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Alcoholic with 140 days sober today. That line “I’m finally someone that I know again” makes me choke up a bit. Rehab was the best decision I ever made.
amazing! I need to be one day sober before that.... Not giving up but it is so tough...
@@ssgtrom9739 hey I was a sgt 3rd ID. Take care of yourself brother. You have more friends in this world ten you even know exist! Reach out if you need me!
@@ssgtrom9739 I've smoked weed every day for 3 years(19 now) and started drinking hard a couple months back I've been trying to stop every day, this kind of music and all of these people keep me sane \
@@kalesyvers3175 yeah i hear ya! but it's almost like i have to avoid this to just feel a little better in my climb to sobriety lol
10 years dry around about now. Gets easier n I'm thankful everyday I don't drink. Keep on keeping on ppl wherever you. Thanks Tom ✌🏻
Havent twisted a pipe in 2 years and have my children back and bought a home. Im blessed to be here today.
Married with my third son due next month. It's amazing how much your life can change when have other things to devote your time to.
Congratulations 👏 stay strong
Good job really tho
Thanks guys❤
Hang in there brother. I just got my own place too got all my kids. I'm blessed I hope no one knows this pain. But I know more will. And some won't or can't get help..
I’m a 44 year old Christian tropical white mom. My tattooed up, son just gave his life to Jesus Sunday. I’ve spent the last week locked away with him while he detoxed from drugs and alcohol…he went through hell! Tonight after church he said, “I’m gonna start weaning off nicotine “. God shaved 10 years of self hate and self destruction of my son in 10 min on his knees. I just subscribed!
This is my 3rd time getting clean I'm at 7 months I'm stay sober this time there is nothing in my way to climb to the top amen
I listen to this every morning. Im 2 years clean of meth, 3 years clean of heroin, 1 year clean of coke, and 9 months sober from a half gallon of whiskey a day. I honestly can relate to this. Every day I'm greatlul for that i don't use or drink. Edit: Thank you for all the love. You are all my inspiration to stay sober. I love you all ❤❤ I honestly didn't know how much love and support I'd get from you all. Thank you all for the kind words and support! I wish i could just meet you all and give each and every one of you a big hug. I love you all! ❤❤👊☺❤🤗
Don Juan I’m happy for you congratulations
Congrats dude!
Good for you I got free by changing my circle of friends. Surround yourself with people that feed your sobriety not your addiction
Congrats Keep up the WIN
@@poppyd9758 Yes! A thousand times yes! When you get sober, it makes your "friends" question their alcohol/substance use. 99% of the time they aren't ready to stop...then blame YOU for not being fun anymore. No one in that group really cared about my health. Got new friends now.
Clean and sober thanks to Jesus Christ.
Amen and someday you’ll be able to thank Him face to face...but today you stay strong and keep raising and lifting up. ❤️
I'm fighting the same war brother. Great message, thanks for the show. 3 years for the rest of my life...
Amen
@Whoreally Cares Amen
@@bigmike716 Congratulations on 3 years!
Jesus was my rescuer. Former meth addict here. Almost lost everything. Went to jail... Life's still hard, but through it all, Jesus found me. To any recovering addict out there. I love you. Jesus loves you. You can overcome! God bless
Thats awesome. I did heroin and crack for years and did a lot of f up things. Thank God im 14 years clean and sober now
I have been sober from IV heroin addiction for 6 yrs now 🎉❤😊 I prayed to Jesus to please scare me away from the 💉!!! The next day I sat there for hrs and I didn't prick myself once and NEVER again after that 🎉!!! Please my brothers and sisters in Christ who are suffering please turn to Jesus! For me, the hard times i went through with addictions and traumas brought me to Jesus! Usually, we find him at rock bottom! I survived all those OD's and scary situation's because God has a plan for me...Just like he has with all of you! God bless and know that its NEVER to late to turn to Christ no matter what you have done! 💯 Repent in Jesus name every night! Pray for your enemies because it brings them to the light! If i can do this i promise anyone can!! God bless you all ❤❤❤
Drinking cost me a 17 year relationship, my dignity, pride, self respect and almost my life. 1 year and 159 days later and I'm still counting days... but I'm also still breathing. Instead of counting Tallboys I'm counting reps in the gym. Instead of running from my problems I'm running miles. I don't have millions of dollars. Hell, I don't even have that many friends. But, for the first time in almost 2 decades I'm proud of who I am and where I'm headed. At 40 years old you could say half my life is behind me. I say the better half lies ahead.
❤💜 this!!
Life only has one gear and that's drive. If you don't have a Reverse gear you might as well not think about going back in time. Keep it in Drive and live the way that brings you happiness and love yourself because you just did the near impossible by escaping hell. Keep it up Ramsay happy to hear your story and the changes you've made!!
Ill be sober 6 yrs in oct and im still counting
Congrats keep up the good work!!
Brother, keep moving forward. There are always more reasons to keep going than there are to give up. Stay strong and true to yourself, and you will never fail. It never get easier, and it never goes away, but I think you have realize that you are stronger than your addictions and that you can make the right choices. Keep being that example the next person in your shoes will need.
I'm 15 years sober from meth . . I have a very addictive personality if I can do it so can yall. . Have faith and never give up. .
Congrats!
@@user-qt9ry2bj4h thank you
2 weeks sober from meth, this comment gives me the strength to believe I can make it. Congrats, stranger. You're an inspiration.
@@vesselvan733 🖤❤💓❤🖤
@@vesselvan733 Keep going Babes my friend is clean now you can do it 💙
I got baptized today and I'm happy to find Jesus in my life I'm clean and sober sober sober sober
where did you find Jesus? can you introduce me to him, please?
12 years sober. you CAN do it. it IS worth it. you ARE needed.
Tom...just lost my little brother...took his life with a bullet to his heart.....he had demons...and this will be played at his wake....he proudly served his country....but lost his battle....thanks for this...
He won't be forgotten brother. Stay strong.
May he rest in peace, keep your head up please.
