you should drink with us“ it makes me mad even though they probably mean well in wanting me to have fun. but i always am having fun. they never understand man and obviously i don’t want to air all my dirty laundry and tell them my whole backstory about why i can’t drink tonight. i wish society would accept people who don’t want to drink more quickly and openly.

      @buchstaben-suppe@buchstaben-suppe6 ай бұрын
    • if someone's telling me they're not drinking, im just fucking right off; it's not my business unless we're somewhat close and they're comfortable with sharing the reasons. not a big drinker myself nowadays... anyways, wishing all the best to everyone in this thread!

      @cescimes@cescimes6 ай бұрын
    • The same people who make fun of you for not drinking will be the ones looking at you with concern when you become a daily pisshead. Not everyone can just switch it on / off. At 32 i'm glad I don't have to deal with people like that.

      @HAYDS510@HAYDS5106 ай бұрын
  • Mad respect, my guy. The transparency, the honesty, and the accountability. No one is perfect, but we can strive to be better.

    @orangemc9358@orangemc93587 ай бұрын
    • NO ONE LIKE THIS COMMENT ANYMORE IT’S AT THE PERFECT AMOUNT OF LIKES Edit: (For anyone confused on what this comment was about, the comment had 69 likes and I was saying to not like it so it would stay 69)

      @TJ_the_Tism@TJ_the_Tism7 ай бұрын
    • @@TJ_the_Tismyou can now

      @voidtjl@voidtjl7 ай бұрын
    • @@voidtjl damn

      @TJ_the_Tism@TJ_the_Tism7 ай бұрын
    • I’m the one thousandth like 😊

      @Abstractionyo@Abstractionyo7 ай бұрын
    • @@Abstractionyo *main character syndrome intensifies*

      @A_Steam_User@A_Steam_User7 ай бұрын
  • Crazy that this is way way WAY more genuine than 99% of youtuber apology videos

    @futuristicbus61@futuristicbus617 ай бұрын
    • More like 100%

      @RedBullJumping@RedBullJumping6 ай бұрын
    • Mfs take any opportunity to say this bullshit 🤣

      @enzl4493@enzl44936 ай бұрын
    • @@enzl4493yea 😂

      @Nehauon@Nehauon6 ай бұрын
    • Agreed

      @CadenStevenson-xi4vy@CadenStevenson-xi4vy6 ай бұрын
    • fr@@enzl4493

      @cvlr8392@cvlr83926 ай бұрын
  • Thank you for reminding me why I stopped drinking. I’m only 22, and have been sober for 4 months and I don’t regret it one bit. Not knowing how to have control and when to stop is a really serious issue and I would continuously put myself and others in danger. Thankful that I finally said enough, and I’ll probably never go back to drinking even a little.

    @phoenix_dreamer@phoenix_dreamer7 ай бұрын
    • Good job 👍 set your limits and don’t let let anyone pressure you out of your own decision.

      @lukeporras1288@lukeporras12886 ай бұрын
    • Probably?

      @DrDeuteron@DrDeuteron6 ай бұрын
    • Go edge

      @aidan8092@aidan80926 ай бұрын
    • @@aidan8092 Edge yourself to your body pillow kid

      @revan4130@revan41306 ай бұрын
    • ​@@DrDeuteronyes, probably. Alcoholism is like smoking, it's hard to fully stop. People don't just wake up one day and never touch it again. There's usually an underlying reason why someone drinks. A lot of times it's an escape. So it's hard for people to give that up.

      @dabonthatnae@dabonthatnae6 ай бұрын
  • I’m a little over a year sober myself, and I’ve been debating on whether I should try again in moderation. This was the sign I needed to get that idea out of my head. Thank you, I genuinely appreciate this video.

    @ren1725@ren17257 ай бұрын
    • I’ve been horribly addicted to weed in the past and have gone through cycles of sobriety and then falling off the wagon hard, it’s awful. I think I can control it, just a little after work, and then all of a sudden I’m high all of my waking hours outside of work. Wasting tons of money and time, self isolating, terrible anxiety. I haven’t touched it in almost two years and I finally understand I can never touch it again. Stay strong, you got it

      @jarnold1789@jarnold17897 ай бұрын
    • Dawg I have been there so many times, have taken LONG breaks and said to myself "well I can take breaks so I should be fine to start in moderation" just don't do it. It turns so quickly into "moderation" back into the full blown state. I'm not saying you won't EVER be able to enjoy a drink again in your life but it really just isn't worth it. The "moderation" turns so fast its kinda scary. I was always the person who could take breaks be it weeks or months but once I started I couldn't stop, if you feel the same way trust me its not worth it to start again it only hurts in the long run.

      @revan4130@revan41306 ай бұрын
    • @@jarnold1789 Weed is one of those things that has SO many people in a tight grip and convincing themselves its not an addiction, so I really thank you for being honest and speaking about this since its one of those things that most people try and put to the back of their mind

      @revan4130@revan41306 ай бұрын
  • i think its very funny that Charlie still sounds sensible while in a drunken stupor

    @GLeee14@GLeee147 ай бұрын
    • he's the same guy just horizontal

      @diaperamess@diaperamess7 ай бұрын
    • I mean idk if you’ve ever gotten really drunk but when you’re still drunk the next day you don’t usually slur your words lol

      @haleyt3754@haleyt37547 ай бұрын
    • He may be hungover in that video but he’s definitely not drunk anymore- at least not nearly as much as he was (12 hours before recording it, or whatever they said)

      @talloncusack@talloncusack7 ай бұрын
    • It's not. As a person with a alcohol problem, it convinces people it's not that big of a problem, while you're destroying yourself. Because you still sound composed and collected.

      @ScarletAsmodai@ScarletAsmodai7 ай бұрын
    • September 10th, 2016

      @lizun4200@lizun4200Ай бұрын
  • I've been sober for 3 years and it always strengthens my resolve when large creators share their stories. Thank you for everything.

    @Sam-ru6pl@Sam-ru6pl7 ай бұрын
    • Quitter!

      @moviesbye9294@moviesbye92947 ай бұрын
    • Same, been sober around the same amount of time and hearing creators negative experiences with drinking always helps me stay on the straight and narrow.

      @Meosychs@Meosychs7 ай бұрын
    • @@moviesbye9294 Wow

      @dragonmanover9000@dragonmanover90007 ай бұрын
    • @@MeosychsProud of yall. My husband was alcoholic and bugger sugar addict for years. And has been free of both for over a year now. I also quit smoking cigarettes with him but that wasn’t as bad. He has been much happier and enthusiastic in life and I hope it stays that way.

      @sukaenacornelius9285@sukaenacornelius92857 ай бұрын
    • @@sukaenacornelius9285that gives me faith my ex may have quit or at least has the ability to. I know he has a good heart in there somewhere 🙏🏾❤️

      @WowJustWow37@WowJustWow377 ай бұрын
  • I grew up with a crazy alcoholic and I never once have heard an apology from her at all. The fact that Charlie admitted that he broke his sobriety streak and was this open and honest with his viewers about something so serious is incredible honestly. Most people don't have the courage to do this in front of a few people, let alone millions. That's crazy, honestly. Everyone relapses at some point. Some relapses are more severe than others, but the relapse itself isn't what matters, it's how you handle it and keep yourself back on track after that relapse that's important. I hope he's doing alright.

