"The mirror is my best friend because when i cry it doesn't laugh" - Unknown
@brightgaming23973 жыл бұрын
Damn that's deep and true😓
@anjanaagrawal4683 жыл бұрын
That was Charlie Chaplin when he was depressed after his career was ruined.
@andersonf17203 жыл бұрын
This is true...😔 I have a best friend but she doesn't understand me. And all my Friends broke me...😔 Sorry is anything wrong with my Grammer because normally I speak german.
@Rinlein3 жыл бұрын
So true
@Unknown-ng5ey3 жыл бұрын
wow, I never though of this. Even my sister laughs when I cry...
@georgianamarisaionita16683 жыл бұрын
Depressed people don't want to die they just want a different life
@kimkuff47833 жыл бұрын
True. Suicides is just helplessness. Seeing no other way out.
@quinten3823 жыл бұрын
I never wanted another life. I just wanted changing
@ofticosul58603 жыл бұрын
I really do
@ambermunoz70403 жыл бұрын
I just want to fix the life i have...
@alexishalla2453 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@lmaocherry24713 жыл бұрын
Everyone, let’s take a moment to appreciate that NF just explained how we feel for us.
@unknownwoman9093 Жыл бұрын
It's also how he feels he wouldn't be able to make music like this if he hadn't been there
@jaydenwilliams4185 Жыл бұрын
@@jaydenwilliams4185 true
@eddiemunson541 Жыл бұрын
This guy changed my life . He once said just in case my car goes off the highway or the plane l'm on decides it's my last day l want u to know when u are alone and u feel afraid u're not the only who is not okay THERE A MILLIONS OF US JUST LIKE YOU . As a writer l proud to say 3/4 my songs are inspired by him .
@rutendomukondo8697 Жыл бұрын
I love NF so much he helps me through a lot especially since they are so relatable, true, and he just helps us recognize our feelings and helps us see that we aren’t alone and he is so good at what he does!!
@madison1mottorn160 Жыл бұрын
Here after Hope. Here as a fan, having heard every song. Trust me... I get it. I followed the journey... And I got better. Hope hit me in the heart.
@cameronjadewallace Жыл бұрын
“Is this really what I’m born to be? That’s what you get for thinking you’re unique” wow
@camruh Жыл бұрын
Many nuggets when you listen to this Man
@shanebisson7989 Жыл бұрын
Eyes: CLOSED NF: ON World: OFF
@animetigerz11033 жыл бұрын
Yesss
@bryanmena9553 жыл бұрын
F the world
@promisemewborn48583 жыл бұрын
I just wanna end it all
@guesty1393 жыл бұрын
@@promisemewborn4858 f the World f what people think
@ZarTeeQ3 жыл бұрын
@@ZarTeeQ yes you get me🖤
@promisemewborn48583 жыл бұрын
"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just want to get relief" That one really hit me HARD
@sefsteegh73574 жыл бұрын
Relatable
@janaearmstead42804 жыл бұрын
Me too buddy. But it gets better. Itll always be hard but well make it
@phillipsmith33534 жыл бұрын
Thanks for pointing that line out.
@MrsBethany11074 жыл бұрын
Relatable
@justmudkip26814 жыл бұрын
Same... if I could commit I'd be successful or dead...
@EntertainedOrNot4 жыл бұрын
"when I feel like you don't need me I feel like you don't see me and then my life has no meaning" That hits scarily close to home for me
@randomgamer87333 ай бұрын
“Pray to God with my Arms Open, if this is it then I feel broken” I felt that.
@lex_lexington4201 Жыл бұрын
“I don’t wanna die, I just wanna get relief” someone finally put this feeling into words.
@ChristianJohnsonPL3 жыл бұрын
YES
@jessicaanddonnie6693 жыл бұрын
@@bumblebee8120 Gotta love when that happens
@alfonslindg3 жыл бұрын
🙌
@tomasveres50663 жыл бұрын
Very relatable. :(
@pinkink63563 жыл бұрын
It’s true but don’t give up
@spectrumaura4473 жыл бұрын
“Depression is being colorblind, and constantly being told how colorful the world is” - Atticus
@ettarose703 жыл бұрын
💯
@la58303 жыл бұрын
i love this man
@gl67903 жыл бұрын
@Isabel Linares yeah that's what I thought lol
@christinekho57543 жыл бұрын
That's 100% true...
@potatolord1603 жыл бұрын
@Keksmo you such an amazing person for saying this
@Greywoman3 жыл бұрын
1:38 “Suicide thought come and go like a guest to me” these lines I relate too so much, that’s why this is my fav NF song
@richardburke4250Ай бұрын
This shit hits hard when you're going through a relapse
@nyxwolf2759 Жыл бұрын
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
@@lilymaddisonx Stay strong
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
@@lilymaddisonx Thats all that matters. Positivity and strength will force life to follow your mindset
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
@@lilymaddisonx you're right. Sometimes it takes action and commitment. I posted my original comment when I was living in an abusive situation where my roommates emotionally manipulated me for the money I earned through my hard work just because I once loved the girl I was living with. Their fights got so bad it drove me to suicidal thoughts. Where am I now? I ditched them. Probably made them homeless. I left through the window of the apartment and moved in with my girlfriend who I'm so lucky to have. The past 3 weeks I've been doing nothing but healing. Slowly healing the trauma my past roommates ripped open by taking advantage of my kindness and the want to help them because I thought of them as family. Now that they are out of my life I'm living happily, growing every day back into the bubbly and cheerful guy I used to be before they convinced me that it was more of a me problem than a living dynamic problem. It was the hardest decision of my life, leaving them to the wolves and choosing myself. Sometimes that's what it takes though. I committed to changing my life myself instead of hoping it would get better out of fear of what I was doing. My mental health hasn't been this good since before high school. Commit to making your life better, my friend, and act towards it instead of waiting. Go out and bask in the sunshine. Exercise if you want to improve your body. Eat better food to taste delicious meals you've never experienced. Meet new people because you never know when the one might pass you by. Don't become what I used to be and shut yourself in your room all day and night long wishing for what you could have. We can beat this, I promise!
@nyxwolf2759 Жыл бұрын
@@lilymaddisonx Thats one way to see it. I feel that no matter what you will have suffering in life. To have positivty however, lets this suffering translate to growth. We are nothing without our struggles and I believe that the goal isnt to avoid it but to be present with it
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
This entire album hits a little to close to home...
@timothysimmons7404 жыл бұрын
Timothy Simmons for real😑
@jailagoss52304 жыл бұрын
Especially trauma that got me shook
@electricpuddle13204 жыл бұрын
Hey, I know I'm a stranger on the internet but if you need to talk then I'm here for you
@ThePurpleGuyy4 жыл бұрын
Yep. Always with nf. Sigh.
@kdfkdf17114 жыл бұрын
Each of the video drops for this album have perfectly correlated to my life at the time and I’m like 🤯.
@davidmalachi37864 жыл бұрын
"Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that wants to die" -unknown
@idiotwithaknife-_-9633 жыл бұрын
Why is that true for me i feel like that too
@jakeeclipse92653 жыл бұрын
I recommend you ask Saint Dymphna for a prayer of intercession.
@lyricalmike71623 жыл бұрын
@Keksmo Stop with this shameless advertising.
@lyricalmike71623 жыл бұрын
@Keksmo Why do you keep spamming this same message?
@lyricalmike71623 жыл бұрын
@Keksmo How is spamming the same message helping anyone?
@lyricalmike71623 жыл бұрын
This song needs more recognition it's so underrated
@Jacxk_ Жыл бұрын
So r u this song helps a lot of ppl
@michelleknowlden702 Жыл бұрын
It's not underrated because we know this song
@lightyagami14097 Жыл бұрын
I said it's underrated and needs more recognition because this song could help a lot of people I know we all know it and love it
@Jacxk_ Жыл бұрын
@@Jacxk_ umk
@michelleknowlden702 Жыл бұрын
I’m literally sending it to everyone who has suicide thoughts that are in my friends group, including myself, or to people who literally just hate themselves, and that is myself as well.
@CompleteFail129511 ай бұрын
Lyrics from genius [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 1] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak" It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock But it's not healthy [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 2] Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you? I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 3] I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself [Outro] When I hate myself It's kinda hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself
@ginomarian72217 ай бұрын
“The worst feeling is when you feel like your annoying the person you want to talk too”-Unknown
@Extreme6C3 жыл бұрын
That hit.
@josegomez-lj6fi3 жыл бұрын
that hit hard really really hard when all you need is someone to talk to but you feel like you are anoying them by always asking to talk
@Mari1432a3 жыл бұрын
Turns out I was annoying the person I wanted to talk too They said it to my face
@n.o_n.a.m.e3 жыл бұрын
I need to talk to someone who won’t judge me for being me I act like I’m perfect and nothing is wrong with my life
@risingphoenixstudios73683 жыл бұрын
@@n.o_n.a.m.e them I’m sorry it always has to happen with the people that you love the most
@Extreme6C3 жыл бұрын
"Don't want to die, I just want relief" PARALYZED- "I'm scared to live, I'm scared to die"
@gin.5904 жыл бұрын
"I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die" *
@doniyornizomov67684 жыл бұрын
too* too* too*too*
@nhailaturner1044 жыл бұрын
Nhaila Turner to is the right one😄
@draganab024 жыл бұрын
@@draganab02 yea lol
@doniyornizomov67684 жыл бұрын
NF has come quite a way to understanding himself...
@deltazeta37794 жыл бұрын
I've listened to this song every night for the past four years. I've been through so much heartbreak and depression that I've thought of ending my life on multiple occasions. I feel like this song was written for me specifically. I know barely anyone is going to see this comment, but if you do, and you're dealing with the same shit I've had to go through, just keep pushing. Suicide is never going to fix your problems, it's just going to make those who love you sad. Life is meaningful, even when your can't tell sometimes.
@kelticdrums Жыл бұрын
I hope that you are doing better. Or at least that you are still pushing. I dont know with what exactly you are dealing, I just hope it will be better for you as time goes. This song resonates in me hard as well. Live just to listen to it again if it is something that helps you. Keep pushing stranger on internet
@adamsocha3918 Жыл бұрын
Strenght for you♥️
@animadivinum Жыл бұрын
sucks to sucks
@TTV_Its_Midnite10 ай бұрын
@@TTV_Its_Midniteyou suck to suck bro tf.
