Pregnancy After Miscarriage /Dealing With Emotions/ My Rainbow Baby
2018 ж. 25 Ақп.
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This video won't go into detail,about my story, I'll link my whole story below if your interested..., this video will discuss what helped me to stay strong and move Foward....my journey to my rainbow baby:)
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I’m pregnant - just found out and I feel like I’m already mourning the loss of this one after having two reoccurring miscarriages. I was so angry with myself for getting excited in the previous pregnancies. It doesn’t feel real and I almost feel angry it will leave me. I pray it sticks and grows but I can’t feel joy.
So sorry:( Believe me I understand the feeling, I was definitely angry with my body a lot...I had two losses three if you count my chemical pregnancy...i kept going into every pregnancy angry and scared and that didn’t protect me at all because I was still left devastated...so choosing to be joyful doesn’t ensure a healthy pregnancy it more a change I decided to make so I could be happy, so I would take care of myself and so I could be a good mom to my son. Choosing joy always helps...but it isn’t easy. Wish you all the best! Xoxo
Taylor how is your pregnancy journey?
2 years later this is really helping. Especially where you said “choose to be joyful no matter what, don’t rob yourself of those moments!”
♥️ so happy it could help:) xo
Oooo this gave me the chills. I feel like I owe it to my future baby to be happy during the pregnancy (even if it ends in heartbreak again) but there's apart of me that felt like that was foolish and I just should expect the worst. It's comforting to hear that
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It helped me find a little happiness and hope.
Thanks for this video, it is very encouraging, my husband and I just lost our first baby! Little Henry was born November 6th, I was 42 weeks pregnant and was not expecting our little angel to pass away so soon! It's definitely a tough time but we are trusting in God that He has a plan!
This video was such a blessing for me. I needed to hear every word. Thank you.
So glad it could help xoxo ♥️
You are so brave and beautiful, mama! Thank you for sharing your story 🌈🙏🏼❤️
Thank you!♥️
Thank you for sharing your story.🙏I found you on KZhead just now, because I’m going through the miscarriage right now. I passed my embryo this Friday. The embryo stopped developing at 6 weeks and 1 day. Last year I had a missed miscarriage. I’m lost and empty physically and emotionally. But I’m so thankful and grateful to God for my daughter who is almost 4 years old. I’m really happy for you and for your rainbow 🌈 baby. I wish all moms will be happy and have their healthy babies. 🙏
So sorry you are dealing with that I remember the feeling. Best wishes, keep your chin up xx
I love this so much. It’s exactly what I needed to hear 🥰❤️ thank you for sharing.
Best wishes:)
This made my heart sad and happy all at the same time ♥️ it’s been 3 weeks since my D&C thank you for your video you made me feel happy and more hope through our journey. 🙏🏻 you are so strong and beautiful . Thank you for this video
So sorry for your loss, it’s such a hard thing to go through...but there is hope and joy to come xo best wishes
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I miscarried my first in April and recently found out I’m pregnant again. I decided to be happy no matter what but I know it will always be in the back of my mind. Everything about this pregnancy is different from my first so I’m taking that as a good sign. I don’t have my scan until the 16th but I am trying to enjoy the journey and stay positive. I too heard the heartbeat with my first and had a missed miscarriage so I lost my baby around 8 weeks and didn’t find out until I was nearly 12 weeks. Sometimes I think I can’t trust my body bc it’s so close to the first time but I’m putting my faith over my fears and reminding myself everything happens for a reason and this time it just feels different my symptoms are different everything is different. Praying for all you mamas, I know how hard this can be. Great video and advice thank you so much for sharing! 💕
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I just lost my very first pregnancy a week ago...It was a missed miscarriage after hearing the heartbeat at 6 weeks. This was by far the only video that struck a cord with me....I thought I am almost gonna develop a PTSD after this loss because I can't even imagine how I am gonna face my ultrasounds next time. But yes I agree and will try to choose happiness next time around since there is a choice.
Oh dear I’m so so sorry for your pain and losses. I’ve had so many CP’s and I had a loss at 13 weeks in 2009, and then I had a loss 9 weeks in 2014, then I had a loss at almost 7 weeks in 2015. I just lost my dd at 19 weeks. I did find this last time because of the trauma and bonding and feeling her kick and move was the hardest emotionally. That doesn’t take the pain of lessen the love you have for each baby. You are so right it’s love for your child the moment you conceive. Congrats on your rainbow and I once again am so sorry for your losses xx
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This video really helped me. Thank you so much for sharing this with us
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Thank you so much for this. I just had a CP after 8 months of fertility treatments. This gave me the mindset to keep going ✨🌈
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Thank you so much for this video 💕💕recently loss a baby at 14 weeks and your words have made my day 💕😢😩😭 … I feel soo much better still soo emotional but I am sooo sooo thankful for you sharing your experience.