@@RaptureSniping thank you...each day that goes by is a little easier..but it will always be painful....thank you again
awww , shit, you are gonna hurt for a long time my friend. my ex took his life a year after we had a baby , so if that baby could not kerp him on earth then just maybe some people cant do life as easily as others. no shame in that. Thinking of you , stay strong and dont idolate be with your family n friends look after you !
@@gina2190 im sorry to hear that..and ya..ill feel it forever...not a day will go by that i wont think about him...sadly right after xmas my cousin also took his life....been a bad year...anyway..thank u...hope u and the baby are doing well...bless ya...
I was a junkie for 24 years and I'll have 2 yrs clean on Oct 6th. I used anything I could get my hands on. I was an equal opportunity abuser. Glad to be sober today
Keep up the good work
It takes a soldier to stay off the needle
Lolol. “Equal opportunity abuser.” I love that. Perfectly describes my past as well. Keep up the good fight bro
Amen brother. I've been sober for over a year now.
This is inspiring I'm struggling to get clean myself I keep relapsing though I'm trying to find the strength to keep at it but the detox is horrible ain't gonna lie but I have particular reasons why I need to get clean. Sorry for the long dialogue but wanted to say glad you made it to the other side of addiction and keep up the good work
37 days sober and I’m finally finding myself again, I lost 10 years to it but I’ll never lose another day
😭😭😭
Hey man, ik I'm just some random ass dude on the internet but I hope you're still going strong and keep it up ❤
Lost 18 years, restarting from scratch with nothing.
@@SuperGameplayer21I slipped and fell but I’m back to day 2
@@TheGoatRoper one moment at a time friend.
Use to live that life. Truly that death. Now I’m reborn in Jesus and truly living life sober and happy
Hi Tom. I’m an alcoholic. And thanks to your song. It inspired me to stop drinking. And get a better hold on my life. I have 2 beautiful kids and an amazing partner and the last thing I want is to lose them because of my drinking. Thank you for an amazing song to help me turn my life around.
Me too. Best of luck to you.
@@DpacLynnShakur thanks. Best of luck to you. Fight hard. I will.
Me too , except I’m enabling myself :/
You can do this Alex. Somedays will be easier, some harder but you can do this. Much love, much life.
@@1alayzzia thanks. Been a month and 1 week an still haven’t touched a drop
This is the music that saves people’s lives. Thank you.
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Which is why the cabal doesn't support it.
I’d rather kill myself than listen to another song
@@ethanwineberg2243 Then why are you on his page listing to the song? YOU are the snowflake he’s talking about
@@ethanwineberg2243 Well, that's why they make chocolate AND vanilla.
I pray for my addicted son soon to be 40. Drugs are his life, along with lying cheating stealing. I miss him. I tried to get help for him but he has to want the help. 😢
I remember saying, “How do people actually go through a day NOT high? They can’t actually be happy.” Going on 7 years clean from heroin.. I am happier than I’ve ever been 🙏🏻❤️ God is good 🙌🏻
Amen God is Always Good.But not to those that blaspheme Him and mock him with tattoos of Upside down Crosses like this student of Babylon.Time is short for the "Illuminated".Glory to Jesus Christ!
Keep it up homie :) praying for you!
👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 Amazing
Thank you guys for all the love ❤️❤️🙈🙂
We are all in this together. Never give up.
Hey Tom, I'm a 65 year old man and I gotta say YOU are the poet laureate of this age. Don't ever stop.
I feel the same way!! I've never been a rap fan but man this is so good. Relating to millions
Ys, I am 60 and I am loving him .
Turned 66 yesterday and never listened to anything or anybody like Tom. Been sober 30 years. Still think I'm going to relapse every day.
@@christopherdrzik6784 Happy Birthday! You're one month older than me. 06.30.1955
So is twenty one pilots but I see your point :) he’s amazing-
16 months sober until today 😢 Gonna dust myself off and start over tomorrow.
Dont worry about that small shit the wagon is still there get back on. Life is better sober.
My name is Shelby Anna Ruml and I AM SO GREATFUL FOR YOU AND YOUR MUSIC Tom Mcdonald AND Miss Nova R. THANK YOU
i was having a drink while i listened to this, i poured it out.. im done man,..
You can do it!!! 💪
How are you doing now? Everythink okay?
That is what they all say
so proud of you
One day at a time.
3 years sober from alcohol...Thanks to my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.
Amen Surrendered December 2017 My Chains have been broken. Praise you Jesus❤️
May Saint Michael support you each day.
Amen brother im glad to see you doing better man. Much love God loves you. I love you even though I dont know you. Keep going God Bles you man.
bruh its not jesus who stopped you its you
3 years for me too bro.
My sobriety date Aug. 20, 2016. I lost my oldest son to his addiction, Mar. 20, 2016. Nothing has been the same since. I miss him.
I'm on day 26 of recovery from alcohol and narcotics.. This song made me sob and smile simultaneously. A moment of silence for the beloved addicts that we've had to bury.
I need help brother I can’t stop the pain is always there using anything helps
@@squizzy9959stay strong sqizzy . It sounds cliche but when you wake in the morning , go to a mirror or reflective surface and say aloud "i fckin love you" give yourself some love because we always forget to reinforce positive thoughts but constantly fill our heads with negative ones . repeat that multiple times then take a moment to think of your positive attributes and try to work on those. Our own mind can be our best friend or our worst enemy, Self love can set any man or woman free, and likewise self-doubt will always cripple us and set us up for failure. Another thing is try to get a solid sleep routine if possible , and do not use your phone for at least 2 hours after you have woke its amazingwhat differencethis makes to your day because influencers are just that , so dont be influenced. start the day off on your terms and youll beat the demons .
@@squizzy9959I feel ya. Not being cold. Make a will. Won’t be long. Anyone you love, include em. The least ppl like us can do.
@squizzy9959 I'm so sorry brother it gets easier but u know that ain't no way of life brother. I'm still in semi addiction. Norcos and vicodin pregablin.