@crazyjontyg9 ай бұрын
I'm pushing and pushing and the devil pulls me back I just need some weed and I'll be fine...
@crazyjontyg9 ай бұрын
anyone here in march 2024?
@SouledMoonАй бұрын
Yeap
@Tommy-GunnZ23Ай бұрын
👋
@haylai9580Ай бұрын
Yep
@brooklynnqueen497529 күн бұрын
👋
@emilierobitaille872625 күн бұрын
Yessir
@LILBUN5124 күн бұрын
This is the official Nf deserves a Grammy button ⬇️
@PreppyGiLrl12343 жыл бұрын
True
@helenmims83133 жыл бұрын
HE DOES
@helenmims83133 жыл бұрын
fishing for likes and recognition smh how about you actually do something with your life
@elsecaller96193 жыл бұрын
I didn’t say the Grammy deserves NF, I said NF deserves the Grammy
@PreppyGiLrl12343 жыл бұрын
And I am not fishing for likes I am using my comment to prove that Christian rappers can still will Grammies
@PreppyGiLrl12343 жыл бұрын
“don’t want do die, I just want relief”- this gave me so many chills. don’t give up, it will get better
@bdubs99464 жыл бұрын
Brody Dean I felt that
@queenlunagirl14234 жыл бұрын
😞 I love him so much and pray he finds relief and everyone else does too
@carinak23884 жыл бұрын
Gonna cry
@loganwest7934 жыл бұрын
This is amazing
@dynastyperez66274 жыл бұрын
That hit hard 😟
@instinctxon79234 жыл бұрын
Nate..I know, this song is 3 years old now and I'm sure you' ll never read this, but thank you. My mom died 2 years ago losing her battle with cancer. Since then, 3 of my best friends have left this world, as well. I'm so totally and utterly alone in this world...until I listen to you. I cry everytime I listen to your music. Sometimes, it's jsut the fact that your putting words to my emotions. Other times, it's knowing that...I'm not alone. There's someone else out there, feeling just like me. Thank you...I hope I can make it through like you, but every day gets harder and harder. Who knows if I'll be here tomorrow, but today, your words will give me solace and I'll tough it out for 1 more day.....again....Thank You....
@matthewhoppe595111 ай бұрын
Do not feel alone, we all have difficult moments and if the truth is very painful for what you are going through but have hope, they would have wanted you to have a good life, live it friend
@ArmandoPasten-ig1zt11 ай бұрын
You are not alone, live your best life in honor of them. One love
@cuinngriffin422510 ай бұрын
When you hate yourself too, it seems like there is no hope left, because in the end you don't even care about yourself anymore. And this is very dangerous, unfortunately
@giannieroste73305 ай бұрын
They say when your depressed and you tell someone you just want attention But how are you supposed to get help if you don't ask........
@breeanashaw17324 жыл бұрын
@@ella4953 being a working dude its hard to find time. Then when you do have the time you feel so drained of being depressed you just want to sleep. It's like a cage that I could open with effort but outside that cage is giant mountain to climb. With one slip up I'll fall back In that cage...
@erickrogmann18814 жыл бұрын
A therapist is 200$ an hour I cannot afford that shit
@t.e.freaper78014 жыл бұрын
@@erickrogmann1881 dude I know the feeling. It's work. But you are worth it. When I first started going to counseling I would return home to the same depressing room. And just feel so overwhelmed with life. But I kept going even on the days that I would make excuses. And by building the foundation. I kept going. Cratering the trust. To be able to talk about real life. Like I said b4 it's work. But it's necessary for me to stay in a better place. Not saying that all the problems go away. Far from it. But it helps Eric Krogmann you are in my prayers brother. God bless. You worth it. FACT!!
@lespaulcustom73094 жыл бұрын
@@t.e.freaper7801 thats facts
@joshnoble53294 жыл бұрын
Right
@Dan-cc3iq4 жыл бұрын
NF is the only rapper who makes me say: Relatable
@luexie2134 жыл бұрын
same here
@Meliboiskulls4 жыл бұрын
Honestly yeah
@samiisamii38624 жыл бұрын
This dude ain’t heard tyler Joseph
@miaclinton25924 жыл бұрын
None y'all heard of K.A.A.N. have you. Dudes a poet who raps
@dakodareid38074 жыл бұрын
Same
@lelee02044 жыл бұрын
"I feel like you don't need me, when I feel like you don't need me then I feel like you don't see me and my life has no meaning."
@IvanBias24 Жыл бұрын
This is the most relatable for me i hate myself but i still cling onto my relationships like they will help md but i wont let them
@lake544 Жыл бұрын
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
I’m sorry that you hate yourself..I know the feeling..I hate myself too. It would be a lot better if you would let them help you, don’t make yourself try to figure it out on your own. Stay strong and I’m here even though you don’t know me
@madison1mottorn160 Жыл бұрын
i googled "i hate myself" because i didn't know what to do anymore and this popped up. now i found this album and it hits so hard. glad my self deprecation at least led me to find some good music lmao
@diamondust20544 жыл бұрын
You're first time listening to nf?
@embrvii.4 жыл бұрын
Emberrr might have listened to some of his songs earlier but i don't remember it lol
@diamondust20544 жыл бұрын
@@diamondust2054 listen to his other songs and albums dont just listen to this one song
@embrvii.4 жыл бұрын
Emberrr yeah i've listened to this whole album several times already, and as i said, it hits hard
@diamondust20544 жыл бұрын
@@diamondust2054 listen to therapy session
@embrvii.4 жыл бұрын
*"But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief."* *well if he didn't hit how i feel head on...*
@m4ttd0tc0m4 жыл бұрын
I'm here if you need a friend. I'm always willing to listen
@Brian-ph6of3 жыл бұрын
"Keep speaking to me but I can't have it." Hits me way harder for some reason.
@captaincookieslap41053 жыл бұрын
@Gravitrax well if u die im gonna be sad so dont die for me please
@LetterToJuice3 жыл бұрын
God is relief. I can say He is the only thing that keeps me alive. He is the only reason I live today.
@sircassie8913 жыл бұрын
💜
@nusratbi69163 жыл бұрын
Nf if you see you this comment just know that God is still with you and still loves you I can relate to a lot of your songs so much and they've helped me a lot through hard times keep doing what you do God bless you and your family
@josephgloudeman1807 Жыл бұрын
Amen.
@magictricks2381 Жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@ImbalanceGame5 ай бұрын
Can't believe it's been three years of listening daily since it's release..
@jens9n Жыл бұрын
Same....
@fella999th Жыл бұрын
Same here
@mike8bp802 Жыл бұрын
@Keksmo im oke changed my life around for the better but still come back to this kind of songs these days with a smile on my face i have been listening to this song for over 2 years when i was depressed and now for almost a year while im fine (3years in total) to remind me back how i was feeling back then and to realize that i made it work for myself and trust me if i say i've seen some rough and dark things and that it goes way deeper then a broken heart caused by an cheating girl or something What i said 9days ago also was in memory of my past But i'm writing songs in my own language and that helps me as a Therapy besides that i just started 2 businesses got a child started to work out i stopped smoking weed stopped drinking alcohol and me and my wife are doing oke so i'm good thanks for asking
@mike8bp802 Жыл бұрын
@Keksmo kinda yes i've watched alot of videos of Jordan Peterson Robert kiyosaki I did read his books too i made a time schedule for my whole week i do this every week from waking up to going to bed and i did learn alot along the way made some connections met some good people and now im living a decent life can give some life tips too haha How are you btw?
@mike8bp802 Жыл бұрын
Oh yeah i've watched other people too Warren buffet Donald Trump even Andrew Tate and more they give some great advice too but i dont agree with everything they say
@mike8bp802 Жыл бұрын
"The saddest part of life is when the person who gave you memories becomes a memory" - Unknown
@brightgaming23973 жыл бұрын
sad 😔
@clementkamau97293 жыл бұрын
It is sad to think that the last time you saw someone might actually be the last time.
@TheTruthFadeswithTime283 жыл бұрын
@deron underwood I know what you mean. Most of my "friends" put little effort into friendships. I have 2 close friends and they do not even live in the same State as me. It is hard to tell when people actually really appreciate your friendship and presence. Be well
@TheTruthFadeswithTime283 жыл бұрын
It nearly hurt but every time I look at your Pfp I start dying of laughter
@wonder25443 жыл бұрын
Naurto
@willfulleopard25313 жыл бұрын
me everyday in public: just don't cry just don't cry...
@emilyleimbach25273 жыл бұрын
First person that feels the same like me :(
@amelierichter82533 жыл бұрын
Same here
@knightaustie11843 жыл бұрын
This speaks to my soul. Sweet potato, as much as I don't believe it myself, everything will be okay
@TheJoeBowler3 жыл бұрын
This is me all the time. I literally suffocate myself
@shaniahines17543 жыл бұрын
Shania Hines same I cry at school I put bags on my head
@Bell.luvsuu3 жыл бұрын
The first time I heard this song I was having an awful depressive spiral. My OCD, Depression, Anxiety, and disassociation was in full swing almost all at the same time. I even had thoughts about drinking to ease the pain, just to get relief, despite my personal vow to never drink alcohol, ever. I just broke and decided to play this song. I remember it still. I started to break down as I listened to the song, but the moment "Feeling like the only way for me to get away is if I poured a drink." The moment I heard that verse, I broke. I just started uncontrollably crying and sobbing. All of the pain I had came out. Everything just hurt. Everything hurt in such a deep, intimate level. I cried for over an hour, just letting it out. Ever since that day, I have started healing a bit more. This song in my opinion, changed my life. It saved me. This song encapsulates my life to such a degree that hearing it even now still hurts. Thank you NF for making this song, for sharing your pain.
@ac1cognitive9213 ай бұрын
Crazy when I was at my lowest like 3 years ago and thought about going through with my plans. I kid you not the next day day at school I was listening to music in class and stumbled across him. His Music Touched me a way I never felt before. Like I could cry without being ashamed. He really saved me when I realized I wasn’t the only one who had these feelings..who felt what I felt. And listening to his music helped me focus and realize I can get through it. That maybe im strong enough. I hope I still am
@MrPuggles Жыл бұрын
Same this song saved me and it's still saving me now...
