"How can I trust people, when I can't trust myself" felt that too hard
@nanjibajarin66414 жыл бұрын
So true
@fernandadelabar32364 жыл бұрын
Nanjiba Jarin Go home weeb
@wen4gomusic364 жыл бұрын
same
@Lunaliladee3 жыл бұрын
Same
@i_do_not_exist17943 жыл бұрын
@@wen4gomusic36 piss off if your gonna have a bad attitude
@i_do_not_exist17943 жыл бұрын
KZhead: How depressing and creepy do you wanna be? Sub Urban: *Yes*
@jazzyforever20024 жыл бұрын
Lmao
@coolgirlblaire3 жыл бұрын
LOL XD
@ioneltomulescu98673 жыл бұрын
(~￣³￣)~
@kathy_54543 жыл бұрын
Yaas
@bobbo12353 жыл бұрын
Dont really watch horror movies cause they give me nightmares but I kinda like them
@bobbo12353 жыл бұрын
The music that lets you vibe with your depression.
@angelogerricoredona12203 жыл бұрын
literally me lmao
@Echo_Kenji Жыл бұрын
Yep-
@Genericcatlover Жыл бұрын
hell yeah
@winkydinky1436 Жыл бұрын
Ah yes, romanticizing depression.
@Somnne2 ай бұрын
Everyone: you’re depressed. Me: I’m just scared to be happy.
@VinnyR353 жыл бұрын
same :l
@Lunaliladee3 жыл бұрын
Same dude
@Not0ffline3 жыл бұрын
Never thought I'd vibe with a coment as much as I did this one. Dang..
@noomispookbug41953 жыл бұрын
I’m scared to have the happiness ripped away.
@nine73soldier3 жыл бұрын
I felt that too hard bruh
@todojxckson54783 жыл бұрын
I hope he's okay. Sending virtual hugs to everyone because I relate
@blueberrybubbles29904 жыл бұрын
Listen to the lyrics.
@sage48484 жыл бұрын
Saame
@Adanforreal4 жыл бұрын
Same here
@nahbrothatscrazy4 жыл бұрын
Same
@Samlvs7404 жыл бұрын
@@Samlvs740 Yeah I'm scared
@nahbrothatscrazy4 жыл бұрын
Billie Eilish: I am depression Sub Urban: Hold my Tommygun
@bubatzvernichter4 жыл бұрын
Billie never said that she is depressed
@ohitsnattt3 жыл бұрын
@@ohitsnattt Yes she did.
@13thgouthammurali763 жыл бұрын
@@13thgouthammurali76 No her haters said she is depressed not Billie eilish
@ohitsnattt3 жыл бұрын
@@ohitsnattt nah she said in a interview she has been through depression her whole life.
@13thgouthammurali763 жыл бұрын
@@13thgouthammurali76 she has a diseas 🤦♀️
@ohitsnattt3 жыл бұрын
"Why can't I make myself" This hits hard because it's true. Even under perfect conditions, I just can't.
@TheRivle6 ай бұрын
How tf on earth does he not have a *SINGLE BAD* song ?
@potato85523 жыл бұрын
he's built differently
@ch31wze3 жыл бұрын
No he never have single mistake
@tukarampawar99002 жыл бұрын
Because he knows what the fuck life has done to people.
@doooonnii2 жыл бұрын
Well now he does, album was nothing like the EP :(
@Cilvathorne Жыл бұрын
@@Cilvathorne TS was pretty good, Hive is also awesome, what you on about?
@nitrocastscripts5316 Жыл бұрын
Song: *starts with "I wanna kill myself"* Me: I'm definitely downloading this
@mimikyu28014 жыл бұрын
Same Lol
@ethanmacpherson28134 жыл бұрын
You meant "buy".. right?
@alexds69274 жыл бұрын
@@alexds6927 yes... Yes indeed, I- I meant "buy"! Yes, oh how silly I am haha stupid keyboard!..
@mimikyu28014 жыл бұрын
@@mimikyu2801 just use spotify, you can listen for free and it pays for artists
@randriu12214 жыл бұрын
fucking cringy comment w 200+ likes
@2dgirl4 жыл бұрын
The start kind of sounds like the Minecraft music
@gitanasetkute92384 жыл бұрын
Bitch you smart.
@lee-uw7vv4 жыл бұрын
Lmao he liked your comment
@iliketoironallthewrinkleso27344 жыл бұрын
Minecraft CAVE sounds
@lukefox52714 жыл бұрын
that’s what i thought when i first heard this song
@goose35664 жыл бұрын
Oh no now I hear it
@luzzifer7134 жыл бұрын
Sub urban is one of the few people that every one of their songs I could listen on repeat
@mrcouchpotato693 жыл бұрын
damn this song hits really hard to me, it really got me in tears
@bradylegarsgaming22702 жыл бұрын
Lyrics: [Pre-Chorus] I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now [Chorus] I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health How can I trust people if I can’t trust myself? I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can’t make myself, why can’t I make myself? [Verse] I always seem to make the same mistakes The kinds you can’t go back to fix, that start to weigh 'Til I’m dragging ‘round a body made of clay I’m just dead weight, I’m just dead weight I wanna feel it all again To have somebody, hold me in place Tell it to my bruised face, that I tried But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing Going with a good being [Bridge] So, I’ll go fuck myself ‘til I’m too lonely to feel Dance like a court jester, just for a film with no reel And I’ll lose all of my friends when I’m no longer ideal And then get scolded again, just to come home to no meal I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now [Pre-Chorus] I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now [Chorus] I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health How can I trust people if I can’t trust myself? I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can’t make myself, why can’t I make myself?