God blesses you❤
I’ve been clean from self harm since November 2019. Yes I know this is about drugs but it makes me proud that I haven’t self harmed EDIT: unfortunately relapse self harmed again on 16th December 2020
Crystal Martin thanks for the info
Crystal Martin thank you so much for all the support much love 🥰
Congratulations, glad you have found a better way to cope with life. Keep it up and stay strong king 👑
it doesent matter if it from drugs or alkohol . addiction is addiction
Hope your still doing well!
Heroin was my demon, I struggled for 5 year’s. It took me longer to mend relationships with family, & friends because I lost my self while taking them with me. My mom passed away it took me then to open my eyes to her wise words I needed to be the women I am today. Addictions are hard but you’re always bigger then those demons.
@@joelc302 you will get there! Keep your head up, & keep fighting.❤️
Keep your head up,hopefully things are good and stay good. I wish I could help anyone dealing with things.
Well honey fight the good fight I wish you the best
@@joelc302 Joel, please contact me if you need any information on resources. I've been clean for 6 years now, and it's the best thing I've ever done for myself. There is a whole new life waiting for you, when you're ready. You can do it, you can start right now.
Congratulations to you Willow! I'm proud of you for not only getting clean, but making the choice to do so! I was strung out on smack for about the same amount of time as you were. Was an alcoholic for the 7 years beforehand. Traded the booze for the drugs. I've been clean for 6 years now and it's so good. I just hope the damage I've done to my body hasn't taken too many years off of my life.
2 and a half years clean from heroine and meth. Started both at 15. Thank you Lord for delivering. Now I help others find there truth.
Been sober for almost 2 years , had to go to prison to sober , God gave me a blessing and another chance in life !!!
My oldest son is in a Florida mental hospital for alcohol and drugs. He is also bipolar and having a hard time.. Being his mother and him 33 yrs old, I’m fighting his demons with him ....I want my son back, the old son... thanks for this song
im so sorry..
You wont get you old son back, you I'll get some one new and even happier once he has recovered and understands to cope, some battles take longer then other but you always come out someone different for the better on the other side. -a substance abuse counselor who is 7 years and 4 months clean.
lol
I'm sending you lots of Love and light sweet mama. I'm very sorry for the pain and suffering you and your son are in. I lost my 22 yr old son to depression, alcoholism & addiction...It's devastating & incredibly difficult. I'm praying for you both.
Don't ever stop fighting for him, ever! No matter how hard it gets, no matter how much you think its making him hate you, you keep fighting that battle for him for as long as he lives. Even when he seems strong enough to fight it on his own, you stand beside him and continue to fight and support him. My little sister was an addict and after years was finally diagnosed as bipolar. We thought that she was turning a corner, and things were looking better... We lost my little sister to addiction this past July, and it has destroyed my mother. Her only solace has been that she knows she fought for my sister to get better every single day until her last. I pray that the path for your son has a better ending than my sisters did, but know that no matter how bad things get, deep down he knows you love him and that you are fighting for him.
This song has saved my life, saved me from losing my kids and is helping me fix my mended marriage. This is the realest song I’ve heard in my life.
Congrats! My mother used to do these back when I was in 3rd grade and my brother was in kindergarten cause my parents got in a huge fight, my mom did all this and worst almost died! Had to live with my grandma for a year. Not having her kids made her wanna quit and so she did, she’s now going to be 6 years clean this year! So I understand how bad these hardcore drugs are and the alcohol as my grandma died last August from bad intestines from smoking and alcohol a whole ton in his early life. I’m happy for you! Stay clean times may be tough but it always gets better! -From ur average 14 year old. 😁❤️
Brandi majors ; I feel you beauty! Exact same story! Forever grateful to be sober 3.5 years, & my kids finally have the real me back!!! ❤️ proud of you girl it’s harder then people who haven’t been there to understand! Forever proud of you hun! Xo meghan Arns St. John’s Newfoundland
I hope this is true. Keep it up!
@@billybobbobson3797 100% true. I’ve got better things to spend my money on like my kids
Really? A song did that?
I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for God. I owe Him everything. I pray all addicts find their way home 🙏🏼 if not for themselves, for their families and people who love them. ❤ I pray I may never see another relapse. Crazy when you're scared of yourself. You can't run from that 😔
Working on 4 years sober or any dope....weed saved my life REAL TALK
I lost my husband to alcoholism . He was 42 yrs. old . He simply didn't have the strength to overcome it . My heart goes out to everyone battling addiction / depression . Love to all ❤
I'm so sorry. :( * hugs* My dad struggled with alcoholism (and smoking) and managed to get sober after many years but still had an addiction to sleeping pills because of his insomnia. People can be so cruel to people who struggle with addiction when the cause/starting point is always past trauma, mental health issues etc. My dad lived through the horror of the end days of WWII as a little boy.
Im so so sorry. I need to fix that same issue... So easy to drink a 12 pack plus daily... It's hard. I've had a good life, but this appears to have taken over unfortunately. I'm 35 right now.
So sorry for your loss
I have 32 years clean, this hit home and brought tears to my eyes. This fight is never over.
You have been winning for 32 years. No reason to lose now. Keep up the great work!
Alex Rašev most wholesome comment ever
Same. This song hits home.... it makes my heart swell every time. Every time. MuchLove and thanks for Mr. Macdonald and Mr. MadChild.
This fight is never over, This fight wont ever die, No matter how often I lash out, No matter how hard I try, It doesnt mean that I bitch out It doesnt mean I wont cry, It means I'm a fucking WARRIOR till the day I fucking die. Something I say to myself every day. Now, I say that and listen to this.