@thenoobreturnz8968 Жыл бұрын
@@thenoobreturnz8968 Keep on Going Strong 💪🏼 If You ever Need To Talk I’m Always Open. Okay!
@MrPuggles Жыл бұрын
:)
@arrowoflightezpez Жыл бұрын
your comment inspired me
@jhintonic3429 Жыл бұрын
@@jhintonic3429 me too
@arrowoflightezpez Жыл бұрын
All you're fans are proud man everyone's got demons takes alot to admit that keep living life and enjoying the small things
@shawnyoung18694 жыл бұрын
Thats the damn truth man
@louie_sayshey4 жыл бұрын
That’s the truth!
@krysmartin14964 жыл бұрын
Your*
@et_luke8974 жыл бұрын
your*
@starscream0074 жыл бұрын
Your* otherwise it reads "all you are fans are proud man..."
@dylan87sf644 жыл бұрын
Other rappers: I'm gonna rap about drugs, guns, sex, and violence because that's what kids are growing up with and can relate to. NF: hold my heart
@axlereno62154 жыл бұрын
Well, he did mention drugs.
@blackknightofmarma18924 жыл бұрын
@@blackknightofmarma1892 all I have, how could you leave us is were I heard pills that all I remember
@missingnature4444 жыл бұрын
He means that they rap about taking drugs the whole time
@danielderma34734 жыл бұрын
Also I thought he was letting his heart air out
@danielderma34734 жыл бұрын
2:02
@blackknightofmarma18924 жыл бұрын
"I dont want to die, i just want to get relief". Going through anxiety, literally all the physical symptoms and deperosnalisation/derealisation. This is exactly how I feel!!
@S4BR1N4M1SK4S5 ай бұрын
hi
@Yusuf-cb5hl5 ай бұрын
@@Yusuf-cb5hl hi
@S4BR1N4M1SK4S5 ай бұрын
hey man
@S4BR1N4M1SK4SАй бұрын
This song was the starting point for me to understand why I was feeling so suicidal, that line "I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief", keeps poping up on my mind every time I feel like I am falling into it again and it motivates me to instead work hard in order to feel and enjoy that relief one day..to everyone that is passing through a hard time, shit happens in life all the time, but there is always a way to escape hell, take a deep breath and think about it hero, you got this ;)
@dotdotdotdotdash9 ай бұрын
fr bro
@gamerx126089 ай бұрын
How's life? :)
@letsseetofindout25605 ай бұрын
“Smile, because it’s easier than explaining what’s killing you on the inside” -the joker.
@nicole20462 жыл бұрын
Exactly me
@obilombernadine68772 жыл бұрын
Me holding in tears: person: are you okay-? Me: balling my eyes out
@peopleareboring87372 жыл бұрын
@Hunter Varney wtf- 👀
@priyanand27962 жыл бұрын
@Hunter Varney so deep
@tiredtobias2 жыл бұрын
“Never stop dreaming.” Freddy Krueger
@jackolantern48992 жыл бұрын
Its hard to save someone from drowning when you're drowning, too.
@no-fc9tp4 жыл бұрын
no Yeah.. 💔
@carriedarkpoetry97514 жыл бұрын
no i'm crying so hard right now.
@averyholdeman66984 жыл бұрын
Yeah it's VERY difficult
@logangaines88274 жыл бұрын
This should be note-worthy! This is so good
@wandagrajeda92324 жыл бұрын
no That depends, are you willing to push the other person up by pushing yourself further down?
@lime-kc2eu4 жыл бұрын
Best song for heal your sadness
@emipac481 Жыл бұрын
This is why NF is the greatest rapper ever. No matter where you are in life you can always relate to his music. If you're happy you can enjoy his music. If you're sad, you relate to it. NF will always be my favorite artist. He doesn't get enough credit. Thank you, NF. Thank you so much.
@dxgaming252 Жыл бұрын
He said it perfectly: “i don’t wanna die, i just want to get relief”
@yariv89614 жыл бұрын
curvedgaming this isn't an English lesson dude
@jerizum95124 жыл бұрын
“The strongest people suffer the most” -unknown
@ryder21563 жыл бұрын
That's how they become strong ..😔🙌🏻
@irina_love9113 жыл бұрын
@@irina_love911 sadly yes
@ryder21563 жыл бұрын
God gives the strongest people the hardest fights because he knows that they can fight and overcome them
@novawolfslayer28043 жыл бұрын
I dunno, isn't 'strength' just happiness? I suppose you could gain such from suffering, yet I still feel like the statement is incorrect.
@jakob30443 жыл бұрын
@@jakob3044 what I was saying is for example people that get bullied almost become immune to those criticisms (at least in my case) or if you are insulted about something most of the time you brush it off but for someone that hasn’t experienced that before will be deeply hurt by that unlike someone that has experienced it many times. So basically if you are insulted about the same thing over and over you aren’t going to be affected by that anymore. This is in my case not sure about others
@ryder21563 жыл бұрын
"Music raised me more than my parents did"-NF This quote describes his entire life in one sentence and its sad.
@maximiliankoop6367 Жыл бұрын
Are you doing OK?
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
I can relate to this whole song like I really always do feel hopeless
@user-qr4vb5hc6p3 ай бұрын
Yes, I understand
@user-vr7vw2jv6b3 ай бұрын
all these songs getting dropped has been the highlight of my day😂
@jadajmh87614 жыл бұрын
Year*
@ALA__argueta4 жыл бұрын
ALA_2003_ argueta tru tru😭
@jadajmh87614 жыл бұрын
*life
@levibush4464 жыл бұрын
Bbyjayy same here 🖤🖤🖤
@idkbutitsmanley.36294 жыл бұрын
ayye bless up
@generationsofmotivation92124 жыл бұрын
"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me, but I don't want to die I just want to get relief." -What millions of us go thru
@obscure22343 жыл бұрын
Yep
@hihiiamapie95232 жыл бұрын
True
@obilombernadine68772 жыл бұрын
It’s hard. I’m in that group.
@atronism59202 жыл бұрын
No this is by NF not by what millions if us go thru
@FREEZING1152 жыл бұрын
@Faith Kellum me
@someguyontheinternet21702 жыл бұрын
your music is why im still alive. i feel that the music is something i can relate to
@bailynnakari Жыл бұрын
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
🩵
@karynahb3 ай бұрын
Nf is the only reason I’m alive right now I’d be lost without his music so thank you nf I owe you everything
@LoganWalls-lh2uf2 ай бұрын
"we don't want to die, we just want to be dead" - The voices in my head
@zin67493 жыл бұрын
John-Tyler Trefil FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE COME HERE TO LISTEN TO THIS AND FEEL DEPRESSED, please. listen to me. i know from experience and so do millions of people !! omg i swear, it DOES get better and even if you have nothing at all, come to the comments of a sad song and connect with all the other people experiencing the same feelings and struggles and you !! whatever you experience in life, you will never be alone - there are 7 billion people on the earth, you are one of them - how incredible is that ?! you are living, breathing, you have endless possibilities !! you are trapped in a horrible, depressed but if you try to make one difference and you cut off or escape toxic things in your life then you have to power to change !! you are so beautiful and even though i don’t even know you i want to reach out to everyone feeling so terrible. when i am older, i hope to work with mental health helpline or charities ect. i want it make someone else’s life better - please hold on, it ALWAYS gets better but you just cannot see that right now because you are blinded but this sick, nasty things called depression !! i am begging you so much to hold on, life IS BEAUTIFUL but you can’t see it because of your unfortunate circumstances. if you hate your life, change it, as much as you can !!! you, more than anyone, has the power to do that !! you won’t believe me because i haven’t explained it very well😂 but coming from someone who went through a terrible mental health time and came out the other side with an extremely healthy lifestyle and mind and immense appreciation for life and opportunities, i am telling you that life gets better !! please seek help and please help yourself, there are so many people willing to help you get through your struggles!! please, hold on ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ if anyone is struggling, talk to the other people in the comments - they are here alongside you for the same reason xxxxxxxx
@silverxlightningx2623 жыл бұрын
Same
@joannaesparza22733 жыл бұрын
I never wanted to kill myself just end apart of me -KING ISO
@joeyteamrupt47163 жыл бұрын
Don't think like that u have worth...God loves u
@stargazer-gu7eo3 жыл бұрын
Guys, NF’s music is great. But, comment sections... there honestly depressing. So get out! Watch a cat meme or some thing. Whatever stuff your going on...YOU GOT THIS I’m rooting for you. P.S. this is not for likes and you guys may not see this but if you do. Don’t quit, your a great person
@RedTraumaReplays3 жыл бұрын
Is it me, or does NF sound more vulnerable on this record and more open? Like his vocals are more cracked, more high. Really seems like he's becoming more and more of him, less of his angry persona he sometimes puts on. He really feels like this is his most out there effort now. Edit: If anyone's interested, I reviewed NF's new album, haha. cheers! :)
@TheMetalTempestYT4 жыл бұрын
YES, completely, he sounds more comfortable/confident, he really knows what he's doing now and I'm living for it.
@linzym.nunezc.12074 жыл бұрын
He does, but also he handed 2 of his balloons (burdens) to the guy behind the curtain in leave me alone
@jacobsellers84954 жыл бұрын
Yes. I like both sides of him in his songs. He does a lot of music like this actually. The one that blew up lately seemed aggressive. But I love both. ☺
@melissamckelvy32734 жыл бұрын
So vulnerable.....and that's so hard for him! I feel every single word he says. It hurts.
@rooneymarie4384 жыл бұрын
J Morris the Review Guy 💯💯
@kelseyy71594 жыл бұрын
3 years later and this is still the most underated NF song.
@laserk8912 Жыл бұрын
1:51 - I relate to that “Aaaughh”
@Jambo_BattleDudes3 ай бұрын
I tear up because he speaks out loud whats in my mind...
@v_vendetta70884 жыл бұрын
i start crying because i think about every thing wrong about my life
@grayz_storiesflipaclip88594 жыл бұрын
@@grayz_storiesflipaclip8859 Same. my family even turned against me.... So now I have no one to turn to.
@ultracosmicenergies88814 жыл бұрын
Vio Viking Same.. It's a Dark Place 💔
@carriedarkpoetry97514 жыл бұрын
@@carriedarkpoetry9751 Everything is dark...
