i was taking care of my sick grandmother, she asked me to stay with her...but i didnt. the next morning i woke up and she had passed. ill never get over the feeling that i made her feel so alone before she left...
@ilisaiz50382 жыл бұрын
oh.. I’m so sorry for ur loss. just remember she’s watching over u in a better place where she is safe.
@maryamkasim13852 жыл бұрын
I don’t know how u feel bc I have never met my grandparents but here’s something I just wanna say: My uncle was diagnosed with cancer which later spread to his lungs. (Mind u my dad and his brothers are so close). My family was there sitting and reading to him and talking to him when suddenly…. silence. Everyone knew he was gone. Fast forward a week we went to his funeral. To my dear uncle if ur reading this, i love u and will never forget u ♥️
@maryamkasim13852 жыл бұрын
btw sorry if I made that comment sound all about me and my uncles death but I just needed to let that out but I had no one to tell that to so I’m so sorry
@maryamkasim13852 жыл бұрын
trust me she wouldn't want you feeling like that. Just know she is in a better place watching over you and don't feel bad! You Can't Control Everything!!
@no-ni5mf2 жыл бұрын
Why didn't you?
@asgyso132 жыл бұрын
0:33 my grandma always told me she'd watch me grow up and go to college. Every time she said that I'd cry because deep down I knew it was a long way away. She passed when I was 11, I'm going to be 16 next month and I still miss her every day. There are many things I regret and can't apologize for; she was my best friend. Edit: im 16 and a half now, and i finally found some pictures of her so i printed those :)
@mariahaustin90362 жыл бұрын
Aww-1:Sorry for your loss,2:Happy early birthday
@ravenclaw39162 жыл бұрын
Somewhat similiar to my granny. However, she didn't say that, she simply was a parental figure to me when all the arguements between my single guardian and my siblings happened. She died when i was around 9-10, i miss her. But hey, i'm sure she's watching over you. I don't believe in gods, but i'd rather have the closure of knowing that there's a possibility like that. :) I'm sorry for your loss aswell. And, happy early birthday buddy.
@sqolk2 жыл бұрын
My nan was like “I will be sad to see you grow up” once I think, didn’t even know she had lung cancer…
@cinnamoroll57442 жыл бұрын
I find myself sobbing so hard some nights knowing that one day my grandma might pass and it’s break me if she passes without me there by her side, I’ll miss her too much. She’s been enduring breast cancer for I think 4 years now and I could only pray for more time for her. Let’s all spend time with our loved ones while we still have them and let’s all stay safe and live on a happy life for them
@ivy_velle2 жыл бұрын
@@ivy_velle Your grandma is a champion girl!
@ravenclaw39162 жыл бұрын
1:42 if your wondering how her mom found out it’s probably because if you tell the school counselor about suicidal thoughts or hurting yourself they usually warn the parents.
@froggyedits10442 жыл бұрын
It's a trust violation and I understand why they would think that they should tell the parents but it can feel really bad for the person who was going to the counselor believing it was a safe space
@pinkittens2 жыл бұрын
My experience wasn't suicidal tho
@pinkittens2 жыл бұрын
@@pinkittens it's only a breach of trust if you counselor said they wouldn't tell anyone anything. Aside from that, it's common sense that if you're endangering yourself or others, they need to do something about it. Like if a kid went to the counselor and started talking about how people weren't buying drvgs from him as much anymore and he gets reported, that wasnt a breach of trust. It's something they had to do.
@ughicanteven58962 жыл бұрын
@@pinkittens they’re required by law to. But they need to make that more clear.
@lilycat20802 жыл бұрын
Ya that’s why I did but sometimes, like in my case, where my parents half the reason for self harm and suicidal thoughts, only making it worse when they yelled and screamed at me when I got home. It was not pleasant.
@justapenguin35252 жыл бұрын
The fact its actually low not no makes this so much more better xD but sorry to those who were thinged
@christinaholroyd6292 жыл бұрын
This is copied. Delete this.
@leah89002 жыл бұрын
@@leah8900 relax, the comment is trademarked LMAO
@lysol58942 жыл бұрын
@@lysol5894 😭😭
@leah89002 жыл бұрын
@@leah8900 what's the magic word?
@user-cs9en3qv9k2 жыл бұрын
@几ㄖ乃ㄖᗪㄚ 特に ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)𓆉 Woof woof
@leah89002 жыл бұрын
My father died 4 years back and I didn’t even get to see him in the hospital at his last moments. He was my whole world. And I was his’. When he was leaving for the hospital I couldn’t even hug him because he was scared I might get sick too. He had to be permitted to a ventilator and I remember my mom told me he was begging them not to. This was the biggest regret of all time, not hugging my father one last time. I was sleeping and was awoken to my mothers screaming.
@eshajjkhjg2 жыл бұрын
Holy shit man, I hope your okay, the last moments don’t make it, the journey does, you both had an incredible life together and he will remember that
@sae_decay2 жыл бұрын
@@sae_decay Thanku sm 🤍
@eshajjkhjg2 жыл бұрын
OMG seriously omg im sooo sorry for your loss but you know he’s in a way better place now so don’t worry 😉 ❤️
@iievelyxnii5202 жыл бұрын
@@iievelyxnii520 thanku and yes 🤍
@eshajjkhjg2 жыл бұрын
Oh my god I'm so sorry. Was it an infectious disease?
@sophiesleeps122 жыл бұрын
This audio perfectly describes how it felt when I lost all my pet parrots all in two weeks due to a strange illness because those birds ment the world to me and I really felt my heart break when I came back from work and heard I had lost them I still miss them like hell💔
@army_birdy112 жыл бұрын
Aww.. bless those birds i hope they are flying around happily in heaven ❤
@LowkeyKai_2 жыл бұрын
as a bird owner, I understand you. It's so hella painful tbh. My parrot flew away few months back. I miss her so so much. Fly high lil birdies. 🤍
@prince_rishav712 жыл бұрын
@@prince_rishav71 aww I'm so sorry to hear about your bird I pray you be able to find her/him again
@army_birdy112 жыл бұрын
@@army_birdy11 thankyou so so much
@prince_rishav712 жыл бұрын
@@prince_rishav71 I had a cockatiel named Louie or Louis we call him both and my sister had him outside in our front yard and he flew away so we looked for him for so long and I had one of my friends with me and I was not that close with Louie but he was hiding in a bush and I looked at that bush and saw something moving but I did not realize anything about it then my mom looked in the bush and found him and I’m so glad she did because I would have missed him so much and I love him and he is an angel and we have two more birds Dee Dee a parrotlet who is really friendly and penny a cockatoo but I’m so glad we found him
@emmeline80482 жыл бұрын
*me after having a panic attack being happy* Friend: hey r u better now Me: *remembers why I had a panic attack in the first place* No no no no no no no
@daphneH8322 жыл бұрын
This is me. I hope you’re ok
@ilqvfx2 жыл бұрын
Let’s make one thing clear: if somebody says “I’m just tired.” When they ask if you okay THEY ARE NOT OKAY
@violet_rush2 жыл бұрын
“When I’m dying Im using the rest of my money to buy us a vacation to Hawaii” -my great grandma
@ellaaa54712 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry that this is so off topic, your grandma is a sweetheart, but the dog on your pfp is adorable
@dogdog78832 жыл бұрын
@@dogdog7883 thank you!!!
@ellaaa54712 жыл бұрын
3:00 Reminder virginity is a social construct. You define it how you like and SA most certainly doesn’t count. Think of it like this, if someone takes something of yours, it still belongs to you. It only becomes theirs if you give it to them.
@lilycat20802 жыл бұрын
or if they steal it
@irebosileolaolopade8880 Жыл бұрын
I mean, I think the main issue is the trauma, not the loss of virginity... Also what's up with the teeth? I didn't get it
@kermitthefrog4830 Жыл бұрын
This is me literally all the time, it’s what some forms of anxiety feel like
@yourlocalhockeygirl77192 жыл бұрын
I hope you are ok. I feel like this too.
@ilqvfx2 жыл бұрын
I understand, you really know it’s getting bad when schools started again and your watching sad video compilations.
@LOL_InMyFeels Жыл бұрын
my personal pov: First part: Him saying "Why would I ever leave you?" * 3 weeks later * Second part: "I'm leaving you" and to add to that, I found out I'm pregnant. I'm 8 weeks in rn
@kate.38512 жыл бұрын
I wish you all the best. You got this🙂🤗
@barbaras15512 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for that. I hope you are ok. I respect your décission and I hope you have someone to help you through this. Stay strong. He also most likely was just scared and didn't think he will have such a big responsability so soon. I hope you find someone else, someone good and caring for both you and your future child. Have hope and faith in youreself and your loved ones and în whichever god you believe in if you are religious. Everything will be allright. Don't worry, and stay away from stressful situation. If you cried, wipe those tears and go talk to somebody and get the saddness off off your chest and free your soul from it. Don't be afraid. You are never alone, even if it seems that you are. You will always be loved by somebody. (damn I should tell this to myself to, cause I'm depressed and traumatised by lots of bad events throughout my life. Anyway this is not about me, it's about you. ) stay strong. Be happy. I wish you a good life and future. ❤️
@sufferingatitsfinest20132 жыл бұрын
you’re doing amazing ❤️ just keep praying
@rynelizabeth86392 жыл бұрын
Sending prayers. I hope you're okay.