    @bombdotcom2168@bombdotcom21686 ай бұрын
  • I was sober for nearly two years before relapsing a couple months ago. I haven't taken it back to the level I used to drink at and I only buy a few 50 mil bottles at once now, but for about two months I've been drinking everyday again. This was a good reminder of something that's so easy for me to forget.. no matter how much I think I am in control, I'm an alcoholic and at some point, I'm going to lose control of myself again and have more than a couple small mixed drinks at dinner. Thanks Charlie for the little wake up call and please take care of yourself

    @eavaav3766@eavaav37667 ай бұрын
    • I hope you find your way back to sobriety friend. I’ve been in both spots and am now over three years sober. I’m not telling you anything you don’t already know, but there’s freedom waiting for you if you grab onto it.

      @sethkodiak@sethkodiak6 ай бұрын
  • It's nice to see an "apology video" that feels genuine.

    @fierybookworm@fierybookworm7 ай бұрын
    • This isn't an apology video. This is more akin to awkward storytime.

      @toiletdestroyer875@toiletdestroyer8757 ай бұрын
    • What does he have to apologize for?

      @holysavage6987@holysavage69877 ай бұрын
    • @@holysavage6987 He’s apologizing to himself lol And his friends, and the hotel staff 😂

      @joshlewis8860@joshlewis88607 ай бұрын
    • @joshlewis8860 well yeah lol but he doesn't owe an apology to us. He made a mistake, we all do.

      @holysavage6987@holysavage69877 ай бұрын
    • But the wet hair 😢

      @simplysparedxx25@simplysparedxx257 ай бұрын
  • Charlie never fails to up his reputation. He's honest about his mistakes and admits when he has gone too far or when he has done something wrong

    @totallyregulargiorno@totallyregulargiorno7 ай бұрын
    • sounds like some bot comment, its not like this was a serious video

      @chasemoore5256@chasemoore52567 ай бұрын
    • @IAmJustADudeLol 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

      @legobob237@legobob2377 ай бұрын
    • @CrewmateComplexXP can confirm! He's better than Charlie, people!

      @HeroADI1@HeroADI17 ай бұрын
    • ⁠​⁠@CrewmateComplexXPcan confirm! He’s better than Charlie, people!

      @quartdude@quartdude7 ай бұрын
    • @quartdude damn a bot copying a bot

      @quartdude@quartdude7 ай бұрын
  • seeing charlie’s smile sparked a gleam in my eye and a slight palpitation of the heart. my grandmother was watching as well and now she can walk again. my goodness, may charlie inspire millions once more

    @DaFuqBoom3r@DaFuqBoom3r7 ай бұрын
    • omg skibidi toilet!

      @seanyboy1891@seanyboy18916 ай бұрын
    • Maybe your grandma was just drunk last night

      @KieranLeCam@KieranLeCam6 ай бұрын
    • you can't fool me with your mind games

      @OrangeGeometry4203@OrangeGeometry42036 ай бұрын
    • same my grandma could walk again and turned off TV

      @seanyboy1891@seanyboy18916 ай бұрын
    • glaze

      @Scp-wh2qe@Scp-wh2qe4 ай бұрын
  • i cant imagine how terrifying and heartbreaking this experience must have been. Im absolutely astounded by you all's lightheartedness and humor in such a dark time. sending all my love and well wishes

    @brandishespistols@brandishespistols7 ай бұрын
    • I think it's about trying to do what's best with the situation. Calling an alco out is important, but it's pretty meaningless while they're actively fucked up. And might just lead to them isolating, doubling down, and eventually losing their support network. A lot of the time reinforcing just your friendship is the best you can do for someone in this kind of situation

      @bossdogs9199@bossdogs91997 ай бұрын
    • ​@@bossdogs9199that's important for me to remember

      @ursidae97@ursidae976 ай бұрын
    • Shame is the most pointless thing on earth. Don't let others let you feel like it's normal to have this emotion. It stifles everything good in favor of keeping up appearances. There's nothing bad that can't always be put in a better light.

      @Khunark@Khunark6 ай бұрын
  • As a 36-year-old recovering alcoholic (with an alcoholic older sister and alcoholic father) who recently went to the hospital for severe liver issues that are *_EXTREMELY_* painful and dangerous (it legitimately felt like a gunshot wound): *_PLEASE TAKE CHARLIE SERIOUSLY._*

    @ember-brandt@ember-brandt7 ай бұрын
    • Wishing you and your family well. Stay strong. Work hard to become the person you're proud of. It's worth it.

      @noncog1@noncog17 ай бұрын
    • Good on you bro, you're not alone and good luck

      @retts75@retts757 ай бұрын
    • I better pay attention. Sometimes I feel like I could be going down that road.

      @SomeKindaSpy@SomeKindaSpy7 ай бұрын
    • Wild of you to assume the sweet release of death would be anything other than a blessing for me

      @hannahalexy@hannahalexy7 ай бұрын
    • @@SomeKindaSpy don't wait til it's too late to decide it's worth worrying about. It's always easier to fix before than after.

      @noncog1@noncog17 ай бұрын
  • The fact charlie felt he needed to share this with us and actually took the time to give a sincere apology to the hotel is amazing and more then any other KZheadr would do. They would be spinning it onto someone else or trying to justify the means. So thank you charlie

    @zac5752@zac57527 ай бұрын
    • It's huge, means he also made his future actions accountable to the act of uploading this

      @BBTManiac@BBTManiac7 ай бұрын
    • you have no life if you write a comment like this

      @pinj@pinj7 ай бұрын
    • what other youtubers do you watch? Very strange narattive...

      @FrenkieWest32@FrenkieWest326 ай бұрын
    • 🥵🥵

      @faithmarie9014@faithmarie90146 ай бұрын
  • This dudes unneeded apology is better than any apology I’ve ever seen

    @Kirbo0064@Kirbo00646 ай бұрын
  • my parents were both alcoholics- it runs in both sides of the family- and they’ve been sober for years. i nearly got addicted but was lucky enough to have someone to slap my brain back into first gear. i can’t express enough how serious alcoholism can get, and how terribly it can ruin your life. listen to his words !!

    @kiwivii@kiwivii6 ай бұрын
  • I'm glad Charlie is comfortable enough and isn't scared to post even the embarrassing stuff to. Respect

    @mrcherp9725@mrcherp97257 ай бұрын
    • he made his career off telling embarrassing stories. have you never watched his old videos?

      @p6v665@p6v6657 ай бұрын
    • to

      @NewsofPE@NewsofPE7 ай бұрын
    • *too

      @wheelbarrow23@wheelbarrow237 ай бұрын
    • @@p6v665 Still nice to see

      @bananaman4613@bananaman46137 ай бұрын
    • brother, he talked about how he tried to suck his own peepee and how we almost ejaculated at his school play few years ago...

      @shishi0820@shishi08207 ай бұрын
  • I highly doubt that Charlie could ever be exposed for anything, simply because he can’t help but tell us everything that goes on in his life

    @switchprocontrollersplatoo7240@switchprocontrollersplatoo72407 ай бұрын
    • Pro controller

      @josephburke2234@josephburke22347 ай бұрын
    • Instead of the truth lasso, he has a truth ankle monitor. If he doesn’t tell the truth, he goes to a maximum security prison for the rest of his life…

      @ethancatalan4259@ethancatalan42597 ай бұрын
    • Damn is that an xbox controller

      @SeaTheMiner@SeaTheMiner7 ай бұрын
    • Until we find out he has an illegal tortoise fighting ring under his house It's to the death too, Shelly my tortoise is the raining champion............. If it were real that is

      @noonyabeezniss4911@noonyabeezniss49117 ай бұрын
    • @@SeaTheMinerI’ll find you.