Big props to you ❤️
Thank you Tom. I could tell you a story of how your music saved my life, my business, my marriage and my relationship with my 4 young children - but I'm sure you've heard it many many times before. Your messages are not lost on people from our generation.. let's hope the younger heads can learn a thing or two from you. Your music embodies my entire experience of life, and i feel a certain strength & peace of mind when I'm listening. Thank you for being so real, congrats on the success of your music, you deserve it. Whenever I'm feeling confused I sit back and listen to you and Mac Miller and it brings everything into focus. I haven't been to meetings in a long time, but I've decided to start going again to help others see what you can achieve through sobriety. I just opened my second business location, so I have a lot of people that rely on me, and its a great feeling knowing that I am doing everything I can to take care of them. I know some of them struggle with addictions - and being able to understand their problems, and meet them on their level has given me the opportunity to have stronger connections with them and offer them help and advice instead of meeting them with anger. Thank you for all your hard work. Love and Peace. It's insane how you made this song relatable for everyone. If you've been down that road, most of these things have happened to you... I was on the rigs doing heroin & oxy with my driller when I was 17. Had a girlfriend freak out and slit her wrists with a broken mirror because I wouldn't give her a line. Crashed my truck drunk with a duffle bag of drugs, and ran from the cops... And everything in between.. to then having kids and seeing success through my own business which ultimately shadowed my own issues until they ran out of control and I had everything to lose. Needless to say - it took a lot of hard work, faith, prayers and support from meetings for me to see, and FEEL the light on the other side. Shouting out all the recovering addicts, and current addicts who are trying to get sober .. don't give up.
Drug addict. Of meth and cocaine. My sobriety lies within you lord. Through any addiction
I’m coming up on 10 months free from alcohol. The best thing I did after getting my 7th dui charge, wrecking my car ( no one was hurt but me) , having a near death experience, I went to rehab, got involved with AA and completely surrendered my life to Jesus, who rescued me from destruction.
Currently in Rehab, i play this song every morning. To everyone fighting this battle everyday dont ever give up YOU MATTER!
This dude got me through A LOT. My hat's off to you for staying strong. Thank my higher power for giving the world Tom, Nova and Mad
Finny,i play this every morning as well
Hope ur still playing and being strong
@J D why wouldn’t u ???
I know this is late as fuck but... U can have a phone at the rehab you're at? Lol I've never been to one like that... Anyways, keep it up bro.. you can do this!!! I been clean from heroin for close to a year and a half and if I can do it than anyone can.. you got this bro
Jesus Christ. This is music with value.
Amen brother.
I think he'd be happy to see that its helped people God Bless have a nice day.
Amen!
And that's not even blasphemy bro
You're a gem! And that does not count as blasphemy. My man!
146 Days Clean And Sober. I feel so much better. Clear headed and have emotions again. Feels amazing. This song hits home. Thank you. Next stop 147
Please continue to stay clean, trust me you will love the new you more than the old shit. When you are tempted play the movie out to the crappy end.
GOOOD JOB my buddy you dont need any of that BULLSHIT KEEPUP GOOD WORK AND DONT LET NO ONE TAKE YOU DOWN IM SOBER 8 YEARS AND I LOVE GREAT STORYS LIKE THIS GOD BLESS
I am proud of you
Tom I just wanted to say thank you. My names Burton today is my 21 birthday and I am a year and half sober of cocaine and alcohol. You and others like you who have been there are such an inspiration to people like me. Keep up the good work brother. God bless
congratulations. I hope you are doing well and continue to have the amazing life you deserve. keep fighting.
Who else teared up while listening to it
This song has been what I listen to when I need to remind myself how I was 15 year’s ago, and see the progress I’ve made in the last 6 years after I had destroyed everything my family
For sure. And there's been quite a few Tom MacDonald raps that have struck some chords, emotionally and otherwise. I am thankful for his brilliance and what amounts to nothing less than compassion.
I sure did tear up well just cried it hit home I have been in program for 2 and a half years. I have some set backs i have learned so much about myself everytime. The battle is real and it is a fight the rest of your and my life..Stay Strong. I really love this song
I'm not crying ....you're crying lol 😂
Whoa ah oh ah oh
I’m a recovering heroin addict and I got 20 days clean I listen to this every time I get the urge and it helps me through the urge Tom Macdonald your the shit bro
Congrats that's a hard habit to kick, keep strong and I hope you're doing well. 🙏🙏🙏
@@debraharris93 thank you and it definitely is one of the worst things I’ve ever had to put down
@@fenrirodinson531 Still going strong, Fenrir?
Proud of you! How are you today?
Yes I am thank you
Suffered a seizure from an alcohol/pill withdrawal, found Tom Mac Again after not listening to him from so long. This song helped me get thru the days I was in the hospital. Thanks to these Peeps singing, you Helped Me!!!
I showed this song to my mom when I quit the stupid things I had been doing not knowing that I was gonna lose her soon after due to health issues. I was already done being dumb but losing her really sealed the deal for me. For my mom For God and for my self I will never go back to that..... Thank you Tom Macdonald Thank you Madchild You guys inspire so many
I’m a recovered addict since 2014 a recovered alcoholic for 3 1/2 years next to liver failure and been cig free for 275 days and counting y’all can do this don’t sell your self short you’re a LION even if you don’t believe it yet!❤️
Yep. He's my soul sister 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞
You can do it bro! 💪
My last street drug 1999, my 18th birthday, cigarette free 15 years, alcohol free 9 year as of 4/20/2021 Stay strong man and keep up the great work!!! You are a living miracle 🥰
@@ItsLaurenE ❤️ wow that’s amazing and you keep up the great work too also i don’t know about a living miracle but def blessed🙃🙏 ty for sharing I hope it gives strength to those who are struggling and encouragement to those who are still fighting god bless❤️🙏
@William B i know tis rather ironic of all days to have my wake up call. Makes it super easy to remember ... Thank you so much 🥰
This song hit home, started drinking when I was 17 and deal with depression. I drank for 17 years daily. Suicide attempts, mental breakdowns, showing up to work drunk, constantly hung over, drinking before I could leave the house to see anyone, my addiction was part of me for so long. I just hit my one year sobriety in April, this song gives me hope to keep going on the hard days. Edit: Thank you so much for all your kind words and support! It means so much!
Amazing! Keep going, you got this 😊
Thank you so much@@ariaalarie828
👍🎊🥳Congrats! Way to go! I'm proud of you, you can do this!
Embrace all the days of your life ahead clear headed and aware. It will all work out. They wont all be easy, but I'm not sure life is suppose to be always easy.
