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Nessa Barrett - scare myself (official lyric video)

Nessa Barrett
2021 ж. 8 Қыр.
1 552 666 Рет қаралды
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Lyrics:
thoughts keep on racing
one by one
i don’t know who they’re running from
biting my lips
until they bleed
symptom of living life with me
cuz im scared of the monsters that I swear are under my bed
scared that they might just be all in my head
scared that i’m dreaming and already dead
and i’m terrified of the shadows that follow me home
afraid that they’ll get me when i’m all alone
look in the mirror i see someone else
sometimes i even scare myself
oh
ain’t it kinda funny how
nobody can cut me down
like i can
i drag myself through hell
oh what’s it gonna be today
how i’m gonna cause me pain
i’ll be damned
sometimes i even scare myself
leave me all alone with the voices
end up in the wrong kind of places
everyday's a dark situation
trying not to oop with the poison
paint my face cuz the real me is pointless
do my nails just to rip me to pieces
lose my mind cuz i don’t wanna keep it
sometimes i even scare myself
oh
ain’t it kinda funny how
nobody can cut me down
like i can
i drag myself through hell
oh what’s it gonna be today
how i’m gonna cause me pain
i’ll be damned
sometimes i even scare myself
im scared of the monsters that I swear are under my bed
scared that they might just be all in my head
scared that i’m dreaming and already dead
sometimes i even scare myself
oh
ain’t it kinda funny how
nobody can cut me down
like i can
i drag myself through hell
oh what’s it gonna be today
how i’m gonna cause me pain
i’ll be damned
sometimes i even scare myself

Пікірлер

  • MY DEBUT EP PRETTY POISON AND KEEP ME AFRAID MUSIC VIDEO IS OUT NOW 🖤😭😭 nessa.lnk.to/PrettyPoison

    @NessaBarrett@NessaBarrett2 жыл бұрын

    • So proud you nessa baby, you are amazing

      @dilabatilaipubam6854@dilabatilaipubam68542 жыл бұрын

    • Love you nessa

      @guneetsaran4751@guneetsaran47512 жыл бұрын

    • @me-gv5ok@me-gv5ok2 жыл бұрын

    • proud of u girl

      @thainaalberton6497@thainaalberton64972 жыл бұрын

    • this one is probably my favourite tho they're all great, love you so much nessa this is insane

      @asiyahsiddiqui53@asiyahsiddiqui532 жыл бұрын

  • "ain't it kinda funny how nobody can cut me down like i can" this is so true it's sad :)

    @liyaedewor6362@liyaedewor63622 жыл бұрын

  • How can someone be so perfect at what they do

    @kenzieandmore@kenzieandmore2 жыл бұрын

    • And look so cute while doing it !!!

      @ccoorriiee1@ccoorriiee12 жыл бұрын

    • she’s literally so insanely gorgeous

      @khloejean9085@khloejean90852 жыл бұрын

    • LITERALLY

      @lisetteoje@lisetteoje2 жыл бұрын

    • No dIxiE dOeS iT bEtTeR 🤪

      @keren.b_9642@keren.b_96422 жыл бұрын

    • @@keren.b_9642 lol she wishes 😂😂 she’s rated G, no one over the age of 15 cares

      @ccoorriiee1@ccoorriiee12 жыл бұрын

  • this rlly giving me late 50’s wife finally kills her abusive husband after he drives her utterly insane vibes tbh I LOVE THIS

    @Emma-jm9mm@Emma-jm9mm2 жыл бұрын

    • YOOO NOW THAT I THINK AB IT

      @lydial8369@lydial83692 жыл бұрын

    • YES

      @mayelah449@mayelah4492 жыл бұрын

    • I can see that in a movie 😬🙌

      @nikkig3799@nikkig37992 жыл бұрын

    • Definitely

      @cookiesandmilk686@cookiesandmilk6862 жыл бұрын

    • Omg yessss

      @Yourebeautiful-yh7vl@Yourebeautiful-yh7vl2 жыл бұрын

  • Words can’t describe how PROUD I am of you Ness. You’re truly one of a kind love ♥️