      @switchprocontrollersplatoo7240@switchprocontrollersplatoo72407 ай бұрын
  • I’ve been sober since March 2nd, 2015. Charlie I’m so glad you freaking told this story!!! A reminder if you think you have a problem with alcohol you probably do, and you can’t go back. And that’s OKAY! If you need help getting sober that okay too. Nothing wrong or uncool with being sober.

    @SimplyCheryl@SimplyCheryl7 ай бұрын
    • Keep up the stength Queen. I'm proud of you

      @revan4130@revan41306 ай бұрын
  • Becoming sober is one of the best choices anyone can make. As my Father, sober of almost 5 and a half years once said, there is nothing scarier than a sober man.

    @ElijahThunderDrums@ElijahThunderDrums6 ай бұрын
  • Honestly it's really brave of Charlie to come out about his personal issues like this to his audience of millions. Really shows a more relatable and personal side of him. God speed, Charles

    @nathanieldellapenta8200@nathanieldellapenta82007 ай бұрын
    • @@CrewmateComplexXPerm...... lie

      @josh6or7@josh6or77 ай бұрын
    • Charlie inspires me.. My parents said if i get 60K followers They'd buy me a professional camera for recording..begging u guys , literally Begging...

      @namantherockstar@namantherockstar7 ай бұрын
    • Dude everyone gets hammered, it’s not that deep

      @user-ze6ns9pq2y@user-ze6ns9pq2y7 ай бұрын
    • @@user-ze6ns9pq2yit’s not as simple as that though, it can become a problem

      @idontknowlol5859@idontknowlol58597 ай бұрын
    • @@user-ze6ns9pq2y Dude, being able to hold yourself accountable to yourself is a good thing.

      @NikoBelliGaming@NikoBelliGaming7 ай бұрын
  • As a recovering alcoholic of 26 years this is the type of story that continues to keep me sober. One thing that I'm absolutely sure of, as much as I might think I can one day drink normally, it will never happen. This story is a good reminder. Thanks.

    @cynthiaguarino2016@cynthiaguarino20167 ай бұрын
    • Quitter!

      @moviesbye9294@moviesbye92947 ай бұрын
    • 26 years takes balls man Congrats!!

      @kimberlywainwright297@kimberlywainwright2977 ай бұрын
    • Yep

      @tribalismblindsthembutnoty124@tribalismblindsthembutnoty1247 ай бұрын
    • You think it’s the bad days that are hardest, but in reality, it’s the seductive song of the good days that will catch you with your guard down.

      @pf6797@pf67977 ай бұрын
    • Stay strong. Don't back down. You are a warrior.

      @TheRedGuy9@TheRedGuy97 ай бұрын
  • Mad respect to a guy who can willingly admit to a massive following that his demons got the best of him. Best wishes to him, hope all improves

    @OmegaTC666@OmegaTC6666 ай бұрын
  • I recently had a relapse after 3 years of sobriety, thank you for you transparency with your thought process, I relate to so many parts of what you said. Praying for the best for you man!

    @arthurau67@arthurau677 ай бұрын
    • Out here praying for you too bud. Hope you gwt back on track, or find a way forward thats happiest and healthiest for you!

      @jkatttt1699@jkatttt16996 ай бұрын
  • some of my most miserable moments were in a car being sick.. and some were being horribly drunk. I couldn't imagine the two combined

    @typicallamagoat@typicallamagoat7 ай бұрын
    • Being sick in a car is one of the most miserable feeling I have felt..

      @Cyrogenesis.@Cyrogenesis.7 ай бұрын
    • It's the best, sincerely everyone in Finland

      @GUOMENTAREVIEWS@GUOMENTAREVIEWS7 ай бұрын
    • being sick on a plane.... now that is painful

      @nathan38938@nathan389387 ай бұрын
    • I played in a punk band in the early 90s (Yeah I'm that old) and I puked all over the stage. It was awful. I ended up giving half of what I made to the people who cleaned the stage up that night. I felt horrible.

      @MarvinHartmann452@MarvinHartmann4527 ай бұрын
    • Next time have a paracetamol if your suffering from heavy drinking Also one time I smoked marijuana after getting drunk😂😂 and that awful

      @strygwr@strygwr7 ай бұрын
  • Even Charlie isn’t immune to the old “I’ll never drink again” loophole.

    @RebelRitchieMusic@RebelRitchieMusic7 ай бұрын
    • Moderation is key, for everything in life.

      @politeaf740@politeaf7407 ай бұрын
    • How many times I've said that...

      @QuigleyYT@QuigleyYT7 ай бұрын
    • In my case I'm just sick of alcohol, not sure if the depression makes the hangovers worse or not.

      @TimSlee1@TimSlee17 ай бұрын
    • ​@@politeaf740not true for substance abuse. Sometimes abstinence is the only way.

      @youwhat.@youwhat.7 ай бұрын
    • @@youwhat. The word abuse already imply that there is no moderation.

      @politeaf740@politeaf7407 ай бұрын
  • I end up drinking like this about once a month and literally traumatising myself😭 but because I struggle with emotional permanence I forget how bad it was every time and take it too far again. It’s a terrible cycle. I’m aware of my drinking problems and seeing Charlie talk openly about this experience has made me feel less ashamed and more motivated to try and go sober. Thank you Charlie - l just wish I could stop after these experiences like you can

    @katiesouthan6991@katiesouthan69916 ай бұрын
  • Thanks for posting, man. Sober for 7 years over here, and I'm 1000% sure if I did a wagon-tumble it'd be exactly like this.

    @younglobo@younglobo7 ай бұрын
  • As a child of an alcoholic, I really appreciate that you are holding yourself accountable and I want to support you. Thank you, hope you're doing well!

    @spacecase-cadet@spacecase-cadet7 ай бұрын
    • Same here :)

      @knifewife4390@knifewife43907 ай бұрын
    • Charlie was never an alcoholic, he just chose to quite drinking because he didn't necessarily like it anymore and felt there was never any purpose for it.

      @amethystgrace@amethystgrace7 ай бұрын
    • Who is this guy hes so funny 😂😂😂

      @Shrumpdi@Shrumpdi7 ай бұрын
    • My intention was not to call Charlie an alcoholic lol but to make a video talking about the negative effects it has had for him and expressing to younger people that moderation is a good thing and to hold yourself accountable is always great! I'm relating to the situation from the perspective of someone who has been deeply affected by a parent's inability to make that choice, and I have seen firsthand what not caring about those things can do to a person. So I'm really happy to see someone going in the opposite direction! @@amethystgrace

      @spacecase-cadet@spacecase-cadet7 ай бұрын
    • @@Shrumpdi yikes the bot kinda fucked himself with this comment

      @somberries1255@somberries12557 ай бұрын
  • Currently two years sober because it was never "just one or two drinks". Thanks for sharing Charlie, now I know the grass only looks greener because it's fed by vomit

    @22Heffy@22Heffy7 ай бұрын
    • Quitter!

      @moviesbye9294@moviesbye92947 ай бұрын
    • you just have bad self control

      @bluntwist@bluntwist7 ай бұрын
    • @@bluntwistokay ? I had the same issue. It’s a pretty good reason to stop.

      @TheKooperDon@TheKooperDon7 ай бұрын
    • @@bluntwistYeah, I reckon that’s why they are now sober. No one quits drinking if it isn’t a problem. Ya dingus.

      @Jenna_Miles@Jenna_Miles7 ай бұрын
    • ​@@bluntwist maybe, but they have great maturity and will because they had a problem, recognized it, and did something.