@ultracosmicenergies88814 жыл бұрын
@@ultracosmicenergies8881 "Talk to God because he's the only one who listens, even when you think He isn't" There's always someone there for you, God, and usually someone else comes along too. ❤
@JaredJosephRogers4 жыл бұрын
Every couple of years i get the worst depressive, and suicidal thoughts, and everytime, NF's music is a blessing that makes things a little easier
@CallMeAlphys6 ай бұрын
never come across a song that describes me so perfectly, word for word. glad I've got Nate to say what I can't.
@Thrushyy Жыл бұрын
Are you doing ok?
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
@@TK-uz4ts 👍
@rondartmich6000 Жыл бұрын
@@TK-uz4ts always mate
@Thrushyy Жыл бұрын
It’s pretty sad when you can relate more to a person you have never met then the people you have known your whole life
@miaa80752 жыл бұрын
I care about you and i hope that you become well soon and stay safe
@counterdopper1482 жыл бұрын
I agree. That’s the only reason I’m on the internet tbh. Love your pfp by the way!
@dezi64452 жыл бұрын
I know
@hihiiamapie95232 жыл бұрын
Relatable
@zaldybagus61782 жыл бұрын
🙋🏽♂️
@192OOIDJJ32 жыл бұрын
"I don't hate myself, I hate the life I have to live." ~ Unknown
@agoofygoober76493 жыл бұрын
I mean ,not really... i hate myself coz its the reason why my life sucks.
@christaezrela71023 жыл бұрын
love this
@gl67903 жыл бұрын
Same
@superdiaz41223 жыл бұрын
@Keksmo love what your doing
@juliusvincent52673 жыл бұрын
I hate everything now
@moodywolf79513 жыл бұрын
I feel like this a lot 😢
@SpaceJJ3 ай бұрын
Some rappers say random crap that doesn't even make sense when they're rapping, luckily NF isn't some rapper. Love you man ❤
@swiftielizabethАй бұрын
This song hits different when you’re having a complete breakdown in your car, poring rain, late at night
@emma.stallings4 жыл бұрын
Omg I really hope you are ok❤️
@alienr87184 жыл бұрын
I would love to try that
@thepainter39034 жыл бұрын
Rn lol
@miah49054 жыл бұрын
Oddly secific but i see the picture
@titingames64764 жыл бұрын
i searched that too and found this
@oliviahildreth5894 жыл бұрын
"Suicide doesn’t end the chances of life getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of it ever getting any better." -Unknown
@cinolet24793 жыл бұрын
I used to think that I would never try and think of doing it because it will hurt the people I love,but do I have that any more? No. I don't. I think about from time to time. But I will try not to do it. Life will get better I just have to hope it will.
@luna-moon-n3 жыл бұрын
Thank you.
@KritzOnShotz3 жыл бұрын
Technically it does both. But I agree with the sentiment.
@awobbie.31403 жыл бұрын
when you are dead you have real peace. and thats the thing people dont want to acknowladge
@jamesthieviusraccoon3 жыл бұрын
I'm ok with that :)
@allyjames76073 жыл бұрын
Everyone in these comments you guys are so strong you got this I love you guys 🫶🏿❤️💕
@EnvyFaye3047 ай бұрын
My whole life is shaped by this song,The most terrible part is that nobody can possibly understand how you feel.
@mhmdfw76 ай бұрын
“But it’s hard when I hate myself” That hit on a personal level..
@rubyvillanueva13844 жыл бұрын
same
@juanvansickle12844 жыл бұрын
Same
@davidmartin11384 жыл бұрын
Same
@elicook1524 жыл бұрын
Ruby Villanueva ikr I’m up and it’s 5am listening to the song on repeat questioning my ENTIRE life
@Oliver-oj3zb4 жыл бұрын
same 😭
@janreynolds8864 жыл бұрын
"We stopped checking for monsters under the bed but stopped when we realized they were inside us." -TheJoker
@neoniisdead3 жыл бұрын
@Keksmo do you have Snapchat
@brooklynboyd60742 жыл бұрын
@@brooklynboyd6074 Nastysniperifle if you need someone to talk to.
@lifeisjustadream11952 жыл бұрын
Around us...well some.
@nycriotgrrrl61102 жыл бұрын
@Nate Hopf same ngl 🙄
@l.m93602 жыл бұрын
yes sirrrrr
@isabellestenson30812 жыл бұрын
“Feel weak, but the peace that i keep lackin’ keeps speaking to me but i cant have it” Like a nail ….
@manimefaith54969 ай бұрын
I just noticed that when he says "my own actions", in the line "knee deep in defeat of my own actions", (at 2:50 ish) his voice kinda cracks, or shakes, like he's about to cry. Like this song wasn't sad enough already.
@PolarBearon11 ай бұрын
We, NF REAL FANS are so proud of what you’ve become, Nate.
@nobody-63084 жыл бұрын
MR. COMMENT What’s a real NF fan?
@chrisgagnon57684 жыл бұрын
An Og
@ethanking40634 жыл бұрын
@@chrisgagnon5768 If u dont listen to NF since his first ever released song u are a famefan and not a real real fan! :^)
@artemismortuus4 жыл бұрын
Yes. ❤
@ginjaninja25984 жыл бұрын
MR. COMMENT I HIT THE WRONG BUTTON😂💀
@chloekal4 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one who hides everything from mom and dad?🥺 Edit: I really appreciate everyone sharing their story’s and I’m really taking the time to listen to anything everyone says
@s.yang18614 жыл бұрын
VerXy_- __ I do too
@hejdjdjfhdhdhzhcj75593 жыл бұрын
@Rissa Dobre same
@user-pt8oo6pw9n3 жыл бұрын
No but why do you? Sometimes it’s for good reasons sometimes you should tell them. A parents job is to be there for your kiddo. If they’re worth their salt as a parent you should tell them everything
@robadob553 жыл бұрын
Nope they barely let me cry in front of them so o just lock myself in my room all day
@pandaplayz94683 жыл бұрын
I used to not tell my parents, but later I realised it's better to tell them! Express how you feel! Keeping it in isn't good for you
@zephyrlikespizza38273 жыл бұрын
No one will ever understand how hard it is to comfort someone when your in pieces trying to tape them back together
@buz_zie11 ай бұрын
1:46 What is success when hope has left you .
@ran.20023 ай бұрын
I like the darkness because when it's dark no one can see my mistakes
@nicklas58683 жыл бұрын
me to and no one sees me
@jolandihinchliffe71213 жыл бұрын
The darkness is a place that feels so good and right, but it leaves you down an even darker path. I’ve seen darkness in death first hand and you don’t want to. But even in the darkest path, there is a light, it may be dim, but it can shine more than the sun if you let it
@laydenyump36193 жыл бұрын
Jesus sees and still loves you and wants you to come out of that darkness and into His light and love. 🤗 I can relate to how you feel.
@pandaprincess30653 жыл бұрын
I think you've mistaken the quote with, "I like walking near the sewer so no one can smell my farts"
@rashidkadura6933 жыл бұрын
and they cant see my tears. I dont like silence because when it is, these thoughts get louder and no one can hear my quivers of not being able to cry. im tired, we all are. One day hopefully this battle will end in our victory. I only wish you all a happy ending, remember i care and your not alone.
@lorniety3 жыл бұрын
They never care unless if you're: Pretty Popular *dead*
@sadblood78503 жыл бұрын
Thats facts thats why most of us dearest teen give up ect. people stat to care but its to late
@WP_4203 жыл бұрын
@@WP_420 exactly
@sadblood78503 жыл бұрын
😢
@lisalilies38413 жыл бұрын
Shits true
@noctornalsloth15413 жыл бұрын
I dont know what to say to you. Just love yourself. Unless u love yourself you will always see to the needs of others and will forget yours. And when they leave you, you are the one who will get hurt. Just love yourself, a gentleman/woman will meet you along the way. Take care.
@christiantitus113 жыл бұрын
He turns feelings into music🖤
@Lowcodm2 ай бұрын
Just wanted to let yall know, someone out there cares. No matter what happens, someone will cry when you die, feel sad when you get hurt, and even if they dont always show it, someone always cares.
@SomethingNew1322 ай бұрын
"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief"
@pedror79104 жыл бұрын
could be me
@izzillidizzilli61884 жыл бұрын
I heard him sing this at a concert after waiting in line for 6 hours. His voice caught at the end of the song when he repeated "I hate myself" several times. You could hear the pain in his voice 😥
@camocaffeine4 жыл бұрын
I cant wait too see him in March💔 I know he talks a lot about what the song means to him in between songs - Im just gonna cry😭😭
@m4rz5854 жыл бұрын
that is really sad but glad you have that experience.
@courtneymorgan4804 жыл бұрын
He has a true heart. I love his music it speaks to my heart!!
@karliann14 жыл бұрын
I'm going to see him in april and i'm really hoping that he does this song. its so relatable.
@kestralbossard-kruger30884 жыл бұрын
oof
@NrmalPersn4 жыл бұрын
“Pray to god with my arms open, if this is it then I feel hopeless” it’s so hard
@LoriliVivlamore Жыл бұрын
My girlfriend left me a month ago mainly because I didn't show her how much she means to me and how much I love her. Truth is, I didn't know how much I needed her because I was drowning alone in my thoughts, all my stress and all my self-hatred. This song made me realise that in order to love someone, you need to love yourself. I don't know how I'm gonna do that but I just know that I lost the woman of my life simply because of me and it's killing me
@nordiques8298 Жыл бұрын
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
@@TK-uz4ts I am seeking help, I just wish I would have realised I needed help before I lost her…
@nordiques8298 Жыл бұрын
@@nordiques8298 Sorry to hear that man, there will be many regrets in life but all that matters is the present moment. Dont beat yourself up over things already done. Stay strong, you got this
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
The pain hurts a lot man. And it wont be easy. I went through the exact same thing a year ago, exact same situation and exact same reasons. I wish I helped myself before her also. And I am still here today, a year later, feeling the pain of losing the love of my life because of me.. and I see her having moved on a couple of times and it hurts more each time because you know that if you got a chance, you feel you can make it right. You just have to believe the time will come and prepare yourself for, no matter how dire it seems. I sadly still am and maybe one day it will pass but it feels impossible. But you just have to keep pushing on and try to focus on you
@roarix9623 Жыл бұрын
Tell her bro tell her
@Hypnotyz4 Жыл бұрын
"Yeah, late nights get the best of me" Me listening at 12am: 👀
@Ryan-jo6nx4 жыл бұрын
Ryan 3 am*
@isaaclee58974 жыл бұрын
@@isaaclee5897 shut up, its different timezones. it was 9 when the songs dropped here
@monkeyzap82414 жыл бұрын
Caleb Bastin chill I was just saying what time I was listening to the song
@isaaclee58974 жыл бұрын
@@isaaclee5897 ok sorry. I've just been getting tons of stupid BS replys the last couple of days so yours looked like one of those
@monkeyzap82414 жыл бұрын
Caleb Bastin don’t worry it’s all good
@isaaclee58974 жыл бұрын
This is the best song I've ever heard. Thank you so much NF
@gaelsdaddy23414 жыл бұрын
Gael's Daddy the best song he ever made was remember this I don’t think he could ever make a better one
@Kingtheg4 жыл бұрын
I've listened to the rest of the album and I can't pick one, they're all so amazing I can't even describe it, I honestly feel nauseated and can't stop shaking cause of these songs.