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Thank you so much for this video. I just had a miscarriage and D&C a couple of days ago. This video has opened my heart to feel joy for the next baby instead of being guarded.
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Very well said I love this!!!!!!!! Thank you so much
Rachel Pritchett glad it could help:) xx
I really needed this video... I had a blighted ovum a few months ago. We've been trying and I'm going to take my pregtest in a few days. I'm scared for this. Scared to be happy I guess. Thank you for this message! So true.
So sorry:( and best wishes xx
Im currently going through my first pregnancy and miscarriage at 29 years. I lost the baby 11+4, had to have D&C on monday this week. Ive been eating up all the videos on youtube on this topic and it helps so much. Especially what you said about taking out joy of any upcoming pregnancies, I was so afraid of that because Im in general a very pesimistic person. This pregnancy was probably the only thing I was ever optimistic about and it bit me in the ass. But I realize now its not fruitful to fill my heart with fear and stress. Its pointless. I have to move on and allow myself to enjoy every little thing I can while I can. ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss, it’s such a hard thing to go through. ♥️
What a wonderful video, thank you 💐
Thank you for this.
You are so right! I’m pregnant now of 6 weeks after 2 losses and I’ve been so scared to get attached to it. Life has NO guarantee anyways. We need to live each day with gratitude. Each day there’s no blood it’s a blessing.
So sorry:/ I know how hard it is!xx But yes life has no guarantees and we have to take the happiness and joys as it comes. Congrats 🎊 best wishes :)
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Currently pregnant, waiting for an ultrasound to see if I can get excited but my hcg is going up because my tests are darkening. Delivered my still daughter in December 2021 and had a miscarriage 5 months later when doctor's weren't listening to me and lost them. Well now I'm pregnant again and so far so good. Everything scares me, every cramp or with me being a pregnancy test addict my lines are super dark and expensive tests but cheap tests not much. Thank you for this and congratulations on your little family and miracle girl. My angel was my miracle and now I have a miracle rainbow to look forward to meeting and telling them all about their sister in heaven. Sorry to any mammas going through loss. You got this! Harper Nevaeh King is the name of my personal guardian angel 😇
Sorry for your experience, I wish you all the best on your rainbow baby ❤️ congrats 🎉
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Thanks for this video, I miscarriage in October and I find out last week that I'm pregnant again and I was feeling fearful and didn't wanna get attached but today I'm choosing Joy, I will enjoy every moment of this pregnancy
So sorry for your loss:( congrats on you pregnancy tho how exciting! Best wishes
Hi, how are you and your baby now?
@@mariaallessa5102 he/she is due to the first week of October which I find reassuring... So far Dr. Says everything is going perfect!!! So we are really excited and ready to have this rainbow baby in our arms... I'm 29 weeks now :) thanks for asking!
@@MimTorbell So glad to hear that. Goodluck and God bless. I hope I would finally have my rainbow baby, too. I miscarried 2weeks ago for the 2nd time. Hoping for the best soon. 💖
@@mariaallessa5102 thanks! And I'm sorry to Heard that, hope you have your rainbow babybsoon as well
My wife's been through a lot in the last year and a half, got some 3" fybroids removed and the uterus was able to be left intact to heal. A little over a year later we have our first pregnancy. Now 6 weeks in and theres bleeding and a slightly elongated gestational sack and no sign of our baby embryo. I hope for the best. She's so brave
It’s such a hard time ♥️ wishing you guys all the best!:)
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Thankyou so much for helping people, I had a miscarriage last month my first pregnancy, this is such a encouraging video. Please can I ask did you do anything different with your successful pregnancy? Xxxx
So sorry for your loss xoxo and no, physically I didn’t do anything differently…I was young and in good health…sometimes it just happens. Best of luck ♥️
I have 2 misscariages. First 1 was ectopic . I lose 1 tube. Second one was blighted ovum . Im devastated and scare to try again:(. Its already hard having two funtional tube. But me? I only have one now .
I had a d&c procedure 4 days back..when will I try to get conceive?should I wait for a month or should I try instantly?