    @gabyespinoza3404@gabyespinoza34042 жыл бұрын

  • although u dislike her or hate her, that doesn’t matters because she is really talented and amazing

    @janis6687@janis66872 жыл бұрын

    • true

      @melin6596@melin65962 жыл бұрын

    • Facts

      @emelyponce2398@emelyponce23982 жыл бұрын

    • She's fantastic 😱🙌💛

      @hannahcaridi2002@hannahcaridi20022 жыл бұрын

    • She is amazing

      @Spynina1233@Spynina12332 жыл бұрын

  • Holy shit this is so good sooooo proud of her, she really can convey her message w her music

    @Juliana-iy8ky@Juliana-iy8ky2 жыл бұрын

  • the lyrics, your voice, EVERYTHING LITERALLY IS PERFECT LIKE HOW CAN SOMETHINF BE SO OERFECT

    @username-zy3lu@username-zy3lu2 жыл бұрын

  • It’s truly amazing that u turned ur pain and trauma into self therapy & therapy for millions around the world

    @tianadurkovic6473@tianadurkovic64732 жыл бұрын

  • this might be the most relatable song i’ve ever heard. thank u for putting our feelings into words nessa

    @karieisenberg7647@karieisenberg76472 жыл бұрын

  • The V I B E S of this album. Can’t wait to drive around in the car screaming at the top of my lungs to all these songs. ✨💙🦋

    @taylorhickman2159@taylorhickman21592 жыл бұрын

    • It’s an ep lol

      @lovelyrainx4205@lovelyrainx42052 жыл бұрын

    • @@originality8343 I think a ep is just shorter

      @kimkardasim6086@kimkardasim60862 жыл бұрын

  • she really does it so well, she's a good singer you have to admit.❤️

    @prettyalanna6218@prettyalanna62182 жыл бұрын

  • every song has a different touch i’m inlove

    @80steenangel@80steenangel2 жыл бұрын

  • She sounds almost like a mix of Tate Mcrae and Billie Eilish. Obviously Nessa is her own amazing talented person. I love her album and having mental illnesses, I can relate to her songs.

    @bluebree@bluebree2 жыл бұрын

    • Yess

      @jesszxd3518@jesszxd35182 жыл бұрын

  • I love how much neesa has learnt and grown, her music is so good too

    @monalisa-nm8gz@monalisa-nm8gz2 жыл бұрын

  • i think i can speak for a lot of people by saying that im obsessed with your voice

    @noname-nn1ge@noname-nn1ge2 жыл бұрын

    • THIS .

      @mayelah449@mayelah4492 жыл бұрын

  • THIS IS LITERALLY ART

    @julieta6948@julieta69482 жыл бұрын

  • “afraid that they get me when I’m all alone” 💔 hope you’re doing ok nessa❤️ you literally deserve everything good in life❤️ so many people love you and you deserve to be here so so so so much! ❤️

    @username-zy3lu@username-zy3lu2 жыл бұрын

  • Her EP literally came out 2hours ago for me and I’m already addicted😭

    @jocelyn4344@jocelyn43442 жыл бұрын

  • She sound so freaking amazing omgg like WHATT period gurl come a long way and keep making hit

    @dadnishab5475@dadnishab54752 жыл бұрын

  • “biting my lips until they bleed” so relatable bro🤧☹️

    @lainecapel8903@lainecapel8903 Жыл бұрын

  • I don’t understand why this isn’t like number 1 on the charts, it so good omg

    @sarahpaddon5515@sarahpaddon55152 жыл бұрын

  • “what’s it gonna be today, am I gonna cause me pain” literally me 😔

    @devfriedchic4289@devfriedchic42892 жыл бұрын

  • This shit reminds me of the starting of a James Bond movie it would fit so well 😍