@Urfav.kaitlyn2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry idk how to imagine what ur going through😪😪 U are very strong I can tell U GOT THIS!!!!!💕🙌🙌
@flyhighsimplymarvelous2 жыл бұрын
I haven’t seen my great grandpa in 2 years and last Saturday he died. I could have seen him if it wasn’t for covid. I miss him soo much
@ellafrazier282 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry. I know he’s proud of you.
@ilqvfx2 жыл бұрын
Most of these make me lose something inside each time- why I haven't harshly experienced any of these, and it still hurts.
@tritangacha29572 жыл бұрын
2:35 I relate to this so much, people may not understand but it scares me to relive those memories.
@ash_and_horses2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry, I didn't get it, what happened to her?
@RavenSutcliffe Жыл бұрын
my mother: "i went through your phone, you think you're gay?" me, already on the verge of a panic attack: *nono no no no*
@thealmightybucket59302 жыл бұрын
One time my dad went through my phone while I was playing soccer. He went through my messages and everything.
@leximinnix67872 жыл бұрын
@@leximinnix6787 it's so fucking envasive
@thealmightybucket59302 жыл бұрын
Can relate :/
@FutureMint Жыл бұрын
Me thinking Im finally safe because *he* moved to another state. *he texts me asking if I’m alone and where I am* Me: *no no no no no no no no no*
@stqrk2 жыл бұрын
Be safe
@justnyla.2 жыл бұрын
I hope the best for you, and I hope that you call someone to separate this person forever from your life. Please, thank you for being here, and I love you as always, even if I don’t know you.
@zsztqr2 жыл бұрын
I truly hope you this person can get lost.
@user-cd6zu1lb6s2 жыл бұрын
@@user-cd6zu1lb6s I hope they do honestly..
@zsztqr2 жыл бұрын
LOL
@P-kentuky2 жыл бұрын
i texted him saying i didn’t want friends with benefits anymore. i sent a second message that said “so…do you want to be my boyfriend?” it didn’t send… until an hour later… he replied with: “oh i thought you meant you didn’t like me anymore. so i moved on. no no no no no no no no no no no no no the fact that he couldn’t even wait a day made it worse. he asked out another girl. i was at a theater rehearsal and broke down sobbing in the middle of practicing, because i opened my messages.
@quickshxt96982 жыл бұрын
You deserve better!
@WoolooWarfare2 жыл бұрын
0:47 proves that men have feelings too. Men's feelings are valid and they do not deserve to be treated disrespectfully. I can see why the majority of society feels that men's feelings shouldn't matter because of the way only SOME men treat women. But still. Not all men are like that.
@HE4RTSF0REVE2 жыл бұрын
idk whether I have missed something but I don't think that people invalidating mens feelings and telling them they shouldn't cry has anything to do with the mistreatment of women... it's about toxic masculinity. I don't think I have ever come across someone saying that men can't have feelings because some men treat women badly. the reason is routed in gender roles. People think men should not cry and hide their emotions because otherwise they're weak. but anyways it is really sad to see men suffer and feel like they can't express themselves, hope things get better for toxic masculinity because it so damaging
@waffles6582 жыл бұрын
@@waffles658 well said! I absolutely agree
@namjesus37892 жыл бұрын
TW/ This person at least show that he/they are good at showing their emotions even though society has taught men that it’s wrong to express sadness. Also I would like to address the “not all men” comment, again women know it’s not every single man on the earth, but it’s enough men to make every woman scared of the outcome of meeting a man. No one said that mens don’t deserve feelings, but they don’t deserve to feel proud of themselves after making a woman/child uncomfortable, etc. Also if 97%(actually now it’s 99%) of women have been in serious situations with men then it’s not fair for you to say “some men” because it’s clear to people that it’s a lot of men now. I understand that every persons feelings are valid, but there are a lot of men in this world who don’t care about women/children’s feelings. Men don’t need to prove that they have feelings because they obviously do, but because society doesn’t tell women to hide their feelings like they tell men to then there might be less male suicidal rates. I’m so sorry if this is a sensitive topic to anyone reading this.
@partnersincrime19912 жыл бұрын
@@partnersincrime1991 completely agree
@waffles6582 жыл бұрын
Me in March 2020 about to get together with a "nice boy": Me now almost a year later: *NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO*
@Bbyxgirl2 жыл бұрын
Same fam...same.
@moushumihazra76732 жыл бұрын
its so weird seeing both ajr and jon bellion blow up suddenly. but in all seriousness my heart goes out to everyone whos using this audio for genuine pain, its hard to get to that point youre willing to post about it.
@ezra56182 жыл бұрын
2:48 actually it's so relatable cause my friend lost her v-card and we are only 14 she is not understanding that her boyfriend is using her but can't do anything 😔😔😔
@rashidwivedi74712 жыл бұрын
I was confused by this one did her ab*ser cause her missing teeth? If so that's just... beyond words. Diabolical.
@kawaiifoxbabe3002 жыл бұрын
me seven years ago, being brought into another room alone with my older cousin my future self at 14 (current time) wishing i didn’t go in: no no no no no no no no..
@whatslyssy2 жыл бұрын
Oh god, I hope you’re doing better now. I can’t imagine how terrible the situation was
@someonessouldealer2 жыл бұрын
@@someonessouldealer aw thanks, im doing a little better now thank you :)
@whatslyssy2 жыл бұрын
@@whatslyssy I’m glad you’re doing better, take good care of yourself and try to get over bad the bad things that happened, it will feel better moving on. I hope you have a great day and life in the future ^^
@someonessouldealer2 жыл бұрын
@@someonessouldealer thanks so much! you’re so nice! i hope you have a great day!
@whatslyssy2 жыл бұрын
Oh my god- we’re same- 😭💔 i wish i didn’t follow him at that time
@cloudyvii22462 жыл бұрын
Me n my dad had this song on repeat when I was younger
@urfavleo12982 жыл бұрын
“How’re Your rabbits doing?” “They’re fine.” “Oh that’s nice” Them both having died last and this year: Yeah i still try not to cry
@_TheTerminatingSodaCan2 жыл бұрын
It’s hard bud. It’s hard I’ve been through it but it my my best friend which was my cat. It’s just my cat passed in my arms😢😢😢😭😭😭
@SandwichMan90011 ай бұрын
@@SandwichMan900 I’m really sorry. I understand, and I love you. Your cat died knowing it was loved. it’s interesting because when I saw this reply, it hit me again, because i remembered how it felt. I only have my dogs with me now and it hurts me every day to know one of thems getting a little old. Just know your best friend is so proud of you right now
@_TheTerminatingSodaCan11 ай бұрын
My grandma had cancer and was getting sicker everyday. My whole family knew she would pass within the next few weeks so my mom told me and my brother we could go visit her at the end of the day. My dad comes and shows up at our school around 12 - 1 ish (Mind you he's the manager at his job and doesnt EVER leave until 4:30 - 5:30 and our school ends at 3:30) and we both ask excitedly if we are going to visit our grandma. He says yes and we get into his truck. As were almost there he tells us the bad news... She had passed.
@staryskyzanimates2 жыл бұрын
Something almost the same happened to me except she passed at 10:40 am and when I got out of my club at 3 and my mom was already there (I go to an aftercare so she is never there right after) when she doesn't get out from work until 3:30 I knew immediately what happened
@mxshrxxmxx2 жыл бұрын
The sixth grade me one hit me hard bc 6th grade is when my heart got broken I know I was young but I still had feelings right? But now my whole life is revolves around him and I still cry myself to sleep over him to this day ;-;
@nopenopenopenopenope73382 жыл бұрын
8:57 This one struck hard at my heart. I was with my grandma, grandpa, and siblings when we got the call.