Thank you!@@heavenhelpus9084
Recovery is about recovering the person you are supposed to be!
Stay strong Thomas and Manchild❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Never in my 38 years on this earth have i related to an artist as much as this man!!!
same
Same here. Same age too
Agreed
I was thinking the same thing...I'm feeling ALL this dude's work
Right 100% I totally agree on the same way I love him.. Music powerful for anyone that's in is or was never active addiction drunks alcohol ex❤️ many years I was a full blown black out drunk and drug addict. So amazing that you can turn your life around I never thought I could I was in the darkest of darkest days and I'm so proud to say glad to say I am sober 😁❤️ God bless us ❤️🙏❤️🙏 all always Amen I'm 34 now 😁❤️
I was a heroin/fentanyl and crack addicted escort living from one hotel to the next until last April .. my PO came to my hotel with the police and arrested me. When I got to prison that night I was told by the nurse I was pregnant. My son is 3 months old.. still sober and happier than ever Edit: July 6, 2020 is my 1 year sober!! Thank you all so much for all of the love & support!!! My son is now 6 months old, still happier than ever!!
Own that shit :) 1 day, 1 year, it all matters. Grats
stay off the shit, trust me, I haven't experienced it but it ruins lives that could have been so much better
Lil Motion yea. I know. It ruined my life. Lol but thanks for the advice ..... 😂 🤦🏻♀️
Adam Peiffer thank you!
TheLastBoyScout returns thank you!
This video needs to be shown in every Rehab, AA and NA meeting. As a recovering Alcoholic I can relate to every single lyric. Thanks Tom!!!
My friend is getting help in the hospital for doing drugs and wanted to end his life. His girlfriend and I have been wanting him to get better. He is a warrior no one understands the nightmares someone has to deal with so they fall into drug use. From past pains and such no one knows the pain of addiction until it happens to them. He is doing something many dont do he wants to get better wants to be better dad and a better person. We love him for trying and for fighting so long.
Yesterday I was arrested, I was blackout drunk at a bar and I ended up in jail, my girlfriend packed her things and left. I just found this song and it hit me hard. It’s time for me to change for the better. I will fight, I have been struggling since I was 18, I’m 21 now. My life has been a constant drug to me. But it’s time for it to change. Thank you for making this song, truly inspiring.
Keep the faith young man, you've got this!!
Been there man just glad I never woke up in jail many times I should have
@@thatonesatelliteguy Damn, yeah. No shit, eh? I need to stop before I do end up in jail too.
We are in the same boat brother... we got this. It's so hard.
Keep your head up dude you got this, dont let the devil take your soul
I've never had a drink, a cigarette, or a drug in my life. This song was still emotional to listen to.
Congratulations
That just goes to show how universally powerful of a lyricist tom is! This song is so emotion evoking!
Don't ever start man. Hell awaits at the bottom of the bottle. I know.
So true john ... been there myself... im free now as well. Dont ever open that door.....
Stay smart and keep it that way!
3 years sober and never felt better. ❤ It's ok to ask for help... Dont be afraid of the pain. My brother wasn't strong willed enough to make it. Hes been gone a year now. I miss him everyday. 🕊️
This song means so much to me. I'm battling sobriety. 30 days now . I think about drinking every day. Fuuuckkk. I hate my life don't know how to change. Have no more friends. No one calls me no more because I'm sober. How do I maintain?
Read the Bible, talk to God, seek him and I promise he will deliver the strength to you to stay off the bs. Have true and real faith. I promise it's not silly, he is real, powerful and he will work in your life to get you back on his path. You can do this! You are strong, just live like yesterday no longer exists. You are new and each day is a new day to forget better yourself. Stay strong! Sometimes it's good to shed the old life. You may miss those friends now but they aren't what you need in your life. Take this time to get to know yourself better and find a life you can find happiness in without the drink. I lost everyone and felt so alone. With Jesus I lost that loneliness over time, I have found myself, a life I enjoy, and new friends. The true ones will come back around if they are there. My oldest friend is back in my life and now Jesus is working in his life. He could see the change in me and I think he wanted what I was feeling. I told him it's because I have found my Lord. I think he's coming around to learning he needs to seek Jesus himself. Try it. I mean what's the harm. A better life? A wonderful relationship with Jesus? Salvation?
I don't know you and never will, I'm proud of you for being sober
You maintain by realizing you are valuable. Every day adds up. 1 day turns into 2, then it hits 7days, and that's a week followed by 30days and that's a month. Then they just keep adding up till you hit a year, and then keep going. August makes 6 years me for me with no alcohol, and trust me there has been many temptations along the way, just have to hold the faith in yourself and God(if you believe)
I’ve had this song on repeat nonstop. I might only be 13 but I’ve been through people telling me to kill myself, my best friend ended her life. I’ve watched my mother fall apart and not care about me anymore. I’ve almost ended my life. This song makes me tear up because it showed me that I’m not alone. I’m gonna keep fighting till my last breath.
Hello I do not know you but do not give up this fight you have so much to live for I promise you when you look back a year after being sober you'll say my God all the things I didn't see that were right in front of me
@Me thank you so much this means so much to me 💖
@@johnpuckett899 thank you so much! I love how everyone is so nice in this comment section and people actually understand me
Never give up!!! Im sorry for your loss.
I dont know how you feel about God but ill pray for you. Your life has value and I wish I could help more but I just wanted to stop and show some love God Bless keep going. I'm sorry for your loss btw
Tom macdonald. I seriously need more trios. You nova and madchild. Ive never felt this much emotion in music.
I agree the three of them click perfectly sober and bad news have become 2 of my favorite songs.
Soooooo true yall
Dude, this shit hits you more than you would think. How did I just learn about this man.
@@mekakushiba RIGHT?!? I JUST FOUND HIM AND HE BRINGS IT! SAYS WHAT MANY TRY TO BUT AREN'T ALLOWED TO... GOD BLESS HIM! HE'S REAL AND MAKES NO APOLOGIES! MY KINDA PEOPLE...
Yep your right, powerful.
im with you Tom, Nova and Madchild...im fighting for my life right now....thank you for this song.