    @aydenallison4920@aydenallison49202 жыл бұрын

  • There’s a reason Nessa still plays THIS song on tour 💕🖤☠️

    @sadcowboiemoji@sadcowboiemoji Жыл бұрын

  • her EP helped me get through the worst time of my life mentally. i genuinely feel like it saved me in some sort of way. i was going through the worst break up of my life and had gotten my first suspension from school right around the same time for something someone else did. i know that doesn’t sounds like a big deal but i need to apply to colleges so the suspension added more stress to my life i didnt need. i had developed an eating disorder around this time because i felt so sick i couldn’t eat which then lead to me being scared of food and i was weighing myself more then 10 times a day and only eating popcorn once a day. because i wasn’t eating i was 10 times more emotional so i began self harming again for the first time in years. when she announced she was releasing this masterpiece soon it gave me something to look forward and once it came out i could relate to every song and it genuinely helped me heal. she doesn’t understand how amazing she really is and how much she’s helping so many people get through some tough times. we love you ness and can’t wait to see what happens with your career in the future🖤🖤

    @claireready9562@claireready95622 жыл бұрын

  • no wait why isn't this going viral??!?!

    @strengthandsilence4186@strengthandsilence41862 жыл бұрын

  • the BEST SONG on the EP hands down swear! Loved the change in your voice in the chorus. i didn’t expect that. Also this deserves a REMIX with a rapper & a music video! Gives me halloween vibes & it’s actually catchy.

    @tocavenus5491@tocavenus54912 жыл бұрын

  • this is hauntingly beautiful

    @tahliarose643@tahliarose6432 жыл бұрын

  • This song hits way too hard. It hits me deep. I love this so much. Thank you Nessa ❤

    @MxndieMoo@MxndieMoo4 ай бұрын

  • esse ep tá incrível, que orgulho 😭

    @juliamazzei5327@juliamazzei53272 жыл бұрын

  • Totally feel every single line...deeply in my darkest core...thank you for such a beautiful arrangement of a sordid reality we spin in...love

    @markdavis6877@markdavis6877 Жыл бұрын

  • “End up in the wrong kinda places” i felt this on a deep personal level….. ever since I was a young child. I’m sorry we feel this way… our minds can be prisons & it’s a cold world. We do our best. 🖤

    @babysherl493@babysherl4932 жыл бұрын

  • I'm so proud of you ness🥺🖤

    @larissa.parker03@larissa.parker032 жыл бұрын

  • everything about the story behind her songs is just so on point,perfect and relatable.

    @katelynfernandes2419@katelynfernandes24192 жыл бұрын

  • baby this ep is so good, i'm so proud of u and all your dedication, u deserve all the love and recognize in the world, congratulations for great ep, ilysm

    @lia-vl1vl@lia-vl1vl2 жыл бұрын

  • this song is beautifully crafted. thoughts perfectly sewn into metaphors and sung by a voice who can convey so much emotion. outstanding job nessa

    @annefergin@annefergin2 жыл бұрын

  • This girl is A QUEEN! She doesn’t know how much her music got me through. Im truly obsessed

    @idk-wq6zi@idk-wq6zi2 жыл бұрын

  • she was born to do what she does

    @ddeztt7335@ddeztt73352 жыл бұрын

  • THIS IS LITERAL MASTERPIECE

    @konakapsali8827@konakapsali88272 жыл бұрын

  • I love ALL the songs of Nessa and I love her more than anything in this world

    @andreiapaiva3635@andreiapaiva36352 жыл бұрын

  • she deserves so much more her songs are perfect

    @katherinehernandez6605@katherinehernandez66052 жыл бұрын

  • Nessa-you're gonna go so far and be even more successful than you already are.