@Eri_Aizawa_2 жыл бұрын
I'm confused what call
@mxshrxxmxx2 жыл бұрын
@@mxshrxxmxx That my father past away
@Eri_Aizawa_2 жыл бұрын
@@Eri_Aizawa_ oh ok I'm sorry for ur loss
@mxshrxxmxx2 жыл бұрын
@@mxshrxxmxx Its fine
@Eri_Aizawa_2 жыл бұрын
Mom: what's wrong? Me crying about my best friend who had cancer: nothing mom: That's not gonna work Nonononono
@Luke-Argent2 жыл бұрын
I do not recommend watching this during a mental breakdown
@MelissaSeoulLiving20232 жыл бұрын
Too late along with like a bunch more just like it...I've spent hours crying from these
@mxshrxxmxx2 жыл бұрын
The one with the cat that has to have a new kidney made me cry
@Averykkkk2 жыл бұрын
8:38 is currently my situation right now. My father abused me my entire childhood, abandoned me, and then came back asking for visitation just so he could abuse me more. It has been hell but he is never punished. Please bring awareness to this issue
@brelp92132 жыл бұрын
My toxic friend: Let's be friends again! Past me:Sure! Current me:No! No No No.. Update:Hey everybody, I appreciate the apologies you have sent me, I've tried to escape them many times..they always tried to guilt trip me back, Saying that they miss me and their life was incomplete without me, And that they couldn't invite me to their birthday when they had room for Riley and Jack.? The max for 10 Riley and Jack added 12..? And then they said they would invite me but I wasn't allowed to talk to Riley..? Only allowed to talk to Jack which I had a crush on for maybe 2 days..? What I felt like is they tried to pull me into situations That I regretted deeply, and then they pulled me into their own discord group chats with random strangers who would tell me to go to hell..? I BLOCKED them all on social media and they never talked to me again.
@Sophia-kw9en2 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry, I’m currently in this situation and I know how it feels.
@KTWT72 жыл бұрын
Same
@mxshrxxmxx2 жыл бұрын
I had a grandpa but I didn’t really liked staying near him, even tho he was really nice and would always say it was his fault instead of mine. One day, my grandma told me he has cancer and we came to visit him. I thought I might have gotten cancer too so I didn’t visit him, but after he passed away I’ve had and I’m still having the biggest regret of my life. I love you so much grandpa 😭💞
@exxq.2 жыл бұрын
5:56 why do the pet ones always get me😭😭😭
@sicilyrose71552 жыл бұрын
Me: **Gets THE message** Me: no no no no no no no no- Me, yesterday: **Gets it again from another person** Me: nonononononononono not again- F**K-
@P1XL3_4RCH1V3Z2 жыл бұрын
what’s the message 😭
@jhors-vt8ty2 жыл бұрын
Sewer slide note
@oliverstorm30342 жыл бұрын
Sewer slide note
@oliverstorm30342 жыл бұрын
It's a s#cide note basically saying good bye
@aperson03562 жыл бұрын
I love my family so much, I am very grateful I haven’t had any of them pass yet, but I know the day will eventually come and until then, I want to make the most of it and never miss a moment to say I love you.
@CookieMonster-rm3xw2 жыл бұрын
I cried with the third one...
@Overthinker30002 жыл бұрын
I remember a day before my grandma went into a coma she was talking to my mom about Me she said "I hope I can make it to your birthday" She tried but died 4 days before before my birthday while in a coma I was not allowed to hug her when she died till this day I feel soooo guilty because I left her alone on her last days. I still remember the day I was at the hospital looking through her window. I was only 10
@yuki_suzuki86902 жыл бұрын
It's a terrible thing to do to hurt someone and gain their trust just to ruin it, And act as your friend but we're fake. I've went through this way to many times and kept my feelings bottled up. And told nobody what was happening, It's better to tell someone and ask for help/advice of what to do not bottle it up. It only makes your life worse and your hurting your self, All I can say tell a parent or someone you trust the most and never broke your trust and tell them your situation, again keeping it bottled up only hurts you more, If you went through these type of things please get help from someone... •Rape •Abuse •Taken advantaged of •Mistreated(as in bullied violently) •Called slurs •Attacked violently •Used for your body A lots more I can't think of.. But again please tell someone your trust, it only hurts you more please listen to this comment and tell someone!! Keeping it bottled up won't make it go away.. It's only hurts you more... I hope whoever witnessed or had it happened to them like me....please do what i did and tell someone your situation....please.
@bru1s3s.2 жыл бұрын
sooooooo i love this song
@tinaash6812 жыл бұрын
THEN GO LISTEN TO IT ON LOOP DONT GO OVER HERE AND COMMENT ON A VIDEO OF PEOPLE EXPLAINING THEIR LONG TIME TRAUMA!!!!!!!!!
@ravenclaw39162 жыл бұрын
This made me cry 😭
@fzwilling2 жыл бұрын
1:35 most relatable one yet, happened to me on monday
@KawaiiWlfPackU2 жыл бұрын
i had just lost my great aunt to cancer she had been fighting for years, and i was devastated. two weeks later my cat, Lightning, who had seemed perfectly healthy, had stopped eating and she died. i’d had her since i was 7. she was just 9 and her brother from the same litter was perfectly healthy. this was just two days before christmas, and i had never lost a family member or pet yet, and it all happened at once within a month. on the day of my great aunts funeral, my dad told me that Lightning was probably really sick, and that broke me. it was the worst month of my life.
@charlierachel8632 Жыл бұрын
A few months ago (March) my parents had some very devastating news for me and my younger siblings. I had taken my medicine and after I did, my parents told us that my Uncle passed away. My siblings and I looked at each other and started crying. Me and my younger sister, (we're two years apart. She's 13 and I'll be 15 August 10th) were crying the most. We had made a plan with him a few months before he passed. We planned to go out for lunch with him the next time we saw him but, it's not gonna happen since he's gone. I miss him a lot and I can't stop thinking about him every day/night. Fly high Uncle Matt😔🕊️
@kallikester7853 Жыл бұрын
A lot of these are father related, which makes me sad because all my life I've loved my father more than everything and I still do. I would absolutely hate everything/one if he ever died. Each time we'd go somewhere together, I'm incredibly happy whenever he asks me that. But cautious about the people around *him.* I'm 13, but I'm like an escape artist, I'm extremely stubborn and can lose my temper a lot, and will do everything to watch over him. I am very protective of his cars and his person. If we were going somewhere and I lose him, I'd be angry all my life. I've spent all my life with him.
@S.U.T.D2 жыл бұрын
My Grannie passed away last month on the 18th after being sick for two years (just under a month after my 12th birthday) I always wish I could re-live all the moments I took for granted with her, I miss her everyday and this song just brings back all the memories. 😢
@rosat6722 жыл бұрын
0:35 My grandma died recently I miss her more than anything, I hate hearing these words from any of my grandparents now
@insufferablehumanbeing13532 жыл бұрын
The message one reminded me of the time when I was about to sleep and got a message from a friend that our mutual had died after committing suicide
@multistan11002 жыл бұрын
*--Kindly donates my cats kidney-*- ty for the heart!
@renxoxo81132 жыл бұрын
My nana passed away two weeks after my 11th birthday. That was when my friends started to not care for me. Then I committed, was sent to the hospital and it is now August and I’m still healing from my wounds. Let’s just say I had a rough month and will never forget my nana’s funeral that I went too and cried because I didn’t want to leave her.
@Comfort_The_Disturbed Жыл бұрын
Why it’s so addicting tho
@emeryb123_theoriginal2 жыл бұрын
stop the cat one- im sobbing now.
@hazelsandtiger99602 жыл бұрын
This sound just reminds me of the way I felt after every diagnosis. . . Especially when my family tried to get me to tell them why I was staying up so late. I would get better, and then get another one, and wham. The only time it was put off is because I was distracted by vacation literally that day. When I got back, it went right back into the depression, or whatever it is. It's just a bit of a depressing life when there's no cure for any of it, and the sister disease of one is called the suicide disease.
@rebeccalambert3240 Жыл бұрын
My grandfather was going for a regular checkup in mid-august. For some reason I never said bye to him. He passed away 4 days later due to COVID. Also on the day he passed my dad and uncle were taking care of him and staying in the hospital. My dad took a break and came to our house to rest for a while. I remember my parents went upstairs to get something and my dad's phone was their. An unknown number called but I ignored. They called again, my gut feeling told me it must be something important so I ran upstairs and gave him his phone. It was the hospital telling us that my grandfather was taking his last breaths. I'll never forgive myself for not picking up the call His funeral was on 29th August also his birthday
@ashleymarian242 жыл бұрын
You didn't know, its not your fault
@WoolooWarfare2 жыл бұрын
0:22 ok i get like overthinking but bruh
@duckies6692 жыл бұрын
Well we don’t know if the photo was like t h a t or not-
@zsztqr2 жыл бұрын
@@zsztqr oh ya true true
@duckies6692 жыл бұрын
@@duckies669 I’m not trying to be mean or anything I’m just saying maybe he could’ve rlly been cheating on her-
@zsztqr2 жыл бұрын
@@zsztqr its fine and ya i get it now
@duckies6692 жыл бұрын
00:34 same! My grandparents always make jokes about it but when ever it's brought up I feel like crying 😭I love them so much!💜
@strangerthings4670 Жыл бұрын
I feel so bad for theses people :(
@camisglcw-onbreak-41192 жыл бұрын
My bestie: hey are you okay Me: yeah why My bestie: did you hear what ur friend did? Me: no My bestie: she got into a fight and will no longer go to this school. Me: *remembers how that friend used to protect me from the bullies* No no no no no no no no no
@Somebodyyoudonotknow2 жыл бұрын
Dude, i really felt the "deciding to tell my mom that I woke up to dad touching me" but for me it was a teacher touching me and i was wide awake and i didn't tell my mom but i told two very trusted teachers and i think that was the best decision i have made
@emmabaier4221 Жыл бұрын
This reminds me on how my cat can’t live forever, especially because of her weight.