      @blakethegreatone2058@blakethegreatone20587 ай бұрын
  • As someone who has a lot of trauma because of other alcoholics growing up. I'm proud of you for actually trying, and for actually being sober as long as you were. You can get through it man, you're one of the coolest dudes out there and I think you've got that shit. 👏

    @MisterSpleenlol@MisterSpleenlol6 ай бұрын
  • I’ve been in recovery for 15 years. I stopped drinking 20 years ago but alcohol wasn’t my drug of choice, prescription opioids were. I am a firm believer that my addiction is still there waiting for me to slip up and while my body hasn’t been exposed to opioids in 15 years my tolerance can easily get back to where it was before and then some. I’ve seen it happen to people who have relapsed. I remember thinking that I’d never have fun again once I get sober. I have found that my life is a lot more fun and I have a supportive friend group who encourage my sobriety. It’s definitely not a boring life. I’m also not bothered by people drinking around me but I’m not going to spend my time in a bar unless there’s a reason for me to be there. Like a birthday party or to see a band play.

    @LibraInSeattle@LibraInSeattle7 ай бұрын
  • This is something that takes a lot to even admit to an audience who didn’t know, let alone go into detail with the story and video and still apologize for it to the people it bothered, mad respect

    @Lemonbreadsmusic@Lemonbreadsmusic7 ай бұрын
    • He's always been transparant no matter the story or circumstance, easily my favorite "youtuber" ever.

      @revan4130@revan41306 ай бұрын
  • I’m proud that Charlie was able to share these videos and admit that what he did was just a little too far from his sobriety and he let his leash go a little too loosely. He just came here and laid it all out and said “I fucked up, here’s the evidence of my mistake and I promise to solve this problem”

    @DebtsofImmortality@DebtsofImmortality7 ай бұрын
    • @@Xhaydenn2009 ah yes, having common sense and realizing how a decent human being should act is definitely, "glazing"

      @AxiomVA@AxiomVA7 ай бұрын
  • I've got a week of sobriety back. I'm waiting for a pick-up to a meeting and this popped up. I'm not exactly "spiritual" but the synchronicities in sobriety surprise me. Love your content and wasn't expecting to see this... awesome!!! I was slippin for years (my whole life) Great to see you get REAL and share something that is difficult to get accross. Cheers on callin yourself out and sharing your journey man. It really does help.

    @chrisnorton3494@chrisnorton34946 ай бұрын
  • Aw I’m sorry you had to go through that dude! It’s okay, we all go a little too far in one way or the other. You’re doin great

    @crying2emoji5@crying2emoji57 ай бұрын
  • I'm a recovering addict alcoholic for 7 years now it's not always easy keeping those pesky little horror demons at bay ... Dude I have a ton of respect for you your definitely a power of example on what a decent human being is and what a real man is so thankyou ❤️

    @colleenhanna5383@colleenhanna53837 ай бұрын
    • Have a drink

      @martybass7376@martybass73767 ай бұрын
    • ok so I commented this exact thing on a seperate comment so I thought it would be okay if I copied + pasted it. if you happen to find the time then please lmk your thoughts! (only if you feel comfortable w doing so ofc). my reply to the comment was: “raised by an alcoholic and having my first sip of alcohol as a teenager, I automatically knew that I was going to become an addict. I’m still an addict at age 22 now and currently on the wait list for rehab. if you don’t mind me asking - do you have any recovery tips as a recovering alcoholic?”

      @sxhizornsmn@sxhizornsmn7 ай бұрын
    • Eh, I wouldn't put in on that high a pedestal. Actually, I have much more respect for you. Getting through an actual addiction both physically and mentally is waaay more challenging then just giving up a bit of party drinking. Getting addicted itself is often times a genetic thing. Lots of people are susceptible to addiction, couple that with social problems it's really fucking hard to quit that then. So respect to you man. I have respect for charlie in the sense that he's making this public. If you're not addicted to alcohol, why the heck would you deserve respect for not drinking any? It's a rather simple, rational choice. You either choose to live with the crappy, unhealthy bullshit that comes along with the 1-2 hours of fun and relief or you don't and save yourself money and loads of suffering. Remember you always have a choice.

      @birbdad1842@birbdad18427 ай бұрын
    • Lets just say if you drink everyday make a rule for yourself to only drink day 1 then skip day 2 and drink day 3 again eventually making it longer and getting drunk once a week then 2 weeks and so on eventually you wont feel the desire to get drunk anymore@@sxhizornsmn

      @ActuallyMico@ActuallyMico7 ай бұрын
    • @@birbdad1842well thankyou I sincerely appreciate your comments....

      @colleenhanna5383@colleenhanna53837 ай бұрын
  • I've been working through alcoholism over the past 5 years and it's been tough. Always feels like you'll be fine then something like this inevitably happens. My last episode made me realize how bad I actually want to stop and hope I can stick to it. Be a month sober in 5 days.

    @HydroTRI@HydroTRI7 ай бұрын
    • Wrong approach. You are sober for 25 days. Nobody ever told you : One day at a time!?- Take it from someone with 20yrs2months2days of sobriety.-Change your way of thinking, you too can do it!

      @elkevera@elkevera7 ай бұрын
    • Wishing you well. Keep at it. Forever. Work hard to become a person you are happy with when sober.

      @noncog1@noncog17 ай бұрын
    • @elkevera Thanks I have good support this time around, and I made it a year and 5 months the time before this, so I'm in a better place than I've ever been.

      @HydroTRI@HydroTRI7 ай бұрын
    • The first month is the hardest, but it’s also an amazing accomplishment!

      @morgsley256@morgsley2567 ай бұрын
    • awesome work man you can do it! happy almost 1 month you're doing amazing!

      @bammythegreat@bammythegreat7 ай бұрын
  • I was an alcoholic and was sober for 8 months. I broke it just recently during a brunch, but I have never been able to moderate, one turns into two and two turns into three. The feeling of shame when going to far again is so real so thank you for sharing this, it makes me feel less alone actually to see that everyone makes mistakes even the people I look up to.

    @Princess_bblgum@Princess_bblgum6 ай бұрын
  • 15 mixed drinks for a man of Charlie's size is insane. that's like 23 drinks scaled up to average size. Glad you're okay brother

    @gellosan@gellosan7 ай бұрын
  • This is the most sincere apology video I have ever seen on KZhead. Charlie's story telling reminds me a lot of my grandfather who would completely immerse me and my siblings in to his shenanigans when he was growing up, so many funny things and stuff I probably will never experience in my life. RIP Grandpa Joey. Thanks for the content Charlie and Crew, much love. Edit: thanks for all the likes! Hope you are having a blessed day ❤

    @paparoach007@paparoach0077 ай бұрын
    • Not enough ukulele

      @pratikpramanik7782@pratikpramanik77827 ай бұрын
    • Honestly his description was making me nauseas, Chemo doesn’t help but I don’t like drinking anyways lol. I had to take a Zofran to suffer thru this lol

      @SaintShion@SaintShion7 ай бұрын
    • missing the dog too@@pratikpramanik7782

      @maxwuhl@maxwuhl7 ай бұрын
    • make sure to wipe your mouth after you zip up his pants

      @anqeIo@anqeIo7 ай бұрын
    • @@anqeIomake sure you go get some hoes bro

      @djstag@djstag7 ай бұрын
  • As an addict who had been questioning if my sobriety is worth it lately. Thank you for this.

    @yuh1548@yuh15486 ай бұрын
  • Its okay Charlie, I had the flu on a 16 hour roadtrip, from DC to Florida, with my entire 8th grade graduating class on a Magic Carpet Ride bus. I threw up in the bus toilet, in a large McDonalds cup (which overflowed onto the floor), inside a Golden Corral, outside a Golden Corral, outside a rest station, and dry heaved for hours into a lunch box. With 40+ of my school peers watching! How wonderful it is to have exerlasting memories of those trying times! But in all seriousness, I'm glad your friends supported you through this. Maybe the real road trip is the friends we made along the way.