From this moment on, I choose to be happy. I miscarried last Saturday. I felt angry, alone and let down. I cried so hard that night, I had to. I found out I was pregnant on a Tuesday and then on the following Saturday morning of that same week, I found myself sitting in a hospital bed bleeding like a pig. Talk about devastation! Already we decided to try again and it has not been a whole week since we lost our baby. I wanted my baby more than anything else. But while I sat there and bled, I asked that God’s will be done, not my own. And when I become pregnant again soon, ( I’m speaking it into existence!) I will be full of joy and contentment. I will not have a miserable pregnancy full of anxiety and worry. I will pray for peace, good health and favor. God bless you and all our rainbow babies to come!!!
So sorry! It’s so so hard. Best wishes to you and your family! Xo
I just had a miscarriage a week ago today, im in the bathroom watching KZhead videos and i came across your video. People expect you to move on quickly and sometimes that makes things worse. Ive cried everyday since that night and I know I can get pregnant again, I know life moves on, but for now, I need to feel this pain and grief. Your video gives me hope and your baby girl is so adorable. Im afraid of trying again, but Also cant wait to have my little rainbow baby as well. :) thanks for this video
Yinette Martinez so sorry for your lost! Best wishes, I hope you get your rainbow baby!:)
Yinette Martinez and it's usually people who have not dealt with this type of pain
M&B's Family thats true. Even your own partner sometimes don’t fully understand.
I'm sitting on my bathroom floor 5 days after miscarriage watching this too.💔 thank you.
@@courtneythorsby1641 Im so sorry you’re going through this . If you need to talk, Im here. I had 3 miscarriages in total and 2 days ago was a year from my last one. Im still hopeful that one day Ill have my rainbow baby and so will you.
I needed to see this today! It’s been 4 weeks since I lost my baby girl. I went in for my 20 week check up and she no longer had a heart beat.
Omg my mom had been through miscarriage too, and she almost lost her life, but I'm soo glad she made it and I love her very much, you've been through it too, so I love u too💕
Thank you for this video. My favorite quote during my mmc that helped me remember to continue on was "Grief is like the ocean. Ebbing and flowing. Sometimes it is calm.. sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim."
So true!
I am in awe of you! Everything you’ve gone throw and continue to not give up! I’ve had three miscarriages and now preggo 8 weeks and I’m freaking! THIS VIDEO IS EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED TODAY. 🙏🏽 Thank You
Living Outside the Box with Gray Square congrats!! Best wishes to you and your family! Xx so glad this video could help:)
Amen. Very emotive video. I have a very perfect litlle baby almost 1 year old like your Isla by the time you made that video. Who knows what will happen in the future. If I'll be lucky enough to be mum again but if not I won't feel sad at all because, as you said, we should be positive and think of what we have (healthy baby, great couple, a roof, food and three cats! Lol) and not what we don't. I'm so sorry about your devastating experiences. I never had a miscarriage but I can imagine it as a nightmare... Happy you're ok and healthy! Enjoy your children which are treasures! ;-)
Such an uplifting viewpoint during a hard time , thank you so much for sharing ❤️love the quote you posted on instagram!
Andrea Kelley thank you:)
So glad I found your video! I miscarried two weeks so at 15 weeks and even though this is the hardest thing I've been through, I can see how I've become a better mother to my 2 living children because of it. I'm so scared to try again, but now I realize I need to focus on the joy instead. Thank you!!
kdklein381 so sorry for your loss:( best wishes to you and your family! Xx
Sending you virtual 🤗 hugs. It’s funny you made this video, I posted on my IG a few weeks ago about my miscarriage story. My daughter is our rainbow baby too. We lost our first one at two months. It’s so hard to go through and you never forget. You almost made me cry!!!!! 🤗❤️
OnYProds its crazy how many women go through it but don't really talk about it, I almost edited out the part where I got emotional...but felt that it was better then be real in this video:/
Thank you for this! I desperately needed it today.
Sara Sweatt so glad xx
Going thru a miscarriage is hard. Now posting your video and being so opened is amazing. Thank you for this video.
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I needed to hear this. Currently in cycle 1 after our first miscarriage and I'm terrified. Thank you so much for sharing. ❤
Best wishes xx
I really needed this video. I went through a miscarriage about two weeks ago and this has changed my perspective completely, so thank you and congratulations on your rainbow baby! 🌈
So sorry:/ best wishes on getting your rainbow baby! Xx
miscarriage is so tough. I wish you all the best with your sweet Rainbow Baby :) Thank you for sharing and opening up about your story. There are so many women who need to see this strength and feel ok about sharing their stories!
FUN IN THE SUN thank you so much:) I hope it helps others dealing with something similar...xx
I loved this story. Thank you! I'm 4weeks 5days and had a miscarriage in December of 2017.