@why_ello_there10642 жыл бұрын
1:34 This is too relatable, but it’s when they say “I’m concerned about you wearing long sleeves in hot weather.“
@miniup Жыл бұрын
me: **walks in from school** my mom: **tells me to do my homework before even saying hi** me: **ok.. 😔**
@user-ob3ty7fv1y2 жыл бұрын
For the people that are going to say it’s low not no WE KNOW just go on with your day
@MangoO02 жыл бұрын
I can still hear my mom's voice in my mind sometimes when she got that call I knew something was wrong when I heard say what? she said it in this voice I'd never heard then she kept on saying I don't understand when I looked at her she was crushed she was almost gone~ RIP Auntie
@laylahsong481 Жыл бұрын
I feel horrible for the woman who couldn’t get pregnant 😔😢
@luvlyclxireroadto40032 жыл бұрын
"Heaven gained another angel." A year later... "She is gone. She is gone." No no no no no no no no no no-
@bee_is_cool4062 жыл бұрын
Wow. A lot of these though.....I felt so many of these....I hope everyone can get past each of their bad moments and move on somehow. I'm at a good point now where I can look back and just remember, but even the past and pain remaining from it all....I'm so sorry to anyone who's ever had to know pain in any form. Idc if someone says "that's nothing compared to...m" NO! It may seem small to you, but may be the most major moment in anothers life. Just please be kind
@stoptheBSwithalll2 жыл бұрын
I will never forget about that one time when I was at my first dance in 6th grade (the year I am in right now) and a boy walked up to me and asked if we could meet in the bathroom when the dance was over. Of course, me being the dumb kid I was that day, agreed and we met there after the dance. He told me to walk in the boys bathroom with him so I did. As soon as we walked in, he ducked down to peek under the stalls to make sure no one was in one. No one was in the bathroom at that time. We walked into a tiny stall and let's just say that thats wher I had my first kiss-
@reynorato750 Жыл бұрын
4:16 this one.. so true..
@whatslyssy2 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry lovelies for the ones that need help, I just want you to know that you only love once, so enjoy it and you only have one self, so take care of it. There’s only one of you in the history of the existence. Realize how special and precious you are. What a blessing and a gift you are to the world. Stay safe everyone, feel free to vent/rant by replying💐💐
@plashie99 Жыл бұрын
I grew up with severe gaslighting from my dad. I did not even know what that was until this last year, and people don't understand that I have PTSD from his abuse because they only associate it with war. They think I am being overdramatic. That does not mean I dont still have attacks, dreams, or sudden moments I am struck with memories fears and sobs. It was really bad in elementary school when I would go over to his place, he would sometimes lock us in our bedroom basement room without dinner so I would have to not eat during school just to hope I could sneak a bag of small chips into my room just in case. I told my counolor who was a family friend who promised me to use hippa and when I gkt home my mom who knew but I told otherwise because the world was on her shoulders asked me about it. It got worse because she also told my dad what I said. It was the law I went over there with him, me and my siblings. The worst part is I never let myself break through it because I had to play mom at night when they would cry themselves to sleep together. I could not afford that most of the time, and for a while my heart was cold and we were full of fear. If we made even a floorboard crack in his office when he was in their he would snap whatever toy or whatever we had as revenge. He was horrible. The hard thing is he is still somewhat in my life and though I never thought he got us because he loved us it does still hurt because in the rare moments he is not horrible or abusive in one of the three ways, he is what a dad should be. For a long time even now he made me believe no guy could ever respect me, have a crush on me or care about my existence at most. It was not possible. For a long time through that, bullies I called friends who warped my reflection because I was older, my abusive teachers who aend me in a disability center without a disability, and taking care of my grandmother full time, it was a lot to take with other little big things in between. All of that was before covid. I suppose I just wanted to get some things off my chest like speaking to a friend on a bench who is really a stranger on a bench you may never see again, but for that moment you share a breathe where the other knows they are not alone. I hope you feel a little less alone with this, and let me leave with this one thought. The difference between being a hero or a villain in life is the villain wants others to know what the pain was like to they don't suffer alone or loose respect and fight for love they did not receive in the moment they needed it. The hero fights so no one feels that way again as far as it depends on them to stop it. I know kindness because I know what it is to be without it. I know sorrow because I know nights when there was not even the moon. I can forgive because I know the value of being forgiven.
@Lizzye33 Жыл бұрын
what I look like while i see my dad:😁😆😄 Whats going on in my head: its fine its fine its fine 😥😭😱🤞
@avamaycarney15112 жыл бұрын
this makes me think of the shit I have been through. Messaging a guy in america when i was 13, my school and parents finding out, as well as my peers.... i stayed in the school but I never went outside again..
@---td5fg2 жыл бұрын
Recuerdo que mi bisabuela siempre decía que yo la iba a llevar a pasear, que me iba a ver graduarme y todo eso... La extraño :(
@emmaorlich19732 жыл бұрын
"Tell a trusted adult" LMFAOOOO THEY MADE IT WORSE BAHAHAHAHAH 😔
@liagamer42652 жыл бұрын
I had a bsf named amika.. She left my school and i never saw her again.. I didnt even get to saw good bye And this song sums it up perfectly
@franciscotindugan78312 жыл бұрын
my grandpa passed away november 25th, the day before i was telling my siblings we should all call him and talk to him, but we got busy and then we heard the news that he passed away in his sleep. he was 82 (about to turn 83 in february) i have so many regrets about not spending enough time with him and it sucks knowing that he’ll never see me graduate college. he was such a gentle soul, may he rest in peace
@heartsforzaara Жыл бұрын
I love this
@joshmccoy41102 жыл бұрын
when my bestest friend starts saying the exact same things that my ex bestfriend would say me: No no no no no no no no
@Swaggedydaddy2 жыл бұрын
Lyrics: Low low low Tiktok: No No No
@sarahdavidambrose97152 жыл бұрын
LOL
@HeyAlyssah2 жыл бұрын
due to lockdown i hadn't seen my grandfather for 2 years and it was 6 in the morning when we got the call saying he was in the hospital i was getting ready for school thinking it was a small thing went and when I came back he was already gone my parents were going to get my grandma and i shud have gone with them maybe I could have seen him just one last time even if i couldn't hug him or tell him i missed him so bad that feeling of regret has been there with me since then
@dakshachogtu7153 Жыл бұрын
1:15 i feel like is the exact reason why you don't ask about people having kids-
@KatT20062 жыл бұрын
This is so sad- But relatable-
@macys..lifestyle_22 жыл бұрын
Me: *gets into a relationship & my su!c!dal thoughts are gone* *3 months later* Them: *breaks up with me over selfish reasons* *su!c!dal thoughts come back* Me: *no* *no* *no* *no* *no* *no* *no* *no*
@aestheticlyrics70562 жыл бұрын
I know how hard it can be, having someone leaving you and the cruelest thoughts coming over you and trying to pull you back into your last state of mind, I know. But please, you have worth. You’re not worthless, you’re worthy of anything. You’re not useless, you’re useful. You’re not ugly, you’re beautiful. You’re you and that’s what matters the most. So, I wish you the best of your years, because I know you will get through them, because you’re strong. And you have to remember that. I love you.
@zsztqr2 жыл бұрын
My friend, lots of people are here for you (including me) and if you’re gone we will all miss you! Please dont go my friend..