@jadousawyer87454 жыл бұрын
Vows is bone
@RSICh-wv8zx4 жыл бұрын
Wow thanks!
@humantrashcann68024 жыл бұрын
I love you
@janalejandroguerreroospina55474 жыл бұрын
Wow this is so dark I love it
@heccinchonkercat4 жыл бұрын
👌🏻
@jessicazukowska95464 жыл бұрын
he’s a true genius
@jazzophone314 жыл бұрын
Agreed.
@coolgirlblaire3 жыл бұрын
These song can make me cry because I feel it. From the opening line to the closing verse I feel this whole song.
@Sleepinmokey3 жыл бұрын
I highly relate to this song.
@55_menace8 ай бұрын
I'm not suicidal or severely depressed but I really vibe with this song. It's just got that weighty beat that I love. Just wanted to add a slightly more positive comment.
@MissMel84 жыл бұрын
S a m e
@ia93013 жыл бұрын
i thought i was the only one like this....
@deeznuts2.3 жыл бұрын
||-//
@bathtubtyler15383 жыл бұрын
ll-// hey fellow clikkies
@aircatcherpilots78273 жыл бұрын
well, for some reason, your pfp is saying to me "i have problems"
@seththecreeper3 жыл бұрын
sub urban: h- me: *i'm in love*
@vamp-sire4 жыл бұрын
@NURI BUCK im in too
@WinyT3 жыл бұрын
Same
@Mina-lq9hv3 жыл бұрын
@NURI BUCK preach.
@punishedrab93643 жыл бұрын
SAME
@cozyrxse3 жыл бұрын
Same here.😃😃😃
@vipbrothers55953 жыл бұрын
No one: Absolutely no one: Me: *singing this at 4 : 26 am in the morning when no one is awake*
@josegadt71163 жыл бұрын
x2 xd
@ANDAIBERREIX3 жыл бұрын
Nah, there’s someone with you, many more, maybe a lot
@merepawnyt56243 жыл бұрын
Hey in my country is 4:26 am now and im singing it like u
@roumiroumovy37742 жыл бұрын
I replayed this at least 30 times just today, I just found this song and it’s so relatable 😔
@zacharylittle72443 жыл бұрын
Replay #27 over here and my bf won’t stop looking at me weird...I haven’t felt so addicted to music since HS
@paigewinkler47812 жыл бұрын
Same
@blejonoliver147011 ай бұрын
Eu tmb 😔
@Rafa12_22.5 ай бұрын
Billie Eilish: I am the most depressing singer Sin Urban: Hold my cradles
@collins71923 жыл бұрын
No compare
@lostar7813 жыл бұрын
@Esha ADNANI no
@LyntzbartzkyPerez2 жыл бұрын
@Esha ADNANI no
@bigmanjames87332 жыл бұрын
BILLIE EILISH X SUB URBAN COLLAB? SOUNDS GOOD ON PAPER!
@belladonna10322 жыл бұрын
@@belladonna1032 yeayup
@bigmanjames87332 жыл бұрын
*Reads title* *Me:* hmm I wonder what could KMS stand for.... *Song starts* *Me:* oh never mind
@Victerious4 жыл бұрын
Glad I wasn't the only one QwQ
@prussiamdephangrell63054 жыл бұрын
Kiss myself
@kermitthefrogdad40034 жыл бұрын
me too
@eightwinter30824 жыл бұрын
keep me safe
@aroushzaman80444 жыл бұрын
@@kermitthefrogdad4003 hahahaha
@lauracintra57094 жыл бұрын
I truly hope your ok man.. wishing you positive vibes and true happiness. Take everything a day at a time and know that you are loved.
@writersnotes12922 жыл бұрын
I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can’t make myself, why can’t I make myself?
@prantocb51913 жыл бұрын
I don't know.
@bluelan12282 жыл бұрын
me: hears I wanna kill myself My brain: you know you’re going to listen to this at 3:00 am
@katJay__4 жыл бұрын
It's funny because not literally but every time I do something extremely embarrassing I'm just like OH MY GOD I WANNA KILL MYSELF!
@1tzm3hh114 жыл бұрын
i have made a plan
@justarandomperson27863 жыл бұрын
Sub Urban: *these songs* Also Sub Urban: "We live in a society."
@RockAnimations4 жыл бұрын
I just randomly remembered this, but I was obsessed with it a few years ago. man.
@twilightinhell10 ай бұрын
You ain't alone
@ReikoTennosaar2 жыл бұрын
Yes I love all the songs
@Samlvs7404 жыл бұрын
@@cheris3668 ikr
@Samlvs7404 жыл бұрын
imxcrystal 12 sameee
@noctuabliss4 жыл бұрын
@@noctuabliss :D
@Samlvs7404 жыл бұрын
@Dawg Craft ty I get that a lot lmao 😂
@Samlvs7404 жыл бұрын
Because you are Sub Urban fan
@dandrum35473 жыл бұрын
Relatable and I love it but... Damn everyone, you guys good?