    @capristone@capristone7 ай бұрын
  • Man I feel you, Getting wasted then waking up still with a massive buzz sucks hard. Especially when you gotta do things, I can only imagine the feeling of having to sit stewing in a van for 6 hours hungover LOL. God bless ya man.

    @Eos_3@Eos_37 ай бұрын
    • Charlie inspires me.. My parents said if i get 60K followers They'd buy me a professional camera for recording..begging u guys , literally Begging...

      @namantherockstar@namantherockstar7 ай бұрын
    • Charlie inspires me.. My parents said if i get 60K followers They’d buy me a professional camera for recording..begging u guys , literally Begging…

      @quartdude@quartdude7 ай бұрын
    • god damn the bots are a big issue, you would think youtube would just ban them

      @Epitome370@Epitome3707 ай бұрын
    • The 2 sad bot-children with the exact same story have to fight to the death for which one gets the subscribers

      @yan_dj@yan_dj7 ай бұрын
    • @@yan_djLOL

      @sakurahirawa@sakurahirawa7 ай бұрын
  • Almost 1 year without alcohol and the words this man says hit real close to home. Knowing one’s limits is important and everyone should listen to him 🙏🏼

    @AdmiralDankbar@AdmiralDankbar7 ай бұрын
    • Keep up the good work - pulling for ya!

      @Palmskis@Palmskis7 ай бұрын
    • I wish you the best going forward

      @RichardCox0@RichardCox07 ай бұрын
    • Hell yeah, man! God damn proud of you buddy!

      @meh.7539@meh.75397 ай бұрын
    • @@Palmskis appreciate it 🙏🏼

      @AdmiralDankbar@AdmiralDankbar7 ай бұрын
    • @@RichardCox0 thank you! Means a lot

      @AdmiralDankbar@AdmiralDankbar7 ай бұрын
  • As an ex-engineer at a hotel, I sure hope to god that you left a nice 13.9 Million subscriber-sized tip for those who had to clean up after your mess. We have had to literally tear up the carpet after stuff like this. It is usually a several-day job where the unit has to be taken off of the books where the hotel is not able to rent it out anymore. MANY many hotels do all of their repair work in-house. Busted pipe in the wall? Engineers. Bathtub leaking water into the lower unit? Engineers. Being forced by management to clean hazmat stuff like that makes you want to quit your job.

    @EniokiFPV@EniokiFPV6 ай бұрын
  • I work in the field of addiction, and I think this is a great video. Glad you uploaded it. Recovery looks different for different people, so I never fault anyone for thinking they can handle things down the line. Some can. Most can't. It's okay to make mistakes in finding your own limits, so long as you learn from it and update your boundaries. I know you didn't ask, but if you end up having this problem again, I do have a suggestion. Maybe have harder number/time/occasion limits on the "couple of drinks" rule? I find clearer boundaries help avoid slippery slope mishaps. Leaving wiggle room for this kind of stuff can accidentally complicate things. Your honesty is awesome, and this video is a great way to keep yourself in line in the future (while potentially helping others). I'm rooting for ya!

    @jht3fougifh393@jht3fougifh3936 ай бұрын
    • I am NOT a social drinker, I drink ALONE by myself all throughout the night. Its been hard for me to stop because I think I am self medicating my OCD/Anxiety/ADHD. I only feel "normal" when drinking, it slows my mind but also makes me feel good so its bad on both ends. Do you recommend anything for that circumstance?

      @revan4130@revan41306 ай бұрын
  • I relapsed on drugs (not weed) recently and it felt like my world was just ending when I came down; there was just a massive void. There's a lot of guilt and shame and barfing, it's not a fun time. Whether you stay completely sober, drink occasionally, or even go back to overdoing it, I'll always support you! Wishing you nothing but the best 🩵

    @rainingwhenidie@rainingwhenidie7 ай бұрын
    • Stay strong gang 💪

      @JimJones-ih1er@JimJones-ih1er7 ай бұрын
    • stay strong, friend, i believe in you!

      @soyunperedor@soyunperedor7 ай бұрын
    • I Hope you stick around friend. Stay strong and stay alive 🤙🏻

      @daphnea5447@daphnea54477 ай бұрын
    • Stay strong man, and stay safe.

      @hyrulemythology6055@hyrulemythology60557 ай бұрын
    • Stay safe stay clean stay alive. Work hard investing in yourself until you're happy with you. No one will do it for you, and it isn't easy, but it's worth it.

      @noncog1@noncog17 ай бұрын
  • charlie never fails to deliver delicious content immediately after being chased by a horde of sharks in the ocean

    @julesjewels6325@julesjewels63257 ай бұрын
    • @@IAmJustADudeLolcan you just hush up

      @WheelerDealer1561@WheelerDealer15617 ай бұрын
    • NPC's never fail to NPC.

      @Rosskles@Rosskles7 ай бұрын
    • Here within 3 minutes

      @trentonhales8277@trentonhales82777 ай бұрын
    • Absolutely trash comment. 🗑 🤢🤮

      @jefftraboulsy8631@jefftraboulsy86317 ай бұрын
    • @@IAmJustADudeLolcan you just hush up

      @quartdude@quartdude7 ай бұрын
  • I feel you Charlie. I opened my flood gates recently and had to admit my faults to my confidants to move past it. I appreciate you standing and dealing with your shit.

    @lo-keycypher5254@lo-keycypher52546 ай бұрын
  • Makes you realize that staying sober is relatively easy. Whats difficult is having control and being able to keep a constant state between being sober and being addicted to alcohol that is, drinking occasionally.

    @miloyall@miloyall7 ай бұрын
  • As someone with an addictive personality there was never such a thing as "I'll just have one drink." I used to get blackout drunk every night and i finally seen the writing on the wall and decided to quit drinking all together. Its been 3 years and I've never felt better, good on you for having self control and drinking in moderation.

    @brennanpitt@brennanpitt7 ай бұрын
    • i would get close to sloshed every night when gaming with the boys, been sober for 6+ mo now so feeling pretty good, my energy and motivation the next morning for adult tasks is much better , and my house and kids thank me for it 💪

      @ObsidianB8@ObsidianB87 ай бұрын
    • i used to be like that but i was able to set limits and either impose a number of drinks during this event or a dollar limit not going over it.

      @tatsuryuu5227@tatsuryuu52277 ай бұрын
    • I feel you. We don't go out very often any more but when we do, it easily gets out of hand. Thankfully it's only twice a year 😂. But that is about the only time I drink anymore.

      @souralba2727@souralba27277 ай бұрын
    • This guy is so funny 😂😂😂

      @Shrumpdi@Shrumpdi7 ай бұрын
    • 💀

      @Waker-zs4lg@Waker-zs4lg7 ай бұрын
  • I was an alcoholic for 20 years. However in the past five years I’ve had 12 beers. The thing for me is I’m near 50 years old, and I just don’t wanna go through hangovers ever again. Just thinking about what you went through made me remember vividly how it feels. Never again.

    @Blendercage@Blendercage7 ай бұрын
    • weed + alcohol is awesome but what blender cage said about hangovers is soooo true, bro I drank maybe 5 shots of vodka last night with legit a gallon of water expecting less misery the next day, nope woke up at 5 am with the worst migraine ever lol alcohol is so awesome I hate it, its weed for me exclusively(that's a lie)@@noonyabeezniss4911

      @Number1FanProductions@Number1FanProductions7 ай бұрын
    • This story actually reminds me of the last time I got drunk. Pool hall bar, jack Daniel's and an asshole that knew I was too dunk to say no more. I was hung for 3 days, poisoned, held up an out of town jobsite for 2 days, waiting for me to be able to move. Almost fired, never drunk again and that was 23 years ago.