@gaelsdaddy23414 жыл бұрын
@@Kingtheg omg yes remember this is prolly my fav too. Every line of it is facts
@WaterStream424 жыл бұрын
I thought Remember This was one of the best songs I have ever heard, but then he dropped this song
@thebenchwarmerpodcast39754 жыл бұрын
@@gaelsdaddy2341 Nah, the best one was "How Could You Leave us" He even said it himself. If you havent heard, trust me its very emotional and it hits home HARD.
@anme3dits9124 жыл бұрын
You know sometimes I feel my life isn't worth it anymore and when I do I just listen to NF's music and I know my parents tell me the music you listen to is depressing but NF's music is a therapy for me and when I have no where to go I come here to listen to his message.
@skyler519 Жыл бұрын
Your life is worth it. If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
@@TK-uz4ts I don't really trust anyone not even my family and I tried getting a therapist but that didn't work so I feel alone and not worth it
@skyler519 Жыл бұрын
@@skyler519 I see. In that case I recommend reading the books "Mans search for meaning" as well as the "Power of now". They did more for me than anything else could
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
@@TK-uz4ts Thanks for the recommendation. Have a good day/night.
@skyler519 Жыл бұрын
Hey! You know even if you have a difficulty seeing your worth know that you are worthy every day that you get you were blessed with because you were put here in the world for a reason. If you want someone to talk to lmk! stay strong much love ❤️
@r.z9749 Жыл бұрын
This whole song breaks me. I miss my father. I came home this time last year to be with him. Saw him Jan 11th and on the 1st. He died early Feb. Talk to your family as much as you can . No matter if you feel like shit or hate yourself
@themanonmars Жыл бұрын
17 mins ago NF dropped 15 songs. This puts a smile on my face
@johnreimers13864 жыл бұрын
That was almost my exact comment on this album drop.
@evanlyon45084 жыл бұрын
john reimers lol
@tsm_lil_yeet92504 жыл бұрын
Kitne sun liye
@blackfox6584 жыл бұрын
Me tooo
@squidboy64044 жыл бұрын
@@blackfox658 use hindi samaj nahi aata saale. English bolna
@Anil-ie4xs4 жыл бұрын
i can’t believe there’s a rapper that can rap so hard without cussing
@sheep10853 жыл бұрын
I hate it people say that
@thunderkatz42193 жыл бұрын
Swiral shameless copy paste
@mistwrath59573 жыл бұрын
That's because hes a Christian
@brandonsly21423 жыл бұрын
K-Rino is another historical rapper that doesn't cuss.
@willdavid35013 жыл бұрын
Trauma is another good one
@aperson11113 жыл бұрын
Listening to this, It's been about 2 months now since my older brother (29) passed away. This song helps but hurts. I just wish I could've done something to be there and help. I still hate myself.....
@drewg9643 Жыл бұрын
Don't hate yourself, you deserve love. Please stay strong and positive because on the other side of lifes struggles lie happiness and meaning. If you're struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust and consider seeing a therapist. I wish you the best
@TK-uz4ts Жыл бұрын
Man I feel you my dad passed away if I may ask what happened to your brother if you don't want to answer me then it's okay
@non-binery_owl4049 Жыл бұрын
@@non-binery_owl4049 freak accident. Fell over a fence and broke his neck...
@drewg9643 Жыл бұрын
Hey I know you don't know me, but I understand hating yourself, the blame... There's still hope my friend I promise I'm here if you need anything.
@whodafukisthis Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss but please don’t hate yourself. It’s not your fault and you shouldn’t put that pressure on yourself.
@madison1mottorn160 Жыл бұрын
I discovered this song a few years ago. I already knew it had a deep meaning and it was a very powerful song. Tonight, I'm in a very bad place and I can't sleep. I just overthink, and I want to stop it. But I can't. So I decided to come back on this song, and it hit hard. It helps me a lot in so many ways... Thank you NF for putting your feelings into words and for making me feel less alone. This is real
@nellayawolfy5348 ай бұрын
he’s come such a long way.... he deserves so much 🖤 I remember when I first started listening and when I listen back to the first songs I think about the place I was in.... we grew together, separate lives but still felt so close . he’s such an inspiration to many , love you NF
@angieperla56954 жыл бұрын
Wow that's amazing and I can relate to this and thats why NF is my favorite rapper and I hope your doing well now
@munkee_man4 жыл бұрын
Nailed that description. Couldn't agree more🖤
@melissamckelvy32734 жыл бұрын
I couldn't have said it better myself
@chasemalloch63504 жыл бұрын
Right!
@alishamatthews7774 жыл бұрын
angie perla same
@NameAndShameless4 жыл бұрын
THE ENDING WHERE HE JUST KEEPS REPEATING "I HATE MYSELF" BROKE MY HEART IN SO MANY WAYS
@kemysherif27384 жыл бұрын
Be happy he save my life and many more
@emdormitalang13884 жыл бұрын
right??? it’s so raw
@kiaraausler18644 жыл бұрын
Try not to overthink it :) Just another brilliant song
@volodymyr_dmytrash4 жыл бұрын
@@emdormitalang1388 shut up
@fressejetzt8404 жыл бұрын
Why?
@izabellacasas31874 жыл бұрын
I'm in tears. I've heard this song many times, but it is really hitting hard right now. I am struggling to be the happy person that people want me to be when that's not really me. I'm in my own prison with a smile on the outside.
@the.meme.man69 Жыл бұрын
Every song is a banger and it resonates. NF is a savage.
@msjhern3 Жыл бұрын
“The happiest person is the saddest inside” -unknown
@Sara-yk8rw3 жыл бұрын
True
@havesabrpatience5183 жыл бұрын
@Keksmo thank you for the offer but i think ik fine thank you
@havesabrpatience5183 жыл бұрын
@Keksmo you seem like a nice person
@dredawg87883 жыл бұрын
Thats me all but a couple friends know that I'm not really happy im just too two face
@theravens45923 жыл бұрын
Trueee that’s me 💀
@Reese-bh6vr3 жыл бұрын
Producer: Nate how much you gonna make these people cry Nate/NF: yes
@mayahasachannelnow75784 жыл бұрын
Maya Has a channel now .
@hectorhector38194 жыл бұрын
Lol exactly.
@Bradthepagan184 жыл бұрын
NF is awesome. friendly, real, meaningful, and epic. that's why he's my favorite rapper
@adverch._.official Жыл бұрын
i've been through a lot in my life all i can say is u got to get though it ur self this song let's me fight through all my problems. if u read this i hope this help u in ur live and hope u live a happy live
@4080RLIX Жыл бұрын
"I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief." "I hate myself." It's as though NF knows what I am thinking.
@Joe.D.Sheppard4 жыл бұрын
Hey, bro. Whatever you may be facing, know that Jesus loves you, and He delights in your casting your burdens on HIm. You are never alone. Jesus is signalling at you, waving his hands heads high. Trust in him
@LincolnFalana4 жыл бұрын
@@LincolnFalana Jesus has never done anything for me.
@Joe.D.Sheppard4 жыл бұрын
@@Joe.D.Sheppard Maybe therapy will. Have you tried it? I heard it helps.
@hristiyantanev76314 жыл бұрын
@@hristiyantanev7631 I haven't tried it, no. I feel like it is overrated.
@Joe.D.Sheppard4 жыл бұрын
Consult a therapist dont go telling people in comments because whether your being serious your making someone depressed too.
"The mirror is my best friend because when i cry it doesn't laugh" - Unknown
Damn that's deep and true😓
That was Charlie Chaplin when he was depressed after his career was ruined.
This is true...😔 I have a best friend but she doesn't understand me. And all my Friends broke me...😔 Sorry is anything wrong with my Grammer because normally I speak german.
So true
wow, I never though of this. Even my sister laughs when I cry...
Depressed people don't want to die they just want a different life
True. Suicides is just helplessness. Seeing no other way out.
I never wanted another life. I just wanted changing
I really do
I just want to fix the life i have...
Yeah
Everyone, let’s take a moment to appreciate that NF just explained how we feel for us.
It's also how he feels he wouldn't be able to make music like this if he hadn't been there
@@jaydenwilliams4185 true
This guy changed my life . He once said just in case my car goes off the highway or the plane l'm on decides it's my last day l want u to know when u are alone and u feel afraid u're not the only who is not okay THERE A MILLIONS OF US JUST LIKE YOU . As a writer l proud to say 3/4 my songs are inspired by him .
I love NF so much he helps me through a lot especially since they are so relatable, true, and he just helps us recognize our feelings and helps us see that we aren’t alone and he is so good at what he does!!
Here after Hope. Here as a fan, having heard every song. Trust me... I get it. I followed the journey... And I got better. Hope hit me in the heart.
“Is this really what I’m born to be? That’s what you get for thinking you’re unique” wow
Many nuggets when you listen to this Man
Eyes: CLOSED NF: ON World: OFF
Yesss
F the world
I just wanna end it all
@@promisemewborn4858 f the World f what people think
@@ZarTeeQ yes you get me🖤
"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just want to get relief" That one really hit me HARD
Relatable
Me too buddy. But it gets better. Itll always be hard but well make it
Thanks for pointing that line out.