@spookyjen034 жыл бұрын
Ha No Not okay IM NOOOTTT OOOKKKAAAYY
@rayvynnnox59124 жыл бұрын
Yeah no
@williamthomas7184 жыл бұрын
I did relate at one point so its like a throw back mood 🤣
@Xavier-kq9hp4 жыл бұрын
@@Xavier-kq9hp yeah, I cried because it gave my a lot of sad flashbacks.
@void63974 жыл бұрын
:(
@justigz9924 жыл бұрын
" *I wanna pout and cry, but I can't make myself...why can't I make myself* " I felt that, like fr I felt that line.
@desperado.stories3 жыл бұрын
Over coming suicidal tendencies is really something. In fact I would say it was the best thing that I have done for myself. Life is different now that I am not obsessing over death. The last time I attempted a lot of my family found out. They thought I just started, but in reality. It was much longer that I had those thoughts. I had them since I was a kid. Listening to suicidal songs made me feel like someone else out there is going through what I was going through. Now listening to these kinds of songs. Is very bittersweet. I feel so happy that I am winning this battle now, but it sucks that others are still going through this. Hope everyone could get through this like I have been doing.
@AxelBertilDahlstrom Жыл бұрын
Thanks for this comment
@gingerbread_0973 Жыл бұрын
@@gingerbread_0973 Stay strong. Don’t give up.
@AxelBertilDahlstrom Жыл бұрын
I am really happy that you made it, you can be really really proud of yourself
@MisterFloufry Жыл бұрын
@@MisterFloufry Sometimes it doesn’t really feel like I have made it, but rather making it. You know? It’s really a constant thing to keep on going. It’s like working every day there is no breaks, because if you do take a break you loose a paycheck. Except this paycheck is moments without suicidal thoughts you never realize how easier it is to accomplish things without those thoughts clogging your brain.
@AxelBertilDahlstrom Жыл бұрын
This song is raw. It's real life. It's how most of us are feeling but are afraid to say as such to anyone other than KZhead comments. Pain. Anxiety. Low self worth. Depression. Trauma. Addiction. Abuse. Isolation. It's all so real and so painful. These comments make me wanna cry because I can see all of this pain and suffering. You aren't alone I promise. Your pain isn't any less painful just because you assume other people have it worse. Everyone processes pain and trauma in their own way. We're all unique. Don't try to compare yourself to others. I have felt so alone.. I still do.. but regardless of that I want to help others in my same boat.. if you are struggling or alone reach out to me. I will be there.
@kaylove70004 жыл бұрын
💜💜
@epicvipes17234 жыл бұрын
Yes
@azelyahramos99273 жыл бұрын
how the fuck this only have 47 likes
@asaniaa3 жыл бұрын
How can I reach out to You? ):
@friendlyghost28473 жыл бұрын
@Elisabeth Yocky no no no no. so many ppl care Elisabeth. and if they don't then fuck them. u deserve to be heard and you deserve to be loved and I'm so sorry I'm not there to tell you this bcoz I want you to know I geniuanly mean it and the fact u had to endure this for FOUR GOD DAMN YEARS! has me thinking wtf humanity. humans can be so very disappointing its sad. I'm feel sad and angry that u had to go through that. i wish I could tell u everything will be fine but as u can see things are NOT looking great. i really hope you find the love and support and real friends you deserve. and I'm so sorry that you couldn't tell anyone knowing that they would stab u. but pls don't hurt yourself I know it seems so shitty right now but... pls just don't give up
@asaniaa3 жыл бұрын
"How can I trust people if I can't trust myself?"
@makyrahl74504 жыл бұрын
Me sometime xd
@akira.58344 жыл бұрын
Me to
@deeznuts-pp9bd3 жыл бұрын
:'c
@ANDAIBERREIX3 жыл бұрын
You trust yourself then ;) _There you go bois and girr, depression no more_
@iamgirlfromsweden14593 жыл бұрын
same
@kallahanplays3 жыл бұрын
How I feel around holidays
@hopelee97245 ай бұрын
MY MIND 24/7🔥🔥🔥
@itzzeclipsez6 ай бұрын
His music is so fucking amazing. I can't stop listening to it. I am 31 years old but I've never related to somebody's music more. This is the only song I ever want to listen to right now.
@RATHEADfoREVer3 жыл бұрын
Going on 40 and just found about them. It definitely helps to listen to this when you're in your low point and have something to relate too because the people you hang with can't help but say "just try to be happy". Like it's a switch i can flip at moments notice.
@TheRivle2 жыл бұрын
@✨SubUrban✨ it's going to be OK. That's all I can say.
@od39102 жыл бұрын
Same
@dixiethealien12212 жыл бұрын
Dude. Same. This is like making me feel the shit I hadn’t been able to. Thanks to life xD
@sprinklegeek Жыл бұрын
Eu tanbem so fã desse cara
@colossosforce3324 Жыл бұрын
My mom: *hears me play this* Me signing along: I wAnNa kIlL myself My mom: are u ok? Me: Heck no
@blactearsf55383 жыл бұрын
Shit :'c
@ANDAIBERREIX3 жыл бұрын
same
@kallahanplays3 жыл бұрын
MY MOTHER ASKED THE SAME THING IMAO
@todojxckson54783 жыл бұрын
Same but my parents are the problem
@jarydperez29523 жыл бұрын
My mom: haha phone go yeeeeet
@exodeusovercharge44623 жыл бұрын
" i'm just dead wiegth" that hit hard
@kallahanplays3 жыл бұрын
I remember hearing this in public and I was so embarrassed! I felt like someone was outing me to everyone... One mental breakdown later I’m looking it up to have something that makes sense to follow and not some broken record in my head.