I've never heard of that line before 8:08, it's a very beautiful word, I don't know why but this word u said made my day.💕
Bay We so glad:):)
Thanks so much for sharing. Your story was very uplifting. I too have had multiple miscarriages and a d &c! I’m think I’m am now ready to give it another try!
So glad it helped, best wishes XX
I definitely need to her this,I convinced my 1st baby on the 12 January 2018(5weeks and6 days),and I was devastated..I fell pregnant again and lost that baby as well (6 weeks)..I've never felt so low in my life,and angry and sad.the doctors also said theres nothing wrong with me..I am praying that when I fall pregnant again that I will have a healthy pregnancy.Thank you for sharing your story ❤️
Best wishes! Xx
well done on your video. i so sorry on your loses and so happy you a love baby boy. i m in my 40s i had a miscarage with my first unborn. the pain will always be there. i get my support from grow. i did nt know any thing about miscages .i m a positive person. but i m ready to try again. i have a loven sister to encourge to try again. we have very supportive doctor on our journey. i wish every couples my warm wishes. miriam xx
Miriam Bourke best wishes!:)
I watched that same video that helped you. I watched it after I had a miscarriage and that lady in the video helped me. I miscarried in August 2017 with my first, I'm now 9wks pregnant with my rainbow baby and I feel that it's a gift from God. I'm happy and joyful and prayerful
Deserae Ward that's wonderful, congrats! Best wishes to you and your family, keep us posted;)
Drakes Nest thank you so much for the prayers, I promise to keep you posted 🙏🙏😍😍
Deserae Ward wow. So happy for you. Will keep you in my prayers too .
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I lost my baby at 10 weeks. I don't know when my baby stopped growing but I started bleeding since Saturday and I'm still bleeding. My heart is so broken since this was my first pregnancy. This is definitely not easy at all. I can't wait to have my rainbow baby.
I’m sooo sorry:/ it’s so difficult:( best wishes on your rainbow baby xx
Karen Vanessa N. Keep your head up mama it took me 5 years but I now have my baby she is soon to turn 3
You are not alone, Karen. I had my miscarriage a year ago and it's still painful to think about. It's hard to keep hope and be positive but I know that beating ourselves up about it doesn't help anything. Sending all my love
I lost a baby at 10 weeks as well, and my body wouldn’t kick start the process so I didn’t know it was gone until I had my entire family in the ultrasound room. It was the most breaking experience I’ve ever had. I bled for weeks after my D&C. Let yourself grieve. It’ll get better, but the pain never fully leaves. Best wishes on your rainbow baby.
Same here
I just went through this... I lost my baby at 10 weeks. I'm still trying to go through the motions, but it's hard. And I'm happy there's videos out here of people telling their stories..
So sorry about your loss:( best wishes!
Thank you so much for this vidéo . I just had a misscarriage and it helps to feel that you’re not alone. I found particulary interrestant the part about allowing yourself to be Happy for thé next pregnancy, i’ll keep that in mind if it happens to me. Again, thank you.
Cath Boutisseau so sorry for your loss xx best wishes!
January 2018 I suffered a miscarriage with my first pregnancy. This morning I got my positive after 5 months of nothing. This will be our rainbow baby as well. Watching and listening to your words is helping me apply it as I'm VERY cautious. But you're right, I need to enjoy it.
Avanthe Cedillo congrats that such happy news!:) best wishes xx
+Drakes Nest I've never commented on videos before... I lost my baby at 13 wks, Oct 30th, all I can think about is getting pregnant again, being pregnant & babies. I've been searching u tube for comfort. Feeling extremely alone & empty - thank you for your story, I hope I get my happy ending, life can be cruel but life is beautiful!
I just dealt with my second miscarriage today and I’m getting real therapy from these KZhead videos. I really am looking forward to the future , where I’m pregnant again ... I’m routing for you sister! I hope everything goes well this time
Rachal Chace I’m sooo sorry for your loss, I know how hard it is:/ best wishes! Xx
I hope you feel better keep your head up everything is going to be ok I promise it took me 5 years multiple miscarriages and but now am here with 3 years old baby girl
Thank you both so much. 🤗❤️
Thank you so much. I just recently miscarried in February and just recently, I started watching youtube videos on pregnancy after miscarriage. The video that you were talking about I managed to watch a few weeks ago and now stumbling on your video, it was definitely what I needed. My husband and I just started talking about trying again and I really needed to hear what you had to say. Right after I miscarried, I thought I could "beat" it and I was able to fake it until I made it for a month and now, in April, I was truly struggling. My doctor said that I had post-partum depression and I wanted to start trying, but my husband wasn't ready and I was just so disappointed in everything. Thank you so much for sharing your story.