I hope you’re okay man, keep going!!
This song helped me get through 14 days of detox and withdrawal . Bless you guys thank you 🙏
As a recovering depressive I've come to understand preventing suicide isn't about chasing good feelings, but remembering you still have good to do. You're alive for a reason, don't short change humanity, you still have work to do.
I don’t owe anybody fuckall, and nobody owes me anything, except my uncle borrowing money from me :/
From Tom’s song “Angels” “heavens got enough angels, stay here on earth” 💕
I've learned this lesson recently myself. I thank God everyday for the challenges. I've got mountains to climb again, and I can't ask for more than that.
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Yeah, I love listening to Angels. Have tried to check out 4 times and I always say the 5th time will be the last. Wannabe is another good one. Somedays are tough. Thank God for music.
One day I'll listen to this song and be sober. Still battling addiction, seeing everyone here who's sober gives me hope and I envy every one of you. Keep it up and pray for me, not sure I'm strong enough.
You are strong enough, It helped me to stay away from my so called friends that were still doing it.
I pray for you everyday, you're stronger than you'll ever believe. 🖤
We will get there brother 🙏 💪 💚
The scariest part is making the first step. You do it! 6months sober after 20 years of heavy daily intake. Take your life back praying for you.
That's exactly how I feel.. I am trying to get off fent and it feels impossible but I'm trying and I'm on a program 😪
So proud of u, Tom!!! I love your music so much you've helped me more than you'll ever know brother I am 4 years clean now I get teary eyed every single time I listen to this song such a masterpiece
4 days sober from iv meth use. Going to rehab. Been so depressed and discouraged but I'm not giving up. This song inspires me.. good luck to all recovering addicts we can do it
You can do it I promise.. the first days are the fuc&ing worse. It does get better a little more everyday.. hell you got 4 days clean!! Be proud darling do you know how amazing that is?? Most can’t even do a day! See your stronger than you think !! I don’t know if you believe in God but pray he will help. God will never put on you more than you can handle that’s a promise it’s in the Bible. So you can beat this! It’s only the devil trying to keep you down he wants you to keep taking until you lose it all then your life.. Remember it can’t always be bad. You gotta hit the ground sometimes but guess what ? That’s when you bounce back up!! Never forget that. God be with you and I wish the best for you!
Stay strong
Stay strong, Tom’s music is great for recovering, passion and motivation 👌 keep pushing every day, focus on tomorrow because it’s an opportunity to do better 🤘
@@yournamehere3679 His songs give me hope and some of his songs makes me think.
Cheering you on. I was strung out for 3 years on meth. Please know in your heart of hearts that the depression and all things related to WD are a temporary thing. Stay strong, it can (and will) be done.
After I lost my husband..i will fight forever..10 years..amen..
Love it and I will love to meet you I'm a inspiring artist and I don't know how to run this phone yet cause I want to be able to make a freestyle video but I don't know how much longer I can do this shit cause I'm really going through some stuff for real working on it but it is a monster and I have so much to say I will have some lyrics out to you soon bro my wife is sick and she doesn't have a lot of time so I need to get my story out there
Family stand strong
He needs a vlog Chanel
I feel.you on this so much. Your not alone my husband passed 2 almost 3 years ago after his brain surgery failed him ive been clean for 4 years an fight hard daily to be sober for myself and my kids. Keep your head up and congrats on 10 years sober an many more years to come. God bless
God bless you darling 😘
I have twenty years sobriety, I never say that I won't, I don't trust myself, I am always in recovery. Everyday you learn something new, everyday you find something that relates. To everyone struggling find your song and never let it go. Music helped me in so many ways. I have been so traumatized that my anxiety levels are all over the charts, but it's okay. I'm all over the place but I'm okay, it's okay. With love, honor, strength,and respect; it does get brighter.
Jesus can help you with the assurance that you won’t go back. He loves you and want to continue helping you. Come to him and he will give you the ultimate rest. Matthew 11:28
Man this song gives me chills. I lost so much throughout my addiction. My job I had for 15 years, Got arrested, went to rehab numerous times, lost friends, My family didn't want nothing to do with me, Overdosed, Blew through A LOT of money and just about lost my life. I've been clean now for almost 17 months off of Meth, Crack, Cocaine, Pills/Alcohol. I'm thankful that I decided to finally get well, I never gave up but it wasn't easy at all. To anyone going through it I understand and we do recover if you want it bad enough. Only you can do it though. Nobody's going to do it for you. Thank you for this song and it's a Masterpiece, I really dig it. God bless those struggling, I feel you, Don't give up, Never give up.
When you can go on KZhead and look at the comment section on a video and see almost literally nothing but love and respect and encouragement, these days that’s how you know you’re making the most of your talent and bringing people together with your skills. You’re real AF, Tom.
My comment was- KZhead: trolls everywhere Tom's comment section: bliss, love and much more. Still got haters replying lol. But hey, we need balance in life. Someones gotta be the troll.
You right man...respect to tom
Jorden Berger I guess I’m the troll then if I’m just being honest I thought this song was awful I mean I like toms messaging but the reason for all the positive comments on KZhead is because people know who tom is but in reality no one cares for him or his music besides his fan base so the only ones clicking on his videos really are his fans, this is their little “safe space” in a way not a lot of haters just toms fans enjoying his music together. I don’t think Tom is a bad rapper but I definitely feel he is too repetitive and contradictory for my liking. - thoughts from the troll
Great observation
You know a person by the company they keep. Tom keeps very good company. So do we all.
Hands down one of Tom's most IMPORTANT songs. This kind of stuff save lives when heard by the right person in the right time in their lives.
And u are right...
Yeap. I have over 10 years. This song is so inspiring I want to relapse so I can get fight to get clean again. 😁 Honestly, I miss selling as much as using. It was every bit as hard for me to give up too. I tried so hard to rationalize still doing it sober. Telling myself I could handle it now and would make even more money not putting it all up my nose.. even though I'd done it several times, and most definitely could *not* handle it.. ✌✌
You nailed it!!! This shit brings me right back to the day I put the needle down. I remember those demons coming out of me and playing this over and over. This song is a masterpiece for what it is. I don’t even listen to rap, but this is a masterpiece. I look back and can’t believe the shit I used to do and how far I’d go to get what I needed.