@mikiya29623 жыл бұрын
When you're 10 seconds in and already like because you know it's gonna be a bop
@katie916884 жыл бұрын
"Sick of you" and "Broken" video release when?
@dadu.5974 жыл бұрын
yessir
@Toomprist4 жыл бұрын
Annoying Toad he collaborated with DMNO. maybe DMNO owns it?
@snorlaxchampion75054 жыл бұрын
Funny how a tune can lift you up when your down, and then you realize, this is how I feel. And it smashes you down again. This is me at the moment. But here comes the good vibes again.... man what a tune. Life is worth living, just because of music like this.
@tosil3 жыл бұрын
It’s been 11 months and I’m still coming to this song
@Jay-xe4ue3 жыл бұрын
Song starts: *"I want to kill myself"* Me: "man that's deep"
@melonshot40184 жыл бұрын
ik
@sonicisdisappointed.27684 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@jemimaizua47114 жыл бұрын
Me : me
@MrMediaflow4 жыл бұрын
Me: oh my god that's what I say (not literally) when I do something embarrassing.
@1tzm3hh114 жыл бұрын
ngl if this becomes a music video im excited to see what he comes out with lol.
@annafincher31394 жыл бұрын
Hello
@Ema.6663 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry he's not doing it
@shirley48093 жыл бұрын
I think if he make this song into mv. There's alot of suicide attempt's image's or clip's
@RSICh-wv8zx2 жыл бұрын
3 years and am still here
@LILLYOLIVER4 ай бұрын
Same
@OhREALLYMAN2 ай бұрын
Damn, feel so at home and at peace listening to this song
@kurgami84803 жыл бұрын
Yes
@shawnfantasybd3 жыл бұрын
Everybody: wow nice song!! me: How the fuc* is the horse moving?
@geronimomenendez7384 жыл бұрын
literally me XD
@0Anna03 жыл бұрын
green screen
@ratticus63403 жыл бұрын
It's a carousel, you dimwit.
@950theo3 жыл бұрын
Theo - you don’t have to be rude , the other horses wasn’t moving so they could have been confused.
@blackie14593 жыл бұрын
• blackie • I'm not being rude, I'm only being a bit more honest. If you can't handle the truth, then yes, it might be a bit rude.
@950theo3 жыл бұрын
I'm so proud,, he is at his 1M :(((
@forlormoon4 жыл бұрын
therapist: how depressed are you and your music him: ✨yes✨
@sarag88862 жыл бұрын
part hit me hard "i wanna cry and pout BUT I CANT MAKE MYSELF" damn to true guys will get it 🙏
@smileyriley18052 жыл бұрын
Sub urban, Your already giving me hopes for this spring break! Ducking love your music! Keep it up man!✊🏻
@damboyanimationsrebooted79774 жыл бұрын
Alexander Barrows The Animator I just noticed xD
@damboyanimationsrebooted79774 жыл бұрын
Quack quack
@inhaledexhaled54604 жыл бұрын
Yikes...
@fumiko___4 жыл бұрын
@@damboyanimationsrebooted7977 are you gonna make any fnaf animations soon?
@-sonnyanimations-74173 жыл бұрын
He accidentally said ducking instead of fucking
@tumedasco70102 жыл бұрын
it was and is art an incredible song just like freak goes on like this I know you'll get further soon thanks for the songs I love you
@ximenaestilla5254 жыл бұрын
speaks from my soul
@jasminschwed61053 жыл бұрын
Sub Urban: " And i will lose all of my friends" Me: " But you have us":)
@dadamouh85172 жыл бұрын
Fans are not friends.
@egalegal71385 ай бұрын
INGLISH: "THIS ALBUM IS GOING TO BE A SUCCESS"🔥💕🔥💕🔥💕 ESPAÑOL:"ESTE ALBUM VA A SER UN EXITO"🔥💕🔥💕🔥💕
@sofia_aleman44904 жыл бұрын
Hablas inglés o español
@nancycaceres884 жыл бұрын
Lo va ser obvio ☺👌
@millie19024 жыл бұрын
Spanish and English are languages😯😯😯
@br95324 жыл бұрын
@@nancycaceres88 creo que habla inglish :v
@pabloatahua46114 жыл бұрын
Me inglish xD spanish not :'V
@ambartormenta34624 жыл бұрын
Me encantan tus canciones, son tétricas e impresionantes siempre me dejan una marca cada una de ellas
@paolaquintana43244 жыл бұрын
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL
@elintia3 жыл бұрын
I don’t know why I love suburban kinda music so much
@mimituladhar39123 жыл бұрын
Woow...I will soon become addicted to your songs.