Michalya Dorval best wishes to u and your family! Xx
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charlene deponte so glad! Xx
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Thank you so much for sharing this. I really needed to hear ❤️❤️
When we went through TTC for 6 years, the doctor said there is nothing wrong with us, when we had the miscarriage, the doctor said there is nothing wrong with us. We are people with good education, always exercise, always eat healthy. Others just smoke like a chimney, and they got pregnant in no time and went on without knowing there is one word called “miscarriage”, so not fair!
Yanfei Wang so sorry, I totally know the feeling! And unfortunately life isn’t fair sometimes:/ just have to stay positive! Best wishes to you and your family:)
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Thank you for this video. I am currently going through a miscarriage. I was 6 weeks when it started. Although I was only 6 weeks it has been devastating for me because I tried for over a year to get pregnant.
Galadriel Moon at any stage is devastating, so sorry! Best wishes going forward xx
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I’ve been desperately searching for peace of mind. My 3rd pregnancy was planned, but I had a missed miscarriage at 10 weeks last March. A follow up D&C left me in so much pain it was traumatic. My husband and I decided we were done, but low and behold I am 4 weeks pregnant with a surprise rainbow baby. I’m so scared, I can’t even think straight.
Elizabeth Thiessen so sorry, totally understand your worried...been here! Try to enjoy it! Best wishes xx
I had my first miscarriage in August 2006 I was 21 weeks and I had my second miscarriage October 2018 and i still have no kids breaks my heart but I am sorry to hear about your miscarriage I'm so sorry...
May God bless your womb💞
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Bay We I have thought about it, not sure yet...just a lot of things I've been through involve other people's lives and stories as well so not sure if it's too personal....maybe eventually hehe;)
During the mourning period, however, a woman's (and man's) emotions may be thrown into turmoil. If a woman has been trying hard to conceive, she may mourn the child she has lost as well as the fact that she's no longer pregnant. If she's suffered more than one miscarriage, she may be saddened by the fact that she's unable to carry a pregnancy to term. She may also feel empty, angry, irritable, worthless, or jealous of those who are pregnant. And may be preoccupied with her loss or unable to take pleasure in life. What's more, men and women often experience a miscarriage differently. Men tend to have less of an emotional attachment to the pregnancy in the early months. So they may feel less pained and grief-stricken by the miscarriage. Sometimes this can cause a misunderstanding and conflict in a marriage. Since each partner tends to expect the other to react to the miscarriage in a similar way. The important thing to remember is that mourning is a process that takes time. While some people are able to put aside their feelings and move on. Others find that they need weeks or even months to be able to fully function again. Eventually, though, the pain of a miscarriage will subside and the world will indeed look brighter. But until then, it's important to honor your feelings and to take the time you need to grieve. I believe with some therapy, it will be helpful. Like in my case in Bio tex.
My little one stopped growing at 6 weeks and completed miscarriage around 11 weeks. September 23 2017.
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The positive news is that this is unlikely. You're much more likely to have a healthy pregnancy than another loss. A miscarriage is usually a one-off. So having a miscarriage doesn't necessarily mean that you'll have problems next time you try to have a baby. However, the risk of miscarriage increases with age, so you may want to try again sooner rather than later if age or fertility are a consideration for you. Your chances of having a healthy pregnancy next time may be good even if you've had three or more miscarriages in a row. Three quarters of women who've had normal test results after recurrent miscarriages go on to have a healthy baby. Unless your doctor tells you otherwise, your next pregnancy is more likely than not to go smoothly. I can remember a friend who conceive safely at Bio tex after a miscarriage. Depending on how you're feeling, your first follow-up appointment is an opportunity to talk about trying again for a pregnancy. You may have questions about whether your next pregnancy could be affected by a previous miscarriage, and this is a good time to ask for reassurance. It's best to wait until you and your partner feel ready, both physically and emotionally, to try again.
I'm sorry if this offend you but why did you have a miscarriage? I just had one at 14 weeks with my first pregnancy, my boyfriend was so happy with out baby and now he don't know how to feel. I didn't find answers yet and I wanna know why this is a regular thing on the first pregnancy. I hope my rainbow baby is coming soon. (sorry but english it's not my mother tongue)
So sorry for your loss, sometimes u fortunately there is no explanation....something just may not have formed properly..that’s what I was told.❤️
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How old are you? You look really young
Katie Victoria Compton I’m 30 but thank you:)