@hahahahaahah2 жыл бұрын
no… the cat without the kidney made me cry so hard i can’t 😭 i wanna help
@jordynf48702 жыл бұрын
Mom: “you don’t have anxiety/social anxiety, it’s just a phase” Me:
@lauren_xoxo2 жыл бұрын
1:35 reminded me about why I don't go to the school counselor and that's because she called my sister over dramatic on a dhs report and yea even tho my sister has been in tears in her office telling her about what happened
@rubyalizehdagmar2 жыл бұрын
I have these breakdowns where I just cry and think I about my will to live and school and I can't control when I have them I had one in class and I almost couldn't breathe cause I was so overwhelmed but I had a pen and I just drew some little creatures and drank some water I felt better until I had another at the break before lunch (we have a break then we go to lunch then go to class) so I hoped I was just hungry what was happening was that I didn't get good sleep and I was very hungry and dehydrated I went home and screamed in my pillow. I hope you guys are ok or atleast getting better if you aren't recovering I'm so sorry for your and i wish you the best
@sunsetoverthebeach2 жыл бұрын
I’m so happy they included the furry one 🥺 thank you
@TwinklingAurora2 жыл бұрын
The one with the dino mask? She assaulted her brother-
@irantalot29742 жыл бұрын
@@irantalot2974 oh I didn’t know that ;-;
@TwinklingAurora2 жыл бұрын
@@irantalot2974 oh I didn’t know that ;-;
@TwinklingAurora2 жыл бұрын
@@TwinklingAurora Yeh its really shitty
@irantalot29742 жыл бұрын
@@irantalot2974 i didn't understand it . What is a furry?
@supertuna68942 жыл бұрын
Whenever anyone ask me if I’m ok the answer is always yes because I feel fine but the truth is no one understands how hard it is to have any sort of disability especially multiple and that the disabilities are way worse than they seem so it’s good to cry but it tears me up that no one knows how it feels except for people with the same situation so I’m just at a ratio of tearing up inside and healing my health that I’m alway physically and mentally damage but not enough for it to matter to anyone else so when someone ask me if I’m okay the truth is please just let me do more than survive I just need everything to end so I can catch up on everything … I hope someone else has the same problem.
@sadielovesBE2 жыл бұрын
One time I said too much to the counsellor… I had a police escort home.
@sorriflo22599 ай бұрын
last month my long term boyfriend broke up with me without an explanation. i was struggling with a lot of other mental issues at the time and this just amplified it. i have to be around him every day (school) and that makes everything so much worse. my dad and i have a pretty shitty relationship too and this sunday i had a panic attack and tried to take my own life. obviously was not successful but now i’m living in hell with everyone mad at me
@mal072 жыл бұрын
Whenever I was younger (8 or 7 years old), my great aunt fell extremely ill and was rushed into the hospital. She was my everything and I grew up with her. Because I was young and couldn’t fully comprehend that something was wrong with my aunt, I thought that everything would turn out okay. It didn’t. My parents refused take me to the hospital to visit her. I kept asking why and they said that it would probably scare me (I’m guessing they thought I’d be freaked out if I saw my relative hooked up with all of these wires), so I never got to see her when she was in the hospital. It wasn’t until my parents told me that my aunt kept seeing little girls and thinking that it was me coming to visit her, when I realized that everything wasn’t okay. It’s been a few years since my great aunt passed. I think about her everyday and how I should’ve been there, but my parents refused. What hurts me the most is that my aunt was probably heartbroken that I wasn’t going to the hospital to visit her. I wish she knew that I wanted to so badly but I just couldn’t. Ever since my aunt passed, I’ve been extremely terrified of losing my friends or family without having a proper goodbye, as I never got to say goodbye to my aunt the way I wanted to. Sorry for venting, I just thought this would be a good place to do so considering that others are doing it as well.
@ran.blue_7082 Жыл бұрын
THE GRANDMA ONE GOT ME AT 40 SECONDS NAH
@helpoutp8 ай бұрын
this is so nice
@tinaash6812 жыл бұрын
Tyy
@HeyAlyssah2 жыл бұрын
I had a friend last year that over dosed on Tylenol one weekend and we didn't know until he didn't show up to school that Monday and another friend of ours told us that someone told her he over dosed so we broke down crying in the middle of class and the principal came and took us to the counselor were they called his parents and he had made it and was ok, ive never cried harder in my life it was like I was dying I'm so glad he is ok now tho
@jaylizzz4250 Жыл бұрын
This decrees when I came home from school and went to drop my back pack off in my room and came out and say my mum on the floor holding my crying cat. I just stood there looking at the cat I grew up with die. It was the reason that I now have an Eating Disorder. I tried to Kms by starving myself. I will never forget it and I will never forgive my dad for staying at work knowing damn well that his cat was sitting there in pain while passing.
@Spider-Avery Жыл бұрын
2:55 that actually scared me 😭 i was not expecting that ending
@Summer-ms2gh2 ай бұрын
Its 4am right now, I haven't slept at all, haven't been eating right. I have school in 2 hours. This sucks
i was taking care of my sick grandmother, she asked me to stay with her...but i didnt. the next morning i woke up and she had passed. ill never get over the feeling that i made her feel so alone before she left...
oh.. I’m so sorry for ur loss. just remember she’s watching over u in a better place where she is safe.
I don’t know how u feel bc I have never met my grandparents but here’s something I just wanna say: My uncle was diagnosed with cancer which later spread to his lungs. (Mind u my dad and his brothers are so close). My family was there sitting and reading to him and talking to him when suddenly…. silence. Everyone knew he was gone. Fast forward a week we went to his funeral. To my dear uncle if ur reading this, i love u and will never forget u ♥️
btw sorry if I made that comment sound all about me and my uncles death but I just needed to let that out but I had no one to tell that to so I’m so sorry
trust me she wouldn't want you feeling like that. Just know she is in a better place watching over you and don't feel bad! You Can't Control Everything!!
Why didn't you?
0:33 my grandma always told me she'd watch me grow up and go to college. Every time she said that I'd cry because deep down I knew it was a long way away. She passed when I was 11, I'm going to be 16 next month and I still miss her every day. There are many things I regret and can't apologize for; she was my best friend. Edit: im 16 and a half now, and i finally found some pictures of her so i printed those :)
Aww-1:Sorry for your loss,2:Happy early birthday
Somewhat similiar to my granny. However, she didn't say that, she simply was a parental figure to me when all the arguements between my single guardian and my siblings happened. She died when i was around 9-10, i miss her. But hey, i'm sure she's watching over you. I don't believe in gods, but i'd rather have the closure of knowing that there's a possibility like that. :) I'm sorry for your loss aswell. And, happy early birthday buddy.
My nan was like “I will be sad to see you grow up” once I think, didn’t even know she had lung cancer…
I find myself sobbing so hard some nights knowing that one day my grandma might pass and it’s break me if she passes without me there by her side, I’ll miss her too much. She’s been enduring breast cancer for I think 4 years now and I could only pray for more time for her. Let’s all spend time with our loved ones while we still have them and let’s all stay safe and live on a happy life for them
@@ivy_velle Your grandma is a champion girl!
1:42 if your wondering how her mom found out it’s probably because if you tell the school counselor about suicidal thoughts or hurting yourself they usually warn the parents.
It's a trust violation and I understand why they would think that they should tell the parents but it can feel really bad for the person who was going to the counselor believing it was a safe space
My experience wasn't suicidal tho
@@pinkittens it's only a breach of trust if you counselor said they wouldn't tell anyone anything. Aside from that, it's common sense that if you're endangering yourself or others, they need to do something about it. Like if a kid went to the counselor and started talking about how people weren't buying drvgs from him as much anymore and he gets reported, that wasnt a breach of trust. It's something they had to do.
@@pinkittens they’re required by law to. But they need to make that more clear.
Ya that’s why I did but sometimes, like in my case, where my parents half the reason for self harm and suicidal thoughts, only making it worse when they yelled and screamed at me when I got home. It was not pleasant.
The fact its actually low not no makes this so much more better xD but sorry to those who were thinged
This is copied. Delete this.
@@leah8900 relax, the comment is trademarked LMAO
@@lysol5894 😭😭
@@leah8900 what's the magic word?
@几ㄖ乃ㄖᗪㄚ 特に ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)𓆉 Woof woof
My father died 4 years back and I didn’t even get to see him in the hospital at his last moments. He was my whole world. And I was his’. When he was leaving for the hospital I couldn’t even hug him because he was scared I might get sick too. He had to be permitted to a ventilator and I remember my mom told me he was begging them not to. This was the biggest regret of all time, not hugging my father one last time. I was sleeping and was awoken to my mothers screaming.
Holy shit man, I hope your okay, the last moments don’t make it, the journey does, you both had an incredible life together and he will remember that
@@sae_decay Thanku sm 🤍
OMG seriously omg im sooo sorry for your loss but you know he’s in a way better place now so don’t worry 😉 ❤️
@@iievelyxnii520 thanku and yes 🤍
Oh my god I'm so sorry. Was it an infectious disease?