@-.Murdered.-4 жыл бұрын
I already am addicted to all his songs xD I listen to them all day He is so freakin cute tho 😍😍
@akira.58344 жыл бұрын
@Felino 1638 omg ikr I saw it too, he is adorable 😍😍😍
@akira.58344 жыл бұрын
О русский
@user-wb3rw6xf8d3 жыл бұрын
Joder son las 3AM y yo aquí escuchando esto Damn it's 3 AM and I'm here listening to this
@eugepotmarrone48794 жыл бұрын
Ni pedo :v xDD
@michelled71224 жыл бұрын
Jaja
@user-fz9sx3st3e4 жыл бұрын
Love this
@Zay_negi3 ай бұрын
Pro tip: don't kill yourself, somebody might still care.
@rangesstudio10 ай бұрын
might
@zeedstun51259 ай бұрын
@zeedstun5125 seriously though, come on man, at the very least I care.
@rangesstudio9 ай бұрын
Does anybody else hear ''That's a lot of damage'' in the beggining?
@pixion_4 жыл бұрын
He says I was a god damn mistake and success help me define my fucking existence
@VinnyR353 жыл бұрын
Flex tape add*
@ala_bala_portocala27333 жыл бұрын
I REALLLLY needed this right now.
@liamsimon2544 жыл бұрын
U still alive?
@coolgirlblaire3 жыл бұрын
@@coolgirlblaire of course i am im no longer 16 and craving for death i know what killing oneself actually in tales and the burdens others go though its the most selfish thing a person can do Im way older know its just that now days for me a new song can go a long way to keep going
@liamsimon2543 жыл бұрын
Sending my love to everyone listening to this.
@TheSchwartzable3 жыл бұрын
"How can I trust people, if I can't trust myself?" Oof man
@lostar7813 жыл бұрын
same
@kallahanplays3 жыл бұрын
Big oof
@coolgirlblaire3 жыл бұрын
this is art, rawest in its form
@laurenbuxton16664 жыл бұрын
this slaps but damn it hits hard
@mikey_m1144 жыл бұрын
Ilysm This song... is so real to me.
@hopelee97243 жыл бұрын
Woah i only listened to Freak cradles and cirque but the most of this boys music is so sad and deep
@ln70323 жыл бұрын
Like bro :(
@christianmoon63324 жыл бұрын
Ok.. My new favorite song by far! I love it so much! Damnnnnn kinda depressing tho..
@isabella_lynn_c69284 жыл бұрын
When the song relatable but you can’t take yourself seriously so u laugh 😭
@Aldgri10 ай бұрын
No,I’m not listening to this bc it’s “relatable”, I’m listening to it’s bc it’s g o o d
@--hntai3 жыл бұрын
Same
@lostar7813 жыл бұрын
5 SONGS IN ONE DAY(EDIT)THANKS I NEVER GOT 450 LIKES XD
@danielrojas54414 жыл бұрын
6
@karimsotosinh96494 жыл бұрын
When someone releases an album they upload all the songs at the same time
@yoshikage77434 жыл бұрын
Cause album got dropped out so yeh
@thicconico4 жыл бұрын
Six
@estefy73714 жыл бұрын
@AsKaNeL tAnKeR Isolate was already out like 6 months earlier
@jo_nm94844 жыл бұрын
3 songs in one day. It must be my lucky day.
@HammadKhan-is5pb4 жыл бұрын
You've helped me identify with so many parts of myself; I know music is an expression of one's self... Be well....
@macrowandering2 жыл бұрын
I wanna keep myself safe, I wanna keep myself safe 😍
@sbenhaba Жыл бұрын
I’m no emo kid or edgy “this is deep” teen, and this most certainly isn’t my type of music, but the lyrics all together just relate to me in the way I have been feeling mentally, and that’s what I like about this, is that I can feel something out of it directly from my experience.
@Emperor_NYC4 жыл бұрын
How are things going for you?
@bellz91133 жыл бұрын
Your hands down my new favorite artist👏
@spaghetti.0s4 жыл бұрын
He always was, his music is so unique and outstanding. 😍
@akira.58344 жыл бұрын
Miss u bro 😿
@idkby8 күн бұрын
Am I the only one who'd be too scared to play this in front of my mom??
@andrewtatesbugatti31353 жыл бұрын
No, i'm right here buddy.
@thebigsad86892 жыл бұрын
I went into my moms room to give her a hug but my earbud fell out I could here it idk if she did:/ welp-
@lxxlelexxl64382 жыл бұрын
@@lxxlelexxl6438 😬yikes, sorry
@andrewtatesbugatti31352 жыл бұрын
@@andrewtatesbugatti3135 yup.-.
@lxxlelexxl64382 жыл бұрын
It's pretty relatable to not want their parents to hear it...😅
@egalegal71385 ай бұрын
This is the theme song of my life.
@reyisnull4 жыл бұрын
He just drops songs all of a sudden but I love this song one of my favorites he made
@teammysilver29234 жыл бұрын
His a amazing artist clap it up for Sub Urban 👏
@teammysilver29234 жыл бұрын
man my vibe right now . you are a legend mate .
@kevinracca67513 жыл бұрын
Love this style and vibes. So dark and mysterious and some truth. Listen to them all and can't wait to see new songs and albums.
"How can I trust people, when I can't trust myself" felt that too hard
So true
Nanjiba Jarin Go home weeb
same
Same
@@wen4gomusic36 piss off if your gonna have a bad attitude
KZhead: How depressing and creepy do you wanna be? Sub Urban: *Yes*
Lmao
LOL XD
(~￣³￣)~
Yaas
Dont really watch horror movies cause they give me nightmares but I kinda like them
The music that lets you vibe with your depression.
literally me lmao
Yep-
hell yeah
Ah yes, romanticizing depression.