Me, right now. Hits goddamn hard.
Not just Tom's song
If anybody is finding this NOW, go listen to Tom's song 'Angels'. Keep believing how strong you are. Love family 🖤
Jeez, I’m a huge ass man & I’m sobbing at reading the comments of all the people praising their sobriety journeys so far! Stay strong. Fight every day. It’s the best war to win.
Just made 16 years sober. This song hit the feels.
Congrats! My mother used to do these back when I was in 3rd grade and my brother was in kindergarten cause my parents got in a huge fight, my mom did all this and worst almost died! Had to live with my grandma for a year. Not having her kids made her wanna quit and so she did, she’s now going to be 6 years clean this year! So I understand how bad these hardcore drugs are and the alcohol as my grandma died last August from bad intestines from smoking and alcohol a whole ton in his early life. I’m happy for you! Stay clean times may be tough but it always gets better! -From ur average 14 year old. 😁❤️
Congrats my friend wish you the best of staying sober I've been blessed I've never had these addictions but I've seen the hell that it causes first hand from my mother and her addiction so congrats keep up the good work
I cant even make it a damn day without drinking. 👏 props to you
Good for you man... it never gets easier but it makes you stronger
@@chevysforlife100 don't give up, keep trying Man!
10 months free of crack. wake at 5 and run, daily work outs. watch what I eat religiously. never been in a better state of being. mind body health. I shed a tear every time to this song. I'm effin proud of all of Us that climbed out that hell. love you Tom
Good for you bro keep working at it and keep progressing keep getting better dont even know you but im proud of you man hope you achieve success man just make sure you keep it up.
I'm going running on my lunch break... Like I have been for a couple weeks. You'll be in my mind while I run today. My man Kyle is healthy, clean, and kicking ass. Keep it up, sir.
My respect, man! Hope you'll go your way and stay clean. Day 7 sober now myself and Tom's music and comments like yours motivate me to stay strong. Thanks for sharing and the best wishes 🖖
man you aint black !
So proud of you!! Keep fighting!❤
Seriously thank you for making this song ❤️🙏 i rel😢so much thank the Lord i am now so close to 6 years clean and sober
Tears 😢 I’m feeling the pain and wish everyone to be freed from their addictions. Proud of you Tom for inspiring us to change through your story and thank you Madchild the line of your dog who stood by you through it all and then died had me choked up with tears. No one will ever understand the love dogs have got their owners unless they own one or as I say my dog is my family. My pug Simba would give up his life for me to protect me . ❤❤❤ he is my true family and loyal friend
"I have my scars I'll always remember. I lost it all, and never surrendered." Lost everything, made it to state prison twice by the time I was 23... been clean 4 years, married with my second child on the way, and I graduate from nursing school in 3 months... Never give up. Love this song! I love these two! True talent
Congratulations! Keep up the great work!
Same. Prison twice before I was 23. I didnt get visits or money on my books either bits. Came out with nothing but an outfit both times. Same when I left my ex wife.
God bless you so much!!!!!
Wow..amazing.
Gratz dude, i been clean off dope for 6 years
DAMN TOM WTF!!!! I'm an old man and this had me crying like a baby. My God right from the heart.
That’s powerful music for you
I hear ya.....This is the most brutally honest, music from the heart I've ever heard.
Everyone's got their 'shit'. No one here is going to judge you. It took me 10 years to deal with a part of my life
Music transcends time.
The realst out there tom is the goat
Sober 73 days. Unfortunately lost my husband a month ago, he couldn't fight the battle but I'm going to win the war for him.
some people are born lucky, some are born fighters ;) never surrender, never back down!
Sorry to hear about your loss. But I hope you keep fighting, and I hope you keep winning!
Best peice of advice I have ever gotten is this... Never Quit Quitting... no matter how many times you fall.. Never Quit Quitting!!! 9yrs clean from everything I could get my hands on. I couldnt find any more veins. My lungs on the verge of shutting down. Sick kidneys. Liver damage like most of us. 4yrs sober also. Me and hubby made it out alive by the grace of god. We do recover. Please dont give up we need you!! You are loved! You are worth it! Never Quit Quitting💜💜💜
Haven't had a needle in my arm since August 19th 2019
Much strength.
That's great man! Don't ever go back.
Good job bro!
Fuck yea man!
Amazing! Proud of you. ❤️
I've binged this guy for two days now. This is is what music should do, break you down bc you relate, and build you up bc you know your not alone.
Only 2 days lol. Love me some Tom!!!
What do you mean only 2 days? Addiction 2 days or 2 years is a step towards being sober. Never been a addict but ive watched people suffer lose their kids and watched someone i loved be put in the ground cause of their addiction. I wosh they were able to say they were 2 days sober.
@@haileyreeves4584 He meant, "you've only binged Tom's music for two days?!?" No one is talking about addiction.
My bad. 😂 idk what i was reading but it was 430 this morning.
@@haileyreeves4584 get to sleep insomniac. 👀👀
August last year i stopped taken fentynol and it was the hardest thing to do. I was sleepy af but couldn't sleep for 16 days and nights. I started hallucinating so much to the point i was talking to both my father and step father which both have passed away. I still think it was really them. Now if i see a blue pill i get sick to my stomach thank God. I still need to work on my drinking. I'm very blessed to be here today. I wish we could get rid of the ingredients to make that nasty ish. To the ones that are still addicted i know it's hard but you can do it. I love all of you brothers and sisters around the whole globe. 💙
I have listened to this beautiful song and "withdrawals" every day. Almost a year sober with a couple of relapses. I prayed so hard on my knees shaking ,crying for God to deliver me from this pain, tired of the seizures and blackouts. Suboxone saved my life from the constant battle with my brain chemistry from the severe opiod use disorder. Now i have to overcome letting go of that demon, (Suboxone) which is just as painful as the other. Thank you for these truly honest and well versed songs. I haven't heard anything hit addiction so accurately as this. HOG always❤ my hopes to be around for many more albums since every single day is a fight to live.