      @iamperplexed4695@iamperplexed46957 ай бұрын
    • That's amazing. Congratulations

      @kalekayls@kalekayls7 ай бұрын
    • I drank a half a liter of Ice 101 before a party once and the first thing I did when I got there was chug a half gallon of Popov cheap vodka for about 10 seconds trying to show off. It was the last thing I could remember and woke up with alcohol poisoning. I had white poison pockets in the back of my throat for 2 days and felt like pure death. Worst hangover ever.

      @spiegeltn@spiegeltn7 ай бұрын
    • That’s why I eventually stopped drinking. The aftermath just isn’t worth it especially as you get older

      @wmpx34@wmpx347 ай бұрын
  • It's been over 7 years since I have drank and stories like this make me not miss it at all! Thanks for the reminder haha.

    @kmccririe@kmccririe7 ай бұрын
  • Stories like this make me glad I have made the decision to never drink alcohol. Stories like this make drinking sound like one of the miserable exercises you can put yourself through. So I have no desire to ever know what it's like to drink alcohol. And I am 31 at this point, so I have been saying no to alcohol for awhile at this point.

    @thecanadianfood@thecanadianfood7 ай бұрын
  • I envy charlie's ability to use the back seat as a full sized bed.

    @unlobs@unlobs7 ай бұрын
    • doubt it, it was probably the camera angle, we all know charlie is around 6’5

      @ciscoonly17@ciscoonly177 ай бұрын
    • Its the camera angle,, its just a really unflattering angle that was meant to belittle the hulking testosterone titan that is charlie

      @BumHoleTickler@BumHoleTickler7 ай бұрын
  • I have 14 years with no alcohol and every now and again my addict brain tells me I can have a beer or two. Then my recovering brain says “no bitch! You CANNOT! You are an alcoholic and there is no safe amount for you besides ZERO!” It’s a good reminder to not fall off. Thank you for being so honest and accountable. You are a pretty amazing human

    @inkedmomblu1510@inkedmomblu15107 ай бұрын
    • First of all, congrats to 14 years without drinking. But how the hell do you consider yourself "recovering" and an "alcoholic" if you've managed to not drink for 14 years? You're done man. You're not an alcoholic. You're just a person that doesn't drink. I mean this in the best way possible. (Sorry if there are any errors. English is not my first language.)

      @bekampfemittelmaigkeit4569@bekampfemittelmaigkeit45697 ай бұрын
    • ​@bekampfemittelmaigkeit4569 I love this sentiment I think the recovering title is because with addiction, once you're addicted you never quite heal fully a lot of the time, you always have an urge to go back when things get hard, it's like a safety blanket that you turn to all the time. Unfortunately with addiction, the recovery period is the final stage, no one ever truly gets over it But I agree, 14 years is so impressive and I one day hope that I will be able to say the same, amazing work OP!

      @Ya_boi00@Ya_boi007 ай бұрын
    • An alcoholic is someone that is unable to stop drinking, even though he wants to. Someone that does not drink, is not an alcoholic. Identification with the Problem is what makes it hard for the affected person, not do drink. If you look at the reasons that enable you to not identify with being hooked to alcohol, then not drinking stops requiring effort. Not drinking for 14 years makes you a non-drinker. It's reason enough to not identify with being an alcoholic. Stop believing you're an alcoholic and not-drinking stops requiring effort. If it still requires effort for you to not drink, then go read Allen Carr's Book "The easy way to control alcohol" I have stopped drinking last year and since then i can't count a single time where I seriously felt bad about not drinking or had to put effort into not drinking alcohol. This is the final stage. Not recovery. Not feeling like an alcoholic. It's just not being a drinker.

      @bekampfemittelmaigkeit4569@bekampfemittelmaigkeit45697 ай бұрын
    • ​@@bekampfemittelmaigkeit4569Love a good bit of "literally just think you're better and you'll be better"

      @jennakerrigan1092@jennakerrigan10926 ай бұрын
  • Proud of u Charlie! Been sober myself for almost 2 years. It’s crazy how a substance can steal your life away from you.

    @FantasticMrBerg@FantasticMrBerg6 ай бұрын
  • I watch you quite a bit for your relatable calm perspectives, call it out mentality and honest opinions on issues. I find it very strong of you to admit your mistakes by choice, even though you didn't get called out or cancelled. Also thanks for the info for others suffering or us that previously were. Huge props & thank you!

    @amandaa4744@amandaa47447 ай бұрын
  • I haven’t had a drink in almost 9 years and any time I’m feeling the itch I just “play the tape forward” and think about how horrible I’d feel in every single way if I did and it keeps me on the level; stories like Charlie’s also help remind me of how glad I am that I’ll never be hungover again

    @DiscGoStu@DiscGoStu7 ай бұрын
    • I like that. Totally gonna use that phrasing. Thanks.

      @XOChristianaNicole@XOChristianaNicole7 ай бұрын
    • @@XOChristianaNicole Right on! The one that actually saved my life was, “You can’t think your way into healthy behavior, but you can behave your way into healthy thinking.”

      @DiscGoStu@DiscGoStu7 ай бұрын
    • @@DiscGoStuyeah play the tape forward was one of the most helpful phrases I’ve learned. Cause god damn getting high is the best thing ever, but it’ll kill me, ruin my life, and right after I use that regret and already going to pick up more is gonna suck

      @oliviertostevin2144@oliviertostevin21447 ай бұрын
  • I appreciate how honest Charlie is about how bad being drunk can be - it’s fun until it’s not. It can be so dehumanising 😅

    @Raygrets@Raygrets7 ай бұрын
    • That's true for everything that can be fun tho. Getting high from drugs is fun, untill its not. Having sex is fun, untill its not(if someone has 5x your libido, it starts being a chore untill you actively dislike it). Exercise is fun, untill its not. The main problem with drugs and alcohol, is that you dont realize its losing its fun untill its too late, or untill you sober up.

      @Predated2@Predated27 ай бұрын
    • ​@@Predated2bro is spotting facts

      @carpetburns1222@carpetburns12227 ай бұрын
    • I'm not trying to be an ass but how is alcohol fun? Truly I'm looking for an honest answer cause I got drunk once in my life and I hated it, felt like my soul was away from my body.

      @SHINeeismydrugXP@SHINeeismydrugXP7 ай бұрын
    • @@SHINeeismydrugXP social lubricant ma boy

      @carpetburns1222@carpetburns12227 ай бұрын
    • For many (me included) the "fun" is being able to socialise without anxiety getting in the way - also it can be fun to casually drink with friends at wine tastings or cocktail nights@@SHINeeismydrugXP

      @Raygrets@Raygrets6 ай бұрын
  • I cant wait for the road trip vid! I love those types of vids, they always are so comfy!!