Everyone: you’re depressed. Me: I’m just scared to be happy.
same :l
Same dude
Never thought I'd vibe with a coment as much as I did this one. Dang..
I’m scared to have the happiness ripped away.
I felt that too hard bruh
I hope he's okay. Sending virtual hugs to everyone because I relate
Listen to the lyrics.
Saame
Same here
Same
@@Samlvs740 Yeah I'm scared
Billie Eilish: I am depression Sub Urban: Hold my Tommygun
Billie never said that she is depressed
@@ohitsnattt Yes she did.
@@13thgouthammurali76 No her haters said she is depressed not Billie eilish
@@ohitsnattt nah she said in a interview she has been through depression her whole life.
@@13thgouthammurali76 she has a diseas 🤦♀️
"Why can't I make myself" This hits hard because it's true. Even under perfect conditions, I just can't.
How tf on earth does he not have a *SINGLE BAD* song ?
he's built differently
No he never have single mistake
Because he knows what the fuck life has done to people.
Well now he does, album was nothing like the EP :(
@@Cilvathorne TS was pretty good, Hive is also awesome, what you on about?
Song: *starts with "I wanna kill myself"* Me: I'm definitely downloading this
Same Lol
You meant "buy".. right?
@@alexds6927 yes... Yes indeed, I- I meant "buy"! Yes, oh how silly I am haha stupid keyboard!..
@@mimikyu2801 just use spotify, you can listen for free and it pays for artists
fucking cringy comment w 200+ likes
The start kind of sounds like the Minecraft music
Bitch you smart.
Lmao he liked your comment
Minecraft CAVE sounds
that’s what i thought when i first heard this song
Oh no now I hear it
Sub urban is one of the few people that every one of their songs I could listen on repeat
damn this song hits really hard to me, it really got me in tears
Lyrics: [Pre-Chorus] I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now [Chorus] I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health How can I trust people if I can’t trust myself? I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can’t make myself, why can’t I make myself? [Verse] I always seem to make the same mistakes The kinds you can’t go back to fix, that start to weigh 'Til I’m dragging ‘round a body made of clay I’m just dead weight, I’m just dead weight I wanna feel it all again To have somebody, hold me in place Tell it to my bruised face, that I tried But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing Going with a good being [Bridge] So, I’ll go fuck myself ‘til I’m too lonely to feel Dance like a court jester, just for a film with no reel And I’ll lose all of my friends when I’m no longer ideal And then get scolded again, just to come home to no meal I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now [Pre-Chorus] I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself It’s all I hear right now, it’s all I hear right now [Chorus] I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health How can I trust people if I can’t trust myself? I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can’t make myself, why can’t I make myself?
Vows is bone
Wow thanks!
I love you
Wow this is so dark I love it
👌🏻
he’s a true genius
Agreed.
These song can make me cry because I feel it. From the opening line to the closing verse I feel this whole song.
I highly relate to this song.
I'm not suicidal or severely depressed but I really vibe with this song. It's just got that weighty beat that I love. Just wanted to add a slightly more positive comment.
S a m e
i thought i was the only one like this....
||-//
ll-// hey fellow clikkies
well, for some reason, your pfp is saying to me "i have problems"
sub urban: h- me: *i'm in love*
@NURI BUCK im in too
Same
@NURI BUCK preach.
SAME
Same here.😃😃😃
No one: Absolutely no one: Me: *singing this at 4 : 26 am in the morning when no one is awake*
x2 xd
Nah, there’s someone with you, many more, maybe a lot
Hey in my country is 4:26 am now and im singing it like u
I replayed this at least 30 times just today, I just found this song and it’s so relatable 😔
Replay #27 over here and my bf won’t stop looking at me weird...I haven’t felt so addicted to music since HS
Same
Eu tmb 😔
Billie Eilish: I am the most depressing singer Sin Urban: Hold my cradles
No compare
@Esha ADNANI no
@Esha ADNANI no
BILLIE EILISH X SUB URBAN COLLAB? SOUNDS GOOD ON PAPER!
@@belladonna1032 yeayup
*Reads title* *Me:* hmm I wonder what could KMS stand for.... *Song starts* *Me:* oh never mind
Glad I wasn't the only one QwQ
Kiss myself
me too
keep me safe
@@kermitthefrogdad4003 hahahaha
I truly hope your ok man.. wishing you positive vibes and true happiness. Take everything a day at a time and know that you are loved.
I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout But I can’t make myself, why can’t I make myself?
I don't know.
me: hears I wanna kill myself My brain: you know you’re going to listen to this at 3:00 am
It's funny because not literally but every time I do something extremely embarrassing I'm just like OH MY GOD I WANNA KILL MYSELF!
i have made a plan
Sub Urban: *these songs* Also Sub Urban: "We live in a society."
I just randomly remembered this, but I was obsessed with it a few years ago. man.
You ain't alone
Yes I love all the songs
@@cheris3668 ikr
imxcrystal 12 sameee
@@noctuabliss :D
@Dawg Craft ty I get that a lot lmao 😂
Because you are Sub Urban fan
Relatable and I love it but... Damn everyone, you guys good?