This audio perfectly describes how it felt when I lost all my pet parrots all in two weeks due to a strange illness because those birds ment the world to me and I really felt my heart break when I came back from work and heard I had lost them I still miss them like hell💔
Aww.. bless those birds i hope they are flying around happily in heaven ❤
as a bird owner, I understand you. It's so hella painful tbh. My parrot flew away few months back. I miss her so so much. Fly high lil birdies. 🤍
@@prince_rishav71 aww I'm so sorry to hear about your bird I pray you be able to find her/him again
@@army_birdy11 thankyou so so much
@@prince_rishav71 I had a cockatiel named Louie or Louis we call him both and my sister had him outside in our front yard and he flew away so we looked for him for so long and I had one of my friends with me and I was not that close with Louie but he was hiding in a bush and I looked at that bush and saw something moving but I did not realize anything about it then my mom looked in the bush and found him and I’m so glad she did because I would have missed him so much and I love him and he is an angel and we have two more birds Dee Dee a parrotlet who is really friendly and penny a cockatoo but I’m so glad we found him
*me after having a panic attack being happy* Friend: hey r u better now Me: *remembers why I had a panic attack in the first place* No no no no no no no
This is me. I hope you’re ok
Let’s make one thing clear: if somebody says “I’m just tired.” When they ask if you okay THEY ARE NOT OKAY
“When I’m dying Im using the rest of my money to buy us a vacation to Hawaii” -my great grandma
I'm sorry that this is so off topic, your grandma is a sweetheart, but the dog on your pfp is adorable
@@dogdog7883 thank you!!!
3:00 Reminder virginity is a social construct. You define it how you like and SA most certainly doesn’t count. Think of it like this, if someone takes something of yours, it still belongs to you. It only becomes theirs if you give it to them.
or if they steal it
I mean, I think the main issue is the trauma, not the loss of virginity... Also what's up with the teeth? I didn't get it
This is me literally all the time, it’s what some forms of anxiety feel like
I hope you are ok. I feel like this too.
I understand, you really know it’s getting bad when schools started again and your watching sad video compilations.
my personal pov: First part: Him saying "Why would I ever leave you?" * 3 weeks later * Second part: "I'm leaving you" and to add to that, I found out I'm pregnant. I'm 8 weeks in rn
I wish you all the best. You got this🙂🤗
I'm so sorry for that. I hope you are ok. I respect your décission and I hope you have someone to help you through this. Stay strong. He also most likely was just scared and didn't think he will have such a big responsability so soon. I hope you find someone else, someone good and caring for both you and your future child. Have hope and faith in youreself and your loved ones and în whichever god you believe in if you are religious. Everything will be allright. Don't worry, and stay away from stressful situation. If you cried, wipe those tears and go talk to somebody and get the saddness off off your chest and free your soul from it. Don't be afraid. You are never alone, even if it seems that you are. You will always be loved by somebody. (damn I should tell this to myself to, cause I'm depressed and traumatised by lots of bad events throughout my life. Anyway this is not about me, it's about you. ) stay strong. Be happy. I wish you a good life and future. ❤️
you’re doing amazing ❤️ just keep praying
Sending prayers. I hope you're okay.
I'm so sorry idk how to imagine what ur going through😪😪 U are very strong I can tell U GOT THIS!!!!!💕🙌🙌
I haven’t seen my great grandpa in 2 years and last Saturday he died. I could have seen him if it wasn’t for covid. I miss him soo much
I’m so sorry. I know he’s proud of you.
Most of these make me lose something inside each time- why I haven't harshly experienced any of these, and it still hurts.
2:35 I relate to this so much, people may not understand but it scares me to relive those memories.
I'm sorry, I didn't get it, what happened to her?
my mother: "i went through your phone, you think you're gay?" me, already on the verge of a panic attack: *nono no no no*
One time my dad went through my phone while I was playing soccer. He went through my messages and everything.
@@leximinnix6787 it's so fucking envasive
Can relate :/
Me thinking Im finally safe because *he* moved to another state. *he texts me asking if I’m alone and where I am* Me: *no no no no no no no no no*
Be safe
I hope the best for you, and I hope that you call someone to separate this person forever from your life. Please, thank you for being here, and I love you as always, even if I don’t know you.
I truly hope you this person can get lost.
@@user-cd6zu1lb6s I hope they do honestly..
LOL
i texted him saying i didn’t want friends with benefits anymore. i sent a second message that said “so…do you want to be my boyfriend?” it didn’t send… until an hour later… he replied with: “oh i thought you meant you didn’t like me anymore. so i moved on. no no no no no no no no no no no no no the fact that he couldn’t even wait a day made it worse. he asked out another girl. i was at a theater rehearsal and broke down sobbing in the middle of practicing, because i opened my messages.
You deserve better!
0:47 proves that men have feelings too. Men's feelings are valid and they do not deserve to be treated disrespectfully. I can see why the majority of society feels that men's feelings shouldn't matter because of the way only SOME men treat women. But still. Not all men are like that.
idk whether I have missed something but I don't think that people invalidating mens feelings and telling them they shouldn't cry has anything to do with the mistreatment of women... it's about toxic masculinity. I don't think I have ever come across someone saying that men can't have feelings because some men treat women badly. the reason is routed in gender roles. People think men should not cry and hide their emotions because otherwise they're weak. but anyways it is really sad to see men suffer and feel like they can't express themselves, hope things get better for toxic masculinity because it so damaging
@@waffles658 well said! I absolutely agree
TW/ This person at least show that he/they are good at showing their emotions even though society has taught men that it’s wrong to express sadness. Also I would like to address the “not all men” comment, again women know it’s not every single man on the earth, but it’s enough men to make every woman scared of the outcome of meeting a man. No one said that mens don’t deserve feelings, but they don’t deserve to feel proud of themselves after making a woman/child uncomfortable, etc. Also if 97%(actually now it’s 99%) of women have been in serious situations with men then it’s not fair for you to say “some men” because it’s clear to people that it’s a lot of men now. I understand that every persons feelings are valid, but there are a lot of men in this world who don’t care about women/children’s feelings. Men don’t need to prove that they have feelings because they obviously do, but because society doesn’t tell women to hide their feelings like they tell men to then there might be less male suicidal rates. I’m so sorry if this is a sensitive topic to anyone reading this.
@@partnersincrime1991 completely agree
Me in March 2020 about to get together with a "nice boy": Me now almost a year later: *NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO*
Same fam...same.
its so weird seeing both ajr and jon bellion blow up suddenly. but in all seriousness my heart goes out to everyone whos using this audio for genuine pain, its hard to get to that point youre willing to post about it.
2:48 actually it's so relatable cause my friend lost her v-card and we are only 14 she is not understanding that her boyfriend is using her but can't do anything 😔😔😔
I was confused by this one did her ab*ser cause her missing teeth? If so that's just... beyond words. Diabolical.
me seven years ago, being brought into another room alone with my older cousin my future self at 14 (current time) wishing i didn’t go in: no no no no no no no no..
Oh god, I hope you’re doing better now. I can’t imagine how terrible the situation was
@@someonessouldealer aw thanks, im doing a little better now thank you :)
@@whatslyssy I’m glad you’re doing better, take good care of yourself and try to get over bad the bad things that happened, it will feel better moving on. I hope you have a great day and life in the future ^^
@@someonessouldealer thanks so much! you’re so nice! i hope you have a great day!
Oh my god- we’re same- 😭💔 i wish i didn’t follow him at that time
Me n my dad had this song on repeat when I was younger
“How’re Your rabbits doing?” “They’re fine.” “Oh that’s nice” Them both having died last and this year: Yeah i still try not to cry
It’s hard bud. It’s hard I’ve been through it but it my my best friend which was my cat. It’s just my cat passed in my arms😢😢😢😭😭😭
@@SandwichMan900 I’m really sorry. I understand, and I love you. Your cat died knowing it was loved. it’s interesting because when I saw this reply, it hit me again, because i remembered how it felt. I only have my dogs with me now and it hurts me every day to know one of thems getting a little old. Just know your best friend is so proud of you right now
My grandma had cancer and was getting sicker everyday. My whole family knew she would pass within the next few weeks so my mom told me and my brother we could go visit her at the end of the day. My dad comes and shows up at our school around 12 - 1 ish (Mind you he's the manager at his job and doesnt EVER leave until 4:30 - 5:30 and our school ends at 3:30) and we both ask excitedly if we are going to visit our grandma. He says yes and we get into his truck. As were almost there he tells us the bad news... She had passed.
Something almost the same happened to me except she passed at 10:40 am and when I got out of my club at 3 and my mom was already there (I go to an aftercare so she is never there right after) when she doesn't get out from work until 3:30 I knew immediately what happened
The sixth grade me one hit me hard bc 6th grade is when my heart got broken I know I was young but I still had feelings right? But now my whole life is revolves around him and I still cry myself to sleep over him to this day ;-;
8:57 This one struck hard at my heart. I was with my grandma, grandpa, and siblings when we got the call.