    @FritzyFreak@FritzyFreak7 ай бұрын
  • Recovering here as well, some addicts can go back to casual some don’t. It’s just nice to hear from others. Thank you for sharing

    @devilsadvocate8946@devilsadvocate89467 ай бұрын
  • Charlie laying down at the back of the car like Dracula in his coffin is really funny

    @FishyMaxSteel@FishyMaxSteel7 ай бұрын
    • 😂

      @Soma_109@Soma_1097 ай бұрын
    • Drunk Dracula

      @CODCritic101@CODCritic1017 ай бұрын
  • This is the video I'm going to share with my daughter to begin the dialog of the dangers of binge drinking. Being raised by alcoholics myself, I was stunned by the possibility that I had become an alcoholic in my twenties. I didn't consider my drinking problematic as I could abstain from alcohol for very long strenches, unlike my parents. It wasn't until I attended an AA meeting with a family member that I realized and accepted that I too was an addict and that anxiety/stress triggered my binge drinking. If I start, I can't stop and like you, the hangovers were unbearable. Unlike you, I did hurt myself the last time I binged and woken up in a hospital handcuffed to the bed with police officers babysitting me. I had been injured, can't remember how and had refused help which is why I had bracelets on. I disfigured my face and never drank again to this day. Thankfully, I didn't drive nor hurt anyone other than myself. Blacking out is very dangerous and I'm grateful for the officers who rescued me from myself. Apparently I was found bleeding on a sidewalk in some sketchy neighborhood next to a dumpster. That was 14 years ago. Unfortunately my parents never got sober, lost everything and now are paying with toll with permanent brain damage in the form of Alzehemier's Disease. Some people can drink, have fun, not get drunk and don't experience blackouts. I'm just not one of those people... sounds like you're not either. Thanks for sharing your story with such honesty and not editing out the "embarrassing" parts. Please take care of yourself. Much Respect from 🇨🇦

    @paolabauer1928@paolabauer19287 ай бұрын
    • Alcohol runs deep in our history of Canada. Glad you were able to get sober bud, it's very tough Ive been there too.

      @PPSH-Riley@PPSH-Riley7 ай бұрын
    • ❤❤ never go back on it I envy you and every alcoholic on the other side of it. I'm trying so hard to get there I have a completely different type of drinking behaviour than you and many others, I drink one drink every couple hours all day to self medicate an anxiety disorder. I almost never get drunk or hungover it's just a constant dulling of the senses. Love from Ontario

      @SeamusLeGris@SeamusLeGris7 ай бұрын
    • I feel like lot of young people doesn´t even know that they have a problem, as you "recover" quicker....I was in my early 20´s, at college, partying multiple times a week and looking back now, I really don´t understand how I was able to live like that...if I would do that now I don´t think I would be functional human being....good think you are talking with your girl about this. I live in central Europe and drinking alcohol is always huge part of socializing. No one in my family had alcohol problem, but also no one really talk with me about this....I feel like if they did, maybe I would spent my early 20´s wiser

      @deepseatofucreature4204@deepseatofucreature42047 ай бұрын
    • im just glad i was able to keep away from that aspect of my family history, i just dont enjoy even beeing mildly drunk. its a lack of controle, and it makes you feel misserable. i feel better not drinking, and i only drink one beer if i go out because i like how it tastes, luckily now they have alcohol free which is helthier.

      @robertlaidlaw4592@robertlaidlaw45927 ай бұрын
    • Sorry for that bro stay safe

      @Bradu32@Bradu327 ай бұрын
  • At least you have great friends around you. That's lovely to see. They took care of you and laughed with you and it shows so much love.

    @evelinke@evelinke6 ай бұрын
  • CoA here, Really proud of you for assessing your self, having the courage to be honest with yourself, and making a plan to take care of you. Seeing my father struggle with this for 35 years I know it takes a whole lot of courage and also integrity to go this happened and this is my plan to make changes. I respected you before, and I still do. To the others in the chat telling their first hand stories in your fights to staying sober, I'm proud of you too neighbours. This shit ain't easy, or pretty. Thank you for trying today.

    @EyeKahnography@EyeKahnography6 ай бұрын
  • I'm a recovering addict and the concept of being able to stop at a couple drinks is so wild to me. Not in a bad way!; I'm just not able to have a single beer without it ending in me slamming dope behind a dumpster by the end of the night lol. Moderation is a great way to go, and I'm glad it's becoming more accepted for people to not participate in drinking without being bothered about why.

    @kaivd1922@kaivd19227 ай бұрын
    • Some people lose all sence when they drink. I'm glad I don't. I also don't get drunk without a lot of alcohol. That may be because I drink all the time. It's funny that I can not drink for days without ill effects. I had six 16oz Coors Banquets today and didn't even get a buzz. I sure enjoy the taste, though. Shit... make it seven.

      @xitywampas@xitywampas7 ай бұрын
    • @@xitywampas do mind, even the smallest amount of drinking permanently damages your body and brain. Doesn't matter if you feel a buzz. Even if it's little, it counts up. The only exception is when you're old, drinking 1 drink a week can have a net positive effect by helping unclogging arteries. But that's only when you're so old that you won't live long enough to experience the long term effects of alcohol.

      @megustAslagt@megustAslagt7 ай бұрын
    • I love your outfit and ur hair :0 kinda makes me think abt dyeing mine again lol

      @reberca-uy2zx@reberca-uy2zx7 ай бұрын
    • I'm someone who has never liked the taste or feeling of alcohol and my friends for a while would call me a bitch or a pussy for not doing shots with them. It took me getting angry with them and screaming that I don't like drinking and to stop asking/insulting me to take shots. I really hope less people in the future try to pressure others into drinking with them when they say no. Best of luck to you, I really hope your road to recovery is as healthy as it can possibly be. ❤

      @stealthyremote7424@stealthyremote74247 ай бұрын
    • @@megustAslagt You're right. I should have been more clear. I'm surprised I'm not chemically dependent. I would think I would feel bad when I don't drink after drinking so much for so long, was what I meant.

      @xitywampas@xitywampas7 ай бұрын
  • This actually made me feel kind of good, not because of charlies suffering, but because I thought only horrid people get too drunk to project vomit in someones car, but if charlie has commited this mistake, it makes me feel a little less awful

    @SL-wt8fm@SL-wt8fm7 ай бұрын
    • We all make mistakes. We learn.

      @infallibleblue@infallibleblue7 ай бұрын
    • Just remember, very little things in this world are irredeemable. You can shit your pants, or projectile vomit on someone/on something as an adult and most other adults will sympathize with you.

      @RealMoonmen@RealMoonmen7 ай бұрын
  • Thank you for sharing man. I live in a country where alcoholism is such a tabboo people think when you say you are ''an alcohollic'' you mean drinking more than twice a week. While for me i go bad shit like you did in your fun night. good you realise you shouldnt drink. I have my occasional relapse and hate myself everytime for it.

    @lyall1412@lyall14126 ай бұрын
  • I appreciate how open and honest you are

    @CoolestKevin_@CoolestKevin_7 ай бұрын
  • I just wanted to say that I appreciate that even when it comes to his own flaws he remains honest, down to earth, and blunt.

    @JamesA_TheZombieSlapper@JamesA_TheZombieSlapper7 ай бұрын
  • I like how you can see the hangover hit Charlie so hard you can't tell if the area around his eyes are pale, or the area around his nose is red.

    @bencaxton6681@bencaxton66817 ай бұрын
  • I need this in my life. It's so wholesome yet sad to see all this goofiness yet be unable to experience none.

    @JAXi9321@JAXi93216 ай бұрын
  • Thank you for talking about this it makes me feel less bad about when I threw up everywhere

    @natamersa9836@natamersa98366 ай бұрын
  • Thank you Charlie. As a 33 year old. I struggle with quitting. The older i get the more it takes so long to get over a hangover. I hate the feeling, and I wanna go cold turkey so bad.