Ha No Not okay IM NOOOTTT OOOKKKAAAYY
Yeah no
I did relate at one point so its like a throw back mood 🤣
@@Xavier-kq9hp yeah, I cried because it gave my a lot of sad flashbacks.
:(
" *I wanna pout and cry, but I can't make myself...why can't I make myself* " I felt that, like fr I felt that line.
Over coming suicidal tendencies is really something. In fact I would say it was the best thing that I have done for myself. Life is different now that I am not obsessing over death. The last time I attempted a lot of my family found out. They thought I just started, but in reality. It was much longer that I had those thoughts. I had them since I was a kid. Listening to suicidal songs made me feel like someone else out there is going through what I was going through. Now listening to these kinds of songs. Is very bittersweet. I feel so happy that I am winning this battle now, but it sucks that others are still going through this. Hope everyone could get through this like I have been doing.
Thanks for this comment
@@gingerbread_0973 Stay strong. Don’t give up.
I am really happy that you made it, you can be really really proud of yourself
@@MisterFloufry Sometimes it doesn’t really feel like I have made it, but rather making it. You know? It’s really a constant thing to keep on going. It’s like working every day there is no breaks, because if you do take a break you loose a paycheck. Except this paycheck is moments without suicidal thoughts you never realize how easier it is to accomplish things without those thoughts clogging your brain.
This song is raw. It's real life. It's how most of us are feeling but are afraid to say as such to anyone other than KZhead comments. Pain. Anxiety. Low self worth. Depression. Trauma. Addiction. Abuse. Isolation. It's all so real and so painful. These comments make me wanna cry because I can see all of this pain and suffering. You aren't alone I promise. Your pain isn't any less painful just because you assume other people have it worse. Everyone processes pain and trauma in their own way. We're all unique. Don't try to compare yourself to others. I have felt so alone.. I still do.. but regardless of that I want to help others in my same boat.. if you are struggling or alone reach out to me. I will be there.
💜💜
Yes
how the fuck this only have 47 likes
How can I reach out to You? ):
@Elisabeth Yocky no no no no. so many ppl care Elisabeth. and if they don't then fuck them. u deserve to be heard and you deserve to be loved and I'm so sorry I'm not there to tell you this bcoz I want you to know I geniuanly mean it and the fact u had to endure this for FOUR GOD DAMN YEARS! has me thinking wtf humanity. humans can be so very disappointing its sad. I'm feel sad and angry that u had to go through that. i wish I could tell u everything will be fine but as u can see things are NOT looking great. i really hope you find the love and support and real friends you deserve. and I'm so sorry that you couldn't tell anyone knowing that they would stab u. but pls don't hurt yourself I know it seems so shitty right now but... pls just don't give up
"How can I trust people if I can't trust myself?"
Me sometime xd
Me to
:'c
You trust yourself then ;) _There you go bois and girr, depression no more_
same
How I feel around holidays
MY MIND 24/7🔥🔥🔥
His music is so fucking amazing. I can't stop listening to it. I am 31 years old but I've never related to somebody's music more. This is the only song I ever want to listen to right now.
Going on 40 and just found about them. It definitely helps to listen to this when you're in your low point and have something to relate too because the people you hang with can't help but say "just try to be happy". Like it's a switch i can flip at moments notice.
@✨SubUrban✨ it's going to be OK. That's all I can say.
Same
Dude. Same. This is like making me feel the shit I hadn’t been able to. Thanks to life xD
Eu tanbem so fã desse cara
My mom: *hears me play this* Me signing along: I wAnNa kIlL myself My mom: are u ok? Me: Heck no
Shit :'c
same
MY MOTHER ASKED THE SAME THING IMAO
Same but my parents are the problem
My mom: haha phone go yeeeeet
" i'm just dead wiegth" that hit hard
I remember hearing this in public and I was so embarrassed! I felt like someone was outing me to everyone... One mental breakdown later I’m looking it up to have something that makes sense to follow and not some broken record in my head.
When you're 10 seconds in and already like because you know it's gonna be a bop
"Sick of you" and "Broken" video release when?
yessir
Annoying Toad he collaborated with DMNO. maybe DMNO owns it?
Funny how a tune can lift you up when your down, and then you realize, this is how I feel. And it smashes you down again. This is me at the moment. But here comes the good vibes again.... man what a tune. Life is worth living, just because of music like this.
It’s been 11 months and I’m still coming to this song
Song starts: *"I want to kill myself"* Me: "man that's deep"
ik
Ikr
Me : me
Me: oh my god that's what I say (not literally) when I do something embarrassing.
ngl if this becomes a music video im excited to see what he comes out with lol.
Hello
I'm sorry he's not doing it
I think if he make this song into mv. There's alot of suicide attempt's image's or clip's
3 years and am still here
Same
Damn, feel so at home and at peace listening to this song
Yes
Everybody: wow nice song!! me: How the fuc* is the horse moving?
literally me XD
green screen
It's a carousel, you dimwit.
Theo - you don’t have to be rude , the other horses wasn’t moving so they could have been confused.
• blackie • I'm not being rude, I'm only being a bit more honest. If you can't handle the truth, then yes, it might be a bit rude.
I'm so proud,, he is at his 1M :(((
therapist: how depressed are you and your music him: ✨yes✨
part hit me hard "i wanna cry and pout BUT I CANT MAKE MYSELF" damn to true guys will get it 🙏
Sub urban, Your already giving me hopes for this spring break! Ducking love your music! Keep it up man!✊🏻
Alexander Barrows The Animator I just noticed xD
Quack quack
Yikes...