    @lucyellis5131@lucyellis51312 жыл бұрын

  • A gente já vê que é perfeita♥️

    @kausouza77@kausouza772 жыл бұрын

  • Perfeita como sempre 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

    @pamelarichele3669@pamelarichele36692 жыл бұрын

  • pretty poison is my favourite EP hands down

    @username-zy3lu@username-zy3lu2 жыл бұрын

    • agreed

      @khloejean9085@khloejean90852 жыл бұрын

  • Ahh so excited and proud of nessa she literally the best all of her songs are so good can’t wait to see more to be released!!🖤

    @alexisb8110@alexisb81102 жыл бұрын

  • perfeita nunca errou❤

    @rbrt_bel2565@rbrt_bel25652 жыл бұрын

  • JUST YES

    @annamartin6714@annamartin67142 жыл бұрын

  • So relatable for me at the moment 🖤

    @anoushka614@anoushka6142 жыл бұрын

  • perfeita 😍

    @as-vs6hf@as-vs6hf2 жыл бұрын

  • SHE'S CLOSE TO 1 MILLION 😭😭💕💕💕

    @rosiechuuu@rosiechuuu2 жыл бұрын

  • wtf why is it so good

    @am-dc5vl@am-dc5vl2 жыл бұрын

  • THIS SONG IS EVERYTHING, HER PEN GAME NEVER MISSES!!!!!

    @Jenniferrandrea@Jenniferrandrea2 жыл бұрын

  • ive been listening to this song on repeat for like the past week

    @mika7446@mika74462 жыл бұрын

  • this gives me halsey vibes???

    @peyton2412@peyton24122 жыл бұрын

  • Minha mulher só tem música perfeita mdsssss, que orgulho ❤❤❤🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤❤❤🥺

    @anaclarapanzera6043@anaclarapanzera60432 жыл бұрын

  • This has been on replay for 3 weeks!!!! She is so talented. Just because of all the drama on tik tok doesnt make her a less better person or artist. She is truely talented

    @erinplummer8980@erinplummer89802 жыл бұрын

  • Just dropped an hour ago, & I’ve had it on repeat the whole time ❤️‍🔥🖤❤️‍🔥🖤

    @cory3167@cory31672 жыл бұрын

    • as you should

      @khloejean9085@khloejean90852 жыл бұрын

  • OMG, NESSA

    @user-so1wr7ll2r@user-so1wr7ll2r2 жыл бұрын

  • My dream came true her voice makes me feel so safe and happy and now I have many songs of her ahhh I’m so happy and it’s soo good

    @nadinesahli8234@nadinesahli82342 жыл бұрын

    • Same

      @cookiesandmilk686@cookiesandmilk6862 жыл бұрын

  • How did she come up with words I never heard 🌙

    @silentdiamond7034@silentdiamond70342 жыл бұрын

  • Madhouse: I scare myself sometimes This: sometimes I even scare myself ❤️

    @jharmonyproductions@jharmonyproductions Жыл бұрын

  • SHINING

    @ania8907@ania89072 жыл бұрын

  • “Scared that im dreaming and already dead” i think so much about this that its not healthy. Is it me or does life feel fake like its a simulation

    @adrianagutierrez3225@adrianagutierrez32252 жыл бұрын

    • It's dissociation

      @Sama_681@Sama_681 Жыл бұрын

  • biting my lips until they bleed -my anxiety

    @iliveandiexist9388@iliveandiexist93882 жыл бұрын

  • i can´t even explain how connected i feel with this amazing and talented girl ... so happy for you ness

    @naamaperalta6109@naamaperalta61092 жыл бұрын

  • It's scary how i can relate to this song... amazing ep 😭

    @nanary7666@nanary76662 жыл бұрын

  • anyone else going through all the songs in order like she said so we can understand the full story ? cus same 😩

    @jazellemonteiro8669@jazellemonteiro86692 жыл бұрын

    • yess

      @alexandranoemiriverafombon6421@alexandranoemiriverafombon64212 жыл бұрын

  • I'm obsessed with all the songs on this EP but Grave and Scare Myself are my two personal favorites. 🖤 Scare Myself is a song I relate to very much, i'm always listening to it.