Relatable
Same... if I could commit I'd be successful or dead...
"when I feel like you don't need me I feel like you don't see me and then my life has no meaning" That hits scarily close to home for me
“Pray to God with my Arms Open, if this is it then I feel broken” I felt that.
“I don’t wanna die, I just wanna get relief” someone finally put this feeling into words.
YES
@@bumblebee8120 Gotta love when that happens
🙌
Very relatable. :(
It’s true but don’t give up
“Depression is being colorblind, and constantly being told how colorful the world is” - Atticus
💯
i love this man
@Isabel Linares yeah that's what I thought lol
That's 100% true...
@Keksmo you such an amazing person for saying this
1:38 “Suicide thought come and go like a guest to me” these lines I relate too so much, that’s why this is my fav NF song
This shit hits hard when you're going through a relapse
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
@@lilymaddisonx Stay strong
@@lilymaddisonx Thats all that matters. Positivity and strength will force life to follow your mindset
@@lilymaddisonx you're right. Sometimes it takes action and commitment. I posted my original comment when I was living in an abusive situation where my roommates emotionally manipulated me for the money I earned through my hard work just because I once loved the girl I was living with. Their fights got so bad it drove me to suicidal thoughts. Where am I now? I ditched them. Probably made them homeless. I left through the window of the apartment and moved in with my girlfriend who I'm so lucky to have. The past 3 weeks I've been doing nothing but healing. Slowly healing the trauma my past roommates ripped open by taking advantage of my kindness and the want to help them because I thought of them as family. Now that they are out of my life I'm living happily, growing every day back into the bubbly and cheerful guy I used to be before they convinced me that it was more of a me problem than a living dynamic problem. It was the hardest decision of my life, leaving them to the wolves and choosing myself. Sometimes that's what it takes though. I committed to changing my life myself instead of hoping it would get better out of fear of what I was doing. My mental health hasn't been this good since before high school. Commit to making your life better, my friend, and act towards it instead of waiting. Go out and bask in the sunshine. Exercise if you want to improve your body. Eat better food to taste delicious meals you've never experienced. Meet new people because you never know when the one might pass you by. Don't become what I used to be and shut yourself in your room all day and night long wishing for what you could have. We can beat this, I promise!
@@lilymaddisonx Thats one way to see it. I feel that no matter what you will have suffering in life. To have positivty however, lets this suffering translate to growth. We are nothing without our struggles and I believe that the goal isnt to avoid it but to be present with it
This entire album hits a little to close to home...
Timothy Simmons for real😑
Especially trauma that got me shook
Hey, I know I'm a stranger on the internet but if you need to talk then I'm here for you
Yep. Always with nf. Sigh.
Each of the video drops for this album have perfectly correlated to my life at the time and I’m like 🤯.
"Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that wants to die" -unknown
Why is that true for me i feel like that too
I recommend you ask Saint Dymphna for a prayer of intercession.
@Keksmo Stop with this shameless advertising.
@Keksmo Why do you keep spamming this same message?
@Keksmo How is spamming the same message helping anyone?
This song needs more recognition it's so underrated
So r u this song helps a lot of ppl
It's not underrated because we know this song
I said it's underrated and needs more recognition because this song could help a lot of people I know we all know it and love it
@@Jacxk_ umk
I’m literally sending it to everyone who has suicide thoughts that are in my friends group, including myself, or to people who literally just hate themselves, and that is myself as well.
Lyrics from genius [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 1] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak" It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock But it's not healthy [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 2] Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you? I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself [Verse 3] I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it [Chorus] I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself [Outro] When I hate myself It's kinda hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself
“The worst feeling is when you feel like your annoying the person you want to talk too”-Unknown
That hit.
that hit hard really really hard when all you need is someone to talk to but you feel like you are anoying them by always asking to talk
Turns out I was annoying the person I wanted to talk too They said it to my face
I need to talk to someone who won’t judge me for being me I act like I’m perfect and nothing is wrong with my life
@@n.o_n.a.m.e them I’m sorry it always has to happen with the people that you love the most
"Don't want to die, I just want relief" PARALYZED- "I'm scared to live, I'm scared to die"
"I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die" *
too* too* too*too*
Nhaila Turner to is the right one😄
@@draganab02 yea lol
NF has come quite a way to understanding himself...
I've listened to this song every night for the past four years. I've been through so much heartbreak and depression that I've thought of ending my life on multiple occasions. I feel like this song was written for me specifically. I know barely anyone is going to see this comment, but if you do, and you're dealing with the same shit I've had to go through, just keep pushing. Suicide is never going to fix your problems, it's just going to make those who love you sad. Life is meaningful, even when your can't tell sometimes.
I hope that you are doing better. Or at least that you are still pushing. I dont know with what exactly you are dealing, I just hope it will be better for you as time goes. This song resonates in me hard as well. Live just to listen to it again if it is something that helps you. Keep pushing stranger on internet
Strenght for you♥️
sucks to sucks
@@TTV_Its_Midniteyou suck to suck bro tf.
I'm pushing and pushing and the devil pulls me back I just need some weed and I'll be fine...
anyone here in march 2024?
Yeap
👋
Yep
👋
Yessir
This is the official Nf deserves a Grammy button ⬇️
True
HE DOES
fishing for likes and recognition smh how about you actually do something with your life
I didn’t say the Grammy deserves NF, I said NF deserves the Grammy
And I am not fishing for likes I am using my comment to prove that Christian rappers can still will Grammies
“don’t want do die, I just want relief”- this gave me so many chills. don’t give up, it will get better
Brody Dean I felt that
😞 I love him so much and pray he finds relief and everyone else does too
Gonna cry
This is amazing
That hit hard 😟
Nate..I know, this song is 3 years old now and I'm sure you' ll never read this, but thank you. My mom died 2 years ago losing her battle with cancer. Since then, 3 of my best friends have left this world, as well. I'm so totally and utterly alone in this world...until I listen to you. I cry everytime I listen to your music. Sometimes, it's jsut the fact that your putting words to my emotions. Other times, it's knowing that...I'm not alone. There's someone else out there, feeling just like me. Thank you...I hope I can make it through like you, but every day gets harder and harder. Who knows if I'll be here tomorrow, but today, your words will give me solace and I'll tough it out for 1 more day.....again....Thank You....
Do not feel alone, we all have difficult moments and if the truth is very painful for what you are going through but have hope, they would have wanted you to have a good life, live it friend
You are not alone, live your best life in honor of them. One love
When you hate yourself too, it seems like there is no hope left, because in the end you don't even care about yourself anymore. And this is very dangerous, unfortunately
They say when your depressed and you tell someone you just want attention But how are you supposed to get help if you don't ask........
@@ella4953 being a working dude its hard to find time. Then when you do have the time you feel so drained of being depressed you just want to sleep. It's like a cage that I could open with effort but outside that cage is giant mountain to climb. With one slip up I'll fall back In that cage...
A therapist is 200$ an hour I cannot afford that shit
@@erickrogmann1881 dude I know the feeling. It's work. But you are worth it. When I first started going to counseling I would return home to the same depressing room. And just feel so overwhelmed with life. But I kept going even on the days that I would make excuses. And by building the foundation. I kept going. Cratering the trust. To be able to talk about real life. Like I said b4 it's work. But it's necessary for me to stay in a better place. Not saying that all the problems go away. Far from it. But it helps Eric Krogmann you are in my prayers brother. God bless. You worth it. FACT!!
@@t.e.freaper7801 thats facts
Right
NF is the only rapper who makes me say: Relatable
same here
Honestly yeah
This dude ain’t heard tyler Joseph
None y'all heard of K.A.A.N. have you. Dudes a poet who raps
Same
"I feel like you don't need me, when I feel like you don't need me then I feel like you don't see me and my life has no meaning."
This is the most relatable for me i hate myself but i still cling onto my relationships like they will help md but i wont let them
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
I’m sorry that you hate yourself..I know the feeling..I hate myself too. It would be a lot better if you would let them help you, don’t make yourself try to figure it out on your own. Stay strong and I’m here even though you don’t know me
i googled "i hate myself" because i didn't know what to do anymore and this popped up. now i found this album and it hits so hard. glad my self deprecation at least led me to find some good music lmao
You're first time listening to nf?
Emberrr might have listened to some of his songs earlier but i don't remember it lol
@@diamondust2054 listen to his other songs and albums dont just listen to this one song
Emberrr yeah i've listened to this whole album several times already, and as i said, it hits hard
@@diamondust2054 listen to therapy session
*"But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief."* *well if he didn't hit how i feel head on...*
I'm here if you need a friend. I'm always willing to listen
"Keep speaking to me but I can't have it." Hits me way harder for some reason.
@Gravitrax well if u die im gonna be sad so dont die for me please
God is relief. I can say He is the only thing that keeps me alive. He is the only reason I live today.
💜
Nf if you see you this comment just know that God is still with you and still loves you I can relate to a lot of your songs so much and they've helped me a lot through hard times keep doing what you do God bless you and your family
Amen.
Thank you!
Can't believe it's been three years of listening daily since it's release..
Same....
Same here
@Keksmo im oke changed my life around for the better but still come back to this kind of songs these days with a smile on my face i have been listening to this song for over 2 years when i was depressed and now for almost a year while im fine (3years in total) to remind me back how i was feeling back then and to realize that i made it work for myself and trust me if i say i've seen some rough and dark things and that it goes way deeper then a broken heart caused by an cheating girl or something What i said 9days ago also was in memory of my past But i'm writing songs in my own language and that helps me as a Therapy besides that i just started 2 businesses got a child started to work out i stopped smoking weed stopped drinking alcohol and me and my wife are doing oke so i'm good thanks for asking
@Keksmo kinda yes i've watched alot of videos of Jordan Peterson Robert kiyosaki I did read his books too i made a time schedule for my whole week i do this every week from waking up to going to bed and i did learn alot along the way made some connections met some good people and now im living a decent life can give some life tips too haha How are you btw?
Oh yeah i've watched other people too Warren buffet Donald Trump even Andrew Tate and more they give some great advice too but i dont agree with everything they say
"The saddest part of life is when the person who gave you memories becomes a memory" - Unknown
sad 😔
It is sad to think that the last time you saw someone might actually be the last time.