    @novaquinn5323@novaquinn53237 ай бұрын
    • Make sure to set reasonable goals. If you try for cold turkey and fail, which is highly likely, you'll simply feel more defeated and thus more prone to giving up altogether. For instance, if you usually drink while out and not at home, maybe try using *only* cash to pay for your drinks starting with $50 the first week/month/whatever time span, then $45, then $40, etc. Keep only that amount in your wallet so you don't succumb to temptation to buy more. Hopefully, by the time you get down to $5, you'll just order a milkshake or something else instead! Godspeed! 👍

      @spk1121@spk11217 ай бұрын
    • Just as a PSA for yourself and anyone else reading , if your problem with drinking its relatively severe DO NOT QUIT COLD TURKEY. Alcohol is one of the few substances that if you’ve become physically dependent on it quitting cold turkey can lead to seizures and death. If you suffer from withdrawal symptoms when you try and cut back/quit then please consult a professional or at the very least do some proper research into how you can quit safely. I have a mother who’s currently in rehab and in the months/year leading up to it she was constantly told by doctors to be extremely careful about cutting out too much too quickly. Gradually tapering off your usage in a controlled manner is the safest and most effective method if you are going to do it by yourself. Good luck to anyone who is trying to quit, I know you can do this. It’s immensely difficult but at the end you’ll never for a single second regret doing it. Life gets a lot better when your addiction is no longer in control.

      @NonyaKnees@NonyaKnees7 ай бұрын
    • To help get used to change, try with something that doesn't affect you much. If you usually get up at 7am, change it to 645am. We do best when we ease into it. Be gentle with yourself. This is for the rest of your life, it is important to let each small step be fully incorporated, then try the next. When we change too quickly, it makes a weaker foundation to step off of and, too often, it all falls down. Take care.

      @TheQueenRulesAll@TheQueenRulesAll7 ай бұрын
    • Don't go cold turkey if your drinking is pretty severe. That will probably hurt more than even your worst hangover. If you want to try quitting on your own as opposed to seeking help from professionals, I would suggest weaning yourself off little by little until your body becomes less dependent on the alcohol over time as opposed to just completely quitting all together. That could be dangerous.

      @nissan_skyline@nissan_skyline7 ай бұрын
    • Dont go cold turkey, this can cause depression due to the receptors in your brain. Step by step is easier

      @yanick0207@yanick02077 ай бұрын
  • This man is a real one, he’s honest with himself and everyone else, he’s a mad lad

    @Dr_bright963@Dr_bright9637 ай бұрын
    • Somehow I’m both surprised and not surprised to see a profile with the Dr. Bright name among the sea of accounts that isn’t my own comment 😂

      @Dr.Bright17@Dr.Bright177 ай бұрын
    • Somehow I’m both surprised and not surprised to see a profile with the Dr. Bright name among the sea of accounts that isn’t my own comment 😂

      @quartdude@quartdude7 ай бұрын
    • @CrewmateComplexXPso you’re just gonna keep commenting same shit?…with ya 200 subscribers and

      @MikeDizee@MikeDizee7 ай бұрын
    • @@quartdude I’ve noticed you have a tendency of copying comments in reply sections for some reason. Why is that?

      @Dr.Bright17@Dr.Bright177 ай бұрын
    • ​@CrewmateComplexXPI'm better than crewmate complex 💀☠️ 😂 stupid bot lol among us sucks

      @Im_Bloodz@Im_Bloodz7 ай бұрын
  • Something similar happened to me where I got really sick from drinking (most likely alcohol poisoning or near enough for it to suck) And ever since then I cannot drink more than a drink or 2 without a horrible hangover. I just avoid it now (excluding special occasions). Sorry you had to go through that, Charlie, but good luck and thank you for sharing❤

    @NekoAioshi@NekoAioshi6 ай бұрын
  • A good message from a good dude. Stay safe and healthy, Charlie.

    @I_am_a_human_not_a_commodity@I_am_a_human_not_a_commodity6 ай бұрын
  • Charley finally back in his natural habitat

    @ediblecouch@ediblecouch7 ай бұрын
    • ur a jew

      @axelkampp@axelkampp7 ай бұрын
    • @IAmJustADudeLolkill me please

      @Realdon17x@Realdon17x7 ай бұрын
    • nothing shocks me more thank how quick bots can flock to comments

      @ediblecouch@ediblecouch7 ай бұрын
    • @@ediblecouch Honestly, i wish Charlie just ban all of these bots.

      @iloveanothermanswives4278@iloveanothermanswives42787 ай бұрын
    • ⁠​⁠@@ediblecouch Honestly, i wish Charlie just ban all of these bots.

      @quartdude@quartdude7 ай бұрын
  • So cool when you can have friends that you can trust when you decide to let yourself go and they'll still take care about you.

    @Yusbarrett1@Yusbarrett17 ай бұрын
  • hearing stories like this is the only time i'm glad that my body throws up and i feel sick after 3-4 drinks. i used to be annoyed by it, but, i will never relate to, like, a completely altered state, or blacking out, or anything, because my body just nopes out before i ever get to that point

    @Allison_Hart@Allison_Hart7 ай бұрын
  • choose the top shelf stuff. brother. they always use the standard spirits in their mixdrinks and cocktails. you have to specifically request what spirit you want in those

    @adaydreamhd@adaydreamhd7 ай бұрын
  • There's a reason I always refuse to drink and never go back to it, and Charlie actually showed me that I was completely correct in my assessment.😂

    @MercuryAlphaInc@MercuryAlphaInc7 ай бұрын
    • 🤓🤓🤓🤓 Right on fellow Redditor! impeccable assessment 🤓🤓🤓🤓

      @friendlygiant1507@friendlygiant15077 ай бұрын
    • @@friendlygiant1507 Fellow Redditor?

      @MercuryAlphaInc@MercuryAlphaInc7 ай бұрын
    • @@friendlygiant1507fellow redditor?

      @TitanChromeE@TitanChromeE7 ай бұрын
    • @@friendlygiant1507 Fellow redditor?

      @santazilla9961@santazilla99617 ай бұрын
  • God I hate the feeling of being drunk. You describe it perfectly. It feels like hours and hours go by and it’s only been minutes. Then you know you’re going to feel worse and worse for hour after hour.

    @foxxygearreviews7754@foxxygearreviews77547 ай бұрын
    • Maybe drink with friends and not on your own so.

      @AfroGaz71@AfroGaz717 ай бұрын
    • I don’t really drink much any more at all. Occasional glass of wine or a beer. But pretty much never more than one.

      @foxxygearreviews7754@foxxygearreviews77547 ай бұрын
    • Being drunk is pretty tits. Except I can’t do brown liquor. Conveniently the last two times I drank I ended up getting extremely sick. Not cool

      @ThirstyHawaiian@ThirstyHawaiian7 ай бұрын
    • I wonder if it is genetic or something. I haven't had that issue lol. Worst I've ever gotten was getting more and more tired and dizzy, and then really wanting to sleep.

      @Gandhi_Physique@Gandhi_Physique7 ай бұрын
    • There's a golden zone, just before the Event Horizon where it just a blissful buzz, I swear its one shot from complete spiral into hugging a toilet.

      @GreyfauxxGaming@GreyfauxxGaming7 ай бұрын
  • About two months ago I went through the same thing. I hardly drink at all. But I went to the Ren fair with friends and I went out on the mead and cinders. I was destroyed. The worst I ever felt in my life. I was drunk for over 12 hours. I have the same pledge as Charlie here.

    @knightleeb3606@knightleeb36067 ай бұрын
  • you're awesome, dude! sobriety is hard. my mom hit 4 years in February. good luck to future endeavors and remember progress is never linear

    @InkyBeeArtz@InkyBeeArtz6 ай бұрын
  • Its so wholesome how charlie cried in matts arms 😭

    @Jikavi@Jikavi7 ай бұрын
    • Fr

      @rickard486@rickard4867 ай бұрын
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