    @dovelove5427@dovelove54272 жыл бұрын

  • the best singer and person ever

    @sincerely.barrett6576@sincerely.barrett65762 жыл бұрын

  • PERFEITA RAINHA 💍👑

    @kakahdorock9734@kakahdorock97342 жыл бұрын

  • Damn, where this song was all this time? I love it, totally can relate to🖤❤️🖤❤️

    @kenatopiaproduction3038@kenatopiaproduction30382 жыл бұрын

  • MY FAV FROM THE WHOLE EP ITS SO GOOD

    @user-ku2lf2wd7z@user-ku2lf2wd7z2 жыл бұрын

  • Nessa you are getting better and better love this

    @cswk504@cswk5042 жыл бұрын

  • Bpd here this song matched my whole mfff life 🙏

    @swavykiana2913@swavykiana29132 жыл бұрын

    • Same

      @Sama_681@Sama_681 Жыл бұрын

  • Omg her voice is art..

    @shtreffgod4305@shtreffgod43052 жыл бұрын

  • this is soo relatable

    @klejdidemiri4971@klejdidemiri49712 жыл бұрын

  • love you ness,your musics is the best

    @juh_viegas2500@juh_viegas25002 жыл бұрын

  • This is the most relatable song in the ep for me. I listen to this ep every single day since it released because whenever I listen to it feels like the world stops and I just feel safe if that makes sense. I love Nessa so much and she's definitely my favorite singer ever

    @forestgirlzoe@forestgirlzoe2 жыл бұрын

  • this song is describe me. thank you Ness for this. i'm so proud of you, you are such a strong person, such a strong inspiration. ily

    @annamatolcsi9603@annamatolcsi96032 жыл бұрын

  • i can't stop listening to it ahhhh

    @eeshazaigham4442@eeshazaigham44422 жыл бұрын

  • so underrated

    @evamrnva@evamrnva2 жыл бұрын

  • Nessa is giving me Billie vibes and I'm here for it I love this ep

    @shayleeAdkins23@shayleeAdkins232 жыл бұрын

  • Nessa I’m so freakin proud of you🖤🖤🖤

    @sav4893@sav48932 жыл бұрын

  • this had me sobbing all day 😭

    @c00lbeanss@c00lbeanss2 жыл бұрын

  • this song is perfect for euphoria, someone make it happen

    @florencia3719@florencia37192 жыл бұрын

  • Also my favorite song on this album. Wow ✨💙🦋

    @taylorhickman2159@taylorhickman21592 жыл бұрын

  • fav song !

    @cel3tt@cel3tt2 жыл бұрын

  • nessa barrett is the only artist i never skip songs from like wtf are these masterpieces

    @nerea5321@nerea53212 жыл бұрын

  • this is so fucking good what the heck nessa i love u

    @danyaprincessmedallada8475@danyaprincessmedallada84752 жыл бұрын

  • baby this ep is so good, i'm so proud of u and all your dedication, u deserve all the love and recognize in the world, congratulations for great ep, ily

    @lia-vl1vl@lia-vl1vl2 жыл бұрын

  • Nessa this album is beautiful

    @janieciamclean5906@janieciamclean59062 жыл бұрын

  • This is giving me goosebumps 😍🖤

    @anthonyrose8438@anthonyrose84382 жыл бұрын

  • IM GONNA HAVE THIS ONE ON REPEAT FR

    @juneisipizarro975@juneisipizarro9752 жыл бұрын

  • GO QUEEN 👑 THIS HOW I EXPRESS MY FEELINGS WHAT IS IT BE TODAY

    @hanaomarkukai1621@hanaomarkukai16212 жыл бұрын

  • this is my favorite song of her ep

    @imnotfloflo@imnotfloflo2 жыл бұрын

  • This song is underrated

    @villain__9@villain__92 жыл бұрын

  • I'M SO PROUD OF THIS GIRL

    @marcielysouza3595@marcielysouza35952 жыл бұрын

  • Bro this song is AMAZING!!!

    @dianavelazquez6730@dianavelazquez67302 жыл бұрын
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