@deron underwood I know what you mean. Most of my "friends" put little effort into friendships. I have 2 close friends and they do not even live in the same State as me. It is hard to tell when people actually really appreciate your friendship and presence. Be well
It nearly hurt but every time I look at your Pfp I start dying of laughter
Naurto
me everyday in public: just don't cry just don't cry...
First person that feels the same like me :(
Same here
This speaks to my soul. Sweet potato, as much as I don't believe it myself, everything will be okay
This is me all the time. I literally suffocate myself
Shania Hines same I cry at school I put bags on my head
The first time I heard this song I was having an awful depressive spiral. My OCD, Depression, Anxiety, and disassociation was in full swing almost all at the same time. I even had thoughts about drinking to ease the pain, just to get relief, despite my personal vow to never drink alcohol, ever. I just broke and decided to play this song. I remember it still. I started to break down as I listened to the song, but the moment "Feeling like the only way for me to get away is if I poured a drink." The moment I heard that verse, I broke. I just started uncontrollably crying and sobbing. All of the pain I had came out. Everything just hurt. Everything hurt in such a deep, intimate level. I cried for over an hour, just letting it out. Ever since that day, I have started healing a bit more. This song in my opinion, changed my life. It saved me. This song encapsulates my life to such a degree that hearing it even now still hurts. Thank you NF for making this song, for sharing your pain.
Crazy when I was at my lowest like 3 years ago and thought about going through with my plans. I kid you not the next day day at school I was listening to music in class and stumbled across him. His Music Touched me a way I never felt before. Like I could cry without being ashamed. He really saved me when I realized I wasn’t the only one who had these feelings..who felt what I felt. And listening to his music helped me focus and realize I can get through it. That maybe im strong enough. I hope I still am
Same this song saved me and it's still saving me now...
@@thenoobreturnz8968 Keep on Going Strong 💪🏼 If You ever Need To Talk I’m Always Open. Okay!
:)
your comment inspired me
@@jhintonic3429 me too
All you're fans are proud man everyone's got demons takes alot to admit that keep living life and enjoying the small things
Thats the damn truth man
That’s the truth!
Your*
your*
Your* otherwise it reads "all you are fans are proud man..."
Other rappers: I'm gonna rap about drugs, guns, sex, and violence because that's what kids are growing up with and can relate to. NF: hold my heart
Well, he did mention drugs.
@@blackknightofmarma1892 all I have, how could you leave us is were I heard pills that all I remember
He means that they rap about taking drugs the whole time
Also I thought he was letting his heart air out
2:02
"I dont want to die, i just want to get relief". Going through anxiety, literally all the physical symptoms and deperosnalisation/derealisation. This is exactly how I feel!!
hi
@@Yusuf-cb5hl hi
hey man
This song was the starting point for me to understand why I was feeling so suicidal, that line "I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief", keeps poping up on my mind every time I feel like I am falling into it again and it motivates me to instead work hard in order to feel and enjoy that relief one day..to everyone that is passing through a hard time, shit happens in life all the time, but there is always a way to escape hell, take a deep breath and think about it hero, you got this ;)
fr bro
How's life? :)
“Smile, because it’s easier than explaining what’s killing you on the inside” -the joker.
Exactly me
Me holding in tears: person: are you okay-? Me: balling my eyes out
@Hunter Varney wtf- 👀
@Hunter Varney so deep
“Never stop dreaming.” Freddy Krueger
Its hard to save someone from drowning when you're drowning, too.
no Yeah.. 💔
no i'm crying so hard right now.
Yeah it's VERY difficult
This should be note-worthy! This is so good
no That depends, are you willing to push the other person up by pushing yourself further down?
Best song for heal your sadness
This is why NF is the greatest rapper ever. No matter where you are in life you can always relate to his music. If you're happy you can enjoy his music. If you're sad, you relate to it. NF will always be my favorite artist. He doesn't get enough credit. Thank you, NF. Thank you so much.
He said it perfectly: “i don’t wanna die, i just want to get relief”
curvedgaming this isn't an English lesson dude
“The strongest people suffer the most” -unknown
That's how they become strong ..😔🙌🏻
@@irina_love911 sadly yes
God gives the strongest people the hardest fights because he knows that they can fight and overcome them
I dunno, isn't 'strength' just happiness? I suppose you could gain such from suffering, yet I still feel like the statement is incorrect.
@@jakob3044 what I was saying is for example people that get bullied almost become immune to those criticisms (at least in my case) or if you are insulted about something most of the time you brush it off but for someone that hasn’t experienced that before will be deeply hurt by that unlike someone that has experienced it many times. So basically if you are insulted about the same thing over and over you aren’t going to be affected by that anymore. This is in my case not sure about others
"Music raised me more than my parents did"-NF This quote describes his entire life in one sentence and its sad.
Are you doing OK?
I can relate to this whole song like I really always do feel hopeless
Yes, I understand
all these songs getting dropped has been the highlight of my day😂
Year*
ALA_2003_ argueta tru tru😭
*life
Bbyjayy same here 🖤🖤🖤
ayye bless up
"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me, but I don't want to die I just want to get relief." -What millions of us go thru
Yep
True
It’s hard. I’m in that group.
No this is by NF not by what millions if us go thru
@Faith Kellum me
your music is why im still alive. i feel that the music is something i can relate to
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
🩵
Nf is the only reason I’m alive right now I’d be lost without his music so thank you nf I owe you everything
"we don't want to die, we just want to be dead" - The voices in my head
John-Tyler Trefil FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE COME HERE TO LISTEN TO THIS AND FEEL DEPRESSED, please. listen to me. i know from experience and so do millions of people !! omg i swear, it DOES get better and even if you have nothing at all, come to the comments of a sad song and connect with all the other people experiencing the same feelings and struggles and you !! whatever you experience in life, you will never be alone - there are 7 billion people on the earth, you are one of them - how incredible is that ?! you are living, breathing, you have endless possibilities !! you are trapped in a horrible, depressed but if you try to make one difference and you cut off or escape toxic things in your life then you have to power to change !! you are so beautiful and even though i don’t even know you i want to reach out to everyone feeling so terrible. when i am older, i hope to work with mental health helpline or charities ect. i want it make someone else’s life better - please hold on, it ALWAYS gets better but you just cannot see that right now because you are blinded but this sick, nasty things called depression !! i am begging you so much to hold on, life IS BEAUTIFUL but you can’t see it because of your unfortunate circumstances. if you hate your life, change it, as much as you can !!! you, more than anyone, has the power to do that !! you won’t believe me because i haven’t explained it very well😂 but coming from someone who went through a terrible mental health time and came out the other side with an extremely healthy lifestyle and mind and immense appreciation for life and opportunities, i am telling you that life gets better !! please seek help and please help yourself, there are so many people willing to help you get through your struggles!! please, hold on ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ if anyone is struggling, talk to the other people in the comments - they are here alongside you for the same reason xxxxxxxx
Same
I never wanted to kill myself just end apart of me -KING ISO
Don't think like that u have worth...God loves u
Guys, NF’s music is great. But, comment sections... there honestly depressing. So get out! Watch a cat meme or some thing. Whatever stuff your going on...YOU GOT THIS I’m rooting for you. P.S. this is not for likes and you guys may not see this but if you do. Don’t quit, your a great person
Is it me, or does NF sound more vulnerable on this record and more open? Like his vocals are more cracked, more high. Really seems like he's becoming more and more of him, less of his angry persona he sometimes puts on. He really feels like this is his most out there effort now. Edit: If anyone's interested, I reviewed NF's new album, haha. cheers! :)
YES, completely, he sounds more comfortable/confident, he really knows what he's doing now and I'm living for it.
He does, but also he handed 2 of his balloons (burdens) to the guy behind the curtain in leave me alone
Yes. I like both sides of him in his songs. He does a lot of music like this actually. The one that blew up lately seemed aggressive. But I love both. ☺
So vulnerable.....and that's so hard for him! I feel every single word he says. It hurts.
J Morris the Review Guy 💯💯
3 years later and this is still the most underated NF song.
1:51 - I relate to that “Aaaughh”
I tear up because he speaks out loud whats in my mind...
i start crying because i think about every thing wrong about my life
@@grayz_storiesflipaclip8859 Same. my family even turned against me.... So now I have no one to turn to.
Vio Viking Same.. It's a Dark Place 💔
@@carriedarkpoetry9751 Everything is dark...
@@ultracosmicenergies8881 "Talk to God because he's the only one who listens, even when you think He isn't" There's always someone there for you, God, and usually someone else comes along too. ❤
Every couple of years i get the worst depressive, and suicidal thoughts, and everytime, NF's music is a blessing that makes things a little easier
never come across a song that describes me so perfectly, word for word. glad I've got Nate to say what I can't.
Are you doing ok?
@@TK-uz4ts 👍
@@TK-uz4ts always mate
It’s pretty sad when you can relate more to a person you have never met then the people you have known your whole life
I care about you and i hope that you become well soon and stay safe
I agree. That’s the only reason I’m on the internet tbh. Love your pfp by the way!
I know
Relatable
🙋🏽♂️
"I don't hate myself, I hate the life I have to live." ~ Unknown
I mean ,not really... i hate myself coz its the reason why my life sucks.
love this
Same
@Keksmo love what your doing
I hate everything now
I feel like this a lot 😢
Some rappers say random crap that doesn't even make sense when they're rapping, luckily NF isn't some rapper. Love you man ❤
This song hits different when you’re having a complete breakdown in your car, poring rain, late at night
Omg I really hope you are ok❤️
I would love to try that
Rn lol
Oddly secific but i see the picture
i searched that too and found this
"Suicide doesn’t end the chances of life getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of it ever getting any better." -Unknown
I used to think that I would never try and think of doing it because it will hurt the people I love,but do I have that any more? No. I don't. I think about from time to time. But I will try not to do it. Life will get better I just have to hope it will.
Thank you.
Technically it does both. But I agree with the sentiment.
when you are dead you have real peace. and thats the thing people dont want to acknowladge
I'm ok with that :)
Everyone in these comments you guys are so strong you got this I love you guys 🫶🏿❤️💕
My whole life is shaped by this song,The most terrible part is that nobody can possibly understand how you feel.