I'm confused what call
@@mxshrxxmxx That my father past away
@@Eri_Aizawa_ oh ok I'm sorry for ur loss
@@mxshrxxmxx Its fine
Mom: what's wrong? Me crying about my best friend who had cancer: nothing mom: That's not gonna work Nonononono
I do not recommend watching this during a mental breakdown
Too late along with like a bunch more just like it...I've spent hours crying from these
The one with the cat that has to have a new kidney made me cry
8:38 is currently my situation right now. My father abused me my entire childhood, abandoned me, and then came back asking for visitation just so he could abuse me more. It has been hell but he is never punished. Please bring awareness to this issue
My toxic friend: Let's be friends again! Past me:Sure! Current me:No! No No No.. Update:Hey everybody, I appreciate the apologies you have sent me, I've tried to escape them many times..they always tried to guilt trip me back, Saying that they miss me and their life was incomplete without me, And that they couldn't invite me to their birthday when they had room for Riley and Jack.? The max for 10 Riley and Jack added 12..? And then they said they would invite me but I wasn't allowed to talk to Riley..? Only allowed to talk to Jack which I had a crush on for maybe 2 days..? What I felt like is they tried to pull me into situations That I regretted deeply, and then they pulled me into their own discord group chats with random strangers who would tell me to go to hell..? I BLOCKED them all on social media and they never talked to me again.
I am so sorry, I’m currently in this situation and I know how it feels.
Same
I had a grandpa but I didn’t really liked staying near him, even tho he was really nice and would always say it was his fault instead of mine. One day, my grandma told me he has cancer and we came to visit him. I thought I might have gotten cancer too so I didn’t visit him, but after he passed away I’ve had and I’m still having the biggest regret of my life. I love you so much grandpa 😭💞
5:56 why do the pet ones always get me😭😭😭
Me: **Gets THE message** Me: no no no no no no no no- Me, yesterday: **Gets it again from another person** Me: nonononononononono not again- F**K-
what’s the message 😭
Sewer slide note
Sewer slide note
It's a s#cide note basically saying good bye
I love my family so much, I am very grateful I haven’t had any of them pass yet, but I know the day will eventually come and until then, I want to make the most of it and never miss a moment to say I love you.
I cried with the third one...
I remember a day before my grandma went into a coma she was talking to my mom about Me she said "I hope I can make it to your birthday" She tried but died 4 days before before my birthday while in a coma I was not allowed to hug her when she died till this day I feel soooo guilty because I left her alone on her last days. I still remember the day I was at the hospital looking through her window. I was only 10
It's a terrible thing to do to hurt someone and gain their trust just to ruin it, And act as your friend but we're fake. I've went through this way to many times and kept my feelings bottled up. And told nobody what was happening, It's better to tell someone and ask for help/advice of what to do not bottle it up. It only makes your life worse and your hurting your self, All I can say tell a parent or someone you trust the most and never broke your trust and tell them your situation, again keeping it bottled up only hurts you more, If you went through these type of things please get help from someone... •Rape •Abuse •Taken advantaged of •Mistreated(as in bullied violently) •Called slurs •Attacked violently •Used for your body A lots more I can't think of.. But again please tell someone your trust, it only hurts you more please listen to this comment and tell someone!! Keeping it bottled up won't make it go away.. It's only hurts you more... I hope whoever witnessed or had it happened to them like me....please do what i did and tell someone your situation....please.
sooooooo i love this song
THEN GO LISTEN TO IT ON LOOP DONT GO OVER HERE AND COMMENT ON A VIDEO OF PEOPLE EXPLAINING THEIR LONG TIME TRAUMA!!!!!!!!!
This made me cry 😭
1:35 most relatable one yet, happened to me on monday
i had just lost my great aunt to cancer she had been fighting for years, and i was devastated. two weeks later my cat, Lightning, who had seemed perfectly healthy, had stopped eating and she died. i’d had her since i was 7. she was just 9 and her brother from the same litter was perfectly healthy. this was just two days before christmas, and i had never lost a family member or pet yet, and it all happened at once within a month. on the day of my great aunts funeral, my dad told me that Lightning was probably really sick, and that broke me. it was the worst month of my life.
A few months ago (March) my parents had some very devastating news for me and my younger siblings. I had taken my medicine and after I did, my parents told us that my Uncle passed away. My siblings and I looked at each other and started crying. Me and my younger sister, (we're two years apart. She's 13 and I'll be 15 August 10th) were crying the most. We had made a plan with him a few months before he passed. We planned to go out for lunch with him the next time we saw him but, it's not gonna happen since he's gone. I miss him a lot and I can't stop thinking about him every day/night. Fly high Uncle Matt😔🕊️
A lot of these are father related, which makes me sad because all my life I've loved my father more than everything and I still do. I would absolutely hate everything/one if he ever died. Each time we'd go somewhere together, I'm incredibly happy whenever he asks me that. But cautious about the people around *him.* I'm 13, but I'm like an escape artist, I'm extremely stubborn and can lose my temper a lot, and will do everything to watch over him. I am very protective of his cars and his person. If we were going somewhere and I lose him, I'd be angry all my life. I've spent all my life with him.
My Grannie passed away last month on the 18th after being sick for two years (just under a month after my 12th birthday) I always wish I could re-live all the moments I took for granted with her, I miss her everyday and this song just brings back all the memories. 😢
0:35 My grandma died recently I miss her more than anything, I hate hearing these words from any of my grandparents now
The message one reminded me of the time when I was about to sleep and got a message from a friend that our mutual had died after committing suicide
*--Kindly donates my cats kidney-*- ty for the heart!
My nana passed away two weeks after my 11th birthday. That was when my friends started to not care for me. Then I committed, was sent to the hospital and it is now August and I’m still healing from my wounds. Let’s just say I had a rough month and will never forget my nana’s funeral that I went too and cried because I didn’t want to leave her.
Why it’s so addicting tho
stop the cat one- im sobbing now.
This sound just reminds me of the way I felt after every diagnosis. . . Especially when my family tried to get me to tell them why I was staying up so late. I would get better, and then get another one, and wham. The only time it was put off is because I was distracted by vacation literally that day. When I got back, it went right back into the depression, or whatever it is. It's just a bit of a depressing life when there's no cure for any of it, and the sister disease of one is called the suicide disease.
My grandfather was going for a regular checkup in mid-august. For some reason I never said bye to him. He passed away 4 days later due to COVID. Also on the day he passed my dad and uncle were taking care of him and staying in the hospital. My dad took a break and came to our house to rest for a while. I remember my parents went upstairs to get something and my dad's phone was their. An unknown number called but I ignored. They called again, my gut feeling told me it must be something important so I ran upstairs and gave him his phone. It was the hospital telling us that my grandfather was taking his last breaths. I'll never forgive myself for not picking up the call His funeral was on 29th August also his birthday
You didn't know, its not your fault
0:22 ok i get like overthinking but bruh
Well we don’t know if the photo was like t h a t or not-
@@zsztqr oh ya true true
@@duckies669 I’m not trying to be mean or anything I’m just saying maybe he could’ve rlly been cheating on her-
@@zsztqr its fine and ya i get it now
00:34 same! My grandparents always make jokes about it but when ever it's brought up I feel like crying 😭I love them so much!💜
I feel so bad for theses people :(
My bestie: hey are you okay Me: yeah why My bestie: did you hear what ur friend did? Me: no My bestie: she got into a fight and will no longer go to this school. Me: *remembers how that friend used to protect me from the bullies* No no no no no no no no no
Dude, i really felt the "deciding to tell my mom that I woke up to dad touching me" but for me it was a teacher touching me and i was wide awake and i didn't tell my mom but i told two very trusted teachers and i think that was the best decision i have made
This reminds me on how my cat can’t live forever, especially because of her weight.
1:34 This is too relatable, but it’s when they say “I’m concerned about you wearing long sleeves in hot weather.“
me: **walks in from school** my mom: **tells me to do my homework before even saying hi** me: **ok.. 😔**
For the people that are going to say it’s low not no WE KNOW just go on with your day
I can still hear my mom's voice in my mind sometimes when she got that call I knew something was wrong when I heard say what? she said it in this voice I'd never heard then she kept on saying I don't understand when I looked at her she was crushed she was almost gone~ RIP Auntie
I feel horrible for the woman who couldn’t get pregnant 😔😢
"Heaven gained another angel." A year later... "She is gone. She is gone." No no no no no no no no no no-
Wow. A lot of these though.....I felt so many of these....I hope everyone can get past each of their bad moments and move on somehow. I'm at a good point now where I can look back and just remember, but even the past and pain remaining from it all....I'm so sorry to anyone who's ever had to know pain in any form. Idc if someone says "that's nothing compared to...m" NO! It may seem small to you, but may be the most major moment in anothers life. Just please be kind
I will never forget about that one time when I was at my first dance in 6th grade (the year I am in right now) and a boy walked up to me and asked if we could meet in the bathroom when the dance was over. Of course, me being the dumb kid I was that day, agreed and we met there after the dance. He told me to walk in the boys bathroom with him so I did. As soon as we walked in, he ducked down to peek under the stalls to make sure no one was in one. No one was in the bathroom at that time. We walked into a tiny stall and let's just say that thats wher I had my first kiss-
4:16 this one.. so true..