Save A Life by Tom is also so powerful. Keep fighting, i wish you well.
@kenny bob Thank you! Ill check out that one as well.
I just got out a month ago from doing four years in state prison, due mostly to the lifestyle that comes with addiction. I've been clean now for years. This song reminds me of how I feel on the inside, and I'm not alone. I'm proud of who I've become. Thank you, Tom MacDonald *and MadChild. This is my new anthem.
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no you are not
on day 6 of heroin withdrawal. still can’t sleep through the night, took like 5 baths to try and calm my restless body but couldn’t find anything to calm my restless mind. scrolled through my KZhead recommendations and my higher power placed this song here for me to listen to on repeat to remind me that the battle is never over but it’s possible to get through, it gets better and im not alone. don’t ever cry like I need to but this shit brought me to tears. i needed this. thank you.
If you have access try kratom! Its natural, hits the operat opiate receptors, and can seriously help worth withdrawals and recovery.
You got this. Your strong and will win
Stay strong it will get better
Good luck w that You are going to be a H head you're entire life.
@@kevinplaugher9681 no no it doesn't. Heroin addicts are always an addict.
This guy is a rapper that has meaning to his songs.Good Lord this song I hope will touch my son, he's been livin it hard.I gave him a good home,no drugs alcohol,but he feared not even death until it knocked on his door.Son momma prays if you see this ,I know you listen to this guy Justin .
Is it just me or has "rap music" as we knew it, just evolved. Thank you Tom and Nova. You two are extraordinary.
Well said! Totally agree!!
Hi Tom I am a therapist and I am contacting you because I have just come across your incredibly passionate, well timed, powerful testimonies regarding many important issues. I work with homeless men struggling with addiction and mental health issues and they continually told me to check out this rapper that talks about real life issues and doesn’t glamorize evil. As a disabled veteran and heart transplant recipient I found more insight and wisdom in your poetry than I have in many other areas. God bless you and your family 🕊
Am asking for u email account
So beautiful put / said! ♥️🤘🏼
NEW MADCHILD MUSIC VIDEO AVAILABLE ON MY CHANNEL!!! HAVE YOU HEARD "ALL GOOD?"
Being in a group of armed people going into countries without an infrastructure for politicians who blatantly lied is like a bunch of lions fighting a single dog. Under this circumstances you even left as the loser. Does it feel like still being a man or did you finally realize that was pretty soft? Just wondering.
@@kinetix413 Squat when you pee do ya ??? Sad troll...
Thank you Tom and Nova. I am 31 yrs sober. It does get better but the war still goes on and I am still winning. Songs like this help in the hard times in the middle of the night when there isn't a meeting to go to. Thanks for sharing your straight
Hi Tom. Im going on 5 years sober. Opiates, and H was my downfall. I was really bad. Every morning I wake up and thank the good Lord above for giving me another day with my family and my four legged family. (2 dogs and 3 cats) everytime I hear this song I break down in tears. It's a song/story that hits super hard. I know I'm not alone. There's millions of people like me out there. Just want to say I love you all and never give up!!! Everyday is a battle, but it's a battle worth fighting!! If anyone ever hits a rough spot and needs to talk, please, don't be afraid to reach out!! I apologize for such a long post, I hope everyone has a very blessed and happy day. Tom, thank you for EVERYTHING you do!! Much love and respect brother!! Justin, from Pennsylvania. If anyone wants and needs to talk, don't hesitate to reach out to me. I will always listen. I may not know what to say, but I have two perfectly working ears/eyes.
Who else wants to go to this mans house and shake his hand and tell him how amazing he is and that he is my new favorite rapper. He is amazing and if anyone disagrees with that they can come to my house and fight me!
I wish I could shake his hand and thank him for making really poetry and music, it's so rare now.
@@alvb9125 Amen
Me I wanna come to his house
Me
If you can't relate to the song... Consider yourself lucky.
Amen
for the people that can't relate, I pray that you never can because i wouldnt wish addiction onto my worst enemy
@@ROWSELLTV I feel the same way a man but it's such a damn shame some people have such weak will sometimes, addictions aren't always drugs damn near anything can be abused to a point of detriment if you let it and damn near anything in moderation can be managed...in my experience and opinion that is
@@aceboon6795 that's real
@@aceboon6795 That is real.
I haven’t heard this song since the time it came out. I was heavily drinking for years. I’m 16 months sober now and man the grass really is greener on the other side. Become someone you can be proud of and respect 🙏
Almost 7 years sober. Songs like this saved me ❤
I’m happy😊 I’m sober . THAT TWISTED TEA ☕️ THAT PERSON GAVE ME WAS DISGUSTING . I almost lost my life !! -_- (I SAID MY ENEMY IS TRICKY!)
I'm working on being sober. I've made it 4 days. I can tell I will be bumping this song till I make it. Thank you Tom and Madchild.
You can do it brother
Stay Strong, love yourself, fight the demons and don't let the Bastards win....RESPECT...
One day at a time man, be kind to yourself.
Same bra
Keep going u will start to see change keep focused on small changes ur life will be so much brighter and happier ur not alone
These comments are making me cry. To those who need to hear it I AM PROUD OF YOU. I know it dont. Mean much from a stranger. But i am
I have been stuck for 8 years... It seems so hopeless and impossible it's a neverending nightmare. A hole that has no bottom. When will I make it end how? A complete life change is hard when it's not just you and your family that sucks ass. Just an excuse I know. If you ever feel weak just remember this post. I am dying mentally emotionally and my heart was done 4 years ago. Nothing is worth this. I am so numb the doctor telling me I am going to die if I don't change........ Wasn't enough to care. A part of me can't wait for this shit show to end. Fuck something has to give. I will take anything at this point.
Thank you very much.
@@nicoleblue9978 Just try to change, i will be there for you, just dm me on instagram if you want to talk about it @vojin.lakicevic
Hi
thanks man!