“But it’s hard when I hate myself” That hit on a personal level..
same
Same
Same
Ruby Villanueva ikr I’m up and it’s 5am listening to the song on repeat questioning my ENTIRE life
same 😭
"We stopped checking for monsters under the bed but stopped when we realized they were inside us." -TheJoker
@Keksmo do you have Snapchat
@@brooklynboyd6074 Nastysniperifle if you need someone to talk to.
Around us...well some.
@Nate Hopf same ngl 🙄
yes sirrrrr
“Feel weak, but the peace that i keep lackin’ keeps speaking to me but i cant have it” Like a nail ….
I just noticed that when he says "my own actions", in the line "knee deep in defeat of my own actions", (at 2:50 ish) his voice kinda cracks, or shakes, like he's about to cry. Like this song wasn't sad enough already.
We, NF REAL FANS are so proud of what you’ve become, Nate.
MR. COMMENT What’s a real NF fan?
An Og
@@chrisgagnon5768 If u dont listen to NF since his first ever released song u are a famefan and not a real real fan! :^)
Yes. ❤
MR. COMMENT I HIT THE WRONG BUTTON😂💀
Am I the only one who hides everything from mom and dad?🥺 Edit: I really appreciate everyone sharing their story’s and I’m really taking the time to listen to anything everyone says
VerXy_- __ I do too
@Rissa Dobre same
No but why do you? Sometimes it’s for good reasons sometimes you should tell them. A parents job is to be there for your kiddo. If they’re worth their salt as a parent you should tell them everything
Nope they barely let me cry in front of them so o just lock myself in my room all day
I used to not tell my parents, but later I realised it's better to tell them! Express how you feel! Keeping it in isn't good for you
No one will ever understand how hard it is to comfort someone when your in pieces trying to tape them back together
1:46 What is success when hope has left you .
I like the darkness because when it's dark no one can see my mistakes
me to and no one sees me
The darkness is a place that feels so good and right, but it leaves you down an even darker path. I’ve seen darkness in death first hand and you don’t want to. But even in the darkest path, there is a light, it may be dim, but it can shine more than the sun if you let it
Jesus sees and still loves you and wants you to come out of that darkness and into His light and love. 🤗 I can relate to how you feel.
I think you've mistaken the quote with, "I like walking near the sewer so no one can smell my farts"
and they cant see my tears. I dont like silence because when it is, these thoughts get louder and no one can hear my quivers of not being able to cry. im tired, we all are. One day hopefully this battle will end in our victory. I only wish you all a happy ending, remember i care and your not alone.
They never care unless if you're: Pretty Popular *dead*
Thats facts thats why most of us dearest teen give up ect. people stat to care but its to late
@@WP_420 exactly
😢
Shits true
I dont know what to say to you. Just love yourself. Unless u love yourself you will always see to the needs of others and will forget yours. And when they leave you, you are the one who will get hurt. Just love yourself, a gentleman/woman will meet you along the way. Take care.
He turns feelings into music🖤
Just wanted to let yall know, someone out there cares. No matter what happens, someone will cry when you die, feel sad when you get hurt, and even if they dont always show it, someone always cares.
"Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief"
could be me
I heard him sing this at a concert after waiting in line for 6 hours. His voice caught at the end of the song when he repeated "I hate myself" several times. You could hear the pain in his voice 😥
I cant wait too see him in March💔 I know he talks a lot about what the song means to him in between songs - Im just gonna cry😭😭
that is really sad but glad you have that experience.
He has a true heart. I love his music it speaks to my heart!!
I'm going to see him in april and i'm really hoping that he does this song. its so relatable.
oof
“Pray to god with my arms open, if this is it then I feel hopeless” it’s so hard
My girlfriend left me a month ago mainly because I didn't show her how much she means to me and how much I love her. Truth is, I didn't know how much I needed her because I was drowning alone in my thoughts, all my stress and all my self-hatred. This song made me realise that in order to love someone, you need to love yourself. I don't know how I'm gonna do that but I just know that I lost the woman of my life simply because of me and it's killing me
If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best
@@TK-uz4ts I am seeking help, I just wish I would have realised I needed help before I lost her…
@@nordiques8298 Sorry to hear that man, there will be many regrets in life but all that matters is the present moment. Dont beat yourself up over things already done. Stay strong, you got this
The pain hurts a lot man. And it wont be easy. I went through the exact same thing a year ago, exact same situation and exact same reasons. I wish I helped myself before her also. And I am still here today, a year later, feeling the pain of losing the love of my life because of me.. and I see her having moved on a couple of times and it hurts more each time because you know that if you got a chance, you feel you can make it right. You just have to believe the time will come and prepare yourself for, no matter how dire it seems. I sadly still am and maybe one day it will pass but it feels impossible. But you just have to keep pushing on and try to focus on you
Tell her bro tell her
"Yeah, late nights get the best of me" Me listening at 12am: 👀
Ryan 3 am*
@@isaaclee5897 shut up, its different timezones. it was 9 when the songs dropped here
Caleb Bastin chill I was just saying what time I was listening to the song
@@isaaclee5897 ok sorry. I've just been getting tons of stupid BS replys the last couple of days so yours looked like one of those
Caleb Bastin don’t worry it’s all good
This is the best song I've ever heard. Thank you so much NF
Gael's Daddy the best song he ever made was remember this I don’t think he could ever make a better one
I've listened to the rest of the album and I can't pick one, they're all so amazing I can't even describe it, I honestly feel nauseated and can't stop shaking cause of these songs.
@@Kingtheg omg yes remember this is prolly my fav too. Every line of it is facts
I thought Remember This was one of the best songs I have ever heard, but then he dropped this song
@@gaelsdaddy2341 Nah, the best one was "How Could You Leave us" He even said it himself. If you havent heard, trust me its very emotional and it hits home HARD.
You know sometimes I feel my life isn't worth it anymore and when I do I just listen to NF's music and I know my parents tell me the music you listen to is depressing but NF's music is a therapy for me and when I have no where to go I come here to listen to his message.
Your life is worth it. If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
@@TK-uz4ts I don't really trust anyone not even my family and I tried getting a therapist but that didn't work so I feel alone and not worth it
@@skyler519 I see. In that case I recommend reading the books "Mans search for meaning" as well as the "Power of now". They did more for me than anything else could
@@TK-uz4ts Thanks for the recommendation. Have a good day/night.
Hey! You know even if you have a difficulty seeing your worth know that you are worthy every day that you get you were blessed with because you were put here in the world for a reason. If you want someone to talk to lmk! stay strong much love ❤️
This whole song breaks me. I miss my father. I came home this time last year to be with him. Saw him Jan 11th and on the 1st. He died early Feb. Talk to your family as much as you can . No matter if you feel like shit or hate yourself
17 mins ago NF dropped 15 songs. This puts a smile on my face
That was almost my exact comment on this album drop.
john reimers lol
Kitne sun liye
Me tooo
@@blackfox658 use hindi samaj nahi aata saale. English bolna
i can’t believe there’s a rapper that can rap so hard without cussing
I hate it people say that
Swiral shameless copy paste
That's because hes a Christian
K-Rino is another historical rapper that doesn't cuss.
Trauma is another good one
Listening to this, It's been about 2 months now since my older brother (29) passed away. This song helps but hurts. I just wish I could've done something to be there and help. I still hate myself.....
Don't hate yourself, you deserve love. Please stay strong and positive because on the other side of lifes struggles lie happiness and meaning. If you're struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust and consider seeing a therapist. I wish you the best
Man I feel you my dad passed away if I may ask what happened to your brother if you don't want to answer me then it's okay
@@non-binery_owl4049 freak accident. Fell over a fence and broke his neck...
Hey I know you don't know me, but I understand hating yourself, the blame... There's still hope my friend I promise I'm here if you need anything.
I’m so sorry for your loss but please don’t hate yourself. It’s not your fault and you shouldn’t put that pressure on yourself.
I discovered this song a few years ago. I already knew it had a deep meaning and it was a very powerful song. Tonight, I'm in a very bad place and I can't sleep. I just overthink, and I want to stop it. But I can't. So I decided to come back on this song, and it hit hard. It helps me a lot in so many ways... Thank you NF for putting your feelings into words and for making me feel less alone. This is real
he’s come such a long way.... he deserves so much 🖤 I remember when I first started listening and when I listen back to the first songs I think about the place I was in.... we grew together, separate lives but still felt so close . he’s such an inspiration to many , love you NF
Wow that's amazing and I can relate to this and thats why NF is my favorite rapper and I hope your doing well now
Nailed that description. Couldn't agree more🖤
I couldn't have said it better myself
Right!
angie perla same
THE ENDING WHERE HE JUST KEEPS REPEATING "I HATE MYSELF" BROKE MY HEART IN SO MANY WAYS
Be happy he save my life and many more
right??? it’s so raw
Try not to overthink it :) Just another brilliant song
@@emdormitalang1388 shut up
Why?
I'm in tears. I've heard this song many times, but it is really hitting hard right now. I am struggling to be the happy person that people want me to be when that's not really me. I'm in my own prison with a smile on the outside.
Every song is a banger and it resonates. NF is a savage.
“The happiest person is the saddest inside” -unknown
True
@Keksmo thank you for the offer but i think ik fine thank you
@Keksmo you seem like a nice person
Thats me all but a couple friends know that I'm not really happy im just too two face
Trueee that’s me 💀
Producer: Nate how much you gonna make these people cry Nate/NF: yes
Maya Has a channel now .
Lol exactly.
NF is awesome. friendly, real, meaningful, and epic. that's why he's my favorite rapper
i've been through a lot in my life all i can say is u got to get though it ur self this song let's me fight through all my problems. if u read this i hope this help u in ur live and hope u live a happy live
"I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief." "I hate myself." It's as though NF knows what I am thinking.
Hey, bro. Whatever you may be facing, know that Jesus loves you, and He delights in your casting your burdens on HIm. You are never alone. Jesus is signalling at you, waving his hands heads high. Trust in him
@@LincolnFalana Jesus has never done anything for me.
@@Joe.D.Sheppard Maybe therapy will. Have you tried it? I heard it helps.
@@hristiyantanev7631 I haven't tried it, no. I feel like it is overrated.
Consult a therapist dont go telling people in comments because whether your being serious your making someone depressed too.