I’m so sorry lovelies for the ones that need help, I just want you to know that you only love once, so enjoy it and you only have one self, so take care of it. There’s only one of you in the history of the existence. Realize how special and precious you are. What a blessing and a gift you are to the world. Stay safe everyone, feel free to vent/rant by replying💐💐
I grew up with severe gaslighting from my dad. I did not even know what that was until this last year, and people don't understand that I have PTSD from his abuse because they only associate it with war. They think I am being overdramatic. That does not mean I dont still have attacks, dreams, or sudden moments I am struck with memories fears and sobs. It was really bad in elementary school when I would go over to his place, he would sometimes lock us in our bedroom basement room without dinner so I would have to not eat during school just to hope I could sneak a bag of small chips into my room just in case. I told my counolor who was a family friend who promised me to use hippa and when I gkt home my mom who knew but I told otherwise because the world was on her shoulders asked me about it. It got worse because she also told my dad what I said. It was the law I went over there with him, me and my siblings. The worst part is I never let myself break through it because I had to play mom at night when they would cry themselves to sleep together. I could not afford that most of the time, and for a while my heart was cold and we were full of fear. If we made even a floorboard crack in his office when he was in their he would snap whatever toy or whatever we had as revenge. He was horrible. The hard thing is he is still somewhat in my life and though I never thought he got us because he loved us it does still hurt because in the rare moments he is not horrible or abusive in one of the three ways, he is what a dad should be. For a long time even now he made me believe no guy could ever respect me, have a crush on me or care about my existence at most. It was not possible. For a long time through that, bullies I called friends who warped my reflection because I was older, my abusive teachers who aend me in a disability center without a disability, and taking care of my grandmother full time, it was a lot to take with other little big things in between. All of that was before covid. I suppose I just wanted to get some things off my chest like speaking to a friend on a bench who is really a stranger on a bench you may never see again, but for that moment you share a breathe where the other knows they are not alone. I hope you feel a little less alone with this, and let me leave with this one thought. The difference between being a hero or a villain in life is the villain wants others to know what the pain was like to they don't suffer alone or loose respect and fight for love they did not receive in the moment they needed it. The hero fights so no one feels that way again as far as it depends on them to stop it. I know kindness because I know what it is to be without it. I know sorrow because I know nights when there was not even the moon. I can forgive because I know the value of being forgiven.
what I look like while i see my dad:😁😆😄 Whats going on in my head: its fine its fine its fine 😥😭😱🤞
this makes me think of the shit I have been through. Messaging a guy in america when i was 13, my school and parents finding out, as well as my peers.... i stayed in the school but I never went outside again..
Recuerdo que mi bisabuela siempre decía que yo la iba a llevar a pasear, que me iba a ver graduarme y todo eso... La extraño :(
"Tell a trusted adult" LMFAOOOO THEY MADE IT WORSE BAHAHAHAHAH 😔
I had a bsf named amika.. She left my school and i never saw her again.. I didnt even get to saw good bye And this song sums it up perfectly
my grandpa passed away november 25th, the day before i was telling my siblings we should all call him and talk to him, but we got busy and then we heard the news that he passed away in his sleep. he was 82 (about to turn 83 in february) i have so many regrets about not spending enough time with him and it sucks knowing that he’ll never see me graduate college. he was such a gentle soul, may he rest in peace
I love this
when my bestest friend starts saying the exact same things that my ex bestfriend would say me: No no no no no no no no
Lyrics: Low low low Tiktok: No No No
LOL
due to lockdown i hadn't seen my grandfather for 2 years and it was 6 in the morning when we got the call saying he was in the hospital i was getting ready for school thinking it was a small thing went and when I came back he was already gone my parents were going to get my grandma and i shud have gone with them maybe I could have seen him just one last time even if i couldn't hug him or tell him i missed him so bad that feeling of regret has been there with me since then
1:15 i feel like is the exact reason why you don't ask about people having kids-
This is so sad- But relatable-
Me: *gets into a relationship & my su!c!dal thoughts are gone* *3 months later* Them: *breaks up with me over selfish reasons* *su!c!dal thoughts come back* Me: *no* *no* *no* *no* *no* *no* *no* *no*
I know how hard it can be, having someone leaving you and the cruelest thoughts coming over you and trying to pull you back into your last state of mind, I know. But please, you have worth. You’re not worthless, you’re worthy of anything. You’re not useless, you’re useful. You’re not ugly, you’re beautiful. You’re you and that’s what matters the most. So, I wish you the best of your years, because I know you will get through them, because you’re strong. And you have to remember that. I love you.
My friend, lots of people are here for you (including me) and if you’re gone we will all miss you! Please dont go my friend..
no… the cat without the kidney made me cry so hard i can’t 😭 i wanna help
Mom: “you don’t have anxiety/social anxiety, it’s just a phase” Me:
1:35 reminded me about why I don't go to the school counselor and that's because she called my sister over dramatic on a dhs report and yea even tho my sister has been in tears in her office telling her about what happened
I have these breakdowns where I just cry and think I about my will to live and school and I can't control when I have them I had one in class and I almost couldn't breathe cause I was so overwhelmed but I had a pen and I just drew some little creatures and drank some water I felt better until I had another at the break before lunch (we have a break then we go to lunch then go to class) so I hoped I was just hungry what was happening was that I didn't get good sleep and I was very hungry and dehydrated I went home and screamed in my pillow. I hope you guys are ok or atleast getting better if you aren't recovering I'm so sorry for your and i wish you the best
I’m so happy they included the furry one 🥺 thank you
The one with the dino mask? She assaulted her brother-
@@irantalot2974 oh I didn’t know that ;-;
@@irantalot2974 oh I didn’t know that ;-;
@@TwinklingAurora Yeh its really shitty
@@irantalot2974 i didn't understand it . What is a furry?
Whenever anyone ask me if I’m ok the answer is always yes because I feel fine but the truth is no one understands how hard it is to have any sort of disability especially multiple and that the disabilities are way worse than they seem so it’s good to cry but it tears me up that no one knows how it feels except for people with the same situation so I’m just at a ratio of tearing up inside and healing my health that I’m alway physically and mentally damage but not enough for it to matter to anyone else so when someone ask me if I’m okay the truth is please just let me do more than survive I just need everything to end so I can catch up on everything … I hope someone else has the same problem.
One time I said too much to the counsellor… I had a police escort home.
last month my long term boyfriend broke up with me without an explanation. i was struggling with a lot of other mental issues at the time and this just amplified it. i have to be around him every day (school) and that makes everything so much worse. my dad and i have a pretty shitty relationship too and this sunday i had a panic attack and tried to take my own life. obviously was not successful but now i’m living in hell with everyone mad at me
Whenever I was younger (8 or 7 years old), my great aunt fell extremely ill and was rushed into the hospital. She was my everything and I grew up with her. Because I was young and couldn’t fully comprehend that something was wrong with my aunt, I thought that everything would turn out okay. It didn’t. My parents refused take me to the hospital to visit her. I kept asking why and they said that it would probably scare me (I’m guessing they thought I’d be freaked out if I saw my relative hooked up with all of these wires), so I never got to see her when she was in the hospital. It wasn’t until my parents told me that my aunt kept seeing little girls and thinking that it was me coming to visit her, when I realized that everything wasn’t okay. It’s been a few years since my great aunt passed. I think about her everyday and how I should’ve been there, but my parents refused. What hurts me the most is that my aunt was probably heartbroken that I wasn’t going to the hospital to visit her. I wish she knew that I wanted to so badly but I just couldn’t. Ever since my aunt passed, I’ve been extremely terrified of losing my friends or family without having a proper goodbye, as I never got to say goodbye to my aunt the way I wanted to. Sorry for venting, I just thought this would be a good place to do so considering that others are doing it as well.
THE GRANDMA ONE GOT ME AT 40 SECONDS NAH
this is so nice
Tyy
I had a friend last year that over dosed on Tylenol one weekend and we didn't know until he didn't show up to school that Monday and another friend of ours told us that someone told her he over dosed so we broke down crying in the middle of class and the principal came and took us to the counselor were they called his parents and he had made it and was ok, ive never cried harder in my life it was like I was dying I'm so glad he is ok now tho
This decrees when I came home from school and went to drop my back pack off in my room and came out and say my mum on the floor holding my crying cat. I just stood there looking at the cat I grew up with die. It was the reason that I now have an Eating Disorder. I tried to Kms by starving myself. I will never forget it and I will never forgive my dad for staying at work knowing damn well that his cat was sitting there in pain while passing.
2:55 that actually scared me 😭 i was not expecting that ending
Its 4am right now, I haven't slept at all, haven't been eating right. I have school in 2 hours. This sucks