@@damboyanimationsrebooted7977 are you gonna make any fnaf animations soon?
He accidentally said ducking instead of fucking
it was and is art an incredible song just like freak goes on like this I know you'll get further soon thanks for the songs I love you
speaks from my soul
Sub Urban: " And i will lose all of my friends" Me: " But you have us":)
Fans are not friends.
INGLISH: "THIS ALBUM IS GOING TO BE A SUCCESS"🔥💕🔥💕🔥💕 ESPAÑOL:"ESTE ALBUM VA A SER UN EXITO"🔥💕🔥💕🔥💕
Hablas inglés o español
Lo va ser obvio ☺👌
Spanish and English are languages😯😯😯
@@nancycaceres88 creo que habla inglish :v
Me inglish xD spanish not :'V
Me encantan tus canciones, son tétricas e impresionantes siempre me dejan una marca cada una de ellas
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL
I don’t know why I love suburban kinda music so much
Woow...I will soon become addicted to your songs.
I already am addicted to all his songs xD I listen to them all day He is so freakin cute tho 😍😍
@Felino 1638 omg ikr I saw it too, he is adorable 😍😍😍
О русский
Joder son las 3AM y yo aquí escuchando esto Damn it's 3 AM and I'm here listening to this
Ni pedo :v xDD
Jaja
Love this
Pro tip: don't kill yourself, somebody might still care.
might
@zeedstun5125 seriously though, come on man, at the very least I care.
Does anybody else hear ''That's a lot of damage'' in the beggining?
He says I was a god damn mistake and success help me define my fucking existence
Flex tape add*
I REALLLLY needed this right now.
U still alive?
@@coolgirlblaire of course i am im no longer 16 and craving for death i know what killing oneself actually in tales and the burdens others go though its the most selfish thing a person can do Im way older know its just that now days for me a new song can go a long way to keep going
Sending my love to everyone listening to this.
"How can I trust people, if I can't trust myself?" Oof man
same
Big oof
this is art, rawest in its form
this slaps but damn it hits hard
Ilysm This song... is so real to me.
Woah i only listened to Freak cradles and cirque but the most of this boys music is so sad and deep
Like bro :(
Ok.. My new favorite song by far! I love it so much! Damnnnnn kinda depressing tho..
When the song relatable but you can’t take yourself seriously so u laugh 😭
No,I’m not listening to this bc it’s “relatable”, I’m listening to it’s bc it’s g o o d
Same
5 SONGS IN ONE DAY(EDIT)THANKS I NEVER GOT 450 LIKES XD
6
When someone releases an album they upload all the songs at the same time
Cause album got dropped out so yeh
Six
@AsKaNeL tAnKeR Isolate was already out like 6 months earlier
3 songs in one day. It must be my lucky day.
You've helped me identify with so many parts of myself; I know music is an expression of one's self... Be well....
I wanna keep myself safe, I wanna keep myself safe 😍
I’m no emo kid or edgy “this is deep” teen, and this most certainly isn’t my type of music, but the lyrics all together just relate to me in the way I have been feeling mentally, and that’s what I like about this, is that I can feel something out of it directly from my experience.
How are things going for you?
Your hands down my new favorite artist👏
He always was, his music is so unique and outstanding. 😍
Miss u bro 😿
Am I the only one who'd be too scared to play this in front of my mom??
No, i'm right here buddy.
I went into my moms room to give her a hug but my earbud fell out I could here it idk if she did:/ welp-
@@lxxlelexxl6438 😬yikes, sorry
@@andrewtatesbugatti3135 yup.-.
It's pretty relatable to not want their parents to hear it...😅
This is the theme song of my life.
He just drops songs all of a sudden but I love this song one of my favorites he made
His a amazing artist clap it up for Sub Urban 👏
man my vibe right now . you are a legend mate .
Love this style and vibes. So dark and mysterious and some truth. Listen to them all and can't wait to see new songs and albums.
Es perfectaaaa💘
dou soy sub tuyo xd
oxdal 360 Weeeee,Saludos maquina,fiera,crack,mastodonte ✌🏻
@@MBELYRICS saludos para ti tambien desde argentina :)
Yo Habla ingles
his songs r exactly the same type i listen to😍😍
this is lowkey my comfort song, all his songs
the truth is that I love all his songs, that's a true singer! ❤️❤️
*this hit different*
I feel these lyrics beond my own explanation
Yeh same
You both doing ok?
We need an hour version of this song
Me too :))))
Sub urban, Your already giving me hopes for this spring break! Ducking love your music! Keep it up man
Omg once my dad heard me listening to this
What happened after?
@@jarydperez2952 now he doesn t have a dad anymore
@@rdm9250 phew thanks for the good news
@@jarydperez2952 😀👍
I’m so glad I’m 29 and don’t have to hear my parents judge me for playing this on repeat...but my bf is giving me weird looks.
The song is so beautifully sad and relatable. It's so sad that most of us can relate to this, stay safe y'all.
Aw, thanks You too!
Thanks. I hope you are both staying well too.
Nobody: Not a single soul: Me: *head bopping to this in my digital bio class*
Im in math. Can relate
Just found you and I love all your music. Such a unique voice.